32 Realizations

I kinda missed this. =)

1. Still can't believe I'm this old.

2. Kahit sira na kisame and other stuff, great thing, I'm still here. hehe

3. I really can't leave writing behind. Even I thought to forget or remove whatever, I can't. haha

4. I can feel the age as may times na nakakalimot at ang pagiging pasensyoso eh nababawasan. 

5. I am really single, not single with somebody to take care of.

6. I won't be peaceful if I did that crazy thing years ago. hahaha Mabuti nga yun ganito. Tahimik, may mga problema, pero manageable or just survive. What a relief..

7. I have that planning way back before, I should have avoided some mistakes. Sadly, it happened. I know I may regret or bitter.. But well, then just start right na lang. 

8. Di na ko kumukuha ng mga sounds ko ha.. Parang di na ko nagreresearch about sa sounds ko, nakuha ko na ata. Not really into the new music these days. 
Indeed! Lipas na talaga. haha

9. It's fun to do your own laundry. =)

10. It's an excercise to do chores, lalo na paglilinis!

11. If there is a promo, talagang naparticipate ako. Siyempre, sayang ang libre. hahaha

12. Only Rheg made me this think, I'm competitive. hehe

13. I still don't know how to ride a freaking bike. =(

14. Sana nagdridrive na ko pero wala naman kotse. Ok lang. No worries. Soon. Magaaral pa ko magdrive. hehe

15. Dahil sa pagtanda at priorities, the last computer game na magserious ako eh DOTA 1 or 2. Pero di ko mamemorize lahat ng characters. hahaha

16. I had big and crazy dreams, pero di naman nararating. Now, I only have 2 simple dreams to start with to reach the bigger ones. Secret! =)

17. Actually may ibang dreams ako pero I translated to goals na lang since, ehem gagawin na po. hehe Secret.. 

18. Talagang mahina ko kumain at mukhang sa pagtanda mas hihina pa. It's good news I guess. 

19. Despite I read other blogs, I read more other websites with content or news. Not bad. For inspiration purposes.

20. I hope I read this way earlier in my life. Tamang tama lalo na it happened these past 3-4 years.. http://www.businessinsider.com/why-seeking-less-not-more-is-the-key-to-a-fulfilling-life-2015-4

21. I already forgot the taste of alcohol. Yes.. 

22. I'm someone who is slow to understand but fast to learn. Weird!

23. I always stay calm even the odds or I feel anxious. Look calm is the better description. I don't know.. 

24. I should keep reading books a lot, kaya invest na din. Hehe It helps my style. And learning na din at the same time. 

25. Despite all the circumstances, I love my family and friends.. simple as that. Thank God for them. hahaha

26. Jesus indeed is the way, the truth and the life. Even in times, I was so away.. He always make a way to lead me back to him. I just love this dude. =)

27. My real close friends greet me at the right day of my birthday, well pwede pa hanggang 12. hahaha Lagi naman ganun eh.. 

28. Nihon no tame no watashi no ai sainen.

29. This is the time to do the right things before it's too late. 
30. A lot of things I learned along the way, pero I still love school. Going to school. hehe

31. I'm now feeling the ill effects of being left out single while others are now enjoying their new married lives. hahahahaha 

32. Nice guys finish dead last!

Realizations Abound

Life keeps unravelling realizations as you move forward in life...

I realize that...

Sarcastic pala ako. Hehe

I inherited some traits of my Dad and my Mom. The very best and some bad.

I really think in advance while doing something. Nasanay na kasi dahil sa work ko.

I discovered a treasure not in monetary terms.. Satisfaction I should say through writing. I didn't expect this. Hehe

I am indeed introvert more so as I get older. Maybe I found my circle of best friends I could trust. Pero I should kinda change. I should meet mentors naman. Hehe new and intersting friends.

Kahit etong work ko eh pinakamababa magbigay, akalain mo napakadami ko nabili at nagawa. Effective nga ang financial discpline. Kaso to grow? I need to find ways to earn more. Hehe

Movies for me is like music. I just cant live without it everyday. New kinda addictive thing lalo na pagnakakapanood ako ng films recommended or not. Hehe Films are the best medium to show human creativity through motions, visions and sounds all together in one display. Wow nasabi ko yun? Hehe

Binabaan ko naman standards ko. Preference na lang. Hahaha

My reclined interest in reading helping me lot not thru information but motivation.

Despite chaos within us, I still find Peace. Love. Faith. Hope.

Despite knowledgable in some things. I have short memory loss of sorts. I am quite forgetful now a days. Signs of being 30. =)

Mukhang pagtagal baka vegan na ko pero sana dukan diet lalo na pag may funds. Hehe

That soon, I can do great excercise. Lalo na tapos na yun ibang pinoproblema at pinapagawa. Hehe

Sports fan kahit di naman doing sports. Kahit bilyar di na magawa. Haha

Holy Spirit guided me to say yes of serving Him.

Jesus keeps healing me. Loving me. Saving me. Always.

God is the greatest provider of all. God is clever, he has the own way fulfilling needs in his right time.

How imbecile our government is. Sorry for that harsh word.

Joy Division is my number one band. Well tied with New Order. Hehe

Love really flows into unexpected people.

Blue is the warmest colour.

I should try writing a screenplay for a film.

Technology is essential for me by knowing them but not really buying them all. Hehe

That this new phone of mine is one of the best ive used and worth for keeps. Yes, for keeps. Haha

I love Japan more than anime and manga and Eiga Sai. AV. Haha

I'm getting behind in music these days.. Well what the hell worth listening these days? Hehe

My life won't be complete without M&M's. Music and Movies! Sorry I'm not into sweets very much. Hahaha

Life is ironic. Yet never cease to surprise you.

Life is short. It will be longer once it ends.

Life is love. Worth living for you and for many.

I should be going to our rockin party. Hahahaha =)