2nd month

Akalain mo, dalawang buwan na ko sa shop! Ang bilis ng panahon. Hehe I gonna love this. Anyway, I hope my internet is up and running which is it is. hehe My mafia sa mafia wars, well mababa level pero madaming pera. Yung isa diyan level 62 na counting! Ang secret? Addiction. hehe Bago pumasok ng work, check muna at paguwi, ayun level up ng level up. Magtrabaho ka naman. hehe�

For the past 2 months, I am getting my "normal" life back. I am meeting my best and good friends. I get to see my family often, unlike before that I only see them at night and they already sleeping. Hehe Even I am working at extended hours, it doesn't mean I am working all the time, pawalang customer edi petiks, yun nga lang, pati kita petiks din, maliit. Kagaya last week. Hehe Peste naman, but that's fine, part of the business cycle.

Oh same problems but well, I'll pay them later. Hehe I also feel the challenge I'm looking for. This will improve me a lot and I hope I'll survive. Pag nandito pa ko ng isang taon, malaya ko na magagawa ang gusto ko. Malay mo saan ako mapunta. Hehe

For the 2 months I'm working at the shop, managing it, well damn bloody hard. Lalo na ngayon, kahit 3 shop na magkakalapit, mahirap magpatakbo. Peste. Hehe

I thought if it's hard to run 3 to 4 shops, how about a corporation? Well, I won't think it by now, but maybe I start with this stage. Small and more interactive to the market.�

At these times, I encountered the best, worst, dumb customers. Naku, kala ko sa US lang ang kuripot, pati pala dito sa atin. Hehe Lalo na yun customer kanina, gusto ba naman ibalik yun text 150 ng sun kasi di daw yun binili niya nun Sunday!? Talagang nanginit yun ulo ko? Magtataka ka nga na nagiging ganun ako, pero compose pa rin. Customer yun eh, however, jerkweed. It's his fault that he did not check what he bought. Ok lang kung nung sunday niya binalikan, kaso anong petsa niya!!! Kapal, nanakot pa, edi fine, go find another supplier. It's his loss.�

Not mine. Not ours I believe. hehe

Anyway, 10 months to go and I hope I can reach that one year. That time, we have a new president. Don't ask who I will vote. hehe That time, money problems, will disappear at least. That time, I am in shape like my Kuya Al. Not that buff I guess. hehe�

That time, peaceful life within my family, which I guess I am day dreaming. hehe That time, my friends are all here, successful and doing what they like.�

That time, I have many business ventures to really attain what I am going for, my fave quote from Art of War. You know what it is.

That time, love? I don't know, maybe I found one, maybe a different lady. Or maybe...

Her.

Why am I talking again about her? Like I said, I really tried to forget it, but at this time of the year, it keeps coming back. Memories. Especially next month.

10 months. What will I post at that time?�

Is it happiness? Sadness? Confused? Weird thoughts, let's say did I reach something?�

I will bookmark this post and let's see what will happen, same day. Same time I guess if I can still remember.

That's all for tonight, I will open again 3 shops at the same time. However, that's fine, come what destiny gives me.

Whatever it is.�

But, I need to defy it sometimes, I won't let fate destroy it again...�

low sales

yup, for short, I am really short. hehe Peste kasi yun tindera ko, tinamad, ayun ako ang nadali. Anyway, pero nakabawi naman siya at the end of the week, pero short pa rin. Hay, peste. Pero ok lang, bawi na lang this week, kaso nagtratrain ako ng tindera bago. Dale na naman ako noon. Ano ba yan. hahaha

Anyway, wala naman bago, except bukas na ang starbucks malapit sa Lourdes!!! Yey, manlilibre si Rheg!!! hahaha And eto naman si Joanne, gusto magreunion sa Friday with 2cpm. Tignan ko kung may funds ako. hehe Oo nga pala, belated happy birthday kay JP dela Torre, na mukhang nagsusurvive ang pigmata.com, congrats and more birthdays to come, sana sa Friday or poker night. hehe Don Dennis, este Dennis pala ng 2cpm hanggang ngayon, ungas pa rin. Hehe Pero congrats at sana magpainom ka na at tuloy tuloy na hanggang makasal ka na pare this year, congrats!!!�

Well, I don't what else to right, mabagal ang facebook, or di kaya sa connection ko, di pa kasi nakakabayad. hehe Pero tomorrow, bayad na to, but siyempre, mabagal kasi kailangan ko maglevel up sa mafia wars!!!�

I found something new, I mean may sherlock holmes na movie, starring the Iron Man itself, Robert Downey Jr. as the title role. Kaso mabagal!! Do I need to get DSL in the future? hehe�

I will think about that later. I really hate this time of the year, memories coming back. It's like a curse. Damn. hehe

Before we go further, let's watch some new trailer shall we? Next time, it won't be movie trailers. hehe

Enough the Hayden scandal stuff. Geez. All of them are just plain stupid.

angels and demons?!

You called that good if the movie itself is really an adaptation of the novel, itself. However, due a more controversial plot and some facts that might shock viewers, they cut the hell crap of it!!!! Sabi nga ng isang friend ko, mukhang trend na ata ang ganun. Bad trip naman ang trend na yun, at mukhang makikita ulit yan sa G.I. Joe. hehe Well, I guess that's how studios and the writers of the materials works these days.�

Pero, kaya naman ako nanood ng movie because I am anticipating how they will put that in the film? Lalo na yun plot, the assassin, Vittoria chick. hehe Hmmm how the cardinals got killed, the CERN lab which well, isang scene lang siya lumabas then the most important element, is the action part of the novel. Like Robert fighting the assassin then, he jumps from the helicopter, which almost all of them, edited oh sorry, cut!!!!!!�

Kaya pala, yun Catholic church was not oppossing it, toned down version kasi yun movie. Toned down and it was rushed due to the writer's strike last year. Pero kung talagang kinopya ni Ron Howard all of it to the screen? It will be very very controversial, siguro, banned ang film. hehe

Well, for those who haven't read the book, it's like this. If you invite a friend, or a date to watch that movie, pwede na, as long di niyo binasa. But for those people, like in a date, then both of you watched the movie because you're fans, I bet you, in the end, you will end up fighting.�

At the middle of the movie, I told my friend, sana Star Trek na lang pinanood ko. At ayun, sabi nga ng isang friend ko, malupit daw. I replied, I am going to watch that, pambawi!!!

I will just wait for Terminator Salvation. G.I. Joe mukhang olats. hehe Pero pagtiyagaan ko na, childhood toy eh. hehe�

I won't discuss how the movie went, because well, I simply read the book first, as you see in my profile, one of my fave books yet well, it was bad. Pero I am happy when I watched the movie, I am with my special friends. hehe At least, dun, sulit na.�

Yun lang for today, I just want to release not only my rant but also my stress today. Mahirap magmanage ng 4 na shop. Buti na lang yun dalawa, half day. hehe

I guess, I will just read the book again and again. Forget what I saw.

past and present..

At last, may day off na ko. hehe Pag naging regular na ganito eh I believe may balance na ko sa business ko. hehe Meaning, I can make a routine na. Ewan ko lang yun kita ko. hehe

What I did after a day in the shop? Hmmmmm. Wala naman. However, mukhang bati na ata kami ni Doc. hehe Well, what I did at the first thing of the morning? Waking up late then eto mafia wars agad!!!! hehe I will fix some things later. I've finished my Saturday computer routine and well, the most interesting part of the day? Nakausap ko yun mga friends ko from the past. Thanks to facebook. hehe

Yun isa after years, well nakausap ko, kahit na offline agad!!! Bitin. hehe Oh well, bakit di ko daw siya kinausap nung reunion, nagdahilan naman ako. Ang ungas ko naman, pero bawi na lang ako sa susunod. hehe

The other one, I was surprised, nagtatagalog pa pala siya. hehe Mahirap daw buhay sa US now, which I was not surprised. However, natuwa naman ako at naalala pa niya ako. We talked about angels and demons which I will post my rant later, the movie. Upcoming movies, and most of all bashing GI Joe. Ngayon ko lang naalala na si Baroness eh dapat may russian accent, kaso sa movie, sa sobrang hot niya eh nakalimutan ko na. hahaha

Masarap ang rest na to. Kaya ayon, nakatulog ako nung hapon then now, I'm right here. Magsisimba sana ako, pero masarap magsimba ng Sunday. I'm preparing myself for tomorrow, a whole day of work and boredom.�

What I can say for today is really, just fun and happy. No pressure whatever and talking to some interesting people, who at least made my college days fun or let's say changed my view to women at that time. Until now. I am happy that they are A-OK and fine.�

Naku, don't ask if I check her profile again. Siyempre naman. hahaha Kailan kaya ang araw na maghaharap kami, at matapos na to? Parang kasi, di pa tapos.�

May bagong talent search na naman while posting this sa GMA. Do we have enough stars in this country? I don't think so..�

Everybody wants to be a star, whether singing, dancing, acting or just want to be famous.

Me? I will just stay as a simple guy. hehe I will post whatever I want.�

Mafia Wars!!!!!

Oh yes, well, after DOTA and NBA live, here comes, Mafia Wars. Sana nga totoo yun pera at magamit sa totoong buhay. hehe I don't how I became addicted to it. Niyaya lang naman kasi ako ng friend ko na addict then, so I have no choice but to join. It's free naman eh. hehe

Anyway, I thought I will just like be lazy around and not get serious with it. However, as time goes by and getting the experience points or whatever, I enjoyed playing it. Besides, it's just a matter of right decisions and doing the hits, killing the mobs and earning money without doing something. What a business is that? Bad news, that's not really applicable in my life. I mean, the Mafia thing. hehe

New updates? hmmm ayun, medyo tagilid this week at mukhang wala ata ako sasahurin. hehe However, we are making plans na rin with the scheduling kasi naburnout na lahat ng tao. Marketing as well, since medyo kailangan na ng push!!! I haven't been in this situation I guess. Lastly? Ayun, di ko pa rin alam kung kailangan ko pa bumili ng PCD tickets. hehe Naisip ko, tipid din kung di na ko bibili, besides, she hasn't replied yet. Yet for now. I'll be waiting I guess.

Anyway, last year of course, I am with Dell, and it was summer outing day. However, time has changed, wala ng summer outing. Bad trip yun!! May mga balita na din ako na wala na pala yun mga kasama ko dati. Mahirap na kasi sa Dell QC ngayon, lalo na may KANA pa, kala ko 1 month KANA pero ayon sa chismax na nasagap ko. Naks. hehe Eh inbound na, may KANA pa!!! Kinana na ang agent. Kakapagod na yun, and since ganun, ano pa gagawin ng agent? Siyempre, magplan na maghanap ng iba. Ayun, pero nanghihinayang lang ako sa Dell. Not that I left early, but what happened? Due to the global financial crap, we'll be given additional work and mind you, OTY. Aysus.

Well, kung nandyan pa ko, siguro, sa June, aalis din ako, kasi wala ng Dell Pasay, tapos ganyan pa, eh kailangan magisip na. hehe�

Anyway, eto, gusto ko na maupgrade yun character, buti na lang, marami ako lupain. hehe Kaya kahit di ako araw araw nandito, eh may pera. Ayos. hehe Villa, wants me to set up a reunion on or before the 17th. Ehem, well, how can I do that? I think, next time na lang. Marami pa ko aayusin. hehe Besides, FA naman siya, so there will be a time, she will be here and there.�

I hope that my friend who got suspended due to other's gossip crap get well. I told my friend to get rest and forget what happened. Sometimes that happens. Like NBA says, where the amazing happens. hehe Oh, speaking of NBA, sibak na ang Dallas, at well, pasok na ang Cleveland. Naghihintay na lang si Lebron ng match. Yun medyo papagurin siya ha. Tama talaga na siya ang MVP. Simply great, lalo na pag nagchampion. hehe�

What else? I already know what I will write in these following days. I know, well, I hope she will read it. hehe�

I get flashes of my future these days, maybe this is the benefit of having a normal life. Very normal life. However, I want to recover, somehow for what happened. I am not asking for what a miracle, just to get back what I started, or a new me because of what is happening right now.�

I am kinda lost yet still moving forward.

Moving at a slower pace, yet full of hope, and faith. I guess, I just ask for any help...

Up there.�

Naku naman, very sorrow ata ito, but well, makapag mafia wars na nga, malevel up na to!!! Kung sa Dell pa ko, dapat nilaro ko na to, para level 100 na ko!!! Bwahahahahaha...

I don't know what rewards are waiting playing this stupid, fun game. hehe

Let's whack!!!!

Oi, Angels and Demons na. Feeling ko, di siya kagaya sa book.�

Hollywood is just really a money machine these days...

Dapat remake nila yun Fido Dida. hehe

Exhaustion

Buti na lang tapos na ang sakit. Hehe However, tiring days are yet to come. Some days, I'm in welcome branch, some days, I'm here in the dreaded main branch sa suki. Sa sobrang pagod ko kahapon, nakalimutan ko maligo. Hehe Nakaligo this morning lang. Kung alam niyo pano imanage itong main, parang 60 cases na SMB sa Dell. Hehe sakit sa ulo, marami customer tapos at the end of the day, sabi ni kuya, oh bakit ang baba? What!? He is referring to sales and cash out. Crap. Hehe

Well, I believe, I will put the things I learned in college later. Parang yun mga natutunan ko sa college di ko magamit here. Hehe Magagamit ko siguro yun sa ibang business plans ko in the future.�

Sibak na ang Atlanta, sorry ayaw magpatalo si Lebron. Hehe Yun Dallas, nakatsamba pa. Bwisit naman. hehe Bukas, ano na kaya? Sana matalo ang Boston saka ang Lakers. hehe

Well, about the business naman, may improvement naman sa bagong branch, kahit maliit lang, pero nagiimprove. Sana mareach man lang yun objective dun. Or at least, for the first month, may pambayad upa. hehe

Anyway, nothing new to me, even the ehem date, but nothing unusual. I need to rest for now. I need to like light up a bit in my life right now. In may come in a form, of well, rest, playing computer games, watching Angels and Demons this Friday even it got crappy reviews, or be with my brothers or friends.

By the way, hmmmm blast at the past this June 3. Naks. hehe Good night!!!!!

realizations (part 3)

If Ivan realized so many things, I continue to realize some things as well.

34. Happy Mother's day. hehe I love my mom. That's all.�

35. As we all know, I rarely get mad, however, there are times, that I can really get angry. One is when I am playing a game in the computer, do not disturb me. hehe I get angry. Another thing, pag pagod ako at may nangungulit sa kin, naku, tumataas ang boses ko, meaning bad trip na ko. Mga peste. hehe�

36. Hmmmm, I am very sentimental person, I still keep the letters, whatever thing that reminds me of something. Especially the events that changed me.�

37. My favorite song from New Order is not Leave Me Alone, it's Age of Consent.�

38. I really fell in love to a song of Norah Jones, Come away with me.�

39. Di ako marunong magluto, saing lang. Di rin ako marunong magdrive, or kahit magbisikleta. hehe Natrauma kasi ako sa bisikleta.

40. Hay, marami ako di alam. hehe Pero marami akong alam na dark secrets. hehe Di ko nga alam bakit ko nalalaman yun.�

41. Life is ironic, tiring, hopeful, whatever, too long to describe about life. However, as long there is hope in every moment, a chance to repent or change, life is the best thing here on earth.�

42. If life is the best thing on earth because of friends, family and events that really made my life meaningful. Love gave me another life. When it will that be?�

43. Naku, sobrang, ungas ko minsan. Sometimes, I do things the hard way which it should be easy. I don't ask kasi. hehe

44. I should ask sometimes to do things right.

45. That blogging keeps me away from stress. What a stress reliever. hehe It's my mirror to myself, I feel true to myself.�

46. Someone told me, I have very nice eyes. I miss that person.�

That's all for now. More realizations to come!!!! Later I guess.�

Pain in the arse!

I don't know why I'm getting pigsa. Hehe Nung March ok na eh. Biglang this May ganito, bad trip talaga, di ako makatrabaho ng maayos. Hehe Anyway, I know now how to put a video in my blogger. Simple lang pala, parang grade 2. Haha

At last, I was given a half day off after what, 11 days of hard work. Straight. I thought I could go out, that all my plans failed. Hehe Humiga na lang ako then, pahinga and thinking how to remove the freaking pigsa. Ang sakit na kasi, bad trip. Hehe Then of course, naaddict na sa mafia wars, kaya pahingi ng energy pack. Hehe Saka di ako makabili ng motor, magpatulong na nga. Hehe

Then everything in my computer, ok naman, nagscan na din ako. Nakapanood na ko ng ippo, ganda! Talagang walang inedit, kagaya sa manga, next episode, simula na yun tunay na laban. Malupit talaga yun new Ippo, kailan kaya ipapalabas yun dito in tagalog. Kakatuwa kasi yun dub ng pinoy sa ippo. Hehe�

Well, what else, ah Algerro bought a burnout game, which got my computer burnout as well. Maarte ang requirements, kaya ayun, di umandar sa PC ko kahit 256MB na yun video card ko. Kailangan pa ng shadow reader yun video card, daig pa ata sa PS3 yun laro. Peste talaga. Hehe

Anu pa ba? Hmmmm. Groggy na ko sa gamot, saka ang sakit talaga. Damn!!! hehe

Ah, I was able to watch some trailers, one of them, my fave toy in my life, not my computer, but my GI JOE! Puro CGI naman siya eh. Hehe

I really really have fun memories with GI JOE toys, kasi pagnilalaro ko yun, not as the character itself, but yun ibang cartoons/movies napapanood ko. Minsan pinagkamalaman may topak ako nung bata kasi panay kausap ko sa GI JOE figure ko. Hehe Well, that ended in my HS days. Meaning, buong grade school ko ata, dun ako nagiging masaya. Hehe

Bad trip lang, wala man ako natago na figure. Sayang!

Well, I'll see it anyway this year.. Enjoy! Oo nga pala Ivan, thanks sa comment, mahina ako sa prepositions eh. Hehe In or on, parehas lang yun. Hahaha

Living in the edge

At these times right now, it seems that I am in the middle of a murky mud. Or in a quicksand which waiting to be drowned. Definitely, I am in a state of worriness, confusion and despair. Many factors affect my life right now, and I am not sure if I can make it.�

About my financial status, I am in a very deep flat broke. Hehe No explanations needed. In my business, I just got whacked again by my brother. Maybe, I am very tired, even the small things I tend to forget it. No rest I assume. Lack of focus I think and concentration bliss. The last time I wokred for 8 straight days was way back epldt days, even that's only email support, I flunked my QA. Hehe Other thing, hmmm of course, Ian reacted to my post. Well, it was a bad comment but that was expected, that I did not read through it. However, that was nice, in the sense that at least somebody read my post, especially to the person I'm directing to. Second, good thing, there is a comment. Which means, they really read my post. I know some people read my post but not reading through it, so meaning they only viewed it. Besides, I think somebody can really read a long blog. Patient reader. hehe

About my health, I haven't done exercises due to the buisness venture. I feel fat, definitely, but I don't have time to reall plan that. However, if everything goes well, there will be a day off and I will use that day to plan right.�

About family, it is very hard to be in a family which you have parents that seems have no chance of reconciliation, forgiveness, understanding and most especially, Love. It is very dissappointing that even though, I tried to do everything in this family, nothing seems to get along. It did not work. Very unfortunate for me. I hope that will change a bit. But I lost my hope to see my family together again, even for once.�

Love? It is very hard to find a new one, especially in this mood, very busy and very tired. Besides, I don't know who to go for and how to approach her in this situation. I am very loveless and single. Lonely as well, very lonely. hehe

It is very hard in this kind of life, sometimes I tend to forget things. I feel so helpless, unlovable like with the smiths says, and thrown away. I don't know why I just accept pain, then at return, I smile and move on. I know it's not right, but that's my personality I guess. Do I need to change myself as in total change of me? Do the opposite things, instead the usual stuff. Or be the opposite person that you might get surprised. Or you may think, I am not the Alfred you know. Hehe My life at this point? I am in a highway, which no one running, all alone walking carelessly. Very exhausted, very beaten up. I don't know if I can make it, I need a miracle. Jesus, save me. hehe�

With a grin smile, I let those things happen to me, because I still believe, God has a plan for me. I don't know what kind of plan it is, but I hope that will come soon, very soon. Please. Hehe I thank my friends as well, for somewhat helping me, I really owe you one. What if everything ends today? Did I enjoy my life?

I do think so.�

Don't worry, I'm still here.�

The welcome experience

Eto nababaliw na ko dahil sa shop. hehe Ano pa ba magagawa ko? Kahit Sunday day off ko kinuha na because of our new shop. Hmmmm ayun, di pa kami nagkikita ng mga brothers ko. Di pa ako nakakabawi.�

About our new shop in welcome supermart, ok naman. Kahit kaunti na lang bumibili, malaki ang potential, lalo nagstable na, feeling ko babagsak ang kalaban. Parang si Ricky Hatton. Hehe�

Speaking of Ricky Hatton who got whacked at the second round by the great Pacman, eh napanood ko na lang sa welcome. Nung 12pm, tinext na ko ni Al na matindi yun KO ni Money este Manny. Hehehe Mas matindi pa daw sa KO ni Donaire yun kay Pacman. Sabi ko, sobra naman ata yun. Si Darchinyan bulagta nga paano yun kay Ricky Hatton. Edi, ayun hinintay ko na lang sa supermarket kasi may TV.�

Our new stall, is kinda small but loaded I can sense the potential of it, there will be a time that it may beat the sales of our old stalls. hehe

I just hope this will go well, let's keep our fingers crossed. Anyway, ayun, mga 2pm na nagstart yun laban. Nangangamoy tama balita ni Al, dahil sa sobrang dami ng ads, kaunti galaw lang commercial na agad. Hehe so it took 30 minutes to start the first round. Then, Pacman unleash his bombs right away and Ricky is always moving forward, punch then clinch. Pero ang masama, habang yumayakap si Hitman, eh nasapak na siya ng tatlong beses, at puro power punches pa, walang jab. Nung napabagsak ng dalawang beses si Hatton, dun na ko naniwala, na dalawang round lang to. Ang mali kasi ni Hatton di siya kondisyon saka walang defense or change tactic. Of course, maraming ads ulit. Grabe, nalugi talaga ata yun nagpaadvertise. Hehe�

Second round came at ayun nung una, kala ko makabawi si Hitman pero sa sobrang lakas at speed ni Pacman, parang di niya alam na kinakarne na siya. Hehe Walang medya medya kay Pacman at ayun, kung kailan patapos yun second round, nagulat ako na biglang humiga na lang siya. Hehe Ganun kabilis and malakas si Pacquiao. Totoong maganda yun KO niya, kasi di lang bulagta, naospital si Hatton agad. Kahit masakit daw kamay niya, eh anak ng tokwa, buti nga yun lang nangyari sa kanya, paano kung basag panga niya. Hehe Saka tinapos niya agad yun laban, kundi, si Pacman ang talo.�

Well, siyempre lahat na nanood sobrang tuwa, lalo sa bawat sapak niya nagsisigawan lahat. Hehe Iba talaga si Pacquiao, hall of fame na to, greatest Filipino boxer. Iba kasi yun aura niya pag nasa ring. After that, ayun balik lahat sa pwesto parang walang nangyari. Hehe Tinapos ko na yun pagaudit ng report saka introducing yun shop. Tapos nagsara kami, actually ako ang pinakahuli lumabas sa supermart dahil sa inventory. Naks. Hehe I went home alone then do some nut jobs then slept. Here I am, very very drained. I hope I can manage that place in the future and hope for the best. Ako mismo ang tatapos sa kanila! hehe.

2 ads that I really hate that day, the NDCC ad na parang political ad and ako mismo, social awareness celebrity crap. Hehe�

Kahit si Ramon Bautista natawa kasi tinawag siyang internet celebrity. hehehe Ayon sa brewrats show.�

Ika nga ni Kuya Alpro, sabi daw ni Ricky Hatton, "It was a bloody fight".�

Bloody hell indeed.�

Bad Deed

Wednesday morning was good, however I done something stupid.I'll keep it to myslef. Hehe I tried to push my luck, but I wasn't lucky. After taking a cold bath in a rush, we went to the shop right away. Pagbukas ng shop, parang malas ata ako ng araw na yun. Wala masyado benta. Sa hapon nakabenta ako ng unit pero sa cards, yun ata ang pinakamababa benta ko sa tagal ko dito. Peste talaga. Hehe I said to myslef mukhang I am so unlucky, karma striked me I guess. Punishment. Hehe

Well, in between those hours sa shop, bigla nagpakita si Ron Marc, at sabi aalis na sila papuntang US. At may despedida party, siyempre sabi ko punpunta ako after shop hours, kasama pa nga nila si Tito. Hehe After that surprise visit, by the way, marami na ko nakikita dito sa suki, dating katrabaho from Dell, at yun sa HSBC. Di ko nga alam bakit sila pumupunta ng suki market. Hehe

Anyway, edi natapos ang araw ko shop na lowest benta. Mukhang for the books ito. Hehe Well, I said to myself, buti na lang pupunta ako kay Ron Marc to at least remove yun bad trip. Hehe Kaso, di pala, it did not end. Sumakay ako cab papunta dun kasi yung party starts 7pm, so I went at nakarating naman ako around 8:40pm. Di ako dumeretcho kina Ron sa house nila kasi most of the time, susunduin na lang ako sa village gate, and besides, ang layo ng lalakarin ko. Saka yun mga guards pala, mahigpit, so I waited na lang sa labas.�

Minutes past, nagtataka ako parang ang tagal ni Ron Marc, usually di umaabot ng 10 minutes to pick me up from the gate. 9pm na and nobody's coming. Dami pumasok sa utak ko, like di ako invited dun. Or wala talaga part or tapos na, or kasama ni Ron ang GF which wanted ako. Haha

After some texts and miss calls, 9:15pm came and naultimatum na. Sabi 9:30pm uuwi na ko. Good luck sa biyahe. Hehe Guess what? No one came. Kahit si Rick. Hehe Siguro pinagbabayaran ko na ginawa ko sa mga bro ko last week. Hahaha

I went home by cab then I saw Algerro playing CS. Aba, ang tagal niya maglar, ayun pinalitan ko na ng password.

Pero di natulog si Gerro, hanggang madaling araw, nagsasalita pa rin to change my mind, at the end, I'm the loser, I'll text him the new password and told him to sleep..

I woke up now, this Thursday morning, rainy yet moving on, carrying the usual heavy load..

And my same faith and hope.. No more bad deed this morning. Hehe I wont' push my luck anymore..�

I guess I'm lucky today..�

Threefolds (final part)

"I think I need to ask forgiveness for the sins I've done", those are the words I spoke Sunday morning. Let's go back on Saturday.�

After a fun 4BA1 night, like I said earlier, di ako masyado nakatulog, may amats pa. hehe Good thing, I am kinda alert but that will be tested later.. Pag gising ko eh di naman amsakit ang ulo pero tinatamad. I can't slack, kung walang shop ng araw na yun, tinulugan ko na. hehe�

However, I can't. I am in zombie mode again. Let my mind works, even I am physically absent. Hehe Pagbukas ng shop, ayun malas agad, wala agad benta until 1 hour later. Tapos, sinasabon pa ko ni kuya. Magbenta daw ng unit, eh wala naman nagtatanong, umuulan pa, sino naman bebentahan ko. Hehe What a day. Then between those hours, sumisimple na ko ng tulog, like call days, power nap! hehe Kaso sobrang pagod ako. Anak ng tokwa, kung pwede lang umuwi at matulog. The problem is I can't. Good job.. Di pa ata ako nakaligo for that day. hehe

Then a text came from my bro Ian who graduated from medicine this Last Sunday. Magpapavideoke, unfortunately, sinabi ko na di ako pwede dahil sa sobrang pagod. Kala ko kasi sa Sunday pa, well, di na ko nakapunta at yung 3, kompleto.�

In the course of the afternoon, all I want is to rest and get ready for Sunday kasi sila Lola and Lolo nandito from US. Then, after, kung may celebration kay Ian. Kaso, di na nangyari. Yari. hehe Mga bandang 6pm, peste kasing swap na celfone, ayaw magcharge. Nasabon pa ko ulit. Naku naman. hehe Then, after shop, paguwi ko, kaunting tulog while my computer is maintained by mcafee and super duper antispyware. hehe nakapagpost pa ko ng sandali then sleep.�

Unfortunately, nabad trip si Ian kasi di na ko nakapunta. Sa tatlong bro, kay Ian pa naman ako takot, lalo na pagnabad trip. Tama naman siya, ako naman ungas. hehe Kasalanan ko naman, kung di lang ako nagpakapuyat ng 2 days, makakapunta pa ko, kaso wala din. Mahirap pa naman ako yayain sa biglaan lakad, lalo na ngayon sa shop. Sakit ko na ata yun. hehe Oh well, ayun pagdating ng Sunday, binomba na ko ng mga brod ko. hahaha

Gusto ko sumagot, pero wala na ko magagawa, they're right. Well, nalaman ko pa naman uminom din sila. Naku naman pano ako nun? hehe Naisip ko na lang, it was my fault, at leat pumunta ako kahit sandali. Well, past is past, I just wait if they can forgive me. Naisip ko bumawi pero saka na yun. I'm sorry to my brothers.. Lalo na si Ian..

Well, after 3 days, of waking up late, talking to customers, at the same time praying kung makakasurvive this day, eh ayun malungkot ako. Siguro, di ko kaya mapabigyan lahat ng friends ko. It's not because they become like this and that, it's because what we encountered together before and became close. They're part of my life, and I owe at least. That's why, kailangan ko na gamitin yun calendar sa cell, kahit papano, na plan ko ang gagawin ko and events na pwede kong puntahan. Medyo nagkakaroutine na ko. hehe What a tiring life, but, it's better like this, dahil kung agent pa din ako, wala ako mapupuntahan kahit isa. hehe So, that's all for now. By the way, I want to thank to all my friends, best friends I met these 3 days. Before and beyond those days. To my brothers, forgive me. If you will thanks, hehe if not, that's fine. Ian, congrats! Bawi na lang ako sa susunod kung pwede. hehe Bro alam ko inaasam mo maging doktor, at proud ako kasi talagang pinatunayan mo na kaya mo, kahit di sa UST ka nagmed, pakita mo sa kanila, na pagsisihan yun ginawa nila sayo. hehe

I want to thank my most reliable phone in my life, 6300. Why? I just discovered, I can create my notes here and transfer it to my blogsite throught typing. I don't need to think at least. Saves time perhaps..

This won't end here. Ayun, minalas din ako sa ulan, kasi naman walang tao, walang benta. hehe

Pero gusto ko pa rin ang Rein mood.�

Rain did not save me I guess from being unlucky. Unlike, before, pagumuulan, may nangyayari maganda sa kin, kaso not that time.�

Not yet.�

Threefolds (part 2 of 3)

Of course, after Thursday, there was Friday, puyat. The much awaited reunion kuno ng 4ba1. Hehe I texted Atty. Indot, este Al pala nga mga hapon. Sabi nya nun una, baka kauntil lang pumunta kasi kaunti lang din nagconfirm. Anak ng tokwa, parang birthday lang niya ha. hehe Pero sure na si Joanne, so parang anim lang ang pupunta, hehe 3 abogado, Ivan and Joanne. At first, malungkot kasi pakaunti ang pumupunta sa reunion na pinakamagaling na section sa batch namin (feel free to react!) hehe�

Tapos may humabol na nagconfirm si Iyen, Che and Tin. Hmmmm. Hehehe While talking to them, ayun sa shop namin, medyo inaalat ata ako. hehe Peste. So after a whole day of crap sa shop eh nagsara na agad ako.�

7:30pm came and Joanne told me sa BK magmeet. So, nagmadali ako magsara ng shop para makapunta agad. hehe Joanne texted that on the way na siya, binigay pa nga niya yun taxi's name and plate number. hehe I rushed at BK, waited a bit and she came, looked haggard. hehehe

After that, we went right straight sa terminal ng trike, near at our new branch. hehe Nakita ko nga yun tarpaulin namin eh. Nakasakay agad kami ng trike and it is still the same going to Al. Malubak, malayo and magulo. Kahit dati marami beses na ko nakitulog sa kanila, eh di ko pa rin memorize. Hehe

Nakarating kami kay Al around 8pm. At kala namin, kami unang dumating. Di pala. hehe Ivan came first, and ayun he never changed. I mean, mahaba buhok, and porno este photographer. Ganun pa din. hehe

Tapos pinapunta agad sa pinakataas ng bahay. Oo nga pala, dami pinagbago sa haws nila. New tiles, new paint but same Al. Haha Ah yes, may pamilya nga pala siya. Sila Joanne and Ivan atat kumanta, so iyon nagkaraoke agad sila. Napakanta naman din ako, with or without you by U2. Naks, hehe. Medyo naliligaw pala sina Iyen, so I told them to ask help from Al.�

However, may nagdala agad ng cake, which di naman kami, it was Iyen and Cheryl. First reaction? Nagulat siyempre, Iyen still the same neneng. Hehe Cheryl? hmmmm. Matagal na kami di nagkita, that was the first meet after graduation.�

Anyway, past is past. Hehe, So, ayun chismax and kamustahan. Then yun remaining lawyers dumating na! JP came with his GF tapos si Leonid, kasama si Sitas (kala ko si Ditas, si Aubrey Miles pala yun. hehe!!!)

Oo nga pala, we forgot Ret. Col. Paglinawan na namigay agad ng Fundador saka 3 case ng San MIg strong ice este light sa girls. hehe Leonid ordered yellow cab tapos etong si JP, tulo laway (the best crispy pata and manok in their location hehe)

Indeed, hati hati sila. Tapos ayun, grand feast begins, buti na lang nagdala ako ng liver pro. hehe Wala nga speech yun tatlo. Anu ba yun. Alam ko naman buhay alak at baboy it for tonight. hehe Daming pagkain, grabe parang huling hapunan namin.

While eating, eto naman si Leonid, nagsimula na sa Fundador. Peste, malamang ako naman ang sunod. hehe Siyempre, ako naman si inom, parang walang shop tomorrow. Hehe

Of course, di uminom masyado yun mga girls, si Iyen oo, kaso bata pa eh, ilang shot lang. hehe Pagkatapos ng ilang oras ng inom, kain, kanta at kalokohan, naku lalo na si Leonid na nung kumanta with Sitas duet eh turn around lang ang alam!!! hehehe Someone wants to crash the party. Sa akin tumawag, and as you know mahina ako sa directions, so I let Ivan guide her. Galing. hehe

After some calls, ayun nakarating siya and nagulat lahat. Kala ko nagOT pero ayun galing sa inuman din. Good job! Nag the bar pala. haha�

Well, siyempre kwentuhan kami nila Al and others bout life and pakiramadm na pasado sa bar and anu ginawa niya to pass. Ang secret, feel the rush attitude, ginawang college. Hehe Sina JP and Leonid, napaaral ata. hehe

Yun mga pics pala nasa profile ni Iyen, tignan niyo na lang.. Kay Ivan din may copy siya, photographer eh. Hehe I thought, I could go home around 11-12 am, pero peste kasing inom yan, ayun natagalan at dumating pa yun past. hehe

I did not get the picture of a scene of them, together, but that's fine. It made me happy for a bit. A nostalgic moment.

So, after finishing fundador, Leonid wants to taste yun the bar, tapos yun chaser, tubig. Tama nga naman siya hehe Fundador and coke then the bar and water, good combination.

Tapos, isa isa na umuwi due to commitments next day, pero sila Ivan kanta ng kanta and inamin lasing, lalo naman ako. hehe Pero nawala yun lasing ko when naisip ko yun shop bukas. presurred eh, hehe Ayoko masabon ni Kuya.�

By the way, pinakita pala ni Al yun unica hija, na di ata nagmana kay tatay. hehe Saka siyempre yun wife niya si Clarissa.�

Pero, si Al, di naman umiinom until now. Ano ba yan?! Hehe So, there, sumabay na lang kami kay Lynn pauwi. Around 3am.. Good job. hehe

All of us had fun, shared stories and most importantly, to honor 3 dudes na naging abogado na! Despite their past, except kay Leonid. hehe Mag Law kaya ako? No way.. For now.. I have many things to fix first.

Buti nga sila, nareach agad yun goal nila. Congrats to them.. All that fun will change next day. I haven't slept for more those days...

I missed something important. Very important!!!