broken lines (collection 9)

I always say, save the best for last..

From one of my fave songs from Radioactive Sago Project. Ah sorry, my fave..

Alam ko na icocomment ni Rheg. hehe

"Mambo Rat"

(epilogue after the song)

Senor Mambo: Ola muchacha, would you like some queso?

Nene: Oh no muchacho, Im still very young girl..

Senor Mambo: O really muchacha, how old are you anyway, daisy ocho?

Nene: Oh no senor o'mambo, Im only fourteen..

everybody with Senor Mambo: (everybody in the background says ohhh) Yan, ang gusto ko sa babae, edad katorse!!! Bwahahahaha

Transition Epek

Eh, fast forward na tayo.. Checking an effect in my new cellphone says transition effects on..Well, olats!! I turned it off anyway..

After a week of healing and still working about life ayos naman.. Lalo na nung Friday na puno ng saya!!

Pero bago ang saya.. There was sadness.. Madness.. Darkness.. Siguro sa sobrang stress nung linggo na yun at di maalis sa isip ko yun nangyari.

Ano pa ba magagawa ko? Nangyari na, at ngayon di ko pa alam ang gagawin ko sa kanya. I hope for the very best of him.

It's hard to address of finishing the problem so I just leave it first. Diyan ka lang. hehe

Then, one day I decided to change my phone. I mean give my sapphire vault a rest. I'll just leave it shut down.. Many thanks!!!!

Kuha ako ng 5130 kasi music phone at mura. hehe Grabe, nagustuhan ko agad. Ganda ng sounds, ok gamitin at efficient OS, meaning parang di siya naglog like 6300.

Gusto ko din yun one touch button for music. Minsan nga ginawa ko lang walkman eh.. Dun ko narealize, xpress music phone is for me! Saka na yun X6. hehe Ah panalo ang headset din pala.. Ayos.. Kaso yun size lang. Mas trip ko pa din ang 6300 pag dating sa size.

Ah yes.. Thanks ulit to the people who kinda uplift me. Wala lang .hehe

Imagine my life last week was a bit off, awkward..

Pero nakakagulat parang yun transition ko today, while typing for this post parang.. Wow, I'm still here. There's a grin in my face. hehe

Recipe? Hmmm you know it naman..

Speaking of Friday, damn, kung wala lang ako lakad nun at may kasama naman kahit papano sa party ng company, wow, malamang wasak ako nun. Free flowing of beer, great music, damn drinks, chic everywhere and of course, venue was damn great. Dun pala ang mga Party.. I mean clubbing. hehe

However, the second event was more fun and fruitful. Ang dakilang Rheg eh napromote na tapos tumanda pa. hahaha

Nah, pero panalo talaga, muntikan na ko wasak dun. Buti na lang nagyaya na umuwi yun dalawa. Igz and Doc. hehehe

Kahit sandali lang, nakompleto naman ang apat. Apat dapat!! hehe Bwisit lang si becky, nilalaglag na naman ako. hahaha

Pero Rheg, congrats talaga, sana tuloy tuloy na yan at maging masaya ka na lagi. Wag na lang maging becky. hahaha

Pero masaya, nung araw na yun. Tapos ang lungkot.

Kahit sobrang hirap ng mga panahon na yun at parang mahirap biglang ok na like I used to do. That time, it wasn't easy to move on.

Thanks to all factors that made me survive on that horrible week. Thanks to everyone.

Even this week was kinda bad, pero mas ok naman to kaysa last week. hehe

Transition for a better mood.

Change is inevitable I guess.. Moving on..

Going forward.

suntok sa puso

Pagsakay ko sa jeep pauwi, medyo nararamdaman ko pa yun hapdi sa pisngi ko.. Pero pag naiisip ko yun nangyari sa kin nung linggo, lalo ako napapagod..

Nanghihina..

Nawawala..

Ewan ko, dahil na din sa marami ko ginawa nung isang linggo at natapos pa ng ganun, sino naman ang di mabad trip.. Ayos. hehe Pinipilit ko na lang kalimutan o ngitian ang nangyari. Kaso mukhang mahihirapan ako makaderetcho na o tawag na move on.. hehe Peste ni hindi nga ako makangiti..

Nung sumakay ako sa jeep.. Tulala ako, kumbaga parang nasan ba ko? Ano na nangyari? Parang sobrang nafreeze na lang ako na teka bad trip naman.. Gusto ko kumain, kaso nawalan naman ako ng gana.. Gusto uminom or gumimik kagaya kahapon kaso, tinatamad na ko..

Parang lahat ng masamang vibe eh pumasok sa kin sa mga oras na yun.. Ang bigat sa puso. Di ko na alam ang gagawin ko.. Kung pwede lang mag lacuna yun mga nangyari, burado na. hehe

Siyempre, sa puso naman di naman din mawawala yun.. Lalo na kung masakit.

Di ko na ikwento dito kung ano nangyari.. Pero salamat sa brothers na may resbak agad... hehe Salamat sa mga magandang tanawin araw araw.. Mabuti dayshift. Sa mga ibang friends ko nandiyan, salamat at kahit papano tanggal ang bad trip.. Ah yes, for her, salamat sa biglang imbita at masaya na ko.. Kahit papano di lang bad trip ang natanggal kundi yun basta.. Masaya ako nakita kita. Kahit malayo na ko galing pauwi. hehe

Muntikan ko na kalimutan, ang aking mga musika.. Salamat at gising ako lagi kahit iba iniisip. hehe

Salamat talaga, lalo na sa Kanya.. Matatag pa din ako.. Kahit ganito, sige lang.. Basta patulong na lang..

Alam ko, may masama din ako nasabi pero gusto ko siya tulungan..

Yun nga lang.. Ok lang naman na ayaw niya, kaso kung saktan naman ako.. Wag na lang ok..

Pero sabagay, kailangan ng pasensya..

Di na lang ako susuko na gumaling siya o bumuti yun kalagayan niya..

Sana, maintindihan niya na kailangan niya ng tulong..

Tama nga naman sa Biblia nabasa ko, kahit gusto mo tumulong minsan ayaw nila, babatuhin ka nila tapos pagbibintangan ka pa. Kawawa naman..

Kawawa naman ako. hehe

Ang hinahangad ko na lang.. mawala lahat ng masama sa loob ko sa linggo to at tapos na ang bad trip..

Ok lang na nasaktan yun pisngi ko at ulo, gagaling din yan..

Kaso yun puso ko, medyo matagal maghilom.. Parang kasing bagal ko..

Pero pag ayos na, wala na sa kin yun.. Bagong simula!

Magpatawad na lang sa isa't isa..

Whew, hirap magtagalog. hehe

Shi. Priss (bubblegum crisis)

Nahirapan ako sa number 4. hehe Hmmmm Fujiko Mine ng lupin, o si Princess Mononoke, o kahit is Iria, kaso ang problem eh nung binalikan ko itong character kanina, sabi ko eto na lang. hehe

Naalala ko well, as usual VHS days.. Parang last episode ata yun OVA, siya na lang yun lumalaban sa Boomer, kahit talo na, di sumuko ang chick. hehe Saka pano naman siya sikat sa Knight sabers, siya yun maganda, rocker tapos matapang pa.. Ano pa hahanapin ko? hehe Eventhough she is not the leader, but she acts like one..

I don't like her hair na orig. Saka medyo becky. hehe Pagka tibo kung baga. Sayang naman siya. Paano ko nasabi? Eh yun lapit ng lapit sa kanya si Leon, kaso wala lang sa kanya.. Ayos di ba..

Bagay sa kanya yun yellow na wig.. Especially pag kumakanta na siya as Priss and the Replicants.

I love her knight saber suit, kulay blue tama sa dating niya.. And when she rides that damn motorbike na kahit di ako sumasakay. hehe

Well another attitude I like is she never gives up.. Just to finish the job, even there is little chance to finish it, just overcome it and doesn't care what happen.. Kinda similar like me..

Tough chick indeed.. Kinda short lang for her.. Wala na ko masabi, yun Priss sa 2040 version, di Priss yun.. Very flop.. hehe

Bakit sobrang taas niya? Siguro balanced kasi yun attitude other than heroine, like Revy in Black Lagoon, sobrang tapang naman niya. Baril lang ng baril. hehe O kahit si Fujiko, well balance siya kaso lagi naman ganun ginagawa, niloloko si Lupin. hehe

But anyway, may mas mataas pa naman sa kanya, at sure na yun. I save the best chicks for last. hehe

Ah yes, sorry sobrang old school to, so you tube na lang ha o kaya wiki..

Another thing, di naman fan ng Blade Runner yun creator ng series. hehe

Kick Ass

Maybe you're wondering what the hell happened to me, saying those 2 harsh words. hehe Anyhow, before I watched the trailer online for this movie and I knew from the start that this will definitely kick ass!!!

According to the trailer first, a story about a geek dude who wants to be a superhero in the real life, even with no powers.. hehe Then he became superhero and he has followers and do they job saving the day. There is action, then laughs and damn more actions.. hehe

I want to write the plot or synopsis but this time, I just want to make it simple. Go straight with the review.. hehe Besides, it always make my post for movies long.. And no more spoilers I guess.. Better watch it guys and gals.. Ladies will love Hit Girl. hehe Guys I don't know, Red Mist? hahaha

I just realized it will make my work easy for the upcoming movie reviews, except if the movie is worth writing that long. However, I thought.. Nah, I just put my review straight up.. So the last review with everything on will be Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.. Lucky movie, but that's fine..

Let's go back at kick ass!!! Story about a geek who wants to be a real life superhero, then many who followed him, well 3 of them and that's it. Nah, how they use their superhero antics not only to save lives but also themselves..

The movie is damn great. Actually, it is worth writing with everything on it but I changed my mind, especially what happened today. Getting beat up crap.. hehe

One of the best movies of the year.. It is like Zombieland with a better setup and chemistry, and of course, ultraviolent... hehe Oh yes, don't bring your kids watching this movie, especially high school girls.. hehe

The story is fantastic, realistic in a sense.. The part where kick ass is putting his costume then doing all his effort just to become a superhero.. That one really kinda touch my heart. hehe Naks.. The Big Daddy and Hit Girl tandem!!! Of course, cool and damn good.. Especially Hit Girl! hehe Red Mist, not that great but interesting as well, even Mark Strong, damn, how he delivered being that hot headed mob boss? Good as well. They all fit together.. Ah yes, include the 2 best friends which are not.. hehe And yup, even the girlfriend of Kick Ass.. Nice ass. hehe

The technical side? Superb.. Action scenes especially the final action scenes were great.. Even how kick ass was ass kicked. hehe Or even that scene where they were tortured, very depressing.. Costumes? Even they looked like funny or like one dude says in the film, green condom.. hehe But nice costumes, especially for Big Daddy.. Editing great and yes, $30 million budget? Wow.. Talking about efficient. hehe I can say it is like Zombieland yet more style, better chemistry and lots of gore. hehe

By the way, yes, Nicholas Cage was good here.. At last!!!

Speaking of acting, well, I thought he was an unknown US actor, but the kick ass dude is British.. Damn, he sounds like an US geek.. hehe I still don't know if he is famous.. Nicholas Cage, Mark Strong, Mclovin and most especially Hit Girl.. If Battle Royale will have a remake (which is impossible for US), she is my number one in my list. She can slice and dice and done hard boiled stunts (john woo's great action movie, two guns and chow yun fat) and good actress as well. If you saw 500 days of Summer,even in a small role, she did great. She's the little sister of Joseph Gordon Lewitt in the film.. Forgot the character's name. hehe Because of that, their chemistry was great..

The pace, not that fast, just right.. Especially the final scenes which you need to fasten up.. The first parts were just right, slow yet entertaining.

Then, what else? Ah special mention of our butterfly knife. hehe

The movie just kick ass!!!

Sobrang bad trip na ko nun gabi yun, grabe.. Buti na lang, after watching it, ayun, ayos.. At least, di masyado bad trip. hehe

Definitely, if I have time this weekend, I'll watch it again.. Then siguro Shutter Island or Clash.. Pero yun iba, sa DVD na lang, or as usual download na lang. haha

But this movie worth watching it again in cinema..

Parang Sin City, nun unang pinanood ko, sabi ko mapanood ulit to sa DVD, parang comics talaga ang dating eh. hehe

I'll definitely wait for this in DVD..

No power comes with no responsibility..

stucked

"Sorry may lakad ako"

"Di ako pwede"

-No reply-

At that time, I'm waiting in Buendia, taft ave.. Looking for some fun or try to go somewhere which I want to kill some good time.. Or visit some good friends..

Unfortunately, I was stucked in Buendia with a whole bunch of people, wanting to go home.. It was really a place you don't want to be in when going home. Damn.. Place very jam packed, even the LRT station? The line comes down up to the FX terminal.. That's how crowded it is..

Of course, as always, there are plans B, C or whatever. hehe Plan B? No reply, Plan C, well, let's go home!! Bad plan, the FX terminal has a long wait.. Jeepney? Fully booked. hehe Nevertheless, one more way to go home is dropping by the ayala terminal.

Damn, I even planned to drop at MOA but the orange and blue mini cabs were not there.. It was indeed a day after salary fever. hehe That goes as well for the dreaded traffic waiting for me. Oh crap..

I decided to go back at Makati and just walk somewhere Glorietta and ride the FX going at suki..

I rode a bus, then went down at Insular or PBCOM I guess.. I forgot because I am just frustrated. hehe So, I walked from Ayala ave to Glorietta and strolled around the busy lanes of Glorietta..

As I walk, well, I thought, indeed this is a bad day.. Nowhere to go and I am stuck in a rut..

Suddenly came to my mind that I should watch a movie instead.. I planned going to trinoma to watch a movie but since it is very hectic, I thought of watching here at Glorietta..

Besides, I haven't watch here for a very long time.. Indeed.. I try to play at Timezone first but changed my mind and go straight to the cinema ticket booths..

"Clash of the Titans"

"Date Night"

"Sam and Anne movie"

"Shutter Island"

"Kick Ass"

Wait, kick ass?! I thought it will be shown sometime later but it's already here..

1 ticket for Kick Ass!!

ang C.R.A.P mug

ang C.R.A.P mug

bow. hehe Ah, bihira ko gamitin yun mga binibigay sa kin. Like yun letters, nasa box lang, or the swiss knife, the starbucks mug, or how about yun souvenir sa kasal? hehe Nakatago lang dito sa cabinet ko..

Pero siyempre, special naman yun mga gift na yun.. Bihira lang naman mag bigay sa kin ng gift kahit sometimes, I'm the one who is usually giving gifts.. Yeah..

Although one thing na sa wakas eh nagamit ko na, a gift that I really use it..

It's up there!

Nakuha ko siya as a xmas gift ni doc.. Ang special di ba? Para sa aming apat. hehe Ang maganda kasi may mga pics siya kaming apat, di naman lahat pero ok yun pics. Lalo na yun, ehem, sa 9 waves, tapos yun sa bahay, then siyempre yun Batangas..

I knew I'll just keep it and never use it kasi sentimental for us apat yun mga events na yun.. We're indeed brothers..

However, in times of need, you will use it. Like this past week! hehe

Paano naman kasi, yun mug na binigay ng company eh 2nd day pa lang sira na, tapos ang liit pa.. Nun training tiyaga ako sa gatorade bottles dito sa bahay, I bring it everyday tapos ayun tapon. hehe

Nun nasa floor na eh I thought of using a mug na, at tamang tama eto na. hehe

Everytime I look at that damn mug, napapatawa ako, kasi yun mga pictures dun, talagang nakakainspire lang kasi marami na kaming pinagdaanan tapos saan saan kami napunta tapos ayun over the years we've grown.. Even we are not really seeing each other, eh alam namin na nandiyan lang ang CRAP. Except yun isa becky na makulit. hehe Peace!!! At least nagbabayad ng pinaload. hahahaha

Kahit bad trip na araw ko sa work or the day itself, isa sa mga nagpapatanggal ng bad trip eh yun mug. Seriously.. Reminiscing those fun, wild, happy days.

Sana tumagal yun mug kasing tagal yun pagiging close, very close friends. Brothers.. Best friends.. Forever. Kung nasira yun mug, pagawa ulit. Bakal naman tapos nakaengrave yun mga mukha nun apat. hehe

Salamat...

Oh C.R.A.P!

w,w and w

work.. Oh yes, never ending. hehe Siyempre when black Saturday started, workload never ends. Nakapagpahinga nga ng Easter Monday, but sandali lang. Good grief.. hehe Matatalo na ang record for the days work, straight.. If this reaches friday, I am now working for 14 straight days.. And that's two jobs. Wow.. More than 8 days I worked before sa parlance.. Thanks to him..

worn out.. I'm human, of course.. Napapagod din. Ewan ko nga kung kaya ko pumasok ng walang absent. Pero ganito talaga, kailangan tira ng tira ng pagkakakitaan ika nga ni Kuya. Maybe, I love working hard.. I didn't do that before, but now, I'm thinking, why stop? hehe Although I can still do the roles, I feel, sometime now, I'll be definitely worn out. Sana kung makaVL na ko, kaso ang plot ko na sa June 25 pa. Katagal naman. hehe Well, I just need to reach that date without trouble I guess.. Stay focused, healthy I wish and don't lose hope! Hope to finish everything. hehe I just need a rest..

whining, ah sorry, winning... For now, di ko masabi.. hehe Kasi sa dami ng iniisip ko di ko alam kung tama na ginagawa ko sa work and sa shop.. I just follow my instincts and reflexes. hehe However, I can say may nararating naman ang ginagawa ko. Not that big improvement but it's going on and it's good. Not in the downward direction but just right. Of course, may goal na mabawasan ang problema or work, pero di pa ngayon, matatagalan pa. Not too soon or too late. Magugulat ka na lang na tapos na. hehe

I forgot the another w.. Will.. My force of will.

Will to live every moment..

Ah mayroon pa pala..

Wala na.

Movie Loading

3/10/2009? That was the date when I posted Movie Marathon.. That was a year ago, and whoa, a lot changed when I discovered torrent. I discovered that I can watch movies to my zune rather than using my old DVD portable player which unfortunately, didn't return by somebody.. You can guess who borrowed it. hehe

Anyway, yes, even DYRL is still not finished for 2 weeks now.. I am still getting some movies I haven't watch for quite some time.. Hehe The movies I missed and I thought of watching, out of curiosity I guess..

Why I got so addicted watching movies? Some movies even it's crap, I see it.. Some movies I watch because for dating purposes? hehe Or some movies I watch coz it suits my taste, that will make me think or I felt something about the movie. I felt happy, sad, grossed or even cried.. It depends to the movie itself..

The important about watching movies for me is I'm getting ideas through it. Or most of the time, I'm really surprised about the movie like it happened in my life. Not sci fi movies of course.. Hmmm for example, I just watched High Fidelity and wow, that happened in my life, not exactly but as you see, I had also not top 5, but top 8, 8 ladies. hehe

In movies, it also remove my stress. Like today, I was able to watch 3 movies and my stress of not getting enough sleep went away.. Just like that. hehe

Watching them as well excercises my right to criticize... Yes.. hehe Whether they say it's good to others, but as long it's not good to me, sorry, I'll rant about that movie.

Well, I do think that watching them gives me many ways to view life. Whether it's a sci fi, or comedy or even documentary, it shows me perpectives of life.. We, humans, indeed are creative beings..

The funny thing is now, I haven't watched all the movies I got. hehe Damn, maybe if I did not work, I was able to watch them all. However, I will not earn extra money if I just watch movies all day everyday. hehe

Although I'm quite behind for this, little by little, I'm going to watch them all!!! Especially in Sundays, while waiting for customers, I'll just sit back first and watch..

I want to thank from the bottom of my heart, to my computer!! Without it, well, I will need to go to hidalgo again just to buy those pirated DVD's.. You can't even find the titles you want. I'm glad those days were way over!! hehe

All I need is patience.. For downloading movies, patience is a very important virtue..

And oh of course, some disk space in your computer. hehe And a good dsl connection..

And a good flow of electricity..

And a reliable website as well..

And of course, why should I forgot?

My zune.. hehe

Damn, DYRL status of download is now 94.6% almost complete. Come on, please finish it tonight.. I don't want to wait further. Patience? Yeah after waiting for 2 weeks... I'm running out of patience. hehe

I can say, it will be left behind from the other 6 movies I'm getting. Oh boy!!!

Oh crap...

Shi. Eikichi Onizuka (Great Teacher Onizuka)

Naisip ko paano kung eto ang teacher mo. hehe Kung pasaway ang student, lalo na ang teacher!!! While watching sa youtube and reading in wikipedia about onibaku (Onizuka's former great gang) I wonder, why a certain famous gang leader become a teacher? Yun ang tinatawag na "calling". hehe

Well, I forgot paano ko siya nadiscover besides from Kuya Allan.. Pero ang sure ko naalala eh bumili pa kami ng pirated VCD ng anime series nun sa quiapo. Ganon kami kaaddict sa series na to. hehe Unfortunately, isang anime series na lang siya and wala na siya ka

sunod.. May live action na ok, and the movie? I watched it in star mandarin (star movies na puro asian films, mostly chinese movies) movie, sucked. hehe

I like the character because of his purpose to be a good teacher, teach the kids in a different way. More in life application. Sabagay, di naman siya magaling na teacher technically, ni magbasa nahihirapan siya. hehe

Pero on how he inspire saka antics niya, dun ako natutuwa.. Even yun ginaya niya si Kenshiro in one episode. hehe Or kahit yun first scene niya, timeless, yun hinamon siya ng mga tambay "Who is getting killed? A pervert with a second degree black belt or you guys who unfortunately trying to extort money from me?" (Not in exact subtitle) Ayun, bugbog ang dalawa.hehe

Marami pa astig na episodes dun, actually parang lahat eh. hehe Lalo na yun everytime he helps the student in a different way, parang weird, fun and inspiring.

Ayoko ko lang sa kanya, parang minsan sobra ata o talagang may pagkaungas din talaga. hehe

Cool teacher indeed, I wish there was one teacher like him.. Maybe, I'll never make excuses not to go to school everyday pag yun ang teacher ko. hehe

Siguro pag may ganun na teacher sa totoong buhay, malamang isang quarter lang yun. hehe or isang sem lang dahil sa kalokohan...

However, he is still great. Great because look at him? He is a teacher?!

flashbacks: going home, alone

Up to this moment, I can't believe that I was able to go home at a tender age. Imagine, at 7 years old, from a very far school near SM north up to Project 7, our previous home, I walked home, alone..

That was one simple morning at grade 1, well, as usual, I was brought to school by my brother driving the old blue toyota wagon then regular school day finished. By the way, yes, I did not study at LSQC GS until grade 2, fun fact. hehe Usually I used to be picked up by our tricycle buddy, Manong Philip when I finish my school day.. Like school bus but in a tricycle set up.. hehe I don't know for what reason, he didn't arrive..

Me, maybe I was so impatient at that time, stubborn kid I guess, I decided to walk going home.. So I think at that time, I was indeed stubborn. I did not follow my parents to wait for anyone to pick me up. I went home alone.. Without thinking twice..

Jeez, that was a very hot morning brunch time.. Walking in the dusty busy streets, why I didn't ride a trike? Well, I only have a snoopy lunch box at my hand and my bulky bag. I don't have money at that time.. I guess at that time, I don't even know what is money. hehe Maybe..

Of course, it's not a short walk, you won't believe that I need to walk across edsa.. If you check edsa today, I went across the Shell in Veterans Village entrance from a small market in Bago Bantay.. Dangerous isn't it if I just jaywalked across that wide avenue.. Luckily, I remembered before that day, we studied the traffic signs, like the traffic lights, red is stop, green is go, and good thing, there is some cop who assist me walking across the street. Without those thoughts, I won't be here. Maybe there will be a news in the police report section in TV patrol that same night, kid got hit while walking in Edsa. hehe

I was able to across Edsa with my dear life and went on walking until I reached main street going to our house. To tell you honestly, I am so hungry and tired at that time. Crap.. Well, I still walked hard. hehe

Then when I arrived at our fave bake shop which only sells pandesal and tasty bread, I saw someone running towards me..

It's my beloved dreary Mom.. She was crying at that time and asking me if I'm ok and fine.. Even I looked so pale and tired, I told her, "I'm ok Ma".

I got home, well ate a sumptous lunch and later... got scolded. hehe Mang Philip just went late so I was not able to meet at school..

Lessons learned: Follow your parents and be patient. hehe

For now, I became patient yet sometimes, I don't follow my parents. hehe

When I remember this event, I still can't believe it.. Oh well, I can say being a kid was fun.. Not entirely my childhood memories, but for this one, worth keeping it!

!revival!

Nah, it's not a song from Reality Bites OST. hehe Just today was a revival not only Him but also, and I hope our faith. It was simple yet fulfilling day. Kasi naman, masarap naman yun pahinga ko kahapon tapos etong araw sakto! Walang sabit sa bayad bukas. hehe

Pero yun ibang babayaran, sabit pero pwede naman this week. haha

However, as I write this one, I feel relaxed and get ready for tomorrow. Problem lang, hmmm besides sa mga bills and expenses eh I don't know what to do. Sa dami kong gagawin, di ko na alam ang gagawin. hehe Well, siguro may mga naayos na for the past holy week pero kulang pa din ang time. Sana mahaba yun bakasyon.. hehe

Although one stuck in my mind, next year, my situation should be different. Less problems and more rest. Effective and efficient worker and as a good businessman at the same time. I hope so. hehe I dream as well, just finish all of these struggles and I'm going to be so much happy. At least..

Oh crap, isang linggo na di ko pa nakukukha yun DYRL!!! Kaunti lang kasi yun seed. Pest. hehe

Pero yun fist of the north star, ayos, so nostalgic. hehe Parang VHS lang. Kaso ang tagal iconvert..

Speaking of revival, let's revive some memories this week. Yes, may naisip na ko around two topics about that. Then, what else? Fixing my stats and preparing for the weekend. I know upfront, I'll be having a busy, a tight weekend. Jeez, pwede na ba magVL ng isang linggo? hahaha AWOL kaya? hahaha

Revive those HS days na kaunti sakit ng ulo at ubo, Ma di na ko pasok. Tapos pag papasok next day, pagawa ng excuse letter. Lusot! hehe Sa college, di ako ganun, may inspiration eh. Hiyee. hehe

Crap those days..

I don't know how I got motivated for finish the tasks. Maybe I'm that kind of person, just finish it so you can rest later. Fast.

Let's just hope that everything will be fine this week. Keep the faith burning..

But what irritates me? Eto, pag daan ko sa church, grabe, pagbungad pa lang, naririnig ko na yun mga jingle ng candidates. Grabe, walang patawad. hehe Sana matalo sila!!!!

Pero may funny side naman. After going to the easter mass, while going home, I saw a streamer of a candidate..

It says below..

"Parang awa niyo na!!

for councilor!!"

I don't know with that dude, that sounds to me desperation..

Damn, the reason was well he lost 3 years ago. Poor dude, lalo ko siya di iboboto.

Unfortunately, there are many dudes like him will end up losing.

Like I said, let the carnival begins!!! Ah fiesta na din.

Widening

Yes, sana dumami pa ang alam ko words to put here. hehe To free further my mind na gumamit pa ng maraming words, napansin ko kasi, yun ibang salita na ginagamit ko paulit ulit. Marked down sa QA. Peste naman. hehe

I should really start reading books, more of them..

Anyway, other than that wala naman ako pa ilalagay here except for what? Hmmm wala pang bago. Mabuti pala at nagbukas ako shop today, nakabenta naman kahit papano. hehe

This coming week, sana malakas naman ang tindahan. Tapos siyempre sa work, sana makuha ko na o matuto na ko sa ops para madali ang buhay sa work. hehe Para makatulong na sa team. Nahihirapan lang ako sa pagpasok, lalo na araw-araw ang palit ng sked, well di naman malaki pagitan pero siyempre iba iba din ang gising mo di ba?

Well, kaya ko naman yun.. hehe Next week no more rants here about those things. I wish!!!

Thanks to the holy week pala, I was also widen my perpective na din. Nakapahinga tapos mga planning na din. Targets to reach this month and sa bilis ng panahon, 1 year na ang shop sa welcome!! Akalain mo, kala ko di tatagal pero eto, nakasurvive naman. hehe

Thanks to him, good thing, he will rise up tomorrow. I hope all of us, will rise up from whatever challenges we are into.. Stand up and be free..

Ano pa ba.. Ah!!! Mabuti tapos na ang month of March. hehe Sa totoo lang, very weird lagi ang month na yun sa kin. Parang tradition na sa buhay ko. Ewan ko. Marami lang ako naalala siguro pag March. Mabuti at April na.. Moving on and do what you need to do. hehe

May is approaching.. Don't ask me who am I going to vote.. Oh please, yun pangasar sa kin, si Noy daw.. Naman, di naman sa naasar ako, pero di ko siya iboboto. Bakit? Til next month. hehe Who am I going to waste my vote? You'll see. Pero last time si Bro. Eddie kaso oh well, he didn't won, he end around 3rd or 4th place.

What I can advice for those voters? Please vote the right leader. A leader na di lang mabait o sobrang galing, o di kaya malapit sa tao. A leader who will inspire us to do what is right. A leader by example, and with efficiency and effective as well. If we can have a Cory like attitude tapos strong will like Marcos as our new president, sa tingin ko, di ganito ang Pilipinas. Way better than this. Or even our neighbors.

Kaso hindi.. Especially these past years.. Ok lang na medyo inuuna yun sarili paminsan minsan, pero hindi eh. Ako muna bago sila. Ayos, that's our public service. Great. Because of that, we became one of the most corrupt countries. Nice..

Just vote wisely. Widen your options, besides it's for our country, meaning, for all of us..

For the next 3-6 years. .

...streaming...

I can't believe na this Good Friday eh simple pero masaya at enriching din.. Kasi nakapagpahinga at ayun, kahit papano bisita sa Lourdes kaninang umaga. A spiritual excercise..

Tinatamad na nga ako magbukas ng shop bukas. hehe Pero sayang ang benta, malay mo makatsamba...

Nakapila ako sa confession kanina, parang may nawala na bigat sa puso ko. Siguro sa mga kasalanan nagawa ko saka yun guide na din sa taas, thanks for the rest today and I was able to contemplate the day today.. Reflecting na din about sa life which di ko natapos, pero sana bukas eh may plan na din. Not major changes, mga slight lang.

To really understand good friday, I watched The Passion of the Christ by Mel Gibson.

I can say na yun ang the best work ni Gibson, I mean sobrang touching, and it's true, napaiyak ako, especially to some scenes. Grabe.. Come to think of it what Jesus went through, I mean, sobra sa sacrifice ang ginawa niya sa tin. For all of us. Kakalungkot lang talaga..

Mabuti maganda yun ending. As we all know it di ba. hehe One of the best films.. Simply great..

Then to lighten the day, I watched Little Miss Sunshine, a dark family comedy.. Ok din and that's why Alan Arkin won, great performance even in a short time... Abigail Breslin, great, how come she grows so fast at Zombieland? hehe

Tapos, Yes Man!!! Jim Carrey, offball character, but it's a great comedy movie. Like Raims said, a feel good movie.. Then last show for the day, 500 days of summer.. Siyempre Zooey Deschanel from yes man I thought of, well watch this film..

Indie film with the Cobra Commander dude from GI Joe.. Joseph Gordon-Levitt, and what I can say.. Good movie but I just hate Summer. Damn!!! hehe Parang may kaugali siya.. hmmmmmmmm

Anyhow, that's how simple it is today. Pero sobrang relax and happy to spend time with him, more than usual. Siguro pag VL ko, sana ganito lang ang araw. Kaso ang problema, wala pa VL, mahirap magplot. hehe

Ang di ko lang malimutan today eh yun passion of Christ. It's so moving, parang teka, sana lahat ng tao make some sacrifices to change, or even repent.. Ika nga ng pari kanina, be an instrument of peace, love and evident of his teaching. Ang hirap naman nun di ba... Pero as long as you ask help from him, nothing to worry about.. Dun muna ako siguro magstart to strengthen the relationship with God, leave the worries or troubles, especially the big ones.. To him.. Don't rely so much to your own strength.

Ask help and he will lighten you up..

Say Yes to him!!!

Oh not what Jim Carrey did.

Say yes to everything? Dangerous.. hehe

realizations (part 12)

186. As I ask through Him a question, he gave me a clever answer.

187. Malaking tulong pala, for these past 5 years, the first thing you do in the morning is pray..

188. Yes, sometimes, di maiwasan na bakit ganun.. Why he's cruel and sort of. Parang pinabayaan na tayo.. It is hard yet, it is a test of faith to him..

189. Even my life is kinda difficult, he eases the burden, every moment.

190. I'm not sure if I always do the right thing.. Because I trust in him in every thing I do.. especially for those things that I can't do it..

191. Sa dami nangyari sa buhay eh, malaking pasalamat ko kay God, always giving me a chance.

192. I know I have a long way to fulfill whatever purpose of my life is..

193. this is the only time I wrote about my faith.. It's just never withers away.. Hope is my guiding light.

194. tama, eto lang ang oras na nakapagsulat ako tungkol dito, pero sa totoo, lagi nasa buhay ko na to.. hehe

195. I hope all of us, whoever or whatever you're praying for, or whose faith are you.. live in a peaceful and meaningful life.

196. sacrifices are done sometimes, especially to the one you love.. Like what he did to all of us..