Monday, June 27, 2011

broken lines (collection 15)

Kay tagal ko na di tumula,
Hindi dahil katamaran,
O ako'y nawala, tulala.
Maraming nangyari't ginawa.

Sa ngayon lang ako nabigyan,
ng libreng oras at panahon,
para ako'y magsulat, tumula.
Sa tagal ko sumulat, limot.

Limot ko na ang mga linya,
linyang maiksi ngunit saya,
linyang mahaba, ngunit lunkot.
Kahit anong linya may halaga.

Puso't isipan ko't mahalaga,
Ang tula, dahil sa mga linya.
Ito'y may presensya kahit,
di kumpleto at kulang sa guhit.

Subali't, bawa't linya may sabi.
Nakasaad ang damdamin,
nakasulat ang saloobin,
mapinta ang buhay at sawi.

Bagama't mahirap at pilit
mong iniisip ang mga linya.
Sa huli, kung ito'y may silbi,
pagod at balisa ay napawi!



Sunday, June 26, 2011

ReView

Dapat later ko na isulat ito pero wala lang, advance na lang to. hehe For this month, ah, it was happy.. With everything seems to be in place at ayun, sana tuloy tuloy na as planned..

A new work which well, a laid back work kahit ang uwi ko eh 12am. hehe

May matatapos na bayarin this month, so salamat din! heh

Looking forward for the new quarter.. Hmmmm interesting indeed.

However, hindi din madali itong month na to ha.. Tired and stressed, even my body felt it, pero mabuti nakarecover naman ako.

With all the task I need to do, almost done na din.. Hay, it was really a busy month, happy and busy!

Actually, mukhang di pa matutuloy ang pagdrive kasi naman, nakalimutan ko irenew ang license ko.. Kaso well, pano naman, wala pang pera. hehe Well, yun ang looking forward ko this quarter, to learn how to drive.. Even after that, I don't know what car will I drive. hehe

I'm glad, I'm here back sa old room, better set up with my 6 year old TV.. Geez, di ko akalain, matagal na pala yun TV ko na binili ko pa sa Suki. hehe Nahulugan ha.. I have really extra funds, I'll buy those efficient low end tv's, may flat na kasi pero mura na ha. Besides, I have my reliable dvd player which until now, di ko pa nautilize.

Since all the tasks are almost done, siyempre less work will happen this coming quarter.. For this final week of June, ang importante eh to pay all the bills, to collect and well, less stress. Hay.. indeed, less stress and better yet.. Have a massage to rest my body for a while.

I knew I had sad days for this month but all are done and gone.. To sum it up, this month, was a happy month not only because birthday ko, it's because na aayos naman halos lahat ng gusot. I'm happy with that, better. =)

Sana tuloy tuloy nga lang ito and hope for the best in the final months of the year, ang aga no? Final months ba. Well, 6 months are just what, 1 month passed by for me. hehe Time these days flies damn fast. Wow.

Ngayon ako gaganahan magsulat ng maikling linya. hehe


realizations (part 22)

352. how my body was burn out after that soothing massage. =)

353. 6 months for this year, happens very fast!

354. I think since time moves fast and my body is always got hit for sometime, I need to have a massage or excercise frequently. Which until now di ko pa nagagawa in routine.

355. I should clean my room always.. I'm that busy indeed.

356. Like what I listened today, to reach that dream. Not only praying or working hard for it, but also, surrender it to him. Giving back to you in at least a better way.

357. 15 ay tama lang talaga for each month. =)

358. it's so cold these days that some nights, I don't need to use my fan. Save some electricity.

359. it will be a sad year, without NBA.. =( Please avoid the lockout!

360. I do have poor handwriting and it won't improve. hehe

361. UST has a good basketball team this year, kaso mas malakas pa din yun ibang team. Lalo ang ADMU.. How about DLSU? hehe

362. For short, talo na naman ang UST. hehe

363. my planned diet did not work for the past quarter. To make it work, diet and excercise.

364. feeling ko, lahat ng di ko nagawa in the past 2 quarters, magagawa ko na this final 2 quarters. hehe

365. God indeed answered one of my prayers!!! Working in a non voice job with a good pay.. Di pa niya ginawang day job no. hehe But that's fine, I'll take this and cherish this job for a while. =)

366. I do think, sana magmeet na kami, malapit na nga ang building, we're busy that we can't meet in a short time. hehe

367. ydetector is lying. hehe I don't know, I feel, it's not accurate perhaps.

368. June is a happy month, simply because it has the most birthdays in my family, including yours truly. Despite troubles or what, well, it is still happy.

369. I'm a silent person.. That's why my VOC scores were down! hehe Kidding, I just want in peace, if possible always.

370. that it's already 11:16 am, I should take a nap. Night...

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Kung Ako'y Isang..

(basketball player, playa!!!!)


Well, I have the height naman pero siguro walang might for this damn sport. Hehe But I love watching it, or spend my writing skills to comment sa games. From NBA, or even PBA or later PBA D-league. hehe

However, kung talagang nadevelop ang skills from childhood, siguro may narating naman ako sa basketball life at least. Pero position ko malamang PG lang, SG? Masyado maliit, depende kung kasing galing ko si Stephen Curry or Monta Ellis. hehe Or Ty Lawson. Geez, how about TJ Ford or Brandon Jennings. Chris Paul? Sobra na yun.. hehe

But well, I'm not like that. I hope lang, o sa Philippine setting, siguro hmmmmm Casio or Tiu like, or Paul Lee.. Tang perhaps.

Hanggang ganun na lang ang naisip ko maging kung natuloy ako. Well, you cannot train for height. Hoops siguro pwede pero if you're not that big, well, kahit anong training or ilan bote ng cherifer inumin mo, malabo ko makuha ang ideal height pang basketball, around 6'5".

I will not be a scorer that much, since PG, ang idol ko talaga sa ganun is Kidd or my fave, all time. Steve Nash!!! =)

Yes, wala siyang masyado or outstanding defensive skill but let's see if you can guard him sa offense. hehe And yes, redefined passing skills. Grabe lalo na yun pick and roll, siya yun sabi ko paano niya naisip yun? Despite wayback, many star players sa Phoenix or role players, lahat gumagaling sa kanya. A future hall of famer.. Well, despite di siya malaki, pero very effective leader lalo na sa offense.

Well, I have a height, na di naman masama mangarap, at least 6'6" or 6'8". I'll go for Lebron. That's it, nasabi ko na kung bakit siya, well, simply great.. Yun na!!! hehe

Gifted height, a blessing, if I'm 7'0", well, di na Duncan or Garnett, like I used to idolize them before, I'll go for the current Finals MVP, Dirk Nowitzki!!!! Grabe, kung kailan ang pressure na lang niya is to win a championship, dun pa siya gumaling ng todo. Totally, walang gamot.. hehe

Well, as you indeed become older, you become wiser as well. Kaya yun, wala nang pressure to become a MVP sa team or NBA, just push yourself to win the trophy with ridiculous shots, mismatches and steady defense, ayun.. May trophy ka na.. Kawawa naman yun big 3 sa South Beach. hehe

Nung nasa 2006 run nila, siya na yun big man na gusto ko lalo na yun talagang tinalo niya na si Duncan.. Pero ayun alat tapos over the years, sobrang malas. Pero yun leadership niya saka yun patience it did pay off. And well, future hall of famer na din.. Especially yun off the balance fade away shot niya, grabe, sino naman makaka guard nun? hehe

Ngayon, back to reality, I'm only 5'10" yet not that strong or have very good bball IQ.. Just a happy fan watching the games, lalo na kung NBA. PBA well, sana maimprove nila lalo na yun Gilas.. I have high expectations sa Gilas pero mukhang ang olympic dreams ay hanggang dreams na lang.. Geez..

Playing the game I know is sheer hard work and determination for yourself, kasi marami ka maiimprover pero yun ang gusto ko sa bball eh ang theme of teamwork. Kasi totoo naman yun, especially if your working in a team, you do your best not only for your personal accolade but for the success of the team para lahat may reward or recognition. I use that line for interviews and it does work. hehe Pero seriously kaya sabi ko lagi it's for the team, kasi siguro sa gusto ko ang basketball. Like Rubio says, basketball is not only the 5 in the floor, it also includes the bench.

Well, wag lang ako paglalaruin ngayon ng basketball kasi ayun.. Hingalin pa ko at baka matodas.. hehe Worst part, since di na malinaw ang mata ko, I'll be shooting bricks.. Not very helpful for the team.

11 will be my jersey number if indeed I'm playing. =)

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

unplanned 25

Silver na ba to? Sana parang ganito lang ang VOC. hehe

Madali gawin at ilagay, kaso di ganun yun dati kong stat eh. Peste talaga. hehe Pero ok lang, let's try a different job.

Hay, after 2 days of rushing, eto na.. Medyo nakaluwag ng kaunti. Nakakadjust na sa bagong job role, kahit ayun medyo mahirap umuwi, kasi nakakatakot. Alam niyo naman ang daan pauwi, sa daang madilim sa may taft.. or Edsa. Geez..

Ah, di ko napanood ang green lantern or hangover 2, critics say, below expectations. I want to see it though, I'll squeeze it by next week or this days ahead.

Hmmmm what else? Ah, siguro I want to have a massage after these past weeks. I feel heavy not inside but physically yes. Remember, I did not fully enjoy the birthday month, kasi naman after my birthday, sunod sunod at work and literally, ang birthdays. Especially Mom. =)

Mabuti natapos ang mga birthdays kahapon. Happy birthday to number 6. hehe At photography extraordinaire, Ivan!!!

As birthday month comes to a close, sana yun mga nalista ko sa notebook for this quarter ay magawa ko pa. At least, I keep track of my plans or whatever.. Whatever.. =)

It is sigh of breath indeed for today, pero sana wag naman puro troubles or problems, just time to you know rest from a hectic days. Lalo na pag talagang weird ang sked. Pero just as I hoped and planned, also prayed? hehe Marami ako nagagawa sa sked na to unlike before. Parang may tamang routine except lang sa paguwi. Anyway, maabot ko pa din ang target kong post within this month.

Kaya, abangan ang mga natitirang post!!! =)

Have a blessed day ahead, simply I just want to stop by here before the work starts.

Sunday, June 19, 2011

flashbacks: go for 5, not. =)

June 3rd, it was a normal day.. Friday..

Normal day for everyone, working, going out. Nothing special, or even just spending the day as should be for a normal person..

Even Rheg had a hectic day in his office, geez school stuff. A normal day in the shop, and well, good thing it was a good day, sales perhaps.

For me, well, it was indeed normal, training.. My brain was bleeding due to the training I'm getting. hehe But well, no more calls job of sorts.

But deep inside.. or back in my head.. 5 years ago, it was a special day. Indeed.

It was special because it was a day that love blossomed and it did take a while. It was gone.. =( But memories and reminiscing helps me to still believe that love might happen again, not now maybe sometime.

God's time? Yeah.. It's just well, I miss those times. 3rd of the month was quite special to me..

5 years later.. All alone..

But for now, I'm happy, since I have my family, and friends around to me, to show meaning of life. Even it is difficult to please or be with them sometimes, at the end of the day. I feel blessed.. =)

I'm grateful that after what happened, I'm still here.. I just pray, well, she'll be free and happy. =)

For now, moving forward, enjoying whatever I have, yes even those usual problems or hurdles.. Maybe it's better to be positive.

One day, I'll find her and spend longer than before, better if it reaches 5 years. hehe

Finals 11

Dallas 4 Miami 2

When Dirk cuts over for a simple lay up, and his team up already for 13 points with over 10 seconds left in Game 6 and with their 3-2 lead, he raised his fist with conviction.. He definitely won this championship with redemption.

I think the MVP award has a curse. hehe

The MVP award he got in 2007 definitely has a hard curse, best record in the NBA at that season, well, was ousted by GSW. Yikes..

2006, who can forget that they are up 2-0 then lost to Miami in the Dallas turf..

Yesterday was different, as 2 guys left from that dissappointing 2006 finals team, became older and wiser with a better support.. Easily won the finals against the big 3 of Miami..

Big D > Big 3. Period. hehe

Siyempre, as a Lebron fan, malungkot ako kasi this time sana di naman masyado effort ang gagawin ni Bron kaso ganun pa din. Talo!

But going to this series, I root for Dallas kasi time na talaga di lang ni Dirk and Jet.. Lalo na si Jason Kidd na kung kailan tumanda at wala na masyado ginagawa, grabe yun greatness pinakita niya. And yes, yun 3 point shot niya, nahawa ata siya kay Dirk. hehe

For the Jet, nun nakuha si Jason Kidd from the Nets trade, naisip ko nun sana si Devin Harris na lang sinama, hindi na si Terry.. That changed until yesterday, Dallas made the right trade. =)

Then others who come along, the funniest was Shawn Marion.. I used to remember the PHX vs. DAL wars.. Marion was guarding Dirk at those series, kundi naman Shawn, si Steve Nash ang bantay ni Dirk.. Now, Marion not only became good team mate with Dirk but also a champion kung kailan low averages and not that productive na, pero effective pa din.. Lalo na sa pag guard kay Bron. On that PHX team which one of my all time fave teams, the only member na nagchampion, si Marion. Great dude, lucky as well. hehe

Chandler is also lucky.. Failed trade to OKC but bought him to CHA which also not a good season.. All of the sudden, napunta sa DAL and gave him what DAL need. An intimated presence, which Dampier or Diop failed to give. hehe And good thing, less injuries which almost derailed his effectiveness before. Sa DAL, sobrang lakas nila, lalo na pag healthy si Chandler. Kaya ayun, Lakers, 4-0. Mas may might yun Height ng DAL. hehe

Peja, also very lucky.. Even DAL was fined due to the advance announce of a trade even it was not approved, ok lang.. He came to DAL to shoot 3's in some games.. And now, champion. hehe Si Cardinal ang isa pang buenas, assistant coach na lang dapat, biglang naactivate, kaunti gulang kina Wade, champion! hehe

At ang pinakabuenas sa lahat, Butler. Well, kung naglaro siya pwede 4-0 or 4-1 yun DAL against MIA, pantapat kasi siya with Wade. Kaso ayun injured for the whole season, pero ended up, champion din! hehe After a good season sa MIA, a weird season with Lakers, and an all star caliber sa WAS, punta siya DAL in a decreased role pero ayun may trophy na! hehe Galing, next season.. Sana makapaglaro na siya.

Berea, very underrated, yun ginawa niya is parang Parker yun SAN vs. NJ finals. Made Kidd old at that time, this time Berea stepped up tapos ang iba lang, yun long range shooting grabe.. Si Parker kasi sa drive siya magaling. Gagaling pa siya..

Kidd, I hope he can play one more season, just one more!!!!

Dirk, well, one of the best players in basketball. The best european player ever.. Unlike Kukoc who has MJ, si Dirk, siya lang magisa and his one legged fadeaway jumper! Peste.. Dati na niya ginagamit yun, especially sa close games.. But this season. Nawili, since wala naman babantay sa kanya. hehe Gamitin na yun di na masusupal na shot.

Kudos to Mark Cuban, after all his ranting and weird moves, this time with his patience and the right pieces.. He won his first title.. Sulit ang bili niya ata sa DAL eleven years ago. hehe

He was right, sabi niya kay Lebron, napatunayan niya na complete team pa din ang kailangan to win a trophy. Not getting only 2 very good stars, all stars. Geez.

1 walang gamot, against sa 3 wala pang sagot.. Before going to game 1.

Nanalo, siyempre yun walang gamot. hehe Kahit may sakit or malas sa 3 quarters, sa huli, si Dirk pa din ang nanalo!!!!

Ironic, this time, nakuha ang trophy sa MIA.. Sweet revenge indeed from 5 years ago. hehe

Yes, Dirk was still speechless.. 13 years is worth the wait. =)

For Miami, lalo na si Lebron.. Hubris really came to his head already.. He should be humbled next season and yes, they should get a potent a steady PG. Not all star caliber but a very effective one. Yun mga Jennings ang dating or Lawson na lang.. Or Toney Douglas? hehehe Umayos na lang kayo!!!

At least si Dirk, bring and show his talents to South Beach, to win the championship. =)

Pepe

Di ko akalain na ang palayaw niya ay Pepe. Sapagkat napaganda ng pangalan niya, mahaba ngunit napakamarangal.

Pagdaan ko kanina papunta PICC para sa isang Pista pero ang FX na sinakyan ko biglang lumiko sa Ayala bridge, ibang daan papuntang Vito Cruz.. Iwas sa trapiko dahil sa pista ni Pepe.

Tama nga naman ang ginawa di lang ng gobyerno, kundi ng buong bayan na gunitain ang isang daang limang pong anibersaryo ng kapanganakan ni Jose Rizal. Isang beses naman mangyari sa ating kasaysayan ang 150 na taon, o kahit isang daan taong lang eh. Iba na yun.

Nakakatuwa lang at sa totoo lang, sa kolehiyo ko lang naisip at nadarama kung gaano niya buwis ang kanyang buhay para sa bayan. Sa kanyang angking galing at talino, naisip mo na sana naging presidente siya o kaya't naging tanyag na manunulat o negosyante pero naisip niya magsilbi sa bayan. Ah oo nga pala, isa siya din magaling na doktor.

Kakatawa nga, ako'y nagaral sa eskwelang ayaw niya dati! hehe Mahal na mahal niya ang Ateneo, siyempre dahil dun nahubog ang kanyang galing. Ang nakakatawa pa, ang aming guro sa paksang ito ay sobrang kulit at bibo kahit malapit na sa pagkaretiro. Di ko lang alam ko nasa siya ngayon pero isa siya sa magagaling na propesor na nagliwanag sa kin tungkol kay Pepe. Napakagaling, lalo na sa pag espanyol.. Que Horror! hehe

Pero yun pagturo niya tungkol kay Pepe ay nakapabalanse. Di lang yun mga magagandang nagawa niya ang tinuro, kahit yun mga pagkakamali niya ay sinabi din at bigyan liwanag na din kung bakit niya ginawa yun..

Di lang mabigyan liwanag, eh kung bakit, matinik si Pepe sa babae. hehe Grabe, yun ang isang idolo!!! Kahit di naman matangkad at matipuno, pero siya ata nagbigay patotoo sa pilipinong macho.. O pagkalalake ng pinoy, matalas ang dila at marunong magmahal. Naks. =)

Kalimutan na natin yun, pero ang mahalaga, mula sa tula niya, sa mga librong ginawa at sa prinsipyong pinaglaban niya.. Lalo na imulat tayo sa totoong diwa ng malayang bayan, yun ang napakaimportanteng iniwan niya sa atin..

Di siya gumamit ng dahas kasi makadiyos siya, at ayaw masaktan ng maraming tao, at naniniwala sa mapayapang paraan ng pahihimagsik. Kahit ayaw niya sa mga prayle, nagawa naman ang pakikilaban sa payapang paraan.

Di ko naman sinasabi mali ginawa ni Gat Andres, pero mas tama ang ginawa ni Jose kasi di lang pakikibaka ang gusto niya, kundi malaman at maging edukado ang bayan sa mga maling nangyayari sa tin, sa bansa.. Sa bawa't isa..

Kaya naman, itong buwan na to, di lang sa madami may kaarawan sa aking pamilya, kundi ito'y isang pagpugay na din sa isang taong totoong nagsilbi at walang takot maglingkod sa bayan. Isang tunay na bayani.

Siguro, di pa siya magiging masaya kung nakita ang bayan natin ngayon. Bagama't di malaya sa mahahalagang aspeto ng ating pagtakbo bilang bansa, alipin pa din sa kahirapan, korupsyon at katiwalaan.. Ang masama pa, gawa ng kapwang Pilipino.

Pero, ika nga sa mga tula niya, di siya nawawalang ng pagasa, at sana makita niya at tayong lahat, magkaisa di lang sa paglaya kundi sa isang mayamang bansa.

Mayaman sa kaunlaran..

Mayaman sa edukasyon para sa tao, lalo na sa kabataan..

Mayaman sa kultura at pagmamahal sa ating lahi.

Mayaman sa mga taong handa maglingkod para sa bayan.

Sana kung kaya natin, at malutas ang mga problema ng bayan, maging si Pepe tayo, sa maliliit na paraan lang..

Maganda simula kung tayo ay maglingkod mula sa puso..

Handang magsakripisyo para sa bayan ating mahal.. =)

Pepe, ang hirap magtagaglog ha..

Adios..

Dream Match

Of course, there was Pacman vs. Dela Hoya!

LeBron vs. Kobe!

Lakers vs. Celtics!!

Big D vs. Big 3 of Miami which of course you know what happened.

Tom vs. Johnny, I made that up, but well two fine actors!

Erap vs. Pnoy, which of course, nashock na 2nd pa si Erap. hehe

FPJ vs.Paquito, geez it happened for 100 phil movies, rest in peace.

Bruce vs. Kareem, glad it did happen before he left. =)

Nadal vs. Federer, always.. Naman.

Pacman vs. Floyd, which I hope it will happen...

Next one is collossal.. hehe

Sora vs. Maria!!!!!!!!! yeah boy! who (censored) better? ;P

After that, stop that addiction. =) Damn those two.

Even in my wildest dreams, I don't think that won't happen.

Happy

After that fateful night, I don't know what happy is..

But thank God, he gave me a reason to cheer for and most of all. Happy =)

I wake up tired and well, full of hope.. I got some greetings!!! Siyempre, my plan naman that day is to first go to church and pray for a while..

Then ayun, as planned, I went to the office to give a surprise lunch! Kaso ang plan ko surprise lunch na cab.. Akalain mo sarado ang yellow cab sa Insular. Bad trip!!! =(

Hanap ako ng isa pang branch but oh well, ginagawa pa sa paseo.. Well, I thought of KFC na lang. Buy 2 buckets. Unfortunately, I need to walk that until I reach Insular..

Ah alam mo naman ang insular, not that friendly.. Saturday, 1 out of the 4 elevators, is working. I prayed that I can go up fast kasi di ko na kaya dalin to. hehe

Well, after some minutes ayun, nakaakyat na ko. Then surprise, greetings everywhere at ang masaya, may cake! Ang special naman nun.. =) I can't believe kasi after some team lunch lalo sa birthday ko, eto may surprise pa silang gift. Simple yet fulfilling di ba. I appreciate naman na at least other my close friends or family, etong past team ko talagang special na sa kin. =)

Sulit ang pagod sa pagdadala ng bucket meals. Cursed that cab for that day only. hehe After some talk and kulitan ayun umuwi na ko kasi matutunaw yun mousse. I went home drained and thought of getting a sleep and rest.. It was a long day for me. Indeed.

As I get some rest, I am very tired yet as time goes by on that day. Nawala naman yun lungkot at pagod kasi of course, with greetings at maayos naman that day, it's just those pain goes away.. Yes, I am indeed getting old.. My wishes were simple and plans well, some of them sabi ko mukhang di na matutuloy, pero yun important ones, I pray matuloy ko pa din. =)

I was surprised PBA started a new tournament at that day, at kala ko matutuloy kami ni Ate pero di naman. Medyo magulo. hehe Pero sometime na lang siguro. Suprisingly, wala naman gimik or pakain with my friends.. Lahat busy, but better, less expenses. Hahaha But ok na yun simple greetings and text.. =)

It ended happy, again.. Because I'm back in my old room.. I'm sad kasi wala naman si Gerro pero gagawan ko na lang ng paraan yun to look after him. =)

Thanks for all the greetings you sent..

Thank God for making me older and wiser..

Thanking my family, friends, and people close to me that remembered me in this special day.. Not because you made older.. =(

But those messages which are simple, yet inspiring. =)

Di naman lahat ng bumati may special messages pero yun time to greet me sort of. hehe

Ah yes my CG, thanks for the suprise greeting ha. Saka na lang yun libre. Di kayo umabot sa budget. hahaha

Happy 28th birthday to myself. Geez.

X-Men: First Class

I think, all the X-Men films should be rebooted, and it should be directed by Matthew Vaughn. =)

When I first saw the trailer, way back months ago.. Even it was quite lame and not that striking.. I was sold to it, because of the actors involved. I am not sure why they have more brit actors because what I know, X-Men members are amercian.. I just thought yes, Ian and Patrick are brits so they get young brits, namely Michael Fassbender and James Mcavoy, without his scottish accent. hehe

Then another trailers came out and the last one, I know that I should watch it. =)

Actually, I brought along Rheg to watch it but wants to watch Pirates.. He doesn't have a clue for this movie. hehe At least he knows X-Men.

Turn back time circa WWII, a boy was separated from his parents. Then a boy woke up at the middle of night, getting some cookies from his mom but discovers, he was tricked by a shapeshifting girl. The boy who got separated from his parents, got tested by a doctor who wants to move a coin without touching it. Well, the boy can't do it and the doctor thought if the boy got angry, he can do that ability. The doctor brought in the boy's mom and unfortunately was shot. The boy got outraged and destroying every metal in the room, except for the doctor. The boy left shocked for what happened.

Then, yes, fast forward to circa 1960's.. There is a threat, tension of US and Russia, which might go to a nuclear war due to some disaggreements. Then Erik, the boy who got separated from his parents searching for the Doctor who made him, well, strong with his innate abilites. To control metal at the palm of his hands.

The year as well, the boy who woke up and met the shapeshifting girl, well grown up and becoming a professor. An intelligent and good guy and well, quite a playboy.. Even with a stunning friend of his, well, just hang out and keep supporting his friend, by the way his name is Charles and stunning chick's name, Raven.

Then, the doctor who showed at the first scene is dealing with an US general to direct some missles in turkey to allow tension between 2 superpowers. The general says no and all of the sudden, he was controlled by another hot chick who turns herself to a diamond and another dude who controls air, like a whirlwind. Then another dude, who has teleport abilities. The doctor, well, not showing yet what he has for, threat the life of the General. At the course of the scene, there is a CIA agent looking after them and called her superior. Ah yes, she is.. Then the superior very angry advising the agent that the General is already at the headquarters. For a meeting with them already. Of course she was shocked for what happened and what she saw about those abilities.

She needed help, and she found Xavier, who became a professor because of his thesis of mutation.

The agent's name I forgot to say is Moira.. Then she bought them to CIA and the director's where suprised about the events. They can't believe mutants do exist and thought of having a special team to check what's happening..

On the other side, the US general is seeking for getting out of the deal and threat to kill Sebastian and others. The doctor's name is Sebastian Shaw and great thing, he has a ability to absorb energy and turning into something else. He simply killed the US general. Going to his plan of getting all the missles to start a war.

Well, Charles, Moira and Raven with the help of a man in black, thought of putting up a team to fight these other bad mutants, and they need some help. It starts with Dr. Hank who has weird feet but can run and walk through ceilings.. One night as Erik found a clue where to find Sebastian, he tried to capture Sebastian but failed to well, Emma, the chick who turns to a diamond, she has a power to read minds. Then Sebastian and others escaped, however, Erik doesn't want to give up, he wants to get even with Sebastian because of what he did to his mom.

He was stopped by Xavier underwater because Erik might killed himself due to drowning and Erik was rescued.

At first Erik doesn't want to team up with Charles because he was motivated to kill Shaw but Charles was able to convince Erik to join the team because of ability to read minds, everything and most of all, can control the person for a second. Erik also thought of getting other mutants to help the cause, and because Dr. Hank has a machine to read and locate all the other mutants, the machine called Cerebro. They were able to track other mutants and form a group for the CIA. Others were followed like a dude who has high pitch and destroy everything.. A dude from prison who has energy to magnify and destroy it's path. A chick who can fly.. Because of her mosquito wings.. And a dude who has amphibious abilities.

They tried to recruit a famous dude but he said F*ck off. hehe

So, they formed a team and Xavier tried to see how they can work as a team, but first things first. They need to stop Russia doing any crazy moves.. Like launching nukes. So, they were able to go at Russia and stop the general and get also Emma to speak what is Shaw's plans.. While doing that and the other mutants are playing around, Shaw knew that CIA is putting up a team, so he tried to pursuade all those members to join his group. As he arrived to that office, the group tried to stop him but they were no match. Shaw even destroyed the place, and killed the amphibious dude. The lady who can fly, decided to join Shaw because of his promise that mutants should rule and not to be discriminated. Erik was able to detain Emma and they got the information but they need to change places..

Due to what happened in the CIA, Charles brought his team to his usual place to train and see how to defeat Shaw.

Unfortunately, time is not in their side as US and Russia are now in the verge of war..

Shaw already planned to what to do, all he needs to do is start the war with bringing down just one Russian ship. He was able to encourage the Russian general to start the assault once US is preparing for the attack.

Xavier and Erik prepared the team, from Havok, Banshee, then Mystique and well, Dr. Hank became the Beast as he tried to cure the irregular feet, the cure made reverse effects.

Erik was able to learn how to use his power with calm and positive thoughts and it showed magnicent results. Thanks Xavier for it. But also we wants to make clear, he still want to get rid of Shaw.

Then as they arrived at the scene, Erik was able to lift the Sub of Shaw to avoid the war, Xavier was able to stop the ship from getting obliterated due
to the conflict. The others, fighting each other, like the Beast and Havok against Riptide and Azarel. Then Banshee and Angel, which like the mosquito wings.

Erik was able to confront Shaw and he has having a hard time due to Shaw's ability.. But he was helped by Xavier when he was able to get the helmet which Shaw was wearing.. Then Xavier discovered that Erik is not against Shaw about Mutants should dominate and show mankind how they are but still he killed Shaw because of his mom.

Xavier tried to stop but cannot do due to the helmet worn by Erik..

Then, as the fight is over, they thought is over, both countries were alarmed what these mutants can do, so they decided to kill them off.. As Erik warned about this to Xavier, Xavier was surprised all ships will fire at will to them.. Well, Erik due to his power, was able to stop all the missles and want to direct them back to the ships which Xavier opposed.. As the conflict between those two mounted, Xavier was accidentally shot at the back by Moira.. Moira is trying to shot Erik but cannot, one of the bullets went at the back of Xavier making him parlyzed downwards..

Missles were not fired and Erik tried to convince all mutants to stand at his objective, and well, Mystique which wants to join Xavier but she was persuaded by Xavier to join Erik because Charles knows Mystique have feeling for Erik, ask to protect him...

Well, war was avoided, Charles and the other mutants stayed at his school. Moira promised not to tell where they are, which she did at the CIA debriefing.

While Erik, freed Emma from prison and asked to join his team, Emma told his name, but Erik replied, he is Magneto..

then 60's visuals drop.. Yehey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

All I can say, even I did not watch Wolverine or the last stand, simply say.. This is the best X-Men movie I watched. Damn.. Come to think of it, like Matthew says, it was rushed due to the pressure of the studio.. Geez.. Then he should be the director of the first X-Men in the first place. hehe

Fresh off from the success of Kick-Ass, Matthew was able to deliver a great movie.. One of the best this year!

From the 60's look and feel, then the setup.. The sequences especially the action scenes, except for the final one.. The scenes with emotions.. Actors as well, you have a brillant action comic book movie! Even with some changes of the plot. But oh well, I don't care. hehe

It's like tone down Watchmen, because of the topic of course.

Of course, it's not perfect.. You can sense that it was rushed, because of the pace of the movie itself. Like after those child sequences, they became well adults right away, not showing some scenes of developing or how they blend to the society. The mutants, well, even without Logan/Wolverine, he did show up but good line. hehe I mean, since they quite changed the plot, I thought they can get iceman and cyclops on board because they are one of the first members. Yet they get banshee. Havok is really well, the right one but I thought he is in x-factor. hehe

Angel is I don't know why it shows those mosquito wings. hehe Great part for Beast however, it was short. Another thing, Kevin Bacon was good especially speaking in German.. But that Shaw character, I don't know, with that power, I can't believe, he killed that easy. Matthew I thought should go to another villain at that point.

Other than that, is pure fun and brilliant movie.. I did not expect that it will be this good.

Actors, very good job of doing there roles. First, of course the minor roles, like the dead mutant or even the CIA bosses, especially in the meeting scene which they were shocked that there are mutants.

Then yes, Kevin did a good job it's just bad villain role for him. They can just think of other villain. The other mutants, great, like Azarael and Rip tide, even they did not speak that much, great effects.. Funny but crazy mutants Havok and Banshee, then.. The beast is great, I mean great role even in a short time, I mean his short dialogues.. hehe

Then of course, that leaves Raven, specially named Jennifer Lawrence. Damn, she should get roles which shows how hot or beautiful she is. Well she is indeed beautiful in the movie, when she transforms, but she is indeed beautiful in Mystique form, great makeup and effects as well..

Wow, I kept looking or just staring Jennifer when her scene is showing up.. Lovely lady she is. And her 60's get up, great! I forgot January Jones which is good and the CIA agent, even quite not that stunning but effective as well.

Of course, save the best for the last. James Mcavoy and Michael Fassbender, it is a great combination, the reason why this X-Men Movie made sense.. Many scenes that really showed emotion.. For example, their talk in Xavier's room, or about their scenes not together. Mike has scenes like in a bond movie. Then James, well, at first, you thought you're watching a rom-com movie. hehe

But when they are together, they have a perfect combination.. One is a strong willed, then the other always going in a peaceful way. But they do have same idea, mutants should be respected..

The scene which really strikes me and Raims will agree or Rheg, is the scene involes Erik trying to move the satellite dish. It was intense yet great. =)

Over all, even me, I want to watch it again.. But of course I'm now quite busy so that's fine. I'll definitely wait this in my collection!!

Yes, the June 3rd was worth spent, with my best friend and damn.. This is one of the best comic book adaption. Despite it was rushed and applied some graphic novel treatment to this one of the famous superhero teams. =)

It's like Batman Begins, it should have a sequel!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"Are you ready?" says Charles,

"Let's find out!" says Erik.. Then they lift the sub. hehe

MidShifT

Yes, I never thought I won't hear those voices again. I hope that will be the last.

However, my shift became this, a shift which I think better for me except for the going home part. Indeed, I was transferred to a midshift, starting at 3pm until 12am. But great thing, I won't be in a hurry going at work. hehe

But it also entails a different responsibility which of course relocating landline customers which I won't tell the specifics because you might get lost. Indeed, especially with the tools we use. Christ. hehe

Fun part is yes, no more pesky or troublesome calls and the same time, working with beautiful sounds in my head. Yeah boy!!! hehe

Sad part, I need to figure out how to go home safe and sound. Well, it's easy but oh God, the streets that I'm going through are well let's say, bad things have a chance to happen. But that's included in my schedule. I can't blame or curse it. I'll just need to find a safe way home.

For now, I am enjoying this especially if I am able to embrace the work load which is tons of it and the process which some part of it, prehistoric.

It will be a new team and a new challenge. Making my stay a bit long, which longer than I expected. A schedule which is very predictable, meaning I can do a lot more, unlike before.. Somedays, it will be different schedule everyday. Crap! hehe

However, like I said before, I do miss my old team, and it was hard to leave them all of the sudden, but well I'm moving on, it's part of the job especially in this industry..

It will be a good beginning for me, and I hope some plans I pan out, might work.

Starting at 3pm.

I love the place too, it's MJ and quite chillax and cozy.. Not scary unlike the previous one. hehe

Damn, meaning I need to change my diet!!!! Grrghh..

Starting a new life at the middle.


Wednesday, June 1, 2011

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Anak ng tokwa.. Whew, kapagod magsulat ng 6 ha. hehe

Anyway, for this month. Alam mo na ha, this is our month!!! You should know why.. =)

For this month, yes, full of suprises awaits!!! Wala lang malakas ang trip na write ko dito.

Ano pa, ah yes, getting older and a lot of changes. Saka siyempre sana matuto na ko magdrive since yun schedule ko bago, may time na for that. And for being fit!!! Yes, let's see if it will start. =)

Ah, ano pa.. Siguro sana manalo yun Gilas!!! Manalo kung sino manalo sa NBA, pero sana walang lockout. hehe

Hmmmm just enjoy na lang this month and live throughout with it. Besides, I just want to be free from troubles or finish yun kailangan tapusin o bayaran.. At yes, please don't believe I'm playing those farmville stuff. hehe

Even I am tired, great thing, I was able to finish all of them, just now. Bale bukas kaunti na lang gagawin!!! Mga pang display na lang and some work.

Work never ends and hoping this month, getting some steady rest.

Damn, somebody already won 350 million jackpot.. Geez..

Pano kaya pag ako nanalo? hehe Hmmmmmmm basta isa sa gagawin ko eh magbigay.. then may pang bayad sa lahat, at pang bayad sa.... Yun na! hehe

Anyway, I'm just kidding, tulog na ko.. Tama na to, and the next ones I'll prepare na.

At yes, to avoid what happened in May, dapat may deadline na dapat ako. =)

This will be a lovely month..

ReView

Actually, well, not happy in the sense di ako umabot sa target ko nun May.. Ihahabol ko na lang dito. =)

What happened last month?

A lot of things.. I need to stop Magic for a while. That's one.. =) Pero babalik din ako, lalo na alam ko pa ang updates. But I'm thinking para ok sa laro eh mag magic online muna ako.. Mura at I can play all the time. hehe Yun nga lang, walang piyesa. =(

To focus sa shop at well, to strengthen ang operations. Parang nagsisimula ulit ako eh, pero ok lang.. I feel just challenged and motivated na ayusin ko to at sayang naman yun pundar ko dito. =)

Yes, I am now seeing an idol, thanks to Sir Rheg, maybe I have a better time to spend on Sundays. =)

Another not so good news... Yes, I'll be transferring to a new team and work, same company but syempre, sad that I left all of the sudden my favorite team.. =( Just check that later.

Hmmmm, diet did not work. Even I'm eating or almost to none, of eating rice.. Still the same weight. Good job naman di ba. hehe At least, parang di naman ako tumataba..

Ayos na ang internet after almost 3 visits from Bayantel, first time nangyari pero ok pa din ang connection after that. Time to get something free!!!! =)

A new outlook in life, maybe, like what he said, enjoy life, the blessings and the relationships you have tapos siyempre serve.. Serve better.

Ah, yes, new schedule na din sa work, alam ko ang problema lang is pauwi, pero definitely!!!! Ayos to.. =) No more annoying sounds in my ears.. hahaha

Pero mamiss ko pa din yun dating team, sana manalo sila sa race, para makasama ako sa team building! =)

Well, eto lang naman ang short review for this past May, dapat sumakto talaga ng kahapon lang eh. Kaso ayun, panay FAS na. Saka mamaya na habit. hehe

Definitely, this month, dapat!!! Pasok lahat in one month. =)


realizations (part 21)

333. na dapat talaga tapusin lahat ng gagawin bago matulog.. Sure na to, dapat tama na yun bahala na. Kung hindi, magmamadali tapusin lahat bago ako pumasok. Good job. hehe

334. siguro it's the time to enjoy life. Ika nga ni Bo, just live every moment. Not pushing the eject, or rewind or even the forward button. Just play the right way in this life.

335. I was indeed very tired these past weeks, but good na focus na ko, especially in my new work and hope for the best. =)

336. Iba talaga ang FS, hay.. I'll miss them. =)

337. also siyempre, pati ang former team ko din!!!! Team building ha, Jala-Jala ulit. hehe

338. the diet I've done, well did not work. Di ako naglost ng weight but I did not gain as well.

339. excercise will be answer!

340. excited na ko magdrive pero wala naman ako kotse! hehe

341. sana, ginalingan ko pa sa FS para tumagal ako. Kaso, yun lang, kapos eh. Naunahan ko pa yun isa diyan oh! hehe

342. ngayon lang, mas ok pala gagawin ko with the new job and a different work time. Blessing ito. =)

343. lagi ata eh, yup. I'm getting older and yes, it's just a matter of sometime.

344. it is indeed time to let go.. It is and it should be.. Ah di yun ha! hehe

345. kahit nasa MIA si Lebron, eh gusto ko DAL manalo.. Idol ko naman si Dirk kaso mukhang masisilat ata. hehe

346. I should really finish everything kahit wala na ko lakas before I lay down sa bed for sometime. Marami na miss eh. hehe

347. simplicities in life indeed makes you happy. =)

348. Chillz, is the best buy in a convenient store. Ika nga ni Sir Rheg, parang large frappe lang, na mura at puro yelo. hehe

349. since simplicity pala, ayun even the things I want to do, was narrowed down. I was more satisfied.. Mas ok pala.. Less the things you want to do and less stress. hehe

350. I accepted na di lahat ng plans ko matutupad or dreams but at least, siguro.. I just want enjoy the life remaining and yes, just save not only for me but the next generation..

351. Who will be in that next generation? =)

10 hrs

Checked the time at my blue ruin..

I felt that all my stress gone away..

Kuya Allan just got home, getting some things from his room and well..

I got the rest that I want to do, just a simple rest, no tasks to finish or scores to maintain, or reach.. Just forgetting about it.

Mom went to the room and bringing some pillows for Kuya and fixing some beddings.

I closed my tired eyes to an ease and hope I could rest more then do the blogs later.

It was 10pm and tried to watch TV but forgot about it. Alarmed my blue ruin to a later time to do some stuff..

Silence coming in my mind and body.. Feeling rejuvenated and wants to just stay at that way.. Find peace and harmony.

I forgot the alarm and turned off the phones.. Still thinking the tasks then do it in a later time, at least, finish something then sleep again..

Got carried away with the resting and soothing feel of stress free feeling, I had a dream that well, I hope it did come true..

Just thinking ahead, hoping all of these troubles or problems will just end. Indeed..

2 am, I forgot to change clothes, so I changed to a simpler one.. Try to think I can wake up way before I need to go at work.

I slept again and forgot about it.. Just want to rest and do it later..

I woke at 4:30am, do this and that, I forgot to post here and went to the training..

Even I missed a lot..

Or was not able to finish some important tasks asap..

Important is, I got one of the best sleep or rest I have for at least for months.. That one..

It started at 6:00-6:30 pm. =)



FS

Still cannot believe I am now leaving FS.. =( Kahit na wala nang calls na gagawin at more back office which I dreamed before na magkakatotoo lang in a different way and not that kind of backoffice I want to. But I'm lucky indeed. =)

However, yes, di lang team ang maiiwan ko, kundi of course the best LOB na samahan ko kasi parang isang malaking team na masaya.. Which is FS.

Financial Services, what a ironic job for me. Honestly, I'm broke and yes, some collector chasing me pero mabuti na lang, nawala ko yun sim at ngayon, ni di na sila tumatawag. =) Then, yes I have a small cellphone shop tapos ang client namin is an aussie telco company, ayos di ba. Pwede ako customer care or technical support, pero eto, napunta ako sa low level collections. Very ironic. hehe

Dapat talaga customer care pero sabi nun HR na nagprocess ng papers namin na sa Financial Services na daw kami ilagay. Well, at that time, I don't know what it is because I just need to work. Then language training came in and product training tapos fishbowling na natapos ko in 3 days. Wow.. Quite lucky even after a year of not taking calls. hehe

Tapos ayun na, at mabuti naman sa napuntang kong team eh that time, new TL pa lang.. Sa una sobrang hirap, siyempre, new TL, tapos ang members may magaling, magulo at siyempre di mawawala ang mga pasaway. hehe

Pero, kahit ganun, like you see in my posts.. Puro kain, team building na kahit prize money yun ginamit tapos ayun masayang kasama na mga team mates.

Di lang yun, kahit sa ibang team, masaya naman. Minsan pag sa bay, wala naman ako kasamang team mates ko, pero nasa ibang team ako, masaya pa din, at lalo na may mga mababait at matutulungin na TL. Alam na! hehe

At oo naman, lalo naman lumakas yun biz.. From autoload, cards, accessories at siyempre units, nakabenta naman ako. At maganda tuloy tuloy pa din =)

Nakakatuwa lang siyempre may mga barkada ka dun, na di ko na lagi makikita o yun sabay sa tawanan at kalokohan..

Masaya, definitely, masaya sa FS. It's like a family.. =) Lahat kilala na sa isa't isa.. I want to thank siyempre from OM EJ, tapos sa lahat ng TL's, lalo na sa the best TL, hehe Kilala na..

Sa wave 16, or batch 16, 4 na lang kayo diyan ha, itayo ang bandera ng batch natin. hahaha

Sa lahat ng teams, despite the challenges, alam ko kaya niyo malampasan yan, kahit sa pantry kayo mag calls, may outstanding VOC pa din kayo makukuha. =)

Siyempre sa mga loyal customers ko, kahit di ako pinapatulog sa gabi o minsan, ginugulo ako.. hehe Ok lang, salamat at alam niyo kung kailangan ng load, alam na gagawin ha. Basta magbayad on time. =)

Sa mga kakilala at kaclose ko diyan, sana FS pa din kayo and continue to enjoy there!

Kahit malilipat ako sa work na mas simple at I know I can and will stay long, iba pa din ang FS. Yun saya, townhalls, or kahit everyday routine, iba yun aura ng FS, masaya at kwela.. At of course, sa lahat ng account na hawakan ko, kung wala lang survey, eto na ang pinakamadali sa lahat. Walang hirap ang work. hehe

Kaso, well, wala ata madali kahit maghirap ka ng todo to get the stats. Ayun, casualty ako. But still I'm grateful, I was with this best LOB for sometime.

Actually, natalo niya na ang ibang acct na natrabaho ko na. Longest time of taking calls. =)

But sa fun, the best LOB and team siyempre. Eto na eh!!!

Thanks FS, and yes, kita kits pa din.. =)

Di lang visit diyan para maningil kundi siyempre to check na din kung ok kayong lahat!

I Love FS =)

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blogging 3

3 years are damn fast. Wow, like my shop, sorry, mas matagal pa to kaysa sa shop ko. hehe Geez.

I can't believe in the span of 3 years.. I am still spilling my guts out here and wondering, damn.. I have a record at least of my pathetic yet lively life. hehe

Ah, kala ko wala makakabasa pero ayun may nakakabasa na. Like my mom who freaked out at one of my blogs. Pero thank po. =)

Family as well, lalo na kay ate na panay ang comment.

From CRAP na walang ginawa kundi pumuri at mag like at higit sa lahat..Mangasar!!! hehe

Other friends as well, lahat na nagbabasa ng blog ko salamat!!! Nawa'y, may napulot kayo kahit papano. Kung wala, ayos! hehe

4 out of 8 of them, yes nabasa na at salamat at nagustuhan niyo. Except yun isa dun, nagtatago!!!

Number 1, did not read it, or maybe, did. hehe

Dapat sa May ito kaso ayun di umabot pero still, yes, I declare the month of May, is the month of my blog.

I won't still change the title even my enlightenment na sa buhay ko. Astig pa din ang color and ang Idol, blackswordsman..

Ah, yes, don't worry.. I'll try to improve here.. I will do my best. Target ko naman this year, more creative writings. Not just a journal.. Maybe opinions, or literary crap, that will be better for this one.

Hay, mabuti dito.. Tumatagal.. Sa love, olats ata, di tumatagal. hahaha

Love ko ata magblog, damn.. Got married to it I guess.. =)

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