Showing posts with label life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label life. Show all posts

Thursday, April 28, 2016

unplanned 75



Hay, kakalungkot pa din na wala na si Prince! =( Biglaan. Shocking and sad. Well, that's how life goes. Daming legends na namayapa na this year, and I hope that will kinda lie low in the coming months di ba?



Anyway, kakayamot ang first round ng playoffs sa NBA. Tagal mag second round! hahaha Mabuti pa yun PBA, kahit papano, nakakatuwa yun quarterfinals. Bugbugan na naman sa Semis. Siyempre RoS and Alaska pa din!!!!!!


Bad news, I failed my first application para sa english tutor stuff. But a bit of good news, eh may second and still waiting for the third application. I hope that I'll make it. Ang hirap pala ng application na to. But that won't well, stop going into this new path. Naks! hehe


I'm now starting to modify my wordpress and baka next week, I have a lot of time to fix it until it's ready to launch. Please bear with the wait time. Another thing, hmmmm studying Japanese is like studying Physics in HS. For short, ang hirap. hahahaha I don't like Physics and it's hard kaya looking back, thank God I passed physics kahit 70 plus ang grade ko. This time around, syempre love ang nihonggo, yun nga lang ang hirap. Eto yun naisip ko factors kaya ang talino nila. Writing system pa lang, lintek tatlo!


May progress naman, alam ko na yun hiragana, some basic japanese phrases and rules. Kahit mahirap pag aralan lalo na self study, may mga benefits agad. Walang preposition! hahaha Pronoun at iba pa. I'll discover more once I move on. Tomorrow will be interesting as I'll be in a wedding that is different. Way different. I have mixed feelings. Oh not the couple but the set up ha. hahahaha Different and hard. That's all I can say.


I'm happy that for a month, I got the longest and best rest. Kahit di naman ako lumalabas or visit other places, eh ok lang. Clear out my head and stick to my plan. Di bale, soon I'll make sure, this plan..


Will go places. =)

Thursday, March 31, 2016

Mercy Full

Somewhat the title for the Grand Easter Feast this year. However, before I went here, for the past holy week, I felt that I received a full of mercy. 

I really got a lot of rest after long months of working hard. Really hard which I'll explain in the future. Geez, I also did not imagine I'll survived this frentic environment. That was over anyway. 

Despite of my somewhat missteps for the past weeks, I just finished it and now, I'm building and starting out what I planned. Before doing that, of course, I need to somehow re-energize myself. Watched some movies, ate some japanese food, finish some errands and self studying were the things I did. I wish I could go somewhere or accept invitations from friends, but I don't know.. All of the sudden, I want to be alone. 

I kind of became anti-social. Maybe the reasons behind it were laziness, jealousy, or even feel ashamed. Damn, I felt if I compare myself to them, I'm lost. But anyway, great thing holy week came and I'll just do the simpler or easiest way to not feel down, or disappointed.. Reflect on myself. 
Although I always pray and somewhat doing what I written down in the past months, my first reflection was really... I just need rest. Rest, space or whatever to get away from my job and finsh the important things then have something for myself. 

By simply looking at myself and see, analyze and look into my heart. Of course, a lot of questions just circling around me then anxiety as well. I closed my eyes and just talked to Jesus and I only ended up a simple wish.

"Lord, just give me the confidence to start over. I know I'm alone and have zero to none options left, just help me to move into this new path."

It calmed me down and for the rest of the week, I just started to learn on my work, how to improve and read the books.. Then cook some fishes for the house and helped Mom to finish the chores.. 
Confession came then yes, after some like months or a year, I'm getting a good hot afternoon sleep! I enjoyed doing it even it's like steaming hot in my room. Saturday came, watched that geez forget it movie. It was fun but I had more fun when I ate ramen after a very long time. 

Then Sunday came.. It was like not only a very long Holy Week, but also it's Fr Bob's long recollection. From Palm Sunday, then Saturday's show at GMA then just hours ago, I saw him again. Even he discussed almost the same thing in all those shows, this time, he discussed a different thing. Surprisingly, he talked about how he gave Mercy to others. He had a really ironic reason why he became a priest. I almost thought, its God's intervention to him. What struck me was how he forgave that one person who like abused him for a long time and even ended up that person said sorry in a very late time. It's a long story but it's heart warming and that is true to me, forgiveness can be given, as long it comes naturally from you. Not forced or obliged, just let God makes way for you to move on.. Then easily forgive this person in the God's time. Sometimes, like what happened to me, I just forgave this person after all the pain or hurt went away. 

After that sharing, then singing came from those surprise big artist then worship and important talks about yes... Mercy. How to receive God's mercy in different ways. It can be thru tough love, or realizations or sometimes.. Sudden change of heart. It's a great day to celebrate Easter today, especiall how the church encourages us to always ask Mercy from Him. It should not only apply for this year of Mercy but every time. 

Honestly, I did not really mind about that word of Mercy. It's like this word equals to when somebody getting punished bad or worse, that's the time you ask for Mercy. 

For this year or just for the past holy week.. I realized, mercy doesn't work that way. Jesus gave full mercy to us, then we should embodied that thru works or acts of mercy and love then yes... If needed, we also give mercy to those who not only need one, but also people who should receive mercy as you received from Jesus. Mercy is like a combination of forgiveness, charity, humility and tough love. Yes, not only love, but tough love.. 

I hope that thru this holy week, well... I just focus in the brighter side of things and start to work hard in this new path. I claim it'll work. Please. hahaha

I don't feel alone anymore due to the mercy I felt not only this past holy week.. For the past like first quarter of this year! Thank God I'm blessed. 

However, what I learned about Mercy, if I was able to give it to other people.. Maybe I'll mercy for myself more.

Ironic isn't it? 


Wednesday, March 23, 2016

unplanned 69

Ha! Di ako susulat sa huli ng March. hehe Para maiba naman. Kakagaling ko lang sa party ni Lolo, at ang sarap ng lengua. hahaha 

Hmmmm I'm taking this short time to rest and move on to let's say, a new path for me. This will determine my future. I want to make sure, I don't want to go back and yes, taking my own path. Malalaman natin yan in the next weeks. I hope, there will be, progress.

Di ko alam, kung lahat eh excited sa BvS!!!! I am of course, fan ako ng Man of Steel at lalo ako naging excited kasi mukhang ok si Ben Affleck as Batman. Pag naka una ako, malamang, ireview ko agad di ba? 

I am breathing freely. No rush of sleeping early for tomorrow's work. It's the first time, that I'll be alone for a career. Di pala first time, kasi way back ePLDT days, ako pala nagdecide nun then the rest pala. hehe First time pala again for a long time, to take a different career path. 

Maganda ang takbo ng Alaska pero sana naman di ba mag finals sila. At manalo naman ng championship. hahaha NBA, hmmmm ano ba, paano kaya talunin yun GSW? Yun CLE ko, anak ng tinapa, parang masisilat pa sa playoffs!

What else, weird, ang init sa gabi, na dapat hindi. Wag mong sabihin ang summer eh all day hotness?! Geez. No kidding? Ano pa, yeah.. I'll open my FB and twitter most of the time. For social reasons? 

Next month eh Civil War at si spidey eh mukhang badet. Parang ang bright ng costume niya. Parang rush yun pagkalagay sa kanya. hahaha Pero grabe ang nilagay nilang cast, parang mini, super mini infinity war. Lugi nga si CAP dun, di ko alam, paano siya mananalo dun. hahaha But due to the trailers, and some plans, I think I have a reason why I need to watch it. Seriously.. Then siyempre, sunod mo pa yun XMEN and yes, the most interesting comic book film this year, Suicide Squad.. 

What else? Ah.... Yun lang muna, I don't want to tell more or write for now. I'll just rest my hands for a while then..

Reflect. =)

Monday, February 29, 2016

unplanned 68

Hay kakagising ko lang.. Gusto ko hindi pumasok today. hahaha Pero don't worry ilang days na lang, matatapos na din to. For now, all I can say, sobrang blessed ako for the past two months. May mga di naman ako inexpect na nangyari maganda at may mga expected ako na kahit di naman malaki, nangyari pa din. Thank God! 

Hay, dapat tinapos ko na ito kagabi kaso well, medyo hectic ang sked ko. Saka dami ko ginawa in the past weeks. Kasama mo pa ang 4x11 sked ko for the months.. At may ibang pa ako ginawa.. Hay, di ka nga sa calls, dami naman ginagawa. hehe Saka ayun, Thank God, ok naman si Mommy. Malinaw na from her operation. Pasensya na ulit sa mga FB post or twitter whatever, kasi may transition pa ko ginagawa kaya di ako lagi sa FB. Soon, malamang lagi ako sa FB. hahaha

It's sad that I have no news about friends for the past month?! That's how hectic I am. Despite of that not reliant in FB, I think I should check it once a day. hehe Grabe si Steph, 3 point line niya sa half court!!!!! Ano depensa gagawin mo sa kanya? Ano na? Di naman pwede laging dikit ka sa kanya! Tinapa, may tatalo ba sa team nila? hehe 

Ano ba, ah ito, kailangan ko magayos na mga bagay bagay.. Eh naubos oras ko sa ganun. hehe Ano pa, wala pang bago pero may magbabago. hehe Great thing pala, I thought wala na ko mabilan ng extra HDD, pero mabuti mayrun!!!! Kaso, sa susunod, back up na talaga kailangan ko. hahaha

Well, what else.... I'll just spend the last days at work, being productive! I'll be going into a place 
like..

Uncharted. 

Monday, February 1, 2016

broken lines (collection 61)

2000's

Black
gold
black
white!

Commerce
pre com
Number 4
Number 2
RATM

Joy Division
Discman
Counterstrike
CD

Pc quest
Navarra
Almer's
Tinoko Park

Accounting sh*t
Rizal/Roda
Filipino 
Easy math

Ethics
Flytrap
Lit bwisit
Silent Drill

ROTC
Red Cross
Takas RO
Battle Realms

Warcraft 3
War chasers
Tanqueray
Don Enrique

El hombre
Quatro Kantos
Ponkana
Dept exam

girls
number 8
Bes
mai

2CPM
batangas
inuman
wasakan

lokohan
laglagan
asaran
kasiyahan

3BA1
number 6
surprise top class
management eco

highest average
easiest math
2cpm buddies
new friends

number 5
feasib study
feasib group
class corpo

bilyar
Linkin Park
Eminem
Rappers rule

Strong Ice
CRAP begins
finance crap
pautakan

JCBA
quiz contest
cheering!
plans

Samba
tote bag
bentahan sa paskuhan!
school bazaar

awayan
bangayan
inggitan
kaayusan

kapayapaan
preparing
grad pic
graduation!

friendster
MIRC
multiply
pahinga

customs
part time at shop
interviews
failure

many times
inuman pa din
civil service exams passed
feeling life

searching a job
applied a lot
ePLDT
2005

Saturday, January 30, 2016

flashbacks: Less Music, Same Life

I just tested yun xiaomi Iron Piston in ears at suprisingly, great. I mean, for that small amount, grabe yun detail ng in ear na yun saka tunog pang westone na mura kung baga or klipsch. Kahit medyo weird yun design! hehe 

Almost 2 months after na ko nakapagtest or nakagamit ng inear na matagal. Yes, like drinking booze, putting in ear plugs is my next thing to reduce or worse, eliminate. Sabi kasi ni ENT doc eh.. Well, as you know I'm now developing vertigo at worse, eh sobrang hilo ako, lalo na yun month na November. Surprisingly, di ako umabsent at tuloy pa din ako pumasok. After some cool audio test and exam, it was found na kahit ok naman hearing ko, may signs of degrade na. Saka yun na, one of the sad news I heard, I need to minimize or stop using in ears na.

Darn, pero tuloy ang calls. hahaha Kala ko yun na, pero in ear lang ang bawal. Pero sa calls eh, ok lang daw basta after shift, or before shift, no more in ear headset. After 2 months, I felt light, saka di na ko sinasabon nina ate or Mom na kung ano daw nakasaksak sa tenga ko. Wala na ganun. Less pressure from them. hahaha Saka yun hilo, with the help of vitamins saka iwas inear, di na ko nahihilo. Nahihilo lang ko siguro sa work. hahaha Other than that, eh ok lang naman ako. 

But I'm sad about it, I'm missing my play list na nga eh. Gaya nung natest ko yun plugs, check ko agad yun Joy Division/New Order/Smiths playlist ko kung yun depth ng bass and other parts are right at yun kanta ay clear. Not bad... hehe Saka yun mga ibang kanta namiss ko from Amy Winehouse, saka yun rock playlist ko and worship songs and of course, Nippon desu.. 

It's a missing feeling but it's not a loss. Kahit wala nakasounds sa tenga ko, I kinda appreciate the natural sounds outside.. Even yun mga sounds ng mga tsuper/driver.. Or the human sounds.. Kahit yun trapik sounds na nakakabad trip pero nandyan na yan. hahaha It is less music, but I have the same life. I'm focused on reading na lang or kung may pinapakinggan ako, use speakers than in ear. PInamigay ko na nga kay gerro yun natitirang in ear ko dati, kaso pasira na yun. 2 years of usage was not bad. hahaha 

Well, I missed yun time na pag naka in ear kasi ako, parang at peace ako and the same time, being enclosed in my own environment. Listening to songs that brighthens my mood or improves it. May ibang songs na nagpapataas ng bad trip ng araw ko.. Hahaha Or chill out kung baga mayrun din. Kahit worse day na ang nangyari sa kin, I have a playlist na helps me to forget them. hahaha 

Anyway, sa ngayon, ayun nakatengga lang yun headset at mukhang tatagal pa to kasi di ko naman masyado magagamit due to my condition. Akalain mo yun flare 3, napaganda niya ng sounds, hindi tunog lata at di pa todo yun volume. Galing naman ng headset na to. Despite doc's directions, susundin ko most of the time.. 

But some times, I just need my inner silence. Especially, a great thing is coming. Naks...

Oh yes, that hizzing sound is always in my ears.. Sign of the times. =)

Thursday, December 31, 2015

Unplanned 67

Anak ng tinapa, sabi ko Second Chance lang papanoorin ko, napapanood ko pa Biri Gal. hahaha Thanks dramanice! Mainit init pa to.. Akalain mo naregular pa ko. hahaha Pero, for now, I just want to finish this year with a lot of preparations. Kung baga sa bilyar, prepare prepare din di lang yun tinira mo kung hindi, yun susunod mo tira.. 

Ok naman pala ang Second Chance pero yun Biri Gal, ayos ha.. I don't like Arimura Kasumi pero dahil dun sa film na yun, pwede na. hahaha Well, I don't know what will be my plans this xmas kasi may pasok kami.. first and last na to ha pati new year. First and last.. Those words are kinda normal into my ears these days.

Speaking about my ears, no more in ear for me, which nakatulong na di na ko nahihilo at may sagabal sa tenga ko pero siyempre, I miss my playlist so much! Anyway, those hunger will be done in a few weeks time. Hmmmm Grabe naman, may nagpapaputok na, wala pang 25th ha. 
Kakatamad na magwork pero, dahil sa mga preparations, lalo ako ginaganahan.. Matatapos na. hahaha Well, wala pa naman ako mabalita about other things, except sa politics na mukhang si Grace Poe eh masisibak pa. Masyado kasi buenas, tanggalin na yan.. Sa 2022 na lang siya. hahaha Dalawa na lang naiisip ko iboto, pero siyempre hindi si Binay!

Grabe si Pia Wurtzbach, akalain mong ok na yun first runner up, naging Miss Universe pa! Eh ang sagot naman niya, winner naman. Di kagaya yun isang contestant, na buzzer. hahaha Ano pa.. Ah! Ayos pa naman itong HDD ko, hmmm di pa tamang batayan for seagate.. We'll see in the next six months kung maganda pa din ang takbo. Well, sorry sa mga di ko nasipot na party, reunion ng friends or what not, I'm just busy and at the same time, pakalayo muna. hehe 
About this year? There is a separate post for it. Don't worry.. 

For now, eto lang muna.. For the final days of this year, I'll just stay happy and positive.
It was a lucky year, kahit medyo malas malas na. I'm damn lucky! 

Thank you!!!

Wednesday, December 30, 2015

broken lines (collection 60)

90's
bethany
Philam
GI Joe
technics

Snoopy lunchbox
ABS CBN
TV patrol
GMA channel 7

Uncle bob's children show
kapwa ko mahal ko
viewpoint
superbook

flying house
kwarta o kahon
veterans village
puno ng niyog

maroon wagon
Atari
commuting alone
Quezon City Circle

Tropical hut
eye to eye
sick o clock news
iskul bukol

T.O.D.A.S
champoy
Eat Bulaga!
Annaluna

Mask rider black
Shaider
Bioman
Ultraman

Ghost fighter
Dragon ball
PBA
Palibhasa Lalake

Agila
Valiente
Abangan ang susunod na Kabanata
Home Along da Riles

WWE
Stone Cold!
Rock bottom!
Ultimate Warrior

Sto. Niño
LSQC
grade school
LSQC HS

Joy
Humility
Patience
Counsel

Projects
homework
parol and T.H.E
math

Sibika
History
Pilipino
English

Music
Physics
Trigonometry
research paper!

Basketball
Magic
Aling Lourdes
Retreat

Field trip
House visit
Laguna
Baguio

PS 1
PS 2
Dreamcast
N64

Lunch pass
tabayoc
Project 7
D. Tuazon

Separation
Damnation
Redemption
Graduation

Sunday, November 29, 2015

broken lines (collection 59)

80's
Born
Family
Dad 
Mom
Kuya
Ate

Backyard
PTV 4
Helicopters
EDSA
Fisher price

Project 7
Basketball court
sari sari store
puno ng niyog
Junior

Walking
eating
Piano
new wave
Gi Joe

True
feels like heaven
more to loose
Don't do it.
DMZ

TV patrol
ABS CBN
Coke
Algerro
kinder.

unplanned 67

Pagkatapos nito, dalawa na lang! hahaha Mahahabol ko na yun mga post na kulang ko for the past, 3 months? Grabe... Hay ano ano kasi inabot ko malas sa computer, una DVD drive tapos sa huli, palit HDD na talaga. Ayun, eto mukhang bago ang computer ko. Ang bilis! hahaha Mamaya yun ultimate test.. Pirata!

I learned a lot at those times na parang ano na gagawin ko pag ayaw gumana ang pesteng computer ko. Dun ko natutunan na importante ang computer ko kaysa sa phone. Second close ang phone. hehe I mean in my material possesions. Grabe ang DOTA dati kasi nagsave pa ko para sure na aandar, pero sa bagong HDD, isang save lang at tuloy tuloy na ang laro! Ganun pala. Kaso kailangan ko magingat kasi seagate ito kaya yun rumors na madali ito masira eh malalaman na natin in the next years. hehe

Gulat ako, black WD HDD na ako, parang 2 years lang, nagloko na! Ganito na ba HDD these days or talagang kailangan ko na mag virus scan. hehe Or sinobra ko ang punishment sa HDD kasi naman sa download. hehe I can't tell but sana gumana pa siya as storage. 

Sana manalo USTe mamaya, paabutin naman ng game 3, sayang kasi punta nila sa unexpected finals. Well, hula ko naman is FEU from the start of the season talaga. Iba kasi nilalaro nila. Pero siyempre, never give up na may pusong USTe. Ang bilis naman ng panahon, December na! Akalain mo, sobrang bilis ng panahon this year. Nung first quarter sobrang bagal, pero after nun, ayun na. Napakabilis ata. 

About work, can't believe I'm performing well. Surviving pa. Saka ayun, malapit na regular for this month. Kahit may times talaga na parang kakatams na, ayun, performing pa din. I don't know why but I just don't want to lose in a way na dahil di ko lang ginagawa ang work ko. Pero grateful pa din ako sa work and now I'm planning smart and we'll see in the next 2-3 months. hehe

Ah, sana naman may tumalo sa GSW, di pwede yun maka 33 wins sila. Mga ambisyoso, tama na yun mga 20 wins. hehe Pero dapat may makatalo, kahit Philly pa yan, talunin nila yan! hahaha Ano pa, number one Alaska ko! Parang lumakas sila kahit same line up, same play, pero si the Beast, parang naging one option na siya. hehe Pero same play lang sa kanya. Sana tuloy tuloy na yan. Yun Ginebra, may himala ha. Parang natauhan na ata sila, maaga pa pero sana matalo sila! hehe

Ano pa, my wish for Christmas, sa kin na lang yun pero yun iba, makuha yun mga kailangan ko at yes, start na to achieve my small goals. Yun lang, happy na ko. Happy naman ako at I can say, very lucky this year. Despite some big losses..

I think that will make you stronger right? Oh siya makapaglaba nga muna. 

ReView

Anak ng tinapa, pagkatapos ng lahat, bawal na ko magpost sa notes sa FB! Mukhang wala na talagang choice. hehe Anyway.... Ayun, after lahat ng hokus pokus ko sa pagrepair ng computer, ang ending eh palit HDD. hehe Bad trip talaga, napagastos pa ko ng di oras, mabuti na lang at mukhang sulit naman. Parang bago na ulit ang computer ko. 

Bad trip naman, talo ang UST sa finals game 1. Sana makabawi naman kahit isa sa sabado. haha Late na ko nagpost for the past month kasi naman, almost 3 months ako napeste ng prob sa computer.. Pero eto na at ayos na. Problema lang seagate ito, so medyo babantayan ko itong HDD. No choice eh. hehe Di ko akalain na next month eh regular month ko na naman, at parang ang bilis ng isang taon. One of the fastest years in my darn life. 

My view for this year, I'll just discuss it next month. =)

Bwisit talaga, di na ko makapost!!! Erghhh... hehe Ano pa, ah di ko pa nasusubukan ang importante sa lahat, ang paramihin ng epektos. Medyo tantsahin ko lang ito at tignan natin kung gaano katibay ang seagate!

Baka may gusto tumalo sa GSW ha.. Please lang, di pwede ito na wala silang talo. hahaha Medyo babawasan ko na nga ng panood ng jdrama at net. Mukhang mapapaaga ang aking new year's resolution.. PBA eh ewan ko parang luko luko yun comissioner. Pero importante, nanalo ang Alaska! hahaha

At ano pa pala, hay, longer list of avoid to eat foods! Damn, I'm getting older fast. Kala ko vertigo eh pang matanda lang. Oops... Sad but I will miss peanut butter, chillz, saka milk. =(

Well, ano pa.. Hmmmm I can say, parang may naisip na ko. Yun lang. Saka ano pa, wala lang..

Let's just end this year right? =)

Wednesday, October 21, 2015

PreView

"Kayo na bahala diyan..." Very encouraging words. hehe Ewan ko ba this month, eh to start off, ok naman. I'm still here and reaching ehem, end of something.. Muntikan na ko, pero ayun, thank God medyo buenas. haha Nakahanap na ko ng way para maiwas magloko ang computer ko. Kaso kailangan talaga ng orig na OS. hehe After self fixing and trial and error, salamat at naayos!

After hearing those words, I can't help but look at my left side. I don't know what to do and thinking endlessly.. Not only my career but what to do next. Kakatawa, mukhang one of my options well, go freelance for a while due to this responsibility. Malapit na ang NBA season!!!! This month na pala. Ang bilis na panahon at tapos na ang reign ng GSW. hehe

Anak ng tinapa UST na ito.. Akalain mo isa lang ang talo! hahaha Grabe, kala ko this year maaga magsembreak pero mukhang makakatsamba pa!!! hehe Pag nagchampion sila this year, iinom ako! hahaha

Saka this month, mukhang magsisimula na ko to do some important things like designing my site. Unfortunately, wala ako katulong. hehehe Aalis kasi yun tutulong sa kin. I don't want to pay as I have no funds. Pero sisimulan ko na, another self training and trial and error. Tapos, another thing well, start reading my learning books. Nihonggo desu. hehe Ano pa.. Basta may mga bagay na inaayos ko na ngayon pa lang. Ipon ipon lalo parating na pasko. 

Siyempre, ayoko muna sabihin, hintayin na lang ang ReView this month. Matagal tagal ko na di nagagawa yun ha.

Bilis naman matapos ang 10 months! Kailan lang, di ako makapagisip ng ganito. hehehe

Saturday, October 10, 2015

unplanned 66

Hay, sana may replay yun Amachan pag weekend. Para makita nga kung may effort yun pagdub nila. Parang di naman nila tinutupad yun usapan ng TV5 sa NHK, na dapat may replay everyday! hehe Tuloy, tiyaga na lang ako sa stock ko.

Matagal na ko di nagmamadali ng sulat. Yun feel the rush kung baga! hahaha Parang college ba, pag may project na kailangan tapusin, yun tipong next day na ang submission! hehe Pero ayun, di ko na nararanasan yun. Wala na kasi pesteng prof!

Ayos, walang topak ang computer ko! For the past days, di na nagloloko at nakuha ko na din yun mga programs na di magpapaloko ng computer. Kaso siyempre, iba din ang orig.

Sayang talaga yun Gilas! Letche China to, gusto lahat na sa kanila! Kala nila madali olympics, gusto ko makita tambak ng 50 sa isang game niyan. hahaha Ok na si Tab, gusto kun style niya. Dapat bigyan siya ng magandang lineup! Di gaya nung ibang coach diyan. hahaha

UST!! Second round na, well, pagbigyan nga yun DLSU bukas! hehe Anak ng tinapa, malapit na yun NBA! Napanood ko kanina yun preview ng Clippers, letche napakalakas na team. Pinaka wild card na magchampion sila, lalo pag ok ang chemistry nila.. Pag hindi, naku walang kwenta!

Hay, tapos na ang medyo panget na season for jdrama. Ayos, mukhang maganda ang mga shows for this coming season, lalo na may Prison School live action!!! Mamouru Asana!!!! Nyak!!! hahaha Perfect role!!!!

Bad trip, dami ko namiss na lakad last week.. Iba talaga pag nagaayos ng computer ng matagal. First time to, grabe... Dahil walang pera at other tutor or help, self fix na lang!!! hahaha Trial and error at kaunti dasal, eto na.. Ok na ang computer ko. hehe Kaya I'm very optimistic about purchasing orig.
Work? Hmmmm basta masasabi ko, mabuti na lang at malapit, not bad to start over, pero di din magtatagal, lalo pag bad tripan na... Alam na. Honestly, it was hard to do all in a flash. Sacrifices, sadness or even despair. Well, for this year, as they said about that those who born in the year of the boar have the best luck. Or better year than other chinese zodiac.

After fruitless months and felt I'm still here..

That prophecy is becoming true... I'm kinda lucky!

Tuesday, July 28, 2015

unplanned 65

Wow, dami ko naman napanood na trailers. Very disappointed that well, mukhang I just wait for something happens. hehe Other things, ok naman.. Ilan beses na ko nag system image restore in a week so in the future I'm thinking to get a stable set up ng windows ko. I'm thinking ubuntu pero baka lahat ng apps ko di naman umandar. I'll think of it in the future. 

Bilis naman ng panahon, one month in my new work. Almost 3 years for me to take calls non stop, parang the skill did not leave me. Wow, I can't believe this. hahaha It's like writing, can't go away.  It seems my sked will be weird for sometime so, ok lang, steady lang. I'm making some progress about fixing my site, although draft pa lang, pero naiisip ko na yun design and overall UI. In the coming months, I maybe need some help about it. 

Naisip ko din bumili ng orig windows but I'll wait instead for 10 with the reviews and let's see how it will go along. Nakapagtataka na mura na pala ng windows 8 ngayon. I know 8k is expensive but unlike windows 7 na umaabot dati na 10k right? Wait and see strategy muna. 

Di na ko pumunta ng Eiga Sai this year, it's not because I don't like to, eh nagsimula na ang trend.. I already have most of the films before they show it here. Naisip ko, ganun na pala ako kaddict sa Eiga. Grabe. hahaha Maybe I'm done searching my preference films, or the films for collection. Parang japanese cinema na hinahanap ko na. I even look for japanese box office which this week, number one ang Hero (Kimura Takuya's titular role). Bad trip naman yun film na Mozu, nagshooting sila dito, wala man lang publicity. Nandito pa naman si Maki Yoko!!! Erghh.. hehe 

What else, yeah, I'm giving my computer to start up for 20 mins because of the 2 pesteng notifications para sure di maghang. That intel security thing and the update windows icon. Napansin ko kasi pag wala pa yun dalawang icon na yun, nagloloko agad yun pc ko at worse, restore na. Bwisit talaga. hahaha Pero may naisip na ko ways to improve it and better yet have a great set up. I'll do that pag naayos na yun data management ko ng library. Mahirap na magsimula ulit maginstall. hehe

For now, ano pa ba.. Ah, ano pala gagawin ni Tim Cone sa Ginebra, kakain ng kangkong? hehe Oh baka gusto niya maaliw aliw sa bora every conference. Pwede di ba.. hehe I don't know, Ginebra doesn't really need a great coach to win.. Hay.. Basta may mga players diyan na walang kwenta, same result!

Next week, I'm starting to lessen my internet surfing whatever addiction. hahaha Just need to focus for some skills that I need to improve. Lalo na tipid tipid, I'll do self study. Hay... Can't wait to start this weekend! 

Pero pahinga muna ako, it has been a chaotic week.. But fun!
"I told you not to go to, you go to!"

Oh God.. =)

Monday, June 29, 2015

unplanned 64

Wow, Friday na. hehe Just watching the NBA draft at parang nakakagulat yun Okafor na napunta pa sa Philly? Kidding me right? hehe Anyway...

Next week will be a different week for me. Maybe it's time for the start of change.. Changes pala.. Actually I recently had a start na. It's kinda weird pero well, let's see.  Panalo na Alaska mamaya. hahaha Hay, grabe, sayang ang CLE pero mabuti naka 2 panalo pa. Sobrang partida. Paano kung kumpleto line up nila? Patay na GSW? hehe Pero di ko naman hate ang GSW, I like them kaso kung nasan si Lebron, doon ako! 

Hmmmm if everything went well starting Monday, ah I might sound weird in my next post. Baka thinking din, kasi I'm studying something. So, yun lang. Self study. Darn, it will be a self study months for me. Grabe, I need a lot of guides for these lessons. 

Ah, indeed, rainy season na. Kahit di na ko magdilig ng halaman namin sa umaga, eh ok lang. Paano, umuulan ng sandali lagi sa umaga. Pero sana wag naman malakas yun mga ulan. Grabe, sa sobrang adik sa jdorama, aba.. Halos lahat ng shows this season, talagang monitor ko. Well, may mga panget, may iba, ayos! It's better than last season. Sure yun!

What else.. Ah, tagal naman ng bagong film, terminator ang tagal! Naisip ko parang di sulit siya. Hehe I'm thinking well, mas maganda kung panoorin ko siya ng libre. Paano kaya? 

Hay, mukhang nakakalimutan ko na manood sa movie library ko because of jdorama. Pero mukhang mangyayari na, due to some, normal routine. Parang pwede na. 

Damn, I already old. Like, thinking na a decade na ko natratrabaho,  going here and there.. Got in a relationship once, a complicated one. Found a fun and very unique skill which I did not know before.. Having this and that at marami pa, so parang time to be steady na lang. Make things right this time and besides, time to give my best. Parang feeling ko di lagi best pero ok lang. Now, ok seems not good, so I'll see what I can do in my remaining years. Sounds gloomy or it's like last days na ba for me?

Not really, it's just when you get old, maybe time not only to get serious or goal getter person.. 

Its just you need to live life to the full. Despite very very little, limited or even difficult position. 

Actually, di ko alam kung paano gagawin pero.. 

Sabi nga ni Nike.. "Just Do It."

unplanned 63

Sa sobrang nagising ako sa homily kanina, eh di na ko nakapunta sa first session. hehe My bad. Natouch naman ako sa sinabi ng priest. Hmmmm Ang bilis naman ng isang taon lumipas.. Parang nung isang buwan lang. Ano ba, well, marami na ko nadownload pero dapat bagalan muna kasi wala pa yun backup ko. hehe 

For now, I'm just preparing, I hope, well new work. Also, some things to finish at ibang bagay na dapat simulan. Sayang, di ko mapapanood yun Game 5 bukas!!! Yun pa naman ang importante game sa series.. Kung sino manalo, kakabahan na yun kabila. Well my hearts says Cleveland pero in reality, dapat GSW na yan, habang may buenas pa sila!

Etong PBA naman, grabe, tuwing napapanood ako, nabwisit ako sa mga Refs, di ko alam kung talagang pwede silang referee ng PBA o barangay. Anyway, mabuti naman yun Alaska eh number 2 na! Partida natambakan pa ng 22 kahapon ng Barako, kaso siyempre ayaw magpatalo. hehe ROS eh mukhang serious na. Yun ibang team, lalo na yun BGK at PF, mukhang nabubuo na ang bora cup! hahaha 

Wala naman bago sa birthday ko, talagang sobra nabusog ako sa  niluto ni Mommy. Hanggang ngayon nga eh parang ayoko masyado kumain ng marami. hehe Honestly, I'll scrap the ones I wrote, I mean my plans because of sudden change. It will be more realistic and attainable. Short term plans lang. Yun mid term plans at long ones eh same pa din pero babawasan na. Bad trip, ilan taon na lang, eh 35 na, so kailangan magserious na sa career. Although di naman ako nawawalan ng pag asa kaso di ba in the job market, 35 years is kinda the age limit for most positions. Meaning I have 3 years to make some serious decision or what not. Learning as well, do this and that at siyempre moving forward to a better future. 

Maybe it's time to give it all for these next years and para masabi naman I gave my best, and God will do the rest. Great thing mukhang tapos na ang summer, and the rainy season comes.. No more sweaty afternoons at hot nights.. I just hope wala naman sobrang lakas na ulan in these coming months. Kakaayos lang ng bahay Lord ha. hahaha Please lang, just rains na lang, wag na yun malakas na hangin. 

Sa ngayon, eto lang masasabi ko, nothing much until the middle of the month. Actually dapat mabawasan na din manood ng jdrama kasi kakaadik. hahaha Dapat mga tipong sa off ko lang manonood. 

Indeed, time to get serious starting.. Hmmmmmm. Now? 

Monday, May 25, 2015

unplanned 62

Dapat kahapon pa ko nagsulat but due to some tiring and messed up circumstances, I crammed. Procrastinate. For short, tinamad. 

I can't laugh or even have fun until this moment. Sabihin na natin na talagang I just want to get away or something... But I can't. Ni di nga ko nakapagouting dahil well, may bantay at ayun pa, kailangan gawin. It's sad pero ok lang naman ko. Either way, ok lang.

For now, mabuti na lang maluwag ang kwarto ko pero napakainit. Nakakabwisit na init, summer time na nga. hahaha Medyo nakakatawa na ko. For the past weeks, pasaway ako, pero buenas pa din. Masaya pa din. Yun next post ko malalaman niyo kung bakit. Etong 2nd quarter na to na start, medyo shaky pero ginagawa ko na nang paraan. It's really hard to adjust when you have pressures from home to work then vice versa. Everyday.. Iniisip ko at ramdam ko na parang kulang ang 2 days off. 

I'm quite pessimist these days even I shouldn't be. Ewan ko ba. I don't know what will make me motivated or happy now. I thought mabuti to shun away some things or let's say bawasan, like internet or DOTA or even fret about Gerro or other things. Dagdag mo pa ang mainit na panahon. If there is a reset button, that will be great! Or parang refresh cache. But in real life wala naman yun. Prayers can do much, or faith. Hope can give light but hanggang dun lang. Love can only decrease yun lungkot or let's say it really keeps me going such.

I felt, I just want to stay in my room or in a place na for a time na walang kasama or kung mayroon man siguro just a good time. Dun papasok sana ang friends but well, they have their own lives now. I'm doing all my own. It's sad, gloomy and depressing. I'm surprised I can still put a smile on my face. Indeed.

Anyway, I don't look forward sa NBA until playoffs starts. I hope ROS will win sa finals. Ah, to finish this long week ahead of me from work and home. Ah, eto, continue writing. Writing. And more writing. 

Maybe I just need a second look at myself. Kung ano mayroon ako, at ano yun nangyayari sa kin, siguro, unti unti ko baguhin sarili ko. View kung baga. But I'm tired of it. I have a week to think about this, I've thinking a lot this time, siguro ang mabuti eh, isama na ang puso. 

Heart, what I feel, what I want to happen, or result sa ganitong situation. I keep using my stubborn head a lot but not my heart is. But siguro, I have some fears to have my heart works than my head. It produced well, great results but some worst results. 

Mind and Heart. Maybe, this week, I try to balance them both. A peaceful mind and a happy heart. 

Mahirap, pero kung eto lang ang way, para kahit papano, maka move on and do a lot, I can do things. I can move something and more important.. 

I can control myself like I want to. In the best way I can. For the benefit to those around me. For Him. Maybe I should just keep it slow nga. I don't know, but I just want to be effective in a lot of things, kung baga, may silbi especially at this age. Darn, kala ko age is just a number. Parang di ata sa ngayon. hahaha

Parang nung sinusulat ko yun, mukhang nakuha ko na at least isang sagot sa mga tanong bumabagabag sa akin. Napakahirap na tagalog.

Diyos miyo. =)

Tuesday, March 31, 2015

End of First Quarter

3 months parang bula lang this 2015. hehe akala ko nga 2014 pa din. hehe Short recap for the past 3 months.

January - Di ko lam kung good or bad start. So-so perhaps. Kahit kaunti na lang sakit ko eh para nakakaadjust pa din. Pero bumubuti naman sa work pero sa finances, ayun, sobra sa tipid tipid. hahaha Pero grabe pala ang lamig ng January, parang namiss ko nga ngayon yun lamig sa hapon. I can say ok naman January.

February - Love month, same month. Nothing new or surprising. Except siguro ano. hahaha Ok na eh, dapat wala na ko absent kaso ewan ko ba, nahilo lang ko. Pero after that ok na. Ah yes, siyempre ano nga ba naman ang kasal ni Rheg. Very romantic yet painstaking kasi sa suspender na yun. Pag naiisip ko yun, hinahawakan ko yun right shoulder ko. Bwisit. hehe Ah yes, eto pala nagstart writing for another endeavor which I'll explain later. Parang journalist ang dating ko dito. Slight lang. hehe Ah, yes, that was the time na medyo planned na. Basta sundin na lang. Other than that, hmmm Ayun naghabol ako ng blog ko at thank God, natapos ko ang target. Algerro started to stay again here, much better at the same room. Great.. Whew.

March - speaking sa target, eto na ang panghuli for this month at ayos habol na ko. hahaha Kala ko masisilat. Grabe, yun LBM ko last week tiniis ko at thank Lord di naman lumala at di ako SL. Ayoko ko na ng bawas sweldo. hehe Anyway, salamat no absent, ayos ang VL na sana marami pa sa susunod. hehe Yun lang medyo bumagal lang ko this month kasi siyempre mga aayusin here and there at yun pa sakit. Dagdag pa ang chores. Well, I don't know what else to say for this month pero grabe ang init.. Sakto pa talaga sa Holy Week ha. Ah, ano pa, good working naman sa office, paubos na pala ang aking back up. hehe Let's say, getting started na. Oh siyempre, handa na ang sarili sa playoffs mapa NBA at PBA!! At siyempre, handa na ang summer time. Although sana maenjoy ko kaso tipid muna. hahaha This year..

3 months was indeed fast. I hope the next ones will be slow but please wag naman ganito kainit ha!!! I really don't like summer. Pero iwas kati naman. hehe 

Wala kasing lamok, oh kala niyo ha. hahahaha

unplanned 61

Ano ba. hahahaha Lintek, di na ko nagbubukas ng FB o twitter ha. Ang sisihin niyo eh yun dramago.com at dota. hahaha Sorry naman. Well, nawala yun dramago.com, pero siyempre may kapalit! Ang dota eh nabawas bawasan kahit papano. Hirap talaga lalo may kasama ka sa kwarto. hehe Di naman ako makagalaw ng maayos.

Mukhang sa ngayon, naghahabol ako sa post, paano kasi nagkasakit ako pero mabuti nakayanan naman at ok naman ako. Saka adjust pa sa DST tapos na. Mas maaga ang pasok at dumami trabaho pero may petiks time pa din.

Pesteng CLE to, lumalakas, yun MEM ko nadali. Pero grabe yun ATL at GSW talaga, mukhang magtatapat sa finals. Don't worry, may playoffs pa naman para malaman yan. hahaha SMB, from philippine cup champs to bora cup champs. Back to back! bwahahaha

Ergh.. Tagal naman ng sweldo. Ah, malapit na pala holy week. Di ko alam kung ano pa plano ko pero dalawa ang sure na gagawin ko, Grand Easter feast at maglinis. Pangatlo pala, magpahinga. Yehey.. 

Ah, naisip ko din, since dual monitor na sa office, kala ko nung una pahirap, pero actually malaking tulong pala. Naisip ko, parang maganda kung dito ko din gawin sa bahay. hahaha Multitasking na talaga! Isang monitor nanood ng films/series tapos yun isang monitor pang trabaho. Multitasking as it's living myth. =)

Akalain mo, after 3 or 3 and a half days of hard work, almost more than a day of petiks. Well balanced. hehe Kakatawa ang mga trabahador ngayon, advance bakasyon for holy week. Nakita ko sa news, fully booked ang bus ngayon! Aba, ang aga naman ng VL! hehe Grabe.. Sana ako din. Itong Ginebra kala makakaulit sa ROS, makikita nila bukas, pilay este giba sila kay Belga. hehe I kinda love this cheap yet effective wireless from Rapoo ha. Tama nga reviews, at their tag line na pag wireless, mukhang go for them. Although yun mouse medyo hirap ako, I can blame naman yun surface ng computer table ko. Heller, dekada na at may bukol na ang leather nito. hehe Dapat ang surface pag wireless at optical eh gaya sa office table. Ano kaya tawag dun?

Darn, may storage is almost thin na. 50 GB left.. I'm anxious. hehe Wala muna anime series getter. Mauubos eh, o kahit blu ray films. Mukhang tyaga tyaga sa mp4 format. hahaha Grabe ang Meizu M1 note, sa sobrang big hit eh kahit saan wala na, even sa lazada, ubos. Nung nakita ko siya, aba mukhang sulit pero bad trip kasi ang 16gb storage. Pero naisip ko parang kaya ko pagtiyagaan. Hinihintay ko na lang gsmarena review lalo na sa sounds. 

Tinapang lourdesian broken lines ko, kala ko kaya ng isa, kaya yun, itutuloy. hahahaha Di kasya sa isang entry. Grabe, love and hate ko talaga, very very deep. Yup. You know why..

What to do these days off? Laba, linis, sulat, kaunting pahinga. Nood ng jdrama. Isip. Grocery with him. Sana dota kahit isa. hahaha Oh the feast.. Read. Eat. Love. Pray.

Sleep. Rest. Ah sorry pahinga na pala yun. 

Friday, February 27, 2015

Unplanned 60

Hay, mukhang marami  pa ko hahabulin. hehe Kaunti na lang.

For the past weeks, I'm in a daze. But great thing, medyo focused so kala ko ano na. Kaso sa work, medyo dehado, paano ba naman kasi tong ginagawang templo, ewan ko kung kailan matatapos, nakakapeste na! Di tuloy ako makatulog ng matino pag weekdays. Bwisit..

Well, tapos na yun mga weddings, and other events, so unting unti ako nakakaluwag. hahaha Sana in the past weeks, I'll get a real rest. Indeed a rest!

Nakakatawa nga, kasi may unexpected opportunity pala ako sa work, surprised me I should say. So medyo serious sulat ang gagawin ko dito. Medyo serious lang. I still can't believe that napili ako, at ASEAN region pa. The whole one. Yikes. hehehe

Confused at the past weeks din pero nah, tapos na yun. Importante, tuloy lang at yes, later eh magtatanong na ko. We'll see. Sana ok naman ang usap namin.

Quite worried na ang 2TB is at the midst of being full. Wow, so it means, in the few days, kailangan na dagdagan at higit sa lahat, I need another back up for that. In data management, better safe to have another back than sorry if you don't have one. 

Nakakagulat na nakatulog ako sa hapon, not doing it for the longest time. Important sana bukas at mga susunod na araw, eh tuloy tuloy na. Sana nga tapos na pesteng ginagawa mismo sa tapat ng kwarto ko. That will give me at least less of my problems. 

I was upset on how things were going, maybe I'm poor for the past weeks, but it did one thing. Slowed me down for a bit and realize na may mga bagay, dapat slowly but surely. Take it slow and importante, less troubles and less risk. Indeed. 

For now, siguro focus ko eh to get more sleep sa weekdays.. Fix my things as well, and most of all, start to some things. At yes, stay at home more lalo na tight budget at nandito pa si Gerro. Good grief. hahaha

Fix my sked na din. Definitely! I also realize na I'm too old for being..

A nightcrawler.