Prayer for Family

I pray for my Family, for my loving parents. For my Mom and Dad who are quite sick. For Dad, less stress and please give him a good health always. Check out to him especially in his condition. To Mom, please help her always. Please let her know to enjoy life despite in this situation. For both of them, I hope and pray that one day, even they are not together, they will forgive each other and have peace for the rest of their lives.

To all the siblings, to continue help and look of each other despite the problems or struggles we face. To Kuya Allan, help him to be productive and provide for his son. To Ate Aila, please help her in her financial difficulties and take care of her as well and her family. To Kuya Alpro, help him to move on on what happened, bless him with more opportunities to move up and make up. Please help his family as well and bless them. To Algerro, I continue to pray for wisdom that he can be as happy and peaceful everyday. If you can help him to live normally, that will be great. For me, you know what I always pray for.  To all members of the family, I continue to pray for blessings and forgiveness. May we serve you always oh God and we live 
through your love and grace. 

Please bless us as always. 

Kuya Alpro

The reason I don't smoke was because of him. =) Very graphic yun nakita ko dati like he's in sick, spitting blood dati especially nung teenage years pa siya.. I saw that and said to myself because of that graphic effect of smoking which na tinigil niya din eh di talaga ako magyoyosi. I still stand that decree until this moment. No regrets about it and kahit peer pressure na matindi coming from work or other people, no way I'm going to smoke. 

But other than that, siyempre idol ko naman si Kuya in other ways. Like his built, addict sa pagpapalaki ng katawan even he still feels maliit pa daw. He's well built already. Another, if there's a great example of coming back in life eh kahit di naman siya tapos ng college, mas malaki pa kinkita niya sa min magkakapatid! hehe It's all due to hard work, smarts and preseverance. Sipag at tiyaga talaga in layman's terms. Even sa dami ng experiences niya from different companies eh or different ventures na pagdaanan niya eh he end up sa kanyang long standing business. Cellphone business. How many times na ako nayaya niya? Around 3 na, pero in the end eh nagsama naman kami for some time, 3 years. I know it's a worthwhile business relationship with him eh ganun talaga, iba yun trip ko saka nagkamali lang ako ng diskarte for the 4th year of running the biz. At nagkataon pa nawala ang great job na gusto ko pa naman. Alat na talaga. 

Saka bilib din ako sa tibay ng loob ni Kuya, with all the misfortunes and losses, he's still standing and doing the same strategy all over again. He just don't quit kasi siyempre inspired to do a living not only for himself but also for his family. =) Kaya talagang I can't rebutt in some things kasi well, he's doing it for his family. I can give him advice all day but he's still the one will decide what's good for his family. Marami ako natutunan sa kanya, from sales, dealings with customers at siyempre sa mga tao mo. Diskarte sa negosyo, financing na din and dealing with suppliers, at san mo hahanapin ang suppliers din, at paano din ang working relationship with them. Ika nga niya, sa negosyo lahat ng aspeto malasin ka na o bad shot na, wag lang ang relationship with your suppliers. Tama nga siya, aba kung bad shot ka sa kasyoso mo o supplier mo, aba wala ka ibebenta. hehe 

Despite some troubles lalo na this year for him, I know he will do a lot for the good decisions for the upcoming times. Sana he can handle the finances well for his family needs at the business needs na din. I know he has a strong faith dahil lourdesian at never questioned God for everything bad happen to him. Kahit kinukulit niya ko magexcercise aba, don't worry tol, I just need some funds at equipment, may video na ko ready, magiging fit na din ako. Wait and see. hehe

Tol, kahit malayo agwat ng edad natin eh nagpapasalamat pa din ako na ginabay mo ko sa buhay. Kahit di mo naman ako nagpapagsabihan like other brothers do, looking over your younger brother, alam ko naman ang reason eh. Lalo na may pamilya ka na, as I always see you naman, I don't need some advices na or sermon siguro. I can handle myself and due to the events that happened to you. Pains and joys that you've experienced and luckily, surviving these hard times. I hope one day, you'll understand that it's really better to live in separate ways. It's not I don't love you or like living here together, but it's better for your family. Peace na din at walang titingin talaga sayo, lalo na si Mommy. hehe

I hope and pray always na magkaayos na kayo, alam mo na kung sino sila. hehe At I pray for the success ang longevity of your business and I hope it will grow kung di naman same venture, other profitable venture. You can always approach me for some help, wag lang siguro talaga sa pera. hehe Sorry tol na din kung I failed you before, lalo na sa mga magkasama tayo sa shop. Kung ano yun nasabi mo sa kin, ok lang yun, di naman ako galit or whatever, tapos na yun. It helped me a lot, at sana coming from you din. 

Continue praying to God at yes, just come close to him and di lang bagay na physical na bibigay niya sayo. The one you really need, peace of mind. Pray everyday and do good na din sa ibang tao, kahit simple tulong sa iba, malaking bagay na yun for him. Jesus will guide you all the way and yes, Holy Spirit will give you strength and wisdom that you need each day. =)

Lourdesian ka at you need to be strong to your faith, hope and love. hehe I always pray naman to Prong na he'll guide you and sila Ate Jen at Jeleane. Speaking about them, aba dont' worry. I love Ate Jen like my Ate at lalo na ang una kong pamangkin si Jeleane, I'll see what I can do to help her in the studies.. I hope jeez iba na ang HS ngayon, sakit sa ulo. hehe At siyempre guiding her as she grows old. 

I don't know if I was able to really come close to you, but what I feel for these past years..

I did come close to you, Kuya Alpro! I'm really proud of you! =)

Very ironic, sana iba na lang pangalan mo, pero sabagay yun Al panalo eh. Pati sa chicks dati nung HS! hahaha Joke

realizations (part 9)

happy new year!!!!!!

133. Truth really set us free. Like me. hehe

134. I should have sided the right part of the house.

135. sana sumunod na lang ako sa options dati. hehe I hope I can still do that, better late than never.

136. I have downloaded more dark films than lighter films. But it doesn't mean I'm mad or scary. hehe

137. I love my family despite what happened to me.

138. I should gave myself a priority before than giving a priority to others. Help yourself before helping others. I am not selfish it's just it drained me. hehe

139. may mga taong talagang mabait. Lalo na ang mga kaibigan nandiyan lagi sa pagkakataon kailangan ng tulong. Salamat mga pare ko at "friends" ko.hehe

140. sometimes I need to push myself, further.

141. I really love Sarsi.

142. I know I already done it but you really need to forgive. Let others do the penalty for those who hurt you. hehe Bad karma for short. However, forgiveness makes you not godlike but at least, following him. Him above.

143. her. I still.

144. We do live because we have a purpose. I still don't know the whole purpose. hehe But I'm getting there.

145. 5 years is indeed damn fast. Wow.

146. dapat di na ko nagpakahirap hanapin yun avatar sa cinehan. hehe Peste. Sabagay kaysa manood ng Wapakman. hehe

147. Oh yes, I love dissing films that I know it will be a crap, some ol' crap. Like the one above. Another angels and demons.

148. Life will be different and better next year, I believe on that. Our lives.

149. Except for our country, it will become worse. yah. hehe

150. we should meet again. please, be good.

New Year Revelry

One hour before going to a new year..

Sabagay kanina eh may picture kami lahat, a whole family!!!!! Hehe Once in a century event. Bwahahaha

Two nights ago was a blast.

Damn CRAP, akalain mo kakain ng madami tapos laro pa ng CS, at uuwi ka ng 5am. Well, magbubukas ka ng shop ng 9am. Ayos, very good for our health. hehe

Mabuti nga at nagkita kaming apat na maayos, masaya at higit sa lahat, lalong lumakas ang samahan. Kaya sa new year, malamang sila ang mga pinakaaasahan ko mga kaibigan sa buhay. Di lang sa new year, it will be forever I guess. hehe Ang sweet. They are just in my back, or should I say, each other backs.

Three things I only wish for the New Year. Health, Prosperity and closer to God.

After knowing the truths, and looking back on those events, God never left me alone. I know I prayed a lot and asked those things I want asap. I did not come asap, but it did come at the time I needed it. hehe He knows everything and he knows what's better for us. I thank him and I hope that this new year, that he will always be my side and to all of us.

He is indeed a Big God. Thanks to him, I am still here and my family, even not together, nandiyan lang sila lagi, naghihintay at handa maging gabay sa isa't isa. Ang lalim naman. hehe Salamat!!!!

For new things to come, it will be a busy new year especially for me. I'll do that I never thought of doing, so let's dive into it. hehe If it works, then I'm kinda lucky. hehe I should believe in luck but not always.

Happy new year!!!!!!! Damn, yun usok sana di pumasok sa kwarto ko. hehe

A lot of surprises to come. Definitely. Just keep reading. hehehe

By the way, I hope, she is fine... and recover.

Tiger pala ang next year ha. Year of the growling tigers!!! hehe Talo na naman ang UST next year!!!! hehe

Release the tiger in me?! Naks. Scary. Rah!!!!

a Christmas rush

I haven't get any sleep or rest for a while, but after what happened these holidays, especially Christmas, it was a very good time.

Before Christmas, I already know what will I do, it's like a kid who saw a great toy. The thing that I should do. Well, things I should do. Thanks to some people who gave me some enlightenment and most especially, God.

Truth as well..

Before Christmas, well, very busy, from running to shop to shop and I tried to get a rest but oh well, so many customers. Hehe

Then, yeah, as I visited Dad and Algerro. I also what, eat and ate. hehe Damn it's Christmas and I changed my appetite, missed a lot of good food and oh well. hehe

Before Christmas as well, I've done which I never did like years already, going mass before Christmas. Before, I am with Dad or some years, Mom, but as time goes by, I am with myself. Watching the play of the nativity and of course, the mass proper. Standing for one and a half hours of pure hope, faith and love from him.

Christmas came, oh well, I should be with the other side of the trip. hehe But that's fine, went to Moonwalk, and it changed a lot. Met some uncles and aunties, and Ni�a Jose table calendar. Nice chick. hehehe Went home, sleep and next day? Work. Kinda went to the malls and want to watch Avatar. Unfortunately, since it's MMFF, Avatar is only at Imax.

Forget it. Just played my timezone card. hehe

After a hard day's work. That's it.

A very boring yet fulfilling Chirstmas. Boring because nothing much happened, except for the eve of Christmas which all the siblings are here, giving money and singing their hearts out. hehe Yeah, I am not that type of guy. That's why I said boring. hehe

Fulfilling because the support I got from my family, is up a notch. Never been this before. Do what will make you better. As long you're ok with it. They are there to understand. It's once in a blue moon. hehe But I'll take it and that is one of the best gifts I got in Christmas, support and well, a family.

Not material, not in new paper bill, but something you keep not only for the whole new year but for a lifetime. Oh yes, better than the toy gun I got decades ago. hehe

Kinda late but like she said, Happy Christmas!!!!!