Tuesday, October 29, 2013

ReView

A sudden change again. Hay, never ends. hehe

Well, this month was very hectic. At kung kailan pa huli, aba madami pang humabol. Una na diyan ang work, grabe habang patagal na patagal, nahaggard ha. Mabuti 3pm uwi ko, at madaling naaalis ang stress. hahahaha Kung office time talaga to, naku render na! hehe Joke pero kaya pa naman, pwede pa iraos. Yun nga lang, OT naman ang kailangan. Kung kailan naman magpahinga mukhang postpone pa. At don't forget, maganda ang team. As in, maganda ang team! hahaha

Postpone din ang excercise, ayun na kaso may gatecrasher. Geez..

But what I'm surprised for eh etong si Gerro, well despite his tantrums, but more na siyang contrable as long you remember what he's saying, agree or acknowledge what he is saying at higit sa lahat naku, don't touch him. Hay kagabi lang, grabe talaga, mabuti na lang nahismasan.

Another adjustment awaits for the final 2 months of this year. Another things will change. Well, I hope more good things will come than bad things or if not, please help me to survive. =)

Actually, ok naman sana itong month na to pero talagang may biglaan nangyari tapos stress pa sa work, at marami pang iba. Pero marami naman ako nagawa at kahit papano naayos. 

Kala ko aabot ako sa aking halloween film fest pero mukhang hindi. Ganun ako kabusy!!! hehe Bad trip. Tapos itong chrome eh alat na, mukhang maganda yun nadagdag pero ang hirap. Erghh.... 

Dagdag mo pa ang pagkatalo ng UST, wala na.. DLSU na champs siguro mga 2 pa. hehe Sayang naman ang Petron, ayun na eh, natalo pa!!! Waaahhhh.. Wrong predictions.. Well, nobody has a perfect prediction perhaps. Siguro layo muna sa forecast sa kahit anong sport until January. Kahit sa boxing, ayoko magcomment kung mananalo pa si pacman o talo na naman ulit. hehe

Im gearing up pagdating ng November, it might be an eventful one, more busy than the last 10 months. 

Pero it's a good routine naman, unlike before... 

Getting ready the inventory for the Christmas sale tapos ngarag ka sa kakaisip kung ano mabebenta at paano mabebenta. hehe 

Mabuti na lang, these days.. Iniisip ko na lang is..

When can I start that first step to my dreams?

Gravity

Is it a wonderful feeling that you'll go to space and view earth from above. A breathtaking spectacle.. Gives you peace and some delight, no, great delight! However, you're not there for sightseeing, but for damn work. Sad isn't it? Well, that happened in this film. No spacewalking for long or even stare too much at space because time is simply running out...


What really captivate me really watching this film is the visual experience. That first long shot was really cool. Then you add some clever and casual dialogue, it's simply amazing how that scene keeps you glued in.

Then the shots looking at earth was quite breathtaking. I mean, it's a natural to really just stare at that one big blue earth that brings you certain calmness. It's like when you're in a high mountain and look below you, then look sideways, that's heaven. Unless you have fear in heights. 

Of course, as much this film is a visual and thriller fest, it has some downs. There were times that you feel bored because as much you know outer space is silent, there were moments that wonder will they really get out of there after all the ruckus? Or some moments kinda repeat itself, mostly at times were Dr. Ryan's wondering and gasping for dear life. Lastly, plot is quite simple. No complications or even hard thinking, they even compare this at least to 2001 which I simply disagree. In the intellectual part of this film? It won't even dent the intellectual shield or mystery of 2001 with this film. Nah, not a chance. 

However, its still a great film. First was the direction of the film, as Cuaron done another marvelous job of combining a great visual work with such thrilling ride, especially that sequence at the first where the first debris came in. Actually those scenes with the debris falling down were great! Combine that with great actors. Well, they were 2. I did not count the dead guy because after some lines, unfortunately dead. After winning an Oscar, I kinda like Sandra Bullock. Not only with that great figure for this film but how she kept the show running with her emotions and will to survive. From start to finish, she is indeed the star of this film. But I hope, hmmmm other actresses got this role.. Except Lindsay Lohan. hehe 

Ah George Clooney also done a great job, cool dude with that smitten attitude, the sad part and sorry for the spoilers, I hate when his character just died. But come to think for it, he will steal the spotlight from Sandra which nah, I felt his character needs to die. It just maybe died all of a sudden. I hope it happened at least before that earth dive. I don't know it's just his character died all of a sudden. Sound editing, keeps you in the edge of the seat especially those space walk sequences.. Ah don't forget how realistic those space stations done here, very updated despite the plot is in the future. I love the spacesuit, cool boosters! hehe. Despite my rant above, it helped that the story or the film was short, because if it's like 2 damn hours with no other great sidestory or effects, I might fall asleep after the first hour. No kidding.. With a lot of talking or screaming or dazing, this film is good for those having insonmia. Great job of keeping it short yet pulsating film.

Another bonus thing I loved, 10 bucks! Thanks to my team mate's passes, it's more than 10 bucks, or I can value this the regular price or even watch this in Imax. But 10 bucks, is 10 bucks. I'm short at the time watched this film and wow.. I love 10 bucks. hehe

It's a sleeper hit, it exceeded my expectations after watching the first trailer and yeah one of the best of the year. 

I wonder, what is it if I just float around the space? Just in a daze.. I won't scream nor frown.. Just look..

At that beautiful earth, a massive blue sphere..

Full of life. Full of mystery. 

Full of gravity.

Kung Ako'y Isang..

(titser)

I thought of being one pero naisip ko matuto kaya ang mga students ko? hehe

I feel happy tuwing may nakikita ako na kahit anong subject or simply task from sa skul o kahit work eh nagagamit nila yun tinuro ko at naging helpful sa kanila. 

It's easy to teach one on one pero pag 30 plus students? I don't think I can handle that right away! 

As a student before, well I'm not really into having a close relationship with a teacher or prof. Pero may mga nag inspire sakin not to be one pero at least to do better in life. Lalo na recommendation or positive feed back or kahit mabait lang siya sa lahat ng students, I looked up to that titser. May iba na kahit di naman magaling or let's say di ko alam kung bakit siya naging teacher. hehe There were profs na masasabing ko kahit di naman masyado nagturo eh natuto naman ako sa experience nila. Parang goal kung baga. Marami akong prof na ganun lalo na sa commerce. 

Subject of teaching? Hmmmm As much gusto ko math pero di naman expert. hehe Ah pwede writing but I'm not Lit graduate. hehe Ah history! But it's hard to keep students perky.. As much I love history or social studies or anything about human interaction, it's really a boring subject. A lot of talking.. Talking and discussion. All in the same boring style. hehe I can make it lively maybe film showing or more activities siguro.

I will teach them in a more sharing way. Very technical eh nakakabore sa students so I'll make it personal and kinda strict. Lalo na sa mga pasaway na bata!! Marami pa naman these days. hehe But instead of punishing them dearly unless kung grave talaga offense, I still guide them, give them a chance to improve or change kasi di naman for me yun.. It's for them and their future.

Hmmm Ah!!!! I want to teach, not here or US.. Japanese High school!!! bwahahaha Manyak na to!!! Sensei, taskete!! Yosh!! hehe First choice. Second choice, hmmm private school here, please not all boys.. Kung walang no choice. hehe Coed sana. Third choice definitely in college, alma matter!! hehe 

Naisip ko nga, sa sobrang mahal ko sa UST, for example if I got really truly rich, I'll help their commerce dept or BA which now ha, improving at least. I want to see that college at par with the big universities here kasi lag talaga sila. Or even better than them. 

Sana mangyari yun, if God's will. hehe Unending grace. Indeed.

I have some look or routine siguro pagnagturo ako, hmmmm start an opening prayer or if non catholic or well basta siguro greeting na lang. Then start of updates, like review din tapos main topic of the day, o pag tinamad chikahan sa students.. hehe interaction perhaps. Then end ng session a prayer or simple good bye. Thank you for coming! hehe 

Alam ko risk ng being a teaher.. Open to not only bad or harsh criticism but the worst. Temptations, well lalo na sa HS.. then ehem.. Students well.. Oh well. hehehe Tapos power and authority figure, tempting din or it's for the good but minsan masama din sa sarili mo pag sumobra. You know.. 

Or sa lahat na nakikita ko or nakilala ko prof, common is either you marry late or remain single forever. Because yun mga teachers here or I mean any teacher has a heart or knack of mentoring kids, goes beyond mentoring.. Sometimes they became second family or parents kung baga. Mahirap maexplain pero most of them, ganun, they pour much effort to make sure kids will not only learn but to be..

A better person through sharing of experience, helping or guidance, motivation at higit sa lahat, making school fun! I know di lahat ng titser ganun pero may ilan they do that. More than their pay grade. 

At may ibang prof, bibigyan ka pa ng tips at ishare ko pa sa mga students ko pagnakataon lang. When it comes to choosing love or just looking for love.. 

"Pick and pick then you select!"

Nagbabasa pa din kaya siya ng dyaryo at inom ng kape ngayon habang nasa Klase? =)

Monday, October 21, 2013

Sobriety

I admit not really an alcoholic pero when somebody invites you, bakit ka tatanggi? hehe First drink only started at first year college at ang una pa eh not san mig light or kahit pilesen.. Colt 45 agad!! hahaha Pero after noon, parang college life was not complete without a sip of booze. 

Pinakamalakas in those college years, malamang 4th year, paano ba naman? Crush mo drinks more than you. hehe Malamang di pwede magpatalo tapos kaliwa't kanan ang yayaan, after classes, san pa ba ang punta? hahahaha Geez, those days were unbelievable. 

Lalong lumakas siyempre when you enter the corporate world and I think ang industry na malakas ang mga tao uminom eh BPO kasi after ng night shift or even a simple stressful shift, ang team building? Inuman. hehe 

Ironically, dun naman ako napunta at as much iniiwasan ko, lintik.. Lalo ata ako lumakas. Hahaha Malakas din magkalat! haha Ah di ko pa nasasama ang dating CRAP meetings, geez, lalo na yung dalawa sa amin, manginginom. Kondisyon kung baga. 

After magtawag ng uwak sa kanyang kanya bahay noong college.. 
It did not stop me.
After that bellevue scandal na even the hotel musician band stopped playing because of me..
It didn't stop me.
After that xmas party which all the way from cavite drunk so hard, halos nakalimutan ko na paano ako nakauwi.
That did not stop me.
After that last day with my team sa teletech at nagmetrowalk, ended me up sa ER..
That I believe stopped me from drinking, even a sip of beer.

A year later, I'm quite relieved. hehe

Honestly, I should have drunk a lot after that incident. Lalo na may times na nayaya ako sa bar or cubao x which is really a great place to drink with great sounds.. I opted ice tea, pineapple orange juice and softdrinks. 

I was surprised na yeah, I'm not choosing booze anymore. CRAP meetings became gastronomic than alcoholic for the past years.. Friends meet ups also became of more gossip, eating out than kampai. 

Sounds weird or I felt weird pero I'm relieved. 

No more worrying kung kaya pa ng ilan bote.
No more thinking kung kaya pa pagomorder pa ng isang bucket.
No more analyzing kung aabot pa ba  ko sa paguwi, at makikitulog na lang ako sa friend's hose.
No more at last! Nagkakalat. hehe
No more hangovers or headaches or even endless piss after drinking a lot.
No more walking in a zig zag route even it's a straight pavement.

No more after alcohol, that's the important thing. No more craving for it lalo na if it's simple company lang kailangan.

I'd rather just talk or enjoy frappe, or ice tea, or kahit tubig na lang at kung ano pwede makain.. I'll opt for that. 

I really enjoy this moment, maybe I'll encounter more invites in the future malamang as we grow older or whatever circumstances bring you further..

But as much what I did until now..

I'll choose no.. First things first.. Always the first option. Nah, not really my type.

House Water please? 

flashbacks: Quizzes/Exams/Test/Pest

Di pwede mawala sa skul life ang quizzes o test or exams or kung ano man tawag dun sa sasabihin sayo ng titser mo magaral ka kasi may test bukas. hehe Magpupuyat ka, mamemorize hanggang sa mabaliw ka, minsan di mo na alam sinasabi mo at ayun sa huli kung buenas pasado ko at kung malas, bagsak, lagpak!

Aminin ko naman kahit ako na alam ng iba palaaral or studious, kumukopya din!!! hahaha Di lang nahuhuli. 

Pero mabuti naman 85% of the time tuwing kukuha ako ng exams sa skul pumapasa. Whew. Well, I have a routine bago magaral. Una, siyempre pinakaimportante sa lahat, kumain muna bago magbasa. Mahirap magaral ng sobrang gutom at lalo sasakit ang ulo pagnagbabasa na. Kailangan mo ng energy for studying so eat first. Tapos prepare ko muna ano aaralin, siyempre bago umuwi, check kung alin chapters or ano scope ng exam. Ala naman aral ka agad yun pala di yun kasama, nadali na ko niyan dati! hehe

Actually after the preparation ng lahat ng kailangan such as books, pens, notebooks or kahit calcu, aral na through silence. I mean no new order track or JD background music. Kahit radio or even computer nakasara, I just need a table, chair tapos tubig.. Silence din para makapagconcentrate, kasi narealize ko din talaga ako nakakapagisip or maybe all of us. Reading through silence. Kahit murmuring eh di ko nagawa. Magsasalita lang ako kung ang exam eh recital or acting whatever, or reporting di ba. Pero sometimes di maiwasan na magpatulong sa classmates. O kahit magreview ka magisa, mag review with classmates and friends. Iwas bilyar, inom, gimik o kahit counterstrike, bawal. hehe

Focus talaga for that exam. Pero may mga distractions din. Una sa lahat, katamaran. Lalo na pag ang prof mo eh hate mo or yun titser na laging pinepeste ka kasi mababa ang grades, minsan iniisip ko ayoko ko ng subject niya. Pero aral pa din ako. Matindi, laro muna ako, kaya pa yan hanggang mamaya. Nung madali araw na, feel the rush sa review! Napasobra! hehe Yun iba, tinutuloy na, sa huli sila natuluyan. hehe 

Nagkayayaan! There was one time na ayun, madali lang yun subject, mabuti na lang nagaral na ko ahead!! Nagyaya maglaro daw.. Ayun, muntikan na bumagsak sa exam! Hehe Whew, pasado pa. Kung di pala ako nagaral nun malamang ano na nangyari sa kin.

Ah isa pa, pagnagrereview with a kinda special, nawawalan ng focus! hehe Nangyari na sa kin, although those days well, may added inspiration ha pagnagaaral. hehe Masarap magaral pag naiinspire. Yihee!!! hahaha Minsan alam mo na ang sagot pagnagrereview kahit di mo pa nababasa masyado yun book or notes.. Hay.. Iba ang feeling. Pero di tumalab noong civil service exam ko, bagsak! haha Pero second take, sinugurado ko na! 

At huli at pinakamatindi, pag sobang hirap ng exam, or pag gusto mo medyo dumali ang exam, o gusto mo matapos ang pesteng test! Pray. Pray hard, or like others do, pumunta sa simbahan o sa lugar na makakapagisip muni-muni, walang dalang reviewer, simply pray! =)


Actually hindi yun ang last option. hehe Devise a plan paano makakopya!!! hahaha Una strategy, ask other students na naunang natest o kung may kabarkadang higher batch na naging prof or titser yun, tanungin kung paano mag test. At least may idea ka, o yun matindi, paano yun test!!! hehe Dati may gumawa niyan, kaso ayun na, naramdaman ng prof.. Minsan tayo tayo din ang aamin! hehe Set the record straight, di ako kasama dun. =) 

At mga nakakatawang strategy paano mag kodigo. Extra paper nakaipit kung saan saan, o nakadikit kung saan saan. Yun mga kalabit na kailangan magrespond kung hindi dali ka after the test. hehe Matindi dati nung HS, nasa harap na ko, malapit sa teacher's table, may kumakalabit pa!!! Ang tindi!!!! hehe Kakaasar yun. College siyempre di pwede walang mga style. Basta pagsabi may exam ng prof, sumasagi na sa isip namin, cheating este seating arrangement, sino pwede makopyahan, compilation ng notes at higit sa lahat, signals at symbols. Eye contact, hand gestures, lahat na in the name of that damn answer sa test..

Hay.. Those were the days. Actually wala naman ganun after college like yeah employment exams coz siyempre di naman kayo magkakilala, bahala kayo sa buhay niyo! hehe 

Sa students, dito matetest ang resourcefulness, studious, patience kasi kung hindi alam ang sagot, maghintay ng sagot! Strategies lalo na kung sino at papano kokopya.. Preparedness, team work, intelligence, diligence at higit sa lahat, faith! Faith that motivates you to pass or else worse things might happen. hehe

Pero nung skul days, pagkasabi ng prof or titser na may quiz..

Tsong pakopya! 

New Young

While I'm thinking na ibenta ko na siya coz I need a larger phone, in the end. I decided to keep this small beauty in my pocket. Way back years ago, Galaxy Young eh sobrang mabenta! Kahit ako gusto ko bumili nun but well, customers first saka may trip akong phone dati but not that one. hehe Years later, Samsung announced they launch a new one, at mabuti si gsmarena.com nagreview agad.

Unang feature na hinanap ko, sounds!!! Wow, the score is almost the same with s3 and note 2!!! Meaning sulit na sa kin to. I don't really into apps or sort basta maganda ang sounds, go! Sakto android jellybean pa. hehe Mabuti paglabas dito mura na, nung nagcheck ako ng price niya ngayon, 500 lang ang difference, sulit na pala ang pagkabili ko sa kanya agad. 

It is true, that simply description nito eh smaller galaxy 3 with a bit lower power. I mean what do you expect sa single core with 756RAM? one task at a time! hehe But ok lang for me. Important sa kin siyempre yun sounds with a cool playlist features like yun mood feature.  Tapos yun equalizer na may concert type thing na almost any song kaya niya convert into a live concert song. Rock, pop, jazz and dance equalizer niya, the best among sa phones na nahawakan ko. Ah the UI is pretty simple, android feel. Surprisingly can play 700mb films in a breeze. hehe 

Problem lang sa kanya, ayun.. sobrang sensitive! Kaunting galaw, may mangyayari! hehe Kahit di ko naman nagalaw. Saka downer talaga yun 3.23 inch something screen niya. Ang hirap magtext, lalo na pag qwerty. Although npagtiyagaan ko naman kaso natest ang limit ko. Next phone I have should have at least 4 inches para kasya naman daliri ko pag qwerty mode. hehe

Mahirap yun isang mode niya like nokia keyboard, well due to patent kasi, nawawala sa rhythm sa pagtext. hehe Kailangan masanay lang.

Phonebook, messaging, the swipes and shortcuts, ayos! Don't forget din yun notes na kailangan ko.. At ayun, wifi and mobile data enable naman. Nadownload ko pa yun mga aaps na gusto ko at kailangan. 

Unfortunately sa mga dating ko nokia phones, wala na talaga. Kahit yun X2 ko na masasabi kong has clear and loud sounds, walang sinabi dito. X6 has very clear sounds but yun load speaker talo dito. I can't believe na those units I mentioned were expensive comparing this tiny behemoth. hehe

Yeah, alam ko may iba pang phones na mas malaki, better specs and features than this one, pero yun sounds ba polido? I don't think so. hehe Quality is great at yeah, sulit na sakin.. 

I'll keep this young. =)

Thursday, October 17, 2013

Dire Punishing Fire

Well, kakatingin ko lang ng resibo kahapon, sakto pala.. 1 year na ang punishing fire! hehe Sakto ayun ibenta na agad. hahaha Kahit gusto ko man lang itago kaso nandito na ang Iron Maiden which really can stand kahit ano pagawa ko, di ko na siya magamit. Sayang lang kung maalikabukan siya. 

After that annoying issue at the first month of usage, all is well for this sturdy tablet. Never used a tablet before pero dito ko naranasan makagamit. It's really my mini computer lalo na dati na if my very old computer fails, eto na lang ang hope ko. hehe Honestly, I'm going to miss the thing, lalo na sa pagpanood ng films, playing some apps kaso di ko nagamit talaga for that. At surfing the net in my most comfortable position, nakahiga! hahaha

I must say, this thing really made me realize na mas ok Android for me. I mean di ko naman hate yun IOS despite mukhang android na siya ngayon. hehe Yun free apps kasi ng android like kingoffice lang, sobrang sulit. At siyempre my 3 movie apps, VLC which until now beta pa din. hehe Yun isa nakalimutan ko name pero ginagamit ko para maiba ang view at ang pinaka matinding movie player sa lahat MX Player!!! Until now, wala ata plano si IOS na kunin siya. hehe At kahit anong file, laki or what, this tablet played it all. Hay.. Internet browsing nakakaaddict dito tapos yun apps like youtube, fb and twitter very easy to use.. Ah iba pang app. Well, di naman ako masyado sa app. Di kasi libre yun Plants vs. Zombies! hehe Pero temple run dito natuloy yun pagiging adik ko. hehe At yun kingsoft office, gamit na gamit dito lalo na sa pagblog! 

Actually naisip ko siya palitan lalo na a lot of good chinese branded tabs showing up! Kaso parang hindi na talaga. hehe But sulit siya for that year of using this. Binabawi ko na kung ano yun nasabi ko to Ainol, nakabawi naman sila. hehe I still recommend this brand lalo na yun mga quad core nila at 10 inch na!! Di ko alam magkano yun pero marami silang katapat na.. 

This fire still burning kaya kung sino yun bibili nito..

It is still burning for a promise of great tablet experience. Buenas for short. hehe

Until now, it's still working as I bought from day one. Yun lightning nga lang nagiba. 

It still burns. 

unplanned 51

Wow, nasira ang aking sked for my action brit film fest with 2 new docs from Alex Gibney. One about the Catholic Church and another Wikileaks. Wonderfully done, splendid at kakaentertain at the same time, very informative!

Well, for this week, I can say I was out of sync. That started sa net ko nagloko tapos eto na, sunod sunod na kalokohan! hehe But anyhow, these past days talagang I'm in a daze or simply say dazed and confused. Addict. Pathetic. But well, great things still happen. I thank Him for that. =)

Bad trip lang eh yun post ko not on time ko nalagay but ok lang, tapos naman silang lahat at ipost ko na lang. Nameet ko pa din yun target ko last month.  

for now, as much I want to finish all stuff right away, nadelay. Sad thing, I wasted time on doing things or just plain lazy. Maling mindset and sense of urgency. Di halatang bad trip. hehe

But ganun talaga, move on and get started na lang starting this month until the end of the year.  Ano pa pala, hmmm at last may Pacific Rim na! Kaso wala pa yun 4GB version. hehe Pero grabe, ang sarap panoorin ulit. Of course, I'm still waiting for Man of Steel. 

What else, siguro eto na lang muna. I need to keep my head straight lang talaga for the rest of the month and be productive. Nadelay na nga yun excercise. hehe But ber months na pala...

What's it for me this Christmas? Wow, sana special naman ang xmas this year for me.. Right? Please!

Monday, October 14, 2013

h33t.com caught heat!

Well, isang araw habang nagiisip na ko kung ano idownload eh biglang no page to be found. I thought it's only in chrome but noong pati sa ibang browser, sabi ko mukhang huli na din!!! hahaha

According to news, Universal music ata sue this site for piracy (after a very long time) so like btjunkie.org... This one caught heat. Finish na ang mga days na kala ko eto na yun tatagal na site. Nothing lasts forever perhaps and indeed.

Like btjunkie.org, nandito yun mga hinahanap ko at mukhang kumpleto. Despite a lot of adware eh at minsan ang bagal pa mag load.. Annoying ads, eto na, kung anong hiling, bigay! hehe My collection got bigger and better because of this site. I want to say thank you sa kanila at malamang di lang ako, kung di marami pang dumadaan sa site na to. Kahit mga pinoy pirata, aba nandito. hehe

I first got it here at ngayon ko lang aminin.. UDD's capacities album. At that time, available lang siya sa fully booked, at malayong branches pa!!! Well, I type the album and tadah!!! No need for waiting, or pay 200, it's here. Pagkalabas ng album, mayroon na ko! hehe Sorry UDD, there were just scums who wants to share. =( 

Anyway, I kinda miss the site at balik piratebay na naman! Damn, but no choice. Parting words for h33t.com? Simply thanks for everything!!! 

Pero di ibig sabihin, matyatyaga na lang ako ba sa Pirate bay? 

Siyempre, there is an interesting mine I've found that almost has everything.. Thanks to Igz! 

I won't tell the site.. It's easy to find actually. And suprising as well, you'll see why.. 

Clue? Hmmmmm it sounds like one of my fave comic book films.=)

PreView

For this month, October.. Nah, pass na sa octoberfest! hehe Sober whatever.

Looking forward to really enjoy this month and do something right. Sana makapagstart na ng excercise!!! hehe At sana makatsamba pa ang USTe!!! Mukhang kaya pa!!!! 

For this month, I don't know what to really look forward to.. Pero maraming may birthday this month lalo na ehem, end of the month. Tapos preparing a lot, planning, reading perhaps and rest. I hope less stress this month.

Pero sa bagong queue na tinatrabaho ko, mukhang malabo!!! hehe But I have no choice naman. Christmas is in the air and I'm not really looking forward to it. Maybe rest and enjoy what's left for the year. 

For this month, gotta watch a lot of films in my vault. Geez, they just don't go down. hehe A lot to spoil, a lot to watch. 

Just make it simpler this month, should I.. Perhaps maenjoy ko naman ang simple joys of life, solitude, quiet, in peace and everything that gives you joy is in reach.

Yun lang muna, I hope in the end, it will be simpler. 

Yun original post ko nito, nabura ko! bad trip di eto yun isusulat ko dapat eh. hehe

Friday, October 11, 2013

End of 3rd Quarter

Hay, before the final quarter of this long damn year. hehe


July - Well, it was the time na kala ko tapos na ang lahat. hehe Pero thank God, natanggal ang one polyp that changed my diet until now. Great thing that it was found not serious or cancerous or whatever, important is.. I'm going to enjoy life until it's over in a better way. =) Good job din sa work at ok naman, di naman masyado stress except siyempre bago yun operation. 


August - This month started well, stress, disappointment and struggles and a lot of things that I did not want to be with.. For short, gulo. hehe Pero ano pa magagawa ko, ganun talaga.. Hay, one of the worst months of the year and despite working or striving hard, it did not work out. Geez..


September - Continuation ng August, pero mabuti may breathing days kahit maiksi. Bitin nga eh. hehe But anyway, important was nakaplano ako, walang nanggugulo at marami din narealize. I hope it's not too late but great thing like what I'm feeling today.. Quite relieved.. Can't wait for the last quarter of the year which puro action na ata. =) Kakatuwa nastay ko yun semi vegan diet in preparation for something healthy saka sabi na din ni doc. Next month will be a milestone for me! Wait for it. I also can't believe it. hehe Wow.. 

Ah, what can I say for this year, as much for myself I can it's better despite odds kaso there are some factors which dampens my improvement or others. Well, what can I say..

Move on, be better at least for the final quarter. Di pa tapos ang taon. Do something productive and worthwhile. Implementing bit by bit. 

I hope it will be smooth sailing.. 

Blast to the last!!!

Not Showing: The Intouchables

As I looked the list of films showing at that time, French Film Fest, I eagerly waited for this film due to great reviews and a touching premise. Alas, they did not have this, they did show Rust and Bone instead but no this which is I think more family friendly.

Story goes a quadraplegic aristocrat or let's say dude can only move his head and nothing else. He can't even feel his feet or hands. For his condition, he hired an assistant to do things for him, from eating to driving or even waking him up when he's having panic attacks. Philippe does really need help. He got that help from Driss, an unemployed dude who lives in the projects and has real mean manners but kinda smart.

Two of them embark not only the professional working relationship but a true friendship that last forever. Cheesy? It is.. The only factor I did not like in the film is that part, sorry for the spoiler. But that part where Driss left Philippe momentarily because of some family problem, which I thought they will fall apart due to some fights or conflicts  during their working together. But it's not, simple as that, Driss left and Philippe languished. I hope they had a better idea of like a conflict between them or something really bad happened but yeah.. I just kinda frown a bit why they split before the end.

Anyway, I love the cast of this film especially the two leads, Philippe and Driss. By the way, let's see how Omar Sy acts bishop in the new Xmen flick. I might have quite high expecations after watching this film. hehe Francois is great for his role, it is difficult to just act using your head. I love his character that always calm and not really have self pity despite his difficult situation. Other casts  works as well, like the maid, and the hot secretary.. =)  I love the music used for this film, that says Driss' taste for soul and funky music. But I love the music used in the end, perfectly for the end credits, quite classical but never boring. I love the screenplay of the film, the concept itself and coming from a true story, despite some changes, it really warms your heart. I love how Philippe defended his choice of Driss as a guardian, he just said that's the person he needs, the one who not only take cares of him but understands him, fights for him due to trust. Despite Driss' past, he did not care about it, important for him, Driss' works for him. I love that opening sequence, very tricky and clever.

Despite I skipped parts, I still get the whole thing of the film, how you should really value a person, whether working with a disabled or not, or how you value yourself and with others. I love the antics or jokes used in the film, I laughed and had a great time. By the way, I did not why the title is The Intouchables. I thought at first it's The untouchables but that's copyrighted. =) Highly recommended!

Maybe that's the name they want to be called as buddies or couple, I mean best friends.. 

unplanned 50

Before taking a rest, eto.. I can't believe I'll have a rest for sometime. Rest from work, errands, or even some troubles. hehe Gusto ko pa naman manood ng Cine Filipino kaso mahal 150! Yun sa SM naman na Master Edition, it's all serious work, 100 pesos, kaso nashort ako. Nanood kasi ng Elysium. hehe 

At this time, I feel so exasperated on things, pano ba naman, eh malapit na matapos na taon, may mga bagay pa ko di masimulan. Whew.. I truly accept na I'm person who accepts change but in a very very slow pace. Except siyempre pag trabaho pero pag sa mga personal change or other situation, talagang mabagal ako. I think I'll this attitude for the rest of my life. hehe I hope not. 

Walang pressure sa UST, ok na yun panalo niyo kahapon.. hahahaha Edi pag nanalo pa ulit, edi finals na. Buenas kung buenas. Pesteng warcraft3/DOTA to, naadik ulit ako after not playing for years. hehe Pero at least masaya naman ako, at least nakakabawas stress. 

Akalain mo 50th edition na ng unplanned,meaning more than 4 years of writing on the spot. What I feel, whether kung random or spontaneous or whatever comes in my floating brain. It's fun, and it's easy. 

Pesteng Alaska, ayun dahil sa patalo sila against sa Air21, makakalaban pa yun San Mig Coffee. Sana naman tama na pagkakalat at kailangan manalo sila ng two straight. RoS eh better position pero wag patalo! hehe Hula ko, sad to say, pero di dahil I hate this team pero sobra kasing lakas bigla. Petron have a big chance winning it all. Great import fits the team, all players now understand yun dapat gawin nila bawat isa at may coach na sumusunod sa kanya.. Ayun, alam na kaya isa lang talo. hehe

For now, what I'm planning is simply enjoy these moments of breathing or better yet, some moments of solitude. Plano ko sana malayo kaso short of time and money pero pwede na pagplanuhan yan, then set up next time. hehe Siguro simply enjoy this time of being alone, no worries or enemies.. Besides I haven't done this for a long time, kahit marami na ko VL nagamit this year, parang di naman napunta dun! hahaha 

Eto na siguro yun time na yun. Thank God! =)

unplanned indeed.

broken lines (collection 39)

Sinnerman 
by Nina Simone

Oh Sinnerman, where you gonna run to?
Sinnerman, where you gonna run to?
Where you gonna run to?
All along dem day
Well I run to the rock, please hide me
I run to the rock,please hide me
I run to the rock, please hide me, Lord
All along dem day
But the rock cried out, I can't hide you
The rock cried out, I can't hide you
The rock cried out, I ain't gonna hide you guy
All along dem day
I said, Rock, what's a matter with you rock?
Don't you see I need you, rock?
Lord, Lord, Lord
All along dem day
So I run to the river, it was bleedin'
I run to the sea, it was bleedin'
I run to the sea, it was bleedin'
All along dem day
So I run to the river, it was boilin'
I run to the sea, it was boilin'
I run to the sea, it was boilin'
Along dem day
So I run to the Lord, please hide me Lord
Don't you see me prayin'?
Don't you see me down here prayin'?
But the Lord said, go to the devil
The Lord said, go to the devil
He said, go to the devil
All along dem day
So I ran to the devil, he was waitin'
I ran to the devil, he was waitin'
Ran to the devil, he was waitin'
All on that day
I cried - 
POWER!!!!!!! 
(Power to da Lord) 
[8x]
Bring down, 
(Power to da lord), 
[4x]
POWER!!! 
(power to da lord) 
[12x]

(Instrumental)

Oh yeah, Woh yeah, Woh yeah
Well I run to the river, it was boilin'
I run to the sea, it was boilin'
I run to the sea, it was boilin'
All along dem day
So I ran to the Lord
I said, Lord hide me, please hide me
Please help me
Along dem day
He said, child, where were you
When you oughta been prayin'?
I said,Lord, Lord, hear me prayin'
Lord, Lord, hear me prayin'
Lord, Lord, hear me prayin'
All along dem day
Sinnerman you oughta be prayin'
Oughta be prayin', Sinnerman
Oughta be prayin',
All on that day
I cried - 
POWER!!!!!!! 
(Power to da Lord) 
[12x]
Go down
(Power to da Lord)
[3x]
POWER!!!!!!!
(Power to da Lord) 
[3x]
Power, Power, Lord
Don't you know I need you Lord
Don't you know that I need you
Don't you know that I need you
Power, Lord!


I'm a Sinnerman, and I need that power Lord....

by the way, Thanks to David Lynch!