We have goals in this life.. It's either what we need to survive or things that we want to satisfy our pleasures or reach our dreams or aspirations.
In my case, I don't even know what's the difference of the two. Maybe I need to survive to finish everything that I started or the need to complete such enormous task every moment.
My need to just finish everyday right. I know I won't be lucky everyday but just to make it right, make the whole day good and safe. After today, then well next day. Tomorrow.
I need to be strong for all of this not only because for myself but also for some who depends on me. I should decide fast and accurate. Or if fails, then make up for it. I need to change for the better. I know it will be a long way but little by little, I'm getting there, even it's tiring but I need it, to change my way a bit.
I need it.. Definitely, or maybe.
Most or some of it.
I want to be pilot when I was a kid because I want to fly with an Airplane, especially fighter jets or valkyrie in Macross. I want to be a lawyer just to serve for the people who can't afford to have one or helpless to present their case at the court.
I want to drive a car so if I want to go somewhere else, alone, then I have my own space.
I want to have a long rest, it's almost 1 and half year of madness and work yet, I don't have so much time for myself, or even to fix my things at the room. Good thing I have my post.
I want to be many more..
Unfortunately, most of them, can't be reach that easy. That is where my need comes in.
I need more time.. For myself, for everything..
To get what I want, I need to realize..
It will be a long journey of survival.
I want some new love..
But I need a new girl in my life. hehe
Needless to say, I need to choose it. =)
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