no title

hehe I don't know what will be the title was for today.. but because I have nothing special to say.. well, I was able to go home early and fast.. went to Kuya Allan and Alpro for some help.. hehe and went to the magic guy and asked if he got the new cards in Eventide.. great thing is.. he got all.. hehe so after a lengthy conversation to him.. I went home and straight to sleep.. hehe 2 days left before our days off!! I can't wait to rest.. hahaha well, I was shocked that ADMU lost to FEU? what is happening to the Blue Eagles? hehe but of course, my alma mater UST done a great job, letting Bautista score for them against NU.. so.. let's see on Sunday if UST will win against ADMU.. hehe Saturday, let's see if UE will be winning against DLSU.. I hope UE will lose because it will help UST in the standings.. hehe I hope UST will win against ADMU on Sunday!!!

by the way, good thing, our meal card was reloaded just now.. I can now eat.. hehe I was very hungry before I got to work.. oh well.. I am not sure what will I do in these days off.. maybe I will just sleep or rest and fix my things.. do some errands if I am needed.. I don't know.. I don't have any plans for these days off.. maybe watch the Mummy but it has bad reviews.. waste of time and money.. hehe

oh well, let's see what's in store for me in the coming days.. I hope it will be great.. I just want to sleep now.. hehe if I can..

better whatever

yes, I am better than yesterday, except for some coughs and some laziness.. hehe so, what happened yesterday? CE? forget it, next topic.. hehe hmmmm this is the 3rd day of our work week and time is fast for the days off!! yes.. hehe and the new schedule will take effect this coming Monday which is 11pm to 8am.. so no more running in the floor logging into our hard phone.. and avoid being late.. hehe this schedule is way manageable.. so I expect, I will not be late even in one minute.. please.. hehe nothing new yesterday, except done some laundry and I slept again right away after I came home.. but for a short time, and then ate lunch and slept again.. however, I had a hard time of getting slept again because the time was a very hot summer afternoon.. damn.. hehe again.. so I woke up at around 8:35pm and dressed up and again, I arrived to work at exactly 9:59pm!! so I am not late..

anyway, some news.. my team Air 21 won!! haha one more win and we will be in the finals!! yes.. good job.. we will see that on Friday.. another news.. well Letran lost for the first time, in a close match so San Beda should be more careful.. it will be a waste if they were defeated by Letran with a handicap lineup.. hehe oh well, that's basketball.. and the big news in NBA.. Artest will be traded to the Houston Rockets for Bobby Jackson, Donte Greene and first round pick? and $1 million? that's cheap.. damn.. hehe so Houston has a potent starting five and their defense is also improved.. well with Battier is already good but adding Artest? damn good.. with Artest, many teams will have so much problems because of Battier and Artest defense combo.. with offense, another offensive weapon was added because with Artest, he has all the moves, it's just poor shot selection.. hehe I don't know if that will happen under Houston.. it is worth the risk and the western conference just got into a tight race!!!

oh well.. moving forward.. tomorrow, I hope UST will win!! hehe they should be and NU should be quashed.. hehe by the way, Nache got into the blogosphere due to me?! hehe I was very flattered at that rate, because I never thought that somebody will be so much inspired posting their thoughts on the web due to your work.. I am happy.. well, she will be reading this.. hehe so thank you, keep posting and don't worry, you will be fine, just be careful on what you post.. hehe I am doing this, because of releasing the tension in my life, not only stress.. the tension.. it may not solve of my many problems.. but at least, it eases my life.. hehe I just talked to a customer which really needs some serious help but unfortunately I can't really help.. sometimes, for the honest customers who are I can say got unlucky, I really feel sad to them.. well.. that's life..

so 20 mins left and I will be on lunch!! so good day!! hehe

a bit better

anyway, I am a bit better today.. well, way better than yesterday.. maybe because of the meds that I took yesterday.. I decided to go home after I took my lunch but clinic did not give me any clearance to go home, so I ended up finishing my shift.. thank God that my condition is a bit better.. the important thing is the fever was gone.. anyway, after I went home, I slept right away for 3 hours.. maybe I am so tired working sick.. hehe so after that, I ate lunch and drank the remaining meds I need.. so I slept again in the middle of a hot afternoon.. hehe and I woke up.. kinda slow first because I want more sleep.. and I arrived to my station, exactly 10pm.. I am not late.. hahaha good job!!!

well, but for sure, tomorrow will be different and I can feel I am fully recovered, if I am still sick, maybe because of coughs.. nothing changed.. nothing new.. nothing important.. by the way, while doing this post for today.. I am also reading a post from my team mate, actually she is from a different team.. hehe interesting post I can say.. by the way, Joanne, one of my best friends from college texted me an interesting quote.. I want to post it here, but it's kinda long.. I will post it later.. hehe but one line struck me most, "love when impossible to love".. naks.. I hope it can happen to me again, especially in these times of my life.. I need some inspiration I guess, besides from my family, best friends, friends, and my team.. hehe other inspiration.. oh well.. there was one before here in the office but the problem is, she left?! but anyway, there is other person that I look forward to.. hehe

so, Wednesday will be a new day.. I hope I can fully rest and recover from sickness.. and I hope for our CE scores to be good this week.. please God, help us.. hehe and what else.. nothing else.. nothing more.. nothing less..

still sicko

damn, well I was able to go to work but not 100%.. crap.. I still feel sick.. damn.. I drank some bioflu but I believe, it's still not enough.. it's like I feel I have a slight fever.. damn.. sorry for the bad words.. hehe I am kinda of dizzy.. this is a different sickness unlike when I went from Sagada.. my body is stiff but not my head, or dizzy.. but this time, I came from a fever and just got here in work walking like drunk.. hehe maybe because I am not fully recovered.. when I am riding a jeep coming to work, I am sweating a lot.. even it's night and cold, but I am still sweating a lot..

until now, I am just not feeling right.. oh well, I hope if I can just go home early just for today and have a long rest.. just for the following day.. I don't really know how I got sick on Monday.. I feel so unlucky I believe.. good job.. hehe what a way to start my good week..

I don't know what I need to do next.. I am still not fine.. in terms of health.. I saw somebody interesting last Friday .. come on, not Raims.. the person I met before I came in eastwood.. hehe maybe I am just hallucinating due to the sickness I have.. SONA yesterday was useless.. I mean I did not hear or watch the whole thing but I doubt, all of the President statements are false.. hehe we should have effective leaders who are not easily bribed, or have dignity serving the country first before his/her personal interest.. the problem with our politics here, be corrupt first then serve the public.. pat on the back and good job!! I still believe there is a bright future for this country.. the time will come that every citizen doesn't need to go out to other countries just to work.. the time will come that all of us, especially Muslims and Christians will live peacefully.. there will be a time that all our politicians will serve according to our moral standard and help those who are in need.. I believe, I am still sick.. hehe

life is indeed full of surprises.. but I was not suprised for some reasons.. maybe I am just gone too deep into trouble these years.. hehe but anyway, I am still waiting for good suprises.. I want to recover fast from this sickness.. I am coughing, drowsy nose and dizzy.. damn.. I want to sleep.. well, clinic just gave me biogesic since I am now taking bioflu.. let's see if it works.. hehe

sicky and iffy

yes, when I woke up this morning, I feel so weak and like I am having a fever.. damn.. but I can stil go to work later.. hehe maybe because of so much thinking of my problems.. like I said before, it's like a curse.. whatever.. SONA will be coming later.. I don't care what she says.. but one thing is for sure.. all she will say are lies..

definitely, it will be chaos later.. oh well.. however, I am not sure what is my sickness today.. since I am invunerable with flu.. which is I fell not.. hehe I don't know.. but I need to get well, fast.. asap.. hehe I did not come to Dad and Algerro because of the strong rain yesterday.. and by the way, I may not make it when I am going home because of the SONA.. God bless us all.. by the way, UST won yesterday!!! yes, even in OT.. hehe but Red Bull was swept.. Air 21 lost as well.. I hope Air 21 will win on Game 5.. actually, it is an interesting series.. so I know, they will come back strong.. I am not really feeling well for today.. damn..

I prayed that I can go to work today.. I don't want to be a baggage to my team in terms of outage.. but I hope that I get a long, vacation leave.. hehe that will be possible, next year.. hehe I will do some important things.. I haven't finish the recording of some MTV's for Kuya.. I believe, that's all for now.. I am just tired and sick for today.. hehe

sikreto

hay, pagkatapos ng dalawang araw na pagalis sa bahay at maglasing ng kaunti at maglaro ng magic, nandito na ulit ako.. hehe ano bang bago.. hmmm marami!! pero di naman un nakakagulat.. nung biyernes, pumunta ako sa Loyola para kay Prong.. tapos nung, deretcho ako sa renewal ng Driver's license sa may LTO.. sa may MRT, Farmer's plaza un.. kala ko nga noong una, wala pero nahanap ko din.. ok naman kasi malamig na, mabilis pa!! kahit isa't kalahating oras ako naghintay, eh malamig naman saka nasa Mall naman.. kaysa naman sa east avenue or sa malapit sa min, magulo saka mainit.. nakuha ko agad un lisensya, at dapat pala itago na ang resibo ngayon.. mga 1pm nakauwi ako bahay at natulog ng sandali..

tapos noon.. may pinuntahan ako sandali.. mukhang ok naman nun binisita ko siya.. kaso di kami nakaalis.. hehe ang saya!! haha tapos, umuwi muna ako sa bahay para iwan un dalang dala kong malaking payong.. deretcho sa gateway para ma meet ko naman si Raims.. classmate and friend from college.. para manood ng gig!! bago pumunta sa club dredd, pumunta muna kami sa after hours show ng gateway.. ang unang nakita namin eh fast pitch ata.. ayun, nagkakalat.. hehe tapos ang inaabangan pala ni Raims, eh un urbandub.. na di ko trip eh.. hehe emo nga sila, pero un kanta lang.. puro english.. maarte.. pero may isang kanta ako na natripan ko.. ung evidence ata ang name.. ok naman..kaso mga sawi at un mga members nila.. puro sawi sa pag ibig ang topic ng kanta nila.. hehehe pero sorry, di na ko sa kalagayan na yan.. tapos na..

so pagkatapos ng urban dub, na dumami lalo ang tao, nag jeep kami papuntang eastwood.. at deretcho sa Club dredd.. nagulat nga ko na dun lang pala un, kala ko rin sarado na siya, pero bukas pala.. at napakaliit.. grabe.. hehe matagal na rin di pa ko nakakapanood ng gig.. pero eto iba, kasi tatlong banda un mapapanood namin nina Raims.. medyo bangag pa ko ng lagay na yun kasi napagod ako sa pinuntahan ko, pero ok naman.. hehe tapos nagset set na un bandang Sandwich.. di ko alam nung mga title ng kinanta nila.. pero ok din, sayang nga kung maganda lang un camera phone ko.. edi sana nakakuha ako ng picture nila.. mainit nga lang sa dredd, malakas ang air con ha.. malamig pero kubon naman, yosi ng yosi mga tao dun.. buti na lang hindi ako nagyoyosi..

Sandwich.. kahit di ko alam un title nung mga kinanta nila, magaling saka si Raymond, un lead singer nila.. hayop!! ang galing!! ang nabilib ako sa bandang yun, eh kumanta sila ng damaged goods ha.. kuhang kuha.. tapos noon, kumanta sila ng just like heaven ng the cure.. ang galing!!! ang tantsa ko nga, sulit na nga un binayad namin.. pero may dalawang banda pa.. hehe

Razorback.. kaya pala maraming tao, dahil sa bandang to.. naalala ko nga.. noong grade 6 kami sa LSQC, may gig sa min, di pa sikat ang parokya ni edgar.. at ang huling nag perform eh Razorback.. di ko pa alam kung ano kanta nila at sino sino sila.. 12 years later.. un na, nakita ko na ng malapitan.. at mga puti pala sila.. foreigner halos lahat.. tapos nagsisigawan na un mga tao kahit di pa sila kumakanta.. ganun na pala sila katindi.. hehe so ganun.. tapos nagpakilala na ang mga ungas.. nagwawala na lahat nun nagsimula na sila!!! whoa.. iba un dating ng Razorback.. sarap nga uminom habang kumakanta sila.. bale strong ice un kinuha ko sa consumable na binayad namin.. 3 bale un, kaso isa lang ininom ko.. hehe grabe un Razorback, kahit di ko alam un kanta nila.. magaling sila, sa dalawang gitara, un drummer, bassist at siyempre un vocalist.. kaya pala kaya nila maglaro ng led zep!! eh sobrang galing nila eh.. kahit di nila kinanta un payaso.. ok lang.. sobrang sulit na kasi ang haba nung mga kanta nila tapos ang kulit pa nung vocalist.. hehe galing, grabe.. wala na ko masabi!! sarap manood ulit ng razorback!! hehe

Chico Sci.. well, kala namin pangalawa sila pero nung natapos ang Razorback, biglang kumaunti yung tao.. so ibig sabihin, Razorback lang pinunta nung mga tao.. so nakaupo na kami.. ganun kakaunti ang tao.. kumuha na din ako nung libreng california drink handog ng cosack vodka.. ika nung vocalist ng Razorback, sobrang ibang lipad to pare.. hehe kaya pala, un si Raims.. inubos ung isang pitchel ng cosack.. patay na!! hehe wala na ko tiwala sa Cossack.. bakit naman napunta sa Cossack un usapan.. kasi wala naman talaga kuwenta un Chico Sci.. sabi ko pa naman kay Raims bago kami pumunta.. ok un band list kasi sa Sandwich, Chico Sci at Razorback.. pero kung tutuusin, mas nasiyahan pa ko sa Urbandub kaysa sa Chico Sci.. walang kakwenta kwenta.. sobrang nagkalat.. pati un bizarre love triangle, binastos pa.. buti di na nanood un New Order sa harap nila, kundi nabugbog sila. what a bloody mess.. hehe kinanta nga nila un paris, sa dulo naman wala na ko maintindihan.. hehe so pagkatapos ng gig na masasabing kong sulit eh naglalakad kami ni Raims.. medyo may tama ata.. hehe pero seriously, naguusap kami since 1 year na kami di nagkita.. tapos alam ko na medyo hirap din siya sa sitwasyon niya.. letche kasi un friend niya, magulo.. hehe

kumain kami sa Cab.. 10 inches lang na NY finest.. hehe pero un na.. talagang seryosong usapan nangyari kasi tungkol sa mga nangyari sa buhay namin at nang iba diyan.. hehe di ko na ilalagay kung anu man yun.. basta nakakatuwa at sana natulungan ko siya sa mga sinabi ko.. Raims, kaya mo yan!!! nood tayo ulit ng gig.. hehe pero may nalaman ako na matindi talaga.. grabe, hindi ako makapaniwala sa nalaman ko.. ayoko ko na nga sabihin pa.. basta.. hay, ayoko ko pa magtago na maiitim na sekreto ha.. hehe tama na.. may iba diyan, basta.. hay, responsibilidad na huwag itago..

at, siyempre, 4am na kami nakauwi.. wala naman ako tama, ewan ko kay Raims.. hehe sorry dude.. sana ok ka.. Sabado? eto lang masasabi ko, malakas ang mga nabuo kong deck.. sulit.. hehe pano pa kaya pag nakumpleto ko pa? hehe pero di pa rin ako nakakalaro sa labas.. gusto ko na isabak un type 2 ko!!! hehe sorry kina Nick and Ron.. hehe

Linggo.. eto, umuulan.. bad trip, di ako makapunta kay Dad.. di ko akalain ganito lalakas ang ulan.. eto.. mukhang ang Uste, matatalo lang sa ADU.. bahala nga sila sa buhay nila.. hehe oo nga pala.. happy birthday kay Kuya Alpro.. kaya napahaba un blog ko kasi nagdown download ng mga fave MTV niya.. mga hip hop video.. hehe sana magustuhan niya.. at sana, tuloy tuloy na to.. ung sa trabaho, kailangan makabawi at sa pagbisita ko.. sana maulit muli.. haha sige, hanggang dito na lang muna ko.. magandang linggo!!

late, waaaaaaaaaaaahh!!!!

damn.. the taxi that I rode.. gone into a traffic route and came to work late by 2 minutes.. because of the rain and well, I woke up, around quarter to 9.. I can't blame myself either.. so it's the taxi's fault.. crap.. hehe anyway.. payday today!!! yes!!! but oh well, it will go away!! hehe yesterday was almost a good one except for the late coming to work.. at the middle of the afternoon.. it was very very very hot.. I woke up at 3:30pm and able to brush away that heat.. however, I watched the games for UAAP, 2 games of blowouts.. first from DLSU defeating ADU by around 15 points.. or how about UP? they were blown out by UE by 29 points!!! worth watching isn't it? hehe what else did I do? nothing else.. what a boring life.. after I got home, done the same stuff.. I was not able to read some books.. I got asleep right away.. and the following happens.. anyway, I was able to chat some of my friends in college, namely Raims, Ivan, and Angel.. Angel will be going to singapore and she is planning to get married around next year.. good job!! hehe hmmm, I am thinking as well if I can go to singapore as well.. hehe

Ivan is dreaming to go to canada but oh well, he's doped!! hehe it was a funny conversation.. especially with Raims which we are planning to watch a gig, tomorrow.. hmmm anyhow.. we talked about everything in our lives.. we haven't talked for a while as you see.. one topic that we were surprised is Angel getting married by next year.. well, we hope we can meet the lucky guy and see if he is indeed the right one for her.. but the problem is they are going in singapore in 2 weeks.. so for short, there is so much little time to meet up.. but I wish for the best of luck for both of them.. for me? getting married? nah.. after what happened? I need to recover.. from everything!! hehe what will be my plans for the days off.. hmmm on saturday, it's either help my friend for the sale or go to Ron and play some magic.. but on Sunday, I might visit Dad and Algerro.. I should done that before but I got lazy.. damn.. hehe and most important part, get more, and more sleep.. breaking news!! actually, it's a sad news, Baracael, the frontline from FEU just got shot hours ago.. let's pray for him.. he was shot just in front of the FEU campus, specifically the philtrust bank.. damn.. that's scary.. God save him.. I know FEU defeated UST but come on, it's a competition.. however done this, you're in trouble dude..

hmmmm.. what else can I say for today.. I need to recover from that late start today.. I need to focus for the team.. so I will rest my hands for today!! and by the way, it's my VL on Friday!!! bwahahahahaha it's approved!! tnx TM, AM and Dell.. hehe

hungry like a wolf 2

yes, I did come here hungry but early.. hehe I got a good sleep.. yesterday was a simple one.. I should say, a routine day. got home, do some stuff.. take a bath, eat and sleep.. oh, I watched Voltes V.. hehe so that's it.. I read some blogs as well, from my dear friend Villa.. interesting blog about saving these days.. due to the inflation of prices of everything here on earth.. she done some adjustment to her everyday life.. I like the part where she give importance of coins.. hehe good blog.. well, for me, I don't know what else to say about savings or what for these kind of times.. what can I say is poverty gives you a good diet.. physically and mentally.. materially I guess. hehe but you need a good spiritual strength.. I just pray to God that everything will be fine, even in these times.. God help us all..

I woke up at the same time.. but fortunately I got here at work early and I was able to eat something, the caramel bar to be exact.. so it made me full and log in to work.. I read some news, sports news.. Air 21 tied up the series.. great news.. San Beda lost from JRU.. great news again.. hehe San Beda thought they were invincible.. they are not!! Mapua lost to Letran.. so-so news.. Letran seems to be poised for this season even with that lineup.. let's see if they win with San Beda.. anyway, Red Bull lost again.. bad news to them not for me.. hehe nothing else changed for the longest time, except I am still waiting for my request of the VL.. I hope it will go through.. I also experienced a good dream while sleeping.. I won't tell what it is.. I might spoil the fun.. hehe I encontered some news by the way, the outsourcing industry having problems with the talent pool.. especially if they want to reach the 10% global market share for the outsourcing industry.. so they want to reach that? no way.. with the dwidling number of good agents like me.. hehe who is tired of taking calls.. then the industry will have a problem with that.. big problem.. for my case.. I still love the company.. but for the incoming years, if I found a day job which will meets my needs.. I would not come back to this work.. ever.. in case, if there is no choice.. hehe but I will be forever happy, if I will work for a job which I don't need to adjust my habits or ruin my lifestyle.. that will be great for me and my family, my friends.. stress won't bother me since my 3 years are spent in this very stressful job.. I hope that grateful day will come.. if it's day shift call center with a same pay, why not.. but for this kind of shift.. this is the last frontier for me.. hehe anyway, for our CE, we got low scores.. I won't discuss that further.. we got whacked!! hehe but I hope we can recover and do something about this.. I hope for a better score next week.. I believe that's all I can say for now.. if the VL will go through.. I am looking forward this Friday..

fast day

yes, yesterday was a fast one.. why? after my shift, I was able to go home.. cooked some corned beef which I shouldn't do because they cooked some porkchop.. oh well, I ended up eating corned beef.. hehehe I ate the pork chop before I got to work.. good job!! hehe so I have finished my usual routine, watched voltes V.. hehe and go into sleep right away.. there was one moment in my sleep that I am sweating a lot because of the hot afternoon but I disregard it and able to sleep better.. I woke up at 8:30pm and ate and got into work.. good thing.. I am not late.. hehe I am way early, like 5 minutes before log in.. hehe

no weird dreams or anything that I have done special yesterday.. it's like a plain day.. simple day.. simple dei.. well, where is she by the way.. no weird topics that I noticed.. oh by the way, I was able to watch a new MTV from up dharma down, and the title of the song is every first second.. the song is great and their second album? it will be good.. I can feel it.. hehe if it's really good, I will buy the original, unlike before, I bought it from tower quiapo.. hehe so I hope they will release the new album, fast.. when I checked the news today, nothing seems to be new or shocking.. there is one, some NBA players were offered to play in europe.. with the decreasing value of the US dollar and the tax free offer, players are thinking twice.. I don't blame them, especially with the salary cap of the teams available.. there are some teams are below salary cap but those teams, are the bottom teams.. hehe so I wish them the best of luck.. I also read the Arenas blog when he visited Manila.. and I can see that he was happy when he visited us.. he felt really a superstar.. and the one line he said that I really had fun on his visit is like when a NBA player is having a bad day, or into a bad career, visit Manila.. good advice.. if Rick Astley can do it, why can't they? hehe well, for new order, they will not come here because they are not yet in a bad career.. the farthest they can go in Asia is Japan.. so damn.. hehe I am thinking.. oh by the way, I hope my VL request will be approved.. hehe so I can prepare for Friday payday.. let's go back to the way I am thinking.. I am thinking the past events again.. but I am not kind of affected or down.. or whatsoever.. just reminscing I guess.. it is very hard if you're loveless for quite sometime.. hehe but I hope at least at the end of the year, there will be a prospect.. it should be innocent.. anyway, I don't know what else to say.. I hope for a good score for our CE today.. go get that XPS.. hehe God bless us all..

a new week

yes.. after a draining first week with the new sked.. I am now working for a new week with the new sked.. unfortunately, I am again almost late when I came to work today.. anyway, thanks to Ivan for the correction but I feel it's still the right word for it.. hehe after watching the dark knight twice this last Friday and Saturday, here comes Sunday.. I am still watching but of course, Macross frontier which is getting nice.. Black Lagoon second barrage, which I found the 18th episode so it will not help me to follow the story.. and I discovered the anime of King of Fighters, but the bad thing is the episodes are too short.. damn.. hehe and no follow up made to it.. other than that.. as you see in my profile, I am watching trailers to the anticipated graphic novel translations into movies.. the spirit will be a good one but not as great as sin city because of the theme itself.. weird hero theme I guess.. but the one I am really waiting for is the watchmen movie in 03/06/09.. so I hope it will have simultaneous launching here in the philippines.. when I watched the trailer.. I think it will live up the hype even to the people who really haven't read the novel.. like me.. hehe so I will be eagerly waiting for that.. another thing.. I was able to watch the teaser trailer of the Terminator 4, which is really short but I think it will be good as well, when you have Christian Bale at the lead role.. I did not expect Bale will be this big star after I watched his move Equilibrium.. so kudos to him.. hehe what else did I watch.. MTV's of Sago and Pedicab.. that's all.. there comes Sunday afternoon.. and well, I was shocked that ADU won against UE.. but I was upset when UST lost to FEU.. damn UST.. what will happen to them in the following games.. Cruz is now hobbled, you can see that in the game, Japs is injured and the rookies of UST are doing errors.. how will win some games.. if they play like that against ADU next Sunday, forget it.. I won't watch them live.. bloody mess.. hehe and by the hmmm, I spoke with somebody that got my interest again.. hahaha

so there comes PBA.. I guess I am a basketball fan even I am not playing basketball anymore.. my teams Air 21 and Red Bull lost, number 1, Air 21 doesn't have any import.. number 2 Red Bull does have an import, but he's injured.. good job!!! so good luck to my teams in Game 2.. what else.. after that, I fell asleep.. and woke up on Monday.. clean my room and fix some things and well, log in again.. played some games and I don't know why I took some time in computer but I finished around 12:30pm.. I slept around 2:30pm and woke at 9pm.. the end of the day? I rushed here in the office.. good thing that Mom done her medical check up but bad news, new meds are coming because the doctor advised her to take these new meds.. I wish I could but I couldn't.. I am so useless.. damn.. but I will think of a way to help Mom about her situation.. the problems are coming endlessly.. hehe bad trip.. anything else? hmmm.. I don't my plans yet for this weekend, because I planned my VL for this friday and I need to know if it's approved.. I hope it will be because I have something to do important in my VL.. not only renewing my driver's license.. but something else.. that's all for today.. time really flies so fast..

ang maitim na kabalyero

oo, nakapanood na ko.. at dalawang beses pa!!! una.. siyempre sa dell, sa eastwood.. sarap talaga manood sa eastwood.. hehe mga 7:20pm sakto, nakapasok ako sa sinehan at sakto, di ako late, nagpalabas pa muna ng trailer.. hehe panget naman nung mga trailer.. kala ko naman watchmen saka terminator 4.. pero di naman pala.. pero nagsimula na un batman!! siyempre napakasaya ko kahit medyo alanganin kasi may pasok ako ng 10pm.. hehe kaya panay tingin sa cell ko para sa oras.. magaling un dark knight talaga, lalo na si Joker.. sayang si heath ledger.. maganda sana kung babalik siya para sa part 2 kasi malamang di naman talaga patay si Joker.. pero un buong pelika, parang kuha talaga sa graphic novel ni batman.. ganun dapat ang graphic novel adaptation para maging pelikula.. hehe magaling lahat sa dark knight, lalo na un plot niya, medyo complikado ha.. pero ok lahat.. pero un unang panood ko, medyo nabitin kasi 9:40pm, di pa tapos un palabas, nagmadali na ko bumalik sa Dell.. at yun.. log in agad.. hehe

siyempre, habang nagtratrabaho ako, nagdadalawang isip ako kung papanoorin ko ulit.. pero sa huli.. ayun, sa gateway ako nanood ulit. sa una, siyempre una ako sa pila kaya wala pang pila.. pero nung lumabas na ko sa sinehan, at balak sana manood ng wanted, kaso sobrang haba na nung pila.. bad trip.. hehe di na ko natuloy manood pa ng wanted.. tapos, nakauwi na ko at nanood ng UAAP.. kala ko makakatsamba un NU, pero hindi pala.. hehe mamaya, UST na naman.. sana manalo na sila laban sa FEU.. hehe dapat lang!! bale eto pala, nalagay ko na un mga kanta ng Joy Division at un mga trip kong video.. hehe sana maeenjoy niyo.. kung may tumitingin ng profile ko.. sige dami ko pa gagawin.. hehe bahala na kayo!!! magandang araw..

atmosphere

Walk in silence,
Don't walk away, in silence.
See the danger,
Always danger,
Endless talking,
Life rebuilding,
Don't walk away.

Walk in silence,
Don't turn away, in silence.
Your confusion,
My illusion,
Worn like a mask
of self-hate,
Confronts and then dies.
Don't walk away.

People like you find it easy,
Naked to see,
Walking on air.
Hunting by the rivers,
Through the streets,
Every corner
abandoned too soon,
Set down with due care.
Don't walk away in silence,
Don't walk away.

oh, well.. this is my favorite song from Joy Division.. it is called atmosphere.. any other words I can say.. as you look at the beginning of my blog, no words posted there because no words can describe this song when I hear it.. the mood of it and everything.. it's like the final frontier.. like the 24 hour party people film and control, this song is attached to Ian Curtis' final moment.. like a funeral song.. if I will die this day or any moment.. I want my final song as same as this.. Atmosphere.. no joking.. when I am hearing this song.. I am in, literally in peace.. like I am walking in a long long quiet road.. which leads to nowhere I guess.. hehe but that's all I can say.. don't walk away.. in silence..

love will tear us apart

When routine bites hard
And ambitions are low
And resentment rides high
But emotions won't grow
And we're changing our ways, taking different roads
Then love, love will tears us apart again
Love, love will tears us apart again
Why is the bedroom so cold
You've turned away on your side
Is my timing that flawed?
Our respect run so dry
Yet there's still this appeal that we've kept through our lives
But love, love will tears us apart again
Love, love will tear us apart again
You cry out in your sleep
All my failings exposed
And there's a taste in my mouth
As desperation takes hold
Just that something so good just can't function no more
But love, love will tear us apart again
Love, love will tear us apart again (3)

well, this is the song for today.. I forgot again to load the songs of Joy Division in my profile, but I will surely do that in my days off.. good thing yesterday, no more raining hard.. so I was able to go home good and safe.. and not tired as well.. hehe I went home and done some things.. and ended up sleeping.. I set the alarm at 3:30pm.. by the way, this is the second best song from Joy Division.. why this song? the main reason is the topic itself.. love sometimes will tear us apart.. again.. I can tell that I faced hardships before I got into a relationship.. a really serious one.. my first relationship became a serious one even it has complicated factors.. but anyway, I won't discuss what happened.. hehe

anyway, that's correct, before I got into a relationship, I experienced hardships of knowing the right girl.. my friends are witnesses to that.. even those situations are kinda sad, I really laugh at it and telling myself that I really done that but it did not work.. most specifically in college.. hehe sometimes, the true love, honesty, faithfulness, and understanding are not enough to make a relationship work.. maybe we were too hasty or risky.. but I believe, it is better to split.. and that's what I felt cold.. like the song states.. when I first heard this in high school, like I said, I was loveless that time.. I felt so empty and Ian Curtis is right.. just can't function no more.. the whole song is itself if you will hear it, is kind of dark.. and gloomy.. yet fast paced.. anyway.. that's I can say about this song.. I wish when I fall in love again, it won't end this way..

I watched the UAAP matches yesterday.. of course, UP lost by a big margin by FEU.. around 20 points.. but I am not that impressed with FEU.. let's see, if they can win this time to UST!! hehe but for the main event.. it was like a finals game.. DLSU vs. UST.. DLSU had some luck in the end, but I can see UST is a more dominating game, with a hobbled Jervy Cruz.. so, they are a stronger team.. but that can be said if they face ADMU.. let's see if there big and athletic line up can match up the ADMU's complete line up.. go tiger, go USTE!! tomorrow, I will watch the Dark Knight for free.. hahaha

novelty

3rd day came in, and almost late again!!! hahaha but good thing is, I did not need a cab to come to work..I was not late.. hehe yesterday was a scary day.. after the shift, it was a stormy morning and I was able to go home.. soaked and wet.. I took a bath right away and ate lunch.. after that, I watched some same TV shows, but only for 30 mins and slept right away, I woke up at 9pm.. good job.. hehe nothing changed.. same ol' day.. yet I am anticipating the Dark Knight showing in Dell this coming Friday.. hehe and for today, UST vs. DLSU the main game.. I hope I can watch that in my room later.. I believe, UST will win!! hehe good job.. UST will also have a match on Sunday against Adamson.. walk in the park? hehe

I hope UST will win today.. by the my 3rd fave song from Joy Division, Novelty. here's the lyrics..

When people listen to you don't you know it means a lot?
'Cause you gotta work so hard for everything you've got.
Can't rest on your laurels now;
Not when you've got none.
You'll find yourself in the gutter
Right back where you came from.

Someone told me being in the know is the main thing;
We all need the security that belonging brings.
Can't stand on your own in these times
Against all the odds-
You'll just fall behind like all the other sods.

You slap our backs and pretend you knew about,
All the things that we were gonna do.
What you gonna do,
What you gonna do,
When it's over?

You're on your own now don't you think that its a shame?
But youre the only one responsible to take the blame?
So what ya gonna do when the novelty is gone?
Yeah what ya gonna do when the novelty is gone?

You slap our backs and pretend you knew about
All the things that we were gonna do.
What ya gonna do,
What ya gonna do,
When it's over?

the song, it's about pride, but when I hear it, it's like a desperate song.. but when I hear this song, the drum beat is very good, bass, it's given, fantastic, lead guitars? forget it.. hehe but the vocals of Ian Curtis.. leads me to a dark path.. just gloominess I believe.. but the end part is really upbeat, so I was surprised when I first heard it.. hehe but why this song better than the first 2? because this song is somewhat in the middle of things, a bit sad and a bit happy.. but the whole song itself, it has energy, for me.. I don't know with other music lovers.. hehe energy meaning the mixture with the upbeat drums, great bass, deep vocals and forgettable lead guitar.. this is a good song for me from my fave band.. anyway, that's all I can write for today.. I will just rest and let's see if I can post these songs in my profile later when I got home.. oh well.. what a crap.. hehe

she lost control

well, it was a hectic different day, yesterday.. oh well, nothing's changed except for some errands I have done, and I will continue it later after my shift.. I'm lucky that I was not late before my shift!! yes!! hehe anyway, yesterday, I can say was a good one.. not because of what happened, like sleep, eat, watch some crap shows, but Mom took a medical check up and some tests.. so good thing she is following her health advice, a routinary check up.. other than that.. hmmmm nothing else I can say.. I slept twice because when I got home, I done something important after my shift and after that, I got tired and accidentally slept.. I woke up around 1:30pm and like I said, I watched some crappy shows.. hehe but one show that I got my attention to, which is the film Full Metal Jacket.. it was shown in C/S channel 9 and I was surprised they shown it at the middle of the afternoon.. of course, it's censored.. hehe but since I am a Stanley Kubrick fan so I told myself, this is great.. hehe at least, I can watch another great film.. the film is great, except the ending, because I want more action in that film and the narration itself, but it is short.. so you can't do anything about it.. hehe after that, I took a long bath and slept again.. I woke up, at around, good job, 9pm!! so I took a cab and got here at the right time!! whoa.. hehe good news, we will be watching the Dark Knight for free.. Dell is really great.. hehe that includes foods and drinks.. hehe since I'm kinda short of budget, and stressed, this event is a good timing for me.. haha

writing in this notepad gives me, simplicity I guess.. but I will try next time to write my blog directly to my multiply screen, the only problem is due to the idle state, if I post this, it goes blank.. so I will try it next time.. but not now.. ok, let's go to the topic for today, one of my fave songs from JD.. 4th one I believe... yesterday was the fifth one.. this is She Lost Control.. when I watched the film 24 hour party people, there was a scene that they recorded this song under Martin Harnett and I was laughing hard because of how recorded the song.. it's like, when Barney, he's really out of tune.. Ian Curtis just sitting down and stare blank and drinking some booze.. Hookie was uncontrollable and he was so good, Martin got mad at him.. the unfortunate, Stephen the drummer, which he ends drumming all night, at the rooftop.. hehe the end result? great song, not because of the lyrics, but the song itself, remember, this is Circa 1978-79 and it sounds modern and Ian Curtis performed at it's best.. anyway, I hope I can get a good sleep this day.. nothing else matters.. good day lad! here's the lyrics..

Confusion in her eyes that says it all.
She's lost control.
And she's clinging to the nearest passer by,
She's lost control.
And she gave away the secrets of her past,
And said I've lost control again,
And a voice that told her when and where to act,
She said I've lost control again.

And she turned around and took me by the hand and said,
I've lost control again.
And how I'll never know just why or understand,
She said I've lost control again.
And she screamed out kicking on her side and said,
I've lost control again.
And seized up on the floor, I thought she'd die.
She said I've lost control.
She's lost control again.
She's lost control.
She's lost control again.
She's lost control.

Well I had to 'phone her friend to state my case,
And say she's lost control again.
And she showed up all the errors and mistakes,
And said I've lost control again.
But she expressed herself in many different ways,
Until she lost control again.
And walked upon the edge of no escape,
And laughed I've lost control.
She's lost control again.
She's lost control.
She's lost control again.
She's lost control.

did she really lost control?

shadowplay

ano nga ba.. hmm mabilis ang mga pangyayari nitong nakaraan linggo.. grabe.. hehe siyempre, kaya ngayon lang ako nakapaglog eh sa dami ng ginawa nung sabado at nung linggo naman, tinamad ako.. hehe tinamad ako dahil kailangan ko magpahinga at mag muni muni.. simulan natin noong Sabado.. siyempre, pumunta kami ng team sa enchanted kingdom.. first time ako nakapunta dun kaso di ko naeenjoy.. kasi wala kaming tulog at napakainit.. at ang sad part, di na pala ganun kaganda dun.. dapat magrenovate sila or magparami ng rides.. hehe sorry wala akong pictures ng team building kasi sobrang ngarag na ata ako at well, masaya naman kahit papano kasi kasama ko team ko.. yun naman importante kaysa sa enchanted kingdom.. hehe di ako sumakay ng ride, kahit un carousel kasi un nga.. inaantok ako.. so nagkuwentuhan na lang kami ng team mate ko at un driver, lalo na tungkol sa kotse.. hehe napaisip tuloy ako, mukhang masarap pumunta talaga ng europe.. eurotrip na to!! kaso kung may moolah.. hehe kung wala, hanggang net na lang siguro.. hehe ano pa ba.. bale masaya un pagbiyahe namin kasi makukulit ang mga team mates mo.. kahit pilit kong matulog, di ako nakatulog kasi makukulit talaga sila, hanggang enchanted.. grabe.. laughtrip talaga.. un mga team mates ko na ride all you can ticket, di naman sinakyan lahat, dahil nahilo eh.. hehe saka napagod na din..malamang sa sobrang init.. kakabuwisit na init.. tapos ng enchanted, un jollibee sa SLEX tapos un kulitan na naman.. nakaidlip naman ako pabalik ng libis pero masaya naman.. ok na din un team building namin.. wag na lang sa EK susunod.. hehe

nakabalik na ko sa Libis at medyo nagshopping.. pero ng magic.. hehe may nakuha naman ako kahit papano.. mga 9pm na ko nakauwi.. mantakin mo.. 24 hours ako gising from Friday, to Saturday.. magaling magaling magaling na bata.. hehe linggo na tayo.. gumising ako ng maaga, pero natulog ulit, nagayos ng kaunting gamit.. tapos pumunta na ko sa simbahan.. maganda nga un misa eh.. medyo inaantok nga lang ako.. pero ok lang.. tapos nun, kumain sa Jonas.. pero grabe ang tinaas ng kanilang mami and pares ha.. 100 na halos un price.. ano pa ba magagawa ko? lahat naman nagtataasan pero ang sweldo.. never.. hehe depende kung maging super agent ako.. ano pa pala.. un, tapos, naglinis ako ng computer tapos nagbalik na ang internet ko.. dapat maglolog nga ko kaso, dami ko pa ginawa sa computer ko.. like updating un virus scan saka spyware.. tapos siyempre, naghabol ako sa macross frontier.. gumaganda na un story, kaso giyera na agad.. hehe tapos nun, nanood ako ng ADMU and UE.. sabi ko na nga ba.. di na masyado malakas ang UE, dahil walang post presence.. eh un, si Rabah lang ang katapat nila.. haha kawawa naman.. pero sana, manalo ang UST sa DLSU ngayong huwebes.. magandang laban to!!! hehehe nakita ko na pala un buong listahan ng eventide kahit di ako pumunta sa pre release.. maraming pala talagang malakas na card.. pero kaunti lang kukunin ko.. hehe pero pwede un expansion na yun.. panalo.. bahala na si Mang Ed dun.. hehe

of course, Monday come in.. which was yesterday.. oh well, I woke and it's kind of gloomy because of the LPA coming in the Philippines.. but important things were, I was able to clean my room.. fix some papers.. and other errands.. I visited Dad and Algerro.. and got the usual sermon.. same sermon every time I visit there.. oh well.. that's my Dad.. nothing's changed to Algerro and Dad.. they are seems to be fine and well.. other than that.. nothing happened so great.. hehe anyhow, life is so simple.. Daddy is always talking about the same thing about plans, life, mistakes and whatever topic that we are involved to.. but I already know that.. it's just I can't apply it because I am in a middle of a mess.. in my family.. and I think, that's it.. hehe I won't discuss that further.. oh sorry, for the repetition of the title, in a rush because at that time, system got problems so it got complicated.. but well, as of the moment, it is now working..

by the way, the week starts with one of my fave Joy Division songs.. oh, this week is Joy Division song's week.. everyday, the title of my blogs are coming from my favorite band.. why Joy Division? you may ask, who are they.. you can search it by using Google.. hehe or a bit history of them.. they are 4 lads from macclesfield, UK.. (I hope I got the spelling right) they are Stephen Morris (the sick and best drummer for me), Peter Hook(the bass God.. hehe), Bernard Sumner (best songwriter and well, good vocals for new order) and of course, legendary Ian Curtis (sorry kurt, he's better)hehe so they formed Joy Division.. as the band's name came from.. as history books or from 24 hour party people film or control the film, it's a Nazi Death camp which they imprisoned women for the pleasure of the Nazi officer.. correct me if I'm wrong.. I don't want to search that further because I don't care.. but the name suits fine in the band's mood and hype.. so let's go further.. or if you want proof.. this is an excerpt from neworderonline.com. "They chose Joy Division, the name coming from a lurid novel of sado-masochism in German concentration camps entitled The House of Dolls. The book also contributed a (somewhat censored) verse for the song "No Love Lost". The "joy divisions" were those which housed prostitutes and women kept alive for the pleasure of the officers of the camps. The irony, if not the political implication, was obvious." there is it lad.. hehe

let's go back.. hehe so how did I discover them? since I am an 80's kid, like use to listen the new wave bands but as I grow older, I use to listen to the good sounds of 80's, great bands.. some US bands but just a handful of them I listen to frequently.. I discovered Joy Division in the middle of 4th year high school and I am so addicted to their song, "Love will tear us apart".. why I am listening to that song? maybe, I am so loveless at that time.. hehe that was high school days and loser I guess.. that's was the cassette era.. hehe so when I searched, I bought their the best of CD.. and I found out that they are freaking great.. from the ecstatic drums, gloomy vocals, basic lead guitar and a godlike lead bass rhythm.. damn.. so at that day onwards, I really searched this band further and well, now, they are at the top of my list.. when I'm in epldt, wayback in 2005, I got lucky that I met Mondo, former DJ in nu107.. we have the same genre of soundtrip.. hehe from echo and the bunneymen, british bands old and new and of course, new order.. and if you're a fan of new order, you will be a fan of Joy Division.. hehe so we talked about it and his DJ days in Nu.. at the end, I was able to get a copy of heart and soul CD, the best of Joy Division which consists of 4 CD's of greatness.. I love that collection.. I am lucky because you can't find it here in Manila.. I was able to find it in ATC but unfortunately, it was gone before I got the copy from Mondo.. so even Epldt ventus sucks up to this time.. at least, trainer Mondo made my stay there memorable.. hehe I hope, he is still a trainer but in a different company.. get out of there Mondo!! I bought other CD's of Joy Division from music one.. why I listen to them? because the darkness of their songs, whether fast or slow, really remove my sadness, despair and stress.. it helped me a lot.. especially college years and until now.. it really removes my worries in a different aspect.. of course, I include reading the Bible, but if I am really like depressed or lost.. I just listen to Joy Division.. no doubt.. hehe so that's it.. thanks to the films, 24 hour party people, control.. and the book, touching from a distance..

To the centre of the city where all roads meet, waiting for you,
To the depths of the ocean where all hopes sank, searching for you,
I was moving through the silence without motion, waiting for you,
In a room without window in the corner I found truth.

In the shadowplay, acting out your own death, knowing no more,
As the assassins all grouped in four lines, dancing on the floor,
And with cold streel, odour on their bodies mad a move to connect,
But I could only stare in disbelief as the crowds all left.

I did everything, everything I wanted to,
I let them use you for their own ends,
To the centre of the city in the night, waiting for you.
To the centre of the city in the night, waiting for you.

I will load this song in my profile this week.. hehe maybe what can I compare this song to I don't know where in my life.. hehe but I like both versions from Joy Division and the Killers.. if you want the original, go with JD, but if modern, go with the Killers.. we have a new schedule, 10pm to 7am.. I still like the Sunday and Monday off.. hehe anyhow, we have new team mates so I hope they will contribute to our team.. more JD for this week.. and I really like my new seating arrangement.. everyday Dei is a good day.. hehe I don't know why she left.. I hope she's fine.. what else.. I hope for the best for this coming week and lot of hope, love, faith, hate, despair or whatever.. hehe I feel like lazy right now.. good day ahead.. by the way, it's is a great feeling to be regular!!!

eventide

the name of the blog came from the new expansion in Magic the gathering game.. I only had a short sleep yesterday because it's payday and unfortunately, bills came in of course.. money just slips away.. hehe after paying bills, I went to my friend and discussed the new expansion which is Eventide.. like I said in my previous blogs, this expansion really saves the best for the last.. it is the last expansion in the lorwyn block and it will rock.. hehe good thing, most of the strongest creatures are here, which can be used in type 1 play.. of course, I asked him, since he will be joining the prerelease event tomorrow and Sunday, I reserved some cards.. haha I wish I can go as well,

after that, the most refreshing part of the day was getting a haircut.. at last, I won't be having problems in my hair.. I haven't cut my hair for a month.. so bald days are back.. hehe it's kind of refreshing because I don't sweat a lot when I'm bald and got a good sleep.. after that fast cut in my hair, I ate in Aling Lourdes and ate russiansilog!! I love it.. hehe after that, I came home around 1:30pm and took a cool bath under a hot afternoon.. after the bath, I watched the first half of the first game in NCAA, Mapua vs. CSB.. the Mapua is really a guard oriented team, they only have a legitimate big man, actually he's still small.. around 6'3" for a center, that is small.. hehe but they are good, I believe they can be in the final four, but not in the finals because of Letran and San Beda.. after looking the first half and I thought, need to sleep.. so that's what I did.. hehe I only slept for 5-6 hours!! good job.. I will make up for it for these days off..

anyhow, when I woke, 2 close friends of mine reacted to my shoot out.. in my friendster of course.. I was surprised as well.. it states, "I know I'm unlovable, you don't have to tell me.." actually, that phrase came from a song, the title? Unlovable by The Smiths!! hehe when I heard that song for the first time.. I was shocked! hehe I did not know that The Smiths have a song like that.. it woke me up when I heard it because I felt way for quite some time already.. maybe because for what I've done.. or what's happening in my family.. or the people around me.. it's just sad I guess.. I am just sad or whatever.. but I was really having fun because they thought seriously about that.. but thanks.. at least there are some people who cares.. thanks very much!! I think that's all for today, God bless us all.. later, let's see what is Enchanted Kingdom looks like.. hahaha

Ñ(alt 165)

it's not an error.. hehe this is the key that I am looking for when I am typing for my Mom yesterday.. another revision of the letter of sale that was assigned to me again.. but I hope this time, it will go through.. hehe at least somebody will be interested.. I discovered the Ñ key while trying to search it through testing of course.. first, I tried the ctrl key and some 3 number but it did not work.. then at the second try, I tried the shift key and 3 numbers but still did not work.. I remembered the 3 numbers since high school because of course with the reports that we made and needs the Ñ letter.. hehe but I forgot the correct numbers and key.. so I guessed and got the first key right which is the alt key.. then I started to call my friends and kuya Dong for help.. hehe but before I got the reply, I was able to discover the right numbers, accidentally.. hehe tsamba.. and good job for me!!!

before that, hmmm I ate early lunch with Mom and discuss some things.. and made the letter.. and done some photocopying as well.. after that, I slept in a hot afternoon I can say.. hehe but I woke around 4pm because I was able to watch the first half of ADMU and ADU match today, I was suprised that in the end, ADU was routed by ADMU by 27 points.. so at least, no more doubts for ADMU because they are complete and determined to win it all I believe for this year.. and if they don't win it all this year, Norman Black will be axed!! hehe first half was a bit scrappy so they got poised and prepared in the second half.. let's see on Saturday if UST will win it's first game against UP and on Sunday, UE versus ADMU.. I believe, this time UE will lose with the line up that Ateneo has? it will be UE first loss.. hehe

payday is kinda stiff.. low to be honest.. but that's fine.. I planned already what will I do.. hehe anyway, nothing's changed except.. oh well, I had another weird dream.. I am getting weird dreams this week.. damn.. take care dude!!!!! one fine day ahead.. by the way, 76ers are a bit scary, it's Elton Brand in their team.. hehe good job!!!

in a rush

yes, why? because I kinda slack.. maybe lack of sleep.. anyway, we got our CE and it's kinda bad score.. I don't want to draw donuts in our stats.. hehe so we go forward, I hope my team will able to catch up especially with our outage and CE stats.. anyway, what else we need to do improve our stats? I don't know.. we just need to be careful I guess.. we need to work hard I believe.. oh life, it's very harsh, hard, and other poor metaphors.. hehe whatever it is.. we hope, for the very best in these coming weeks.. I don't know why we are getting brownouts today.. not long but short brownouts.. so I hope it will not disturb my freaking work.. anyway, what did I do yesterday? hmmm I got home late, around 10am because we had a serious meeting because of our scores and some issues as well.. I don't want to discuss that further.. hehe after that, I went home, watch a couple of shows.. including the launching of Codename: Asero show in gma 7.. it will show starting on Monday.. and the only good part there is it includes some of my dream girls.. haha bubbles and ehra in one show.. sad thing is I'm 90% sleep at those primetime shows.. damn.. I won't ever see them, except if I am on VL.. but good thing, they became guest at Sis, so that's great!! I mentioned bubbles before in my blog.. what a chick.. oh by the way, her ex, paolo contis is included in the new show as well.. how they will get along? I wonder.. hehe

anyway, damn.. 2 hot chicks in one show.. forget the other girls and ladies there.. hehe so, what else? I slept and woke up around 9pm.. first, it should be 8:30pm but the laziness factor came in and woke late for 30 minutes.. I dressed up and here I am.. kind of groggy and we had a meeting for our team again.. for some reminders I believe.. nothing changed for me, I hope there is, but I think that is God's plan.. my plans in my days off are fixed, and I hope it will go through.. so that's it for today.. nothing else to say.. good day!! by the way, I will not go yet to tier 2, at first I thought it motivates me, but in the end, especially when TM told me that my other 2 team mates will go first, I love staying here for sometime.. hehe I love tier 1 I guess.. it's part of the plan like the joker says in the trailer for the dark knight.. maybe I lack some qualities for being tier 2, but that's fine.. it's not really my interest to be one.. hehe I have some plans.. very interesting plans..

better day

yes, at least I had a regular, non-stressed day.. after a hard day worked yesterday.. I was able to get a good rest, a good meal and well, relaxing sleep.. I watched TV but, it's only Voltes V.. hehe hmmm nothing changed, since I only slept for about 8 hours, no interruptions.. by the way.. I saw another set of powerful cards in the new expansion.. so eventide really saved the best for last.. I still don't have internet at the house since I am still waiting for the payday.. hehe oh well.. what's running in my mind? hmmm... nothing as well, maybe I am just tired today because of the shift I guess.. on my way to work earlier, I saw DJ Mo Twister with his dog in Eastwood, he also carries a dairy queen dessert.. so I believe he just came from work since Magic 89.1 has a second station in Eastwood.. that's it.. nothing special about that.. hehe I am looking forward for these coming days off.. because of the team building and having a good rest day on Sunday.. I am not sure what will I do on that day.. but one thing is for sure, I will keep blogging.. hehe and another thing, I will clean my gadgets for sure..

what else, oh, at this moment, I only have 7 calls.. hehe good thing that the additional team come up and help us.. I love this day, and onwards as well.. hehe my future plans are still intact and it depends if all fall into place.. I will pursue my plans.. I hope they will work.. by the way, I was able to watch the trailer of Quantum of Solace, the new 007 film on Nov. 7.. I saw it and I think it will be a good one.. the new 007 films shifted to a serious note so it will be a good one.. with the same elements like the suit, the chicks and action.. hehe speaking of ladies.. I have no, or zero plans of courting or having a serious date because of my situation, I want to recover first, financially I guess.. hehe and some factors as well.. so I don't want to get into trouble.. again.. what else.. I believe nothing.. as of the moment.. next week, my blog will be different.. different in topics yet same substance.. you will know it by Monday for sure.. it will be in dark proportions.. hehe since I am in this bleak situation, let's compare my life in some songs that I usually listen to..

improvements need to take in place so life will be easier.. good day!?

got slacked

hmmm speaking of getting slacked and regularized by next week.. I do not know what first to say.. I had a weird dreams for last 3 days.. I will not tell what are those dreams.. but it's weird because I felt happy and sad.. I don't know.. hehe anyway, what happen on Sunday? we visited Iggie, of course 4 of us are complete.. and he prepared a good meal to us.. and overflowing of beer.. 50 liters of pale pilesen!!! what the heck.. the last time I drank a pale pilesen was on Dennis birthday like 3 years ago.. hehe and I puked on that time.. but last night.. after I ate few food because of the beer.. I fell asleep.. hehe actually I slept.. while they are singing.. we did not talked that much because what I feel and sorry to Iggie about it.. hehe maybe I am not strong in pale pilesen.. damn that beer.. I don't know how will Iggie get rid of the 40 liters left of beer.. hehe good job!!! but I really like the food he cooked, some clams and pasta.. hehe he's really a good cook.. by the way, he also done some good gelatin desserts.. hehe it was a good night.. it's just that I really fell asleep because of the beer I guess.. after that fun night.. I fell asleep that fast and I woke around 9am.. after that..

I have nothing to do.. unless, I have my internet back.. I don't expect that dramatic change in my freaking life.. I thought some time, of giving up or do some stupid decisions.. but oh well.. as long I still keep on going and pray for the best.. regularization is coming up so I hope I will make it.. it's for the record.. hehe and our team building is coming up as well.. it will be a fun week ahead for me.. at least.. hehe what else to say.. I know it is very hard to be at this situation.. as you in my previous blogs.. it is an ongoing issue.. but like I said before, it's like a curse.. you can't get away from it that easy.. life is really, really, tricky.. I have compared life in so many metaphors, but it will not end I guess.. by the way, good job for ADMU, they won against the archers.. so they indeed have a strong line up and coach Norman Black should do right roster moves next time.. damn.. hehe my mission this week, I need to have my internet back in the house.. hehe that's all for today.. take care!!!!!!

peste

hay, pagkatapos na kapetiks na trabaho noong biyernes.. tapos ng 18 tawag na natanggap ko.. nagpahinga muna ko sandali sa opisina kasi hinihintay ko un kaibigan ko na dadaan daw sa eastwood.. pero pagkatapos ng isang oras, di siya sumipot, ang rason, un, nakatulog.. hehe magaling na trabaho.. hehe pero ok lang, sinabihan ko na sa susunod na lang.. or pwede naman siya dumaan sa bahay para kunin un report.. pero, napakasarap humiga sa pahingahan na kwarto sa Dell.. hehe kahit puro comforter lang ang mayroon dun.. pinagtyagaan ko na lang.. pero sarap talaga, sayang di ako nakatulog dun, pero sa susunod, subukan ko nga.. hehe pagkatapos ko maghintay eh dumeretcho na ko kina Ron Marc, natuloy naman ako, kahit wala si Nick.. sabi Nick kasi, may parang bibili ng kanyang gintong computer chasis, kaya di siya natuloy pumunta kay Ron Marc.. nakarating naman ako kay Ron Marc, pero ang unang nakita ko si Rick.. un kapatid niya na mas bata, ng isang taon lang ata.. or dalawa.. un, siyempre, kamustahan muna at kwentuhan ng tungkol sa pera ha.. hehe para naman mayroon ako nun.. pero tungkol sa negosyo at computer naman.. tapos ng mahabang usapan, natuloy na kami sa paglaro ng magic.. siyempre importante un kasi makikita ko na kung ok un nabuo kong deck.. at habang naglalaro kami, ayun, kain sa kanila at laro at kain ulit.. nagulat ako na malaman ko na anniversary pala ng parents nila at birthday na ni Rachel, un bunsong kapatid nila na babae.. hehe so buenas ko pala, sorry Nick, di ka nakakain ng fondue.. hehe diabetes ata ako kahapon.. sa pagkatapos ng laro, un, kakapagod din ha... nabugbog ako masyado na dahil hindi sa talo, kundi sa gising na ko ng matagal at siyempre Magic un, so panay isip ng diskarte.. medyo nakukuha ko na ang diskarte ng mga deck ko at kahit medyo talo, pero may potential talaga, kasi natatalo sila eh at hirap ha.. kailangan lang talaga makumpleto un mga deck ko.. hehe

pagkatapos ng hapunan eh umalis na ko kina Ron Marc, bale nakilaro din si Ron Marc.. so iyon.. ok naman paguwi ko, hilata agad sa kama ko at nakatulog na agad.. sobrang pagod ako ng araw na yun, halos 24 oras akong gising.. hehe eto na ang linggo, gising at nagsimba naman agad ako.. si Mommy pala nakauwi na din galing sa subic.. sinamahan niya si Mommy P, un balae niya.. hehe sabi ko nga, bakit di siya naguwi ng chocolate.. hehe pagkatapos noon.. iyon, inayos ko na un letter na pinagawa niya sa kin noong biyernes.. kaunting ayos lang naman.. kaya pala mababa ako sa business writing.. hehe pero di naman lahat mali noh, un umpisa ng letter lang saka un huli, pero un importante, tama ako.. bakit peste ang title ng blog ko? eh akalain mo naman sermunan pa ko ni Mommy.. ganda na sana ng araw ko, bigla naman ako nabuwisit.. hehe pero ano naman magagawa ko, alam naman niya problema ko, at may punto naman siya.. eh na bad trip naman ako kasi ayoko masyado isipin un mga problema ko kasi parang nawawalan ako gana sa buhay.. pero ayun, tumugil si Mommy.. pagpasensya na lang sana niya ako.. alam ko naman na marami na ko ginawang mali, gusto ko lang itama un lahat ngayong taon.. pero di ko pinagsisihan yan, kasi natuto naman ako at masaya naman ako sa mga nangyari kahit un ibang parte eh, medyo masakit pa rin.. ganun ang buhay.. ipaubaya ko na lang sa taas siguro.. Diyos ko.. sayo na alang sana lahat ng problema ko.. hahaha hay.. sige, tapusin ko na un pinapagawa ni Mommy at makapunta na kina Iggie, happy birthday bro!!! sana, malampasan mo lahat at maraming kainan pa pahanda mo.. hehe mapapainom ako nito.. kami pala nina Rheg at Ian.. oo nga pala, talo UST, kahit naglaro pa si Cruz at Ababou, kaso pilay naman kasi sila.. sana makabawi sila sa susunod na game.. dapat lang.. ngayon naman, ang tantsa ko, sibak ang La Salle.. hehe sorry Rheg.. ang UP? sana makakuha naman sila ng panalo ngayong season.. hahaha ang pag ibig.. wala na siguro.. pero sana, bumalik ulit.. kasi masarap talaga magmahal ng tapat at walang pagaalinganan.. lalim naman na tagalog un.. sige.. tama na to.. bukas na lang ulit!?

almost late 2!! check the blackswordsmann2.blogspot.com

very long title huh.. hehe anyway, yes, I almost got to work late but thanks to Mom and EMP taxi, I got it here earlier and able to eat dinner.. whoa.. that was close.. anyway, what I did yesterday.. nothing much, but I rarely, rarely do this.. I watched some TV shows, some of them in channel 9, at first, it's all home TV shopping shows.. the products I saw were ultimate mixer, hehe one touch can opener, and the one that caught my attention was the 9 minute marinator.. hehe I do marinade like porkchops or beef and it takes at least 8 hours to have a good marinated meat, but with that machine, it does so fast.. and it made sense too.. I have money, I can buy that so Mom or other people who cook in the house will do easy to marinade meat.. and after that, hmmm I glanced Pacman's arrival in Sis in gma 7.. and the one show made me sleep at 2pm was the movie Boiler Room.. when it was streamed through studio 23, I always catch up the ending of the movie.. so this was the best time to watch it the full movie.. I watched the full movie because I got interested with the money plot.. hehe and I realized, this is how PFEC works.. the PFEC was a company that I applied before and I got a tip from my high school friend that it's like a hedging company which they sell shares from so called big companies in small numbers but the truth is, the shares are under it's directors, so that's illegal trading.. so, because of that careful tip, it save time, money or even my dignity.. that's was too close.. even with my friend William, becuase we were interviewed in that same day.. hehe about the actors? hmmm not a fantastic, artistic movie, but just an intelligent one.. especially Vin Diesel, so I believe, he should go to serious ones.. unlike the movies he have done recently..

Ribisi also shown a good performance.. as a lead character in the movie with his father in the movie, the team leader in Alias, I forgot his name.. but it was a great movie.. I was surprised with Ben Affleck, he always go to a scene and just yell and rant, and says bad words.. good script.. hehe but it was a good one.. after watching that movie, I never realized that it was already 2pm.. so I need to slepp, however, I checked the game in the NCAA, Letran vs. Benilde.. Benilde almost put an upset but in the end, the experienced and great scorer Jazul salvaged Letran.. coach Louie is correct, if he did not score 37 points, Letran will be defeated by a rookie team, which is bad.. Benilde almost got it but well, good experience to them.. I think, from what I saw, they will make it in the final four.. hehe and after that, well, I got to sleep.. I hope for the best in my day.. but I was so tired, after my shift.. I got 68 calls.. very good job..

by the way, please visit my blogspot site stated above.. and please, any comments, will be greatly appreciated.. if you are looking for the first book, I am sorry, I accidentally deleted it, it was posted in my first blog in the book 2.. if there's anyone reading this.. hehe that's all.. happy US independence day.. good day to all.. I am going to eat the free pancit.. haha

before the freedom day

it's freaking queuing.. right now, the queue is about 35 calls waiting.. so good job to us.. hehe tomorrow, will be the US independence day.. we hope there are less calls.. we need to rest.. hehe it is very hard for today.. about yesterday.. nothing changed, until Mom told me to do some letters.. and unfortunately, we need to rewrite it again.. urghh.. damn.. hehe anyway, my plans in my days off for sure, is going to Ron and on Sunday, we are going to Iggie's birthday.. hehe I don't know what else to do next.. hmmm I am kind of hungry.. and a bit tired.. by the way, nothing else done yesterday except doing the letter for my Mom and got a good sleep actually.. because it's rainy season and it's quiet so it's great.. hehe hmmm... the new expansion is now releasing some interesting cards, I knew it, since this is the last expansion for the lorwyn block, they save the best for last.. hehe while I am printing Mom's letter, hmm I was able to watch again and again the Pedicab's ang pusa mo MTV.. I know what they are imitating into.. hehe japan has live TV shows which shows S and M.. hehe so of course, since it's for general viewing, they copy it in a funny and wacky manner.. those chicks are hot.. hehe

oh, there is also another discovery I've done yesterday.. the brewrats, the wackiest and sickest show from 99.5RT, made a radio program.. which, I can't believe it passed the radio censors.. hahaha the title is iputok mo sa labas.. what a title.. if they make that in a movie.. I will be surprised, first to see it.. hahaha and the plot is like the usual crappy pinoy movies.. with a funny, crappy dialogue, what do you expect? a good script from those 3 bozos? hehe not a chance but it's a laugh trip.. honestly.. great job.. other than that, I went home and gave the letter to Mom and gone to a deep slumber sleep.. hmmm freedom day.. what does it feel to be free, not only from problems, or whatever, but also the things you really want to do.. when will that day come to me? anyway, that's all I can say today!!! time has come for me, to just slack at the remaining time of my lunch.. bwahahahaha!!! good day, good luck, take care and God bless to all..

struggle

hmmm.. yes, I can say that.. for the time being.. I am so poor in everything.. hehe oh well, that's life.. for the past days, I feel like left in a mud.. or like floating in an oblivion.. in a dark place.. actually, I shouldn't go to work today, but I don't want to be a burden for my team.. so that made me woke up and rush here at work without eating something yesterday.. hehe I had that kind of sickness before, but I believe I overcame it because of Dell.. and some problems to solve I guess.. hehe what a weird kind of motivation.. by the way, Nick already resigned, damn, that's the second time ha.. but he has a reason to move on.. it's not easy but sometimes, you will need to make a choice, an important choice.. so kudos to him and good luck, and we still play magic.. hehe I won't follow yet his footsteps, unless a good opportunity comes in.. I will try that this month, but other than that, I will stay here for a while.. Nick also sent a farewell email.. what a weird one but it's a sweet one as well.. oh well.. by the way, Igz birthday is coming up.. and he told me that on Sunday, party starts at 11am? so this is a whole day event huh.. for the first time, this is a long celebration.. hehe so I hope, he will serve the best food and of course, the beer.. hehe

but on my days off, I hope I can shrug off these fears by going to Ron Marc on Saturday and on Sunday, going to Iggie.. I also hope I can go to Dad as well.. and UST has a match set up on Saturday, against UE.. I hope they will win and they have a strong line up.. so they should able to crush the warriors.. hehe anyway, no other big news posted other than St. Benilde won it's first 2 games and Jamison will be staying in the Wizards.. one concerning news is Baron Davis, will be at the LA Clippers? good job.. hehe that's not final yet but I believe it will go through.. one another news is one of my bets in the PBA won, Air 21.. they are the first team to go auto semifinals.. hehe but Sta.Lucia, they will go into the wildcard phase.. hehe what happen to those guys..

our regularization is nearing and I hope, there is an increase, because I need it.. hehe nothing changed, I still don't have internet at the house, or a dramatic change, but other than that.. no other change happened.. it's the same ol' me.. oh crap..

later, I hope I get a good lunch and hope to proceed further for the coming days, especially friday which is the independence day of the US.. so I hope we get less calls.. please, for a change.. hehe I think that's all I can say for today.. take care, good day and good luck! God bless to all..

haggard

I received 60 calls yesterday.. holy crap.. hehe so when I got home and have a good rest, but I ended up, sleeping.. hehe thank God, I got an almost good sleep.. why almost? hmmm because when I got hungry, I woke up and eat a little.. hehe ate my lunch to be exact.. so there, I woke up and got here at work.. it's my TM's birthday, so happy birthday to our beloved TM Joan.. Wish you best of luck and for our team as well.. thanks for guiding our team very much.. hehe anyway, before I pause writing the blog today.. I just came from the quiz bee in our company.. I can say it's a sloppy one because in the elims round, we need to raise flags to give our answers to the quiz master and it only needs 2 points to advance to the finals.. however, at one point, we were scolded not to touch the flag first before we answer, unfortunately, we lost.. hehe but that's fine, after the aggraviation.. I let it go.. besides, they look unprepared as well.. hehe we will get them back next time.. with my 2 other team mates? hmmm they're pretty good, I can say we can win the grand prize of 5000GC's.. hehe damn.. I hope they have part 2 of that this same year.. we want revenge!! hehe you know, in all the quiz bees I joined in college, they should use the wihiteboard method, because since they don't have buzzers, it will be hard to tell who raise the flag first.. so, they should change the rules and that's it.. I thought the questions are so hard, well, some math word problems are hard, but most of them, we can answer it fast.. no problem with it, as long it's a fair game..

anyway, there is a feast for our team since it's TM birthday.. hehe eat all you can.. I believe.. so I will be full today.. full of food.. hehe later after work, I will check what can I do to get some funds.. the money I have, won't even reach the next payday, so I really need some help.. hehe let's see.. hmmm what else.. I don't know.. oh Gilbert Arenas is coming here.. I was suprised because, well he will come here all of the sudden.. hehe I hope his knee is doing fine.. but he is known taking big shots.. he's a good player, it's just he needs a different type of team.. not your usual team.. you know what I mean.. hehe anyway.. ahh.. what else I can say.. I don't know what more to say.. oh, while I am sleeping.. I have so much in my freaking mind.. some unpleasant events coming back I guess.. hehe but I feel like blank or worthless I guess.. maybe I am thinking to much of these problems.. this is bad.. hehe that's why what I am going to do is to have fun in my life what I have, what I already have left.. I believe that's all I need to do with this situation.. I look sad, but within, it's just I am just clueless.. I can't say I am depressed because I won't be working now.. or these days.. but I don't know.. maybe you have the answer.. please tell me dude.. I need it now.. hehe

anyway, I just need to shrug off these fears or worries, God is there for all of us.. good day, good luck, and take care.. great lunch by TM.. hehe I am full..