"I think I need to ask forgiveness for the sins I've done", those are the words I spoke Sunday morning. Let's go back on Saturday.�
After a fun 4BA1 night, like I said earlier, di ako masyado nakatulog, may amats pa. hehe Good thing, I am kinda alert but that will be tested later.. Pag gising ko eh di naman amsakit ang ulo pero tinatamad. I can't slack, kung walang shop ng araw na yun, tinulugan ko na. hehe�
However, I can't. I am in zombie mode again. Let my mind works, even I am physically absent. Hehe Pagbukas ng shop, ayun malas agad, wala agad benta until 1 hour later. Tapos, sinasabon pa ko ni kuya. Magbenta daw ng unit, eh wala naman nagtatanong, umuulan pa, sino naman bebentahan ko. Hehe What a day. Then between those hours, sumisimple na ko ng tulog, like call days, power nap! hehe Kaso sobrang pagod ako. Anak ng tokwa, kung pwede lang umuwi at matulog. The problem is I can't. Good job.. Di pa ata ako nakaligo for that day. hehe
Then a text came from my bro Ian who graduated from medicine this Last Sunday. Magpapavideoke, unfortunately, sinabi ko na di ako pwede dahil sa sobrang pagod. Kala ko kasi sa Sunday pa, well, di na ko nakapunta at yung 3, kompleto.�
In the course of the afternoon, all I want is to rest and get ready for Sunday kasi sila Lola and Lolo nandito from US. Then, after, kung may celebration kay Ian. Kaso, di na nangyari. Yari. hehe Mga bandang 6pm, peste kasing swap na celfone, ayaw magcharge. Nasabon pa ko ulit. Naku naman. hehe Then, after shop, paguwi ko, kaunting tulog while my computer is maintained by mcafee and super duper antispyware. hehe nakapagpost pa ko ng sandali then sleep.�
Unfortunately, nabad trip si Ian kasi di na ko nakapunta. Sa tatlong bro, kay Ian pa naman ako takot, lalo na pagnabad trip. Tama naman siya, ako naman ungas. hehe Kasalanan ko naman, kung di lang ako nagpakapuyat ng 2 days, makakapunta pa ko, kaso wala din. Mahirap pa naman ako yayain sa biglaan lakad, lalo na ngayon sa shop. Sakit ko na ata yun. hehe Oh well, ayun pagdating ng Sunday, binomba na ko ng mga brod ko. hahaha
Gusto ko sumagot, pero wala na ko magagawa, they're right. Well, nalaman ko pa naman uminom din sila. Naku naman pano ako nun? hehe Naisip ko na lang, it was my fault, at leat pumunta ako kahit sandali. Well, past is past, I just wait if they can forgive me. Naisip ko bumawi pero saka na yun. I'm sorry to my brothers.. Lalo na si Ian..
Well, after 3 days, of waking up late, talking to customers, at the same time praying kung makakasurvive this day, eh ayun malungkot ako. Siguro, di ko kaya mapabigyan lahat ng friends ko. It's not because they become like this and that, it's because what we encountered together before and became close. They're part of my life, and I owe at least. That's why, kailangan ko na gamitin yun calendar sa cell, kahit papano, na plan ko ang gagawin ko and events na pwede kong puntahan. Medyo nagkakaroutine na ko. hehe What a tiring life, but, it's better like this, dahil kung agent pa din ako, wala ako mapupuntahan kahit isa. hehe So, that's all for now. By the way, I want to thank to all my friends, best friends I met these 3 days. Before and beyond those days. To my brothers, forgive me. If you will thanks, hehe if not, that's fine. Ian, congrats! Bawi na lang ako sa susunod kung pwede. hehe Bro alam ko inaasam mo maging doktor, at proud ako kasi talagang pinatunayan mo na kaya mo, kahit di sa UST ka nagmed, pakita mo sa kanila, na pagsisihan yun ginawa nila sayo. hehe
I want to thank my most reliable phone in my life, 6300. Why? I just discovered, I can create my notes here and transfer it to my blogsite throught typing. I don't need to think at least. Saves time perhaps..
This won't end here. Ayun, minalas din ako sa ulan, kasi naman walang tao, walang benta. hehe
Pero gusto ko pa rin ang Rein mood.�
Rain did not save me I guess from being unlucky. Unlike, before, pagumuulan, may nangyayari maganda sa kin, kaso not that time.�
Not yet.�
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