oh posh!

Me and Claire are saying that word for the whole time while waiting for a jeep inside the Ayala Alabang Village going outside, back to ATC. Where waiting and tired going back. Simpletons waiting in a posh village, just saw posh people, stars, water, and bazaar. What a posh life! hehe Which I don't want to be, even you're kinda super rich. hehe Ah yes, the village has a jeepney toda, they don't like trikes I guess.

After missing yun dapat pupuntahan ko for the weekend coz of stress, work and errands, eh naisip go, let's go to that St. James bazaar. Eh, dream naman kasi ni Raims yun, and luckily she does not only have a stall but also business partners. Good year for her.

Actually, it's my bad because I already informed 2 friends na Monday ako pupunta, but unfortunately, I changed my mind in the last minute.

Si William, well, nun niyaya ko siya kahapon eh matutulog muna siya bago pumunta. Si Joanne, Monday pupunta.

Good thing there is Claire na malapit lang sa URCI and ayun, madali ko nayaya.hehe Ah, speaking of URCI, pumunta muna ako dun, have some talk, and great lunch. I miss that place. Very missed place. I love living at the south. Damn. hehe Oh it's a miracle I did have a good lunch cooked by Ate. Mukhang ngayon lang ako nakatikim ng masarap na luto niya. At di na chicken lang alam niya. Improvement since I lived there before. Peace! Hahaha

Ah yes, before I left home, I downloaded the movies I want before I downgrade the package sa DSL. The reason behind that. Well, benjamins. hehe

Anyway, I left then went to URCI, after lunch, I met Claire and rode a jeep papuntang, my fave mall, ATC.

Unfortunately, we don't have time to stroll kasi kailangan makabalik ako shop early. hehehe

After some time, we thought may free shuttle papunta inside that posh village. What I remember years ago, especially halloween, na parang walang jeep or tricycle dun. We can't find any shuttle, or free shuttle, but naturo sa min ng mga driver sa terminal na may jeep papunta sa loob.

We did find that green jeepney terminal, tapos eto na, may gate pass pa. Wow. Before you ride a jeep, you need to get a gate pass from a sekyu. As usual, tanong kung saan, sabi naman sa bazaar, tanong na naman kung for what, sabi namin shoppers. Fill out the crappy forms, leave an ID then sakay sa jeep.

9 bucks? Long ride...

Well, when the jeep turned left sa entrance ng village tapos biglang bumaba kami. Sabi ko, 9 pesos na yun!!!! Peste naman, eh pwede naman lakarin ha.

Maling akala. hehehe

Icheck pala nun mga guards yun hawak namin papel, eh kukunin nila. Naman. hehe

Then balik sa jeep, tapos, yes, posh waiting. hehe

While talking to Claire, napapansin ko na parang ang tagal ha. Parang dadalhin kami sa dulo ng walang hanggang. hehe

Parang nagbiyahe ako sa Fairview, ang layo naman ng bazaar na yun. At the middle of the ride, may dalawang nice looking ladies, at sumakay sila sa jeep. Ah they look like high school girls pero high class. Posh kids. hehehe

After a very long ride, at last, we're here at Cuenca bazaar. It has a tag line of more than 600 concessionaires, so it's big. Big posh bazaar.

We went looking for Raims' stall and while looking, aba may ambulance, may pa raffle, bring me whatever, and most especially, posh people. May mga artista pa. hehe Chicks, oh man, it's heaven, this is where eyes go blind because of beauty. Damn. hehe

We were able to find yun stall ni Raims, at of course pinakilala niya yun mga partners niya. And while standing, grabe yun bazaar, so packed kaya yun mga stalls dikit dikit, and the ambulance has a purpose, baka may mahimatay sa sobrang dami ng tao, actually parang di pa max yun. hehe

Pero well, labas muna kami ni Claire to breathe. Oh yes, a lot of breathing. It's hot, crowded and chaotic so whew.

Ah, while waiting for the other friend that has also a stall, eh usap usap lang kami ni Claire about life.

Well, she has a hard life right now, good thing she kinda let it out, ang sabi ko nga, parang may pattern talaga ang mga Reyes sa buhay. Peste. hehe

I won't really give details on that, but in the end, we just say na don't give up, you have friends and continue on the things you love to do. Sayang naman kasi, pero I know she realized it naman. Ang kakatawa, kaya pala niya joke joke lang daw para to keep her going other than weeping hard every moment.

So, we find yun isa kong friend malapit sa emergency exit and surprising na parang may space or hangin pa sa stall na yun. We did find her and ayun kwento about sa bazaar at sa world trade bazaar na sobrang olats daw so the only hard thing was the ventilation talaga. Hehe Parang ka nag gym sa init and sikip. Crap indeed.

We decided to buy them to eat, something cold and came to our surprises, not the ATM booths or the dreaded BIR booth, but well, how do you compress 600 stalls, use a lot of space. So parang may tent 2 pa pala. hehe Food court then some kinda dapitan arcade, decors and etc. Naisip ko, parang hirap puntahan yun ha. hehe

We scouting the food and since you're in a posh village, in a posh bazaar, don't expect cheap foods. Ang cheap malamang yun sorbetes, other than that, oh of course, yun Halo Halo. hehe Damn mineral water, it's 35 pesos for 500 ml or less ata, basta yun na lang binili ko. hehe

We got back, bring the halo halo and at least, nawala yun init ng ulo nila. hehe

Some chit chat with Raims and plans for the la vista which is on Dec 12-13, it's the village near miriam college, be there! hehe Bazaar whatever, for greater cause, if any.

We were kinda hurry and ayun, we walking crazy kung paano bumalik sa bus terminal pabalik Manila. Great, panay tanong namin sa guard at saan naman kami dinala. Pesteng village, posh waiting. hehe

Ah, we did find the free shuttle, unfortunately, free shuttle around the village pala. Kaya di namin makita yun sa labas. Aysus!!! For short, walang silbi. Ah mayrun pala, sila nagturo kung saan kami magandang maghintay ng jeep. No cab, yes we tried that. Of course, no trike.

Like 10 minutes plus the 10 minutes walking around where to find the jeep, we did find one. You won't believe this, the one we rode going inside the village, is the also the one we rode going back ATC. So parang walang cutting trip sa village. Talagang posh village, they have posh rules. hehehe

Anak ng tokwa, well, it's better than late than sorry. Oh crap, I am late going back and there nasa ATC na kami.

Tired, shocked and happy because we saw friends and stars? Nah. hehe

Marami nakatira dun artista and they have one thing in common, they walk fast. hehe

Jeez. Anyway, so Claire got home first kasi BFRV lang naman while me, it's a long ride. While going back in QC, well, I want to sleep but I can't. However, I thought that ok din pala pumunta dun, at least di ba, checking your friends and happy to see on what they are doing. Even it's hard, and tiring, in a way, when they hear that the products they sell is good, parang ok na sayo yun. Yun gawa mo nagustuhan nila at marami sila, sulit ang pagod mo.

Ako naman, hmmm ok lang din, kaso since retail ako, kailangan marami eh. hehe Pero I'm happy, very happy.

Oh well, I got back sa shop, done some paper work and went home, drained. Damn. hehe Yet satisfied for the day. Naisip ko nga ganun din ako next year, kaso parang ang hirap maglagay ng cell shop and magtitinda ka lang for 4 days tops? Nah, parang loading station na lang, kaso naisip ko, hmmmm postpaid naman sila lahat? hehehe Pero ang sure, next year they're there and we will do it again, sana may car na. Bwahahaha

Posh living, in a way, might go two ways, one in posh heaven or posh hell. Your choice.

Ah William? Yes, he woked up 6pm. 3 times more hours he promised to get up. hehe

He got posh sleep I guess..

5. Ideal Girl

Well, as you see, I do have standards, but sometime you will think the right one for you. Standards only give you at least some of the qualities you want. But Ideal, I think is almost all the things you want to have. Qualities of a girl you want to be with.

Nah, not a perfect girl you can say that but it's more like molding your type of clay.

Or the real type of girl you want, that you think you will be compatible with.

After 2 years of booze, cutting classes and crap learning, got lucky to be in a good sked and a good section.

While reading at a corridor, reading some managerial eco crap book for some quiz and all of a sudden I asked something to a girl, classmate pala then yeah Q & A then about the subject, precom section and that's it. Yes, that's it..

I went back to the room and read again. That's how studious freak I am that time. Then after days, even though she is my classmate, I never mind going to her or what, it's mostly with Ivan and indot Al. hehe A month passes by, while waiting for the prof, or kill some time, kinda coincidence talking to her, hi or hello or conversation bout life and sort of then that's the time I thought, hey get to know her better, in the sense of friendship.

As you see, the only lady friends I have that time, are 3 of them, remnants from 2cpm. hehe Smart remnants.

As time goes by, chatting there and here, phone, usual chatting and eventually, going out with other classmates. We did go out once, but as friendly date. Nothing like uyyy. hehe Nah, let me clear that.

Ok, how it fall apart? Gossip really kills. Hehehe I mean up to this moment, I don't know who the hell spread gossip that at that time I'm going to like court her which is not. At that point, nah, I don't have any plans, why? She's in a relationship at that time, and she has problems with it and I'm not that go getter. Well, because of that it killed the friendship and it lasted at least.

But I forgive that person. It's just man, maybe she thought I was the one bragging about that, but not. However, that's life and I asked sorry for her and she accepted it I guess.

Anyway, why she is Ideal one? Hmmmm you know what, the real time I did fall for her was the time I lost her. In the sense of her qualities, I mean beautiful lady, typical standards of mine yet you add very religious person and smart. Up to now, I haven't find that kind of girl. I know she not perfect but when I talk to her, it's like fun eventhough you're talking about serious topics and it's just light up your day. Very serious person as well like me.

That's what made her my Ideal one. I knew that if we indeed became together, I'll do everything for her, make happy and love like that. Every single moment. hehe

When I saw her again this year, I told to myself, damn.. Why I let her pass? Oh well, I gave myself a sad sigh and indeed let go. It's over. Good thing was I did see her and she's still in high spirits and still the Ideal Girl I know.

She still blossoms in every angle I see.

Even better.

lazy and cozy at the side of my bed

one of my favorite past times. staying in bed... I wish I could do that these kind of times. Oh crap. hehe

When I'm in bed..

I look to my unforgettable grad pic.

I stare to the old window sheets..

I am tired looking the mercury drug calendar I got free last year.

I am embracing the 3 pillows I have.

I give a straight look to a useless TV I have..

I am staring to my dependable TV phone.

I smiled looking my aged computer..

I getting irritated looking my rusty industrial fan.

I fond looking at my ceiling..

I always thought of memories, whether good or bad. Happy or sad. Worse or worst. Joy or happiness.

I think of family, friends, everyone. Anybody, just keeps me thinking what. hehe

I thought of the past, present and future. Me and life..

I am hungry yet I thought of passing out.

I want to sleep yet I can't..

I want to get up yet I'm tired..

Maybe, I'll just stay at bed for a while.

Resting.

Thinking.

Watching.

Staring.

Looking.

Rolling? hehe

Oh, yes..

How can I forget those great times, staring together..

At night, I am still up.

Looking up at the ceiling.

Waiting.

For a new day!

Time to go to bed...

How should I forget my lovely Zune?

grotesque

Ok, the date movie I found, is unfortunately this. But before that, how I found this? This is the link. http://twitchfilm.net/news/2009/08/bbfc-rejects-grotesque.php.

Parang nakita ko siya at the last days staying in Dell. hehe Naisip ko, well, US have strong censors, Japan, do they have censors? hehe Lastly, UK, not only banning the film but also in DVD release as well? Wow, kinda marketing campaign especially with a tagline that says saw and hostel were just appetisers, edi, mas matindi to?!

Well, nadownload na matagal na, convert it sa zune then, an hour later, ayun, kakapanood ko lang kanina. Good grief...

Let's go to japanese horror stuff, or cinema horror stuff history.

Well, kahit bata ko, I watched horror films, poltergeist! Naku, naman. Wag yun. hehe Or the exorcist, jaws and old school favorites.

As we get old, and became a fan of watching movies, of course, di mawawala yun pagiging fan ng other movie genre's. Then I discovered, japanese horror. It was referred by Kuya Allan's friend, to watch some of it, Axel, nasan na kaya siya? hehe

Anyway, not the Ring, but the first Japanese horror I watched, well, Ichi the killer. Then Visitor Q, then Audition. Takashi Miike films. Then, battle royale, which I think not a horror film, but parang lang. hehe

Then siyempre US horror films, hmmm Saw II, Hostel, and friday the 13th, tapos others to mention, crap naman kasi. hehe Then sa UK, wicker man, and shaun of the dead, kaso comedy naman pero wicker man, grabe galing! Clockwork pala, of course..

Pero may iba pa, na di ko napapanood, like Salo as Ivan suggest, always. hehe Hmmmm Videodrome na nabitin naman ako kasi sa youtube lang, pero madownload na din at marami pa. Naku, gamit na gamit yun DSL. hehe

Anyway, still Japanese horror films are just over the top. I mean remove the spiritual or tradition concept like sa the ring or ju-on. I mean real horror, mukhang advance sila, and mind you, in a low budget film.

And Grotesque, is one of them.

I can't believe I finished the film. hehe Why? Well, story is, I don't kung story talaga, simple. A couple just finished their simple first date, then walked to a tunnel, then they were smashed by a hammer by some dude.

Tapos pag gising nila, ayun nasa basement at well, ano sa tingin mo, magtitinginan na lang silang tatlo? Of course, the weird dude, tortured them. Great.

Ah yes, I got the film, in swedish subs, so I am sorry, I didn't understand any single dialogue (kaya dapat magaral na ko ng japanese) hehe. But what the hell you need those subs anyway when you know the couple will be killed. hehe

Well, di ko madiscribe how every torture is done to them. I mean, ewwwww. hehe I was screaming, niyak, wag!!!! Kaso wala na ang daliri, kamay, mata. Hay, it's never ending mayhem.

And well, like the BBFC says, no development in the story, characters, and some scenes that I think really decided to banned this film. Well, mukhang tama nga sila. hehe

Well, because of that, many were interested.

Including me, then ayun biglang may scene na nasa hospital sila, nagpapagaling, may dialogue tapos the last scenes, ayun na naman. Waaah!!!! The last scenes, I don't think you can't put that on Saw or Hostel. Kasi dapat patay na sila di ba? Or kung talagang kaya pa, ewan, mamatay pa din sila. hehe

Kakatawa din yun ending, sumigaw pa nga, dapat patay na yun hayop na yun, kaso may kasamang buenas talaga. hehe

Well, any positive for this film?

Music, classical background, great, unfortunately for a bad film.

Actors, noong una, sabi ko, sobrang low budget talaga, pero they did there part, especially at the end. Lalo na yun girl, akalain mo AV actress pala, pero mukhang hindi. hehe

Effects, mukhang this will stand out. I thought I am watching a real thing, ang hirap yun effect, CGI and make up if there is any, grabe. Whew, I don't think in this kind of film, you don't need a director. Well, you need one, but siguro kahit yun FX supervisor na lang. hehe

and the effect pa din. hehe

Good thing, I didn't eat anything for dinner, as usual. Or eating while watching this one.

I enjoyed watching it. And thought of watching some of those japanese extreme stuff. I can say, mas ok pa din yun visitor Q than this. Kasi yun Q, may plot kahit papano, pero slight advantage lang. Unlike this one. hehe Simple to almost no plot and like I said, pure torture porn.

Do I recommend this?

Hmmmm for a date movie yes! Bwahahaha

Nah, if you have a lot of extra time, sige. But if you're a serious film fan and kinda selective or sensitive or curious one like me, go ahead. Hehe

But for those, just want to watch a movie, it's not for you. Just watch New Moon instead.

By the way, naisip ko, bakit pa nilagay ng director yun unrated version sa opening sequence.

Kung rated version pala, edi parang 20 mins lang yun film. Parang short film na walang kwenta and for TV pwede na kasi tanggalin mo lahat ng basement scenes. hehe

Wow, I hope may director's cut. hehe

Nice title though..

broken lines (collection 4)

Well, I just made this up. I know, it maybe crap, good, bad or whatever. hehe

I'm getting used to it, like writing poems, even in a lazy mood.

In the middle of darkness,

Standing in the edge of void.

Staring upwards, happiness..

Staring at my feet, deprived.

Looked up again, full of hope.

Looked down again, full of fear..

Wishing for something like rope,

That will pick me from near..

Near End,

Near Safety,

Near Joy,

Near Peace.

But that won't happen soon..

Even at a high noon..

'Coz I'm all alone in this darkness..

Empty, broke, confused and lifeless..

Gasping for help,

Gasping for love,

Gasping for embrace,

Gasping for light,

As I fall down, some hand reach for mine..

I grabbed the hand, felt something good..

His touch.

His words.

His grace.

His trust.

Even I'm in limbo while holding the grip,

It removes my doubts,

My struggles,

My stress,

My weaknesses,

Day by day, little by little, I'll be out.

In the middle of darkness.

Bow. hehe

the Guys can't handle Vegas!

I wish I was Alan, who is a total jerk yet in the end, saves the day, at least. Hehe I wish I was Stu who is paranoid about his chick yet she cheated to him. However, he got Jade in the end. Nice. Hehe How about Doug, who is going to be married, unfortunately, if you're too good and kind, you will be ending up in the roof. hehe

And my dude, Phil, come on! He's a school teacher remember. Ok? hehe I thought he's a slacker, but good thing, keeping the 3 dudes together just to look for Doug.

Well, I did watch the Hangover. 4 friends embark to a journey to Las Vegas, like a bachelor's party for Doug, who is getting married next day.

At pag gising nila next day, di nila alam kung ano nangyari sa kanila at ang masama pa, di nila mahanap yun ikakasal, same day. The wedding day. Ayos, grabe, sana pinanood ko sa sine to with my brothers. hehe Like we did sa tropic thunder.

Anyway, first scene is about yun, Phil calling Tracy, the bride to be, na nagsosorry na kasi di nila mahanap yun groom, Doug then flashes back to ano ginawa nila. Kaso, after the roof scene, ayun, parang nasa kankungan yun tatlo. Sobrang wasak for short. hehe

Alan, the weird dude, woke up without his pants, take a leak then sa banyo, may tiger. Yes, a tiger. He freaked tapos nagising niya si phil na sa sahig at mukhang walang nangyari or parang di siya nasaktan or what, simpleng lasing. hehe Stu, doctor este dentist, eh gising na tanggal ang isang ngipin. Ayos. hehe At ayun nag freak out about his card and kanyang fiance, di niya tinawagan for short, report kay commander. hehe

Then they all wake up, tried to look for Doug, which unfortunately, lost. Di na nila alam, kung nasan siya, at masaklap pa dun, di na nila alam kung ano nangyari kagabi. hehe

Sobrang wasak silang apat. Kung buhay pa yun isa. hehe

So, they like detectives, searching for clues but the clues they are looking for just shows up as a consequences they've done in just one night. From getting married, bringing the tiger at home, playing blackjacks and winning big, tapos di nila alam may naloko silang chinese badet boss. hehe Even naloko nila si Tyson for the tiger. hehe

It's just a wacky and crazy journey for those dudes. A night really forgotten. Bwahahaha

I love the movie, it's really a surprise comedy movie. Many scenes I really laughed at it, marami ako gusto eh, pero yun isa talaga yun nagulat ako eh paano nila nakuha yun tiger. Loko loko si Phil, sayang gwapo pa naman kaso, matindi pala, kahit tigre sige lang banat. hehehe

Ah, the final scenes of course, lalo na yun credits. Dapat ang director's cut nun eh yun ginawa nila pinakita nila sa film, not in digi cam style lang or pictures. Hehe Kaso magiging 2 dalawang oras ata yun. Pero, dapat may scenes talaga sila.

The cast is great, perfect for each character. Example, the four dudes, Heather Graham as Jade, hot. hehe Even the chinese dude, which I saw in Knocked up, then pineapple express and other comedy films, damn he's funny. All of them are great. Even Stu's fiance, she's pain in the arse. hehe

Well, I thought, since apat sila, paano kaya kung yun CRAP talaga yun nandun. Si Rheg yun Doug, (sobrang gwapo ata for Rheg. bwahahaha) Si Stu, si Doc Ian siyempre, bagay lang, lalo na yun commander. hehehe Si Alan, ako eh, kaso di naman ako sobrang weird like he did in the roof na may sulat and blood compact pa. Grabe tawang tawa ako dun. hehehe Si Igz na yun. hehe

Siyempre, I pick the best guy, Phil, kaso I don't have that hair. I can't be Mike Tyson. hehe

Good movie for the barkada talaga. Malamang pag napanood yun tatlo to, eto din sasabihin nila. Hehe

I thought, well, we don't need to go Vegas to do that here, I think.

Kahit sa bahay nila Igz lang siguro pwede na. I mean, gising kami sobrang wasak tapos wala si Rheg, then we'll kinda ganun din gagawin namin. Parang saya. Hehehe

Moral lesson of the movie, find the digital camera first when you can't find any clues.

Another lesson, just don't go to Vegas if you think you can handle it. Be sure first, you can really handle it.

I don't think that will be applicable for those 4 friends. hehe

Jupiter and beyond the Infinite

After one and half hours of watching nostalgic visuals, I am guessing, what will happen to that astronaut?

This is about the film 2001: A space odyssey. How I discovered this magnificent film? Way back some a decade ago perhaps, in Philippine TV, there was a channel called CTV 31. Because of that channel, I found E! channel, and some good ol movies. I saw the movies like seven samurai, hmmmm, rashomon which I didn't finish, Mad Max and yes, 2001, not the prince song. hehe

After watching that film at that time. Well, since I was only a kid, I thought of what was that, but it's great. Visuals, music, damn good, I asked, is that a new film?

As we got old and thank God for the internet, I discovered that it was made circa 1968! But it did not change my taste on that movie. It still gave me that feeling of a adventure, space and sci fi adventure. A journey to the mystery of space.

Now, I believe a month or 2 months ago, I got the film. There was a boring time at the shop and thought of well, watch it at my zune.. hehe Well, at first, let me say, that it was kinda boring, thanks to the music, it kept me going watching this movie, and of course the visuals.

First part was really a boring part, and it's part of the story. The second part gets you in the story. The astronaut father just says hi to his daughter and the end of that part, goner. hehe Unfortunately, I don't know what happen to that dude. Poor dad. Until now, I don't know if he is dead or what, but what I know that astronaut got some bad headache.

Third part, is the amazing part. I mean, this is your great sci fi part or a good sci fi film kicks in. I mean, no action sequences but it shows or what Stanley wants to show you. Space exploration at it's simple form. For him. hehe

Walking in space, travelling, then cool spaceships, which I don't know if that will be created in real time, and most of all, the self proclaimed accurate computer HAL9000.

As the story goes at that part, things kinda getting wrong there. The computer is getting nuts. hehe He lied then, starts killing the astronauts, until he was killed by Dave. Good job, but the madness doesn't end there.

Yes, the final part, which until now, I really don't understand it. Even I searched it in numerous websites, google or whatever, I think, I need to read the book. Well, Dave became old then reborn again. On the course of those scenes, it's like a maze, and daze. Great editing, and great pacing, even without dialogue. I was and still confused but in the end I realized, still a great experience. Not only a great movie.

So, comparing it when I watched it at CTV 31 and this age, of course, the latter is better. Thanks to torrent and zune. hehe

The movie, sends some messages, I am not good at it, but one thing is for sure, that we are not alone in this universe and it maybe, something greater than us already know that we humans are coming to them. Whoever or whatever they are, it's more powerful than us. That's the sci fi concept, the film 2001 showing to us.

Like I said, it's a great experience, not only a great movie. It's like a ride to outer space in the comfort of your seat. hehe I mean, you don't need to pay around $15 million dollars just to be a space tourist these days, for me 2001 it's just enough. Hehe Most of the sci fi movies gives you chills, thrills, good action, suspense but only some gives you to think. And this is one of them.

Scary but nah, it's kinda intellectual in the sense if that black monolith does really help or harm the human race. I can't tell..

Oh, the visuals are stunning, remember I thought it's a new film at that time I saw it when I was a kid. Especially the last part where Dave is transporting in a different dimension, I don't know how Stanley created that, easy..

Music? Damn, good and perfect for such movie. I mean every music score at that movie is perfect. Each scene has the perfect music on it. I can say my favorite one is the beginning. Actually, all of them, like the scene where we travel the space base, or even the last parts. The orchestra mood and classical music really fits in that movie and gives you a different light feeling watching the movie. Without that music, I don't think the movie will be a classic, or even good.

It will be a very very boring movie.

It's not a perfect movie, some little flaws, like yes, not much dialogue for a 2 hour movie. And the only movie I think I watched in my lifetime, that there was an intermission. Time to pee. Hehe I skipped that part.

So, I dreamed to be an astronaut or pilot wayback when I was a kid. Because of watching starwars or like this film. Travelling to space, very interesting. Even I don't really like science, specially physics, one aspect of science I really want to discover more is computer. hehe Ah I'm sorry, is beyond earth. Space.. What's in there? I don't believe that it's not only silent, but there is more than that.

More than black..

More than silence..

Or more than those glazing stars and planets..

Beyond that, lies, the infinite..

After watching the film, I don't care what happened to Dave. hehe

I just asked, what the hell happened at that movie? I should watch it again for answers!!!!

I tried, still asked that same question..

flashbacks: bicycle! bicycle!!

"Bicycle bicycle bicycle

I want to ride my bicycle bicycle bicycle

I want to ride my bicycle

I want to ride my bike

I want to ride my bicycle

I want to ride it where I like "

- The Queen, Bicycle Race

Well, they like riding a bicycle or bike or whatever you call it, I won't ride one. Here's why..

Way back, ah, mga 8 or 9 years old ako, I am or I was a excercise addict. Oh ha, you heard it right. I am playing basketball malapit sa house namin (project 7) kasi may court dun. Then may bike ako with sidecar na kahit nababangga eh sige pa din. hehe Even I have bruises or what, I continue to push the pedal of my bike. Ah FYI, I didn't learn how to ride the bike without the sidecar. hehe Ah yes, jogging, lalo na sa philam with my Dad or sa QC memorial circle every Saturday morning. That time, Circle was really a family park, not like now, especially at night. Hehe

Ah, that time, I really like riding a bike because the rush of speed and just going around like that, gives me fun..

One Saturday morning, as usual I woke up around 7am and Dad invited me to jog sa QC circle. So siyempre ok lang lalo na pagkatapos nun eh kakain sa tropical hut or max's sa circle. hehe Ganun ako katakaw nun. He drove, and we reached QC circle.

Ayun, after some serious jogging and sight seeing sa circle, like we usually do eh niyaya ko si Dad na magrent ng bike with sidecar para makasakay din siya. Di ko kaya ng angkas kasi one I don't know nga in two wheels only and second, mabigat si Dad. hehehe

Then we went to this bicycle rent stall, we saw one bicycle with a sidecar, then paid the one hour fee and wihee!!! Cycling all around the QC circle...

As time goes by, sa una, di naman halata pero nun tumatagal na, parang humihina yun preno, brakes. Dad doesn't notice it but me, who's driving, parang pag grip ko sa preno, medyo matagal kami magstop ha. hehe

Well, I didn't mind it that much as long I push the pedal, feel the rush and stroll, fine, no problem.

Then, when I tried to speed it up sa isang corner, like todo padyak na tapos kabig eh parang there is something wrong na sa brakes. However, I like the rush. hehe

So, that was the time Dad noticed it na medyo bumagal na daw ako kasi mahina yun preno. I don't know that time, parang di ako nakinig kay Dad, so parang tinodo ko pa yun padyak sa bike. Dad was now shouting to stop and me, unfortunately, the brakes was not responding.

I just stared forward and all of the sudden...

I just saw Dad flew from the sidecar, and me? I was upside down pressed by that damn bike.

Kala ko si Ben Tumbling yun nakita ko eh. Or even batman, (because of Batman show sa 7, kinda addict).

I was powerless, shocked and well, breathing. That, took some moments to get up and saw me not moving.

He helped me and well, we were quiet... Oh, of course, there were witnesses as well. Like they were looking at us, asking if we're ok or what. Absolutely we're not ok. Especially my Dad. Look at his jogging pants, it's torn bad. Me, some bruises and scars at my leg.

Even at that state, we were still at that brakeless bike, strolling back to the rental and gave it back, return it and said, ayusin niyo yun preno ha, well Dad said that.

Yes, we still ate at tropical hut and I am eating so much, I forgot what happened. My Dad, well, reading some newspapers at that torn state and drinking some coffee..

After that, we went home and that's time I was terrified. Never ride a bike again, especially with sidecars. I mean me driving the bike, angkas na na lang siguro or sa tricycle but ako magpedal. No way.. hehe Wag..

Kaya pag nakakakita ako na nagbibiskleta, masaya, simple at having fun...

I just go away, let it pass..

Until now, I don't know how to bike.. I don't know if I am still interested to ride one. I want to learn how to drive a car, but a bike, nah.. No way..

I prefer walking than ride that damn two wheels terror. Or three wheels me, driving on it...

I'll walk...

I don't care, thanks for the offer, I'll walk...

Like Dewey Cox says, Walk Hard!

I don't care what the band Queen says..

unplanned 6

While doing some important work at home, here contemplating how fast time is. I mean, akalain mo, 8 months na ko sa shop? hehehe

Many things happened during that span of time, some good, some bad and worse..

Pero thank God, I'm still here. hehe Well, speaking of God, Jesus Christ! Christ the king pala today. Good thing, well, nakapagsimba na ko kahapon. Nakita ko pa si Rheg and Khaye, ang sweet, kakapanood lang daw ng New Moon. Me? Wala naman ako kasama eh, wag na lang. hehe

Well, I will just watch the review at spill.com at baka matuwa pa ako.

I just watched it, and gave a reason not to watch it alone, I think better than eagle eye. hehe Siguro pag may date, oh not with Rheg again. hehehe

Well, moving forward, I just hope that this following months, will be blessed, a good word. Positive, vibrant, and dark. Hehe Hey, wala naman perfect day, or week, just make it through and that's fine.

Nobody or anything is perfect.

By the way, I am still thinking what to write later. Medyo hirap ata ako magsulat kasi dami ko iniisip lalo na may ginagawa ako sa excel. Pero pag ok na to, it will definitely help me computing reports. Bwahahaha

Work first before pleasure. Oh, crap..

Hmmmm yes, tomorrow, there will be a new wolds champ in Magic. Kaso, walang pinoy eh, paano, wala naman kakwenta yun mga deck. hehe Hindi, mahal lang talaga pumunta sa worlds, siyempre, may level pa required saka Rome yun, heller. It's not an easy feat. Sana kahit top 8 lang, may pinoy, kahit once lang. hehe

So, that's it, I will try to think first what to write and finish the excel as well.

Great afternoon even it's kinda rainy..

My type of day!

My type of rest...

Lips like Sugar

Tama na ang pagiging malungkot. hehehe Or emo or whatever you call it. Grabe this week. Kailangan pa din makabawi. Bad trip. hehe

Pero bakit nga ba yun title eh ganun? Hmmm, one of my favorite songs, especially at the new wave age. I never thought dati ha na magugustuhan ko tong kanta. Grabe nun napakinggan ko yun kanta, kala ko U2. hehe Hindi, sweet yun kanta saka it describes a girl you like, and literally, has lips like sugar. Ang sweet. hehe

Ah yun video, nakita ko na to since the first myx days, channel 23. Simple lang pero yun kanta lang naman habol ko eh. hehe

Well, siyempre hinahanap ko kung sino kumanta and it's Echo and the bunneymen. Nice name and great band. Actually, sabi ni Mondo, (dating trainer ko sa epldt, cool dude, ex DJ ng NU) iburn niya ko ng the best nila kaso years na, wala na. hehe But I still owe him for the heart and soul of JD. Galing.

Anyway, just look sa youtube or look at the lyrics below or whatever mate.

She floats like a swan

Grace on the water

Lips like sugar

Lips like sugar

Just when you think you've caught her

She glides across the water

She calls for you tonight

To share this moonlight

You'll flow down her river

She'll ask & you'll give her...

Lips like sugar

Sugar kisses

Lips like sugar

Sugar kisses

She knows what you know

I know what she's thinking

Sugar kisses, sugar kisses

Just when you think she's yours

She's flown to other shores

To laugh at how you break

And melt into this lake

You'll flow down her river

But you'll never give her...

Lips like sugar

Sugar kisses

Lips like sugar

Sugar kisses

She'll be my mirror

Reflect what I am

Loser and Winner

The king of Siam

And my siamese twin

Alone in the river

Mirror kisses, mirror kisses...

Lips like sugar

Sugar kisses

Lips like sugar

Sugar kisses.....

Don't ask me whether they taste like sugar.

"Middle"

In life, when you're in a situation which you can't understand why you're there, you simply ask yourself, what the hell(censored) I am doing here?! Yes, you're reading it right. What I am doing here...

Everyday, as I wake up, damn tired.. It's like the one in groundhog day, repeating itself ... A cycle of damnation. hehe

Nah, I am serious for this one yet I put some light to it. It's just not good these days.. As you get older, oh I am sorry, as everybody in the family gets older, the problems gets older as well. Unfortunately, it's not like wine which getting better when it ages.

Family problems indeed, definitely not like that..

Hmmmm, good metaphor of it, it's like cancer. It's getting worse every time it go a notch higher until your life is sorry to say, over..

I won't get on details at that.. Even my friends they do know but I don't really divulge it, or make a story or tell them hey, for years maybe I should get out of this. But not, maybe it's my blood, taking care of it by myself, all by myself.

When they need something, sure I'll help.. But sometimes, it's just too much. Especially, ehem. You got it right. hehe

But others, brothers, sister, they're fine, at least they helped so much, especially this year, except for some aspects. I miss Algerro for somehow, I wish I could pay a visit that easy. Hehe But I miss him, maybe because no one is bothering me about stars, rock music and yes, even channel 2. hehe But of course, what I miss him most is his whole being.

Well, being at the middle of this void, what can I do? What I am doing to keep me going?

One, you're looking at it..

Two, yes, reading the bible, at least, keeping me sane. hehe Doing for years, thank God!

Three, hmmmm I think being alone in my room helps as well..

Four, friends yes, keep them closer. Good thing, I don't have enemies to keep them closer as well. hehe Ah there are but they are kinda imaginary..

Five, keep quiet.

Six, fave part, memories, just happy memories..

Seven, and lastly, if allows me, get more rest and be healthy.

I just hope I can do all of them at the same time.. To keep me here. To be here and to stay here.

Oh, I forgot, little by little solve my problems. Nah, not the other problems. hehe

It's not my problem anyway, because before, it gave me headaches..

Stay away. Please stay away. hehe

I wish, not only all of them are said and done, but just I'll wake up one day, happy and no worries. Or like all of a sudden, if you know the game at timezone when a crane gets a toy out from a pile of stuff toys, and get the prize. I forgot what it called but I wish I am that toy getting out of that pile!

That will be sweet and fantastic...

Oh well, that's it, not bad for a rant. From a stressed and confused individual.

Maybe next year, I will write less about these things. No more sequels, or even trilogy..

Just one long damn story.. That's it..

And me? Not part of it. Not even at the middle of it..

firepowered

Noong nakita ko sa Yahoo live updates na bumagasak na si Cotto sa Round 4, alam ko na panalo na naman si Pacman. Ayos!! Record na. hehe

Siyempre, medyo bangag at wasak pa nung Sabado, gumising pa rin ako ng maaga para mag simba at para na din makauwi na maaga at magabang sa laban ni Pacman.

Pagbukas ng shop, uwi agad ako sa bahay at ayun nagbabakasakali sa net kung may magpirate ng libre ng laban ni Pacman, kaso wala. Mayroon pero may letcheng dollars fee. Wow. Option 2 is to check live updates na lang sa yahoo kaso matagal. Alas dose na nga, wala pa nangyayari. Good things a yahoo.ph may live blog site for the fight, doon na lang ako nakichismax.

Siyempre pa, nandiyan pa yun mga nanood ng sine, like si Al. Mabuti talaga marami akong load. hehe

So, yun nga, matagal bago nagsimula ang laban, nakakain na ko na bangus steak eh di pa nagsisimula yun. Pano ba naman, yun laban bago kay Pacman, itinodo ng 12 rounds. Bad trip. hehe

Pagkatapos ng bagot na laban na yun, eh ayun na. Tapos yun live blog nagstart na din. So eto kami ni Mommy nagaabang...

Tapos biglang may nagsisigawan sa mga kanto, mukhang naka KO ng matindi si Pacman ha. hehe

Ayun, totoo nga, bagsak si Cotto Round 3 pa lang. Naisip ko, si Cotto babagsak ng round 3? Agad? Wow!!!!

Siyempre, tuwang tuwa kami ni Mommy, ako naman text agad kay Kuya Alpro kasi humihingi ng updates. Text naman siyempre yun iba sa kin. Kulang na lang gawin news room itong kwarto. hehe

Round 4 nagsimula na at ayun, may nagsigawan na naman sa kanto, at si Cotto bagsak ulit. Ayos talaga si Manny!!!

Tapos naisip ko, sa tingin ko mukhang mas malala to kaysa sa nangyari sa kanya kay Margarito. Kawawa naman. Rounds 5 tapos hanggang 11 same script na, pero umiiwas na yun Cotto mga Round 8 na. Sabi ko, nakalagay sa script na lamog na mukha niya, dapat mga Round 9 tigil na yun fight. Pero, iniisip ni Cotto siguro, baka magbakasakali siya. Yun ang akala niya. hehe

Round 12, di na tinapos yun fight, TKO na daw. Hay, mabuti naman.

Pitong belt na nahawakan ni Pacman sa pitong dibisyon, grabe, akalain mo yun payatin na malakas sumuntok dati, biglang ganun. Talagang siya na ang pinakamagaling na boksingero di lang dito sa Pinas, pati sa henerasyon na to. Dapat lang, dahil kay Pacman, may nanood ng boksing ha.

Sa ngayon..

Sa ngayon, ayun bukas ata dating ni Pacman at tuloy ang celebrasyon.. hehe

Si Cotto, nung nakita ko ang replay, talagang di niya kinaya yun bilis ni Pacman, nahilo kung baga. Pero grabe din siya, medyo nasaktan niya si Pacman pero di grabe kasi di na siya nakadepensa sa tindi ng opensa ni Pacman. At nung natapos yun laban, nakita ko na mas grabe talaga yun nangyari sa kanya, mas grabe kaysa kay Margarito. Sabi nila, di daw, pero sa akin, di ko nakilala si Cotto pala yun. Tsk Tsk.

Siyempre, para kay Pacman, ang dapat makalaban niya ay si Mayweather. Etong hayop na to, kakabasa ko lang sa The Ring magazine story online, ayaw daw ni Pacman kalaban siya kasi di daw sinabi ni Pacman na I want to fight Mayweather. Ang iniisip niya, kaya daw di masabi ni Pacman yun kasi di daw siya kaya. Anak ng tokwa, ang yabang talaga. Pero pag hatian na, dun naman siya magwawala, grabe naman. Ang totoo naman si Mayweather ayaw kay Pacman. Bakit pa niya pinili si Marquez eh di hamak na mas magaling naman si Pacman dun? Tune up fight? Naks.. Eh madaya naman siya nun laban na yun, overweight.

Basta, para maganda next year, dapat yun ang laban agad. Yun hatian, sabi nga nun isang writer, 45/45 split tapos yun 10% sa mananalo para tapos na. hehe Ang tanong kung mangyayari yun.

Ang isa pang pwede makalaban ni Pacman eh yun mananalo sa Mosley - Berto fight. Yun Berto mukhang malakas, si Mosley, kahit gurang na may laban pa din. Pwede din si Pacman dun. Kung gusto pa niya.

Pagkatapos nun, sa tingin ko, pwede na magretiro si Pacman.

Pero sa pulitika, wag na siya magattempt ulit. Naman, philantropist o philantropo na lang siya, mas mabuti pa o gumawa ng first day last day films. Pero mukhang ngayon di na first day last day ha, may Krista Ranillo eh. Hehe Wapakman pala ha. Iba talaga si Manny, hanggang sa chicks, may TKO punch pa din. Grabe. Kawawa naman si Jinky..

Mabuti na lang at nakita ko habang buhay pa ko na may ganun tayo ipagmamalaki sa boksing. Isang panadero na naging isa sa mga pinakamagaling na boksingero sa kasaysaysan. Kaya yun pagiging Pilipino, napagmalaki natin kasi sa kanya. Pagnakikita mo siya lumaban, para sa bayan talaga. Sana ganun din yun mga politiko natin, di kagaya yun iba diyan na porque supporter eh nasa stage pa. Naman, kaya natatalo sa eleksyon eh. Lalo ngayon, boksingero siya talaga, nabubogbog. hehehe

Well, si Pacquiao pa din, pinamagaling, pound for pound. Bilis at lakas, yun ang kailangan sa Boksing.

Akalain mo, sa sugal magaling ang pinoy. Isa na diyan yun bilyar. Partida na yan ha. Dapat siguro sa poker din, may magaling na dapat ang pinoy. hehe Oh kahit sa sabong na lang.

You know, now you know..

"The Big Meet"

As I walk in the dark streets of Kanlaon beholds of such excitement that I got and will getting at that time. I just came from a party of Khaye which I gave the very first part of my blog. I hope she liked it.

It was a simple birthday party for her yet the food was astounding. Damn, my diet was ruined, especially the kare kare and fried letchon. Damn, that dude is a good match to mom in terms of cooking. hehe

Well, we sang, watched UAAP vs. NCAA all star games, even laughed at the worst slam dunk contest ever. Hehe Rheg grilling me again and talked to Khaye and her family at least, hi's and hello's then well, some guest arrived and made Khaye happy at her birthday, we should be right?

So around 6pm, it was over and I need to rush back at the shop. But wait, I thought, well, slow things down first even I'm pressured. hehe I decided to walk from Bulusan I guess to Lourdes Church, after that, I decided to walk from church to my shop.

As I walk and walk, well, what do I expect in the big meet? Usual 4ba1 dudes and girls but not all of them. More stories, gossips and food I guess.

I also thought what to do tomorrow, I mean Sunday. Pacman's fight, so what schedule do I follow? I just hope I can watch it live because Cotto is no pushover..

So as I strolled down the road and reached my shop, well, many customers and I think my day was kinda busy.. Indeed. That's just the beginning..

7:30pm, store now closed and waited for William to go at Trinoma, specifically Krocodile Grille. Rode a cab and well, usual chit chat and we are both thinking who will come..

We did not expect everybody to come unlike that historic 2cpm meet. hehe

Anyway, as we arrived, we went right away to the grille and saw Joanne, the 2 liars oh Lawyers, Alvin and Aleli, great couple, lovely couple Jack and Walter who is now residing here!! Congrats!! and Tin Afable, wow, for years she showed up!!

Then waited for some seats, and we were seated. As you see in the pics, thanks to nene ah, it's Iyen, we really have great time. Many guests arrived, former JCBA officers, then I had a great time talking to still parlance employee Abby. Hehe Then the FA came, Villa, who is beautiful. Simply. And how should I forget, Raims, with those kick ass sneakers! Cool!

So we talked and the food came and you may think I ate the Kare kare, sisig again or even the grilled squid. What I ate was adobong kangkong and some chicken steak, I mean grilled chicken ala pobre. Whatever. But it was great food!! Damn diet. hehe

Ah, yes, we were like celebrities, taking pictures left and right. Almost all of us have cameras and it's like we are 15 people so what a time to flash those cameras.

Well spent..

Anyway, good thing even the camera of Joanne was accidentally fell at the adobo, it's still working. Yehey. hehe

Then, we were kinda bored and the 2 lawyers wants some booze and even Alvin wants the beer tower so we left the Grille and went to Gilligan's.

Unfortunately, they don't have that tower. The tower we saw at Gerry's last week. But same old ways. Beer bottle and a glass of ice. Well, I can say the beer was cheaper than other resto's but it's fine. We talked about life, more life, business which I hate, and more about life. Great topic.

Never ending stories about life..

We did not mind when that resto will be closing until the waiter signals the last call of placing orders and I was shocked that it's already 1am and I need to get up at 7am. Good Lord. hehe

Time really flies when you have great friends around.

So, we got out around 2am.. Take a cab and had a short sleep. Great and sweet..

I can say it was a very very tiring day but good thing, two events completed my day. Seeing Khaye happy for her birthday, ehem the couple I mean. hehe

Lastly, best reunion we had in 4ba1 as of now. Why? Not only many who came to see Alvin but the stories, conversations, even sales talk, actually I am like the electrolux guy at that night. I have some cellphone stuff with me. hahaha

Best of all, it's like college again, great time of fun and excitement. It might not show in the pictures, especially me because I am sleepy and tired, but the time spent there, priceless. Joanne says or everybody at that time, we hope we can do that again, of course, everybody should be at least present... Don't worry, there is no failing grades here. hehe

When I saw the caption of Joanne's email, saying "Alvin Asper here in Manila!" Is this a live concert? hehe

It's better than a live musical gig concert whatever crap....

Even it ruins my diet..

realizations (part 8)

well, I know the last realizations were crap. hehe I thought of improving it this time. I hope so. hehe

It was a tiring and unlucky week and it ends at the 13th. Habang 0-6 ang RoS at nilalabanan ang Alaska ngayon, at habang Pacman is preparing for his fight on Saturday (US time) eh mangugulo muna ako. hehehe

I watched some films last night and kahit medyo malas ako kanina, I think masaya naman ang araw na to. Despite many, I mean many errands.

Then tomorrow will be a little bit busy, birthday ni Khaye and the big meet daw with 4ba1. hehehe

Before that, let's see what I realized these days..

112. I really like walking around the house without slippers. Kaya madumi lagi ang paa ko. hehe

113. To withstand everything in my life or survive, sometimes, you need to be good and yes, you need to be bad. Experience both extremes.

114. I sang more old songs than new ones. Siguro masarap lang pakinggan sa tenga.

115. sometimes I don't ask questions or ask advices, because some problems are I think needed to be solved by yourself.

116. But, I think, sometimes I need to let it out at least to some people. Especially, to one of my beloved treasures, friends. Priceless..

117. some mistakes are avoided kung nakinig siguro ako.. well, ok lang, sabunin na lang ako. hehehe

118. all the time, I thought I am overweight, until they told me, why are you so thin... What did you do. hehe

119. Indeed, poverty is a very good diet, you're looking at it. hehe

120. Some of the reasons of my downfall were somewhat dumbfounded. I just thought of 2 persons, well, guess who. hehehe

121. Yes, kahit sabi nila gentleman ako, sige ngayon ko lang naisip, oo nga no. hehe

122. Whatever Rheg telling me, or texting me, kahit deny ako, ay tama. Psychotic este psychologist nga siya. Bwahahaha

123. Nice number.

124. I should avoid other gossips or meddling other problems. hehe Pero parang di eh. Keep it coming..

125. Dapat siguro I need to get or enroll in yoga. A peaceful environment, at least moments in a day. Good excercise as well.

126. even I like cold weather, this is my weakness in health shows. I am getting colds or flu, parang araw araw. Hay, damn cold.

127. I still stick with cold weather despite my conditions. hehe

128. why can't I remove my trauma in riding bikes.

129. If Dragon Ball was crap because of wrong adaptation, or even speed racer, why the Japanese can just create those good animes to movies, rather than selling it to the US and make it crap. hehe

130. masarap pala yun green tea frappe sa starbucks. Interesting taste, thanks kay Chef. hehe

131. Stanley Kubrick is my favorite director. Shock yet inspiring films made by him are great.. Damn great, it's inspiring like from 2001, to clockwork and even full metal jacket, or even Dr. Strangelove but not A.I.

132. Love is a many splendid thing.

UnderWeight

As I stare to my picture taken by my bro Igz today at 2am, I told to myself I am become a prisoner of a nazi jewish deathcamp. hehe Waiting to be executed in days. Kasi sobrang payat ko daw. Wow. Well, sa tagal ko iniisip na I'm fat and things like about my weight like for years and starving due to stress and work, I realized, I don't need to really go down in weight.

Well, how that happened? Siyempre dumating si Doc around 9pm here at the house to do some medical procedure, simple lang. Then, minutes later, Igz came in and chillout sa sala. Usap usap, by the way, bago dumating si Igz eh heart to heart talk kami Doc, mabuti pa yun dalawa serious kausap di kagaya ng isa diyan na walang ginawa kung hindi mag mafia wars at tumaktak.Bwahahaha

So, after Doc's procedure done kay Tito eh, ayun kinarne na naman ako sa sala pa lang. Asar to the max. Peste. hehe Then tinawag na yun isa pang peste, magmeet daw sa Starbucks Retiro. So we did and talk a lot of things, well, I was grilled. Great.

However, it's a great time. We haven't seen together, the 4 of us some time now. The jokes, the laughs, laglagan, everything about CRAP is simply amazing. Lalo na yun part, na siyempre, mga banat ni Rheg eh talagang pang Vic Sotto, iinom na lang ng tea eh babanat ng matindi. Peste ka. Hehe

Then, of course, there was a topic about being healthy. As shown by our bro Igz, being vegan is hard, yet he is now reaping the rewards. Kaso ang argument ni Doc, parang mahal naman ang gulay and fruits lang kakainin. I am a witness of that. Grabe ang gulay ngayon, mahal!!! Parang double na price niya these days and with the help of the EO and hostage of oil, then it will make the matters worse. Lalo na holidays pa. Tsk tsk tsk.

So, I'll skip that part on what race na naman ang pinasok ng iyong lingkod. Peste naman karera yan. hehe

What I can say is di naman ako mahihirapan maglose ng weight, but being healthy like excercise and that, I think matatalo ako. hehe Bad trip. I hope that those three bros will able to shape up their health. Kahit ako later na lang. I am still here unless I faint again. hehe But I know they will make it, lalo na si Rheg, he needs not only to shed weight, but improve his health as well.

Dun na nagcomment na since, they looking at me so thin, like malaki ang pinayat ko daw. Sabi ko stressed lang siguro. hehe Then suggest sila that I gain weight. What? Me? gaining weight? hehe

Well, that what's happening to your body if you really focus on work, doing many errands and forgetting yourself. No love left for your health. I confess that I only eat once a day. A full meal, well that's lunch. I eat more but usual snacks, and yun. Sobrang tipid ata. hehe I know I am dieting, it's starvation. Good job!

Well, after those hoopla about health and being well. We went home na. Thanks to Igz, ayun nakauwi naman ako. Kapagod. Igz gave some good advices, well personal ones about ehem. hehe But one good advice is I should take yoga daw. Seriously, I thought of that before, but the problem is, if I don't have time to go to a class, then I can't even do it in my room kasi kailangan quiet right? This house is quiet at sleeping time. Saka mahal ang mat, I asked Igz kung pwede banig muna. hehe He didn't reply and I know the answer I guess. I should get the damn mat.

Thanks to them, at least some of my pressures and stress are gone, for a day. Came back today and it mounted higher but that's fine. The fun last night definitely helped me go through of these...

By the way, according to my BMI, thanks to google, well, I am not underweight. Way not. Normal weight lang pala ako. Yes!!! Hehe I just need to do some excercise and todas marathon I guess to win. Kaso ang deadline sa January na. Daya naman, I want to eat at Xmas and New Year!!! hehehe

Being healthy for me, will be a hard job. Seriously, I don't know where and when to start. But maybe, I should think it asap since I am kinda sneezy again and getting colds. Whew.

Ah yes, the part one is done, that will be given on Saturday. May ZombieLand na ko, mga unang scenes pa lang panalo na. Hmmm dapat na talaga may movie marathon day ako, dami ko na nadownload pero di ko pa napapanood. Hehe Maganda Shaun of the Dead and Zombieland back to back.

What else? Busy Saturday and Pacman day on Sunday. I pick Pacman but later rounds, KO? I won't count on that unless Cotto will wear out.

Can't you believe this, Phoenix ko 7-1 na!! hehe Magaling si tandang Nash. Pero yun SAC, 3-3 na? Akalain mo kailangan lang mawala si Martin para manalo sila. hehehe

Hectic these days, I should squeeze sometime about my health..

Healthy living? Sounds great..

By the way, mukhang same vibe talaga silang apat. Same sentiment, user.... Well, no comment. hehe