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Masasabi ko lang itong agosto eh napakalungkot, sa mga unang linggo maayos na eh, kaso nung dumating ang kalahating buwan eh kulang na lang mamatay sa pagod. hehe Pero ganun talaga ang buhay, di naman laging masaya o matiwasay. 

Salamat naman sa Diyos kahit papano, makahinga naman ako sa lahat ng pagod at pagod talaga nangyari sa kin. Di ko na lang isiwalat at gusto ko makausad na lang kaysa pagdiinan o masamain pa kasi wala naman mangyayari. =( Tuloy na lang kung ano pa magandang gawin sa buhay.

Congrats kay Doc Tin, at mukhang kampana na lang hinihintay ng CRAP! hehe At ano pa, pagkatapos ng tagumpay ng Gilas Pilipinas eh balik basketball lahat ng liga! Siyempre talunan na ang USTe, milagro na lang kung papasok ng final four! bwahahaha Doon na lang ako sa team B ng USTe, CSJL!! Arriba Letran! hehe Hindi naman, USTe pa din pero mukhang magkakatotoo ang hula ko, di na aabot ng final four.. Pero USTe eto, may milagro pa kahit mainjure na lahat ng player! hehe

Simula sa susunod na linggo, napakaraming pagbabago sa opisina.. At ako'y di naman nangamba, siguro sa queue na gagawin ko pero gusto ko lang bumawi sa Setyembre. Napakaalat ng Agosto pati yun trabaho ko medyo inaalat. hehe Pero bawi na lang talaga, mabuti na lang.. Di ako babalik sa dati na walang aasahan tao, at alam niyo kung sino yun! 

Hay, di naman masama o kahit malapit sa otsenta porsiyentong kapalpakan eh lahat masamang balita. May mga maganda din naman nangyari. Gaya na ano ba? Nakalimutan ko na. hehe Pero siguro una eh kaya ko magbawas na kinakain karne at mukhang matutuloy na yun pag ehersisyo ko, hehe Sa wakas!! Kailangan na kasi pumayat. Pero di agad agad, kasi iplaplano ko pa yun oras kung kailan pwede. 

Isama pa pala sa mga problema ko tong kompyuter ko. Aba eh mabuti di na maingay pero yun HDD naman, nagloloko.. Ika nga ng isang katrabaho ko, sabi pang server na ginamit na memory dito. Mukha nga! Kaya kailangan paayos muna.

Napakabilis ng panahon, walong buwan na nakalipas..

Sobrang pinagpala pa din ako kasi sa daming nangyari sa amin, sa akin eh marami pa ring bagay na ako'y pinagbigyan. Sana'y siya nawa eh di tumigil di lang sa pagbigay ng biyaya kung di sa pagmamahal sa min.. At tulungan mabago ng aming mga pagkakamali. 

Ako'y umaasa na di lang makalimutan yun mga nangyari pagkaraan ng walong buwan, mabuti eh magsikap ako na mapabuti di lang sarili ko, kung hindi, at maging bigay todo ang dapat kong gawin at mahalin ang ibang taong malapit sa kin. At siyempre, Siya din na nasa itaas. =)

Bad trip, napakahirap mag vernacular!!! Bwahahaha 

Buwan ng wika nga talaga Alfredo.. Hay....

everything so clear

well, I got tired because at last, I got the right glasses.. and I can see clearly now!! hahaha so I don't need to come close to the screen.. I can see the far objects at ease.. unlike my glasses before.. hehe the doctor who prescribe me the glasses told me to have a bigger frame next time.. well, I will get one in my later years.. I thought UST has a game yesterday.. well, the surprising part is UP won yesterday.. so they improved, at least for the better.. yesterday, I just fell asleep because I went home around 1pm and got exhausted due to waiting of my glasses.. I submitted some documents as well here at work.. so before I went to St. Luke's I slept here in our organized sleeping quarters.. I had a good sleep and went to HR and gone to St. Luke's for the glasses.. good thing is I did not wait that long for the doctor to check my glasses.. so I went fine and I am confident now with these glasses.. not acting blind otherwise.. hehe

I was not able to finish what I need to do yesterday because I was so lazy to get up.. hehe anyway, what else to do.. I planned that I will visit Prong on Sept 5. which is the 1st death anniversary, so we know where he is right now, he is in a good place in heaven.. God bless him.. I will just visit Dad over the weekend and of course, birthday on Sunday to our future doc, the master guru, Ian!!! haha comrade, advance happy birthday!! well, this is the 2 hour huddle in taking calls.. hehe so, UST's game will be on Saturday.. so they have 2 choices, if they want to be in a early sembreak, lose the game, or if they want to get a chance to go to the final four, they need to win the game!! so I don't care.. good job to them.. hehe

now, hmmmm oh, I was able to add some new contacts in my multiply account!!! good job!! hehe I hope my contacts will grow fast in the future time.. hehe I was able to send good luck messages to my friends who are going to take or not, the bar exams next month!! to those friends, you carry the flag of the best section in JCBA.. 4BA1!!!! hehe no hard feelings.. but I feel, we're still the best section.. hehe the best section for me in my school life.. hahaha

1 hour and a half left before lunch!!! yes.. whoa.. anyway, payday? hmmm.. I am saved at least with my 2 bills.. hahaha ah crap.. what else.. hmmmm I changed some plans.. some money plans.. and about love? hmmm I don't think so because, I haven't meet a new love.. hahaha or someone really interesting.. but oh well, love can wait.. but sometimes, that doesn't work.. hahaha

Ivan got into a journey back to history.. 25 years ago, of course, there is Ninoy who really fought for us, Filipinos.. unfortunately, after that heroic feat.. leaders after his time, including his wife, made our country, somewhat disarray.. Public service gotten worse, government seems to be confused.. our society is a "total wreck".. well, I know we all part of the blame.. but our very foundation of the society which is the government should be a stable one.. but nothing, no concrete action done by the government which made our society a healthy, secured, peaceful and productive one.. I know they are still people in the government has the heart of real public service but they can't stand up because of our corrupt system.. so I feel sorry for Ninoy.. his sacrifice for us wasn't enough.. forget his daughter.. hehe she can stay in showbiz forever..

I remember that time, well, it was a chaotic day.. but that was around 1985 or 86.. helicopters flying around, no tv, well there is a TV channel, channel 4 I think it was before.. and no one playing in the streets because we're all afraid.. from Marcos!! hehe so good thing those days are over.. but unfortunately, for these present times? if we need to get our head straight.. we need strict policies.. hehe or whatever to just uplift our country from poverty and poverty and being poor.. hehe but at least, we're all happy.. happy from being free.. but being free should have a great responsibility.. responsibility to do the right actions and decisions that will help each one of us..

anyway, forget the political crap.. hahaha I am going to fix the final list I need for my magic decks.. hehe what else.. 19 minutes left before lunch.. ahh.. I am hungry.. damn.. I am thinking as well, next week, a different week in my blog.. something that I will honor of being a Filipino.. hehe

I am feeling the cram inside of me.. hahaha anyway, maybe because days off is fast approaching and I can't wait to rest myself.. you know, free from these problems.. or whatever distractions we have.. damn.. if I only have more VL's for this year.. hehe but anyway, the lunch is near.. well, I am done with my lunch.. I hope for the best for this coming week.. it will be a turning point I guess.. hehe we'll see..

wednesday shift

well, loses seems to be regular for my basketball teams.. hehe Air 21 lost!!! Mapua.. well, lost to lowly St. Benilde.. and me? I'm lost!! hahaha but anyway, that's nothing.. nothing new today.. oh well.. I am still kinda sleepy because I woke at the middle of a rainy afternoon yesterday.. and then finished some errands for Mom.. and I had a hard time going to sleep.. again.. but after that rainy afternoon, I woke at around 9:30pm and got here at work.. happy birthday to Fanty, our team mate.. hehe nagiisang diosa sa team namin.. hehe by the way, speaking of our team.. we got a high CE again!! so good job to our team!! yes.. at last.. consistency will come into play..

I am kinda hungry as well.. hehe the problem with the new sked, I am always missing dinner so when I come to work, I end up hungry.. but anyway, that's the use of breaks.. I am going to see if I can buy food later at my first break.. hehe

kudos to Ginebra, because even they are so undermanned, they still pull off a win.. a championship.. so congrats to them!! I was used to be a fan of them before.. way back Jawo days.. but well, PBA doesn't have one team right? hehe so the next conference will be interesting especially with the rookies listed in the draft.. let's see..

holy crap!!! the bar exams will happen next month!!! I knew it just now!! so Leonid, JP Dino and the great AL will take those grueling exams next month.. well, 4 Sundays of September!! bad news for them, no more partying in the streets of DLSU at the event itself, they were banned by request of the Supreme Court.. well, that's a good decision to lessen the pressure given to the exam takers.. so good luck to them!! hehe I will send a good luck message to them later!!

well, another casualty from our olympics race to gold, do we still have athletes left? hehe by the way, what else? I just finished my first break and ate a clubhouse sandwich.. yummy.. so the dreaded 2 and a half hour shift-before-lunch starts.. hehe actually, I don't have else to say.. what to say.. I just fixed my friendster profile.. hehe by the way, I will be getting the right glasses tomorrow.. and I will just fix some files in my computer way back home.. I hope it will work.. hehe

the day I have been waiting, I hope that will come soon

normal living

yes, what a boring day, well yesterday.. after my long first shift of the week, I went home right away and finished my usual routine.. slept right away and woke up a bit on 7:30pm.. and slept again at 8:30pm, what did I do at one hour? I tried to sleep again.. hehe and read some messages.. which some of them are bothersome.. so I was able to sleep and that's it, I am here.. hehe nothing changed.. same ol day.. when I am checking my blogs.. so book 1 has around 30-60 posts which I accidentally deleted it.. damn.. hehe and now, for the book 2, I have 71 posts!! so, I posted more than 100 posts already in my blog.. wow.. I never thought I will reach that number.. stressed people really do so much work.. hehe

anyway, I don't have really to say.. nothing new.. nothing old.. nothing drastic.. no surprises.. hehe the only thing new, from my team, is our team building will be farther than enchanted kingdom.. will be going to Tagaytay if this team building go through on Sept. 20.. after payday of course.. hehe it's an one day affair but for those who want to spend a good night.. well, stay behind at Tagaytay..

CE day today.. we hope we can get good scores.. hehe I was surprised that the writer of V for Vendetta is the same person who wrote the upcoming movie, The Watchmen.. which it will show in the US on 03/06/09.. so that's why the trailer itself is very very interesting.. I found the V for Vendetta graphic novel, here at eastwood and it's expensive.. hehe but the cover itself shows that it has the same storyline with the movie.. but come on, it's still expensive.. hehe

time and time again.. actually.. there is something new come up.. but I won't tell it unless I know and get it.. hehe something that I've been waiting for..

I don't want to miss this chance.. I guess.. hehe now is the start of my 2 and a half hour shift before lunch.. oh, well, the hardest part of the day.. while waiting for my lunch.. I am going to read some news, other than the Phelps phenomenon who already won 14 golds in 2 olympics.. hehe so, other news than violence in Mindanao.. which is I hope it will subside.. hmmm no medal for RP again!!! yehey!! nothing new.. even for a gold medal? slim and none..

anyway.. other news.. hmmm nothing else.. except if UST will go into the final four!! haha oh well.. 2 hours left before lunch.. 2 weeks before my final VL!!! I am now thinking what will I do on that day.. whether mag buhay wasak, or rest my body and soul, or all together!! hehe well, it depends to the person that I am going to invite.. well, it depends.. dependence huh.. is number 8 a lucky number? I discovered, no.. ask Reggie.. hehe is number 9 a lucky number? I'll have to see it..hehe

waaaaahhhh!!! I am kinda sleepy.. damn.. 1 and a half hour left for lunch.. I'm kinda groggy.. hehe I like this schedule because no need to rush to my station and log in.. I can come to work within 30-45 mins, through 2 jeep rides.. hehe so it's cheap and effective.. hehe I am kinda hungry.. 1 hour left for lunch!!!

so, what else.. ah... 45 mins left for lunch!!! hehe I don't know what to say.. what else to say.. oh yeah.. I am going to check when terno inferno will happen again..

I checked it, and well, no new gigs scheduled.. damn.. hehe 21 mins left!!! hehe I hope Air 21 win the trophy tomorrow!! if not.. oh well, see you next conference.. hehe how about USA team? will Australia pull a stunning upset? let's see.. hmmmm well, I just finished my lunch.. hehe

2:17

well, I woke at this time in a Sunday Morning.. thinking of posting in my day off.. when I woke up, it's kinda sad.. I don't know why.. maybe Dad is bothering me.. hehe anyway, yesterday was a tiring one, of waiting in the hospital.. I ended up well subscribed the wrong glasses.. so that's why I can't really see those things.. while posting this.. I am watching some videos to my favorite game, Metal Gear Solid.. hehe I was shocked that Solid Snake has a Mom.. hehe

since today is Sunday, let's have a quote.. from my friend..
"My prayer for you: God, please help my friend Alfred to live his life to the fullest. Promote him and cause him to excel above expectations. Help him to shine in darkest places and to love where it is impossible to love. Amen." nice isn't it.. hehe

anyway, when I received that text.. well, I become happy.. at least.. hehe so.. last week like I said.. it was an interesting week.. I just knew something.. somewhere in the past.. love really works in both ways.. if one person likes the person and that person doesn't show love.. that will have a problem.. that's what I discovered before from someone.. and my hunch is correct.. maybe because I learned love in a different way..

there are so many definitions of love.. so many, that everyday, I can write a topic about love.. hehe but that's over.. what I know in love is giving it unconditionally to the person you really want to care.. to accompany with.. to enjoy with..to see and feel every moment in your life.. but the greatest feeling is when you receiving those things with love, unexpectedly.. maybe, even you just like or have interest in that person, but if that person shows right away the "love" without thinking twice.. then you're a lucky guy/girl.. hehe that's what happened to me.. hehe such a lucky bastard.. hehe but I want to thank that person.. I know she's far away.. even our love didn't work out.. well, I still want to thank her.. because I learned so much.. sometimes, you learn it, in a good and bad thing..

love and having a liking to a person is different, infactuation I mean.. if the spelling is correct.. hehe like what happen to me.. well not from ex.. hehe a person who is still special to me.. when we met, hmmm the feeling was there, but as the time goes by.. I felt that maybe this time, we're not really meant for each other.. I enjoy her accompany, the serious talk we had.. but it's not really there.. the love.. she has someone else she love but that's fine.. I am happy for her.. I was laughing hard because I am telling these things to her even I did for her before..

I was not hurt.. not really.. and there was what if's.. what if, if she was the one other than that person.. my life may happen in a different way.. maybe for a better situation or worse.. I don't know.. we don't know.. but well, that's love.. and friendship.. hehe oh well, but one thing for sure.. if the spark comes here.. I am here.. hehe but for now.. I will just here by her side.. and to other special ladies in my life.. hehe whatever they need, except financially.. hehe I am here.. Reggie told me.. you're kind of lucky.. maybe because if I tried to court somebody.. and I failed, I will go to the special consolation prize, which is friendship.. and that's what happened to me.. friendship is really good.. nothing bad happens because friendship is a different thing.. it really does.. hehe coz friendship works for good.. there is no friendship works in a bad way I say.. but friendship, it works for growth for both parties, whether, financially.. spiritually, emotionall sometimes romantically if you're in a relationship with someone else.. like for tips.. hehe but seriously, I am happy with that, with some of my special friends. they're special because of course, they are getting in touch with me, unexpectedly.. so it's a good feeling.. I have special friends even I did not court them before.. hehe or wooing them.. but having special friend in the opposite sex really helps.. except if your current GF is jealous.. hehehe that will be a problem.. but anyhow, of course, my best friends are different but equal footing..hehe

let's just hope that there will be somebody that I will face or meet will kindle that kind of love again.. if you're going to ask, are you looking for a perfect love? nope dude.. each one of us has a different definition of love.. if I feel the love I am looking for.. then let's go!! hehe baka katulong naman ang hanap mo dude.. pare naman... iba naman yun!! hehe eh linggo na, kailangan na magtagalog.. pahinga naman sa anim na araw na pagenglish.. peste.. hahaha

good thing USA won against Spain.. so the next test will be Argentina.. which it's not strong because of the void in their point guard position.. damn.. hehe so, Air 21 should go home with the crown tonight.. and UST? they need to win later to keep those Final Four hopes alive..

tagalog version? ayoko nga.. ang haba eh.. haha

new quarter

I was a not able to go to the evangelization because I only slept late in the afternoon.. damn.. hehe but I need to go in that event, for spiritual help.. hehe what happened? Sunday, I watched the UAAP match between UST and ADMU, unfortunately, UST lost.. damn.. hehe I was able to see the Purefoods and Talk n' Text rumble in a PBA game.. and it was really shocking because it was almost a real time rumble.. hehe good thing that some other people was able to cool their heads off and kudos to Ali Peek who just want to avoid the fight inside the court.. I was laughing at James Yap, which has a courage to kick a 7 footer import.. hehehe he is definitely stupid.. by the way, Ali Peek can throw each Purefoods player with that body of his.. hehe I was laughing and anyway.. Purefoods team is the real loser.. hehe

after that, I became asleep and woke early on Monday.. fix some things and by the way, I was able to found something in my old things.. especially pictures way back HS and College.. so I was smiling and reminiscing those days.. many things happened after HS, and College.. good thing as well, I am looking some letters.. hehe anyway, after that, I was able to watch Voltes V and this week will be the final week of the show.. good ol days.. this day starts a new quarter for my work.. I hope I could make up and jack up my stats for the new quarter.. we hope we can get the new XPS laptops for grabs.. hehe but oh well, dream is a dream..

I went to Dad for a short time, talked some things and ate lunch.. Algerro's hair is getting long, and he doesn't want to cut his hair!! what a dude.. hehe but of them are fine, I hope they just stay like that.. hehe take care of themselves I believe.. oh well, nothing changed.. I was surprised that time is indeed fast.. I am now in my 7 month in my work and a yearend is fast approaching.. time really flies fast.. I want to go on with my plans but unfortunately, I have some many things need to finish and pay..

after I finish these actions.. and all of them worked out.. I will be so happy.. back to square one.. hehe anyway, when I am looking at my pictures that I have, I felt great because the events happened at those times.. I am getting old.. everybody is getting old, time is running out.. for all of us.. I don't know if I can recover from these problems.. but I hope just for one day, all of these are over.. and start a life that I really wanted..

I hope that new quarter will be a sign of hope for me, reaching on that bright new dawn!

buhay pag linggo

oo, kahapon eh natulog lang naman ako, saka nagscan ng computer.. hehe pero tinamad na naman ako pumunta kay Daddy.. masarap kasi magpahinga sa bahay.. magtitiyaga na lang ako dito muna.. pero baka sa susunod na linggo na lang siguro, kasi may pera na papunta dun.. hehe si Villa pala ay naaksidente.. naku, buti naman at ok na siya.. so malamang magiingat na siya.. at marecover na siya..

ngayon linggo, sana naman, manalo ang USTe laban sa ADMU.. pagkakataon na to kasi di pa rin makapaniwala ang ADMU na natalo lang sila ng FEU.. hehe tandaan ha, kulang kulang na ang FEU, natalo pa rin kahit gumawa ng 30 si Rabah.. hehe may mga aayusin pa ko sa computer ko.. kagaya ng zune na matagal ko na di na gagamit, kala ko kasi bibilin na ni Iggie.. hehe eto nga kausap ko sa YM..

ano pa ba.. wala naman bago.. pero sana tumaas naman un CE namin etong parating na linggo kasi sawa na ko sa kakasabon at kusot.. hehe bukas pala, may pupuntahan ako.. importante, para sa ikakabuti ng ispirituwal na buhay ko.. hehe ang bagal iload un macross frontier episode 17.. hay, gumaganda na kasi.. hehe nanalo na pala ang UP kahapon.. buti naman, at least 2 panalo na sila, kaysa sa wala!!! tapos ok naman pala un naburn ko nung nakaraan linggo para kay kuya Alpro.. di nga lang pulido un tunog pero ok naman.. hehe si Iggie naman, nagpapadownload pa ng happy feet.. hehe magaling magaling magaling.. at habang nagtytype ako dito, eto, umuulan.. oo nga pala, dapat un Air 21 ko, manalo sa finals.. hehe tama na un Ginebra.. alam ko tuwang tuwa ang ungas na AL!!! oo din pala, happy birthday kay AL, tumatanda na ang ungas.. hehe saka kay Tin, isa sa mga matalik kong kaibigan.. sana ok naman siya.. mahirap hagilapin ang babaeng un.. mukhang masaya naman siya sa champ look a like BF niya.. hehe

anu pa ba.. wala naman kahindik hindik pag linggo, malapit na pala mag alas dos.. UAAP na!!! hehehe maka CR nga, medyo masakit ang tiyan ko.. hehe

no title

hehe I don't know what will be the title was for today.. but because I have nothing special to say.. well, I was able to go home early and fast.. went to Kuya Allan and Alpro for some help.. hehe and went to the magic guy and asked if he got the new cards in Eventide.. great thing is.. he got all.. hehe so after a lengthy conversation to him.. I went home and straight to sleep.. hehe 2 days left before our days off!! I can't wait to rest.. hahaha well, I was shocked that ADMU lost to FEU? what is happening to the Blue Eagles? hehe but of course, my alma mater UST done a great job, letting Bautista score for them against NU.. so.. let's see on Sunday if UST will win against ADMU.. hehe Saturday, let's see if UE will be winning against DLSU.. I hope UE will lose because it will help UST in the standings.. hehe I hope UST will win against ADMU on Sunday!!!

by the way, good thing, our meal card was reloaded just now.. I can now eat.. hehe I was very hungry before I got to work.. oh well.. I am not sure what will I do in these days off.. maybe I will just sleep or rest and fix my things.. do some errands if I am needed.. I don't know.. I don't have any plans for these days off.. maybe watch the Mummy but it has bad reviews.. waste of time and money.. hehe

oh well, let's see what's in store for me in the coming days.. I hope it will be great.. I just want to sleep now.. hehe if I can..

linggo na to!

anu ba nangyari kahapon.. sarap ng mahabang off.. hehe habang nanonood ako ng naruto at macross sa net... anu bang bago sa kin.. parang wala naman.. namasyal pala ako kahapon.. tumingin ng mga cards.. kaso ala naman un mga kailangan ko.. bad trip.. saka na lang siguro pag may pera ako.. at may iba pa ko kailangan bayaran.. daming bayarin.. hehe pero ok lang.. responsibilidad ko na siguro to.. Lakers at Boston na pla sa finals.. hay naku, ganun kabilis ngayon sa NBA.. kala ko pa naman Suns or Cavs man lang.. kaso, olats.. hehe ang Detroit natalo kasi mahina talaga si billups.. pilay talaga.. ang Spurs, ganun din kay ginobili, tapos ang tatanda na talaga nila.. di pwede sa takbuhan.. grabe.. sayang.. hintayin ang susunod na kabanata simulan natin sa Thursday.. sa wakas, lahat ng night diff makukuha na namin magsisimula sa Tuesday.. anu pala magagawa ko.. grabe.. pahinga lang talaga siguro gagawin ko.. sana makabawi na ko sa lahat.. lalo na sa darating na birthday ko.. hehe dalawang araw na lang pala.. nakasarap balikan ang dati.. kahit tignan at maramdaman ko ulit ang nakaraan.. ok lang.. hehe sana lang ha.. pero nakaraan na yun.. wala na ko magagawa.. ganito talaga siguro ang buhay.. hay naku..

nagkita kami ng friend ko ngayong araw.. kasama ang BF niya.. masaya ako at magpapakasal na siya.. hehe well, yun lang.. ano pa ba.. medyo matagal na pala ako sa computer.. kakapanood ng macross frontier, maganda pala siya.. pasado.. pero mas maganda pa rin un luma.. pero ok pa rin un macross frontier.. sige, pahinga muna ko.. mapanood ko muna to.. saka un ibang kong gagawin, kailangan tapusin ko na.. sige, ingat kayong lahat.. God bless.. good luck!! hehe