6. Lady of Standard

Only two people saw her besides me. Hehe One is Alvin which luckily saw her younger sister as well, and Rheg, but those where years ago...

A long long time ago, after first year or I think second year college, and that was the showing of Star Wars Episode II I think, I am waiting patiently at Mcdo, SM North Edsa. For whom? Dad, who has a grand daughter, (if I got it right, called pamangkin kasi siya Ninong eh) not really related, gave a cell number to me and asked me to like be friends with her and ask her out.

I did, and I am waiting at that spot. Dad did not give me some like qualifications, or description of how she looks like. He told me that she looks like some artist but oh well, at that time, I am not expecting much.

Until, a tall, light skinned, long hair, beautiful face lady came to me and asked are you Alfred?

I answered, yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bwahahaha

It's worth the damn wait for 30 mins. hehe

So there, we went straight to the Cinema and watch Star Wars for the second time (for me, because I already watched before at RP).

Actually, I didn't care the Star Wars, I cared for that Lady. hehe At that time, I am in a trance and can't believe that I am with a gorgeous one. A real headturner. Damn.

I am thanking my Dad at that time. For that time only. hehehe

Then, we started to getting to know each other, talking at the phone, went out again and this time, with Alvin, my great dudes from college, and with her younger sister. Unfortunately, you can't choose two chicks at the same time. hehehe

Well, it's just unfortunately again that we lost communication, not that everytime it's just we rarely talk after the last time I saw her was like hmmmmm 2 years ago? hehe or maybe 3 years..

Did I court her? Nope, because when I stepped at 3rd year, I was so busy and I thought, that kind of lady has already a BF. How do I know? I asked her and I was not surprised. hehe I tried to really get close as a friend, but communications seems not the word for us.

Even her house is so near, just a jeep away, sometimes, nobody is at their house. Hehe

What I know for now, is she's taking Dentistry and I hope she'll be successful at her chosen course. Actually that's her 3rd college course, so I hope she will stay put this time. Hehe Kudos to her.

I can't believe this, while talking about her, good thing I found her sister profile here at FB. What a coincidence. hehehehe

Well, like I wrote to my grad pic for her, the lady I want, or that will really get me interested, is should be at her standard. Tall, pretty, simple yet educated. That's why like Rheg says, I don't get girls because of this "standard". Bwahaha

Unfortunately, when I found the one, it was better, way above the standard.

After that, I'm single again today and let's see if I can still a lady will pass my standard. I am not giving up, unless, when my heart says that is it. This is it. Not the Jackson movie or the album of the Strokes.

Standards... Wow, I think I do have high standards.

That's why I'm still single. hehe

Very high...

LSQC vs. UST

Well, after everything happened for these past 3 days, it's still a battle. I'll go back to that later. It's kinda fast, so fast that I forgot to do something. hehe And I felt tired just late, not in the process itself so, it's an interesting one. Why every last week of October is so damn thrilling. Last year, not the same story but something happened. So I don't know what's with this week. Damn week.

Pero sa susunod na yun. Sorry. hehe

The title itself well, it's not about basketball. Yeah I know, basketball fan ako, like I know my Cleveland team is 0-2 na ewan ko kung bakit ganun. RoS is 0-4!!! What? BK ayun kakatalo lang at SLR eh ayun, nanalo despite wala na si Dennis. At mantakin mo, natalo ang Purefoods sa Coke. Yun ang masasabi ko kabahan na si Coach Ryan. hehehe

Eh di pala yun ang topic. I got carried away. LSQC HS basketball team against UST tiger cubs? Hmmm kung LSQC natambakan ng 70 points ng Xavier dati ha (thanks to Jeric Teng), paano pa kaya sa UST? Baka sa team B pa lang, tambak na LSQC. hehe Well, kahit yun mga kabatch ko, it won't stand a chance.

Well, it's still not about basketball.

Comparisons.

I include in this blog that which my life, school life is better. HS days or College days. I wonder why other people, or even mga kabatch ko sa HS prefer that they are happier in HS. Well, we can put a factor na iba sila noon or na talagang mas fun environment ang HS. I am always asked, ano mas masaya sayo? I skipped the GS part because it's not fun anyway. hehe Mas masaya sa kin, out of my brothers, ako lang sumagot na College!!! hehe Even with my situation in those years, like family, friends or social parts whatever, na alam ko mas mahirap noong college kasi di na ko nagkakaisip eh na my life shouldn't be like this. Pero siyempre, we are still kids that time.. Mas medyo petiks pa nga ko noong HS eh pero di naman ako masaya.

HS is really different from College.

Here's why..

Team LSQC HS Batch 2000

I know, four straight years of being in Semi Cream which na realize ko may silbi siya pagdating ko ng 4th year. Iba talaga pag Semi Cream. hehe A mixture of bright dudes and crazy and funny dudes. hehe

I, will tell you that I was bullied. Almost all day, everyday. Did I fight back? Nope, no record of any fightings by me to anybody there, you can check that sa APSA. Malamang ang record ko lang sa APSA eh tardiness at higit sa lahat, absence. hehe May absent na truth, may absent na pang best actor. hehe

Since ayun nga, inaasar ako lagi at parang may ginagawa ako mali, which na realize ko na mukha nga. Why I was bullied? Number one, appearance. I am way fat that time. hehe and my skin, full of galis. grabe.. I accept that.

Number two. So shy, that minsan lang ako magsalita, pag nagsalita naman ako, pagtatawanan naman ako. Great. hehe Number three, napapasama sa mga taong inaasar pa. Ayos, parang yun value meal. hehe Like yun coolits, siyempre di lang ako yun inaasar, pati na si Nick, Carlo tapos si Ron. Well, naisip ko din na ok lang kaysa matawag na badet. hehe

Those things did not motivate me to do better in HS. May time na sobrang ayaw ko pumasok kasi parang wala ko ginawa na maganda sa HS. Pero mabuti naman, may mga kaibigan naman ako kahit papano those years. Yun mga brothers ko? I met them actually in college, hehe Lalo na yun isa diyan na noon HS pa eh alaskador pa. Alam mo na kung sino ka, ungas. hehe Ni ultimo katabi ko eh number 1 nangaasar sa kin. Musta na nonoy? hehe

Pero I don't say HS is no fun for me. It was fun, really! Since semi cream eh may mga taong maiinspire ka lalo na pagdating sa project. Dapat alam mo na kung sino dapat kagroup mate mo lalo na sa mga project involves design. hehe Or presentation na pabonggahan, things like that. The top ten, siyempre, mga taong di mo akalain nag top ten kahit ganun lang siya. Like one of them. Top one, pero ni minsan di nagdadala ng notebook, baon lang. hehe

The high school trips, siyempre, makukulit at lalo na pagretreat na dapat talaga sa tamang group ka. Kundi, naku, you're not in a retreat, you're in a summer vacation. hehe PE days din, siyempre masaya, lalo na pag basketball time. Eh pano ba naman, ehem, kalahati ng Varsity team nasa amin. hehe So yun PE, wala na ibang ginawa kundi basketball, pero masaya naman.

Of course, like I said there are crazy people. Yun mga funny classmates ok lang pero yun crazy or weird, kakagulat. Nakakagulat yun mga ginawa nila na ngayon ko lang nalaman. hehehe Grabe, akalain mo HS na legend na pala sila. Bwahahaha

To sum it up, I can say I am happy with HS but not that much. I learned in HS? Maybe being a religious person, being humble and most of all, patience. Not my 3rd year section, but the real word, patience. Ah, siyempre, yun mga taong nakilala ko sa HS, kahit di ko sila lahat naging close until now, the moments of being with them are priceless. Simply priceless.. Of couse, I won't forget, my brothers... Doc, Counselor and Chef. hehe

Team UST College of Commerce, BA Batch 2004

At first thought, nung pumasa ako sa UST at pupunta na ko college. I just prayed na sana, wala na mangaasar sa kin. Sana iba naman ang trato sa kin. Sana mas masaya ito sa HS kasi may babae na. hehehe

Damn right!!! Oh yeah...

My Ate Aila went to UST at different course, Tourism which until now, did she use it? hehe My Dad, well I'm surprised that he became an architect in, UST. He used it of course, if not, I think I won't reach or even finish HS. hehe

So it seems that UST is destined to me, to study at. Which of course that's not the case that time, I am desperate to pass ADMU, but I am not that smart. hehe

Anyway, at the first day of class in college, ang unang kaclose ko eh guy, I forgot kung sino pero malamang yun taga LSM, na ayun. Debared. hehe Pero eventually, napalapit na din ako sa girls, how? Akalain mo yun algebra sa UST, eh parang pang grade 2. Hehe Di nga, kasi naman, yun math sa Semi cream, kulelat kaya ako, nakikikopya lang ako sa mga classmates ko magaling. hehehe Lalo na sa pesteng word problems. Biglang sa UST, anak ng tokwa, parang seatwork ko lang ito ha. hehe

Tapos all just came into place. Wala naman gulo kasi barkada na lahat. Kahit may kulitan asaran at the end of the day, nasa isang section kayo, kayo din ang magbabarkada. hehe Marami ako natutunan sa college. Number one, uminom. hehe Number two, cutting classes, na di ko ginawa sa LS (except sa intrams). Number three, everyday interaction with girls. hehehe (unlike in HS, parang twice lang kami naginteraction. olats pa.) Number four, kalokohan. Eh paano ba naman, yun first two years ko grabe yun mga barkada ko. Ang lupit sa kalokohan. Example? Mag numbers game sa harap ng prof. hehe Sugal for short. Ah, nasabon naman kami. hehe Puro good time for the first two years until the last time we were together sa Batangas. That was the best sa Precom, kaya kakamiss itong mga barkada ko sa 2cpm. hehe Oops, that was only two years pa ha. That time..

Nafeel ko na parang nasurpass niya na yun saya ng HS. hehe Ah, that time nagiging close na kami na tinatawag ko brothers today. Nagulat nga ko, si Chef may ganun pic, parang ngayon ko nga naalala, may ganun nga siyang dating. hehe Pero, dahil siguro kami yun nagkikita lagi sa UST, kahit yun isa diyan eh sa taft naman, ayun, may mga time na kulitan to the max na din at siyempre damayan.

While reviewing for the BA classification exam, I realize na that kind of life, must to be stop. Kasi wala naman ako masyado natutunan. Sense of achievement kung baga, especially when you see some dudes getting successful and you were advised that study hard to get a good job kuno, tapos yun sked, minsan katams na, so I wondered, let's go to the morning, malapit naman bahay ko eh. hehe

I never thought until now, I'll be in 4BA1. I don't know why but damn, the best 2 years in my school life. I am sorry to say, throw those 6 years before for these years, worth it.

Why naman? hehe One, I was challenged by the professors, even they are not the best, but it gave me an idea, what path at least to take in this course. I mean business or career, sort of. I never study hard until napunta ako ng 4BA1. hehe I can still play computer after class pero pagkatapos noon, aral agad. Grabe. hehe

Two, that was the time, I enjoyed reading books. That time talaga ako nagbabasa ng matiyaga kahit mandamag, siguro na din sa pressure. Hehe Pero di naman ako nabored. Kahit di lahat naapply ko, but enjoying reading one book, is simply enriching. Kaya dapat nga mabalik ko na yun habit na yun. hehe Muntikan na ko mag DL ng 3rd year. hehe At, take note, I never thought I will be in quiz contests. Grabe, yun stock knowledge ko parang tumaas ata. hehe Until now, I don't think I am smart.

Three, I was quiet but not shy. Say anything I want and they just laugh or puzzled, and I felt I belong. Unlike sa HS, sa huli lang naman nagkaayos lahat, sa college mga second sem nun precom pero noong 3ba1/4ba1 first day pa lang parang may cohesiveness na. Helping each other and looking at each other back's. Friends, real friends until now. Kaya yun, except for the corporation days. Talagang chaos but we came together and achieved something. I belong to a mixture of kindred souls just want to make a difference for themselves and siyempre may pride of being in first section. hehe

Four, due to that challenging environment, nagkaroon ako ng sense of direction in life. Sabagay, last years mo na in school pero iba yun noong nasa BA1 ako, parang dapat ganun ako pag graduate, (which di naman nangyari) hehe pero urgency na you have a direction in life. I don't know if my other classmates sensed that, but for me, nakinig lang siguro ako masyado sa boring profs. hehe Pero narealize ko na may tama din ang profs. Well, not those books we read, na confusing pa. hehe

Fifth, great persons I worked with or well, nakasama ko sa section. Today, on that section alone, some became managers, lawyers and successful in their endeavors. I am not saying dahil 4ba1, it's just classmate mo sila dati biglang naging ganun, parang kabilyar mo lang dati ngayon abogado na. Akalain mo. hehe I mean I am lucky to know all of them, not only treated each other with respect but the time with them, immeasurable. Feasib, projects, presentation, quizzes, ayun sobrang saya saka may natutunan naman tungkol sa buhay. Makwela, tapos may kalokohan din. Naku lalo na sa mga boys, pero di naman malala. hehe Girls ah, they just want to have fun. hehe

Indeed, it was really a pleasure being part of this great section.

Lastly, wayback first year to last year in college. This is the time, where I learn the word love. hehe Due to acquaintances, refers of Rheg, tapos ah sa sections na din. Ehem lalo na sa ba1, medyo naging kilala ako sa girls. hehe Makwela ba naman saka makulit ako eh. Saka, romantic daw? Bwahahahaha

Anak ng tokwa, but love, ayun natutunan ko siya without reading any books, pure feelings and sense of happiness being with that person. Kahit wala naman ako napala those college years about this part, but I am happy, learned something as well saka good thing, friends pa din. hehe Ika nga ng accounting prof ko noong 2cpm, pick and pick then select.. Letche ka.

That was the nail of the coffin made by team college.

Mas marami pa ko naging close friends noong nagcollege ako ha.

Kaya kahit di naman intellectually benefitted ako sa UST (bulok kasi yun curriculum, ewan ko now. hehe) I still thank UST for the best times in my school life and these are the memories worth to keep. For a lifetime.

Of course, pati din ang HS pero iba talaga yun college.

Sorry, it went long, but I was carried away writing this post. Simply amazing that after all these years of studying, looking back at those days, seems to me that best times of me, was indeed studying at two great schools of thought. Even at a higher prices..

Di na kailangan ng overtime dito. Alam na kung sino nanalo. But it was a good game. Both team played their hearts out for the sake of what molded.. of being.. me...

Nice game mga pare, banse? hehehe

Kahit signal no. 3 na sa labas, laro pa?

broken lines (collection 3)

actually, this should be a poem but since I am so tired and I can't think straight artistically. hehe

anyway, here are the lines that I usually say. I know I'm not that talkative or expressive in words. But sometimes, when I'm alone, I talk to myself. hehe Or, my usually replies to my friends or family or somebody I talked to. even at texting. hehe

at random lines..

Hay... bad trip..

anak ng tokwa..

Oh crap...

good job! pat on the back..

gummybear!!!

ang bobo naman nun!! hehe (while watching a basketball or sports game)

ahhhh.. ehhh.. (pag di ko naintindihan yun sinabi)

oo.. sige..

ei!

kaw ang badet dude!! hehe

ei, what up?

I don't know

I'm tired..

Ate, musta?

ano na naman to?

(problem stated) hehehe

pre, musta?

tol naman. hehe

oh sh*t. (pag talagang malala)

(after an angry statement to me) o sige na nga!

Sandali lang po ha.

ako na naman?

(after telling me a long story or whatever crap) tapos? ah ganun ba.. (reiterate. hehe)

nein! nein! nein! (ginagaya ko lang sa basterds, ang kulit kasi.) hehe

adik ka, adik!!!

good night, end of blog. di ko sinabi ito.

I listen to...(disk 1)

Everybody has a hobby, or nilalagay sa resume na they have interest in listening to Music. So do I. Definitely..

These are the songs that I usually listen to, in random order, and what is my mood in listening to these songs. Some of them are in albums, some of them, you don't expect I listen to, some of them are damn crap, and some of them well, you will need to search. hehehe Don't expect that we have the same taste of music. Ah yun ibang song na nakalagay track number, nasa folder ko kasi, so if you're interested looking for that track, don't ask me. hehe

So it goes..

1. Wasak na Wasak (Radioactive Sago Project) - pag pinanood mo yun music video, matatawa ka. Pero pag talagang bad trip ako, pangtanggal bad trip, eto muna pinakikinggan ko. hehe

2. Nobody (Acoustic Version or RnB version, Wonder Girls) - I thought this is the original version when I first heard it in 96.3. Unfortunately, it was not. hehe Pero I like this version. Pag walang tao sa shop at eto nasa background, ok na. hehe

3. Let's make love and Listen to death from above (CSS) - I listen to this kasi pop rock ang dating saka pag gusto ko masaya lang ang sounds ko. hehe Besides, the vocalist of this band, search in youtube, looks familar. Hmmmmm

4. Sabotage (Beastie Boys) - The best music video, hehe I don't need to open my computer and search for this video, if I want a mixture of fun and hard rock, this is it.

5. Toxic (Britney Spears) - If I want to go back those days of dreaded fun sa paggawa ng feasib, eto yun anthem ng group namin. hehehe

6. Missing (Everything But The Girl) - I feel loveless, and I want to go back at that love mood, I search for this song.

7. track 13 (Do You Remember Love? Macross movie anime soundtrack) - Actually, siya ang perfect track sa scene na yun. Kahit di naman ako marunong sa japanese, ang ganda talaga yun kanta. Nakakalimutan ko nga idownload yun movie. hehe

8. Don't know why (Norah Jones) Pag umaga at easy listening, this is one of the songs I want to listen.

9. High and Dry (Radiohead) I never thought that this is a sad love song. hehe One time, sobrang down ako, because of love then I heard this I simply cried, well that was years ago. hehe Pero I still listen to this one.

10. Digital (Joy Division) Like the lyrics says, if I'm down and same problem coming back. This is one of them. hehe

11. Never, Never, Never Again (Lisa Nilsson) My fave song at the Chillout Project Acid Jazz collection. It's my sobrang fave ko na sana ikanta sa kasal ko to. hehe

I want to put more, next CD na lang. hehe Sorry ha, CD lang to eh.

hate vs. hatred

A time to ponder some feelings aside... Two words of the same meaning. I just found that out in wiki.. Very uninspiring. hehe

It's not you're watching Ichi the killer which both top characters are bad, very badass. You don't know which side are you at. hehe Or rooting for perhaps..

If people look at me like very patient, well that was years ago. But at these times. I can show patience but deep inside. Damn it. hehe

Pero what I know ha, hate? Galit lang ako that time, like an hour ago pero lilipas din. Hatred? Di yun 5 to cast sa magic ha, na +X sa attack sa creature. Suicidal black deck. hehe For me, Hatred, something you really keep for a very long time. Even you forget to forgive that person pero thanks to time, you just forgave that person, without knowing it...

Of course, di siya mabuti for us. Morally and well, in my faith as well. God do forgive us, I am a witness of that. Kaso, depende kung ano pinaggagawa mo sa buhay. hehe Kagaya ko, siguro, kaya naging ganito buhay ko. Pero di ko naman pinagsisihan yun. I still believe.. God loves us..

Hate? Hmmmmmm Dati I hate ampalaya, pero ngayon di na. I hate doing household chores, lalo na when I was a kid, pero ngayon ok lang basta may time. hehe I hate hot weather, pero sa panahon ngayon, ok lang. Pero hate ko pag summer na. Hehe

I hate some pop songs. Yun lang, pero may mga pop songs naman ako sa zune ko. Some of them lang. I hate sa mga makukulit. Yes, aminin ko sometimes makulit ako pero di naman lagi. Hay.. hehe I hate na may kasama ako sa kwarto, pero pagtagal oks lang sa kin, that depends who is that person. Actually dalawa lang naman yun nakisama sa kwarto ko. And I won't name them. hehehe

There are many things I hate but some of them, I can't just do it or like it and some of them kinda like it now..

Hatred? Hmmmmm Bicycle, because it gave me a trauma when I was a kid. Long story. hehe I am eager to learn how to drive a car but not riding a bike. Weird eh? Ah, drowning. Everybody doesn't want to be drown at the water, but for me, nung muntikan na ko sa Sagada, yun falls, ayun sobrang takot na lumangoy. Kaya di ako masyado marunong magswim. Crap. hehe

This is where the part I really have some hatred.. I do have some hatred at some people. But not until now, almost all of them, ok na sa kin. Ganun talaga, as time goes by, you will just forgive them by heart. Not in words or action, you just let it go and move on.

It's not easy but I am a good person, so let's just go with it and make the right thing. Sinabi ko lang di pa lahat na tao sa tingin ko eh galit pa din ako pero alam ko na balang araw, it's over. Especially, pagnaka recover na ko. hehehe Kalimutan na ang lahat basta I'm happy and that's it. Lack of words. hehe

Mahirap magpatawad agad pero ika nga kung Diyos nagpapatawad, ang tao kaya. That's why Church doesn't want death penalty. hehe Pero mahirap magpatawad kasi di naman lahat mapapatawad mo na lang na ganun na lang.

It depends on that person. It depends on the act itself.

As for me, as days or months or years go by, I learned something about those 2 words above. Some things you hate, let it pass or just forget and forgive. Some things you have hatred to, are really damn hard to forget and just hope, for the best.

Which side are you?

shichi...

hay, at last!!!! 2 weeks of hard work and now, I am here at my fave spot. My sanctuary. My room. Listening to Kaskade and I'm like in a daze.. So, delay na nga ito, dapat nung 21 pa. hehe Oh!!! Di natuloy yun painom ni Dennis, masyado ata napasarap ang honeymoon sa Bohol. hehe

seven months is damn fast. Oh well, more adjustments needed for these coming months. half done, and half baking. hehe Salamat naman at may tumama sa prediction ko, kahit NCAA lang, eh tama naman ako. Stags just used their advantage and take out Daniel in San Beda system, there you go for the champions. Ato Agustin, magaling na coach, puro di kilala ang player akalain mo nagchampion. hehe Congrats!!!

What did I do these past days? I'll give you a rundown. Still helped kuya in his new store. Mom got sick due to well, overstressed. But she's ok.

I did get my some of my fave british movies, 24 hour party people and Shaun of the dead. Bloody great!!!

Of course, still selling at the shop, that's nothing new. Di ko pa nakakausap si Gerro pero this coming week sana, naku malapit pa birthday niya. hehe

Malapit na din ang pagdating ni... yun. hehe Aalis na siya.. Hay, I don't know if I'm sad or what. hehe Missing..

Marami pala ako namiss na dapat mapost but I'll fix it in the final week..

Like last year, the month of October seems always saving the best for last.. the last week..

Medyo marami na ko na follow in twitter but nobody following me!! That's bad..

I plan to watch the movies I spent time converting it. I should do a movie marathon I guess, but I don't know when. Over buzy...

Maybe I'll post 2 blogs tomorrow.

I have a new china phone. I'm glad I got rid the old one. But not my only and reliable 6300. hehe

Next week, advance happy birthday to my friends and the other special friend. hehe

Di pa ako nagiging adik sa mga mafia wars and other games. Yes, fish world. hehe But let's see... I'll check my rhythm first.

If I'm busy again this coming week, I don't know if I'll make it.. That's makes a good coincidence from last year. Pero wag naman sana Lord, wala na ko medicard, philhealth na lang. hehe

I don't think that will happen.. Nah, I'm just nervous..

That's it for now..

Oyasuminasai

kaarawan at kasalan

When I heard from the congo grille waitress that the party will start at 3pm, I said to myself, damn, I really missed black dynamite. Hehehe Paikot ikot lang kami ni William sa MOA habang naghihintay sa 1st birthday ni Chloe, unica hija nila Walter and Jack.

My plan before was, watch black dynamite then I will arrive late since the movie shows at 2pm. I'll arrive at 4pm. Hehe However, the problem, dilemma is isang beses lang naman magbirthday ang 1 year old. Hehe I mean may next year pero 2 years old na siya. Ninong pa naman ako. Saka gusto ko bumawi sa regalo. Last time kasi wala. Hehe Anyway, so while me and William were chatting about things, killing some waiting time and 3pm came. We saw the newlyweds, Kriska and Francis, but Atty. Nolasco? Ayun late. Feel the rush. Nagtext ba naman at sabi malalate at bibili pa ng regalo. Ayos, parang college lang ha. hehe

Si William medyo bad trip kasi maaga ko siya pinagising. Hehe Sorry tol. Anyway, children's part started then everybody was there while we are hungry. Hehe Kwentuhan about buhay at siyempre yun affect ni Ondoy. Tapos, ano pa ba, kala namin nung kainan kaunti lang. Ayun si Atty.. basta kainan buzzer beater. Hehe Of course, we're too old for parlor games so talagang gutom na kami. Pero nakakatuwa naman yun party, makulit yun clown. Then the food kept coming. Tapos sila Kriska diet pa. Biglang marami kami nakain. Hehe

Masarap yun food, sobrang busog na ko, di ako nakakuha ng ice cream or cotton candy. Then kamustahan naman with the couple tapos ayun sabay umuwi kami nila Atty. By the way, malusog si Chloe ha! Maalaga kasi ang parents. Hehe I hope magustuhan yun gift ko..

12pm Sunday and good thing I had an opportunity to fix my room. It took some time kasi talagang magulo na at di ko pa alam saan ko ilalagay yun gamit ko. Hay, oh boy.. That is one thing I hate. Damn.

1:30pm, just finished fixing my room a bit and then inayos ko yun long sleeves and pants. Nagtext si Noni, sabi niya naka long sleeves din siya but maong pants. Clubbing ba to? hehe

3:15pm. Tinanong ko si Kuya Sunday morning kung trapik sa greenhills. Sabi niya hindi. Pero nung umalis ako ng 2:30pm, 3pm na ko nakarating kasi grabe trapik sa greenhills, yun papunta, buti na lang, nasa madison st. lang yun church. Si Noni nasa greenhills pa! Hehe Mabuti nakita ako ni Magzi waiting sa madison st. at ayun sumunod na si Noni. Others like 2pel, Ansam, Jimar nandun na sa church at mabuti di naligaw. Nagulat ako, kay Atty. JP, akalain mo magkikita kami. Eh close kasi siya sa BA3. Todo porma si Atty. Anyway, wedding ceremony started, simple yet solemn and elegant. Makulit na part nung nagsasalita na si Dennis. Hehe Bagay silang dalawa, parang di mo nga sila mapaghiwalay. That's almost 7 years in the making. Congratulations to them! Wishing only the best and have more blessing to come in their marriage.

5:30pm, estimated time. Umalis kami ng church, then convoy tapos ayun, trapik pa din, pauwi naman. Ayos. hehe Di namin alam yun reception, may map kaso medyo magulo. Hehe However, good thing, malapit lang daw sa broadway centrum.We did see yun kanto ng broadway centrum, actually yun likod, gagawing savemore na din? Grabe naman si SM, penetrate na din yun wholesale grocery market segment kaso, mahal naman sila. hehe

So pagkaliwa nun sa aurora blvd, parang kaunti lang halos tapat ng broadway centrum, nandun na ang Oasis. I was surprised na may ganun na place sa QC. Hehe Paano ba naman, tago yun entrace. hehe

Sa tatlong kasal napuntahan ko this year, naisip ko sino kaya susunod? Ako? Nah, that will be a miracle. hehe

Saka like what Kriska said, it took them 1 year to prepare for their personalized wedding. I'm not sure with pareng Dennis, pero malamang mga 6 months ha. So di talaga madali yun, and malamang next year, some of my friends will join the marriage wagon. I don't know who are they. hehe Besides, I am simply single.

7:00pm, after the usual program for weddings, ayun the most awaited part, dinner! Gutom na gutom na kami. Well, para di magulo sa buffet, ayun take a pic first with the lovely couple then pila sa food. Usual procedure. At table number 21 pa kami. Good job.

We did become first kasi pumila kami sa maiksi. Hehe Grabe, like Kriska's wedding, di na kami naground 2. Paano ba naman may nakahain na letchon pa. Hehe Di na namin naubos. High blood, fatty liver na to. I forgot to drink some liveraid until now. Haha

Siyempre dahil 2cpm barkada ang kasama, walang katapusan kulitan! Laglagan din. Bwahaha. Nandun pa naman si Marlon na ika nga ni Noni, walang kupas. Noni siyempre, 2pel, Jimar, Ansam at ang couple from the south Magzi at Lai, I forgot, JP CEO. Hehe

In the wedding dinner siyempre, may games for the single boys and ladies. Single men perhaps. Kakatawa si Dennis, pinasayaw ng di oras. Hehe Well, single boys game, siyempre ayoko ako yun magususuot ng garter sa girl. Bakit? Hiya ako. Hehe Letche, nakabox out agad sila Marlon saka Noni. Pero mabuti naman nakabox out din at tanggal. Hehe Ewan ko lang kay Atty. JP. Haha Siya yun nanalo. Evidence? Naku, wala ko kuha eh. Ollie mayrun saka Marlon. Hehe

Pero good sport naman si Atty. JP then after that, some words of thanks from the couple and it was simply their romantic evening. Full of love and faith to each other. Very solemn ceremony.. Very romantic dinner.. A lovely occassion..

9:00pm.. I just got home very tired yet happy. I always ask to myself, when will be in my life, to become like that? Hay..

I am typing that time, unplanned 3..

Busy indeed..

Nein!

We were seated at the middle of cinema 7. Some trailers, were shown then basterds came in.

This film is damn long. I think this is the longest that QT made. It's like your watching watchmen with some dull moments. Hehe Ok, let's start the review. The film itself, kala ko foreign film eh. Almost 70%-80% german/french, then 20% english sama mo na yun dialogue ni Mike Myers na brit. hehe

The film was about Nazi occupying France, and US sent Brad Pitt's squad to finish off the Nazi's. Sounds like well, kamikazee mission of sorts. UK wants to do the mission as well, by sending help. hehe Well grabe naman ang Nazi, talagang jews lang tinotodas nila. You can see that at the first scene. As the story goes by, approaching to their goal of finishing Hitler and his army, siyempre QT's trademark, daldalan to the max..

Whether it's german/french language o kahit simple english, ang haba ng script nila. Hehe The plot? May revenge kasi sa isang character dun na minalas din sa huli. Then yun action/adventure, Brad Pitt's army completing the mission. Maayos naman ang plot but it's just long. May time na muntikan na ko makatulog. Hehe Script is good. Every character or actor, was given good script lalo na sila Brad Pitt, Christoph Waltz (talagang manominate ito, galing grabe), yun mga sundalo, even Mike Myers. Hehe Siyempre, the jew girl na gusto makahiganti but like I said, minalas... O kahit na lang yun mga Nazi, even the dude who played Hitler. Hehe Eli Roth? Sa huli lang siya effective. Hehe

Sound, bit ok. May ibang songs kasi na, di fit sa movie but it is ok naman the other songs.. Dapat mga punk songs na lang nilagay niya since german. hehe Or bossa since it's in france. Whatever. Is it worth 200? Siyempre. Hehe Kasi the performance of the actors, galing talaga. Lalo na yun pag may scene si Brad Pitt. Redneck talaga na badass. hehe Saka Col. Landa, mautak talaga saka magaling yun actor na nagportray sa kanya. Even si Hugo, hehe Hayop! Kaso todas eh, bad trip.. Mainit kasi pumatay ng Nazi, ayun siya rin napatay. Setting din maganda tapos how it ends, kala ko mauudlot yun mission nila. Bad trip kasi pag kaput ang mission, they shaved so many nazi scalps for that suicide mission just to get that close. Hehe Action scenes, kahit maiksi, pwede na din. Sabagay QT didn't intend this to be a war movie ata. Kala ko kasi war movie like Spielberg did. Hehe It's a good move pero di ko siya panonoorin ulit sa November 4 unless pag may nagyaya ulit. Hehe Mas maganda pa din yun mga ginawa niya dati, except for death proof. Hehe He should creat a movie, sci-fi or comedy naman, para maiba. However, it's a collector's item, or worth ilagay sa movie library.

Almost 12 am na ko nakauwi, Joanne enjoyed the movie. Me too! But darn, I missed black dynamite.

Lt. Aldo Raine did get his nazi scalps including Hitler's.

unplanned 3

Of course, unplanned ito hindi dahil linggo kundi, what happened last Friday. Let's go back time at that well, exhausting day!!!

I got my haircut at a hot Friday afternoon sa Kolin's Barbershop, ang barbero ng mga lourdesian. hehe So while taking a haircut, I am reading some newspapers, and I look to a certain article about Cinemanila. I checked the showtime listings and look what I found, Black Dynamite at 3:30pm showing and Philippine Premiere: Inglorious Basterds at 8pm. When? Edi same day, Friday. Where? Market, Market.

Oh boy, I don't know how to go there in one hour. hehe

So, I rushed home and think of how to get there at Market! Market in one hour, just because I want to watch Black Dynamite that badly. I tried asking for directions from my friends, well, in turns out that I runned out of time tapos ayun, magayos na lang ng gamit dito sa room ko. Siyempre nandito na ang computer ko. hehe

Well, my hope runned out and I just hoping that on Saturday, late ang party. I will attempt watching black dynamite. hehe

Accidentally, I checked my YM then nakausap ko si Joanne. Well, unfortunately for her, nasira Sim card niya dahil sa janitor nila. Grabe naman. Anyway, we were just talking about Cinemanila screening and she wants to watch Inglorious Basterds (She is a die hard Brad Pitt fan, which I am not). I want to watch black dynamite, kaso naisip ko din, sige pwede na din yun Basterds, QT film naman yun. hehe

She is worried that there will be no seats because of Brad Pitt and how to get in Market! Market! on or before 8pm. Nagset up kami what time magmeet and where then, there is it. 6:30pm, I went sa National Bookstore tapos actually, sobrang traffic, Quezon Ave pa lang yun, grabe talaga that night. Nahintay ko naman si Joanne and we rode a trike, then MRT. While in the MRT, of course, tsismax, mustahan and we saw a big poster of Basterds at Shang, saying it will be shown commercially on November 4. Pero we still insist watching it, now. hehe

Well, not only because nasa Shaw station na kami but Joanne's persistence. hehe We are debating where we can drop of, it's either in Ayala or my previous turf, Buendia. Ayala, alam ni Joanne saan sasakay but problem daw, matagal ang Taxi. Sabi ko naman, sa Buendia, kasi may terminal dun kaso not sure kung may taxi kasi traffic and damn all people have money, shopping. hehe

They will need cabs when they go home perhaps.

Anyway, so we decided to take a risk at Buendia and from there, take a cab. At first, we did see a cab, pero punuan daw. At may nag offer 150 papunta dun!! No way!!!

Good thing may magaling na cab kami nasakyan at binigyan pa kami ng tips. hehe Well, sa flyover, makikita mo talaga ang chaos ng traffic at a Friday night at mabuti na lang, di traffic sa the fort.

Ang masama lang, parang mahirap talaga pumunta dun by commute. hehe However, mabilis yun cab namin and we arrived at Market! Market with 10 minutes left to watch the film. hehe We took the elevator and I had no time to scout the place kasi di ba first time ako nakapunta dun. hehe 5th floor was the place and mali pa napilahan ko, punta pa kami sa isang maliit na office and they sell the tickets. Whew. We got seats and watch the film. Like I said to Joanne before arriving at Market! Market!, "kaunti lang manonood niyan, kasi kaunti lang fans ni QT dito" It did work. hehe

(to be continued. kinda tired tonight. sorry)

realizations (part 7)

ADMU became champs. Me? became a chump. However, nothing's changed when I thought of some things. Happy, or sad, whatever. hehe

101. Akalain mo may part 7. hehe

102. I wrote a lot of things here.

103. if I'm alone, I'm kinda peaceful and happy.

104. Nagagalit ko pag may sobrang makulit. Kahit sino naman di ba? hehe

105. just now, my room is my sanctuary and my temple.

106. 5 years after graduation, damn fast. hehe

107. na medyo magulo ang priorities ko. hehe

108. that family does matter, close to each other, but not all the time.

109. my life is in a crazy traffic these past years.

110. na pagsusulat ko dito ay naging good outlet, avenue. Wag lang sa quezon ave. hehe

111. that's my number..

Upstairs, uptight

In life, there are changes. My life, needs drastic changes. Hehe And this is one of them.. My original plan to have my computer in my room, became a reality. By myself. However, it will take sometime to have my DSL connection back since I need a phone line..

After getting some dirt, bruises and tons of sweat, now my computer is located near my bed. At my feet, but now at my side.. So when I wake up, the first thing I'll stare at is my lovely yet old computer..hehe

This computer of mine went places. First at LP, then here at QC, my first room upstairs, then when cable internet came, I decided to put it down for a stupid reason of everybody can use it. Hehe Then since I want to be alone in my only vice in life (for now), I want my computer close to me..

Is this James Woods in videodrome? Well, not yet. Hehe You may ask, why buy a laptop instead so I can bring it anywhere? I don't have money to buy one. Hehe I thought at first I don't need one, but now, I should put it in my dream list. For now, I'll stick to my desktop archive.. My library.. My witness..

My secret box..

So, I just want to hope that this will serve its purpose. Making my life easy and staying put. Easing my stress and worries, no need to go down. hehe Doing multitasking as well. Hehe Most importantly..

Keeps my happiness alive.

My room now, kind of tight yet I feel so right. Right here..

new space

Yes, it's already Tuesday but Kuya moved since yesterday. hehe Since, itong Suki Market eh medyo scammer ang dating, Kuya decided to move sa Victory Mall in Caloocan. Iba na din ang setting niya, wholesaler/dealer na talaga. Sa dami ba namin inayos at sa buong araw na pagaayos, grabe, di ko akalain na sobrang dami ng ibebenta at well, iba na ang set up. Leaving retail set up I mean.

We started around 9am and thinking what things we need. Gamit na kailangan para masetup talaga, at mantakin mo, roll up screen na, unlike sa Suki na kulambo lang or wooden door. Hehe Kahit sa Welcome, a big net. hehe Big net pala, hindi kulambo.

Iba setup sa Victory Mall, as in, yun mga cellphone retail shops, malayo sa min, well ang pinakamalapit is yun nagrerelo pero repair lang siya.

Victory Mall, actually, I haven't seen it. Nakuwento lang yan ng friend ko nakatira sa Caloocan before. Not now of course. Pero nung nakita ko siya, hmmmm medyo luma but renovation naman at least. Actually, maayos naman siya, nagulat nga ko, may CDR King tapos, mang inasal. Ayos!! hehe

Niyaya nga ko magkapwesto dun, kaso saka na lang, yun isa nga, kapagod na, dalawa pa. hehe Kaya pero alam mo naman ako, medyo naninigurado lang ako, siguro kung dati pa sa welcome, kaso siyempre, may mga time that I need to be there. Pero I know may time na, kaya na iwan, not all the time, but at least, get some rest.

So, of course, edi unahin muna yun screen tapos yun mga hook. Good thing, may libre glass cabinets. hehe Well, the hard part, yun mga housing. Mantakin mo, lahat ng nokia housing, mapa old school, hanggang ngayon, kailangan may stock ka. Edi mahirap. hehe Aayusin yun by model and take note, 5 colors. For short, parang bundok ng housing ang dating nun nilabas ko lahat from the box. Hay... hehe Edi siyempre, sobrang tagal yun, kala namin tapos na.

May isang supot pa ng pure black housing at cartoon characters. Good thing, kaunti lang siya. hehehe And almost no rest, but I get like fulfilled, helping out Kuya Alpro is fine with me. Parang nga nahihiya pa nga ako kasi may mga bagay pa ko kailangan ayusin, di ko lang nasusunod from him. Well, good thing even mishaps sa pagkakabit ng rebit, or whatever screw is that na bumagsak yun screen ilan times eh naayos naman ni Kuya Allan sa huli. Actually, natapos lang kami nun 10pm, lahat ng tao wala na. Scary!! May phobia ata ako kasi nung bata ako, pag nagsasara yun National Bookstore sa Quezon Ave, eh may mga manikin pa, takot talaga ko, like my Dad used to say, namumutla. hehehe Seriously.

Anyway, nung nakita ko yun shop na almost ayos na (kasi dami pa kulang saka aayusin but ok na), eh nakakatuwa lang na kaya ni Kuya Alpro and may potential ha, may nagtatanong na ng mga gamit kahit di pa kami ayos. hehe I believe, eto, click tong pwesto to, at pagnangyari yun, kawawa si Suki. hehe Mawawalan ng tenant.

Malayo na narating ni Kuya Alpro.. Kaya marami talagang ako natutunan sa kanya. I wish him for the very best and for his family.

As for me, ika nga ni Rheg, nagtatanim ng kamote sa Farmville!!! Yihaa!!! Redneck..

Well, as for tomorrow, let's go up, way up....

unplanned 2

Pagkatapos na nakakapagod na araw, eto ulit ako. Walang magawa at walang makausap. hehe Anyway, I know how to create business cards. Not a perfect one but at least, I know how to create one. Well, as you see, medyo mali sa una pero ayun, tumama na sa next set. Sana ok kina Kuya ito. hehe

Very tired today, I thought I'll faint, but thank God, today is finished, and tomorrow, it will be a long day. hehe Kuya has a new place na nahanap, leaving suki market for good. hehe Di naman, may iniwan naman siya isang shop. Sana ok siya sa bagong pwesto and successful. By the way, sa Victory Mall, Caloocan yun.

While waiting for any relieve, or any rest. PBA did start today, I saw the teams, pero isa dun parang sobrang lakas, Purefoods. Grabe, frontcourt and backcourt rotations, walang talo. Hehe, Pero siyempre, ang teams ko burger king saka ROS. Kaso, etong burger king mukhang di ata nagpractice. Sa kangkungan napunta. hehe We will see what will happen sa PBA in the coming days, pero sa tingin ko Purefoods magchampion. Pag di sila nagchampion, coach ang may problema. Sibakin! hehe Ginebra? Habang nandun yun Kramer, naku, walang future. hehe Mantakin mo si Caguioa, maglalaro pa? Kawawang Al. hehe

What else, yeah, there are Japanese films now are gory, well, not new to me, but some Japanese films are just gory for nothing, just to sell the movie. I don't know why they are making such crap films. They can just make porn. hehe But oh well, I just saw some new japanese films, trailers I mean like Robogeisha and Vampire girl vs. Frankenstein Girl, which are, damn gore and crap. It's just damn weird and I don't know if they have a plot. Gore of course. Just have a look and see if it's good. hehe

Ah it will be crazy for somedays, and I know what will I write for this week. Darker days ahead.

Very tired for today, just tired. Maybe I'll give myself a good lay down now. Kinda drain ata.

Yun lang sa ngayon. Walang magawa. hehe

One Heart

One HeartWhen I got the most recent album of Kaskade (2008 strobelite seduction), one track stands out. Yup, that's it. Of course, the album itself is great, I mean if he played these tracks when he visited here (which I sorely missed), ticket is damn worth it. The only problem of the album is almost all the tracks are short. I hope he made some extended mixes or remixes like other dj's do. It's just the fun listening to it goes down and realize, why it's short. hehe Oh well, that's fine, important is, this track, simply good. Multiply users, you can hear it directly. Facebook users, go to youtube, or download the song, one heart kaskade, or get the damn album. Hehe It's a great song for this kind of mood, Saturday night fever. When I first heard kaskade, years ago, I thought the DJ is a girl. Wrong. Thanks to wiki, cool dude with a cool job. Hehe But the chick singing in his tracks, damn..

NumbfingerS

Siyempre, habang nasa harap si Zen ng pwesto namin at magrereport na naman about the never ending price freeze sa commodities, eto ako, nagtytype para sa blog ko for today. Hmmm her compare sa others? Maganda siya, pero, sorry, di pasado sa standards ko. Hehe Sana bumili naman siya sa shop namin kahit paload lang. Hehe Kakapagod magtype for these past days, nakita mo naman, mahaba kasi..

Nothing new for this week. Ah, congrats to ADMU they won easily yesterday. Simply, they used the advantage they have. No brainer. hehe Kudos to them except kay jaiyabang. hehe Napanood ko pala din kagabi before I sleep, Franz Pumaren, about resignation from being a coach. Napanood ko yun sa hardball. Well, short lang interview niya, pero nagtataka lang ako, bakit niya lalabanan si Defensor? or who the heck will be running for congressman district 2 QC, or 4 ata. Para naman feeling niya sure win si coach, which is not. However, thanks for being one of the great coaches of the UAAP. Bringing the animo spirit every game, because of your team. Naks, parang galing DLSU, which is not. Hehe Inoffer na pala siya na maging coach or assistant coach ng isang PBA team, sayang naman. Baka Red Bull nagoffer, kaya ayaw niya. hehe Good luck pa din sa kanya, kung yun talaga gusto niya. Sana manalo lang siya para di sayang yun pagalis niya ng DLSU. May Q&A portion dun eh, sana nagtanong ko kung sino sa mga nacoach mo player na mahilig bumenta. bwahahaha

Well, start na ng PBA Sunday, so parang magagamit ng todo yun tv phone ko. 28 naman NBA.

As for me, nothing changed, some disturbing thoughts going in my mind, like the what if's, or ganyan or kung ganun nangyari. Medyo magulo. Hehe Nagtatanong nga ko sa sarili ko, hanggang kailan ganito buhay ko. It's like I'm running in a lonely highway without an end. Thin line between regret and optimism. Even I have a smile on my face, I can't put it in my heart. How sad I am. Despite of that, I don't know why, I am still here.. Sana makabenta naman ako ng unit. Hehe Medyo inaalat ata ako this week. Sana makabawi ako next week.

Speaking of next week, medyo busy na naman kasi birthday ng inaanak ko, so malamang kasama ko ulit si Atty. Hehe Sunday, kasal ng isa sa mga close barkada. Don ng gapan. Hehe Akalain mo ikakasal na siya. Hehe Idol ko to nun nasa 2cpm ako..

What else? Wow, wala lang.. Parang gumaganda siya. Hehe I don't know, I can't take off my eyes from her. Aysus.. ayun, magsasalamin na. Nahawa. hehe

Not Zen.. Hehe may bloopers pala ang mga reporter, kung nandito lang kayo sa spot ko, at nakita niyo lang like practice tapos maginterview, tapos yun sinasabi after the interview like blah blah patrol ng pilipino. Hehe kakagulat ha, kakatawa! Sana nga, sa susunod, magpapicture kaya ko, pang FB lang. Hehe Isang blooper dun sobrang bilis niya magsalita, kinakain niya na yun sinasabi niya. Yun din ang markdown ko datis QA. Hehe Slow down babe..

Whoa, I'll rest my fingers for now, too much typing and numbers..

6 months search

"ikw ang gummybear bro. i will gve u 6 mos dpt may gf ka na."

-rheg, text 08/04/09

That didn't motivate me. Hehe anong pets na. Edi ibig sabihin, big time loser na naman ako. Bwahaha As I write this blog, well sinabi ko na kay Rheg na talo na ko kagabi pa. Peste talaga. Hehe What the hell is this? Well, sa sobrang love ata ni Rheg, I mean as a close best friend, hindi brokeback, eh he wants me to be happy, pati siyempre yun mga brothers ko. Best friends I mean. hehe

Eh we had some what kind of deal na pagnakaGF na ko within 6 months, ililibre niya ako sa Cajun. (Restaurant near Mcdo Retiro, kung gusto mo mura yet damn good dining food, I recommend you to eat there.) Pag wala ako GF after 6 months, ayun, parang DLSU vs. UST lang, manlilibre na naman ako. hehe

The result? You're looking at it. I don't have a GF. So much, very much, bloody loveless. Hay, naisip ko nga, do I need to wait another 23 years to have a better half again? hehe

Bakit? Magaling daw ako meeting girls which I don't think so. Edi sana 10 na ex ko. Hehe I take a relationship seriously kasi. Di kagaya ng iba diyan. Bwahaha Well, there are reasons. One, is which Rheg hates, my standards.. Korak! Kasi naman witness kasi siya, well di lang siya, pati mga friends ko, even my raceto2012 guys. Ayoko magexplain why, kasi realizations blog ko na yun. Hehe You can just ask them siguro. Maybe, I'm lucky or why go for less if you can go for more.

Two, Rheg is really a good friend, kaya loves ko to. Hahaha Talagang kahit wala kaming usapan na magreto siya ng friend for me, eh ginawa niya pa rin. He did refer me to some friends, pero like I said in my raceto2012 post, one of them, ayun di umabot sa deadline at di ko kakayanin. However, siyempre tuloy ang friendship with them, sa mga pinakilala ni Rheg. I am thankful for him, well, kasalanan ko din, ang ungas ko lang talaga. hehe Tuloy pa rin ang frienship, sayang naman di ba. May nakilala din ako na iba kaso di nagtetext eh. Once in a blue moon lang. Hehe Kaunti lang ang nakilala ko in the span of 6 months and I think that won't work. Hehe

Three, if I only meet few girls, then let's say I'm interested to them, kaso kailangan ng time and effort. Unfortunately, at this part of my life, I don't have extra time. Effort? Siyempre pag walang extra time, ibig sabihin wala kang effort. Alam ko kung anong effort like gifts, discarte, pero sobrang busy ako sa shop. Ala naman papuntahin ko yun girl sa shop and have a talk. Hehe saka di lang sa shop, pati na rin sa bahay. Hay bahay.. Sana kung college pa, edi pick and pick then select.. Loko lokong accounting prof yun. Hehe Ah, siyempre, wala pala ko funds. Ala naman all the time babae pa manlilibre. Hehe

Four, 6 months is not enough. That's it.

Five, hmmmmmmm I thought of fixing myself before going into a relationship again. I knew that my relationship before, even I thought I gave everything, kulang pala. Hehe Pero masarap talaga ang feeling, to fell in love to someone you want to spend with... Hay..

I want to arrange myself first back to balance..

Besides, after naisip ko ok na ko after break up, eh pwede na kaso, inisip ko muna sarili ko kung ready na ko, di lang yun puso ko, physically, mentally, even financially, hehe Kasi back to scratch ulit. Back to nil.. Kaso hindi pa, dami ko pa aayusin sa sarili ko. I can say nadrain ko. Hehe but no regrets.. Ever.. For her..

Six, Rheg knows another reason for this mishap. Hehe Even Khaye..

Seven..

"Babae lng nman mkkpagsaya sau e. Hehe loveyou pare.mwah"- Rheg text. 11/06/09

Tama siya, gandang birthday gift kaso, mukhang nahawa ata si Rheg kay gummybear. Hehe

I miss that happiness.. Love without boundaries..

$11,928,479,995,981

I have debts, but not that big. Hehe US dollars pa.. If I'm having, a difficult time escaping or makapagbayad ng utang, paano pa kaya ang isang bansa na may ganun kalaki na utang.. Well, what country is that? The United States of America. The country which my dad wants me to stay, way before, pero ayoko nga. Hehe I watched. I.O.U.S.A. documentary tungkol sa fiscal situation ng US. Actually, nung pinanood ko, parang $10 trillion dollars lang ata. hehe

Let's face the fact that everybody in this quiet planet gusto tumira sa US. I am lucky to visit US way back 13 years ago. Kasi graduation gift ni Daddy, grabe school graduation. hehe 3 months of fond memories being in the US. Great living, kahit nakikitira lang sa kamag-anak, weird cousins and relatives, good food, big malls, everything is good there except values. Hehe Family values I mean.

Cut that short, and go forward to what we are discussing. Hehe I mean it looks like everything is ok in the US. Pero pag na check mo yun situation nila, lalo ngayon, anu ba pinag gagawa nila at parang magtatanim na sila ng kamote sa future to survive.. Hehe

You know I love watching trailers, so I was serious after watching this trailer. A strong country with a very high debt.. I don't know paano sila tinawag na richest country in the world when you have that astronomical high debt. If they are indeed rich then pay the debt now! Hehe

Para naman napakadali nun, well the documentary deeply explains that.. It's not like the funny docu of Michael Moore, since iba naman gumawa nito. Actually, pwede nga siya pa film showing, very GP. Hehe The documentary starts with a journey of a concord coalition, a NGO who has a mission to spread the word about US "cancerous" fiscal situation. The narrator, US cheif accountant, also with the team. Not only that, guest din siya sa radio stations, tv shows, so parang artista ang dating with a serious tone. Hehe Then he explains what are the causes of this, gigantic debt. Well, it's deficit lang pero what cause that deficit sa tagal ng US dito sa earth.

That dude explains, they are 4 main deficits affecting US. First, budget deficits which involves government earnings and spending. Inflation and fiscal policies as well. Second, savings deficit, how much does the gov't save after all things they need to do, especially contributions of social security and etc. Third, trade deficit, how much the country produces than imports goods. Lastly, the most important part, leadership deficit. The president has the power to make amends/actions for these deficits. Unfortunately, no US president solved this ongoing problem. They just swipe the US credit card. Hehe

The docu ended on how this will affect their future and some solutions of this fiscal cancer.. Yun lang. Hehe Pero what I like in the film is paano niya explain lahat kung bakit naging ganun na lang yun US. As you check may part na may history of US sa film, talagang pagtayo ng US, akalain mo may utang na agad, lalo na nung dalawang WW. World wars. Hilig kasi makisawsaw. Hehe Tapos may part na talagang eye opener, magugulat ka na lang kung sino sa mga bansa ang inutangan ng US. I won't be suprised if the US will become a province of China, Japan, or even Middle East. Hehe Malala pa, baka pati social security eh ibayad nila. hehe Ayos. That's your government.

Ah, yes an interview with Warren Buffett. Kahit sandali lang, talagang nakakabilib, siya na mismo nagadvice na umayos ang US, saka ano dapat gawin. Kala ko ba isasami ni Obama siya sa kabinet? Kahit Secretary of budget or sa Monetary Board man lang. Hehe Squanderville na kasi ang US. I like the parts where common people were interviewed, checking if they know about money..

Of course, there are flaws. Like I said, since di siya fun to watch kasi parang nasa college ka, lecture to. Medyo boring. Nung una ko nilagay sa zune ko to, nakatulog ako. Hehe Unlike super size me, religulous, or Michael Moore docu's, eto serious tone talaga. Parang "the corporation" docu. Which until now, di ko pa tapos. Mas masaya nga panoorin yun Enron: The Smartest guys in the room eh. hehe

Another thing is, yun solution part, sobrang vague. Dapat specify din nila kung ano ba dapat gawin ng US to fix this mess. Don't wait until their grandsons are the ones to pay this huge debt. Or even our country..

What I learned? Even di ako US citizen, eh dapat matuto na ko about money. Parang ginagawa ko naman ata ngayon. Hehe Di lang yun. Sana mapanood din eto ng gov't natin especially our DBM. They should think of plans ahead of time of avoid this catastrophe happening in our country. Alam ko lumalaki na din ang utang ng bansa natin, at alam ko nagbabayad na tayo, interest lang. That's a fact. We won't let that happen to our grandsons and daughters right? My first advice? Behead the corrupt officials. Hehe Reduce corruption first, it will be a good first step.

I know I have so many debts. In fact, they thought I'm running away. Nah, I'm here and waiting for an arrest. Hehe Wala lang talaga pa ko pambayad. Pero pag ako may pambayad na, humanda sila. Hehe Kakahiya na.. Well, that's why I'm always broke. However, my motivation is 1 day, all of these debts are gone.. Prayers and hard work. I hope it works. hehe

I don't know kay United States of America, kung kailan siya magbabayad. Yun ang makapal ang mukha. Mahiya naman kayo sa mga kababayan niyo. hehe The figure at the tile is brought you by http://www.usdebtclock.org/. Thanks!

06=09

Don't ask Norman Black if he is having deja vu. Hehe Yan ay malalman sa huwebes. Akalain mo yun UE, my prediction only to them, at least 3rd or 4th place. Pero etong FEU kasi nakarma kay Barroca, ayun sibakation. Bwahahaha That game on Sunday shows UE has a big chance of ending a long drought. Hehe Sabagay, gusto ko mapahiya si Jaiyabang. Ang lungkot naman ng graduation nila with Badet and Rabeh. Hehe

Let's go back time '06. UST was the champion at the expense of ADMU. Same scenario. Hehe I am working, well malamang training with HSBC alabang. Tahimik pa ang buhay ko doon, down south. Hehe Ah yes, that time, I am with Rein, full of love. Aysus.. Yihee. Hehe

Well, simple yet secured life that time. Almost.. May inspiration pa. Hehe Sarap.. You can see that at my blogs in my friendster account. That year, was good for me.

Press fast forward, at eto na buhay ko now. Bad trip. Hehe anyway, alam mo naman ang buhay ko. Taghirap, magulo pero still happy, in the sense that I'm still here and still writing.. Not losing hope. Loveless. Hehe

Very opposite indeed what my life reached this year. Who's to blame? I'll let it out hmmm later months..

Naisip ko nga, kung di nangyari ang mga problema that time, siguro sobrang carefree na buhay ko at may lovelife pa ko papuntang marriage. Hehe Bitterness..

However, ganun talaga, you're in the web unescapable inner conflict, you'll be drawn to it, no questions ask. It's not I don't want to help, it's just I'm not the person to solve the problem. I made the problem worse..

And I'm paying it dearly until now. So don't ask me if I'm in deva ju. Hehe Those years are not really the same..

For me...

6:00

Weatherman Phil connors wakes up every 6:00am, on February 2nd, again and again, then again. Like yesterday did not happen.. Of course, I'm not Phil, and you may guessed what film I watched last week. It's groundhog day! hehe One of my favorite movies and thanks to torrent. I got it. hehe

After watching pure action, dark, horror movies. I thought of well, watch some feel good movies. Comedies for short. It's an old film, like I said before, I'm 80's and 90's guy..

The film has a very good cast, Bill Murray, Andie Macdowell, and others which also delivered good performances. Of course Bill Murray's acting stands out! Fantastic! ( I need to watch lost in translation I guess)

This is the story of a weatherman whose always assigned to report at Punxsutawney, PA (what the #@$k spelling of a city is that. I came from call centers and fortunately, I don't need to pronounce that everyday. hehe), on Groundhog day. Actually it's his third straight year. Agitated he is for the assignment, he still went to that tiny city with his lonely cameraman and new producer, Rita, who is Andie Macdowell. Of course, he checked in at the inn then it shows what's the routine when he goes there and what happened after his assignment. Suddenly, he wokes up, at the same time before he reports the groundhog day. He thought he's in deja vu, but when he wakes up again at that same day, he knew he's in trouble.

As the story goes, he was able to do anything he wants.. His adversity of getting out groundhog day is really funny. At first, he is taking advantage of it like getting to know girls, being rich, courting Rita which it did not end good, even speaking french.

When he was busted by Rita, and felt that his life is already worthless, he tried to kill himself, but well, he si still woke up at the same time, same day. Never ending cycle. He wakes up, like nothing damn happened.

Since he is doing nothing at that point and as you see he's selfish, so he thought of doing good on all the people in that town. Including his cameraman and Rita. Hehe The end of the story? Simple, after doing great things for the city and getting the heart of Rita, he wakes up February 3rd.

The film itself is great. I mean I really laugh at it, especially at the repeating scens. Then not only that, it has heart warming scenes like how Phil tries to avoid the death of an old beggar, or even the last scenes or the scene which Phil try to convice Rita that he is living the same day.

I wish my life was kinda like that. Stuck in 1 day repeating over, and over again until I get it right. I know my life now is redundant, and down, hehe. But as days goes by, I want to change my fate. Well, my path to be exact. Given a chance to recover. But having my life living the same day over again? Impossible for now. hehe

Lessons? Don't moch the groundhog? Bwahaha Nah, every single day whether it's redundant or a new day, happy, bad or boring, is a chance to make it right. As long you live the day, try to change for the better. For yourself and others I think. I just hope when I wake up one day, no more worries, anxieties or simply not living the same bad day. hehe

Thanks for imdb.com for this

Phil: I'm a god.

Rita: You're God?

Phil: I'm a god. I'm not *the* God... I don't think.

unplanned 1

first of the many posts that wrote, unplanned. Yes, nakaschedule na lahat ng ipopost ko. hehe Pero days in advance lang, like bukas, may subject na ko for the post. This is a proof that how addicted I am in this outlet called blogging.

Kumbaga sa studio albums, eto ang b-sides, or in a value meal, free sundae and drinks and fries. hehe So it's a bonus material if this is worth reading or whatever.

Today, well, back to normal, thanks that Pepeng wants to cause trouble in other places. Actually, di ko alam kung ano isusulat ko. In this type of post, I am just killing time I guess. Babalik na kasi ako later sa shop. I planned to rest today but oh well, paturo si Mommy left and right how to use facebook. You guess it right, she may become lola techie. hehe

Uploading pictures and sort of. How to do this and that. Ngayon ko lang naisip na dapat yun ibang posts ko, nasama sa ganitong set up. Siguro part 100 na to. hehe Lalo na yun mga posts ko na like I did one earlier, tapos gumawa pa ko ulit. hehe

Life is pretty quiet today, went to church, prayed hard, went to the shop, fix some things, then argued with Kuya allan. hehe Went home, thought of getting a rest but did not. Instead, ate fish, taught lola techie and here I am writing nuts.

Oh boy, when will be a time that I can just be alone or in a place seems no one disturbs me that much. Well, except for gerro. Or mom. hehe But it seems, no choice.

I haven't checked what is happening to magic this time. Full of crap it seems, but the new set is kinda good, new fetch lands!!!

Thanks to my tito in the US, oh may nakita na naman ako bittorrent na matindi ang library.. Hmmmm. Baka lahat ng hinahanap ko nandito na!!! Hehe

Anyway, this coming weeks medyo busy na naman ako. Baptism back to back with a Wedding again! Ayos. hehe Better than back to back weddings. hehe

Zune HD came out and unfortunately, wala ako. hehehe Pero, I will wait for any upgrades, kasi nabasa ko lang review, mukhang di masusulit sa wifi capability niya and web browsing. But other than that, ayos na Zune HD. hehe

Other than that, hmmmm eto na lang muna. Wala naman bago eh saka talagang purpose eh is to kill some time. hehe

What a waste of time!!!

Ciao..