hahaha my last call, well, a customer is looking a flashlight through ebay and he called us about it.. whaaaaaaaaaaatt!!! so well, he dropped the call after I told him, we don't manufacture flashlights.. hehe anyway, I hate to say, but UST will need a miracle to go into the final four!! damn.. they lead 16 points at one point of the game then lost in OT.. see you next year!!! Air 21 lost it's edge on Sunday.. they should win on Wednesday!!! damn..
my blog today has 2 titles because that's what happened for the past 2 days.. Sunday night until Monday night.. actually in 1 day.. hehe I am sad on Sunday night due to my teams lost.. I felt, I wasted time watching TV.. hehe then there is Monday.. hmmmm I am checking some emails and friendster and multiply.. got acquainted with my college friend and gave some, interesting info.. hehe and well, I was able to spoke with somebody speciall.. hehe
after that, well I watched some episodes of Bubble Gang.. I haven't watched that gag show for the longest time.. years I believe since I am working at night.. that's one thing I really hate working at night.. hehe I am missing so many things.. damn.. anyway, there is one segment there, called angelina and her yaya.. angelina is a really spoiled brat.. hehe I laughed at a line "yaya, you're such a loser" with the L sign and conviction by Ogie Alcasid.. hehe and Michael V is the yaya with a visaya accent.. haha that segment made me laugh yesterday..
after that.. after watching those segments and fixing some things in my online accounts.. I ended up sleeping.. I thought sleeping early.. but I can't.. the reason why? the person I met, is always in my presence.. you know, mind and heart.. again, even I am telling myself, it won't work dude because you know the reason.. you already know.. maybe my heart says, don't give up yet.. it's very conflicting with my mind and my heart says.. well, I ended up crying a bit because I don't to happen what happened before.. maybe, I was just eager to go into relationship again.. hehe but I will just enjoy her company.. and see where will be going to.. it's like the feeling I have is between friendship and love.. haha I know you maybe confused but that what's I am seeing and feeling now.. but of course, I want to keep my sanity and not to pressure our great relationship..I don't want to ruin it because of this stupidity.. hehe whatever it is.. I will be waiting.. but if there is a new one.. why not? hehe
well, the one at my back, our PE.. process engineer, not physical ed!! hehe looks somewhat familiar, to again.. someone from the past.. hehe oh well, later after my shift, I will be sleeping.. just sleeping.. my new glasses will be available on Thursday AM and I hope, please, this time, this should be the correct glasses.. after this, I don't know what to say.. or what else to say.. everytime I sleep, or half sleep.. hehe I feel like in a oblivion.. in an alley of dark abyss.. maybe, the problems I have, I really tried to not think about it.. but well, like in the anime Berserk.. I have brand on my neck.. haunting and consuming me.. damn.. God help me.. hehe but my faith won't go away, especially at these times.. faith like the canaanite woman.. well, that was the Gospel this last Sunday..
I checked the blog of my dear college friend.. full of pictures I say.. I don't have one.. but if I really don't have to post one.. what will I do? hehe anyway.. my life has a long way.. a long road to take.. I don't know what kind of road.. maybe it's a pedestrian.. or intersection.. long winding road.. road to sagada? hehe or a rocky road.. or an asphalt road perhaps.. hehe but whatever road it is.. I hope I will reach the end of it.. the end of this misery.. the start of a new dawn..
maybe I really need to finish the book that I should read.. hehe to just give me a peace of mind, other than the Bible.. 1 and a half hour left for freaking lunch.. waaaahhh!!! I am getting tired!!! for the day.. hehe it is very hard to forget such person.. the feeling.. the face.. everything..
do I give up or give in?
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