a year later

Hay naku, mga di nagbabasa ng blog. Akala ata nagresign na ko. hehe Pero hindi pa ko magreresign, unless nga makahanap ako ng pang umaga. Eh hanggang ngayon, wala pa naman, saka masaya naman ako dito, di pa ko aalis. Dami ko pa din babayaran. hehe Pero kung dumating ang araw na yun, napakasaya ko naman. Normal na buhay. 

Wala naman bago, pero may nagbabadya ng pagbabago, so kailangan pag aralan. hehe Ano pa ba, wala naman bago. Si Rheg pala ay galing ng Mt. Banahaw, di man lang nagsasabi, pero kahit sabihin pa niya, eh di naman kami sasama. haha Mahirap talaga sa mga panahon ito, lalo na kung ikaw nasasabon, medyo kailangan ko na umayos sa trabaho ko. Medyo pabaya ata ako. Kailangan magsipag sipag na. Wala naman bago, binago ko lang ang aking daily routine. Pagdating sa bahay, basa, pahinga, tapos tulog, gising sa hapon, kain ng tanghalian (mga 2pm) tapos tulog ulit. Pasok na ulit. Medyo nahirapan ako pero ok din, at least di ako masyado naghihirap magutom kasi sa sobrang pagod. Usually kasi, pagnakatulog na ko, di na ko nakakain ng lunch. 

Changes need to take in action to improve myself I guess. Exactly one year ago, this was the day I resigned from HSBC as my COE states. hehe Why I am so disgruntled with them anyway? hehe As you look my previous posts, you will know the reason why I left them, besides what happen to my nephew. Actually, let's go back to that time. The real time that I want to resign from HSBC was June of 2007. However, I was transferred to a new team at that time and my new Team Leader is my former team mate. So she talked to me and of course, my Ops Manager, so they win me back. I was able to stay for a while, so at least 3 more months. I contributed and my team that time reached the top in our department. But you cannot deny that saturation comes and some factors like a HR dept which doesn't really work properly, so I resigned and I got out. Did I feel guilty? Nope, I feel fine except for the long period of being a bum. hehe 

The only thing I miss from HSBC, is the people I work with, my 3 teams that I worked with. The Team Leaders, Team mates and Ops Manager, I miss them all. I just feel sad that they're still there. hehe If you only know what kind of company they are. I wasn't even suprised why many people leave that company. hehe Kudos to them. To my former team mates. hehe Oh, there is one more thing, Amplaya sa Festival!!! bwahahaha wasak!! 

Bukas pala ay laban ng San Beda at Letran, pero pagkatapos nung, Royal Rumble na sa Final Four kasi maraming tablang record. Grabe naman, magulo talaga lalo na pag natalo ang Letran bukas. First time ata mangyari eto sa NCAA. Sa UAAP naman, may isang laban pa ang DLSU at FEU para malaman kung sino number 2. Malamang mukhang talo ang DLSU kasi, di pa natatalo ang FEU ng dalawang sunod. Rheg, kangkong na kakainin ng DLSU sa Thursday. hehe Kung hindi, baka FEU naman ang kakain ng kangkong. haha 

Lunch is fast approaching. Do I have other things to say? hmmmm I guess not. Nothing else matters anyway. 

a post from my friendster blog..

"almost 6 months later, i never thought that my life will be like this.. i just resigned my job last week coz getting tired of taking calls which are from good customers.. maybe taking calls from a company which well not giving you the right salary and if i try to apply for a better work, you don’t get your feedback.. what a waste of time.. but the hardest thing was my beloved nephew just passed away, unexpectedly.. im so sad because the kid is good, smiling and bright, it just happen so fast.. so hard to swallow, and i finally understand that God knows best, because my nephew was struck by an infection which he cannot withstand and he told us that he will go to heaven.. i also realize that life more important than money, or wealth..

life is full of hardships, pain, despair, but in the end, the happiness, joy, hope, faith with God and especially love will overcome those troubles.. that’s what is important right now.. the life that I’m going through is a bit of confusion, tireness or void.. because of what happen.. i got sick as well.. physically.. but thank God, i still have my family, my baby pudit and friends cheering me up, except for UST, losers this year ( go uste for next year!!) hehe

i just want to have a bright start for these coming days or weeks, looking for the job that i love and will support my family, my pudit as well, hehe and of course to have a better rest..

to those who supported me for what happened, tnx very much for that.. i really really appreciated it.. for my family, it’s really hard for the times like this, but don’t forget to God, the holy trinity to guide, bless and forgive us and i know someday, we will be happy and together again.. with dad of course.. lastly, to my lovely pudit.. I love you very much.. so much.. i cant add more words because you know it.. hehe but you gave me life and love that i don’t want to lose.. tnx for everything and i know we will overcome these problems we currently face.. you are my life and only pudit.. hehe hmwmwmwmwmwmwmwah!" - 09/24/2007 from my friendster blog. hehe 

a year later.. 

I end up single.. hahahahahaha I should put this on that exact date for this month. Well, hell yeah! haha Love that I don't want to lose? Maybe that is the thing I am looking for. But it is hard to find such love. Nothing's perfect, except if you're a perfect pair, hehe but I mean, there is no perfect love or person to get a relationship work. It takes commitment, effort, honesty, understanding, everything you can say about how to get it work. Indeed, it's a lot work. 

Nothing changed until today, well, UST lost to UP again. So Kudos to UP for the cheerdance competition! Back to back champs! hehe When I saw their first steps, I know they will win. Unlike UST's routine, it's really for a runner-ups show. Damn!! UST has a bright future, being losers again!!! Like in my college days! hahaha After watching that cheerdance, I went to SM to pay some bills. I got home right away because there is so many people there. I don't want to waste time roaming around I believe. hehe For the first time, I did not even go to Trinoma after going to SM North. hehe So I went home, gone online again for a bit and that's it for me on Sunday. Yesterday was almost the same thing. Except, after I slept for 4 hours, Ivan just knocked on my room and woke me up. Unfortunately, I was not able to sleep again. Tnx Ivan for the big help. hehe So I came to the office, earlier than I expected and here, I am writing this blog. Good job for me!

Good thing as well, I did not resign from this job this year. hahaha you may ask, who's Pudit? Pudit ang tawagan namin wayback those romantic days. hehe Oh well, those days. These days.

Oh, I was able to chat to Igz and he seems to be fine right now. Good thing he has now better plans for his future, other than living in total wreck. hehe Good job bro! I was able to think as well, the final deck that I am going to build in Magic. I thought of this because of these times and I can't really spend much time and money to Magic. Of course, I will be updated and I might build some type 2 decks and get cards to improve my present decks (because wizards tends to do that) but devoting so much time and effort, will be too much hassle for me. I may build one more, but that's it. hehe 

Everybody seems going to the right career path or their hard work is now bearing fruit, or being successful in their own field. But for me, and some of friends are not yet. Way to far being successful. When it will come for us? hehe "Please, please, please let me let me, get what I want this time" 

Oh by the way. I have already laid my plans for this month! Let's see if I can follow it. hehe For this week, I will be visiting my Dad and Algerro again, for a change I guess. Next week, my 3rd team building within a year happens, in Tagaytay!! After that, Terno Inferno at Saguijo, so I will be awake more than 24 hours. Damn. hehe 

There will be no theme for this week however, I may one next week. Let's see if I can put it here. Oh well, life goes on. By the way, I have important things to do next month. I won't tell what it is unless, it happened. hehe 

Time to work!

Sunday!

It is indeed Sunday. Nothing changed, like a dramatic change I can say. Unfortunately for DLSU, they lost. They were beaten so much by ADMU. I already told Reggie that he doesn't need to go at Araneta and watch how his school beaten up bad!! haha Despite UST already out of the final four. Good job UST and DLSU!! hehe We'll see what will UST can do to win the cheerdance competition later. I hope they will win, at least for this one as a consolation prize. I was able to get some important cards yesterday and luckily, they are somewhat cheap. I was able to finish one of the decks, hehe but the problem is the sideboard cards, they don't come cheap. 

This day was a normal day, I felt that I was able to use my last VL well, I am happy and now, the rest I am looking for should work out. Finish this year in a good note, no absences. hehe But of course, good performance for my team. Christmas is fast approaching. Last year, it was a hard time for me. I don't know what's in store for me this year. But I hope, it will be a good one, either I am single yet less worries, or I am in a relationship again with less complications. 

Speaking of complications, my friends who took law should be taking their exams today!! Good luck to Leonid, JP Dino and AL!!! Don't give up, at least. Try to pass all the tests, you will make it!! hehe While writing this blog for today, of course, it's Macross Frontier today, so let's see what will happen next. Hay.. The priest once told to me, it's not courage nor strength shall help you when life is so hard, it will be your faith, the faith in God helping you the rest of the way. 

Of course, those are not the exact words said to me, I am kinda forgetting sometimes. hehe 

1st death anniversary

kahapon, pagkatapos ng shift ko at ayun deretcho sa Loyola Marikina, naghintay ng isang oras lang at dumating na din sila Kuya Alpro at iba pa. Nagdasal para kay Prong-Prong ng matagal, may Lay Minister naman nag guide sa min. Isama daw natin si Prong sa panalangin namin para ipagdasal niya kami para sa min. Di lang kami nandun, pati mga kaibigan ni Kuya Alpro sa kamag anak ni Ate Jenny. Pero ang maganda naman ay di kami malungkot at panay tawanan nga kami dun, siyempre, mga kuwento tungkol kay Prong at iba pa. Sisimple sana ako ng tulog, pero di rin, puro pagkain kaya kain ng kain tapos ulan ng ulan kaya di ako makadiskarte ng pahinga. hehe Pagkatapos ng mahabang kainan at kwentuhan, umalis na kami sa Loyola. Of course, I need to pay some bills, hehe I got back in Gateway and came home at round 3pm. I thought I could sleep, but I can't because I have something somewhat important to do at around 4pm. What happen was I just laid to my bed and make some rest and took a bath, straight away to the important meet. hehe Well, I end up meeting somebody and had a great time. We watched again a b movie which I think it was good, rather than watching Richard and KC. hahaha It was a good time and well we enjoyed and I went home around 9pm. Good job! Almost 24 hours awake. hehe It was really a fast paced day spending my final VL of the year. hehe but I think, this won't be the last, the very last VL I can use for this year. I woke just today, barely after 8 hours only, I cleaned some things and here!! I am waiting for my internet connection which seems having problems, I hope this will be fixed now!! I can't wait to surf!! hehe My computer is useless without the internet. hehe Later, it will be the second time DLSU and ADMU match again, ADMU can lose, but DLSU can't. hehe Reggie, DLSU sibak ngayong araw!!! hahaha Yung first game, UST at UP, pampagana! hehe Anyway, nakita ko na un Solid State Drive demo, yung ipapalit sa traditional na Hard Drive ng computer. Grabe, ang ganda ng Solid State Drive, kung magload ng windows, parang flash drive lang! Di na pala kasi CD un gamit ng SSD, parang 12 chips ata at sobrang fast. Ridiculously fast!! It won't hang unlike what happens to HDD sometimes. Sana nga malabas na siya for Desktop use, kasi ang SSD ngayon, ang pinakamalaki eh 60GB tapos pang laptop pa. Damn. I can't wait to have that kind of hard drive in my computer. hehe Ano pa ba? Oh yes, nakita ko yun Saguijo website, bad trip!! Bad trip kasi nagkaroon sila ng gig in tribute for Joy Division/New Order tapos the Smiths din! Bwisit talaga!! That's why I want to work at a day shift. hehe I shouldn't miss those kind of gigs. I hope they will release it again. Sinabihan ko nga si Raims, kasi may Terno Inferno sa Sept 20, so malamang wala na naman ako tulog!! haha Galing ako sa Tagaytay ng araw na yun tapos deretcho Makati para sa Saguijo Terno Inferno!! hehe Well, my internet connection is back and ready. See you later!

Kroma

hay, daming calls before I start posting here. hehe anyway, puro tapon naman sa ibang department. Pero grabe, mukhang ayaw akong pagpahingahin ngayong araw ha, bago mag VL. hehe Ang ungas ng FEU, pwede na sila mag final four, yan tuloy, baka mag number 3 pa sila pag nanalo DLSU sa sabado. Ungas talaga. UST? see you next season, magsembreak muna kayo. hahaha Wala naman bago ngayon kasi puro tulog lang talaga ginawa ko kahapon, talagang nagpahinga ako ng todo. Suweldo nga pala mamaya, kaso ubos na naman ito!! Si Nick, masarap ang buhay, nagbabakasyon sa Singapore at medyo petiks kasi di pa nagtratrabaho. Hay, kakainggit pero ok lang, pasalubong na lang at paguwi mo, dapat medyo bumawi ka na sa magic ha. hehe

What else? Oh why is the title of my blog today is Kroma. Actually, there is no tagalog word for Chrome, I tried to find one, but I am lazy to find one. I actually downloaded the new Google Chrome internet browser just yesterday. I can say to this new browser is great. Why? It combines the functionality of Opera browser, which I don't need to type the address again, just click and click. The browing history prowess of Mozilla, which since Chrome can't set the tabs of the most visited sites you want like Opera, Chrome has an ability to import the browsing history from Mozilla. You know how fast can the browing history of Mozilla works. The address bar in Google Chrome, I just discovered it today, that it also works as a google search, meaning, you don't need to pull up another tab and type google.com. I haven't tried using youtube or any video streaming at my home computer, but I will definitely try it and see!! The look itself is simple yet sleek and one thing I like is, the browser is so fast, it beats the hell out from Mozilla. hehe 

However, nothing is perfect, this Google Chrome browser is on a beta version, you can see that the interface itself is simple. No plug-ins yet which I don't really use, you can't even customize the browser unlike Opera. The browser as well hangs itself sometimes and need to relaunch again. Unlike Mozilla which it can adjust the screen of the website you're going to even you minimize the Mozilla browser, compare that in Chrome, it won't work. If you minimize Chrome and the website you are going has a big interface, you will end up enlarging the browser. Doesn't make sense? hehe One more thing I like, the browser automatically save the password and only takes 3 clicks to access your multiply or friendster account. Without typing. hehe but I haven't tested it yet when you have multiple user names like my yahoo mail or gmail. I will test that in my days off. I believe, google will do some necessary change or upgrades, but at the first release, Chrome has a bright future. great job to them. 

New Order will release their remastered versions of their best albums, not all of their albums since all of them are great. hehe but the albums they released in the 80's. This news came from their official website, and the date they will release these albums is on Sept 28th. I just realized what album will I buy? The New Order album I'll buy is definitely, Power, Corruption and Lies. I hope, that remastered version will show up here in the Philippines. hehe Warner Music should release those albums here! Malamang alam na dapat ni Kuya Dong to. hehe 

I was able to check the new expansion coming in Magic the Gathering, Shards of Alara. I was surprised that there are already cards shown there. hmmmm most of them, are not good cards. But some of them are quite good creature cards. So I will just wait for what other cards will be released within this month. 

Later, of course, I will be going to Loyola, and visit Prong. God bless him, always.. hehe after that, I will just slack, sleep or something else. hehe 

Hay, ano pa nga ba. Tagal ng lunch, queuing pa, peste!! hehe Sino nga ba mga chikas dito sa opisina.  Mayroon naman, kaso wala na dito eh. hehe Bad trip. 

Kailan kaya yung eheads reunion, dapat talaga matuloy yun ulit noh, dahil siyempre nabitin yung mga fans. Dapat magtour nga sila eh, buong Pilipinas. Pero kawawa naman si Ely nun kung mangyari. hehe

Sarap ng Rufo's. hehe Kakalunch ko lang. Sige magpepetiks muna ko using Google Chroma!! bwahahahahahahahaha!!!

Baliw ata.   

adaptability

well, I almost got a good sleep yesterday but the bad thing is I was not able to sleep long. At around 2pm yesterday, there was a brownout, power outage for like 30 mins to 1 hour and it was so hot. freaking hot.. I was able to sleep but unfortunately it was disrupted again, by watching the NCAA games yesterday!! Good thing Mapua won, so they have one more chance to go at the final four on Friday. I was able to watch as well the main game, it was a good game between San Beda and Baste, but Baste doesn't have Ekwe, so Beda won sparingly.. After that, I ate my dinner, for the first time before going to work, and slept for 2 hours, sparingly again.

hmmmm ano pa nga ba? wala naman bago, siyempre, malapit na ang biyernes. hehe wala pa naman akong plano, malamang magpapahinga muna ako, pag di muna ako magbuhay wasak. hehe buti naman di kami nasabon masyado, ok naman ang stats ng team kaya sana this coming month matuloy ang momentum namin at manatiling nasa tuktok ng tagumpay!! medyo naisip ko lang, magdate kaya ako, pero sino? hehe tignan ko nga kung libre sila, pero kung hindi, ako na lang magisa, or kasama yung mga ungas! ano kaya ginagawa nun mga future lawyers natin? malapit na bar exams!! sa linggo na!! hehe kung ako naglaw, siguro kabado ako ng sobra, pero siyempre, di ako magpapatalo noh. Isa sa mga plano ko sa future eh maglaw, lalo na pag may pundo na ko for taking this very very very challenging course. Mahilig naman ako magbasa and I am interested in the facets of it, so why can't I take it? For now, I will just leave that plan in keeps.

what else? musta na kaya siya? hehe hay naku, mahirap talaga pag inlove ka sa taong alam mong mali, kasi di ka naman sasagutin. Sa isip, alam ko, pero sa puso, parang sinasabi "wag kang susuko, pwede pa yan" what? pero siguro, isang tanong na lang, at talagang malalaman ko na kung tama. Kailangan ba ko saktan para marealize ko ito? wag naman, please. hehe Pero, ok lang kung masaktan, makakaya ko naman kaysa naman itago ko pa ito. Pag mahal mo naman ang isang tao, ibibigay mo naman ang gusto niya di ba? it hurts.. huhuhu Since pinaguusapan ang puso, anong na nangyari kay Pido sa 3p's niya? sa kangkungan pinulot ang UST! Gamitin na lang niya ito sa cheerdance this coming Sunday! hahaha

ito ay galing sa isang email na about sa horoscope, siyempre, Gemini ako so ang aking eh, hoy, di ko gawa to ha!

"Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great
listeners Very Good in the you know
where... Lover not a fighter, but will
still knock you out.
Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud.
Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING.
Loves to make out. Has a beautiful
smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST
IRRESISTIBLE."

Ok, let's analyze. Nice? Correct. Love is a one of a kind? On how I view love I mean, check. Great Listener Very Good in the you know where.. ? What? hehe anyway, wrong grammar but well I am a good listener indeed. Lover not a fighter but will still knock you out? Yes. hehe Trustworthy? I can say that. Always happy? They're telling me that I always look down or a person looks troubled. I am indeed troubled, but I feel happy. That's true, I feel happy, and I believe I don't need to show it because I am a private person. hehe naks. Loud? hmmm, I am a silent type. Talkative? On the phone, or in a conversation, but I am not an attention getter who really talks a lot. Outgoing? Yes, especially if I have the funds! VERY FORGIVING? Why all caps? It's 100% true. Love to make out? Sometimes. Has a beautiful smile? Whaaaaaat?! I know some person told me that I have a beautiful eyes, but not the smile. Edi sana, maraming na ko nadali!! hehe di naman. Generous? YES. Strong? Some aspects of my personality, very indeed but not physically. hehe "THE MOST
IRRESISTIBLE." I don't know.

Almost all the traits of a Gemini really matches me, I think.

mga mali

hehe noong tinitignan ko ang mga dating kong blog ay medyo natatawa ako kasi may mga mali na type or grammar at mayrun din sa spelling. siguro, gawa ng pagmamadali ko sa pagtytype at wala ng QA eto, bahala na yun nagbabasa ang magcomment. kahapon ay napakasaya, sobrang avail at puro pang surf lang naman ang ginawa namin buong araw. hehe kaya walang naman bago kahapon, kaya lang, nagising ako ng hapon kasi sobrang lakas ng ulan, akala ko may bagyo!! grabe, naramdaman ko lang nung parang may bumasa sa mukha ko, tapos yun, nakita ko na parang bumabagyo. grabe.. hehe pero ayun, natulog ako ng napakahaba! kaya medyo presko ako pag pasok ngayong araw.. hehe

tapos, 3 araw na lang para sa huling VL ko para sa taong ito. hehe wala pa ko plano para sa 3 araw na petiks.. hmmm pero tignan natin, malay mo, may magandang mangyari.. hanggang ngayon, walang matinding pagbabago.. kawawa naman si Ely Buendia, 3 angioplasty na siya, so pag nangyari ulit sa kanya ito, hmmm malamang ibypass na siya ng ganun kabata.. mukhang bawal na sa kanya ang rock and roll lifestyle.. mahihirapan siya pag tinuloy pa niya.. kahit masakit sa Eheads fans, pero kung health na niya pinaguusapan, intindihin na lang natin siya.

what else? hmmmm nothing else I believe.. by the way, I am just thinking of something, something that will motivate. I don't know what it is, but I am thinking for all these times.. well, except sa mga financial problem, na mukhang matagal ko masolve.. siguro, sa ibang bagay, like career, my family and love?! hehe iniisip ko nga lagi na sana, isang araw, tapos lahat ng problema ko. pero mukhang di mangyayari yun. hehe sabi nga, sa mundo, kailangan dumanas tayo ng paghihirap bago maranasan natin ang kaligayahan, habang nanalig tayo sa maykapal.. at totoo yun.. kahit naging ganito ako, wala naman ako magagawa kundi tumuloy at siyempre magisip kung ano makakabuti para sa lahat ng taong nakapaligid sa kin.. naks, napakalalim naman!! hehe pero totoo yun.. siguro itong pananalig na lang ang natitira sa kin sa pagmamahal sa mga taong nasa paligid ko ang magiging sandigan ko.. hehe

kalimutan na nga yan!! ibang topic na lang. ano pa nga ba? well, how about Magic? nakita ko na yung zoo deck at mukhang malakas ha. pero mahal bumuo nun.. ano pa, kakatamad!! hehe pero ok lang, malapit naman ang VL ko eh, makakapahinga naman ako kahit papano. sana naman, tumawag na un inaplayan ko, pero kung hindi, malamang, next year na lang ulit.. hehe ano pa pala, whatever it is, ahhhh this person, I can't forget her face.. hehe damn, I can't just leave this feeling behind, damn. I don't know why. It's not my ex, by the way, Hi to her.. hahaha this month, is the month of her peace and tranquility. the person I am referring to, is well, secret. hehe Hi as well to her! The feeling of loving and taking care of a person you really want to be with is really really motivating for me. Maybe I miss that feeling, I used to do that not long ago. I hope she is ok and fine.

Ah, those days! Those unforgettable days.. Unfortunately, some factors can't really seem to be controlled. Factors that will haunt your relationship while it's there. It's like a curse, I guess our love for each other, is somewhat forbidden to some extent. hahaha I believe it's really forbidden, without any extent, ibig kong sabihin, talagang di kami pwede. hehe kailangan tuloy ang buhay, separation is really hard to swallow. I accepted it and well, here I am, alone.

pero ok lang yun, hay, bakit ba ganito ang pag-ibig, minsan talagang mapaglaro. ganun talaga, whatever!! hehe mukhang maganda un bagong PSP ha, hihintayin ko na lang yun bago, tapos bili agad ng Metal Gear!! hehe ano pa pala. Sana, mataas un CE namin this week, ayoko ko na masabon, lahat kami sa team. hehe Pero feeling ko ha, parang pasok kami this week, sana nga. Malapit na mabenta un zune ko, mamiss ko tuloy ang hayop na MP3 player na yun. It's way better than Ipod I can say because of the sounds, it's functionality, the urban theme and well, the stuff in it, especially if you have some horny stuff!! hahaha I think, Taglish is better in my blog. Don't you think?

13 minutes left before lunch and I am done. I finished my lunch. hehe

still waiting for the results for our CE..

well, we barely passed. not actually passed, but it was higher than last week.