another disturbing sleep

As Ivan confessed and well, I already forgive him. It's my fault as well not informing my number but anyway. Past is past. hehe Well, akala ko tapos na pero nangyari na naman kanina. After some time last night, may pumasok na naman sa kwarto ko at kung ano ano ang ginawa. Ayun, nadisturb ang sleep ko and I was late coming to work today for 4 mins. hehe Good job! Late na nga last month eh. Kakahiya kay TM. hehe Don't worry, I have a plan, I will have my door locked when I am sleeping!!!! Nangyari pala ay pinalitan yun TV ko, malamang nabad trip si Kuya sa TV, matagal kasi lumabas yun screen. hehe

If Betch was able to come up plans for this year. Or even each one of us has already plans for this year, for me, nothing new. I don't want to set up plans for the year because it may be broken. hehe Crap. But seriously, I will just stick to my plans, try to reach them, especially for a day normal regular job for this year. Haba no? hehe At least, with this job, I can have a normal life again. Sana same company pa din. I love staying here, but if there will be an opportunity to work to a regular life, why not? It's a very long time that I haven't work in a regular day. hehe Once I recovered as well from my crisis, I think everything will fall into place, I am not sure if this will happen this year.

Love life? Hmmmmm. I am not into or want to have a relationship this year. Not into my targets this year. hehe Maybe because I want to have a normal day job first, maybe I can go into one. But of course, wala naman ako prospect, kahit kinukulit na ko nila Rheg and friends, eh wag muna siguro. Kakapagod siguro, especially when the relationship that I came from, was kinda complicated. hahaha

Oh well. What else. Yun lang siguro for now, about plans for this year. I need to pick up my scores as well. Letcheng survey, marami ako nakuha. hehehe Oh, one thing for sure that I will do this year. Be optimistic. As long I still have my family, friends and God on my side, things will end in a good way. I hope for this year. Last year was a good one, I hope this year will be a better one. Kahit single lang ako this year, ok lang basta almost lahat ng problema tapos. Or even reach my goals at least.

I checked the movies coming out this year. Thanks to empireonline and yahoo. hehe Well, given na ang Watchmen, Transformers 2, at GI Joe. hehe Pero yun iba mayrun din like sequel ng Twilight, New Moon. Seth Rogen and Adam Sandler in 1 movie! hehe Dragonball! hehe Anak ng tokwa, Dragonball, let's see, kung ano adaptation ng kano dito. Pero feeling ko, olats. hehehe Wolverine din, iniba na naman ang story, sobrang iba. Mukhang bad trip to. Harry Potter? It was a letdown yun last movie, but I believe, this coming one, mukhang maganda kasi yun plot, story nun whatever villain. I am not a Potter fan kasi kaya di ko alam ang name nun. hehe

Music, hmmmm I don't know what will be a good music this year, pero isang punta lang yan sa tower quiapo. hehe Or how about the internet as well. Medyo behind na ata ako sa sounds. Eh pano naman, all the sounds I hear, it's either, so crappy or so good. It depends in my mood. hehe

Well computers, sana makakuha ako ng bagong desktop, and a new cellphone pero di ko na iniisip muna yun. hehe And other things, I just keep it to myself.

So, I hope, I will not get more any short sleeps, or maybe, I should just the other way around, do everything after work then go to sleep and be awake before work. Mahirap yun gigising ka tapos kakain tapos may mangugulo tapos tutulog na naman. Medyo bad trip pala yun. hehe

Hoping is not enough to reach certain goals, it's time to work harder. I think, it's time to give my best shot.

disturbing visitor

at last, I am feeling avail today. hehe After a very hectic Monday, now it is the time for the petiks mode. hehe There was a visitor yesterday that made my day so bad. Natutulog ako ng mahimbing at bigla na lang siya susulpot. Anak ng tokwa, bitin ang tulog ko, actually di na ko nakatulog tapos pagpasok ko pa eh queuing pa! Approaching at the end of my shift, may call pa kong napakahirap, 40 mins ako inabot sa kakasalita sa customer. What a bad day. hehehe Itong taong to, mukhang namumuro na ha. hahaha Sa susunod kasi, magtext or inform me ahead before pupunta, lalo na pagtulog na ko, wala na ko paki sa visitors. Well, tapos na yun, he got the CD anyways.

Nothing new from me, but congrats to Betch for her new endeavor as a FA ha. Mukhang yun ang pangarap niya, congrats to her!!! Buti pa siya nakuha niya na ang pangarap niya. hehe Kailan kaya ako? Well, I missed posting here ha. Kahit walang nagbabasa. hehe Namiss ko magpost, to release the tensions in life I guess. Medyo naaddict ako last weekend sa emulator, especially sa game na Streets of Rage, Sega game ha. I miss the old days. At to my surprise, medyo namaster ko na siya ha, unlike nung HS ako na sobrang hirap ako, hanggang normal level nga lang ako. Pero nung tumatanda ako, hardest level na kaya, at natapos ko pa! hehe Master ko na yun game. I am into old school gaming nga. hehe Pero naisip ko din na ang diff ng dating games to new games. Like, in old games, it won't take you half a day to finish a game, unlike sa bago na araw binibilang, lalo kung di mo alam ang laro. Pero sa new games naman, di nakakasawa, kahit alam mo na pasikot sikot, minsan, todas ka pa rin. hehe But computer games, is still computer games, I still like playing computer games whether it's old school or new skul. hehe

What else? Hmmm, sana today, makauwi na ko ng maaga, tama na ang OT. haha Medyo nadrain na ko sa work na to ha. Pero malapit na, ilang buwan na lang at malalaman ko, if I will stay here or not. hehe

Sana naman masaya ang CE namin, para at least, bawas stress. No more hope if I can still have a VL this coming payday. Parang wala na talaga eh, depende kung may gawin milagro si TM. hehe

Well, I don't know what else to say, but I will just try to add my contacts in this account I guess, taking advantage of this avail.

Very long avail.

blackswordsmann

Ok, I thought that the last post was for 09, but it was not according to my blogger account. hehe Anyway, that's fine, this will be my first post for 09 to keep my blogger updated, at least. Good thing na half day kami nung Friday shift, kasi naman, puro outbound, eh 2am pa lang tapos na ko. Partida, nagloloko pa yun IDD ko, kaya medyo natagalan pa ko sa cases. Pero ok lang, importante eh nakauwi pa rin ako at ayun nakatulog ng semi normal. hehe After that half day shift, I went right away kay Ron Marc. Nangamusta at laro ng magic of course, mukhang kaunti na lang at pwede na to. Nagkamali ata ako sa sideboard eh. hehe Pero ok lang, nakabawi naman ako sa isang deck ko. 

After that, of course I went home, pero dumaan muna ako sandali sa Trinoma, maraming tao pero madali naman ako nakauwi kasi di pa lahat ng tao nasa Manila na due to the long holiday. I got home and all of the sudden, Miles and Igz texted me, for another food trip. Do I have a choice? hehe Sira na naman ang diet ko, so I said sure, habang nakabihis ako. Si Ian di nakasama due to duty and Rheg was able to sneek out even what happened to them. Condolence bro... 

So natuloy kami and went to Tempura, here at Banawe. Talked some things and ayun, bugbog na naman ako sa kanilang dalawa. Lagi na lang. hehe Nilaglag lagi ako kahat di naman totoo. hehe That's fine. So after eating a very delighted meal, punta daw kaming Starbucks. Of course, we went to the Banawe branch and it's jam packed. We went to Tomas Morato, then what do you expect in a Saturday night? Full and SRO only. hehe After Morato, we went to West Ave. and luckily, vacant yun sa taas, so kahit magwala kami dun, ok lang. hehe Anyway, so nagkwentuhan kami and everything went well. At least, walang drowing sessions. hehe Pero ok naman, at masaya, tapos etong Rheg na to, nagyaya pa ng Mister Kabab kahit sobrang busog na ko sa kinain namin sa Tempura. Pero do I have a choice? 

So we went to Mister Kabab, ordered the same Keema with Eggplant and a career low of 2 breads. Then no shake kasi sa ininom namin in Starbucks, and I was very full as well. Maybe my diet is working a bit. hehe So, ayun di pa rin natapos ang laglagan then we went home safe and sound, pero siyempre, etong Rheg, gusto makakita ng tarpaulin ni Joy Belmonte. hahaha Kasi naman, may kamukha kasi yun Joy na yun somebody Rheg really fallen for. hahaha So there, di siya nakabingwit ng Tarpaulin pero masaya ang ungasis. 

The End of an eventful Saturday.

Then here comes Sunday, simple, quiet and dull day. But it is a good time to rest I believe. I haven't eat any apples for quite some time now until this moment. hehe 

The title of the blog is the blackswordsmann. Actually, it should be blackswordsman only due to the name of my fave character at an anime called Berserk. Pero siyempre, pag yun ang user name for sites, eh laging taken, I just added N at the end para blackswordsmann. Ayun, ako lang ang mayrun. hehe Ang totoo niyan, kahit counterstrike days, yun na ang gamit ko user name. Pero may story behind that. hehehe The "mann" is a person which Rheg gave me as a referral. Di to guy, hehehe one of the "failed" referrals of Rheg, wayback college. haha First year college to be exact. Siyempre, after failing to ADMU and UP and not taking the entrance in DLSU, I ended up in UST, luckily in Commerce. Anyway, that time, I was so shy and very unsocial. But good thing, etong si Rheg eh DLSU na, at mukhang maraming friends dun na chicks. hehe Eh siyempre, ang kapal ng mukha ko, nagpareto ako sa kanya. Eh mukhang ladies man na to si Rheg, so bigay agad ng isa. Ang bilis sabi ko, so sige naman, text text, tawag sa haws. Well, she was very nice, yet kinda radical, maybe because of what happened to her, or whatever. Basta, medyo kinda like her that time, because na rin sa ugali and Gemini kami pareho. hahaha 3 days lang ang pagitan ng birthday namin. 

So ayun na, then one day, she will be going to UST daw for some convention something. So ako naman, todo prepared. hehe Buti naman, parang 2 subject lang kami that day which kinda normal kasi teachers where not there all the time, days in a week, because of our sked. Talagang PM sked lang kami, at ayun puro lakwatsa. hehe Alam na nung mga 2cpm gals ang buhay PM. hehe So ayun, I went right away to Tinoko Park, ahead of the agreed meeting time. hehe

I waited, and waited, then waited, and nobody showed up. She did not reply either. It was painful that time, because I almost waited hours, sana man lang nagtext na di na dadaan noh. hehe Pero ayun, sa sobrang bad trip that time, same week din, nagyaya ng inuman sila 2pel and ayun, tinext ko si Rheg na umiinom na ko dahil di ako mineet, Red Horse ang ininom ko. hahaha Di ko nga alam na tinext ko si Rheg, si Rheg pa nagsabi sa kin. Which until now, I don't remember doing that. Pero, well tapos na yun at wala na. Di na kami nagmeet or text or any communication from her. 

I thought I won't meet her, even once. Just a glimpse of her, but until Rheg big birthday came around 2-3 years ago. Of course, punta ako dun since parang kapatid na turing ko kay Rheg, kahit lagi niya ako binubully. hahaha, Well, di ko matandaan ko sila pa ni TJ noon. hehehe Anyway, nagyaya siya, inuman, kahit may interview pa ko next day. Fresh Grad pa ko nun eh. hehe Maramin siya niyaya, from HS friends, best friends and college friends. Of course, I won't expect to meet somebody that time, from the past. hehe But all of the sudden, Rheg told me, pupunta daw si Mann sa party. Siyempre ako naman nagulat! Well, she did come, hmmmm di naman stunning beautiful, pero pwedeng pwede. hehe Ika nga ni Rheg, pasado sa standards ko. hahaha 

We did not talk, at eto naman si Borreo, pinakilala sa kin, nahiya ako kasi malamang di na kilala nun. hahaha What a move! Pero anyway, ayun lang, ok na ko at nakita ko siya, even just a glimpse of her. At that time, well I am not lucky to a girl under a name of Maria. hehe After "Mann" someone followed and followed, well it is a long story of love, hope and despair before getting into a relationship which it was ended as well. Malas ata ako sa love, but life goes on, I think I will just enjoy being single for a while. Ika nga sa billboard ni Karylle, "Single is sexy."

That's why, memories are just memories, even it's happy or sad, its worth to keep. You learn from it, sometimes you use it. hehe

Yun lang, I will just play muna yun emulator, bringing back the old days. haha Sega and NES. 

Good Sunday!

first post in 09

Nothing new in the new year! hehe New Year Resolutions? Hmmm I am not into that I believe. Ayoko mangako baka kasi mapako. hehe Well, I just came from Algerro, sinamahan ko siya sa Ever tapos SM North na napakaunti ng tao. hehehe Year of the Ox pala ang 09, I hope that all of us get lucky in 09. 

I have no new plans, except for tomorrow, the rare outbound day. hehe Pero sana, makapag VL na ko next week. Malamang bukas, magpopost ulit ako. hehe Wala naman bago, eto kausap ko yun mga college friends. Reunion daw pagbalik ni Walter. Malabo pa kung where, but mukhang sure na daw. hehe

Makikita ko na din yung anak ni Walter. Ayun, ang laki pala ng anak nila. hehe Very lively and healthy. Hay, may mga makulit talagang tao, naputukan. Good job!! hehe Wala naman bago kagabi, di naman kami nagpapaputok, pero grabe sa labas ng bahay. Even raining hard, sige lang sa putok!! hehe Now what, medyo magulo ata etong post na to kasi magulo ang conference ng mga college friends. hehe Mga letche talaga. hehe 

Well, may mga bagay na talagang walang pinagbago while talking to my college friends. Bringing old issues and new chismax. hahaha Sabi ko na ba, basta pag alis ng isang party, ako naman ang tsinitsismis. hehe Mga peste talaga, showbiz ba kami? hehe

Bwisit talaga, ipanakuwento sa kin what happened in the past. hehe Pero ok lang, mga friends ko naman sila. Ika nga nila, MMK ito. hehe Di ko post yun nangyari sa min. No way, tapos na yun. 

Confirmed na uuwi si Walter, confirmed na mukhang tuloy na si Betch to her journey, good luck to both of them. hehe For me, I don't know yet. hehe 

I have plans for this weekend, one of them, play Magic and one of them, rest. More rest. Need to recover the energy that I lost for being Tier 2. Well, I hope for the best as always.. 

May magbabago kaya this year? Ano kaya ang unang pagbabago mangyayari? I am so excited to know. 

I hope it's not bad. 

isang taon nakalipas...

Ah letche, alam ko na napakabilis ng panahon. hehe Time really helps for a lot of things. Planning your life, healing from a broken relationship, recovering from a loss, thinking what's best for you, and other things that make myself realize na mukhang kailangan ko magsimula muli at tanggapin kung ano mayroon ako. Naks, malalim ata. hehe Pero totoo, maybe you need to be facing these kind of problems and difficulties just to realize who you are, what you want to be, things that you really need and well, dreams as well. Poverty is a very good diet. hehe

Oo nga, parang nung sumobra yun mga paghihirap ko, I mean not only financially but physically and other aspects of life, parang naisip ko na kailangan matatag ako by more praying, hehe believe not only yourself, but others as well, family, friends, CRAP, special friends. hahahaha and my PC of course, basta, compare this to last year, I can say, it's a lot harder this year. But I am more determined to win. To reach my goals in life. Sabagay, tumatanda na ko. hehe

What more can I say in this life, I am indeed lucky despite in this form. hehe

Tama na nga ang emo, dun na tayo sa Iskul Bukol. Siyempre nanood kami ng Iskul Bukol sa Trinoma. Mantakin mo, mahaba ang pila ha, pero buti na lang sure seats. hehe Puno ang sine dahil iba talaga ang dating ni Bossing. hehe Old skul fun yet in a new skul setting. Makulit yun Iskul Bukol, lalo na yung mga banat ng TVJ. Mga ungas talaga. Legendary Ungas. hehe

Ano pa pala, ayun tapos na ang drowing ni Igz at ayun nanlibre na sa wakas sa CPK. Sobrang busog nga kami eh. Di nga kami nakakain ng marami sa Mister Kabab. Grabe. hehe Ang sarap kahit papano ang CPK, medyo pricey yet masarap, lalo na yun salad saka yun dessert, na good for 4. hahaha Good job bro! Ayun, sa sobrang damin nang kinain, kailangan namin magpagod sa Timezone! hehe So Igz, post mo na yun pics, kung pwede lang no. Panay picture taking, di naman ipopost. hehe

Ang ibang films na mahaba ang pila, yun kay Ai-Ai saka yun isa, Shake Rattle and Roll. Yung iba, kala ko first day last day na. hahahahahaha

Siyempre, kung kailan pauwi na, dun na nagserious talk. Well, antok na kami at di rin natuloy. Pero ok lang, sulit ang araw kasama ang CRAP. hehe

Monday came and yup, we have a shift, then at the last part of the shift, they announced na kailangan may pumasok today. And I am here now, taking advantage of the double holiday pay for both days. hehe Pero talagang na bad trip ako kasi ang plano ko talaga ay magpahinga na. Diyos ko, mas masarap magpahinga kaysa pumasok at magpagod sa queue. hehe Sana pala, mataas CE namin. hehe

Meaning this is the first time since the first week of December that I posted here while at work. Meaning bumabalik na ang petiks time, lalo na pagpatak ng January. hehe Hay sobrang haggard ako this month, parang nagtrabaho ako ng 2 buwan straight sa mga pinaggagawa ko sa tier 2, kaysa sa tier 1. hehe Pano ba naman, pagkatapos ng training, ayon pakain agad sa mga leon. hehehe

Oh well, there is nothing you can do. At ayun, pasok sa Friday, pero puro outbound lang. hehehe Sabi ko nga, di naman ako masasama siguro kasi di naman 40 cases ko, pero ayun, ako pa rin. hehe

Ok lang, closed queue naman sa min eh. So sana ok naman sa Friday, puro callback naman eh.

Parang buenas ata ako. hehe

Sige uuwi na ko para makalimutan ang mga cases for a while. Happy New Year to all!!!

BiPolar

Like I said before, I already bought the most anticipated 2nd Album from Up Dharma Down, BiPolar. Nabili ko siya after ng bazaar sa La Vista, courtesy sa invitation of Raims and Claire. hehe I bought it while I am strolling sa Gateway Cubao. Of course, naghanap ako ng Astrovision, pero unfortunately, wala sa Gateway. So malamang may Odyssey, I never thought na mayroon sila, kasi sa MOA wala sa Odyssey yun album kasi Indie. Well, I tried my luck here sa Gateway at alas, pagkita ko sa Indie section, may dalawang copies. I bought one siyempre, hehe 299 pesos siya. 

Anyway, it was a simple cover and sort of. No lyrics, just plain snapshots, but nice layout and that's all. Medyo maliit ang sulat niya actually, pero nakikita naman kahit papano. hehe 

Let's Start. 

1. Blessed - 3rd fave song in the album, slow yet good rhythm saka balance yung kanta, like it's slow at one part then mabilis. Ok to. hehe

2. Clockwork - a very slow song, but maganda naman. However mas maraming magandang kanta compare to this one. 

3. Delayed Breathing - oh well, filler track. hehe 

4. All Year Round -  very slow yet medyo pagka RnB ang dating ha. my 4th fave song actually. 

5. Taya - Fave ni Raims pero ako hindi, well, maiksi saka medyo pop ang dating. nagexperiment ata sila dito pero ok naman siya. Di ko lang trip. 

6. Unspoken Definites - at first, di ko siya trip, pero nung nilagay ko siya sa cellphone ko at siyempre random lagi yun play option ko, na realize ko na fave ko siya, 5th fave song ko siya. Moody song yet may pagka alternative mix sort of. I can't describe it, basta ok siya. hehe 

7. The cold is warmth - eto, sa umpisa, ok siya pero nung tumatagal, walang lyrics pala. Damn. Sana naman nilagyan nila ng lyrics. Sayang to. Maganda pa naman yun mix, sayang. 

8. Two - Oh, this one I can say, it will be their second release from this album. My second fave. Nung una di ko pinapansin, pero nung inulit ko, gusto ko to. Ang drawback lang niya, maiksi. But this one, you can't hear this at Fragmented. Short yet powerful song. Lalo na yun first note, parang RnB. Mahilig magbilang ata si Armi dito. hehe I love this song, especially when it approaches the final part. Galing!

9. Sana - 2nd of their 3 tagalog songs. Hmmm simple song for me. 

10. Return saturn return - Filler track. no comment

11. Every First Second - When I first heard this or saw in youtube, then converted it to a mp3 file, I knew this will be good. The song itself. I already knew that when the album comes out, it will be better. And when I got the album. Tama ang hinala ko. My fave song in the album. My 2nd fave song from UDD, behind Pag-agos. Naks. hehe Pero totoo yun. Simple intro then when it progresses, ayun iba na ang dating. Longer ending. I love this song. The best in this Album. Galing talaga nila. hehe. Except for the counting part.

12. Furnace - Oh well, filler again.

13. Silid - My last fave song, iba ito na tagalog song. with the mixture of electric and guitars, and vocals, iba ang tempo. that's it. 

14. Sugarcoats and Heartbeats - Very very very long track, it thought it's short, but it's very long. Sinadya kaya nila yun? hehe It's a simple song I believe.

To sum it up, like I said to Raims, this album is a very good album, from a very good band. I hope I can see them perform at least once. hehe This album is the best of this year, from OPM or Pinoy Rock of course. Kasi naman, di lang kasi ito lang binili ko this year, but because the band itself. But like I said to Raims, the first one, Fragmented is better. Still better, but not that way better. The only reason lang naman bakit mas maganda yung una, eh mas maraming kanta kang makakarelate dun. So if we count them off in this album, 6 ang maganda, sa Fragmented, that's 8 of them. Yun lang. But still, I won't debate which is which, kasi that's my opinion. hehe I still like the album, highly recommended to everybody. Not only to the devoted fans. Unless you want to buy the new Wolfgang's album, which like Raims said, pang collection lang. hehe So I am hoping that UDD will do the same quality albums in the few years time, like Radioactive Sago. And I believe, in their next album, they will do a great album, again.  

That's it for me. Nothing new, from me. I got the best sleep and rest due to the long off, and bukas, pasok ulit then, yahoo, 3 days off na naman. Parang 2 days lang pasok ko next week. haha Happy new year sa lahat. Naku, manonood pala kami ng Iskul Bukol. No joke dude, yun ang panonoorin namin nila Rheg today. hehe

I don't even know why UDD titled the Album BiPolar. Sabagay, most bands, they just give titles to their albums with no reason at all. Parang magandang pakinggan siguro. Mukha nga. Parang sa Pedicab na "Shinji Ilabas mo na ang Helicopter" hehe or sa Radioactive Active na last album nila, siyempre mura na yun diba, pero may reason naman, straight forward naman sila sa album itself. 

Are you a BiPolar? 

inactivity

It's nice to be back. hehe Prior to this post, hmmm I missed of a total of 24 posts, this will be a record! Pinaka kaunting post sa isang buwan! Good job! Anyway, somebody might ask, what happened to me. When I started being a tier 2 agent, I got so many things to do. Follow ups, fusion, escalation, sending emails to our distressed customers. hehe Many things that really sucked my energy up. Ika nga ni Efem, kaya pala kami nilagay sa Tier 2 ng ganitong buwan! hehe Good job naman diba. Well, many things happened, working wise because of the new role. Of course, sobrang kapa kami from the very first day we stepped in this new role. 

Hmmm, how about other facets of life? Well, ayun nag pa xmas party last week, Saturday and Sunday. To make it short, one was very bad, one was very good, I just wish, sana yung isang xmas party na lang ako nagtagal. hahaha Oh by the way, Merry Christmas to all and a blessed New year in advance. Nagulat ako na mahaba din pala bakasyon ko, I will be back to work on Monday then another 3 day rest!! I love Dell. hehe Sabagay, the US crisis really hit struck to all companies, even here but the good thing is at least we have sound policies. Cut the monetary crap. Let's move on. hehe

Oh, Happy birthday to Dad on last Dec. 11, to Claire last Dec. 23 and today, to Ate Aila, which wala naman handaan. hehe Pero I am so full these days due to the Holiday Season. Medyo sira na nga ang diet ko. bwisit. hehe Oh, I met somebody very very interesting, I hope she is reading this. Rheg, hayop ka! hehehe

Speaking of the CRAP team, we will meet this coming Sunday. Wasakan na ata to!!! Oh, another thing, I already purchased the new album, of course, you know what I mean, if you're a fan of them. hehe Great album. I will post my thoughts later. 

Oo nga pala, congrats din pala kay Raims and Claire for the bazaars they joined. Mukhang ganyan na ang career niyo ha, keep it up! The day has come, time really flies fast, a year ago.

Everybody is asking what happened to me. Eto nga, ngarag. Wala naman bago eh. hehe Maraming nangyari pero I am still the same person, unless something really good happens. I am tired of bad things happening in my life. I want to put a stop on it. hehe

Nagshort me sa money so I was not able to buy the shoes I want for Christmas. Bibilin ko na lang siya next month or two. Sa sobrang busy ko this month, di ko napapalitan yung wallpaper ko sa office, even here at house. Thanks for this long off, I can really rest and do the usual stuff that I like, even for a short time. 

Well, sa mga teams ko, mukhang olats na. Sa NBA, mukhang Cleveland lang aariba. Sa PBA, sa 4 na pambato ko, isa lang ang magaling, wala pa rin tatalo sa Alaska. hehe Si Pacman, sobrang yaman na talaga, pero nagulat talaga ako sa paglagay niya sa kangkungan kay Oscar Dela Hoya. hahaha Halatang matagal na di nagblog dito. hehe Nakapunta na din kay Ron Marc ako at kaunting modification na lang sa Deck ko, kaya na. hehe Kaunti na lang, may mga mali lang ako sa mga decisions, but with these set of cards, I can win easily. hehe

Portland ko lumalaban na sa Dallas, ayun, sibak malamang. hehe Many things will end and begin next year. God knows it, but I don't know, as usual, but I am ready for it. I hope, all these problems will just go away, go far away from me. I can't say it was a bad year, but I cannot even say I had a good year. However, I still want to thank God that we're all here, and my friends as well. Thank you all. It was a roller coaster ride, that I don't want to ride it again. hehe

I am still optimistic, I hope that maganda naman mangyari this coming year. And besides, somethings do happen according to plan. hehe 

I have many things to write on but I seems to forget them. hehe Pero I will try to remember them, especially this Tuesday. hehe ano pa nga ba. Wala na ko maisip for now, talagang nasabik lang ako magpost. Ah oo nga pala, our xmas party at Dell? Great... At first, but when the end came, anak ng tokwa, umuwi na ko. hahaha Sayang di ako nanalo sa raffle nila.

I hope I could win next year, if I am still with Dell. hehe 

It's good to be back. Saka, bahala na. Whatever happens, I am still here, wag lang mahimatay ulit. hehehe Never give up, never surrender. (300 ata)