2:17

well, I woke at this time in a Sunday Morning.. thinking of posting in my day off.. when I woke up, it's kinda sad.. I don't know why.. maybe Dad is bothering me.. hehe anyway, yesterday was a tiring one, of waiting in the hospital.. I ended up well subscribed the wrong glasses.. so that's why I can't really see those things.. while posting this.. I am watching some videos to my favorite game, Metal Gear Solid.. hehe I was shocked that Solid Snake has a Mom.. hehe

since today is Sunday, let's have a quote.. from my friend..
"My prayer for you: God, please help my friend Alfred to live his life to the fullest. Promote him and cause him to excel above expectations. Help him to shine in darkest places and to love where it is impossible to love. Amen." nice isn't it.. hehe

anyway, when I received that text.. well, I become happy.. at least.. hehe so.. last week like I said.. it was an interesting week.. I just knew something.. somewhere in the past.. love really works in both ways.. if one person likes the person and that person doesn't show love.. that will have a problem.. that's what I discovered before from someone.. and my hunch is correct.. maybe because I learned love in a different way..

there are so many definitions of love.. so many, that everyday, I can write a topic about love.. hehe but that's over.. what I know in love is giving it unconditionally to the person you really want to care.. to accompany with.. to enjoy with..to see and feel every moment in your life.. but the greatest feeling is when you receiving those things with love, unexpectedly.. maybe, even you just like or have interest in that person, but if that person shows right away the "love" without thinking twice.. then you're a lucky guy/girl.. hehe that's what happened to me.. hehe such a lucky bastard.. hehe but I want to thank that person.. I know she's far away.. even our love didn't work out.. well, I still want to thank her.. because I learned so much.. sometimes, you learn it, in a good and bad thing..

love and having a liking to a person is different, infactuation I mean.. if the spelling is correct.. hehe like what happen to me.. well not from ex.. hehe a person who is still special to me.. when we met, hmmm the feeling was there, but as the time goes by.. I felt that maybe this time, we're not really meant for each other.. I enjoy her accompany, the serious talk we had.. but it's not really there.. the love.. she has someone else she love but that's fine.. I am happy for her.. I was laughing hard because I am telling these things to her even I did for her before..

I was not hurt.. not really.. and there was what if's.. what if, if she was the one other than that person.. my life may happen in a different way.. maybe for a better situation or worse.. I don't know.. we don't know.. but well, that's love.. and friendship.. hehe oh well, but one thing for sure.. if the spark comes here.. I am here.. hehe but for now.. I will just here by her side.. and to other special ladies in my life.. hehe whatever they need, except financially.. hehe I am here.. Reggie told me.. you're kind of lucky.. maybe because if I tried to court somebody.. and I failed, I will go to the special consolation prize, which is friendship.. and that's what happened to me.. friendship is really good.. nothing bad happens because friendship is a different thing.. it really does.. hehe coz friendship works for good.. there is no friendship works in a bad way I say.. but friendship, it works for growth for both parties, whether, financially.. spiritually, emotionall sometimes romantically if you're in a relationship with someone else.. like for tips.. hehe but seriously, I am happy with that, with some of my special friends. they're special because of course, they are getting in touch with me, unexpectedly.. so it's a good feeling.. I have special friends even I did not court them before.. hehe or wooing them.. but having special friend in the opposite sex really helps.. except if your current GF is jealous.. hehehe that will be a problem.. but anyhow, of course, my best friends are different but equal footing..hehe

let's just hope that there will be somebody that I will face or meet will kindle that kind of love again.. if you're going to ask, are you looking for a perfect love? nope dude.. each one of us has a different definition of love.. if I feel the love I am looking for.. then let's go!! hehe baka katulong naman ang hanap mo dude.. pare naman... iba naman yun!! hehe eh linggo na, kailangan na magtagalog.. pahinga naman sa anim na araw na pagenglish.. peste.. hahaha

good thing USA won against Spain.. so the next test will be Argentina.. which it's not strong because of the void in their point guard position.. damn.. hehe so, Air 21 should go home with the crown tonight.. and UST? they need to win later to keep those Final Four hopes alive..

tagalog version? ayoko nga.. ang haba eh.. haha