20

I tried to go 30, but it seems stressful for me.

sometimes it's 7 or like last year, just 1? I'm over busy that I

forgot it.

This year was marvelous, no less than 5 or always more

than 10,

but something is lacking if that stays.

Let's be consistent..

Well, I can't do that again because I don't have access

all the time..

But this will definitely help, more balance and planned. Simplified.

Fun.

Make it 20!

Posts.

ShoeS

"Good shoes brings you to good places" as Shizuka from Hana Yuri Dango says.. I forgot the exact subtitle words but that was the time I became fond of shoes..

Especially before, when I was with HSBC Alabang, I bought a lot of shoes.. Like almost 5 of them. Different days, different shoes. From black shoes for formal outfits to my favorite white shoes for casual and party. Or even shoes for just roaming around the mall. I have a other kind of shoe if I'm going to suki market. hehe

Maybe it's one of my addictions. I love a pair of shoes which not really shining but it's like better with my outfit. Wherever I go, I just feel comfortable walking with it. As long it's size 11. hehe

That saying before is somewhat true. I went good places wherever I wear my spanking white shoe.. Or how about the red tribal shoes which at the end, I gave it away.. As long its looks good with my clothes I wear.. I'm good to go. Oh yes, I do even have different ways to clean my shoes. hehe

My friends used to say that my shoes are new, even they are already used for a year. I don't really use my shoes that often. At least, I only use them twice a week. Except the black shoe that I used in college. I'm still using it.

Shoes for me is just a sign of reliability, physically. I mean wherever I want to go, even I'm alone, as long I wear those shoes, I have something with me. An extension of me.

Little by little, I have some new shoes, and I can feel they will be many for sometime. I am not gunning for a whole cabinet or pile of shoes but just enough for my different moods or whatever reason I go out to..

I just miss staring a row of shoes waiting to wear and go to places that I love.. or places that I've never seen..

Ah yes, I love shoes that are white, not pure white, because I'll be like DOM. hehe A touch of white and black or dark color..

It symbolizes.. Hmmmm clear way always?

And I prefer no ties..

flashbacks: B.S.

As I puked some nights ago, di ko lubos na maisip na medyo humina ata inom ko ha. hehe Anyway, after staring the toilet, well, naisip ko, wala to dati..

One of the embarrassing moments in my life.. Oh crap..

Turn back at the time just graduated from HSBC's language training.. What I remembered, that was Aaron's birthday then of course, invited lahat ng kabatch.

Siyempre, ibang trip ko, actually ang unang trip eh sa bahay ng isang kabatch namin sa ayala alabang pero di natuloy, so ayun, edi sa hotel na malapit. Bellevue..

I did know what to expect there, just have fun kasama yun mga kabatch and just let the night get over with it. Lasing kung lasing. hehe

I am not sure which floor yun bar nila and stage, kasi may nagkakantahan eh well, that time wala pa. But the ambiance, good and cold. Wow. Tapos siyempre greet ang birthday boy! Which now alam ko wala na din siya sa HSBC. hehe

Kaunting kwentuhan and looking back at the training. Singing the HSBC jingle. Yuck. hehe Then we ordered some foods, from pizza to finger foods.. Some pulutan then of course, since medyo adik pa ko sa inom noon eh ilabas ang beer. Sabi drink all you can, for only 250.00 php, and it's damn chilled.

Why I choose for light? Let's go for strong!!! Wapak! hahaha

Then as the first bottle came in and the chilled glass. I can say until now, that the best drink I ever have.. I wish I could have another one these days.. But I am not that anymore unlike those days.

Looking back at that first bottle.. Cold yet soothing taste. I did not notice I drunk the first bottle fast.. No hit. Nah..

Second bottle came, the third, and the fourth.. Wow, I was like damn, this is like Sarsi, I want more. hehe Then I noticed little by little, I don't understand what my friend is saying. Parang ano na yun tol? Tapos I'm looking to my other friend, alam ko maganda siya parang lalo gumaganda. hehe

Ayun na.. Tama na talaga.. I don't even listen to the stories about the training anymore..

Pero damn.. Sabi ko that time, napakasarap ng Strong Ice.. Isa pa!!!!!!

Well, the fifth bottle came and after the kampai ritual, straight up.. then..

Boom..

Until now, of course, I don't know what transpires or whatever, I just woke up, kasama ang mga uwak. Then all of my team mates looking at me.. Then even the band at the stage stopped singing.. Damn.. I was like what the f8*k?!!!

Then Aaron approached and help me all the way to the men's CR, saying I'm sorry dude.. I told him, I'm sorry all the time, and decided to go home..

I went back to the table, they're asking me, ok ka lang fred? Me? I did not answer or even nudge.. Di ko alam ang wasak noon, pero masasabi ko now, sobrang literal na wasak ako ng gabing yun.. It's puke all over my pants. Even I smell one..

Aaron helped me at the lobby to wait for a cab then he asked if I can go home alone. Yun lang natandaan ko sumagot ako, oo tol, kaya ko..

Kaya nga. Ayun.. Kaunting turo kay manong, actually nasusuka pa ko sa taxi kasi sobrang bilis ni manong magdrive, pero ayun di ako nagkalat. hehe

Nakarating ako urci, nakabayad ng tama kay may tama ako. Bwahaha Tapos on the way sa bahay ni Ate, ayun nagsuka pa din ako sa parang maliit na kanal dun.. Grabe buti wala nakakakita nun. Bad trip talaga..

Ah that time, inaaway pa ko ni Rein, kami pa nun.. Grabe sa sobrang lasing, di ko alam kung ano natext ko sa kanya, nabasa ko na lang sa huli.. Break na kami!!! Well, wala ako paki that time sa sobrang lasing.. hehe

Nakahiga naman ako sa kwarto at..

Ayun habang natutulog ako, uwak pa din ng uwak.. Di ako masyado nakatulog.. Diyos ko..

I woke next morning, actually parang afternoon na.. Ayun may kaunting kalat sa kutson.. Tapos sobrang groggy, di ko na alam ano una ko gagawin.. Well, I just drunk all the water na mayrun sa ref ni Ate..

It took 2 more days at least, get my sanity back..

After that scandal.. Everything went back to normal like nothing happened. Nalagas na lahat ata ng kabatch ko sa HSBC, ah nandun pa ata yun isa. But that event well, may friends naman kahit papano. hehe

Yun kutson, pillow and everything nalaba naman, yun pants ko ginamit that night took another 2 years na ayun sira na. hehe

Never went back to that hotel again.

Of course about me and Rein? Kami ulit after that day... hehe

Siguro that time ko narealize na potential ko sa inom, mahina pala ako. hehe

Saka naramdaman ko na parang sobrang drained ako at ayoko ng ganun. Siguro balikan ko yun from college days, sabi ko parang medyo bawas na ata sa inom. Which nabawasan naman.. Di na ko masyado sa ganun saka nangyari na eh, it really strikes the liver pero mabuti not serious..

I was laughing when I writing this, it's still because sa sobrang sarap ng inom ko noon. That night.. Kahit di ko masyado sila pinansin. Ayun, all alone savoring the wapak effect!

Well, ah yes.. Strong Ice? After that time, parang 3 times na lang ako nakainom noon in the span of 4 years? hehe

Wapak!!

without glasses

As I walk papuntang shop..

Or nagaayos ng mga kalat sa kwarto..

Kahit nakahiga lang sa kama..

Mahirap talaga pag walang salamin.. Sobrang hirap magisip. Parang kailangan talaga kasama ko yun salamin ko.. If I have 50,000 siguro, I'll go for lasik. hehe

However, pag wala ako glasses, parang free ako. I mean free from worrying that I can't see that thing.. How about, di ko na kailangan yun spray and cloth just to clean the glasses which is hassle some times. hehe

Without glasses parang normal ako.. I don't look like Noy perhaps. hehe Normal ako in the sense that no thing bothers my cheeks or my ears..

But without glasses, I can't see a freaking bit of things.. hehe

I'm thinking of getting contacts kaso di pala pwede pang matagalan, at least max is 8 hours lang then next month mo na siya ulit gamitin. Wow. Pang party lang ata yun.hehe

Pero I will get one para sa gala, or party din, in the future..

Another glasses na maganda, actually sulit yun nakuha ko dati, kaso gusto ko yun oakley reading glasses. But it's 11k!!! Wow, lahat ata ng call cards ko ata sa shop yun ha!!! hehe

Pero grabe pag mayrun na ko nun, sulit sa kin yun.. hehe Saka na lang yun.. Wala pa naman ako funds.

My eyes are blurry.. However, even without my glasses, I can still feel what's instore at a situation. Or rely at my reflexes..

Eyes.. one time, I cried so much that there is no more tears to flow.. It dried out.. I looked at her and can't see a whole thing but only her resounding image..

That face.. That shadow.. That lovely soul.. I did not have glasses at that time. I only use it for computer work or sort of..

I was blind yet serene..

Naks, basta ayun, kailangan ko pa siguro ng magandang salamin at magipon for Lasik. hehe

Pwede kaya sa banlag yun? Bwahahaha

fast sat

6pm noong Saturday natapos ang laro ng UST vs. UE. Guess what, nanalo UST!!! Hehehehe

Well that day was simple and fun, just looking at the idiot box and waited to have the UAAP start. I skipped the opening kasi kala ko nasa HS play ako, lalo na lumabas ang badet from the green side. Yikes. hehe

Then ayun UP vs. DLSU at the first game, mas ok tong team na to kaysa last year. I'm rooting for them perhaps. hehe UP, well, ok na sana, but ayun nagkalat, pero may malakas silang rookies, yun Saret na umiskor ng 89 points nun HS, pero pinaupo. Bwiset. hehe Saka yun Silungan, sayang lost ang dating niya sa court, dapat siya lagi yun bola. Ewan ko kung bakit kay Sison lagi na parang di man lang nadevelop sa Gilas. hehe

DLSU won great and left the hapless Maroons. Second game, eto na. Napost ko na sa FB na 0-1 kami, siyempre, sino ba babantay kay Lee? Tapos yun mga gwardiya ng UE di hamak mas may experience kaysa sa UST na ang magaling na player eh si Fortuna este Teng pala. hehe

Mali ako, masyado ko naman minaliit si Pido. Pero baliw din siya, sabi niya sa previews, pang 8th place sila. hehe

First half, wow, Bautista grabe naman sa tres tapos kung sino sino umiiskor. Ano ba yun? hehe Sino ba yun? hehe Well, mabuti na yun dikit kami.. UE at the first half, kawawa naman si Camus na poster ni Azibar, who the hell is he? hehe Lee? Ayun, olats, Martinez? Lost. Pero lamang ata sila.

Second half, ayun na kumakamada na yun Teng, tapos yun Camus saka yun Fortuna, iba na. hehe Tapos may player dun na parang Baroca ang dating, jani din hehe Pero basta ok yun ha.

Nakalamang ng kahit kaunti pero yun UE di tumitigal, lalo na yun Azibar. Buenas ata siya ng araw na yun. hehe

4th quarter, ayun na, lalo na sa last 3 minutes, uminit si Teng at Camus, tapos eto naman si Lee, wala na, injured, bad day all together, wala na siya nagawa..

1-0 kami?!!! Akalain mo yun, sabi ni Pido after winning, 7th place na sila. hehehe Pero may future sila, kailangan na lang ng big man..

Dapat may lakad ako ng Sat kaso di natuloy, so ginawa ko na lang yun mga orders, pirate orders..

Tapos higa, isip tapos ayun wala na masyado.. Ah, kumuha pala ako ng stock, sana maging malakas this coming week.

I'm looking for until next week, and see if UST will win against ADMU, which unfortunately lost to FEU and seems next matatalo sa Adu. After watching Adu kahapon, grabe, parang malakas sila, and NU.. Improving sila with the help from imports. hehe

I don't want to set predictions sa UAAP coz it's an open race, pero ang sure na pasok sa 4, FEU.

Yun 3 spots, bahala na sila. hehe

It will be an interesting year.. hmmmmm

As for me, I had fun, even I was not able to rest and sleep. Ok lang, natuwa naman ako. =)

1 month after 27

After 1 month of being older by 1 year... I still don't feel older. Maybe, I am just so busy to think about that. May mga tinatapos lang na mga dapat tapusin. hehe

Pero siyempre, di naman maalis sa isip ko na tumatanda na ko. We all get old and looking back those happy memories when you're young are worthwhile. While you can.

Siyempre ang mahirap naman, is to look forward in your next years. I mean, mga plano ko ba maachieve ko? Or ano pa mangyayari sa kin in the following years, which di naman natin alam, o simply kailangan gawin na ang dapat gawin kasi yes, I'm getting older. The doors of youth will close down at some time.

Being young I can say, ok lang sakin, neither great nor worse. Tama lang..

May mga bagay na kahit di ko ginawa, mabuti na din, pero yun iba na di ko nagawa, sayang. Pero yun ang maganda sa habang bata, pwede pa bumawi. hehe

I hope na lang na makabawi and just finish those headaches of mine. Not physical headache, but you know, those emotions..

Good thing these past days I am watching TV, yes, that's a good thing because updated for news and chismax and sports. Siyempre, UST na!!!! Yahoo! 1-0. Akalain mo kala ko sure win na yun UE, kaso iba talaga yun UST, kahit sino sino lang ang player, basta may teamwork panalo na. hehe

Concepcion got lucky to get one knockdown from JuanMa, unfortunately, he got knocked down thrice. hehe

Iba naman kasi yun JuanMa Lopez, sabi ko na, pag 6 rounds tong Abe, buenas na. Kaso hindi, mukhang inalat sa huli. hehe

2 rounds lang siya inabot..

I have better week of rest, I mean 6:30am ang pasok, 3:30pm ang uwi so meaning, no more 1 hour waiting at the ayala terminal. hehe

I met someone interesting.. Mukhang ayos naman, pero it's just a start..

Speaking of TV shows, ayun endless love, got a glimpse for one episode, and it's so pinoy, pop pinoy. for short, panget. hehe Mabuti maganda yun bida, marian at dingdong. Kaso hanggang ganun na lang talaga.. Drama kaunti at love team kuno, biglang panget yun story. Iba talaga yun orig, kahit sad ending.. hehe

Life is really a bliss.. One day was over, a new day comes, yet same feeling. You know, a dragging feeling.. Pero ok lang.. Nandiyan naman sila, but sometimes, I need to be living alone..

Hindi naman coz I'm selfish and I've said this before, parang ganun mood ata talaga ako. Alone or like before with somebody you want to spend your life with. Naks...

How is she by the way..

Hmmmmm...

I don't know.. Getting older I guess.

Lebron, Lebron where are you goin?

"The Decision" as it was titled for the long awaited word from Lebron James which team he will go.. Or join and win championships..

Of course, we know he went to the Miami Heat..

Thursday as announced that Chris Bosh, will join Dwayne Wade at Miami Heat.. Then I thought, how about him? How about Cleveland Cavaliers, do they have another player will help Lebron for the quest of a NBA champion ring? Maybe they want another experiment to him? hehe

Let's review the teams that has the salary cap to entice LBJ to join them:

1. New Jersey Nets - Well, in that line up they only have one good player, Devin Harris. Others, I don't know, if they really help Lebron to win more than the 17 games they won last year. They have Brook Lopez but other than that? Nah, forget it.. They really free some cap space and new Russian owner whatever his name was had a chat with LBJ, and with his minority owner rap mogul friend JayZ. Great effort but like the owner says, it takes time to rebuild a team and become a championship caliber team..

Lebron turned them down even he was advised, the global market can be his.. I think he doesn't like that..

2. New York Knicks - What a messed up line up, over the years, they do this, they done that, trouble with coach, Starbury and how about taking back Allan Houston? Or add TMAC in the team.. They like injured former all stars.. That's nothing compared to Amare which I guess, will not be injured but of course, they are not playoff bound until next year. hehe No Steve Nash for his pick and roll prowess, or alley hoops or to dish him at the post. No back up power forward like Amundson or Channing Frye in PHX. He does have one, if Eddy Curry wants to play. hehe

The Knicks thought by bringing in Amare will make LBJ change his mind, but damn, no defense team and a team whose coach only uses 8 people in the rotation? That's not going to win or give you a ring. That was proven in PHX, and I like more the PHX line up last year than their previous years.

Good thing LBJ was not blinded by the brightest lights in NY and the payroll and pleading of Bloomberg to join them. Sorry, he doesn't want to be in a rebuilding team for another 3 years I guess. They even gave David Lee away for 3 injured players in GSW, good job..

3. Chicago Bulls - Damn, when they signed Boozer, there low post woes ended. Not only that, Rose will show his true skill, the pick and roll kill which he used in Memphis. Damn.. hehe Boozer and Rose combo I think will do better than the Deron and Boozer combo way back in Utah. Why? This team has a better line up.. I hope Korver and Reddick will join this team because, definitely, it will be a big threat in the NBA.

I don't know why he did not choose this team. I know it will take some time to become a contender but this one? Give it a year and trade Deng to other team and you have a formidable team. A team you can rely unlike in CLE, still even with Jamison and Shaq, it won't work, because of the guards CLE has. At Chicago, you have Derrick Rose, then Deng which I want to him traded because of injury woes, then may bench naman na potent, kaso ayun.. He did not choose this team? Bakit?! Sad to say, he opted more all stars in a team I guess.

4. Cleveland Cavaliers - No attempt to really trade Mo Williams to other team just to get a bigger 2 guard. I mean you can't put him point guard and then Anthony Parker as your 2 guard? No way!!! hehe That did not work last season..

No effort to get a free agent in this year, there are many, they can trade it for David Lee, or Wade, or even let Boozer come back perhaps. How about Bosh? But simply no effort.. They done a tremendous effort of firing Mike Brown, the successful coach in CLE history, and Danny Ferry GM. Good job.. It was a poor decision to get Larry Hughes before than Michael Redd but they went to the finals because of LBJ dominating performance in the playoffs that year, but not in the finals of course. Then they went to Mo which is I can say better than Hughes but after seeing them battle with ORL, Height is Might. hehe He is guarding Turkoglu or Lewis. Wow.. You can't do that, or even win games. If they had Jamison before, that will be possible but it was too late. Actually that's there only problem, small guard, or a good compliment with LBJ skills, unfortunately, no effort to get one. None..

Dan Gilbert, the owner became furious and of course, the whole Cleveland city.. Me too, if I'm in their situation.. As I remember watching More than a game before, they are really glued to LBJ from HS until he was drafted in CLE, it is just unfortunate, he went switched team at an early time. Let's see if the owner can do what he promised, he'll get one ring before the self proclaimed King gets one.

5. Miami Heat - Why I predicted he will go to this team? Well, two reasons.. First, even me, I can't imagine that you will not only play with Dwayne Wade but also you have a good power forward Chris Bosh. Very underrated power forward but he's an all star for quite years. Me and my brother used to remember in their Olympic match against the strong Spain team, he's the only big guy can match those Gasol brothers. Not meaning he can defeat them, but he can fight for rebounds or score at the post in front of those unstoppable brothers. He can defend as well. Dwight Howard? Nah. hehe

Bosh can also shoot a 3, which he just added in his arsenal and he's quick as well, not like Dirk but he is effective.. Wade, damn, nobody wants to guard him. He's lucky that he's positioned as shooting guard, but if he's the point guard, he's more deadly. But the 2 spot is good for him.. He's like Iverson who can slash and sacrifice his body just for the shot, for his team. Great leader and damn, he's flash indeed. I used to remember in the Finals against the Mavs which I rooted for, damn, he just brought the MIA team in his shoulders even they have Shaq..

Then he chose this team. Second reason, if you have those kind of players, then winning a championship will be easier, or let's say a bigger chance. I know LAL will be good this year but come on, we're talking about 3 all star players whose just 25, for James, 27 or 28 for Bosh and 26 for Wade, that is sick. They are young and ready to sacrifice money for one important thing they matter, win a ring.

All of those 3 players commited to win a championship not for once but multiple championships. Crap. hehe

Nice try LA Clippers but come on, he can't wait for a forever rebuilding team. hehehe

Yes, this decision may cause him what? Lose many of fans especially one city. But that will be exchanged by getting fans in MIA, maybe for the whole FL state. hehe Some of my friends well, did not like this one. But others, ecstatic, can't wait for the start of the season. Almost everyone wants to see or root for MIA.

For me, I agreed with Lebron.. For me, he's still the best player in the league. I know, he doesn't have the great shots or clutch one like MJ or Kobe does, but everytime he's on the court, damn, he is dominating. Not only in scoring but all the facets of the game. Like Kenny Smith says, the most unselfish 30 point scorer he ever seen. Me too, I know MJ has assist, but this dude, can do triple double. He can have rebounds and assist and how about blocks and steals. He does everything.. Every night. He has off nights, but he doesn't give up for the team.

Well, he gave up last Thursday.. hehe He gave up that after doing everything he could do, nothing seems working in his end. From the owner, the GM and the team players as well, they don't work. Meaning the best team he has been was the time they went to the finals. Damn. hehe That line up sucks but still they went to the finals.

I forgot after that time, they went for Ben Wallace, but the dude can't score. Sorry. hehe

He realized that he may get old then he may not get the ring. I read one line from one LBJ closest persons while this fiasco was happening, 31, bad knees, no ring. He thought I don't want to be like that. For any player who was regarded as great, then not winning champion for his team, has a high pressure on him.. Then the management can only give this crap support, how are you all going to go home as champs?

I know great players stayed in one team and became champions at their own right. But, as the team goes by these days, they are building all star teams that never happened before. From Lakers, and Boston, and other big teams, who has good GM and capital, you really need go them. A better winning attitude and really use your talents.

It's like choosing a company, after all your hard work and still they treat you like crap, do you still stay in that company? Of course not. HSBC for example. hehe

or Ventus? hahaha

But anyhow, for me, LBJ switch is good for him, and others say his legacy will be tainted because of this. I don't care, he is still great for me, especially this time, he has better team mates who can really help him for winning. Like his HS team, it only took years to develop into a winning team, he stayed and win. Unlike in CLE, after 7 years, well, they do win, but not the ring. HS and NBA are different, in NBA you should be fast in giving the right support to your player, or else, well, good bye. hehe They can stay like what KG did but in the end, winning is everything to them. I can blame also for LBJ going to MIA for being impatient but oh well, he needs to win a ring as well.

I hope Pat Riley will coach this great trio team. Sorry I forgot, the job is getting started but he needs to get good support, or else, well, you can't play only 3 people in the court right? hehe

Let's see if the King will get his ring this next June.

Ah for the Lakers? They need to get Marc Gasol, they can just trade Bynum right? hehe Or how about forming the Spanish team with Kobe and Artest and Odom. Trade other players for the Spanish team and that is called dominance. I'll root for the Lakers if that time comes. Or even they get Marc and Pau together. Scary.

abort

I did say sometimes I do change my mind..

It did for some plans I already set up but in the end, at the last second, pushed the red button and simply abort the plan..

Paiba iba ng isip, nagbago ng isp o ayun natakot. Naduwag. hehe At masaklap kahit ano ginawa ko, ayun di talaga sa kin.

These are some of them!

- going to Bacolod, the city of smiles to meet a friend who I am getting in touch with for almost a decade. Still, I haven't see her personally. Dapat next week yun kaso ayun busy siya. hehe Wala na nagbunga.

- Masters at Ateneo did not work. First, I don't have money, lalo na yun nalaman ko magkano. Naman, that's a lot cash! hehe Second, the experience I need for taking that degree, medyo magulo pa so malamang di ako qualified. hehe

- My dream computer shop, ah siyempre may magandang franchise ng computer shop, like IT Log Park. Kaso since I have no funds, literally tapos dami debts, so hanggang pangarap na lang. hehe

- Learning an IT course, well, I hope matuloy na, but dati talagang even I finished BA, I want to finish or study pero di din natuloy, una tinamad, ngayon sobrang busy. Ayos!

- Learning to drive, pero mukhang matutuloy ata. =)

- Helping Algerro pero alas, failed. =(

- Almost went to SG to work but due to weighting options and other forces, ayun, still here.. But I don't count that out, especially in the future

- Almost thought of taking law, but well, damn, 4 years of reading, debating and going crazy of those law books, di na. Saka na. hehe

- Yes, I almost went there to meet her, pero dahil lack of funds and I thought of my dear life, ayun, di na natuloy. Napunta naman siya dito. hehe

There are many more!!

But of course, tama na yan.. Looking back those ideas made me smile and well, di bale, malay ko baka pwede pang mangyari yan. =)

Regret passed away..

There are always second chance, pero sa kin, umaabot ng third chance. hehe

Darn

Pagdating ko sa terminal kaninang umaga, naiwan ko yun pera ko sa house, ayun umuwi muna ko tapos balik na naman terminal.

Mali yun nalista kong order, after all those computing whatsoever.. Ayun kinulang pa ko.

Well, mga first calls ko kanina, weird. Tapos, ESL, ayos, what a way to start my day.

At the course of the day, ayun mahina benta sa shop, kundi naman malas oh. hehe Isama pa pala yun dalawa team mate malilipat sa ibang team, maganda yun stats, sayang naman kung kailan lumalakas na kami. Hay..

I got frustrated na din sa pesteng sun na walang signal sa 37th floor. Wala din kwenta yun free thousand minutes and my unli text.. Crap..

I'm checking my commitments, ayun dumadami sila. More work, pero eto pagbigyan ko na, kaysa sa cases ng Dell dati. hehe

Lunch came, talagang wala kwenta yun catering, ayun, kung anu yun breakfast nila, yun na lang kinain ko. Wala silang matinong ulam. hehe

As usual at the course of the day, sobrang latency issues yun system, well, that happens everyday..

Naisip ko din, nasagad na din yun pera ko. Good job dude. hehe

Approaching end of the shift, ayun napagod kasi imbes na avail, queue pa. Di naman kasi yun dati. I hate that closing shift. hehe Mabagal na, queue pa.

At siyempre, di naman mawawala yun paguwi part na pag dating ko sa terminal, ayun sasakay ako sa hate kong van. Seated sa gilid, pero di naman salo lahat, kalahati lang, alam mo na ano yun masakit pagbaba. Phew..

Oh, yes it did not end there.. Trapik papuntang araneta ave., grabe trapik yun short cut ni manong from cordillera, ayun labas Sto. Domingo. hehe Good job..

Went to Funenaria Paz, to visit sa ibang TL ko na may bereavement, ayun tapos na pala. hahaha Sabi kasi nila Friday yun cremate, well, bad news, it was done today.. Sigh..

At least going home from Sto. Domingo to D. Tuazon was easy, went home and yes may one news ako nakita na sobrang waste of time.. Naiyak yun Kris because of something Aljur said. hehe Alfred pati ba naman yun? Well, ang bad trip eh, yun reaction etong Kris, kala mo naman sobrang beauty..

Beautiful in the sense, siguro if they have a movie together like the usual pinoy movie that amo loves yaya, ayun bagay silang ganun. hehe Sobrang bagay, alam mo na kung sino si yaya or katulong. hehe

Went back here at my room, counting low sales and yes guess what, may nangulekta. Ayun no choice, bayad. hehe

Well, ah yes mayrun pa, di ko alam kung san pupunta si Lebron, pero I don't care, naisip ko lang pwede siya sa Miami. hehe

I have many days like these.. I had worse days but in the end..

I'll just thank God.. Let's move on to the next day

blame it to Dell

just because of the unlimited internet access given to us when I was an employee of Dell, or it is a must to access the internet..

I became addicted to blogging

I check the internet for news and updates rather than newspaper or watching TV

I became a more critic because of reading movie blogs and posts, ah yes, while the customer is on hold or better yet, while talking to them. Multitasking. hehe

I discovered new things and tools as well

I became a pirate because of them.. hehe

Thanks to the net and Dell, I like what I discovered.

It brought my knowledge at least, not higher but I knew a lot because of the net.. Let's say next level? hehe

I forgot, like my former coach says, the best search tool on earth. Google..

The best web browser, Google Chrome. hehe

I guess I should blame those 3 entities.

Internet

Chrome

Dell.

How are they right now.. I wonder, surprisingly, they are still there..

Well, at Dell I suppose.

I listen to.. (disk 8)

1. Heaven Knows I'm Miserable Now

2. Please Please Please let me get what I want

3. I want the one I can't have

4. How Soon is Now

5. Meat is Murder

6. That Joke Isn't funny anymore

7. The queen is dead

8. Bigmouth Strikes Again

9. Girlfriend in A coma

10. Last Night I dreamt that somebody loved me

11. The boy with the thorn in his side

12. There is a light that never goes out

13. Panic

14. Unloveable

15. The Headmaster's Ritual

16. this charming man

That's how I love The Smiths, title pa lang, parang ganun na life ko. hehe Except for 5, I still love eating meat but bad for health. 7, ah wala na siya, PNOY na kasi. 8. wala lang, I'm not bigmouth, 9. Coma means not moving, I don't know how is she. hehe 15. First line goes to my bloody schools. hahahaha

When are they going to reunite just for one night?

unplanned 14

this is so unexpected. woke up at the middle of the night writing this one. hehe Ayun, nakatulog na naman ako. Dapat gising ako after taking a rest last 8:00pm, sabi ko 30 mins lang, pero ayun, anong oras na? hehe 1:30am..

Anyway, yun mga bagong posts it shouldn't be for July but oh well, ok naman na for July na lang siya. Besides, I did post the last one as for the last day for june, yun nga lang yun iba, di nasama. hehe

Tiring for this coming week, kasi naman yun sked ko, naman, 8:30am-5:30pm, mahirap na naman umuwi. Sana lang wag ulan ng ulan..

Well, inaayos ko na yun mga dvd ko dito lalo na yun library. Some of them, I'll put it in a notebook one para yun mga maganda madaling hanapin.

I am not sure how long my burner will last. hehe But as long it is still running, that's fine.

It is imperative yet if I'll just get some rest today, I have somewhere to go important, well, it should have been on Friday but oh well, I just took a rest and changed the plan for today..

I just hope for this coming week, get a good scores for my team.. Damn.. I hate waiting for this scores. hehe

As I stare to my white keyboard, I don't know what else to say, at least for now..

I'll stop here for now.

realizations (part 15)

222. that I love irony.

223. that I love metaphors.

224. medyo nasasawa na ko sa kakain ng chicken. hehe

225. I am always thinking even I want to rest..

226. indeed, I am sarcastic sometimes. hehe

227. I do feel ugly sometimes.. Ugly in some way.. I can say I do look ugly, crap.

228. na kahit di pa nangyayari, parang feeling ko nangyari na. Deja vu? Or like one of my previous tindera said, advance thinker ako. hehe Way advance... Unfortunately, sometimes it doesn't help...

229. I am also not a good communicator, di ko alam kung bakit. I know what to say, but how to say it? Minsan, kulang or sobra..

230. that I should stop blaming anymore. Tapos na di ba?

231. medyo lumalabo na talaga mata ko, mukhang kailangan ng lasik kagaya ng ginawa ni Don Ansam. hehe

232. when I go to rest or sleep, dapat may tatlong unan at isang kumot.

233. I don't care spending much for my friends, important for me is to see them, lalo na sa mga taong tumulong sa kin. hehe I owe them a lot..

234. di ako makapaniwala na nagagawa ko mga ito. I always do 2 jobs everyday. at least 2 jobs.

235. mukhang kailangan ko na din ng TV, kaso wala naman antenna yun kwarto ko. hehe

236. Why TV? Nah, I missed watching crap shows. hahahaha

237. Damn, I'm also a pirate..

238. pain sometimes, or suffering.. I just let it in to myself and just move on. Bad idea.. Give myself a smile when that happens..

239. this day, I should write Bo thru email and ask his opinion about my life. hehe MMK? Wag, di pwede.

240. Noong sinabi sa kin ni Atty. na pwede pala yun, sana ginawa ko na dati.. Pero sabi ko, parang tama lang din na wag na.. Is it what you love or what is right?

Ichi. Gats, the blackswordsman (BERSERK)

"You better tell him" (he spoke to the surviving mercenary, after he sliced the other soldier in half effortlessly)

I didn't expect before that he'll be my idol in some aspects in my life. If there is a silent but deadly type, he's one of the best. Let's say, he's the best. I mean unlike other heroes who speak first then fight, like kenshin, this dude, shows no intro, he'll just barrage and kill. hehe

He's brave, never show fear, like what he did to Zodd the Immortal. I mean, he will try to defeat the dude even it's a monster.. hehe Or how about his first encounter with griffith, he never showed surrender.

At first, I know he's quite not good at thinking in battle, but as the story progress, he became a perfect soldier, a killer as well. Proof? He killed 100 men, single handedly, even almost badly wounded, he still finished them all. I love many of his battles, like how he defeated zodd, or how he saved griffith from prison, how he killed King Boscogne, even his last hurrah in the dark eclipse. Oh how I forget, you really need to read the manga because he's more deadly and strong. hehe

Well, if there is a match between him, let's say Kenshin, Kenshin will be dead squat. hehe Or how about samonouske with that big sword? No chance. Or how about Ichigo in bleach, in a man to man match without aura or magic, Ichigo's head is dead cut. hehe Oh, Guts will not use the dragon slayer on them. Just the first sword of his. hehe

The best sword I saw in anime is still the dragon slayer of Guts. Like he says, the looks of it, won't cut good but if its swings good, it cuts like a great sword. It did. It also cuts monsters. hehe

I know he's not that romantic especially at that time he left Caska alone in the band of hawk, but oh well, he chose what he wants. It just Caska did not understand.

How about he killed the kids? Damn, I know he shouldn't do it, but he has no choice. Sometimes, a very good soldier, shows no mercy. I don't like that attitude of his.

Well, that is Guts.. Not that good looking or snubbish, or how about, he's a commander but he doesn't want his crew doing the job. I love that leader. hehe

What I like about him is he doesn't give him finishing the job, even it's bad or good job, he will finish it and no matter what it takes, I mean he will not resort to evil ways of doing unlike what griffith did, he will do in his all will to finish it. That's the trait I'm quite into it.. I got it from him.

Especially when he became the blackswordsman.. His mission as he goes along the journey of finishing all the evil with his invincible will... Even he can only see in one eye and with his right arm doing the job.

Shows no mercy.. no surrender..

Never lose the human spirit..

Ichi. Faye Valentine, (Cowboy Bebop)

Great body, stunning face with cunning looks, deceptive attitude and dumbfounded? hehe I thought Haruka Tachibana will be my fave anime chick of all time, but unfortunately that was only a fantasy. A stupid choice. hehe

My choice is here. The lovely lady Faye Valentine.

I don't care if she's 70 years old already, isn't she looks like what, 25? Even she is not good at driving or even shooting people or how about using her gun, that's fine with me..

Or how about not romantic. Fine with me.

As long I can stare at her, every moment.. That's already heaven. What I love from her? Even she is not that brave, she'll at least protect me from bad events. hehe Or she is quite smart at some things, like card games or fashion and info gathering. Simple things..

Ah yes, even she always wear that yellow clothes and have that funny voice (Megumi Hayashibara, great choice by the way), my love for her never waver..

Even all of the sudden, her true face revealed. Well, that's so cruel for her. Forgot the past and even not sure of the future..

However, nah.. For the present, I love this chick. hehe

Unfortunately, she is not real, and I don't know if there will be like her in the movie version.. That will be deciding factor as well, if I'm going to watch it.

If it's like dragonball? I'll wait for the download. hehe

I'll just place her face in my wallpaper instead.

She likes playing cards so I don't mind playing cards with her all day. hehe

I am also not scared if she knows how to use a gun because I already met one before. :)

I love Valentine, nice name as well.. Very lovely.

garter

Tagal naman iupload ni Dennis ang kahihiyan ko. hehe

In all weddings, there is a portion for the single dudes and dudettes.. Yes, the damn garter coming from the bride's leg.

Previous weddings, well lagi ako nasama, talo naman, which ok lang. I mean I don't want to waste time at a platform and make tsansing. hehe

Unfortunately, that was changed..

Noong dumating na yun portion, aba the 2 bastards went to the CR at ako ang naiwan. Ala naman tawagin pa si Dennis. hehe

Since kaunti ang guest, at ang masaklap eh etong si Arman nagtawag ng single guy friends, and of course Mennen called hers. Nasama ang iyong lingkod. Damn...

Well, ayun ulit ang motivation magpatalo at umupo, nothing to lose..

The objective of the contest for the guys is to pass the cloth with the garter at the middle of it. In the tune of limbo rock. Eto ang problema kung di ka nakinig.

Of course, I didn't listen to who's going to win.. I just know na kung talo na, upo na! hehe

Ayun, sa stage kung sobrang baba, malamang di ko kaya, ayun tumba ako. hehe The host told me I'm the winner!! What the f@#k!!!!! How embarass. hehe

Well, it's the girl's turn naman at ayun, trip to jerusalem naman ang trip.. At ako ang nasa chair ipit yun talong sa lap. hehe Ayos na game, very educational!!!

Objective of the game, ayun the first who got the talong will lose.. Siyempre, todo effort yun girls, at the end loko tong host na to. The first one who got the talong wins. hehe

Ah di ko alam kung ano nangyayari kasi naka blindfold ako. hehe

Pero Dennis caught it on tape kaso di complete.

Ah the moment came that I never thought it will happen. Pero siyempre, kailangan may padance pa muna before reaching the leg of the lady. Nagala bar ang dating in the tune of careless whisper. Peste!!!! hehe Hiyang hiya na ko nun to tell you the truth. Oh I am in deep sh*t. hehe

Lalo na yun part na siyempre ilalagay yun garter at malamang yun audience di papayag nasa binti lang, kailangan itaas. Eh may sumagaw nandyan ang parents. Patay. hehehe Kailangan walang malisya which I did naman, it's for fun anyways.. hahahaha

Hay, natapos din. Whew, that was embarrassing.. I even forgot her name, hehe but nice looking lady.

After that event, ayun, pinakita na yun preparations of the wedding lalo na yun part na si Arman, kala mo may NBA game pupuntahan. Ganun ang dating eh. Parang sila Kobe papasok naka suit tapos sa locker room naghahanda. Ganun si Arman dun sa video. hehe Then all the highlights din.

Masaya talaga, sana nakapunta lahat ng niyaya lalo na yun ehem, malapit lang. hehehe

The far venue was worth going to and even the rain poured at the end. Nakakatouch nga yun greetings nila, lalo na yun nagthank sila to God na di umulan nun kasal nila. Actually umulan, pero nun nakauwi na kami..

It's really a great experience and I'm just glad na settle down na si Arman, congrats ulit, sana next time, like I always say, binyag ang susunod. hahaha

For this year, I don't know who's next..

For sure, it's not me.. Not even close.. Not yet..

I thought, that will be a great venue for my wedding I guess in the future.. hehe

Only if...

bayan DSL: 1 year of tear

Reminder, I have no intention of promoting this product, almost. I am not affiliated with bayantel. hehe

After asking customer service (yes, may ganun) sa SM Annex when will be my 12 month contract ends, akalain mo June 9? Walang cxl fee. hehe Parang isang account lang sa call center na pagkatapos ng contract cancel na or upgrade. hehe

Well, di naman uso dito pero at least, mura at ang masaya, panalo ang connection. Evident yan sa download. Like kung marami seeds, overnight tapos na ang download. Eh pano pa yun sa dati kong plan? Almost 3 films in one overnight ang average. Or download. Wow. hehe Ok naman sa streaming saka surfing, well minsan mabagal pero sinisi ko na sa computer ko yun. hehe

Problems? In the span of 1 year, parang twice lang ako nagpaservice call kasi di na sa computer ko ang sira. Kagaya last time na sa wire na pala nila, pero ok naman ang service. After 24 hours, nandyan sila agad. At wala naman time na parang no connection unlike sa PLDT na may time walang connection. Like yun nangyari kay Ron Marc na may computer shop pa siya nun ha, tapos one day, biglang sira DSL, ayun it took him 3 days to fix his problem.. hehe

Sa BayanDSL, panalo. Di ako nagkaganun. Kung may nangyari ganun sa kin, sira na kasi yun slot ko ng PCI, so lipat or kaunting linis sa LAN card. hehe

Kaya sobrang sulit sa kin to. Ang dream ko na lang sa bayan DSL eh magkaroon ako ng bagong computer tapos yun plan mataas o kaya SKY broadband na 4mbps. Talagang pirata na dating ko nun. hehe

Peste kasi si Lola Techie na enganyo ako, pero ok lang lola. hehe

Ah, may naloko pala ako si Rheg, hahaha pero sulit naman sa kanya, ah sorry sa mga ate niya. hehe Yun na lang, sa PLDT sila ah at may landline sila dati pa. Nung nagapply ng DSL, akalain mo papalitan yun number? Bakit? Well, up to now di ko alam at ang masakit pa, matagal pa sila mainstall. Eh nung nagapply sa bayantel, parang 3 days lang ayos na. hehe

Yun lang. Sulit lang talaga siya. I love it. This is not a paid advertisement. Promise. hehe

PLDT even they have the biggest market share in this industry, well, they act like that, they are going to lose a lot of customers. I mean a lot. I know they are not feeling right now, but I'll not be surprised that one day, they'll going to be catch up by bayantel. hehe

They should need to improve their service. That's all. Kahit ako nagapply ako nun nasa URCI pa ko, akalain mo wala na nagfollow up sa kin. hehe Nakapagapply ako sa globe, kaso palpak naman, nagkautang pa ko dun. hehe

For now, mukhang stick muna ako dito. Thanks bayanDSL! Ang dali. 44492000. hehe

Yes, this is not a paid advertisement...

sikipan

oo nga naman, pagpumayat ka marami kailangan iadjust.. pantalon, naku.. hehe Dati, I wear around size 38-40 waist line, ngayon, maluwag na sa kin ang 36, pati na din ang 34, pero tama lang, fit kung baga.

T shirt? Isa pa, yun large dati sakto lang, pero ngayon, sobrang luwag, parang bata nakasuot na malaking tshirt. hehe Medium size na lang pala ako. Akalain mo yun. Nun HS di ko masuot tapos ganito pa ngayon. Baliktad ata. hehe

I was surprised and dazed.. For all those time that I feel so bloated but now, I feel thin.. hehe I look thin all of the sudden without looking myself everyday, kasi sa sobrang busy..

It took me I guess more than a year to become like this. I know marami pa ko dapat gawin sa health and body but at least, this is a good start. hehe

Everybody is addicted to running. Like one interview I watched, run for fun, run for evironment, run there and here or everywhere.. Geez, I don't like to run. However, I need that for stamina.. hehe Besides, many chicks are running these days. hahaha Seriously, I need to have an excercise to really maintain this figure or better improve my body. Bad trip lang yun sked ko. If I only have a fixed sked, siguro ok na ko sa part na to. hehe

Diet? Hmmm may improvement, dati, as long may ulam pa, kanin pa.hehe Ngayon, nakakarami lang ako pag handa o pag sa mang inasal, o sa chickboy kumain (the best ang liempo) Ngayon, parang 50% na ang rice consumption ko. Fasting kasi. Saka sobrang busy. hehe I don't really crave that much for food. Except of course pag kasama ang CRAP.

Sa susunod kaya, no rice? hahaha effective daw eh, well I take the Chef's word for it, kasi nagawa niya na dati. So parang ako din kaya.

Sports? hmmm depends sa sked din.. I can't play basketball anymore unless I wear contacts or goggles everytime. Crap. hehe May naisip na ko pero sana matuloy..

Talagang sked na nakakatalo lahat. Peste kasi, iba iba ang sked everyweek. Pano kaya kung opener and closer pa ko every other week di ba? Patay na.. Hay.. I need to think of a better plan..

Napasikipan ko naman lahat ng pantalon ko, kahit medyo mahal pero ok lang. Ngayon naman, shirts and polos need to change size and they are a lot. hehe

I don't know, maybe it's time for a change..

A tight change.

I feel better for this change, and I need more push to fully embrace the change.

Naks, parang kailangan pa sikipan pa to ha..

Hmmmmm

Tight is right?

chismaxing while driving

of course, habang nagdridrive si pareng Dennis eh di maalis ang kantiaw at kulitan. hehe usapan sa buhay, sa kasal ni Arman kahit wala akong clue kung sino papakasalan niya, hehe at higit sa lahat, college days!!!!

Napagusapan din namin about sa toll fee na tataas sa SLEX. Habang mura pa, edi daan na sa SLEX. hehe Dapat sa MOA kami dadaan tapos coastal road kaso ayun kala niya alam ko pag galing ng makati SLEX, magallanes, deretcho na kami SLEX. hehe

Alabang exit at akalain mo mabilis ha. Linggo naman saka walang trapik. Pero mahal ng toll ha. Paano pag june 30 na? (July 1 daw), bale ang labas eh 200 from makati to alabang? Wow naman. hehe Lalo na trapik sa ibang daan, namely LP, alabang zapote road, or coastal road. Basta lahat ng shortcut maiwasan lang ang SLEX. Para ka na din nagsky way. hehe

Mabilis takbo namin kasi si Juan eh nauna na. Malamang yun mga malapit dun eh nandun na din. Pero magaling naman magdrive si pareng Dennis. hehe Well, di nga saulo yun SLEX pero pag dating sa Honda Alabang papuntang Fernwood eh alam na. Tamang tama, di ko na kailangan ng magtanong sa iba. hehe

Medyo naligaw kami sa entrance ng Fernwood, pero ok lang. Bawal pala commute dun saka nakakatakot pag gabi malamang, puro talahib eh. Saka yun daan, daang hari nga. hehe

Anyway, so ayun sinuot ni Dennis ang kanyang purple na long sleeves, JCBA loyal talaga, hehe while his wife Meryl wore a nice dress. Me? parang may interview. My reliable blue long sleeves and almost white pants.

That place is great I mean kahit may mga crack, which if that includes in the design, iba ang aura eh. Pang wedding talaga, and mukha sulit naman ang trip.

Unlike other weddings na napuntahan ko eh this one, I know maraming guest, pero mas kaunti naman dito. May silbi din yun small number of guest later. hehe

Then, we seated sa chapel at surprise nakita namin si Don Ansam and his sis Michelle, napagkamalan pa namin na mas matanda si Ansam. hehehe Tapos himala, si Juan Barroga!!! hehe Halos lahat ng reunion ng 2cpm wala siya, pero dito, naks present. hehe

Well, the others we don't know...

Siyempre, etong Dennis na to akalain mo medyo bad trip kasi habang papunta kami, ang tanong ba naman sa kanya ni Barogs before eh kung pupunta siya. That was Saturday night ata, eh malamang pupunta si Dennis. Nagpunta ng manila si Dennis para kay Arman. Ang sweet naman. hehe

Anyway, ok naman at ayun, nagsimula na. Si Dennis panay asar kay Meryl, coz in their wedding daw, wala pang tanong yun priest kay Meryl I do na daw agad. hehehe

Baka dito, si Arman naman. hahahaha

Of course, as usual, parents and sponsor walked first, then mga alipores and flowergirls, and some kids na ayaw maglakad. hehe Ah, and the couple. Etong Arman, barong daw, pero naka coat and tie. Buti nga di kami nagbarong. hehe

Arman looked a gentleman, in the back of my mind, di ko akalain na magaasawa na siya. Pero pare, congrats!!! Sana maging successful ka sa iyong bagong chapter ng iyong buhay. Malamang tapos na buhay counterstrike or bilyar days, eto na, magtayo ng pamilya. Mahirap malamang pero kaya yan. Kaw pa. Parang sa bilyar lang yan, isa isa lang ang tira ng bola. hehe Pag naubos, panalo na.

Mennen his wife, look beautiful. Damn Arman, lucky indeed. hehe Ang masasabi ko lang, yun ang example of a lady that you can proud of, bringing it to the altar and happy to say, she's my wife.

It was a simple ceremony, but maganda yun homily ng pari ha. Talagang summarize niya about marriage and putting God in your relationship. That's true of course, I mean in the end, you really need him in your lives together. Especially in times of hardships and struggles. Arguments or even happy moments.

Iniintay nga namin si Django eh. Mukhang di nakaabot, may proxy na lang. hehe However, nabasa ko sa diyaryo these past days, nasa abroad pala, may tourney. hehe

Then siyempre the most important of all yun marriage vows part, which according to Atty. Leonid, after the priest announced it's done, it's no turning back. hehe

Simple naman yun vows pero romantic kasi sa tone ng voice nila, galing talaga from their hearts that they want to be together. Arman, parang di kinabahan eh. Alam na ang gagawin. hehe Saka yun gestures niya that moment, he's damn happy. Of course on the other side naman, Mennen looks also damn happy.

Ah yes, di naman sagot agad yun dalawa even wala pa yun question. hehe

Then, while doing that, I prayed na sana they stick forever, like I always pray to other past weddings of my friends, even kay Dennis.

Quite jealous at that time, but oh well. That's love..

So, siyempre chismisan pa kami, like si Juan todo kwento, siyempre, matagal kami di nagkita. hehe

Si Don Ansam, tahimik lang and just staring the couple upfront. Si Dennis ayun picture picture..

Mass and Wedding ended, ayun the usual picture with the couple starting with the close relatives up to the friends of the couple. Ah yes, kala ko di darating yun classmates ni Arman sa BA2, meron pala. hehe

Kaunti lang din, actually mas marami pa sila. hahahaha Kaysa kami.. Naman. Until now, I don't know why they didn't come. Unless they were not informed. Or the worst part, ayun nice drawing project. hehe

Hinahanap na namin, eh malamang lalo na si Arman. Ayos. Good job!

Ah, we were able to get a pic sa couple, tapos congrats dito and there. Ewan ko kay Dennis, di pa upload yun mga pictures oh!!!

Ayun, ganda naman at sana talaga, they'll be a one big family in the future...

Simple yet lovely wedding...

I hate this next part. hehehehe

Dennis wag mo muna ipost. hehe

broken lines (collection 10)

tuwing umuulan

ako'y nasa kawalan

ng aking pangamba

ng mga problema

katahimkan para sa akin

ang malakas na hangin

ang pagtulo ng tubig

ay akin mga hilig

ako'y nagiisa

nakatulala at balisa

kung ano dapat gawin

ngayon at bukas

subalit may mga sandali

nakahilata at napapangiti

sa mga nangyari noon,

hanggang ngayon

minsan may mga pagkakataton,

ako'y biglang nakatulog,

nakapagpahinga ng walang malay,

nakapagpagaan ng aking buhay

alam ko sa ibang tao,

ang panahong ito'y salot

mula sa pagbaha, pagguho ng lupa, at kaunti lang nagagawa

samantala ako'y sa simpleng ulan ay tuwang tuwa

kahit minsan ako'y sobrang basa dahil sa ulan,

maraming beses naman sa pagkatapos ng tagumpay,

ulan ay walang humpay.

wala na ko masabi tungkol sa ulan,

kagaya ng walang katapusan tulo ng tubig

ang mahalaga ako'y panatag at puno ng ibig

tuwing umuulan..

FernWood

The place looks like somewhat old. hehe Or rustic or even sentimental I guess, like centuries old, I don't know if those cracks at the chapel count.

Anyhow, before ako makarating dito sa place na to, eh I need to ask a lot of people how to get at Fernwood gardens in Alabang. Yes, nagsouth ako pero south is quite big you see...

Arman's big day, of course big wedding. Akala ko dati, siya yun malate magasawa pero yun pala, siya na yun maaga nagsettle down sa barkada ng 2cpm boys. hehe

Anak ng tinapa, huli na ko sa biyahe. hehe

Of course, ang may invitation eh si Dennis and with his lovely wife Meryl pero kaming iba barkada, ayun sa email ang invite. hehe

At the first glance, talagang nasabi ko na wow, may daan pala dun. hehe I mean kala ko yun dulo ng Honda Alabang eh Ayala Alabang village na. May daang hari naman pala..

Doon pala yun daang hari. I always here that word noon nasa south ako and I am dumbfounded. For short, stupid. hehe

Ah yes, for the 2 straight weeks, nasa Alabang na naman ako. I love this place. hehe However, for this time, I don't need to ride a train.

I just need to ride to the real ride, a smooth L200 pick up courtesy of Dennis. hehe

Simple preparations lang naman, Dennis asked kung barong daw kasi sabi ni Arman. Sabi ko naman, wala akong barong kasi malamang si Dad, coat and tie or long sleeves, malabo ang barong. Saka wala akong time for that week to go to Dad for borrowing a barong. hehe

Alam mo naman 3 birthday na magkakasunod that week.

Sinabi ni Dennis na mga 1:30pm na daw mag meet, kasi may important siya gagawin. Malaki kasi ang negosyo niya.

Ako naman 12pm or after some lunch, ayun ready na ko except some freaking disturbances from oh well..

Moving forward tinapos ko muna yun, pahinga sandali and yeah, medyo pahinga. Diyos ko, parang eternity na yata ang mga tasks na ginagawa ko everyday, oh yes, even Sundays. hehe

While daydreaming, siyempre kasi naman puro kasal na lang ang napupuntahan ko, di ko naman maiwasan mainggit. Reminiscing. Realizing. Regret? hehe

Ayun nagbihis na ko around 1pm, wear my reliable long sleeves saka not so white pants then my college black shoes and here I go. Punta kay Dennis at mabuti na lang malapit lang siya kay Mang Ed. hehe

Kaso ang problema, di ko alam kung bakit that time walang jeep. Wala naman ulan, sobrang init nga that time eh. Peste tapos ang tagal, but you know me, I don't want to be late in any appointment or work, or job or anything that I need to finish. Except for paying debts. hehe

I took a cab na tapos ayun, nagulat pa nga yun driver eh, mabuti ok na sa 50pesos yun hanggang ipo st.

Waited some time, siyempre bihis pa yun lovely couple tapos ayun went off to Alabang..

Arrived at Honda coming from SLEX na take advantage na habang mura. hehe Weird din yun daang hari ha, kasi naman ang daming talahib, bakante lote, at maraming village tapos parang bitukang manok yun daan.

At of course, kay Manny daw halos lahat nandun. No wonder he is...

Naalala ko yun village na nandun, sobrang elegant ang dating ha. Pano kaya yun price? hehe

Arrived at the place, na medyo naligaw nun una pero ayun, deretcho na sa chapel. Barong pala, eh naka coat and tie yun groom eh!!! Buti na lang di kami nakabarong nila Dennis. Or even Juan Barogs (yes, for the first time, after some years, from cainta ha, nagpakita siya) and Don Ansam with sis Michelle (kala mas matanda si Ansam). hehe

Buti nga, di kami nagbarong. hehe

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