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Friday, October 23, 2015

Bald Man with Many Faces

I don't know but these days, they calling me Patrick. The name of their ex boss. Good job! hehe Anak ng tinapa, ewan ko ba kung kailan nagsimula na tinatawag ako na ibang pangalan. Dahil kasi may kamukha ako. First days they called me other names, it was hard to accept but as days, or years go by.. I kinda moved on and get used to it.

Surprisingly, I was called Tito Boy at one point, especially with the black glasses I always wear before. Sana pala naghost ako ng the Buzz! hehehe Tapos may portion na mahiwagang salamin, at paano mag tanong. That will be weird look for me. I just can't imagine I can be like that.

Oh paano naman, yun nga, ex OM. Kung ako ang OM, pro agent ako. hahaha Di ako slave driver gaya ng iba diyan ha. Saka di ko masyado pressure ang mga TL. Steady lang ang environment. Basta nakakatawa talaga na tinatawag ako na ganun, napapailing na lang ako.

Well, the most famous look alike I have is our current president! Great thing I am not smoking or making those interrupted coughs. hehehe Kahit iba kami ng pananaw, dalawang bagay yun parehas kami. Magpatawa at mamili ng koreana. Yun nga lang, Grace Lee siya. Kung ako sa kanya, Jinri! hehe Ewan ko ba, yun dating trabaho ko, 90% of the time, Pnoy ang tawag. Nakakahiya lalo na pag malayo pa lang ako, tinatawag na Pnoy ako! Grabe eh. hehe Bwisit talaga, kahit yun mga issues ng bayan, kailangan may sagot ako or kahit fun opinion lang. Si tanga naman ako sumasagot. hahaha

Di lang yun mga kamukha ko, Dad ko daw, which parang nafeel ko nga kamukha ko. Naks. hahaha Or malamang yun isang tito ko din.. Grabe, marami pa ko magiging kamukha pagtagal. Lalo na pagtanda ko..

Kahit gusto ko na magkabuhok, parang kalbo muna ako sa ngayon..

Pwede pala ako mag catch me if you can! Scam na to! =)

Monday, May 25, 2015

ReView

Too late for a review, 19 days later after last month. For the past weeks, eh just be loose at eto, back to normality. At least. Anyway, to sum up last month, it was chaotic for me. Tiring at higit sa lahat, I was shocked. All of the sudden, parang biglang ayoko na.

I can say, it's one of the dumbest moves pero after taking that leap, eh ok naman. I'll just think of other ways. More ways and better ways siguro. I was wrong all the time. However, it's my fault. Pagkakamali ko din.

Of course, I did hurt some people due to this pero I had no other choice as everybody around me or even me, starting to crumble. Naisip at naramdaman ko din na talagang may mali, at worse, after ko umalis eh parang may after effects pa. I don't know, that's what I felt. 
Natapos na at ngayon, kaunti lang options ko just to survive. But thanks to some support eh motivated ako to do work pa. I just need to work fast and enough of being NEET for sometime. hehehe

Anyway, sa ibang post na lang yun. Sa ngayon, masarap makahinga na maluwag. Kahit may takot, eh nakapahinga naman pagkatapos na lahat. It's time to go back to the real work. 
April, was really, let's say, searching month. Searching for the right path, or even sa crisis eh time to think how to survive and live the right way. 

Failure was hard. Pero di ko naman ako makakaluwag if I did not fail.. I accept it and well...

Back to square one. 

Tuesday, February 3, 2015

what if..

Que horror! Anyway, meaning what if they still rule for another well almost a lifetime. I don't know, maybe there is a lot of possibilities can happen..

First, we'll speak fluent, or perfect spanish. Even I don't put as a first love other language, spanish is like almost chinese.. I mean a lot of countries speak spanish and it's a good language to learn or even to speak. Amor! 

Second, a chance perhaps visit Spain. Well, I don't know the great places in Spain but it's looks like Italy but it is lived by Spanish people. I don't know but with the films I watched about spain or just pictures, it looks rustic but with a classic touch. 

Third, I don't know how the Spanish people treat us or example ah foreigners. As much times changed, I don't know if they will be still tyrannical or discriminating if they still own us. For my opinion, it's 50/50. Unlike British who well treat their colony after some time, I don't know with Spanish. Unlikely maybe?

Fourth, ah! Of course, despite their government has somewhat parliamentary type, correct me if I'm wrong, but we are still under the King's power. Which made them, strong at first but in the new millenia including these past years, they kinda sunk financial due to their own beleaguered crisis. They were not stable and you may blame the government or the monarch alone, but you should blame them all perhaps. So, if that happens to them, easily we'll be affected. Just a hunch.

Another, our culture will be definitely gone. I mean, I like our culture except for that procrastination, but our food, even our language or even our provincial culture will be or sadly, not preserve. It depends with the government, or maybe they'll allow us to keep it but it's also 50/50. 

Despite what their government or their Monarch have failed today, come to think of it, if they are our rulers, we'll have better infrastructure, or yet, we are part of EU?! Yeah right.. 

I'm thinking a lot of possibilities but one factor will stand out, we'll be mixed with a very, utterly, beautiful race! hahahahaha Men and women, darn right! Spanish people, simply one of the great looking people in the world.  I'm thinking what if I look spanish. =)

Not only beautiful race but also physically, I mean we could have somebody to compete for olympics or football and yeah, basketball! Come to think of it, we'll have pinoy players in Euroleague, 

olympics and better yet NBA?!

No está nada mal , una ilusión

Wednesday, May 28, 2014

unplanned 55

Indiana, paano ba yan, parang pinahirapan niyong buo na line up whole season, boom panes! hahaha Sabagay, game 3 pa lang. Pero ang nagpapahinga sa kanila kasi yun play nila na dalawa lang. Pick and roll and set up shot kay David West. O Iso kay Bad Lance or Paul George na di naman consistent. Di naman shooter kasi yun dalawa. O kahit isa sa mga team nila. Kakatawa.. Tignan natin. hehe

Well, mabuti na lang nakabalik na yun net. At higit sa lahat, spending the last days. hehe Hmmmm hay, kala ko magiiba na ko ng career or balik negosyo which is the hardest option but God gave me a chance to work sa gusto ko program SAP... The one I hate in college which it may give me a brighter future. Accounting... Geez.. I can't believe this.  Although not implementation or even the wider scale, as user lang but it will be a great start. =) At record na agad for the nearest work. hehe

Ah, kakapanood ko lang ng San Mig Coffee laban kanina, ewan ko kung bakit parang nakiki band wagon na din. hehe Galing kasi kaso nasilat kina Kracken. Malakas ang chance nila na grandslam. Pero technically grandslam na sila, kaso yun last year kasi sa ibang season. Weird. ROS kasi sobrang bugbog na, Alaska mapapalitan pa ng coach! Agad agad? Baket? 

This week will be interesting, hmmmmm All will be prepared, and start of conversion.. Tuloy tuloy na dapat.. Ah, meeting somebody kinda close even we haven't met even once. hahaha And another one as well or many.. I don't know. I hope their sked eh maluwag. Saka a lot things need to do. Hay biglang busy again, pero for the good. 

I am now planning for the last 6 months of the year, at medyo tight everything, and do something productive outside work. Matuloy na sana first getting fit and second, studying again, a different thing. A surprise for me. 

Ahhhh Wow this year, it started slow, but as months goes by.. Getting better and better. Basta iwas sa mga bad. =)

OKC? Di ako fan niyan.. Baka daw bumalik pa si Ibaka? Bakit pa? Baka magdala lang ng walis yan!!! Wahhh!!!! 

What else? For now.. 

Feeling the bliss of 30 years coming to an end. 

Entering a new breath of life, I hope this time, for a success part of life!

Monday, February 24, 2014

unplanned 54

A lot of cramming I suppose. hehe Grabe, dami kong backlog in all facets in my life pero ok lang. This month will start for being serious. Tapos na yun ibang gagawin and time to focus yun mga kailangan kong gawin for me. Sound selfish but well, I need to.

Bad trip ang panahon nung January at idagdag pa ang crappy internet connection leading me na nadelay ang post sa blogsites ko. But good thing, bumalik ang mainit na panahon at medyo may connection na sa internet.

Umay na din ako sa balitang Vhong Navarro. For the past weeks, it's pathetic that this simple case of a dude who just want to have a good time ended up beaten and caught national attention. At ang lesson na sinabi niya, be faithful. What I understand, just don't get tubero sa BGC. hehe At magingat sa pagdala ng food sa condo. Geez.. Enough please.

Sad to hear na si Tado eh sumakabilang buhay na. At mas nakakalungkot nangyari eh sa bus na not exactly sinakyan namin dati papuntang Sagada but yun na, nadali siya. 

Kawawa naman, well, I hope it won't affect other tourist to go there o kahit ako pero sayang si Tado. Sa strangebrew days pa naman, siya yun driving force sa patawa talaga o kahit san siya magpakita, ayos siya lalo na sa radio show nilang brewrats. 

Anyway, what else ah, ayun matatalo na bukas ang Gaynebra este Ginebra. hahaha Scripted daw eh, so kailangang mag game 7 tapos talo din pala sila. Malaki problema ng Ginebra, kahit magfinals sila, grabe pagod sila, naghahabol sila at parang mas nawala yun chemistry nila nung nagplayoffs.. Tsk Tsk Tsk, bad omen. Ang kalaban lang naman nila sa finals eh yun team na isang beses natalo sa playoffs, 12 other games, panalo.. ROS! hehe Yun Alaska ko, next conference sila umayos!

Sa darating na NBA all star weekend, wag na magtaka o isipin sira ang graphics ng TV kung makikita na parang lahat ng events may isang pangalan ang nangingibabaw. Damian Lilliard. hehe Kakatuwa, marketing style daw nila yun para makilala siya. Sabagay, last year grabe na ginawa niya, kaunti pa din nakakilala sa kanya, kahit this year ha. Sabagay, may talent nga talaga yun player.. Nagulat lang ako pati Dunk Contest eh kasama siya. Anyway, give Kudos to that dude!

Actually this month, medyo mahihirapan ako magsulat. Naubusan na naman ako ng topic. Geez, I'm thinking what to write.

No, not love again?!

This shows a lot catching up to do.

Even in love. =)

Tuesday, January 28, 2014

Kung Ako'y Isang..

(engineer)

Habang naglalakad ako papuntang work eh ang daming ginagawa sa kalsada. Road work, nilalagyan ng aspalto yun daan para kuminis. Sa isip isip ko, nagtitipid lang ang gobyerno. Short term solution but it won't last. hehe Thanks to Dad na hindi lang Architect, kung hindi Engineer pa, tapos mechanic, carpentero and lahat na, alam na. Kaw na po Dad! hehe

Kahit mga buildings sa Makati or any high rise lalo na condos, the reason maganda ang building eh di dahil sa design or materials or even nice tiles or flooring, eh dahil na din sa engineering. Strength kung baga ng building using such design, lalo na wag naman po, earthquakes. 

Or kahit sa kotse, kahit anong ganda ng kotse eh kung sirain o ka karag agad sa kaunting mileage eh panget di ba. It lasts long kasi sa engineering ng car. 

Engineering also apply halos sa lahat ng bagay, furnitures, supplies, kahit appliances ata or even management!  

According sa Wiki, Engineering is defined as "The creative application of scientific principles to design or develop structures, machines, apparatus, or manufacturing processes, or works utilizing them singly or in combination; or to construct or operate the same with full cognizance of their design; or to forecast their behavior under specific operating conditions; all as respects an intended function, economics of operation or safety to life and property"

Ibig sabihin it is an engineer's job to make sure that the design works under all conditions in a most safe and efficient way. Mahirap din pala work nila.

Naisip ko kung Engineer ako, anong field kaya?
Chemical pwede kaso may allergic reactions ako, sayang halo halo ng mga chemicals and check if it's safe, ok na! hehe

Mechanical, hmmm palpak ako sa physics eh. hehe Saka di ako nasanay magkalikot ng mga gamit, so ibig sabihin pati Electrical, malabo din. 

Geo/Gas is good! Wala naman masyado ata iisipin dun, kaso buhay mo naman ang alanganin lalo kung Mining? Geez, one step to death, all the time. Saka ayoko maassign sa Middle East or sa dagat pag Gas, grabe, kung hindi sa sobrang init at desolate places, mapipirata ka pa sa dagat! Kapapanood lang kasi ng Captain Phillips. hehe

Dalawa lang ang nakikita ko pwede ako. One is Civil Engineering which involves public works and roads, o kahit building. Malaking kita este matutulong sa lahat pag ok siyempre yun mga project kahit simpleng road project or drainage eh ok na yun ha. Lalo kung makakabawas baha o makakaayos ng trapik. Gusto ko kasi dito eh di ka naman gagawa ng malaking building, puro daan, flyover or even foot bridge. hehe Madali lang kung baga.

Lastly computer engineering, which for me suits me. I think it won't only deal sa software, kung hindi sa hardware din, yun strength ng every part of CPU or mobile computing. Lalo na sa mga panahon to, napakabilis magupdate ng software at lalo na ng hardware so it's an endless innovation and engineering to achieve the fastest, effective and smartest computing which we may end up making robots with AI in the future. It may come soon than what we think of.

Well, yun lang naiisip ko na bagay sa kin. Actually akala ko nung bata ako, pag engineer..

Siya yun may suot ng Yellow Hard Hat. hahaha

Monday, November 25, 2013

broken lines (collection 40)

Bagyo umalis,
ngunit hindi pa tapos,
pinsala dito.

Hangin kalmado,
pero bakas ng bagyo,
di pa naalis.

Sikat ng araw,
natanaw, sakit dulot,
di man mawala.

Nawala lahat,
gamit, tirahan, buhay.
Parang tagtuyot.

Lahat balisa,
hanap ng tulong, lingap.
Para sumibol.

Iniisip na,
ito'y parusa, ganti.
Sa atin mali.

Nawa'y dumako
tayo sa pagbangon, at
simula ulit.

Bigay pag-asa,
magmahal, bayanihan.
Huwag sumuko.

Bagama't hirap,
pagsubok nangyari.
Tatag ng lahi.

Magsimula na,
kung lahat magkaisa..
Tungo sa matatag na bansa.

Na kahit ano,
dating mga bagyo o unos...
Dasal lang sa Maykapal!

Tikas ng Pinas,
Ating ipamamalas!

Tuesday, October 29, 2013

Kung Ako'y Isang..

(titser)

I thought of being one pero naisip ko matuto kaya ang mga students ko? hehe

I feel happy tuwing may nakikita ako na kahit anong subject or simply task from sa skul o kahit work eh nagagamit nila yun tinuro ko at naging helpful sa kanila. 

It's easy to teach one on one pero pag 30 plus students? I don't think I can handle that right away! 

As a student before, well I'm not really into having a close relationship with a teacher or prof. Pero may mga nag inspire sakin not to be one pero at least to do better in life. Lalo na recommendation or positive feed back or kahit mabait lang siya sa lahat ng students, I looked up to that titser. May iba na kahit di naman magaling or let's say di ko alam kung bakit siya naging teacher. hehe There were profs na masasabing ko kahit di naman masyado nagturo eh natuto naman ako sa experience nila. Parang goal kung baga. Marami akong prof na ganun lalo na sa commerce. 

Subject of teaching? Hmmmm As much gusto ko math pero di naman expert. hehe Ah pwede writing but I'm not Lit graduate. hehe Ah history! But it's hard to keep students perky.. As much I love history or social studies or anything about human interaction, it's really a boring subject. A lot of talking.. Talking and discussion. All in the same boring style. hehe I can make it lively maybe film showing or more activities siguro.

I will teach them in a more sharing way. Very technical eh nakakabore sa students so I'll make it personal and kinda strict. Lalo na sa mga pasaway na bata!! Marami pa naman these days. hehe But instead of punishing them dearly unless kung grave talaga offense, I still guide them, give them a chance to improve or change kasi di naman for me yun.. It's for them and their future.

Hmmm Ah!!!! I want to teach, not here or US.. Japanese High school!!! bwahahaha Manyak na to!!! Sensei, taskete!! Yosh!! hehe First choice. Second choice, hmmm private school here, please not all boys.. Kung walang no choice. hehe Coed sana. Third choice definitely in college, alma matter!! hehe 

Naisip ko nga, sa sobrang mahal ko sa UST, for example if I got really truly rich, I'll help their commerce dept or BA which now ha, improving at least. I want to see that college at par with the big universities here kasi lag talaga sila. Or even better than them. 

Sana mangyari yun, if God's will. hehe Unending grace. Indeed.

I have some look or routine siguro pagnagturo ako, hmmmm start an opening prayer or if non catholic or well basta siguro greeting na lang. Then start of updates, like review din tapos main topic of the day, o pag tinamad chikahan sa students.. hehe interaction perhaps. Then end ng session a prayer or simple good bye. Thank you for coming! hehe 

Alam ko risk ng being a teaher.. Open to not only bad or harsh criticism but the worst. Temptations, well lalo na sa HS.. then ehem.. Students well.. Oh well. hehehe Tapos power and authority figure, tempting din or it's for the good but minsan masama din sa sarili mo pag sumobra. You know.. 

Or sa lahat na nakikita ko or nakilala ko prof, common is either you marry late or remain single forever. Because yun mga teachers here or I mean any teacher has a heart or knack of mentoring kids, goes beyond mentoring.. Sometimes they became second family or parents kung baga. Mahirap maexplain pero most of them, ganun, they pour much effort to make sure kids will not only learn but to be..

A better person through sharing of experience, helping or guidance, motivation at higit sa lahat, making school fun! I know di lahat ng titser ganun pero may ilan they do that. More than their pay grade. 

At may ibang prof, bibigyan ka pa ng tips at ishare ko pa sa mga students ko pagnakataon lang. When it comes to choosing love or just looking for love.. 

"Pick and pick then you select!"

Nagbabasa pa din kaya siya ng dyaryo at inom ng kape ngayon habang nasa Klase? =)

Wednesday, June 26, 2013

Misconceptions

Misunderstood, wrongfully accused, akala kaw yun or being prejudiced. Naks. Pare-parehas lang yun.. Hay minsan, tanggapin na lang. First impressions do last! hehe

- Di po ko the third nor Junior. Geez, malinaw naman ang sulat ko o kahit sa ID. At sa birth cert di ba hehe

- Di po ko basketball player, dati naglalaro ako kaso malabo na mata ko, at yun nga nainjure pa ang aking right leg. Although pwede nasa sa excercise and stuff, still malabo na for basketball. Sayang ang tangkad ko. 

- Di po ko si Pnoy. I wish, para lahat ng ladies pwede madate! Kung ayaw niya kay Grace Lee, I'll go for Jinri Park! hahahaha

- Sa tangkad ko po ito, di po ko palaaway or malakas boses. Actually I'm still shy, introvert or whatever, basta di ako center of attention. I do due to height. Damn. hehe

- Di po ko mukhang Chinese, I wish sana Japanese kaso malabo I don't have features of a normal japanese dude, ah mayroon pala, hmmmmm guess what. =)

- Di pa po ko malusog, overweight pa nga ko at di pa maeexcercise. Someday. hehe 

- Di po ko badet. hehe Nagkataon kasi mas marami ako male friends than girl friends. Hmmm galing kasi all boys at pag dating naman ng college, nahihiya pa ko lumapit sa girls, guys muna nabarkada ko.

- Wala po ko sakit or cancer, salamat naman. Kalbo ako kasi yun gitna sa ulo ko, malabo na matubuan kasi sa operasyon. Thanks pala sa mga nagsasabi mas bagay sa kin. hehe

- Di po ko malakas, as in well built. Malakas kumain oo. hehe But yeah, I'm just weak sometimes. =(

- Di po ko snub or walang paki or di malapitan kasi nakasimangot o malungkot ako. hehehe Ah like I always say, marami lang siguro ako iniisip or ganito lang ako. Masayahin naman ako, di lang kita. I'll do my best to smile all the time or at least, be alert. At sociable, ask them... Deep inside I'm loving. Naks hehe

- Wala po ko anak. Ah as far as I know or others know, wala pa naman. Walang nga fiance or simple GF. hehehe

- Di po June 12 or other days ng June ang birthday ko. Hay. But still I accept late greetings. hahaha 

- Ah I don't look or sound 40, it's just my voice. =)

- Di po ko DJ, oh I wish! hahaha Thanks for that compliment. Or even, a commanding voice daw. O ha!!!

- Ah di naman ako lagi nagmamadali, maybe I'm just want to finish it fast. Para marami pang gagawin o makapahinga agad.

- Di po ko matapang like others say, sa loob loob ko, grabe, may nerbyos din ako like Dad! hahaha

- Di po ko lawyer or doctor due to my scribbles, I mean handwriting, ah.. Pasensya na, talagang di na maiimprove ang aking permanship. hehe

- Even I throw a line or two, I know they will laugh or have fun to it, pero sometimes it's either the truth or sarcastic.

- Minsan nagkumpisal ako, some times they ask kung Pari din ako o pinagkakamalan. hehe Di po ko Pari, as much that is quite interesting, walang calling po talaga. =)

- Di na mataas ang standards. Naku dami magcocomment. 

Ayun lang, hay laging ganyan pero ok lang! At least may pumapansin. 

I hope my other good impressions will last.