flashbacks: Less Music, Same Life

I just tested yun xiaomi Iron Piston in ears at suprisingly, great. I mean, for that small amount, grabe yun detail ng in ear na yun saka tunog pang westone na mura kung baga or klipsch. Kahit medyo weird yun design! hehe 

Almost 2 months after na ko nakapagtest or nakagamit ng inear na matagal. Yes, like drinking booze, putting in ear plugs is my next thing to reduce or worse, eliminate. Sabi kasi ni ENT doc eh.. Well, as you know I'm now developing vertigo at worse, eh sobrang hilo ako, lalo na yun month na November. Surprisingly, di ako umabsent at tuloy pa din ako pumasok. After some cool audio test and exam, it was found na kahit ok naman hearing ko, may signs of degrade na. Saka yun na, one of the sad news I heard, I need to minimize or stop using in ears na.

Darn, pero tuloy ang calls. hahaha Kala ko yun na, pero in ear lang ang bawal. Pero sa calls eh, ok lang daw basta after shift, or before shift, no more in ear headset. After 2 months, I felt light, saka di na ko sinasabon nina ate or Mom na kung ano daw nakasaksak sa tenga ko. Wala na ganun. Less pressure from them. hahaha Saka yun hilo, with the help of vitamins saka iwas inear, di na ko nahihilo. Nahihilo lang ko siguro sa work. hahaha Other than that, eh ok lang naman ako. 

But I'm sad about it, I'm missing my play list na nga eh. Gaya nung natest ko yun plugs, check ko agad yun Joy Division/New Order/Smiths playlist ko kung yun depth ng bass and other parts are right at yun kanta ay clear. Not bad... hehe Saka yun mga ibang kanta namiss ko from Amy Winehouse, saka yun rock playlist ko and worship songs and of course, Nippon desu.. 

It's a missing feeling but it's not a loss. Kahit wala nakasounds sa tenga ko, I kinda appreciate the natural sounds outside.. Even yun mga sounds ng mga tsuper/driver.. Or the human sounds.. Kahit yun trapik sounds na nakakabad trip pero nandyan na yan. hahaha It is less music, but I have the same life. I'm focused on reading na lang or kung may pinapakinggan ako, use speakers than in ear. PInamigay ko na nga kay gerro yun natitirang in ear ko dati, kaso pasira na yun. 2 years of usage was not bad. hahaha 

Well, I missed yun time na pag naka in ear kasi ako, parang at peace ako and the same time, being enclosed in my own environment. Listening to songs that brighthens my mood or improves it. May ibang songs na nagpapataas ng bad trip ng araw ko.. Hahaha Or chill out kung baga mayrun din. Kahit worse day na ang nangyari sa kin, I have a playlist na helps me to forget them. hahaha 

Anyway, sa ngayon, ayun nakatengga lang yun headset at mukhang tatagal pa to kasi di ko naman masyado magagamit due to my condition. Akalain mo yun flare 3, napaganda niya ng sounds, hindi tunog lata at di pa todo yun volume. Galing naman ng headset na to. Despite doc's directions, susundin ko most of the time.. 

But some times, I just need my inner silence. Especially, a great thing is coming. Naks...

Oh yes, that hizzing sound is always in my ears.. Sign of the times. =)