Kuya Allan

As our eldest brother, I know I should look up to him in a lot of ways. A lot of ways..

However, it ends up we need to kinda support him or at least, tignan siya lalo na sa age niya.. It's quite sad but, he's still our big brother.

He quite inspired in my cultural preferences. Gaya na lang ng japan culture! Nasama ako lagi niyan sa greenhills just to buy newtype magazines. hehe saka yun hilig ko sa anime, nihonggo, anything bout japan, sa kanya ako nahawa. haha hmmm some of 80's new wave interest came from him kasi naman, he has mobile works and used to play vinyl, doing remixes and listening to 89.1dmz.. Kaya ayun, nahawa ako. hehe

Ah, yeah kahit sa anime, eh he can really draw, lalo na sa shirt.. Bayaran lang yun shirt at pintura. hehe Movies! I still remember his VHS collection, lalo na yun galing siya US, tapos naguwi siya, yun na. I admit, ako tagasira ng player niya.. Paano ba naman, pag wala siya, siyempre pag may mga R flicks or hentai, eh alam na gagawin sa VHS player.. fast forward na! haha Pag nasira or nakain yun ribbon, tahimik na lang. Bwahaha Sorry bro... 

But thanks to him, I was able to watch the greatest films, like Star Wars, Godfather, Indiana Jones and other classics. Now, ako naman tagahanap ng mga trip niya. hehe

Those were the things that he kinda inspire me or to get my preferences ah one more thing, playing computer games! Sikat kami noon kasi may Atari, Nintendo, Sega, Sega Saturn, tapos Ps one, PS2, then yun na. Plus some handheld consoles pa. Pwede nga kami magkaroon ng game museum because of these games. hehe

Don't forget yun mga collection niya ng mga figures, of anime characters.. Like Gundam, Chun Li and other characters. I tried that before pero, wala talaga ako talent, lalo pag coloring part na. hehe 

Yeah, that's why despite his stature today, I still love him. Even with his temperal attitude towards others kahit parents ha, pagdating sa kin.. Di siya ganun. Geez... hehe Weird but ok lang. Although, paglaki ko he become very distant from me kasi from endeavors eh pagnakita naman kami, we talk like kids, what's the new thing, computers, gadgets, downloads and other stuff.

Kaya sana, kahit ganun siya today, lalo advice ni Dad na intindihin na lang siya even siya eh na hirap din. hehe hay, even other siblings cannot help him.. Gerro even doesn't want to see him. Like I said earlier, may attitude kasi that really won't work with other people. 

Well, for now ah I hope and pray na he can have an opportunity to work as a productive person. Lalo na now may Aljune na siya and be a good father to him. I know it will be hard to change his ways, pero I pray na if he thinks these changes are not for him, at least for Aljune na lang. For his future na din. I still believe in him, and it's not too late for him to make steps toward success. Even everybody seems lost hope in him.

Bro thanks sa lahat at sana one day, if everything eh easy na lang... Play all day! hahahaha

Bro, thanks for giving me interest at least to overcome boredom or sadness.. =)