Ring! Ring!

QC

part three

The next part in QC I want to discuss, is the kinda new built around 5 years ago, cool name as well.. UP Technohub! UP owns the land but with a collaboration with Ayalaland, they set up this land for BPO offices and at the same time, kinda research or development center with UP. Until now, I haven't see that part really.

Anyway, let's start going around into this place and see which centers are here.

At the middle, it's like a commercial center which it has restaurants and some stores all over it. Mostly restaurants but suprisingly it has timezone, CDR king and of course, BPI. I forgot, they have Globe Store and Power Mac if I'm correct.. If its not there, I'm sorry. hehe

The food restaurants located here are not bad really! KFC, Yellow Cab, Mister Kabab and many more. At night, this spot has a high vehicle traffic because cars are here because it's the only way I guess they can go around. It's great here because my favorite convenient stores are here, Family Mart and Mini Stop!

Not bad for an appetizer..

PointWest - Interesting office, it has a branch in citibank tower in Ayala. As the website says, it is a local IT firm which caters global clients through IT services. I tried their prelimary exam and I can say, I should really study word problems way back high school. Geez.. That is my weakness and I failed that pest, sorry test. But at my brief stay there, wow.. Cool IT office, spacious desk, flexi time and most of all, IT stuff! I hope I could improve my word math problems skills so I can try my witts again in this firm. I don't know how much they earn though.

Manulife - A leading global insurance company. It shows in the name right? hehe Don't be confused the Manulife in Ayala Ave.. That is their local office, I mean it caters the local customers. This one in UP is for inhouse outsource functions and what I heard, they mostly cater US LOBs. It means, their workshift is at night. I'm not sure if their compensation package became higher coz when I applied before, it's quite small. It's like working in EPLDT again and no increase whatsoever. I'm not sure if they still pay that much today but one thing is for sure, their test is fun to answer.

For now, let's breathe and stop for a while at this part of Technohub.

Don't worry, this site is enormous! hehe

ReView

Too late for a review, 19 days later after last month. For the past weeks, eh just be loose at eto, back to normality. At least. Anyway, to sum up last month, it was chaotic for me. Tiring at higit sa lahat, I was shocked. All of the sudden, parang biglang ayoko na.

I can say, it's one of the dumbest moves pero after taking that leap, eh ok naman. I'll just think of other ways. More ways and better ways siguro. I was wrong all the time. However, it's my fault. Pagkakamali ko din.

Of course, I did hurt some people due to this pero I had no other choice as everybody around me or even me, starting to crumble. Naisip at naramdaman ko din na talagang may mali, at worse, after ko umalis eh parang may after effects pa. I don't know, that's what I felt. 
Natapos na at ngayon, kaunti lang options ko just to survive. But thanks to some support eh motivated ako to do work pa. I just need to work fast and enough of being NEET for sometime. hehehe

Anyway, sa ibang post na lang yun. Sa ngayon, masarap makahinga na maluwag. Kahit may takot, eh nakapahinga naman pagkatapos na lahat. It's time to go back to the real work. 
April, was really, let's say, searching month. Searching for the right path, or even sa crisis eh time to think how to survive and live the right way. 

Failure was hard. Pero di ko naman ako makakaluwag if I did not fail.. I accept it and well...

Back to square one. 

Avengers: Age of Ultron

After watching for 2 and a half hours, the first thing I felt, it's kinda mixed feelings! It's great and worse. But not like when you watched transformers movies these years. It's great because of the visual spectacle I saw including the heroes really come alive again. Thor, Iron Man, Cap America, Hulk and the 2 nuisance heroes of Black Widow and Hawkeye. I called them nuisance maybe due to the lack of superhero ability. Then the twins of course, Scarlet Witch and Quicksilver (Avengers mode not Xmen mode), welcome additions of course and necessary. Don't forget Ultron and the surprise late addition of Vision!

The great things happened in this film were as follows.. First, besides of the cool looking heroes, how about the great action sequences in this sequel! I love the sequences which the heroes teaming their powers, like Cap and Thor move! Great team move.. Then Black Widow picking up things and just running and talking plus taming the Hulk. I forgot the other team ups. Sorry. hehe Anyway, the best scene and really stands out even I hoped it was for the great final battle, Hulk versus Iron Man in a hulkbuster suit. That's the reason it was called hulkbuster suit. That scene made me breathless and at the same time, just gave me a smile at the end. I wonder how much they funded that scene. 

Another great factor, give credit to Joss Whedon for making this film awesome despite I felt it was made in a rushed pace. I mean with the Marvel set the release date and sorts, he still made this film in a grand way putting all the stuff and still looks great even with some flaws. I commend how the pace he set in this film, no dull moments, and how the interaction of the characters made sense. Despite the action sequences were not that fantastic, he showed it in detail every second until it finishes. For short, its not dizzy despite a lot of CGI, like transformers or the recent Furious 7. CGI effects were polished and not you can say rushed. Give also credit for Joss that he gave up directing this film. It's not I hate or did not like what he did for the 2 avengers flicks, but it's just the pressure and expectations for the next Avengers will be so high that I want to get out of it, if I'm Joss. Geez, take a break and give it to somebody else. Besides, he admits, this film really drained him out. It's also great opportunity for the new directors to think and at the same time, well... Make every preparation successful until the infinity war starts. Great job by Joss! Thanks for making Avengers in the right way.

Lastly, don't forget the actors assembled for this film. Great to see Robert Downey, then Chris Evans, Chris Hemsworth, Scarlett doing this despite being pregnant, Jeremy Renner, Mark Ruffalo and a lot more. James Spader did really a great job of being Ultron, great voice for the character. Notable actors, Andy Serkis as that dealer of vibranium if I got it right.. The twins of course, Elizabeth Olsen and Aaron Taylor-Johnson. From being a couple in Godzilla to siblings in Avengers, I feel, they are more fit as a couple. hehe They have that chemistry! Well, it's not what they did in Avengers was bad, but just a side note. They are better as a couple in films. That being said, almost all of them fit in their respective roles except maybe for the Korean doctor. She looks great and acted but it just well, they are other actresses can do that or can stand out. Still, great casting choice.

I admit that this film fell short of my expectations, and the first big flaw was the screenplay for this movie, it was rushed. First scenes came in then shown right away that they were raiding the hydra base. Geez, what a good start without a little explanation how they assembled again and discovered that base! That was fast! 

I do understand that Joss and his team needs to really change the story from the comic books for this film. Even I'm more interested for that plot, it's Ant Man's fault! If Ant Man was shown early, then this won't happen. Despite all that, Ultron was made through the smart moves by Tony Stark and Bruce Banner. At that point, I can accept that, but when Ultron starts moving and developing, until reaches became Ultron, wow.. He just showed up and says I'm Mr. Smith and humans were virus and destroy them all. Wow, that was fast.. Despite Ultron looks great and kinda overacting because he moves like an android not a robot, that came so fast.  He was scary and menacing but no other qualities shown in this film. That comes when he was killed that easily. hehe Good job. 

Another thing, I hope instead of asteroid finishing the earth, how about finishing the Avengers instead, one by one. That is more cool that the usual asteroid or bomb destruction strategy. That's one of the reasons why the first really works well as Loki has a great plan and really made the Avengers give their all. In this one, I just got felt Ultron has a simple strategy and felt that final battle was a let down. Just save the people, stop Ultron and that's it. That was also rushed. 

The dialogue as well was not that expansive or fun. Although it was darker than the first one, it doesn't mean, from start to finish, it should have a dark tone. It can be darker in terms of what happened in this film, not removing the fun dialogue. I felt that in this film, it has the less fun than the first. Take a great example of Kingsmen, it has fun moments but really has also dark moments.  
Well, despite those flaws, I still love the film, just a shade below of the first one and yes, I love how Vision entered to the team, and looking forward more of him in the next films. Well, he is important anyway. hehe At last, after 5 films, we can see Paul Bettany. haha Great actor anyway. 

Great thing, I watched this for free,  so thanks for the eplus card. After many flicks I watched using that card, a great time to use the free movie pass!

Marvel, after this film, will have tougher challenges ahead. I feel, like my older brother's sense, that Ant Man will fail. I just don't feel something good at the film. I'll wait for the critics to see it first. Then, civil war comes next year which made to stop batman versus superman. I want to watch both films, no doubt, but I doubt if Civil War made for it's own way or just to neutralize Batman versus Superman. I hope, they just do it in a great way not for competing that other film. 

Great thing, they were able to deal with the Spiderman thing. However, that's not enough really to have a great build up for Infinity War. That won't entice me to watch Infinity War as most of the characters are not there. Namely, X-Men and Fantastic Four, which I know that's a small number but they are important in the war. They still have time to get the rights issue fixed but as long it's not possible, Infinity War will bomb big time. I hope Marvel thought of that before showing Thanos and the infinity gems. Geez, Marvel can just offer big money to Fox to allow the other characters they hold showing in that big war. 

If they are able to pull this off, then that's the best comic book adaptation film of all time. 

I won't be suprised if DC is more prepared than Marvel when it comes of doing the big heroes war set up. 

Sorry for the long review, I haven't write for a long time. =)
Sorry Avengers, I still put Kingsmen on top quality wise, until there is a mad man coming.. 

Jdorama: Amachan

Jejejeje!! haha Dito pala nakuha ang expression na yun! I mean, hanggang ngayon tuwing naririnig ko yun opening theme niya, natutuwa ako. I admit, I got addicted to this. I mean.. Well, noong bata ako siyempre TV lang naman ang kaadikan at kung malas malas, telenovela sinunod ko even spanish ones, Marimar perhaps. 
Korean came, well, Irene and Temptation of Wife which it has the same lead star, na kakagulat, may show siya ngayon sa umaga at same timeslot. Parang TV show lang siya lagi. But di ko naaddict to those Korean dramas except Endless Love one. Japanese came these days/months, well, hanggang shows lang naman ako and eiga. I have no idea about Asadora.. Until this show pops up sa drama sites. 

After some 5 episodes, ayun na, just this last Saturday, I finished 156! Yosh! hahaha In Japan, rarely talaga like Korean or other countries soap opera. Ang mahaba lang siguro sa kanila, variety shows, comedy shows, then detective series na Aibou ata name, 13th season na kasi which I have no idea at iba pa. Ah NHK lang ang kaya to produce 2 long TV shows, I mean pantapat sa soap opera pero parang di competitor. Taiga which is about old times ng Japan and samurai period or Edo time. Asadora is about a heroine, mostly female lead na may goal sa buhay tapos it evolves na dun, trials, problems, failures and always ending up sometimes happy and fun. May iba nabasa ko, sad ending pero happy lahat, for short namatay yun iba. Yun iba, parang simple lang. Anyway, thanks to drama wiki for that and wikipedia.

Ok, enough for that short intro. First time ako gagawa ng review about Jdorama, so please just have fun reading it or if not, thanks for reading it. I added this kasi, just a new stuff to write on. Anyway..
For the simple intro, ah Aki and her mom Haruko went back sa kanilang hometown na Kitasanriku kasi may nagbalita na nagkasakit si lolang Natsu.. Pero pagbalik nila, at nakita nila na si Natsu eh wala naman sakit at nakakadive pa sa tubig, parang nagtaka sila bakit sila pinapunta dun.. That's how the story goes and a lot things happened, let's say Aki did a lot of things she wanted to. Pero very happy ending! 

Of course, some faults of the series.. Pero minor lang, sana naimprove nila. First, sorry sa spoilers ah Yui, yun best ni Aki na despite pinakita na natrain siya mag dive, (Amachan title kasi Ama is a woman diver in north ish Japan), wala naman scene na pinakita nagswim siya or kahit nagsama sila ni Aki magdive. Naisip ko, budget and time contraints. hehehe Another one, eto sana talagang pinahaba nila, yun time na sana pinahaba sikat si Aki  sa tokyo. Yun Idol arc kung baga. Ang galing kasi naisip nila kung paano siya sumikat mag isa after matanggal sa Idol group. Sayang, sana pinahaba nila yun arc na yun. Kaso after siya magshoot ng film well, nagearthquake, uwi agad sa province. Kaasar. hehe Pero siguro nga hahaba pa sa 156 episodes ang siste.
Yun lang naman. Pero ano ba. Hahaha I'm telling yun, simple lang, for the past weeks like in my past post, I just want to have a happy time or moment. Fun perhaps.. Eh, yun lang, napasobra ako sa addict. Natapos ko yun series in a week. So yun lang iiwasan niyo. hehe Pero I recommend this series. If you can watch just one episode a day, ok lang I mean 15 mins lang naman isa. That's how great this series is. 

First is yun devolpment ng story. Lalo na yun characters, that's why unlike Massan (another asadora well, search niyo na lang) na kahit ilang episodes mo namiss, parang kaunti lang nagbago. This one, skip mo 5 episodes, parang nagiba na agad yun characters for a while. Whether it's sad or fun, eh talagang panoorin mo every episode on top pa yun development ng story. In 156 episodes, siguro pwede mo lang mamiss, naisip ko mga 10 episodes lang. Hehe I don't know, that's what I felt. Pero galing nung nagsulat. At siyempre, the director na kahit 15 mins per episode eh di bigay lahat in every episode. 

Another, the story itself, I know it's simple pero dahil sa development ng story eh nagiging complex at simple ulit in sometime. Parang maraming climax sa story kasi dami kasing gusto gawin ni Aki. hahaha Pero may nareach naman kahit papano sila. So, nakakatuwa lang everytime na may mangyayari. At dun sa sad parts, talagang almost tearjerky. Not only made sense but a great story. 
Isa pa, informative! I mean, educational ito lalo na sa kin na kala ko Ama eh talagang hubad lahat. hahaha I mean, I saw that in the old times na topless sila pero dahil sa well, indecent yun, eh now ganun sila nakadamit na saka grabe yun effort nila magdive. Kala ko pag pumunta ako dun, may ganun pa topless! hahaha Geez, kaya siguro yun mga mangingisda sa tin, kaya yun. No match. 
hahaha Sa lalaki mas malakas sa atin saka tignan mo naman, mangingisda eh parang di mahirap tignan sa kanila unlike here. Di ko alam sa babae sa tin kung kaya magdive pero pinoy naman tayo, kahit ano kaya. hehe Saka parang sarap magsummer dun sa Kitasanriku, although no beach, pero makita mo lang yun blue sea, ok na. Clear and dark blue sea. Saka yun Idol arc, grabe talaga yun training, yun scam este yun  marketing ng Idol/entertainment industry, cutthroat and tight 

competition. Geez, sa tingin ko, kaunti artista lang dito magsurvive pag nag idol sila sa Japan. Dito medyo petiks,pacute, kaunting acting ang artista na tin, sa Japan, grabe, bawat galaw at kaunti mali mo lang, wala na. hehe Saka overwork. Yun nga lang, kahit dito makakapahinga ang artista tapos balik ok lang. Dun, medyo di pwede ganun. Kahit may talent, kailangan tuloy tuloy ang work. Ganun informative, kahit di accurate at least may idea.  Marami pang facts ang mapupulot dito. Saka iba na naman dialect dito, grabe, hirap na nga ng nihonggo, tapos may iba pa pala silang dialect. 

Another one eh yun fun vibe ng Asadora nito, many will agree na kahit may malungkot na arc at drama dun eh masaya pa din every episode. Kala ko nga simple problems lang yun dadaan ng mga characters, aba matindi pala, nasama pa yun great earthquake. Geez, scary.. But anyway, they still made it happy kahit ganun. Laging looking forward sa next episode.

Ah, ang galing yun naisip nilang pasok ng 80's vibe sa story. It's a long explanation pero yun nakakatawa na 80's sounds nila, may new wave din pala sila saka idol nung 80's. Grabe, mas mahirap pa pala nun. Saka yun mga scenes na 80's narecreate nila ng polido hanggang damit and hairstyle. hahaha Basta another plus yun. Interesting ang OST niya, that's for sure!

Lastly, of course ang importante sa lahat! Cast ng actors/actresses. Grabe si Nounen Rena, despite she looks 14 or 15 now or that time, pero noong nakita ko yun Hot Road, bata talaga yun dating niya. May kapalit na sila Hirosue Ryoko. hehe She's 21 anyway but still looks that. Siyempre, di siya ang type ko, Hashimoto Ai! hahaha Sa series, despite siya yun mukhang mature pero it's a fact na mas bata siya kay Nounen. Ang gulo but both of them, cheating their age due to those very youthful and cute looks! Hay.. Kawaii.. Of course, buong cast, buenas na naman ni Fukushi Sota I mean, start pala ng very lucky streak na napares siya sa mga leading lady. Sarap bugbugin ng lalaking yan. Di ako bitter. hehe Hashimoto Ai, is still my choice! Confessions pa lang, akalain mo sisikat siya ng ganun. Ayos!!

From Koizumi Kyoko na suprisingly former Idol pala siya na sana ginamit naman yun music niya. hehe Then other cast members with some cameos, kahit si Natsu na grabe, malakas talaga even yun mga characters na Ama na lumalangoy pa talaga kahit tanders na! Grabe, hirap nun kaya! Every actor is fit sa character nila, even yun mga otaku. hehe Kahit yun mga kontrabida eh swak sa actor/actress dun. Suprisingly, Matsuoka Mayu! Nakakatawa yun role niya, galit at matapang na cute Idol! hahaha Pero pwede siya mag idol ha kasi may dance moves at pag ganun dating niya pwede siya pang AKB or HKT whatever girl group. hehe 

I haven't seen yun ibang Asadora pero nakita ko na yun iba, definitely better ito kaysa sa Massan or Carnation. Or iba, I don't have time to spend watching or even where to watch the other 90 asadora series pero definitely the best na Asadora na to. Kung may kokontra, give your suggestions kahit yun luma, sige! hahaha Because of this series, that week for me, kahit malungkot, napasaya ako. Kahit tapos na siya, it really put a smile saka lessons na din. A good glimpse na din how the typical Japanese life works. Kahit di accurate, pero yun setting sa countryside na love hate relationship nila at iba pa, parang gusto ko di lang Tokyo puntahan ko, parang dun din sa Sogedahama din. hahaha Specific right. I just love this, better yet, keep a copy for keeps!!!!

I need NHK world premium para sa Mare and other drama series nila. Kahit wag na yun Taiga. hahaha Parang boring kasi at 50 episodes of talking? Oh please. hehe Next one, hmmmm Mare or Carnation, Gochisousan. Pahinga muna, mashado kumain ng oras ko yun series. Well spent. Iwas lang maaddik sa next one. hehe

Kaya Ate, eto ang Amachan. =)

Intro music na!

Fast and Furious 7

Absurd right? I never thought that after watching that first film in my college years, there will be 7 films about cars and dudes working in and out law who loves it. 

Anyway, I still watched it. I can say that this is a bit better than the action packed previous one. Simply as that. 

Let's check the negatives first about the movie! First, I did not l ike the last action sequence. Sorry for the spoilers, I mean why with all that ruckus, no army or military came right away for rescue? Cops can't do that alone. Geez. Absurd premise indeed, for now, I just don't like the drone aspect used in films. Even in these new films. Drones are dangerous, and I just don't like the aspect of it for now.

They also, used heavily to special effects. Despite it's not obvious at most of the film, or even with Paul's double, I felt unnatural even at those car chases. Even that bus stunt, I just felt it has more special/visual effects. Another thing, I also did not like well, short scenes of the Rock and Jason Statham. What worse, Jason did not die! I still feel, the brothers will be back at the last 3 films. Crap. hehe

Well, the great parts, one is the insane car halo drop scene. I mean, that tops the tank scene. hahaha I can't believe how they looked real but definitely that is fine with me. And that Dubai sequence, on the top crazy!!! I don't like that supercar though. But I love that sequence, the scene shows bugatti. I also, love the cast, well except for the short cameo of the fast 3 members. But the cast just made perfect for this film, even with the short time of the Rock and Stat. I just hope that they had more action fights than car chases or balance perhaps. Tony Jaa's appearance kinda short. hahaha

Another thing, Paul Walker's memoir is great. I mean they did not kill his character off then that last scene was really a great send off to him. I don't know what will happen at the next films without him but I know they are able to think about it. 

I also love how they able to mask Paul disappearance in some scenes. I don't know which one scene is that anyway. But great job, so those things made this one better than last one. But I'm looking forward to the next and last 3 films if that's the case. 

Their lives are like racing in a quarter mile, isn't it? I hope they see the finish line with 10 films.

Public Service: How to get a SSS ID.

Hay mabuti naman nabago na nila sistema ng ID, at good looking. Yun lang, mabigat sa bulsa. hehe Naabutan ko pa yun old process na kailangan pumunta ng maaga tapos may limit lang ang pakuha. Kung di ka pa malas, sa main branch ka pa magpapakuha ng litrato. Mabuti na lang maayos pa yun kuhanan dito malapit sa amin. hehe 

Well, hanggang ngayon nagagamit ko pa yun old ID at nakatago lang yun bagong ID. Not bad yun bagong ID, mukhang lisensya, at pwede pala integrate yun HDMF details parang isang ID lang. Actually, wala naman pinagiba sa bagong ID, ibig ko sabihin sa steps. Ang maganda nga, dahil Philpost na yun nagpipicture eh kahit saang SSS office pwede magpacapture ng picture.

Ang problema lang, eh pag magapply ng ID, fill out ng form tapos pakita yun E1 ata. Yun pink form.. Ok lang yun, pero ang ayoko, pag may lumang ID ka, kailangan surrender mo yun luma! Noong una ako naginquire, grabe, parang nagdalawang isip ako. Paano kasi, ang hirap ko kunin ang dating ID tapos, isurrender lang. Grabe.. So, may suggest itong officer na pinagtanungan ko.. Pag may affidavit of loss daw, pwede na.

Eh dahil mahal ko yun ID ko, at dahil naisip ko kung gaano ko nahirapan kumuha... Eh, kumuha ako ng affidavit at nagapply na ng bagong ID. Wag tularan! hahahaha Fill out ng form, tapos wala naman pila at picture na. Kailangan nakacolar. At higit sa lahat, 300 lang. Sa kin 400 ginastos ko. hehe At least, dalawa naman ID ko.

Papadala na lang sa regular mail yun ID at nakuha ko naman after 2-3 months at nung nakita ko na, ang ganda! Kaya nakatago lang siya. At dala ko lagi yun SSS ID na luma for reference purposes. Sulit! Well, kahit mawala yun luma, ok lang. Pero ayoko mangyari yun for now. hahaha 

Simple lang ang steps, medyo gagastos lang talaga at sulit pag nakuha ang ID. Nasa iyo na lang kung gagaya sa kin. =)

unplanned 62

Dapat kahapon pa ko nagsulat but due to some tiring and messed up circumstances, I crammed. Procrastinate. For short, tinamad. 

I can't laugh or even have fun until this moment. Sabihin na natin na talagang I just want to get away or something... But I can't. Ni di nga ko nakapagouting dahil well, may bantay at ayun pa, kailangan gawin. It's sad pero ok lang naman ko. Either way, ok lang.

For now, mabuti na lang maluwag ang kwarto ko pero napakainit. Nakakabwisit na init, summer time na nga. hahaha Medyo nakakatawa na ko. For the past weeks, pasaway ako, pero buenas pa din. Masaya pa din. Yun next post ko malalaman niyo kung bakit. Etong 2nd quarter na to na start, medyo shaky pero ginagawa ko na nang paraan. It's really hard to adjust when you have pressures from home to work then vice versa. Everyday.. Iniisip ko at ramdam ko na parang kulang ang 2 days off. 

I'm quite pessimist these days even I shouldn't be. Ewan ko ba. I don't know what will make me motivated or happy now. I thought mabuti to shun away some things or let's say bawasan, like internet or DOTA or even fret about Gerro or other things. Dagdag mo pa ang mainit na panahon. If there is a reset button, that will be great! Or parang refresh cache. But in real life wala naman yun. Prayers can do much, or faith. Hope can give light but hanggang dun lang. Love can only decrease yun lungkot or let's say it really keeps me going such.

I felt, I just want to stay in my room or in a place na for a time na walang kasama or kung mayroon man siguro just a good time. Dun papasok sana ang friends but well, they have their own lives now. I'm doing all my own. It's sad, gloomy and depressing. I'm surprised I can still put a smile on my face. Indeed.

Anyway, I don't look forward sa NBA until playoffs starts. I hope ROS will win sa finals. Ah, to finish this long week ahead of me from work and home. Ah, eto, continue writing. Writing. And more writing. 

Maybe I just need a second look at myself. Kung ano mayroon ako, at ano yun nangyayari sa kin, siguro, unti unti ko baguhin sarili ko. View kung baga. But I'm tired of it. I have a week to think about this, I've thinking a lot this time, siguro ang mabuti eh, isama na ang puso. 

Heart, what I feel, what I want to happen, or result sa ganitong situation. I keep using my stubborn head a lot but not my heart is. But siguro, I have some fears to have my heart works than my head. It produced well, great results but some worst results. 

Mind and Heart. Maybe, this week, I try to balance them both. A peaceful mind and a happy heart. 

Mahirap, pero kung eto lang ang way, para kahit papano, maka move on and do a lot, I can do things. I can move something and more important.. 

I can control myself like I want to. In the best way I can. For the benefit to those around me. For Him. Maybe I should just keep it slow nga. I don't know, but I just want to be effective in a lot of things, kung baga, may silbi especially at this age. Darn, kala ko age is just a number. Parang di ata sa ngayon. hahaha

Parang nung sinusulat ko yun, mukhang nakuha ko na at least isang sagot sa mga tanong bumabagabag sa akin. Napakahirap na tagalog.

Diyos miyo. =)