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Nung isang araw, napaisip ko na ________, at _________. Natanto ko yun mga bagay na yun kasi medyo _________ na ko at napapagod na din..

_________, naramdaman ko na mukhang kailangan gawin ko na ang nararapat. Bagamat, sa dami ko ginagawa, ako'y ______ pa din sa mga gagawin ko... Mula sa tindahan, sa bahay at isama mo pa ang trabaho, ayun ________ na ko! hehe Parang may mga bagay na gusto ko gawin or kailangan pero di ko magawa dahil sa mga _______ na kailangan ko gampanan.

Pero, mukhang nakahanap na ko ng paraan para _______ ang lahat, at yun mangyayari pagdating ng ________. Sa tingin yun ang tamang oras para maiayos na. Peste kasi yun VL ko dati, di ko nagawa ang mga ito.. =( Medyo iibahin natin kasi may dumating na pagkakataon para maiba ang gagawin ko sa _______ ko.

Sana nga matuloy na ang ______. hehe

Sa kabilang dako naman ng buhay ko, marami pa din ______ at ________. Kinakaya ko naman dahil sinisubukan ko maging ________ at _______ lagi, kasi kung lagi ko iisipin yun, naku ewan ko na! hehe Wala naman ___________ sa ngayon, ganun pa din pero sa darating na linggo, medyo maiibsan ang problema sa _____ kasi yun na! Papalapit na kasi ang pasko! hehe

Sana din, yun gusto ko makuha ngayon pasko ay mangyari na. Di naman malaki, basta ang mga ______ na gusto ko kahit papano...

May mga plano na ko sa susunod na taon, at mukhang kailangan ko _________ at siguraduhin di ko malimutan. hehe Sana matuloy na to para matuwid na din ang buhay ko na tuloy tuloy.. Ika nga ni Pnoy, sa tuwid na daan, nasaan kaya? hehe

Sa ngayon, ang importante ay maayos ko muna ang ________ ko para naman may masimulan ko na.. At oo nga pala, yun mga _________ sa kin, sa tingin medyo tatanggi muna ako kasi ang dami na nila. hehe Lalo na sa mga susunod na linggo, marami ako gagawin at pupuntahan. Tiangge season na eh! hehe

Sa _____ ______ ko eh habang sinusulat ko eto, naisip ko na sa buhay maraming blangko na dapat punuan..

Para makita ang buong sarili o pagkatao..

Subukan lagay ng ibang salita o bagay, at tignan mo kung tamang tignan o pakiramdam.. Kung di maganda, malamang palitan! hehe

Sa kaso ko, ganun ang nangyari sa kin.. At ang hirap lagyan ng mga tamang desisyon at gawa.. Kahit salita siguro o pagiisip..

Sa huli, ilalagay ko na lang yun gusto ko at alam ko tama..

_________ ang lalim naman nun. hehe Wala lang, _________ ko ang ginagawa ko siguro.. Ewan ko lang, kung may _________ din kaya sa kin. =)

__________ at ________ _________.

______ ____ siya..

No answer key. =) Sorry..

Kung Ako'y Isang...

(Lespu)

I hope I'm John Mcclaine in Die Hard, always in the wrong place at the wrong time. hehe Or how about FPJ sa I forgot the title of the film, basta sinabihan niya si Eddie Garcia na "Major, ang bigas di kinakain, sinasaing muna." Ayos, ayun todas sa huli si Major! hehe

Paano naman si Dirty Harry, as he says, "Go ahead, make my day punk!" Keanu Reeves sa Point Break, Officer Utah, cool cop indeed! hehe Then, Tequila sa Hard boiled, the best cop with the 2 handguns! At mayrun pa, si Nishi by Takeshi Kitano in Fireworks.. Silent but deadly cop. Simple yet dedicated to finish his duty and responsiblity. And many more cops to count, which only movies can show. =)

All of them are simply cops.. I can't believe that they are cops or pulis! Wala pa ko nakikita na pulis sa totoong buhay na binanggit ko sa taas. Well, may kilala ako pero di naman sobrang tapang. Pero at least nagseserve. hehe

I don't know if I can be a cop even it's standards are at least attainable unlike sa sundalo. Basta gusto ko yun may baril lagi, pwede na, tapos susugod na lang.. Or even sa recent hostage taking, mali lang kasi yun swat natin eh. Pero kung ako, dirty harry lang katapat nun hostage taker. hehe

Before, I am not dreaming to be a cop, and besides what I see, ayun sa trapik then nanghuhuli tapos ayun may iba, naghihingi lang ng pang merienda. hehe Grabe.. Then yes, unfortunately, lalo na sa hostage situations, they are not equipped. Geez, protectors of the city without the said protection we need.

But kahit papano, may mga pulis na mabait naman at matulungin despite sa kakulangan, like soldiers we know di ba.. Saka gusto ko sa pulis natin eh pag kilala ka na, madali na kausap yan, minsan maloko at maasahan din. hehe

Siguro pag naging pulis ako, ayoko sa traffic.. Siguro swat or homicide, or admin.. =) Basta may barilan, like in those cop action flicks. Or how about undercover di ba? Kaso dito, entrapment lang eh.. Ok lang yun basta ang operation sa may illegal patay sindi o spa! hahahaha Pwede din sa drugs buy bust kaso di ako sa ganun. Di ako addict. hehe

At siyempre, ang mobile car dapat kagaya dun sa San Juan, medyo astig ha.. Well, yun iba, bulok pa din, at ang masama, abono ka sa maintenance. Grabe!!! =(

Pero yun to serve and to protect creed, ayos yun, dapat talaga they should live and die for it.. Nakakaawa nga yun ganun pulis na they are just doing their job tapos nasasawi lang.. Dapat talaga sa mga criminal, death penalty by firing squad pag nakatodas ng pulis!

Well, that's my somewhat hoping before, be a cop siguro with all those cop shows or movies, astig kasi ang dating pero sa totoong buhay, di ganun. hehe

For now, I'll be just a productive citizen who serves this lowly country.. hehe And give salute di lang sa mga sundalo natin but also to our hard working cops.

Good job Tsip!

Team Building, Club Manila East

Yes, as you see in my FB profile, may mga pics kami ng Team Jo-anne and Co. galing kami ng Club Manila East!! hehe

Of course, last May, it's unfortunate di ako nakapunta kasi nagkasakit ako pero mabuti na lang may palibre kahit papano si Boss EJ. Thanks boss!

Even though free entrance lang, pero may funds naman, sulit.. Pictures can show it naman.

From jump shots, posing ng hot chicks and wacky shots na din, we did have a fun filled day sa resort. Kahit medyo na aberya pa bago makapasok dun kasi mahigpit yun guard! Peste yun. hehe

Pero surprising that sa loob ng village or subdivision what you call it, whatever.. Eh nandun yun city hall ng taytay ata, dapat free entrance ng any vehicle! They should check on that..

The place is quite huge and better than 9 waves in San Mateo.. 2 pools with waves which are damn big, lampas sa kin yun waves pero masaya! Kala ko nasa dagat ka na binabagyo! hehe Tapos may kayaking pa and others.. Yun slide ayos din, kaso head first. hehe Then the part that I was kinda afraid is the free fall pool, ok lang tumalon eh, kaso yun babagsakan mo 14 ft ang lalim so for short baka di na ko makaahon. Lord, mabuti kahit wala ako takot, may takot naman ako. hehe

We were able to have sometime naman, siyempre usap usap saka bonding na din as a team. Sayang wala yun iba, pero ok lang, parang di nga team building, parang outing na nga eh, kasi may iba na sumama. hehe Ok lang yun, the more the merrier!

We went back sa MJ plaza then ayun pagod lahat and for me, I was drained sa biyahe kasi medyo trapik, parang mas mahirap yun pauwi kaysa yun papunta dun..

I went to eat sa chickboy! Busog and sulit. Afterwards, ayun nagyaya ang CRAP, I passed. hehe Sorry mga bro..

TL says, it's wet and wild event.. Thanks TL!

It was!

Footnote: Check the pics na lang in FB, nandun na lahat, tinatamad ako mag detail ng nangyari.. Sorry.. I'm not sure kung na tag ako. hehe

Kasalan sa Manggahan

Naglalakad ako sa isang daan papunta sa reception, sabi ko, ang ganda naman sa lugar na to.. Sana, at pwede naisip ko dito din ikasal. hehe Sa dami ng kasal napuntahan ko, mukhang ito ang ideal for me in the future, kung meron. hehe

As I walk in that place, quite solemn, and serene, not that quiet or loud.. It's a simple nostalgic place...

3 hours earlier.

Sinabon na naman ako ni Mommy about advising her na to get a taxi. Paano ba naman yun kasama ko dapat, na high blood! hehe It's already 3pm and I can see the high traffic at Quezon Ave. Bad trip, my cab won't make it on time.. I was thinking na di pumunta na, kaso I already said yes to the couple.. No backing out. I'm a mam of my word.. Geez, kahit wala ako regalo sa kanila.. Kakahiya.

To kill some wait time, Me and Mom are watching Startalk and yes getting some chismax or if there is any useful information. hehe We are talking as well, where I'm going and other topics as well..

After some hours of waiting, ayun dumating ang reliable EMP cab ko. hehe Walang paki kung sa Antipolo ang biyahe, but the problem is, can we make it? It was already 3:30pm at that time.

Naisip ko na mukhang di ko na aabutan yun wedding proper.. I'll be late for sure.. Niyek, di naman ako makakateleport from QC to Antipolo! hehe

I just hope na kahit sa reception na lang ok lang.. I was asked by Rheg bakit pa ko pupunta diyan, o tumuloy? I replied ata naka oo na ko eh. But seriously, that person is important to me, one of my closest friends and like a said, Big Sister.. Ate nga. hehe But yeah, I don't want to miss the day she will be happy.. With someone forever..

Siyempre, kwentuhan kay Michael the cab driver about his experiences lalo na sa dating cab na trabaho niya na mukhang worse.. Maganda silang tignan pero di pala sa management. hehe Nakakatawa nga yun kwento niya about his current cab, pero kakatakot din kaso iba nagagawa ng galit.. Kaya advice ko sa mga may ari ng cabs na yan.. Treat your drivers fairly!

Let's go back going to Mango Farm.. Yes the place is named Mango Farm in Antipolo. At her invitation, siyempre nakaindicate na yun map, so medyo madali namin nasearch yun place. Even there is so much traffic papunta dun, lalo na sa masinag. Tagal ko na di nakakapunta dun, I still remember, the last time ata ako nakapunta dun, wayback HS days sinasamahan ko pa si Kuya Allan to deliver payroll sa isang construction project dun. hehe

Napadaan na ko but that was almost 3 years ago, due to some swimming event of CRAP. hehe

Anyway, lintek na Kingswood yan, kala naman yun sa gitna pero iba pala, ang layo yun may farm.

Good thing, we able to find the village pero getting mismo sa venue, naisip ko ang swerte ko may cab ako nacontrata, kung hindi, napakalayo ng lalakarin ko in a formal dress.. Buti hindi ako nakaamericana and I thought in the future, I should drive na ata. hehe

We arrived around 5pm and at first, I thought I'm lost kasi picture na, tapos may pakain in some like hut.. So I searched the place, not that big nor so small.. Baka kasi yun nakita ko kinasal eh di pala siya. Naku, naramdaman ko na baka tapos na and tapos na din yun reception. Deep sh*t. I thought, bugbog ako sa kanya. hehe As I walk towards some grasses and to the big Mango tree, there is someone walking in a wide glamorous smile..

Wearing an radiant white wedding dress, here comes my lovely friend for almost a decade.. Well, wala pa nga ata pero malapit na. hehe

She looks magnificient and seems to be perfectly happy and of course with his Groom na simply handsome, at they are a perfect match.. As I saw her posing for their post wedding event, those memories came back and I can't believe na first, she did not look old, parang HS pa din like the first time I saw her at the Old building. hehe A beautiful lady with an aura of happiness..

Second, I can't believe, na damn, she pull it off and of course, with them together.. I thought, if I had a courage for what they have done, maybe I could do it as well.. But oh well, licking those time wounds won't help. hehe I am just happy they are now together and happy.. Natutuwa nga ko sa picture taking..

Their smiles, laughter, asaran and sweetness definitely worth watching for.. A perfect match.

After the picture taking and sort of.. Ayun punta na ko sa reception venue. As usual, no one I know and ayun kaunti pa pumunta so I am quite alone I guess. hehe

Pero mabuti nandun yun isang friend niya na kilala ko, paano siya yun advisor ko sa insurance.. Lately lang ako tumabi kasi nahiya naman ako. Good job talaga! hehe

Then as I check yun handa, looks good and mukhang taste good din at nakita ko naman yun elar's lechon.. Akalain mo, nakakaabot sila dun. hehe

Program started around 6:30pm and yes, some wedding program rituals and they look indeed sweet and full of love!

Some greetings and yes, bago kumain, picture muna with the couple. And this time, siyempre since kaunti, ayun nakakuha agad ng pagkain! =)

Anyway, gusto ko bumawi kaso nagyaya yun CRAP to have a meet later pag uwi, so ayun, isang plato lang. Naman oh! Kung kailan ako feeling makakarami, nabitin pa. Pero ayun after nun wedding, sa meeting bumawi ng maraming kain! Bwahaha

Full range of Fondue and diabetic foods and yes, ang pinaka waste talaga na di ko natry eh is the open bar. That flaming hot drink, looks deadly kasi umaapoy at mukhang hot shot talaga. With the person's reactions of the drink siyempre, nakita ko eh..

Ok na sana, kung malapit lang ako nakatira kaso ayun, hindi eh. hehe

It is one of the weddings I liked kasi with the simple yet elegant set up, knowing how they really set that up in the first place. hehe Ang galing and effective ha..

I love the multimedia presentation of their wedding. As usual, kasama sa package yun flash or like video presentation of their begginngs, how they grow up and of course, together as well. May candid shots and nafeel ko talagang bagay sila together.. It took years for them to be in that situation ha, not that long or so short, tama lang. =)

I was laughing as well, di ako makapaniwala na may acting din pala ang friend ko. hehe

It is a fun filled evening and siyempre, as usual, nasama na naman ako sa singles game. Peste talaga, every wedding ha, talagang participant ba ko dito? hehe

Luckily, no embarrassing dancing or moments, talo talaga ako. hehehe Eh, wala naman ako lusot since few guest lang sa event.. Geez, but ayun good nga, di ako umabot ng final round. Time to be in a relationship na nga siguro. hehe

3 hours later..

Yes, I said goodbye to her na since ayun na booze out sessions with her new family which I regretfully not participating, damn.. hehe Niyaya pa naman ako nun groom. hehe

I gave her a tight hug and says congratulations, good luck and good night. Thanks daw sa pag punta, sabi ko naman, wala yun, siyempre, important day mo to and I want to you happy in this day.

I said goodbye na din sa husband niya, at sabi ko sayang pre, pero sobrang thanks daw sa pagpunta, same reply to him... Pero at least, di naman ako takot sa kanya.. Unlike dati. hehe Cool nga siya, ang sabi ko, alagaan niya..

Then I'm off with Michael the cab driver back, paid with tip and good thing, mabilis ako nakauwi, around 30 mins..

While going home, I also thought of having that simple yet solemn wedding.. I am lucky to have an idea of what a wedding for me.. Not that extravagant nor so simple.. Tama lang, lalo na depende kung ilan darating na guest.. Yihee! =) Damn, I do have the answers to the questions running in my heart and mind before.. But it's too late.. It's done.

As for me, I went home, kept the souvenir they gave and the moments I saw for a couple that stood against odds. I hope they will be indeed together..

Holding tight..

Standing in front of a big Mango tree.

A vacation to ruins

As October 26th approaches, at the end of my shift, well, even my plans of going out of town or whatever did not go through.. I still looked forward na makapagpahinga or whatever will free me.. Free from stress, problems o for short mga bwisit. hehe Pambad trip ng araw at pangdissappoint ng day.. Basta not bothering my inner peace kung baga. =)

However, after that day and I woke full of hope and peace was indeed ruined.. Nah, it is simply because ayun, di pumasok ang tindera ko! =(( Ok na eh, planado na lahat ng gagawin ko for the rest of the week kahit may pasok ako ng Sat of October 30 kaso ayun.. Yehey, naisip ko, mukhang magbabakasyon ako sa shop ko. =(

Well, good thing nandiyan si Kuya Allan and Alpro for support.. =) Pero of course, mas gusto ko yun nakapahinga ako pero naisip ko, mahaba naman VL ko eh. hehe

A day passed and full of hope and sana gumaling si Carla tapos balik sa shop.. But alas, lost hope, and despair came as for the second time she did not go to work.. Medyo napuno na ko, imagine that, never happened before.. Then the usual feedback o sabon ginawa ko sa kanya but oh well, nothing you can do for a sick person..

Then like the Tuesday, open the shop then kaunting tulong kay Kuya Allan.. Ayun, doing all the things in my shop.. Oh boy.. Bored, tired and hoping na I can still go through my rest..

After a tiring Wednesday, then yes still hoping na bukas, babalik na si Carla at kahit 2 days na lang pahinga, makakabawi pa.

Ah yes, di nangyari.. =) Thursday all over again, I fired her and well, start making calls to find a new one.. Or for the mean time, si Kuya Allan.. Which I can say done a good job! hehe

Bad timing for me, walang pahinga.. But great thing Ate called and needs help, so sabi ko sige diyan na lang ako pupunta. I can't believe that they will be moving from that place, it's quite small but like I said in my previous post lalo na in the past, that place made my living in the south simple and fun. =)

If I have the money, no problem, I'll buy that pero I think I need to win the jackpot prize. hehe

Anyway, ayun went to LP at no time on Thursday tapos helped her to fix some things at ayos naman.. Quite a lot of things moving then went to the all time tambayan, Southmall with pamangkins siyempre. hehe

Kahit papano yun frustration ko nawala even my arms kinda stressed out at ako na fatigue kasi sa dami binubuhat at siyempre ayos ng gamot pero nasulit naman yun with ate. I was kinda open to her especially on those past events pero I'm happy, it is indeed time well spent. =)

Maybe we should go back dun sa pancake house. hehe

Friday came and yes, I need to go back at the shop and dahil may gagawin si Kuya Allan, ayun bantay sarado ako. Well good thing, nagamit ko yun zune ko. hehe Watch some ol good action movie, one of my favorites, Die Hard!

Saturday came, at siyempre, stressed na pagpasok pero ok lang! Panalo naman kami sa contest so may free team building na, at may fontana daw kami!! Yehey! hehe

Well, yes I can say, it was a bad VL, definitely.. No action or event that I want to do did happen pero wala ako magagawa, tapos na, moving on and siguro makabawi na lang after that.. Geez besides, I was very tired of thinking of it at that time..

Even after 3 days from Saturday, another set of days rest..

I was able to rest yes nun Nov. 1 and 2.. I was able to get one saleslady pero after a week, I decided to get her back then now I added a new one pero may experience. hehe

Kuya Allan is still there pero di na lagi kasi sa dami niya side jobs, especially for fixing my computer. Same goes with Kuya Alpro and co.

For me, well, I am hoping and another shot for a vacation and this time, it should go through at sana makaalis naman ako! =) Just for sometime.. Maybe somewhere in North or down South or how about very down south.. hehe

For now, ayun back to normal at may added work na.. Important is I forgive her, make the shop running smoothly and in the future?

A vacation to something great and peaceful pa din.

Nobyembre

Ah etong buwan na to ay napakasimple pero masaya naman. Sa ngayon, eto naayos na yun computer at medyo nagloloko pero kahit papano, nagagamit ko na ng maayos. Salamat kay Kuya Allan. hehe

Eto nga, biglang tapos na yun LAT training at malamang kamote kami sa pagsusulit bukas. hehe At lalo na sa pagsasanay! Naman, imbes na pasulong ang pag gamit ng teknolohiya eh parang paurong ata dito. Wala ako magagawa, ganun ang gusto ng kompanya eh. hehe

May pagsasama kami ng aking team, ngayon Sabado kaya sana di lang maayos kundi importante sa lahat, lahat kami ay sama sama at masaya! Wag lang umulan. =) Kasi mahirap umuwi at Antipolo yun noh! hehe

Sa mga gagawin ko din para sa tindahan ko, dahil medyo ayos ayos na ang computer ko, makakagawa na ko ng trapan para sa Pasko. =) Sana lang matapos ko na para wala na ko masyado gagawin.

Siyempre, sana malakas ang shop ng mga buwan na to lalo na sa Disyembre, at tuloy tuloy na ang operasyon. Dalawa na kasi tindera ko, at sana maayos ang kanila samahan. =)

Pero, kahit gustuhin ko man, di na mangyayari, na bakasyon.. =( Nasira na eh, pero sana makabawi sa darating na taon..

Makatapos na din sa pagaaral, medyo mauusog kasi nangyari sa computer ko lalo na sa trabaho, dahil sa training eh.

Sa trabaho naman, ayun makapasa lang ngayon buwan pwede na! hehe

Wala naman may espesyal na kaarawan ngayon buwan, pero sana lang siguro, may magbago.. Di ko alam kung ano pagbabago yun pero sana lang, kung may pagbabago lang, sana para sa ikakabuti. At ano pa? May mga plano ko sa susunod na taon, aayusin ko na lang siguro sa buwan na to. =) At sana masunod ko. hehe

Etong buwan pala na to, parang eto yun wala masyado espesyal na nangyari sa kin, kahit sa mga nakaraan na to.. Kaya wala naman ako maalala na masaya, magulo o malungkot sa buwan na to.. Importante, nandito pa ko! =)

Marami pang pagkikita ng CRAP at naisip ko na din bumili ng mug, makukupas na kasi yun CRAP mug. hehe

Wala na, yun lang siguro.. Ah baka makabawi na ko sa Magic ngayon buwan at susubukan na ang bagong deck. hehe Sana naman magbago ang aking tala ng panalo at talo.. Sara na ang isang phone headset ko na may kontrol! =(

Pero ok lang, marami pa ko orig headset na nokia, kahit wala na yun control na yun. hehe

Yun lang muna.. May libre?

Notes

Siyempre, kala ko dati pang lista lang ng magic or blog tong notes ko sa phone, pero ngayon... Ayun, pang lista na din ng mga may utang sa kin. hehe O how about my task in due na din in the next days.

Well, it help me lot talaga, lalo na pag may gusto ako isulat kaso nakalimutan ko or how about the things that I need to buy o to do, type na agad sa notes ko in my cel.

I know there is to do list sa calendar or whatever, pero mas convenient sa kin yun notes.. Besides, na bluetooth pa.

Paano nga ba ako magsimula nito, gumamit ng notes sa phone? Hmmmmm simple lang, kasi dati sobrang bored ako sa shop and I thought, since nagblog blog ako, eh itype ko na sa notes in my cell yun isulat ko dito. I think na lagay ko na dati yun style na yun.. So hanggang sa ilan instance na medyo nakakalimutan ko yun ibang nagtatanong sa kin, or even events at ngayon palista ng utang.. hehe

Now my notes is more useful.. I'll try in the future to use in other purpose or more organize of using to do notes in the calendar pero ayun medyo busy kaya eto lang muna.

Definitely, well I do love using this tool and helped me a lot. It helped me to remember as well..

Mabuti na lang mahaba yun kaya ng notes in these new phones, saka madali magtype, unlike sa 6300. Hehe Pero kahit ganun yun 6300, sobrang gamit na gamit ang notes. Sometimes I'm carried away of typing there, even I should only do this much.. =)

Ah for now, di na masyado sa pagtype ng blog gamit ko yun notes, but listahan ng mga blog for this month. It's better kasi just remind the subjects of my blog for this month then spontaneous na lang dito. hehe

If notes is a person, I'll thank him or her? hehe At least may secretary ako to remind me some things.. Alerts or whatever.. What needs to be done and finish some task. And who to collect! hehe

Thanks!

Off the Charts

This year is a record of sorts in my blog post. Of course, this year, it has the most post than 2 years ago! What a promising growth! Is there any financial improvement for this? I don't think so.. =)

Nah, I don't care about will I get rich or sort of for this crap.. But important is, well, there are some readers and they don't comment. hehe I don't know why, shyness I guess or I don't know with them.. Thanks anyway..

I can say this year maybe the highest one and last one that has this high number.. Because next year, I'm planning to reduce it due to tasks to do, goals to achieve and rest as well.. I may plan to reduce it to 15.. I think that will be enough. I'll just improve my post in such a small number each month. =)

I was surprised because I never thought I will able to surpass what I did last 2 years ago because I am more busy this year than those years which kinda dark.

When I looked back those posts, at first, I can't believe I wrote those articles.. But I was quite happy that after all of it, well I know I was down but I can say, I was almost overcome struggles or hardships.. I can say this year, it was sort of climbing up from despair.

Regenerate I guess or Reanimate, one of my fave decks in Magic. hehe Kidding aside, I'm picking up and getting back.. Slowly but I hope surely. =)

Great thing as well, I am quite surprised, there are readers! Yehey..

I just hope they still read my future posts. =)

Actually, I'm thinking of letting all out here! But well, I thought it's better some of it, will be not here or even in the raceto2012 blog, but keep it in myself. =)

Then as usual, what I see, hear, feel or rant about something or love.. It will be definitely showing here.. hehe

I just want to still thank of course to blog.. My journey I know it's a long way to go, it is my mirror to what I've become and I want to be..

I just hope that at the end of this journey, it will be indeed the final stop and I can sigh..

and =)

unplanned 19

Actually, sa 3rd post na to but anyway agahan na lang, habang ayos pa ang computer ko some updates!

Still, it was a hard previous week but let's move on. Masaya naman nun weekend! Siyempre nandiyan ang CRAP and of course, one of my close friends got married! Congrats! I hope you'll be happy now and good luck ok? Take care always.. God bless!

Yes, my computer is kinda sick or stuck, basta di nagwowork pero today, ayun up and running sana tuloy tuloy na! Lintek kasi, medyo luma na, so kailangan na ata palitan. hehe

Ah, for this week, ayun sana tuloy tuloy na operation ng shop ko at ayun nakakapagod din kasi ang dami ginagawa sa shop at lalo na sa work. Training ng another system,kaso old system so medyo sabaw na utak ko lalo na sa 24 step restoral na napaka old skul. Pero wala ako magagawa, at pag nagreklamo pa ko baka wala ako trabaho. hehe

Well, everything is still on plan it's just may delay.. Due to my companion, ayun nga sick but now almost getting fixed.

Sa mga nagpapadownload, sana ayos na to within the week para tuloy na ang pirate! hehe About my other works, sana back to normal na. Hay.. Erghhh

Ah, ano pa.. Ayun, mabuti wala ako shift ng sabado this month, sana tuloy na yun para ok na. Pati stats ko din sana, paabutin mo ko January. hehe

About, well other things, wala naman bago, same same.. Love? Nah, no update, love is sleeping and she is sleeping tight! Damn, wake up! hehe

If you read this quite fast, fine, kasi nagmamadali talaga ako dito. hehe Sorry, marami pa kasi ako post na hahabulin.. Crap this computer, please, stay on pa ha.. Wala pa ko pamalit! =(

What else? yun lang muna, maglilista muna ako paninda tomorrow! hehe

Scott Pilgrim vs. The World

After checking sureseats.com, or SM cinemas website or even cineplex in Gateway.. I forgot to check the eastwood cinemas but alas, no hope neither.. After checking and waiting for weeks, months!!! Alas, I can't see or watch this movie, they even put social network first..

I watched the trailer wayback then I was mesmerized, especially for Ramona Flowers.. Very lovely. hehe I thought it's like eternal sunshine with all those snow stuff, love story but when the action kick in, arcade style, and great soundtrack, I know this will be kick ass. This will be awesome!

Of course, the Juno dude, Michael Cera, fit for the role I thought at that time.

Raims, told me that as I desperately waiting for this film, maybe I can just wait in junkie.org and watch it first.. If they show it here, I may have watch it first becuase of what I do..

I did. hahahaha

I can't just wait for how long months. It's like what they did to zombieland!

The story goes as Scott Pilgrim, a bass player from a punk band called sex bob-omb, living in Toronto, Canada, dating a high schooler.

Of course, life is simple for him, playing cool in a band who wants to be famous or sign to a label then enjoying with Knives Chau, the high schooler, even he is not quite sure about his feelings but he's getting the free ride.

Until, one girl changed it forever.. As he saw her at the library, everything stops in his end. He is like, stunned and getting addicted to that girl. Sort of 500 days of summer thing. hehe

Great thing, well there was a party which that girl will come. By the way, the name of the girl is Ramona Flowers, played by a simple yet hot Mary Elizabeth Winstead from Die Hard 4 or Death Proof if you watched that movie. hehe

Anyway, he followed and able to see her at the party but his pacman conversation moves did not work, so she left and Scott, just falling for her.

Seeing her in his dreams, daydreaming or just looked lost because of her. After that, well, he made moves just to see her again and ask her out. Ordered something in amazon.ca and since her work is delivering packages from amazon, she is the one who delivered the package. Scott waited patiently, and she arrived, he asked her out.

Evening came and yes, they walked through the snow, getting to know stage and all of the sudden they went to her house. Talked and kissed right away, and yes, the evening is over. hehe

Scott asked another date from Ramona and because his band is joining in this battle of the bands contest, she agreed and see where will be their sex bob-omb go!

Of course, while the band is playing and rocking, some dude crash their performance and wants to fight Scott Pilgrim!

He is the first evil ex boyfriend of Ramona. Geez, emo dude as he looks! hehe But anyway, so the fight begun and he explained the situation about Ramona. Scott doesn't have a choice and fight the weird emo dude. hehe After a fantastic gameplay fight, Scott won! He got some coins.

Then, yes, Ramona had no choice to explain the situation. Scott needs to defeat, not fight the 7 evil exes of Ramona. Til death! hehe Geez, well, they make out already so why back out?

Of course, as they knowing each other, Scott did meet the exes, from a movie star, then the bass player ex Superman, then a emo chick? Twins then of course, the previous ex, which is an indie band manager, Gideon, which of course the final boss.

As the fight goes on, Scott at first still wants to move on but as he gets tired and beat up even he still wins, he wants to give up Ramona. As usual, as love story goes, when the love of your life is gone, you realize, you can't live without the person. He cannot stick with Knives.

He fought Ramona not only for her love but also respect to others and most importantly himself. =) Yes, he defeated Gideon in an epic video game battle! He won. Ramona thought of leaving Scott and let Knives love Scott, but why Scott will do that in return?

He went to Ramona and says, let's try again. =)

Yes, but I can say for the best movie of this year, it's a tie between Kick Ass and this one.. Best movies of the year. One is ultraviolent fun movie and this one, lovely, hard nosed action, video game fun movie. Whoa. hehe

I mean this movie is sort of video game/comic book adaptation in one. =)

I do know now why it will not be released here. =(

But anyway, go and get it in torrent!!! hehe

Ok, first of all, yes let's do the bad side of the movie. Bad news first.

Actually not bad news, some flaws I guess. hehe

Well, this movie should be no cuts, I mean dialogue wise. No foul words or quite bad words, especially in the situation he's quite beat up or even Ramona got upset. You know those worse situations that at least utter one bad word. Well, they should be human I guess. hehe Or it's just a strategy to reach younger audience? I did not work. You can check that in their box office receipts.

Some parts are dragging as well, like some parts, Michael Cera being the usual the boring nerd, not the punk dude or girl getter in the story. Or how about the character of Knives Chau. Well, quite annoying, not the actress but the character, indeed a HS. hehe Quite lost in some parts and I think it was did in that way.

Ah, yes out of the 7 evil exes, at least they should have longer roles but I thought, it will make the movie longer. hehe But out of the 7, the twins should be removed. I mean, they don't have even a backstory then.. I can't believe Ramona even dated those dorks. hehe

Like one review says, that is the exes should be removed.

Ah I think that's it.. Well, nothing much errors or flaws, gore or at least blood especially those fight scenes? But that's fine with me.. hehe

Fine with me because they are one of the best parts of this movie.

First, the actors of the movie, from Michael Cera, which I think this is the film that I really liked him than Juno. Great film for him and cool role for him. Perfect I can say..

Mary Elizabeth Winstead, Ramona Flowers, weird name yet great chick. hehe I don't care how many evil exes need to fight just to be with her, I'll do the same thing as Scott did. =) Perfect role from her, hmmmm half Summer and half Clem. hehe Summer because I thought how she approached Scott was kinda user as well. Clem, hmmm how she looks and quite impulsive. =) But she's lovely though, and oh well.. Sigh. =)

Then other cast in the film from yes, the first evil ex, then Chris Evans as the skater actor dude ex, then Brandon Routh as the vegan ex which has a very funny stint. hehe

Then Scott's ex, quite lovely and feisty as well.. She kinda resemble someone. hmmmmm Then, the Ramona's 4th evil ex which is a girl which she described, she was bicurious at that time with that chick. hehe

Then of course, Jason Schwartzman if I got it right, the final ex and the final boss as well. Good part and how he delivered it, damn, he was like tony wilson with video game villain attitude. =)

Other cast as well, from the band, Stephen, Kim and Young Neil. Scott's worried Sister, which is Anna Kedrick, done a wonderful job as Scott's 17 year old sister. I think I should watch Up in the Air.

Then remaining cast, like Knives of course, then Thomas Jane as the Vegan police, nice stint. hehe How about the gay roomate of Scott? Geez, funny dude. hehe Always steal some scenes from Scott.

Second, filmography, editing and visual effects as well.. Damn, Edgar Wright pulled it off and his team.. From the sequences of dreaming, then action sequences, I don't know how they think of it but it was great! Storyboards, editing was great especially in the part which Scott's overdreaming of Ramona and switching back to reality. hehe I love the opening of the movie, well not the 8 bit universal logo, but it's cool! I mean the title sequence which they show the title and the cast, with a great soundtrack! Fantastic. It's really rockin..

The small effects like the fighting sequences which you thought you're in a video game. Or some of it like Anime, like the fight sequences, and the visuals of it, you're in a comic book..

Third, yes, without the great sound, this movie will be flopped. hehe The 8 bit sound makes this movie, a video game movie, then the punk soundtrack, makes a great rock movie. The songs used in the movie, perfect for the vibe of it from dark to light and love as well. Especially the scene with Ramona and Scott, that was quite lovely.. Even the last song which wrote by Beck. Beck quite busy making soundtracks.. He made all the Sex bob-omb songs in this film. Damn, he's quite good, damn good!

I like also the part which Scott battled the Vegan ex in bass guitars, I don't know why it was not added in soundtrack. =(

But anyhow, still the soundtrack is one of the best, like Metric's Black Sheep, I love that performance. That was tight! hehe

Or my favorite, teenage dream by TRex. Great song!

I like Sex Bob-omb!! 1-2-3-4!

Lastly, I am a fan of Edgar Wright, well because of Shaun of the Dead, then it was followed by Hot Fuzz then this, his first Amercian Film, I know it was not well in the box office. Damn them! hehe

But this is one of the best films I watched, not only because of the video game/comicbook/anime concept which brought back yester years, but also he was able to show us life is damn fun and love to fight for as well. No matter what circumstances you are, never give up. That goes with Kick Ass as well. =)

Edgar should not only do more this kind of flicks but also like do other stuff in movies. He can do Horror like what he did in grindhouse, Don't trailer. Or how about love story since he can have actors act! Action flicks? Serious action I guess but I know he'll do something good in his next flick. Bloody great lad!

Definitely, worth watching, I recommend it and spread the cheer about this movie. It's damn awesome!

Continue?

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"What ever happened to the teenage dream?"

broken lines (collection 13)

lines and words from the past

"Hello there my sweet angel!!!!"

"Thank you also for you're advices."

"Sorry kung minsan ay inaasar kita, naming lahat. Study hard!"

"Thankx for being a nice friend"

"I love you and don't forget to eal Alpo"

"Salamat sa calculator ha. Sa uulitin! =) Ang daya nyo!! Ang ganda ng ID next school. Aral kaya ulit ako? yeah right!"

"Stay cool lagi ! aaaaaaaaaaaaaa....."

"Kamusta na. The man who is also known as the "Bully", have a nice retreat."

"Dogie, Thanx 4 being a good frien to me and to the whole class"

"Pasensya na sa asar idol sige pakabait ka"

"Be nice, huwag kang magbago good luck"

"Cool"

"ang bait mo talaga! Stay cool, Take Care!"

"Tol thankx for giving me company. You gave me inspirations dahil sa mga sharings mo"

"friendly"

"thanks for everything"

"pasensyoso #1 ka!"

"actions are clear reflection of what life we are going through, many may be called friends but few are real. They will one by one drift away especially in the lovely moments of our life."

"A moody and timid guy from whom I treasure the moments of laughters especially when "koolits" roamed the land"

"I wish our friendship will last 4ever! Always belive that we will reach over goal! That's all, God Bless!"

"I know I strong son like you will help me and be a responsible man, study more harded so that your ambition will come true, and always prays and promise to God that you'll be good all the time of your life."

"such a good sport. you're my best friend specially in kalokohan. forgive me 4 teasing you."

"thanx for being a goood friend!"

"I found it amazing that my daughter learned to say your name first among nay others. Maybe becaus you have been there to help me always."

"Let's just shift topic, so what happen with your girlS? I put an S, coz you have lots of girl (hehehe...) But seriously, just don't be in a hurry of looking for one. I'm sure someday (in the right time) you'll have one. Don't look for love coz love will look for you. K?"

"Hello my friend!!! Kamusta kana at ang iyong bukol sa ulo (joke only)."

"Hi! Good evening to you. May you're in the very best of everything while browing on this... Thanks for being nice to me, you're gift of friendship to me. We may be physically miles apart but the special bond of friendship have linked the gap between us."

"Saka I feel that you care for me that much and I appreciate it and don't you worry I care for you also."

"Grabe! 4 years na pala tayong classmates! Bilis ng panahon no?! I know we're not that close.. pero lamo, I believe na you're such a wonderful person & I believe I am lukcy to have you as my friend."

"talino! quiz person! hehe tama ba?"

"friendly friend! saya mo kasama - sobrang maaasahan!"

"Sobrang ayos kasama, mabait pero medyo indot. Pareho kaming matalino.. hehe.. Maski na ilang beses ko siya asarin, ndi nagagalit.. Friendly kaya besfren ko tong mokong na to nung 3BA1, hanggang ngayon.. ungas.. =)"

"kind... intelligent.. thoughtful.."

"you are a member of the intelligent society of the world. gwapo na matalino pa!!"

"genius! inquester! pero balanse talaga tong taong to! nakakagmik pa.. hehehe!!!!"

"unang impression ko sa kanya. tahimik pero makulit din pla mabait at smart."

"ang bait bait mo rin. responsable at matalino"

"matalino - congrats nga pala sa mga contest na nanalo ka. matiyaga at masipag especially paginutusan sa corpo."

"kala mo tahimik per pang humirit ka2iba, magu2lat ka talaga di mo akalaing si Alfred 'yon!"

"ang cool mo! ROCK ON!"

"the word to best describe yun-- courageous."

"grabe stock knowledge mo!!! basta pare masaya kang kaibigan at kabarkada. Walang kalimutan tol ha."

"super nice an intellectual pasensyoso! responsible groupmate and helpful =)"

"tol, salamat sa pagpapaligaya mo sa'min! Iba ka rin kasama, masaya. Advice lang: ligawan mo na yung mahal mo, baka mawala pa. Godbless!"

"di ko sya masyadong nakakamausap maliban na lang kung maniningil ako ng para sa class fund. Pero nakikitang mabait siya at masipag mag-aral."

"ok din humor mo, funny pero mabait."

"matalino, masipag, kalog, dependable, responsable"

"tatahi-tahimik pero very intellectual."

"dependable & feeling ok magmahal =)"

"you aver very smart, fun to be with, always on go, responsible & funny."

"tropa, matalino, maaasahan, masarap kausap, mapagmahal, madiskarte."

"always remember, greater heights, greener pastures. Lav Yah!"

"shaider,, ilagay mo ito sa wallet mo ha!!! kundi aawayin kita!!!"

"congrats & happy graduation!! good luck & God bless in everything, ha!! Ingat lagi!"

"d ko lam kun aware ka dun, pero sorry na ren. Good luck and God bless. Salamat sa lahat."

"sana magkita-kita pa, lalo na sa ATC! =) goodluck sa lahat & ingat lagi!"

"Thanks for being a part of my life! I will miss you pare!"

"tawag ka lang pag may problem hwag lang money ok. INGAT PARATI."

"I may not give you everythin' you want.. but I promise to stay hir... whenever you need me.. you can lean on me.. you can depend on me... "

"I'm still not sure kung bket sobrang baet.. sobrang caring mo sken.. d nman sa ayaw pro db? npkaswerte ko!!!" di ko nga alam kng anong mron ako... "

"I also have one word for you.. the best!"

"I can't stand it when you are not close near me; it feels as if the most important piece of me is missng."

"Destined to be, thats what we are

Distance can never be too far

Hearts together, bound as one

Souls united, a lifetime begun"

"I've said this before, but it's worth saying again... You are my life..."

words, lines, verses, stanzas that are worth keeping.. making me, going on and on.. might say these to others hehe, but oh well..

thanks for all of them! =)

"You're there when I need you and act interested at times when I must be boring the socks off you."

realizations (part 18)

273. =( nah, I did not see that person

274. It was indeed 2 long freaking weeks.

275. Why everybody getting things lost? Damn this month..

276. It was a long VL, and I was not even got any rest.

277. Good timing talaga, grabe!!!!! kung kailan naman ako libre, problema pa dumating. Grrrrgh.. Mabuti mapalitan na nga.

278. I really miss my blue ruin. =(

279. I really miss my lovely computer, broke down and all that is left for now, is the HDD.. =((

280. Great thing, nagburn ako ng mga DVD's.. at least may backup data. hehe

281. Siyempre!!!! Sino ba ang number one team sa VOC? ayus!!!! November is the team building month! =) Congrats team Jo-anne!

282. Well, why you can't have all the good things or happenings in one week..

283. that I can't really wait Scott Pilgrim here sa pinas, I'll get it in my way! hehe

284. one year is indeed fast. Kala ko may surprise na naman 2 days ago eh.

285. how's her trip kaya? I hope she enjoyed going to the hills or seeing small monkeys..

286. it will be not easy for the big 3 to jell.. It may take sometime.. But indeed that team is created to destroy other teams. Especially the purple and gold one. Scary..

287. I missed some important events ha.. Sobra na ata ang bad trip. hehe Hay.. You can't really do it all.

288. I need a new backpack. Pag tingin ko last time, grabe, may inflation na nga! hehe

289. I do need more new bags, kahit yun di na branded.. Since mahal na, malamang isang astig na bag yun iba, surplus or SM dept store na lang! hehe Or wait for the company to give bags as giveaways! hehe

290. I kinda like my new name, as they call me, pnoy! Oh crap.. =)

291. Yes, break na kami ni shalani! hehe

292. Am I dating somebody? I'll announce that to my media team, yun isang spokesperson for the other girl status, yun isa, other girl din para di malito ang media. hehe

293. I feel, I'm like 711 in cellphone load. =) In the purpose of the safety of my customers who doesn't want to go out of their houses.. hehe

294. almost let it out with my real sis, but thanks to her.. at least somebody knows.

295. Damn, I crave for that fish and chips in gumbo but in a regular platter and the clam chowder!!!

296. Indeed, many beautiful things can be seen in the south side of this city. hehe

297. Or south part of this country. =)

298. geez, what happening to solar tv? no sounds? and maury? no more reruns?

299. Maybe make bawi sa rest in the next 2 and a half days. hehe

300. I know when this realizations will end...

I listen to... (last disk)

Of course, since medyo tinatamad ako to go on with this post, kasi madaming ako sounds. hehehe Besides, yun mga gusto ko na sounds, nalista ko na dito. And wala nang cd's ata ngayon. DVD na and mp 3 format. hehe

Well, I'll miss posting my type of songs... From happy to sad, weird to somewhat ear catching songs.. Nah, those songs somewhat as well, represents me.. Yes, even it's hip hop or chillout. =)

1. You (Kazami) - from samurai champloo soundtrack, love this song, what a way to end a series and siyempre, sweet voices. Lovely voices.

2. track 14 from OST Macross (Lynn Minmay) - I'm tired of looking for it's english title. hehe Anyway, speaking of end songs, eto na! Galing talaga ng timing saka great voice of Lynn Minmay, pop song yet medyo love song style din. Lovely gal as well.

3. What a wonderful world (Louis Armstrong) - If you watched 12 monkeys, and ending of it, kahit malungkot pero it was a clever feeling na pagkatapos all those chaos in the movie, eto na ang kanta. Very clever and quite uplifting. =)

4. Wildflower (Skylark) - Kung napakinggan mo to, malamang, alam mo kung nasan ka ng panahon na yun. hehehe

5. Karma police (Radiohead) - Pagmedyo in the middle of nowhere in thinking or boredom, yun mood ng song bagay.. slow yet aggressive..

6. Lovefool (The cardigans) - Fool me, fool me..

7. Flowerz (Armand Van Helden) - Nadiscover ko lang later, dance music with a touch of love. Naks. =)

8. You make me wanna (Usher) - Simply R&B lang, pero si Usher yun eh, iba na. hehe

9. Kailangan Kita (Orange and Lemons) - "Di kumpleto ang buhay ko pag nawalay ka, sa piling ko.."

10. Tonight I Celebrate My Love (Peabo Bryson and Roberta Flack) - I kinda like this song because... Sometime before..

Yun lang, tama na to! hehehe I know it will be missed but due to some changes, we need to scrap this out. =( But one thing is for sure, I really love listening to good music.. Definitely, it's soothes my mind and soul.

trapped in an idiot boX

A reality series featuring celebrities trapped in an island, fighting out for a million pesos or somewhat revive their careers.

An afternoon series starring an actress who has a very good muscle control and has a pair of good leading men. Story about typical lady got pregnant due to young love and then got betrayed by the lover. Well, good waste of time.

How about a series about a so called korean girl who doesn't speak korean! Good supporting actors and actresses but not so good lead actress and actor.. Or actors.. Definitely, I hope it will end one month and definitely, waste of time..

In the morning.. We are fond of talent shows, so there is a talent show which all the contestants can do is to dance. I can see sometimes, some of them can sing, but most of the contestants, they can just do is dance. Geez..

Well, the rival show is a talk show done by a lovely couple is more entertaining than watching a show hosted by a lovely lady but guesting no so interesting stars or talking about not that entertaining topics.. Which lead her show's demise.

Good ol' pinoy movies in the afternoon which at least entertain our memories..

Ah my favorites show of course, timeless fun and laughs.. Oh how about the revival of a controversial host at primetime, fighting news shows? Quite entertaining though, even his prizes are now so low. But well, give him a chance, I don't know with his former network.

Some channels are hard to watch in my small tv, so it's not clear..

A kid left in a box and it was DOA later in East Ave Hospital.. Bunch of students got posessed because of the movement of a statue which they believed where the spirit came from..

Or how about, after almost more than a month of guessing where is the damn gas leak, it was found just right in front of a condo..

Those were the sad news I saw.. There are some good news! But I still got the same feeling when I saw the sad news.

Well, I liked watching Jerry Springer reruns at solar tv. It's fun and chaotic.. Damn, even it's scripted.. What a big difference..

Or how about the twilight spinoff which the lead actress said, she can be proud of because of the effort, the story and how it was done.. Well, I think she just done it before and do it again here.. It's good but well, I thought, it's like watching underworld in PG rating and it's everyday! But it's not that good like in underworld and besides, storywise, underworld is confusing. Geez, everybody is buying vampires vs. werewolves these days! =)

Ah yes, I wouldn't forget the self proclaimed idol! Grand first episode, glee like or HS musical performances then after some weeks, I saw, it is already in the final week! Yehey, good job.. Sorry to see a great actor doing that series.

The show just ended about what they called fashion serye, actually, it's a good show especially the actors and yeah, the lead actress, she doesn't look 40.. Yeah!

And yeah, of course the rival station won't allow this, they do launch their own version.. It's about beauty pageants, and yes, they are trying to match that just ended show. hehe Damn at those 3 actresses, I can say, only one of them, has a figure of a beauty queen.. The other two? Soft porn flick. =)

Ah should I forget about a show about history? Fun history in the 80's, and it's a quiz show or about a show about poking somebody at stage, laglagan pa!

I thought the only good show is at lunch time.

Or how about what I'm watching right now, my team is winning but they can't show it due to tech difficulties! Damn.. I really wait for this pinoy bball even some doesn't really watch it anymore. It's fun actually, I hope one day, I could watch it live.

Those are some of the shows I scanned in my small TV, especially if I have little time to spare, kill some time and see these shows. I just hope, that it will improve especially in how shows should be presented to the general viewing public. To the 2 big stations, well, just make original stories or shows that will really entertain us, not dragging us just to watch that show. To the 3rd station who wants to join the race, come on, make your signal work. I mean you own the biggest telecommunications company, use it to increase the signal.. You have the stars, equipment whatever, but if the signal is crap, then how you will gain market share?

To other stations, just stay the same, especially to those 2 subsidiary stations.

Well, I can say, even some of them is a really a waste of time and definitely a waste of money to have cable here, I'll just stick watching local tv. Besides.. it does generate some fun watching these shows.. Even it's not fulfilling. =)

Should I return of those boxes back in my room with these shows available?

Kung Ako'y Isang...

(Soldier)

Naku, gusto to ni doc! hehe Anyway, I watched Rambo, or Commando, or even Predator one kasi sundalo naman si Arnold dun. hehe Better actor for being soldier? Sly siyempre, in all the Rambo movies, talagang epitomy siya ng isang sundalo. hehe Bruce Willis? Nah, cop siguro. I just watched Die Hard yesterday, the best siya dun. And everything else about being a cop, Sin City perhaps?

Si Doc kapitan na so saludo na lang ako sa kanya. hehehe

Anyway, who my ideal soldier? Forrest Gump? hehe

Nah, definitely, it will be Snake from Metal Gear Solid!

Solid or Naked Snake, it doesn't matter, besides they are the same. Clone pa si Solid Snake so ayun. Astig! Yeah, may Snake Plissken, pero mas astig pa din si Solid snake. Well, both of them are multi skilled pero wala pa din sa talino at tapang si Solid Snake. Dave pala ang name niya. =)

I first saw that dude sa PS 1 game na Metal Gear Solid, naastig ako sa dating niya lalo may pagkaspy ang moves niya. Camouflage saka yun voice niya, barako! hehe

Yun tapang niya siyempre and ideals about his job and missions, ang nagpaangat sa kanya. Di biro yun ginagawa niya ha, kahit di totoo yun, parang di lang one man killing machine ginagawa niya kundi save the world from nukes!

Sa chicks, medyo mahina siya eh. Dun naman ako bad trip sa kanya. Unlike spies, they get the chicks but soldiers, they seems to forget. hehe

Well, kahit yun simpleng sundalo na lang sa tin, aba mas maasahan naman yun kaysa sa pulis no. I mean, di lang si Doc, kundi yun mga lumalaban sa south. They're doing their job even they don't have all the resources to finish their duties.

Di naman lahat ng pulis eh di ko gusto, siyempre may ilan din na maasahan kagaya ng isa diyan na kilala ko. hehe Pero mas marami kasi sundalo yun handang maglingkod sa bayan. Kahit nga yun nagkudeta, maiintindihan mo sila. Yun nga lang, sobra naman sa chicks! hahaha

Saka astig din sa kanila siyempre yun gamit nila. From pistols, rifles, bazooka, machine guns or even swords (from deepthroat cyberninja). Yun dating nila katakot! hehe Kung naging ganun ako, siguro mayrun ako bunker sa bahay na puno ng baril. hehe

Kaso siyempre, since yes I'm not healthy baka sa morning excercises or kabog sessions eh mag quit na ko. hehe Saka parang di ko kaya not only those excercises but yun missions nila, or even round the clock call, sana kung wala kang ginagawa lagi pero sorry, wars always happen all the time. There are wars between other forces or worst, nature wars as well.

Pero naisip ko, since maganda naman ang benefits even delayed sweldo and equipment, may fulfillment naman of being defenders of the public and our constitution. We need more of them, especially these days.

Kaya dapat respect natin sila, help them as well. Kakatawa nga, in HS, boyscout ako kasi ayoko mag CAT, due to excercises saka yun corps commander namin kaklase ko, baka todo pahirapan ako sa CAT! hehe

Ah siyempre, dahil na din sa counterstrike, parang gusto ko maging counter terrorist, pero mas gusto ko yun Terror, may AK47 eh. hehe

Anyway, pag dating sa get up, siyempre solid snake ang suot dapat, black bandana tapos grey uniform tapos pistol with supressor lang ang dala saka knife. Siyempre may ration. =) Gusto ko sana yun kagaya kay frank jaegar pero wala pa ata nagagawang metal exoskeleton sa totoong buhay tapos yun high frequency spada niya. hehe

Ah yun dating ni Rambo din ayos, lalo na yun sa 4, kahit matanda na, killing machine pa din.

I don't know what motto they have, pero malamang, dapat, sabi ni Ninoy..

The Filipino is worth dying for..

As we, even we are not soldiers, we should be at least, protect what we have, care, or even love with all our strengths.. To do the best we can and never surrender until the situation says so..

In the end, we'll get all our marbles..

For me? Bakasyon na lang. hehe

Long Week

Nakakapagtataka talaga.. Pagkatapos ng hirap, ayun, hirap pa din. hehe Pero mas masaya naman ako last week even I ended up in low blood early this morning. Yes, I was surprised as well, 100/90 ba naman ako, ayun, nahihilo ako, pero gumaling naman ako after taking a tablet of Serc then take calls after that..

I ended up here, typing my piece.. My post in an old computer..

Geez, I can't imagine my computer, my lovely computer broke down and good thing ayos pa yun hard disk, but not the motherboard.. Mukhang mapapaaga ang deadline ng new computer ko ha!

Eto tiis muna sa lumang computer ni kuya Allan na walang blower. hehe

Yes, I was upset last week kasi siyempre, pressure sa work na sana maabot ko pa yun target. Problems sa shop kasi may di pumapasok. Good job! =( At well, others are still the same.

Great thing, weekend approached at ayun nakapagpahinga naman kahit papano. Nameet ko na si Tito Bonjoc! Parang tumanda na siya, pero gwapito ha! hehe The place in Pasay I thought a new building eh Terminal 3 na pala. Hmmmmm ok na sana, kaso walang TV sa labas, di mo malalaman kung lumapag na yun eroplano sa Airport, unlike sa Domestic Airport. hehe

It was a short time, pero magkikita pa naman kami this new week.

Sunday was a good one, refreshing and fun. I met the 2012 gals, except for Ivan na nasa ITA na naman! Pasalubong tol! hehe We ate at Gumbo then, ayun parang na highblood ako. Pero sulit at great food! Especially the fish and chips!!! Bloody great! =) Well, we'll go back there for the clam chowder!

Ah yes, we ate some seafoods especially clams.. hehe

Then, sandali lang kami punta na ng dangwa for Raims purchase of some leaves for the holiday ng Nov. 1 and 2.

I woke up so much dizzy, I was not able to do what I need to do, kasi naman marami ako gagawin today, so rush na ang lahat to work! hehe

Ah yes, nalungkot din ako kahapon, may sinumpa na ko kainan, dapat ng master siomai ako or Hero sandwich na marami, mas matuwa siguro ako. hehe

For this coming week, definitely it will be a lighter one.. I was so busy for the past weeks, no time for myself, definitely. But nakabawi naman at lalo na this week, I'm sure, I can contemplate and reflect na din.. Looking back this year and next year as well.

Dapat nga I'll be going somewhere kaso surprise!! Wag na. hehe

Besides, I'm broke. =)

From worst, to bad na lang. hehe Hay, my computer.. May hope pa ba maayos ka? =(

Anyway, naserve naman ang purpose niya, pero sana maayos pa.. Wala pa ko funds for a new one..

Siguro, tiyaga muna sa computer shop? hehe

Pati yun pirate, VL muna. hehe

I can say, for this week.. Just go with the flow and most importantly, more time to look at myself and relax.. Chill and well, special days coming ahead.

That date is always surprising... Last year, wow. I'm not sure what's in store this year..

I don't know why that date is special? Maybe well, they can be together in one day? =)