magulo

Di naman masyado. hehe Tagalog siguro ng Disorder. Pero wala naman bago kahapon, kasi paguwi ko, siyempre usual stuff and then, intay ng Daimos. hehe Nakapanood naman ako, and dapat matutulog ako, kaso well, napanood naman ako ng Conan. The worse, it's just part 1. So I will need to watch part 2 later. hehe Parang nakakaaddict ang Conan ha, kaya pala until now, di pa tapos sa Japan. Di nakapagtataka. hehe Of course, nothing changed. By the way, later, it will be Eid Fitr, the end of Ramadan. So we have double pay. hehe And of course, that is for our Muslim brothers and sisters. I heard that in this day, they have a big feast. Usually this is like the Easter Sunday for us Catholics which we have a great celebration because of the resurrection of Christ. So we need to respect our Muslim friends and I hope all of us are in peace in the future time, no more conflict in one country. 

Alam ko, pagnabasa ni Rheg, magrereact. hehe Or kahit sila Igz or Ian, laglag na naman ako. Oo nga pala, graduate na pala yun bro ni Rheg this coming Saturday so advance congrats sa kanya, at may inom at kainan kina Rheg sa Saturday, malamang nandun na naman ako. Sa linggo, pupunta naman ako sa birthday ng anak ni Magzi, sa Festival Mall. hehe Medyo malayo pero siyempre, barkada ko yun kaya malamang pupunta ako, at siyempre ang 2cpm barkada. Oi, Barogs, alam ko nagbabasa ka, punta ka ha? 1pm, sa Festival mall, message mo na lang si Magzi sa Friendster for more details, pero malamang nasend ka na ng reminder dati pa. hehe

What a day. We hope for a better CE today. hehe For my team of course. We keep our fingers crossed. hehe Actually, may white meat sa likod ko kaya di ako makabrowse, mahirap na ang mahuli. hehe Tapos magbabarge pa sa kin. Good job naman di ba? hehe Yun San Beda pala, may kapalit na pala agad kay Ekwe, bad trip, kala ko wala na silang kwenta next season, mahihirapan yun ibang teams ulit nito. Bwisit, may tatalo pa ba sa kanila? 

Malapit na ang payday, ang bayarin din malapit na. hehe Kaya magulo ang buhay ko. Lagi na lang ata. Naisip ko na rin na magpakalayo but I can't. Damn. When will be a day that I can live without troubles? Kailan kaya yun at siyempre maalagaan ko naman si Algerro. hehe Hay, buhay, sadyang mahirap. Por pabor. hehe

Those days, days of happiness, despair, fondness, pain and most of all, love. Such a missing feeling. I don't know when I will have that again. Maybe I really miss her I guess. hehe Love? Up to now, I don't freaking know. hehe 

So the countdown begins for the release of new Up Dharma Down's album on 10/24/08 named "Bipolar", I wish I can leave work and go to that event. hehe Let's see if that is possible in these coming weeks. 

Sarap ng Ampalaya.

burn out

That's what I can say as of today. As of this moment. Life is really ironic. After the team eat out due to the prize we got on Friday, we ate at Dencio's here at eastwood. hehe It's really a great feeling when your team was able to do it's best and get yourselves rewarded. Saka masarap ang libre sa mga panahon na 'to. hehe After that, medyo groggy ako at nakauwi agad sa bahay, at of course, Ron texted me if we are still on for the magic night. I replied yes and I went to their house right away at around 6pm due to the traffic in freaking north ave. You know why is that, SM North at my left side, and Trinoma in my right side, and it's Saturday, good job! hehe Both sides are moving like turtles. 

I arrived and played some games right away and ate dinner. After dinner, the game didn't stop and actually I was not able to watch the 2 brothers battle out, which I really want to. hehe But that's fine, maybe they are really tired of playing each other everyday. Luckily I am still playing magic cards and I really want to play outside but I don't have the cards for type 2 yet and funds. hehe I don't know as well, who are vintage/legacy players except my former team mate at HSBC. Nonetheless. hehe 

We end up playing at 2am and I thought we will sleep right away, but uh-no.. May chismax! hehe Siyempre, nagtanong si Ron kung ano ang tingin sa isang friend namin. I gave my opinion and well, mukhang naintriga talaga ako. Kung nagbabasa ka dude, alam mo na ang iniisip namin. hehe Heller! Nakakatawa ang reaction ni Rick and oh well, that's life goes on. Sometimes, there are people really coming out I guess. 

After that chismax, we slept right away and woke up around 9am. I ate a delicious breakfast with them and left Ron's house. All I can say, I am lucky to have them as one of my trusted friends and they indeed lucky in life. hehe I went right away to SM Fairview to check some stuff, especially magic cards, but since the caretaker of the store is not there yet. I walked around the SM Fairview. 

Wag ka, nakapanood na ko ng sine dun, siyempre, ala naman maghintay ako ng matagal dun, hehe I watched Eagle Eye, and I was suprised na dating US na din ang SM ha. Kala ko watch all you can pa rin sila. Medyo mura din kahit papano, 110 ang sine. hehe Wala akong kasama. At eto pa, since wala silang monitor like in Trinoma or Eastwood na choose your seat kuno, eh sa papel lang nakalagay kung san uupo. hehe So di na pala, de luxe or premiere, premiere na lang pala. I chose my seat and waited for like 20-30 mins. While waiting, I ate at BK, and there is a discount pala with SM Advantage, so surprising ha, with that discount, nakabili ako ng mayo for the fries. hahaha

After the steakburger meal, na sobrang nabusog ako, I went to cinema and watched the film. Same trailers shown like in Hellboy 2 kaya ng Watchmen and Madagascar 2. Why I watched Eagle Eye? I was just curious with the plot, what if that is true in future time? The film is good but not great, worth to watch even if I watched it in Trinoma or Greenbelt. The film is about two strangers were controlled by a certain voice and of course, they were led to know the truth and why they were chosen. I understand why Shia was chosen, but not Michelle Monaghan. hehe Maybe the computer/AI randomly selected her and the other persons participated in the plot. While in the end was well, good executed but realize it's like 2001: A Space Odyssey film plot, the sequences were good, give you more surprises and boils down that the Eagle Eye has a very bad plan. Very well planned chaos. hehe It has a good ending but overall, not great nor bad. Good. I enjoyed it. hehe

I went straight to the shop, got some cards I need and lastly, I went to Dad and Algerro. I thought I can go to Church at 6pm but unfortunately, due to stress and lack of sleep, I woke up next day, Monday. Good thing Algerro gave me some massage but oh well, I will make up for the lost time with God this coming weeks. Try to do more good things. hehe I am so sorry. I really just don't want to miss this celebration every Sunday. Damn. Please forgive me. 

Moving on, I was indeed burned out. Well, Algerro is good, Dad is still the same. We talked some important matters and the ending? Frustrated at my part, got spanked. hehe And of course, bad thoughts coming in my mind and I just don't know how these family feud will end. Crap. This is just annoying. I think that we were worse than the family shown in the film Visitor Q. hehe At least, their family is close. Very close. 

I went home at last after almost 2 days. Mom is there, and of course, kailangan pa ba imemorize yan, sabon na naman! hehe Bad trip. Tapos yun, naginternet sandali at siyempre kailangan ng bagong scan ang computer. 

Of course, nanood ako ng Game 3! Pero wala talaga, talagang ginamit na ng San Beda ang lakas nila. Yun, walang kahirap hirap, panalo ang San Beda. 3 peat.. Pero next year, may hope pa ang JRU. hehe Ewan ko sa San Beda, kasi wala na ang player who gave them this 3 peat. the Ekwelizer. hehe 

So, after that, I slept. I did not sleep right away, because of those problems. Getting in my damn nerves. They are running in my mind. I just prayed, prayed hard to let those problems don't bother me. Just for a while. And alas, I woke at 9pm and go straight to work.

This week is kinda busy, especially at the weekend. PBA starts at this coming weekend, so there is something to watch for. NBA will start at the end of the month. Up Dharma Down will launch their album on the 24th. I found some more interesting bits in the music scene. hehe Next month will be Quantum of Solace which I shouldn't miss. 

What a long blog. hehe That's what you get for being disturbed, or bored, or whatever feeling I have in this ironic life. When will this end? Oh please.. hehe I know I shouldn't be laughing or be happy. But maybe that's the way that keeps me going. Praying of course is a big help. If I don't do these things, I really may end up dead, or going insane. Mentally instable I guess. No joke. 

I can just smile these things, even I should be getting depressed. What a way to move on. hehehe

Oh crap.  

then there's game 3

In the NCAA Finals ha. hehe Siyempre, wala naman bago kahapon. Parang wala lang. hehe I am ready to go to Ron's house, sorry Nick, nasa Singapore ka. haha By the way, I finished some errands yesterday and went to Joanne's workplace, I was surprised that her workplace is near my house, just a jeepney ride away. However, we are not able to meet because of work. So I will just check when I can meet her next week. She will tell me how she end up working there?! So after those waiting and fixing some things, I was able to sleep and woke up around 4:30pm. Around 6 hours of first sleep, and I turned on the TV and the Game 2 already started. Unlike the UAAP finals happened Thursday, this one is purely competition. No questionable calls or whatsoever, it's really a rough game. It was close until 4th quarter where everybody got tired and some point, Ekwe got thrown out due to the 5 fouls he got. Then, there was Taganas who joined the bench. hehe

So I thought JRU can win this game easily, but San Beda was able to cope up by some stops and free throws. Then the last play by San Beda was really a flop, libre si Escobal, kinapos ang tres! hahaha Gustong pabida, pero sorry tsong, sa Game 3 na lang. haha Game 3 will happen on Monday and siyempre manonood ako, parang ang dating kasi nung series eh UST nung 2006, pero sa depensa naman nanalo UST. Eto, depensa talaga, parang ADMU nung Thursday. Kailangan lang umayos itong San Beda, kundi, wasak ang mga pangarap nila na 3-peat. hehe

Well, that's how basketball goes on. Now, hmmmm I read the blog of Villa and it's kinda good, about moving on. For me? Moving on is kind of hard, especially at the first days, months?! hehe At one point, you may get depressed, especially if you really miss that person every moment. Those sweet moments, even the bad moments. hehe However, it will end up in this way, either you stay put together or in seperate ways. Indeed, the verse I just read yesterday, there is a time for everything. I forgot which verse is that, but it's all about the events happening in our life, and all of it is planned by God. hehe Time for everything? 

Oh well, what else, hmmm I don't know, hehe I hope I will have a great time with Ron. I hope Rheg will able to cope up the loss of DLSU in the finals. hehe I hope everybody is happy. I don't know, what else to say. I just ate lunch, finished some tasks and I am running out of words. Besides, I am worried about my stats and I need to get focused. hehe 

I assume, there will be a next game.... In this life...  

before and after game 2

As Mike Enriquez thought will happen, it won't happen on Sunday. ADMU is the now the champion! hehe Yesterday, I woke at 4pm even I slept around 12pm, at first I thought I can watch the game later. hehe But I woke up and instantly watched the TV. I missed the awards show but no worries because I knew who are the winners already since Wednesday night. hehe Good thing that the game begin at around 4:30pm and the game started, so the first minutes of the game was lead by DLSU and then later part of the first quarter, ADMU just caught fire and burned DLSU and got a 6 point lead I think. hehe 

Pero pagdating ng second quarter, noong una, ayun girian at asaran. Siyempre ano pa ba maeexpect mo sa ADMU vs. DLSU game, kundi ganun, walang katapusan angasan. Pero nung umiinit si Chris Tiu, grabe parang wala na silang magawa, si Baclao walang pinapatawad at si Jobe, si whatever last name, hehe gumawa! All of this happened, with Rabeh on the bench for almost the entire first half. hehe So ayun, natapos ang first half, 41-25 ata, siyempre ADMU lamang. I watched the half time report and of course, the pep squad of ADMU are cheering hard, while DLSU's pep squard are smiling yet the crowd is not even cheering for the team. Which I think, they should motivate the team in that situation. 

Eto na ang 3rd quarter at sa una mukhang bumabawi na ang DLSU, 5 points agad ang iniskor at di lang yun, naging maganda yun depensa nila. Kaya nakaabot sila ng 6 na lang ang lamang. Si Rabeh gumawa na rin pero iba yun opensa ng DLSU, puro tres ang ginawa. But in the course of the game, may naamoy akong may bumebenta. hehehe Kilala na ni Rheg yun kung sino sino. hehe At mukhang may mali din sa mga referee ha. Kasama ba sa package yun? hehe At eto pa, nanood ang mga legendary benta boys, lalo na tinatawag ni Rheg na "benta king", dun ata nainspire ang mga ungas. hehe Speaking of the weirdest or questionable calls, at the end of the 3rd quarter, Rico has already 1 technical foul and he was suprisingly called for another one! Whaaaaat!!! It's not I am rooting for DLSU, well kinda. hehe But in that close game, your only best defensive player was thrown out all of the sudden! When I checked the replay, well, it was not clear but I think that dirty finger that the reps claim he shown to Rabeh was there. I guess, but oh well. Bad sign to DLSU. So Rico left and DLSU made the game close to just 3 points against ADMU. 

Eh, fourth quarter na. Grabe, parang 5 minutes ata, wala pang umiiskor at parang takbo tira pero walang shoot, hehe hanggang sa ayun, gumawa si Jai at Ryan, tapos sumama pa si Nonoy. hehe At ayun, parang last 3 minutes, sumama na din sa dugout si JV, offensive foul at parang di bad trip ha, parang kumita ata. ooops! hehe So ang line up ay Revilla, Mangahas na mukhang may benta din, Maui, Barua at PJ Walsham! Good line up, no more game 3. Ayun, puro free throw na ginawa at tapos na ang laban. Parang ibinigay na lang sa ADMU ang trophy ng DLSU dahil sa mga nangyari. hehe Celebration begun and the ADMU community were so happy and at last, they won the championship. Good job to them, kudos to Norman Black which almost ousted of being a coach before the start of the season due to some failures in the past.

That's the end of the season in UAAP and later, let's see if San Beda will follow. hehe For ADMU, besides Tiu, it will be also Yuri be leaving the team, so meaning, they still have a formidable line up this coming season. Young and athletic, leading by Rabeh and Baclao which on their final seasons I guess. They are still the team to beat and I hope they can win back to back so they can experience at least in UAAP winning back to back championships. hehe How about DLSU? Their chronic problems in point guard and center positions still surface next year if they don't get somebody good in those positions. Those positions killed them in the finals. Another problem coming to them, Rico is planning not to play his final year in DLSU next year. So, who will be their defensive man? Ferdinand? bwahahahaha! Forget it. How bad is their loss in ADMU yesterday, they even did not show up in the awarding ceremonies, even no representative show up for them. It's embarassing what happened to them in the finals. Si Rheg nga, hinihingi na yun kamote at kangkong sa Morayta, kasi sasama na ang DLSU. hehe Kawawa naman. Sino pa tatalo sa ADMU next year? Malamang, ang FEU pwede makatalo sa kanila kasi maganda din ang lineup at matagal pa ang lineup nila, mantakin mo, 2nd year pa lang yun mga players dun, so may 3 years pa silang chance makakuha ng title. 

After watching the TV, I ate dinner, first time for a long time.. hehe And then slept under a very strong rain. But I love my sleep, cold and simple. No nightmares or weird dreams. hehe The sleep is a short one but it's good. 

Good thing, UST already won a championship, in the expense of ADMU. hahahahahahahaha! ADMU won game 1, but lost in the series! hehe 

I hope, I can still witness that UST wins a championship in my lifetime. Go USTe!

side salad

Cut the serious side. hehe Anyway, pag ako'y gutom at di nakakain sa bahay bago makapasok dito sa work, eh I always ended up eating a side salad from Wendy's. Masarap na mura pa. hehe Hay, talo yun pambato ko, JRU, pero kung di man lang sila palarin this year, next year na lang. Complete line up pa naman sila eh. Nabasa ko din na pag nanalo ang ADMU and San Beda sa finals, edi masaya si MVP, Manny V. Pangilinan ha, lahat ng supported teams niya panalo. hehe Once in a lifetime chance so medyo may pressure to the said teams. Wow, magkano kaya yun ginagastos niya for those teams noh? Kung ako kasing yaman niya, sa UST lang ako susupport. Wag na sa LSQC. hehe 

I hope ADMU will win for all tomorrow and they don't make the series reach game 3. hehe What else? Nothing changed drastically, or whatever. Nothing new, except when I got here at work, I am soaking wet because of the pouring rain. I thought I can't reach here but luckily no major floods, yet! Before I slept yesterday, I heard a news that there is a tropical cyclone coming to us, and it will be tomorrow! I hope it will not wreck havoc to us. hehe It's not strong yet, but the report says it gets stronger each day. 

Oh well, life is indeed ironic, it's like rain, it pours then it stops for a while. I don't know why I am so irritated today. I don't know, maybe I am stressed out or bored or what. Whatever. hehe Maybe I just hope that this action plan will finish and go back to my normal work routine. I learned some things and I hope I'll pass. hehe I was surprised that today is my 3rd day of the workweek! It means, 2 days left and it's my days off. Next week, it's payday again! Yahoo. hehe Pay to some bills again. 

The new expansion from Magic will have prerelease party here at Eastwood on Saturday! I hope I have funds and time, but I rather spend it with one of my bestfriends. I will just go to Ron. I shall get revenge in terms of Magic the gathering game. hehe On Sunday, this time, it's for sure, I will visit Dad and Algerro. hehe 

Although, there are some changes, but I don't think this time, I won't go through. It will happen. hehe For those events only, but set aside on those things. So, Michael Moore launch a new movie and it's free, I am going to watch this hmmm in my free time, it's SlackerUprising.com. Every Michael Moore film is interesting and uplifting I guess. hehe 

Good thing, I am not into Chinese Milk, because the milk has a bad substance which prompted to be banned again. Now, that's a bad PR. Early this year, it's the toy that got lead banned, and it's from China. People might think that anything produced in China is bad. It might not happen now, but I believe, those beliefs will come to anybody's mind in the future. That's the result of free tariff, free trade or globalization. Some countries produce good products in a lower cost, some of them don't! hehe Thanks to globalization or outsourcing, I have funds to pay and to spend or to save, but sometimes I thought, how about those people lost their jobs because of us. Isn't it that dissappointing to those people, I mean, it's hard to lose a job especially if you were just a part of a "downsizing program". Well, that's life. What I mean is, if countries just need to control which industries need to outsource or done in a different location. I know, manufacturing is for sure, can be outsourced. Financial, yes, some of it can be done outside the home country. I just thought, due to what we call expanding the shareholders wealth in business terms, like saving companies money, outsourcing or engaging in free trade is a must. hehe So, the only thing I can suggest is countries doing products for their home or outside countries should just really check the quality of it. I mean the price is really low, but how about the quality of it. That's the reason why I don't just buy anything that is low in quality, like my shoes. hehe 

Ah let's leave those things aside and let our government handle those matters. I am hungry!! hehe But, don't worry lunch is coming. Ano kaya makain ko? Oo nga pala, kailangan gulay pala kainin ko, puro matamis na kasi kinakain ko saka baboy or baka, kakataba. hehe Di ko nga alam kung tatalab ba tong diet na to. Pero ang problema kasi, di ako makaexercise. hehe Lagi na lang ako napagsasabihin ni Daddy na magexercise. Hay kung ok lang ang sked ko at ayos oras ko, no problem, bago or after ng work, I can exercise, especially jogging. Kaso, in my situation, I won't happen for now. hehe

Ok, so this coming day I hope it will be a happy one and a great one. I have so many negative thoughts, and positive thoughts too. Which one should I choose? hehe Do I need to choose? Maybe I am so sleepy at this moment. So sleepy, by the way, I answered that in a survey that my friend sent to me, "Do you think your sleep is enough?" I answered swiftly, "Nope." Even I always sleep for 8-9 hours. hehe Can I sleep for a day? hehe I wish I can do that, everyday just to get myself a good rest. Not the whole day, but just more than 12 hours.

Nothing is impossible.  

tired face

I saw my face, seriously while eating in my fave carideria in Retiro. You might be guessing why I say that. Eventhough I have a big whole body mirror at my room, I rarely look at it. I have some reasons, stupid reasons. One is since my eyes are not that bright anymore, I can't see things at a short distance. I need to wear eyeglasses. Second, when I go home, it's either I just sleep right away, even after bath. hehe And when I wake up, I just dress up and straight to work. Even at days off, I don't even stare at my mirror. It's so happen that when I was eating yesterday, I take some time to look at my face. It's not only for the pimples or whiteheads or what, hehe But I took time to check myself. 

Questions are running in my mind. Am I really fed up with all of these? Am I tired of this? Am I going to give up? Is there any way to put back a smile in my face? hehe Hay, I don't know the answers to those hard questions. Everytime I go to the elevator, of course, I can really see myself and whole of it. I ended up always with a sigh. Whoa! Yesterday was different, I am now staring in my face a bit long, I was able to stop what I am eating. But it did not stop that long, maybe just 2-3 mins, I took myself a picture. hehe I realized that I am indeed tired of this. I realized that I really really fed up with these problems. Of course, I will not give up. I know there is a way to put a smile in my face again. 

I don't know where I will be heading to after this year (even it's just September right?) But I will make sure that I finish what I started, what I solving for, what I am planning for, what I am fighting for. It's a very long road to take, but I think, this is the time that I need to shape up and build my future. Besides, these present times are kinda harsh I could say. hehe And also, I have no plans of working for a long time. I want to control my destiny. 

After that moment, I went right away and ate my food. Very good bistek and 2 orders of rice. I went home and slept again, I rained hard but I can say I got a good sleep. 

Nagising na ko at eto, nandito na! Pasok na naman sa trabaho. hehe Ganito lang siguro ang buhay, minsan talagang wala ka, pero minsan meron ka at masaya. 

Mamaya pala ay Game 1 sa NCAA Finals naman, sana JRU manalo. hehe Ang UAAP, naglabas na ng awards, si Rabeh nga ang MVP tapos si Buenafe ang ROY, pero ang kinagulat ko eh bakit si Webb ay nasa all rookie team eh di hamak na mas magaling si Villanueva. hehe Magaling si Webb, pero mas marami naman nilaro si Villanueva saka mas nagamit ng mabuti. Pero ganun din naman eh, sibak ang DLSU. hehe 

I saw my tired face again, well, after my lunch. And in the Bathroom. Maybe I should do that routine everyday, isn't it? Just to see what is happening to me, whether it's good or bad. Or maybe, I am really getting old.. 25 years of going nowhere is tiring, time for a change and have a new look in life.

laziness

Well, yesterday was a simple day. Actually, I was not able to visit Dad and Algerro due to some commitment yesterday. It was a tiring test. hehe Although it's a simple test, but it's so long and tiring, I almost fell asleep. hehe I just want to take a chance of it, let's see what they will offer. If it's bad, I will stay here!! hahaha At first, I am kind of lazy but I thought that I have nothing to lose if I tried it, like the last test I took. hehe So I tried and there, I think I gave good answers but some no. 

Let's move forward! So nothing is new to me. I don't know what else to say because as you see, life is pretty boring. hehe But I already planned what will I do this coming days off. hehe Oo nga pala, pagkatapos ng pinuntahan ko kanina, eh nakatulog ako sa office, ibig sabihin, wala nang uwian ito. hehe Pero sarap ng tulog, kaso bitin nga lang. Tagal kasi ng test na yun, parang ePLDT. hehe Kahapon, napanood ko pa yun interview kay Ely at mukhang gusto niya ulit mag concert ulit ha. Ang problema niya eh medyo di pwede agad kasi sa nangyari sa kanya. Nakakaawa naman siya. Pero malamang pag natuloy siya ulit, mas marami pupunta sa reunion concert. hehe Ewan ko kung kasama ako dun. hehe

Napanood ko pala yun Gaki no Tsukai series, grabe, kakatawa. Yung isa diyan di matawa, grabe naman! hehe Pero grabe, lalo na yun high school episode na di pwede tumawa, kung hindi, palo ang abot! At yun mayrun pa pala, yun 24 hour tag sa gym. For 24 hours, titira sila sa school gym tapos may lalabas na papalo sa kanila, randomly, so kailangan gising sila ng buong araw, kundi, wasak! haha Ok talaga yun series. Napanood ko yun kasi sa series na ipinalabas sa studio 23 na I survived a japanese game show. Eh napanood ko sa youtube at nadiscover ko na fake pala yun, walang ganun game show sa Japan, pero wag ka, hindi lang gagastos ang ABC sa US ng ganun kasi mahal pumunta sa Japan ha. At TOHO studios pa ang setting, di biro yun! Mukhang masaya yun show, actually alam ko na kung sino mananalo. hehe Pero iba talaga pag orig. Ang sabi nga ng friend ko, wala talaga magawa ang hapon! Totoo talaga, marami pa silang game show na talagang weirdo. hehe At maraming magagandang tanawin, I want to go there, just once in my lifetime. hehe

So after that, actually nanonood din ako ng Daimos, alam ko na ang episode mamaya! hehe Kaso, kahit maganda ang dub, iba talaga yun original dub ng hapon, kahit tunog matanda yun bida. hehe Pero ok talaga, pag nakabili ulit ako ng DVD player, ililista ko ang Daimos, at kailangan original dub with english sub dapat. hehe 

As you see, I am now changing the font of my blog, let's see, what will the effect. I am now as well facing a problem which I hope it will be solved. hehe Sayang ang Mapua, natalo pala sa San Beda, pero tignan natin kung makakatsamba ang San Beda sa JRU. hehe Malakas ang JRU ha, tama lang naman ang hula ko na ang San Beda, di madali ang kanilang 3rd straight crown, lalo maraming team ang gumaling. Hindi lang yun, last chance na nila makakasama si Ekwe. hehe At least yung isa sa pambato ko pumasok. hehe

Si Rheg, ang spelling sa zune eh zoon. hahahahaha!! Wala kasi sa sagada ng zoon pare. hehe Wala na ko balita kay Igz kung nakaadjust na siya sa zune, at mantakin mo ipapagmask pa niya, which naisip ko na din dati kaso wala na eh, nabenta ko na. hehe Pero I believe, makakaadjust na siya kasi madali na gamitin yun zune at medyo mabagal lang talag browser niya pero yun bagong version, sobran na improve yun browser kaysa dati. hehe 

I am so lazy today, I hope this will end fast, for today only! Next week, it will be a harder week, the only reason is, my shift starts at 9:30pm! Trapik sa cubao! bad trip. waaaaaahhhhh!!

Tinatamad na ko. Wala lang. Oo nga pala, nabasa ko sa net na medyo na threaten na ata ang Cebu Pacific at PLDT sa bloggers na masama ang experience. Naku, ako eh mayrun din sa kanila, lalo na sa Cebu Pacific, kaya pala mura, ang customer service or the service itself, definitely a lowdown. I won't ride to that freaking airline! hehe Kahit piso rate pa, siguro libre pwede pa. hehe Basta, di ko malilimutan yun experience ko sa Cebu Pacific. PLDT? Naku, lalo na sila!! Hehe Kulang ang isang post sa pesteng yan! hahaha

Yun lang, tomorrow na lang ulit. 

before and after game 1

As we all know, today is the first game of ADMU vs. DLSU finals series. Let's see who will win game 1. But of course I am confident, ADMU will win. haha Sorry Rheg, wala kong funds pang pusta. haha Wala naman ako siguro malalagay at this moment, because I haven't done so much today. Katamad nga tong araw na to. hehe Ano pa ba, wala naman ako masabi. -Kanina yan. hehe

Ngayon, ayun, tumama ang hula ko, panalo ADMU ng 8 points. So if I applied my odds +10 to DLSU, I win a bet. hehe Anyway, Rabeh is in his MVP form and nobody in DLSU can match him, As I predicted, ADMU will go to Rabeh all the time, and the problem is he delivered. hehe It spelled doom to the Archers and lost badly. The defense did carry the Eagles to the Game 1 win, and clearly, DLSU can't stop Rabeh. Like Freddie Webb says in the post game interview, ADMU needs to limit Rabeh touches of the ball, or else, they're finished. 

The unlike hero, I know it's Nonoy but the one I was surprised is Buenafe, the super rookie. He carried ADMU in the first quarter! Actually, while I'm watching the game, I am eating tortillos and drinking Pepsi Max. hehe It was a good game but oh well, one more one for the one big fight, and they're champions! hehe Go Ateneo! 

What else, I can still believe that DLSU has a chance, they just need to fix their defense and offense. Some players in DLSU were not able to deliver, JV did his share but it was not enough. Rico again almost thrown out due to foul trouble but he also did his share. So DLSU needs to fix many factors in their game. 

Ano pa nga ba. Wala na, at sa Thursday na ang Game 2. Bukas, magbabakasyon na ba ang San Beda or ang Mapua? hehe Si Ekwe na daw ang MVP. Depende kung nanipa na naman siya. hahaha

after the trip

Oh well, tapos na ang bad trip, let's move forward. hehe After ng shift, dapat matutulog ako, kasi change of plans and just do some stuff. I arrived at Robinson's Galleria and well, I haven't been there for a while, like years?! hehe I came there to check the magic cards, and indeed it's true. Pero puro type 2 naman ang nakita, pero nakita ko naman ang tournament ng magic na block format, nakakamiss maglaro! Next week, yun ang gagawin ko. hehe Anyway, pagkaya ko pa magbuo kahit isang type 2 na deck, sige gawa ako, interesting to play with so many players. hehe

After checking the tournament, I proceed to CDR king and bought some peripherals, keyboard and mouse. I was able to get the keyboard I wanted, but not the mouse, but it's fine, as long it's color blue. hahaha After all of these events in Robinson's which it hasn't changed, I proceed to Greenhills. I was lost when I approached that place because 80% of the place were renovated. So the shops I know, were lost or transferred. hehe I reached a shop and got the card I needed. hehe After that fiasco in GH, which is so crowded, I went to SM Centerpoint. 

Eto talaga, walang nagbago sa Centerpoint, yun mga shops lang ang nagbago. hehe Pero talagang jologs pa rin ha. Pero wag ka, maganda yun cinema lobby nila, at may binili din ako importante at kumain sa Tokyo Tokyo. Pagkatapos noon, umuwi na ko, nagcab na ko kasi mainit at napagod na ko sa kakalakad. hehe Katamaran ng bata. Natulog at eto na, nagtytype. Ok naman ang keyboard ko, kaso maliit un backspace, kaya minsan home yun napipindot, pero comfortable naman, walang masyadong ingay. The face of the keyboard is like a keyboard of a laptop. hehe Naisip ko rin manood kaso wala naman mapanood na maganda, ala naman Italy panoorin ko? hehe Sayang na sa oras at pera no. Wala pa naman akong kasama. Oh well, sayang talaga yun terno inferno tonight, I hope they'll have again next month. 

What a boring life, but a great rest, time for a change I guess.

Oh I miss the person I just spoke minutes ago. hehe Definitely. Some good friend of mine. 

I will come back here later, I just need to chillax, a term from my coach. hahaha

bad trip!

Hay, buti ang Mapua may buenas. hehe Ang JRU, binuenas at magaling. hehe Ako? Letche, hindi ata. hehe No more terno inferno later at Saturday night because my friend is having an important errand. Oh well, I hope we can go next month! hehe That's fine. Another one, I can't have the job I want!! waaahhhh!! Maybe I will be staying here at a night shift until April next year. hehe At first, I am a bit dissappointed, but in the end, when I checked my usual bills, I am better stick with the night shift. hehe The thing you want just slipped away! hahaha

Another thing, I invited my special friend, but she is not free on Saturday! hehe Good job! Oh well, what a day do I have, a day seems forgettable. hehe Hay naku, may pagasa pa ba ko? hehe The only bright spot happened was my zune got sold. Money purposes. hehe I taught Igz how to use it and I hope he will be able to cope up with it. hehe But good thing is, the software for zune now is getting better, so Igz is kinda lucky! hehe At siyempre, nagdebate kami tungkol sa Urbandub. haha But we're cool at it so no big deal. He came from Alabang so kinda sweet. Bakit di na pala natuloy ang PNR trip natin? hehe 

Basta sunod sunod ang mga biglang kamalasan ang nangyari. Kakaasar nga eh, pero ano pa ba magagawa ko, that's life. Very very Ironic Life. Well, I don't know what will happen next. However, I was able to plan what I can do today, after the shift. For the rest of the weekend, of course, this will be about the Dream Finals, ADMU vs. DLSU, at si Rheg, nangangarap, pacater na daw kasi panalo na ang DLSU!! hahahaha sana nga. hehe Masarap talaga mangarap. hehe

Anyway, I have many things to finish at work. I will just continue this way of life, as it should be. Many things come and go. There are many obstacles ahead, and I will overcome it, I guess..

Life is indeed, ironic..

See ya tonight! I hope lady luck will come to me just for once. hehe No more, bad luck or bad trip!

repercussions

anyway, that's the word for today! hehe See in my previous blog? That's what I get when I express myself so much. hahaha But that's fine, thanks for the comment bro. The result of waiting our bonus did good, even waiting for an hour. hehe But that's ok, the only problem is, I was not able to finish fixing the downloads for the zune, I only slept so long yesterday!! Damn. So I need to go home fast later coz of the usual bills and finish and fix the download. hehe Maybe I was so tired yesterday. That's the reason why I slept so long. I only ate dinner while at work. hehe Good thing, before I slept, I was able to eat, this time the order I like at BK. hehe What else did I do? Hmmmm oh, I sent a long email to my "friend". Someone from the past. hehehe I know she will not reply or bother, I just tell her what I feel or whatever. Anyway, I will be busy for these next days. Maybe Saturday will arrive and have a great time at the Terno Inferno! hahaha

Oh well, ang aking zune ay malapit nang mawala. huhuhu. Wag kang magalala, balang araw, babalikan kita. hehe Hay, eto kakalunch ko lang at ok naman ang nilagang baboy. hehe Bukas na ang final 4 ng NCAA habang sa Sunday naman ang finals ng UAAP. Maganda ito, may mapapanood ako sa weekend. Bago na pala sked namin this coming October, so it will be 9:30pm to 6:30am. Medyo delikado kasi sa 10:00pm di ba dati, medyo nalalate ako, baka dito mahirap na. Kaya kailangan mag DST na para 10:30pm ang start. Depende din kung may himala sa work. hahaha

Some actions do have some effects. In my life, I've made some actions, unthinkable actions which resulted to a loss. Well, I don't regret those actions, even the repercussions were a bit hard to take but I need to  learn from it. I have no choice isn't it? hehe Cause and effect theory, is that physics? hehe I hate physics, so that's the reason why I am not good at science. 

Labo noh? Hay, tama na nga yan. Moving forward, and it's freaking queue. Anyway, so I have many things to do later after shift. Many plans as well. hehe Grabe na pala yun financial crisis sa US. Even AIG, they requested a bankruptcy protection huh, AIG is one of the largest insurers in the world. Well, Philamlife advised right away to the policy holders that they're company is fine and no need to worry. Sound business decision, a fast and quick response to a financial tragedy. I believe in them because Philamlife is a subsidiary of AIG so the capital of Philamlife can still withstand the crisis. Good thing they were not fully owned by AIG, if that happens and what happened now? Insurance industry here in RP will definitely in trouble, and the Central Bank won't save them. hehe Unlike in the US which their Central Bank has a lot of reserves but of course, they are already in a financial cancer. I want to watch the documentary I.O.U.S.A. hehe Interesting documentary. 

Ok, I have nothing else to say. I missed Daimos and Conan. hehe Maybe I should buy a DVD player and buy some pirated DVD for Daimos. Conan? No way!! It's far longer than DBZ. hehe Life hasn't changed that much. I just want to focus here at work, to get a bigger bonus next year! 

Sana, hmmmm may pagbabago mangyari, kung ano man yun, sana naman for the good. hehe

I See Pea. Yahoo!!! 

evidence

After updating the software of zune and downloading some stuff, I was able to convert some vids and put in my zune. Unfortunately, 2 vids are kind of weird so I will download it again after my shift later. hehe I was not able to download the song evidence as well, because I am so sleepy and tired. hehe Katamaran or katams for short. hehe After those things, and while I am doing that, I was able to watch the games for the Final 4. Good thing, pasok ang Mapua. Ungas ng Baste, lakas ng line up, walang nagawa sa Mapua. hehe JRU I believe already mastered Letran, so they can easily win again tomorrow, Friday and go to the Finals. 

Well, well, well, what do we have here. I saw her profile again and nice pic. Good job! hehe I am getting some chills. hehe Not again. I hate this kind of feeling. hahaha Oh well, memories are indeed memories. If it's good, then great, if it's bad, oh no. Sometimes your mind makes you worry so much even in reality, there should be no more worries. Especially if it's already over. However, some problems or wounds seems not to heal that fast. I don't know, maybe I am just bothered so much. Maybe I still care for the person, that person. Oh well, I hope she is fine. Love? hahahaha maybe but not that much, I can say I love her because she is indeed part of my life, whatever happened to us, but come on, I have more feelings to this new love I found. hehe However, I am not sure if it will work, if not, then fine! I am going to find somebody, I hope there is. hehe 

Urbandub is a good band, I can see that. I saw them last time right? But one very important thing that I don't really like with them is the theme of all their songs. For me, a great band should able to go into different themes or topic in their songs. For example, Echo and the Bunneymen, they have songs which about love, or nothing else, the usual rock song, hmmm seven seas, or other topics. How about U2? They have love, revolution, radical, rock and almost all the songs you can imagine, they do even have dance cuts, remix version of one of their songs. hehe So, meaning, Urbandub doesn't have that. I can see that in their MTV's and lyrics, it's all emo type thing, but of course, not the usual emo crap. hehe Well, they have good rhythm and lyrics, way better than Cueshe. hahaha but oh well, at least I love one song of Urbandub. However, they can be really a good band, they just need to evolve. Naks, pero sila na bahala dun. hehe 

Oh well, katatapos lang ng lunch ko at malapit na ang datung!! Moolah!! hehe Makikita ko na mamaya ito. Sana naman ok. hehe 

Evidence? Love always leave a mark in you. No matter what happened or ended, the evidence is still in you. You can remove it or keep some of it, you have a choice. A choice that's sometimes, hard to do.. 

4 mins left...

zune

While I am waiting to charge my zune and to put some vids on it, I am writing this post. hehe For nothing, well to kill some time I guess. Oh correction, mukhang magsasabay pa ata ang NCAA and UAAP kasi sa gulo sa final 4 ng NCAA. hehe Pero ok lang, at least may mapapanood ako na basketball these next days. Habang wala pa ang NBA and PBA. My zune, I am going to miss this gadget. That's why, when I am ok, I am going to buy one again, maybe a larger memory or just the same one, for videos and movies. If I can also have money, I will buy the mini zune. hehe Zune is way better than Ipod, I don't care if there will be somebody reacts. hehe On a comparison done in cnet website, almost every aspect of zune beat the ipod except for one important part, which is the browser. I have itunes browser installed in my computer and I did understand why most users prefer Ipod. Zune's browser is a bit hard to use, especially it's first version, that is kind of prehistoric, it's freaking hard to use. Pain in the arse. hehe But overall, I still prefer zune. huhuhu I am going to miss this. 

I am now loading the videos of Urbandub for Igz, one of the vids has Iza Calzado as a leading lady ha. Good job pare! Pat on the back! hehe Anu pa ba? Wala naman bago, ayun ok naman ang scores namin, tuwang tuwa ang TM namin. hehe Magkano kaya ang sweldo? I think it will run out fast, kailangan pa ba imemorize yan? hehe 

Nagloloko na ang mouse ko at mukhang I need to change the keyboard as well of my computer. What will be a good desktop combo? hehe Should I go to wireless or the old school ps/2 ports? hehe Anyway, I was able to start Daimos earlier but no opening song sa channel 7. Bad trip naman, buti may youtube. hehe Of course, conan pagkatapos. I hope, I can easily put these vids to my zune so I can sleep early! hehe I think I will download a new song.. hehe from Urbandbub, the only song I like from them, evidence. 

That's all for this moment. 

widow's only son

Oo nga pala, ang gospel kahapon eh tungkol sa pagrevive ng widow's only son by Jesus, when he passed by in a funeral. Sobrang naawa siya and long and behold, the kid raised up from the dead. Very touching, and interesting of course. I prayed nga na sana lahat tayo ganun lang kadali masolve yun mga problema, or kung ano man yun mga pinagdadaanan natin. hehe Parang bang kung patay ka spiritually, or emotionally, biglang kang mabubuhay with a touch of our God. Miracle kung baga ang kailangan natin lahat. Kung anong klaseng milagro yun? Di natin alam, ang nasa taas lang nakakaalam nun. Malay niyo balang araw, mangyari na lang bigla sa tin yun. hehe 

So that's all I can say for today. haha Eh yun lang naman ginawa ko, nagbasa. hehe But oh well, I watched Daimos of course, and then, dapat di na ko manood ng Conan kaso maganda yun episode. Kaso bitin!! Bwisit, mukhang manonood ako mamaya ng part 2 ng episode. hehe 

I just finished some one on one meetings and then my lunch. I am kinda busy today. hehe Busy in work I guess. Nothing's new for me yesterday, I slept, and slept and got to work early. Boring day isn't? hehe Well, I don't know what else to say, except, Saturday is fast approaching! Inferno night! Oh, my zune, well, its days are numbered. hehe So I need to charge it later when I go home. 

When I go home, malamang, Daimos and Conan na naman and everything just repeats itself. 

time crisis

it's not about the Namco's famous shoot em up arcade game. hehe I chose this title because I feel, there are some crisis in my life. Oh well, there are indeed so many problems I face, but one of this is my eagerness to finish them all. hehe All I face right now are serious problems, financial, family, personal (which is me and my health) hehe, work, even my computer has a minor problem. Love as well.. hehe These are really climbing my mind every moment, which I can still control. It's just that, at one moment I pause and tell myself, "I kinda tired dude, will I just give up?" 

Letche talaga, grabe. Parang wala nang katapusan to. hehe Pero bakit I am still here? Why I am still happy? Why I am still going on? Maybe, because I haven't reach my goals in this life even I am in the losing end. Maybe I still haven't finish my purpose driven life, as I read the book twice already. hehe Maybe I know that these obstacles will finish one day, but not too long to wait. hehe Siguro alam ko na kaya ko naman like sinasabi ng friends ko, pamilya ko at iba pa. hehe Baliw na ata ako. Pero siguro, paranoid lang ko, or whatever. Kung may time machine lang or remote control para ipass forward lang to mga pangyayari, ginawa ko na. hehe Parang sa movie na click, pero delikado pala. 

Wala naman bago, oh meron pala, palabas pala un Daimos sa GMA na mas paborito ko kaysa sa Voltes V, kasi sa Action and Love story aspect. Pero nagulat ako na nasa gitna na agad sila! Ok lang, sa bandang dulo naman un mga magandang part. hehe Yun mga magandang episodes kung baga. Tapos, nanood ako ng isang laban sa WNBA through C/S, tapos Jurassic Park, hehe Tapos first half ng JRU vs. Baste. Sayang yun Mapua ko, sibak, at malamang masisibak sa Wednesday. hehe Yun JRU tignan natin kung mag number 2 sila vs. Letran. Ang feeling ko, magchampion sa NCAA eh depende kung sino makakalaban ng San Beda, kung JRU, JRU malamang, pero kung Letran na naman, anak ng tokwa 3 peat ang Beda. hehe Sa UAAP, siyempre, ADMU. Pag natalo, sibak si Norman Black. hehe Pupusta ako sa DLSU kung may plus 10. hehe Pero malabo talaga, di mananalo ang DLSU sa finals. Sorry Rheg. hehe What else? Oo nga pala, nabasa ko sa Net na si Rabeh ang pambato ni Black para sa MVP, which is correct kasi si Rabeh naman ang best player sa ADMU eh. Naku wag lang si Chris Tiu, kasi parang luto. hehe Kung sa DLSU, malabo pero kay JV ako kaso may mga bentang laro eh. hehe Pero kung sa stats, wala sila kay Jervy, kaso eto nasa kangkungan ang UST. hehe 

Hay, malapit na ata ang araw na mawawala ang zune ko!! Pero, don't worry, some day, I will get the same model or the 80gb model for my library, I mean video library and sounds. Speaking of sounds, I am thinking of buying a mp3 player, un zune sana na 4gb kaso wala naman dito, wala naman uuwi from the US para magpabili. hehe Maghahanap na ko for the future, wala pa kong funds to buy one. Naawa na kasi ako sa cellphone ko, ubos lagi ang batt dahil sa sounds ko. hehe I will check if I can go to a 6500 pero di ko lalaspagin like ginagawa ko sa 6300 ko. hehe Anyway, music for me is really a stress reliever and helps me a lot to keep my sanity. hehe May nakita ako sa CDR king, ipod phone look a like pero mp3 player lang pala. hehe Nagtataka lang ako sa CDR king, pano nila nagagawa magproduce ng product and sell it for a smalll price. Ang tanong, is there quality behind those products. I will check it out. hehe Well some of them mayrun, lalo na yung mga computer controllers na binili ko from them, ok naman. 

I had an early lunch and ok naman. Kakabusog kahit di naman ako nagdinner. hehe Oh well, this week will be interesting, let's see what happens. Maybe one thing I need to keep on doing in this very ironic life is to be patient. Patience is a virtue. A Skillful Warrior is a patient, swift and strong individual. Am I that Skillful Warrior? hehe I don't think so as of today. 

End of story.

talunan

kala ni Rheg na masyado ako bad trip ng matalo ang FEU sa DLSU kanina. hehe Di naman bro, bwisit lang ko sa huling play, parang benta. hehe Sorry di ako nakapagtext kasi after the 2 games in the Final Four, nakatulog na ko. Masarap naman ang tulog and may nakalimutan pa ko gawin itong post ko, so inihabol ko lang ngayon. hehe First game, FEU gave really a hard time to the defending champs, except for some plays and they did not do well against Mangahas, so they ended up losing in a close game. hehe

Second game, kala ko makakauna un UE kasi lamang ng parang 6 points sa first quarter at parang di na makascore yun ADMU. Pero nung pinasok na si Salamat, at gumawa pa si Jai, eh yun na, natambakan na ang UE. Final score, 70-50, favoring ADMU. Score before approaching 4th quarter? 49-28, grabe, di na pinatawad yun UE. hehe Malamang dalawang teams ang sasama sa UST sa Morayta for their earlier sembreak. hehe Nevertheless, I don't know what else to say, except that next Sunday will be a good match, Blue vs. Green and unfortunately, ADMU has a better line up, and DLSU will have no match with the ADMU's defense and line up. Remember, they have Rabeh, unlike DLSU, they have only JV and Rico which are not that a good threat to ADMU. Ateneo can easily neutralize them. hehe Ika nga ni Rheg, sigurado na daw na runner up na lang sila, buti naman ang nagsasabi ng totoo ang bata. bwahahahahaha!!

It will be first time na mukhang matatapos ata ng mas maaga ang UAAP kaysa sa NCAA kasi di ba, it always a week or two ahead ang NCAA. Nagkaroon kasi ng tight na laban sa Final Four ang NCAA na magsisimula bukas, di pa final four yun ha. hehe Well yun lang masasabi ko for today, this morning around 3:50am. hmmmmm I don't know what else to say. I will just slack for the rest of the day and see what happens to me, any miracles or whatever. hehe By the way, good thing Marquez won so he can go after Pacman. But bad thing is, when will be that be? hehe Baka maparetire na siya sa kakahintay. hehe

Sana naman, wala lang. hehe Wala naman bago. Nothing new, nothing more, nothing less. Kawawang mga talunan, see you next season. hehe 

almost 20

Hours of being awake, including when I woke up 9pm on Friday. I got home yesterday around 5pm. hehe I woke up today at around 5am. so I slept around 10 hours. I know, it's bad for my health. Here's what happen, after shift on Saturday, I went to Makati to take some test for a company, it was a easy time to get there, even the MRT was chaotic, a bit chaotic but I can buy some time because the test is at 10:30am. I left Eastwood around 8:30am. I arrived Makati at around 9:20am and while I am walking to the office, I meet somebody familiar, my batchmate in work. hehehe I thought, since I have a lot of time, we talked and I heard some chismax ha. hehe Until 10:20am came and I left her, thanks for the good luck. hehe 

I took the test and I was suprised that the test, was easier this time. Unlike 4 years ago, well even I have the sample test and studied it, it did not help that much. But it was fun taking the test, even under the same time pressure. Of course, I did not pass!! hehe I knew it when I am looking back the answer sheet, but that's fine, I am so weak at word math problems. hehe I will study it and take the test next time, maybe next year. I am sure they won't change that test isn't it? After that challenging test, I don't know what to do next. However, I am surprised that Hellboy 2 just released last Wednesday as I am looking at the cinema schedules. I am thinking where to watch the movie, I did not think inviting some of my friends because I can't wait watching the movie. hehe So, I finally decided while walking in the straits of Glorietta and SM Makati to watch the movie in Trinoma. I bought the ticket right away and the movie will show at 2:30pm, which I arrived around 1 hour before the showing. hehe 

So I walked around the mall, usual looking at some cards and shoes. Ate at BK which I thought I could charge my cellphone, I ended up not doing it. hehe While I was walking and I can say it's a jam packed day because of the sale and come on, it's Saturday. Everybody is there. Family who are laughing, Barkadas who are having a fun time and of course, Couples sharing a romantic time. hehe I am a bit envious but oh well, that's me, alone and single. So after that long walk, I went right away to Cinema 7 and I saw Max Brenner beside it, so I took a glimpse and well it's smaller than the one in Greenbelt. Oh well, I just missed the Fondue and the Chocolate drinks they serve, at a hefty price, but delicious I can say. hehe I arrived at Cinema 7 at 2:15pm and the Watchmen trailer is running!! I became more interested in that movie, it's better to watch it in wide screen cinema. hehe Hmmmm but I don't know when it will be released here in the Philippines. Damn. By the way, I really shouldn't order that BK stacker meal, it's not good. hehe I am full and watched some trailers, actually many trailers and advertisements which kinda pissed me off. I thought I am watching a local movie!! 

So after like 20 mins of ads and trailers, then Hellboy 2 started. At first scene, of course a flashback how he was captured and nurtured by the doctor and shared him with a story. About the Golden Army and the truce between humans and the I don't know race, I can't tell if it's elves or goblins, or monsters, but anyway, it's good. As the movie goes on, of course it really lived up the Hellboy's story I guess and the dialogue is good, especially when Ape and Red sang a song. hehe Action Sequences were good and story as well, the only let down is Hellboy has only few villains. You can say he had so many villains, especially the Golden Army, but the main villain is only one. But overall, it is good, a worth while wait, the first actually, I watched it in ATC but of course, I don't live in LP anymore. hehe One more thing I like the movie is the costumes of the characters, especially when they arrived in the Troll Market, that's no easy stuff, all the extras there where weird yet artistic costumes. I can say, they will be nominated in the Oscars, I think. There are many funny and serious moments in the movie. Oh well, I had a great time. I ended up lying in my bed and slept for a long time as I said earlier. 

I was able to check some of my previous blogs in my friendster account. I can't believe, what I said there, but all of them are true. It's just that memories seems to be an interesting thought. Whether it's good or bad. When will I work in a normal day? hehe I hope my application here in work will go through or to other, but I am still happy here, especially, this coming Friday. Bonus!! Paburger ka naman!! Sorry dude, you know where will be the funds are going!! hehe Today is a bright day. I just went to church and the cross is the topic for today. The holy cross. 

I changed my plans, I will not go to Dad and Algerro, I will just do that next week because they're not in Fairview, they went to LP. Great job. hehe 

Oh well, I can't wait for this coming Saturday. It's Inferno. By the way, final four starts today. hmmmm oh well, UST is not there anyways, who cares. 

every first second

Sometimes, there are some plans need some change, a minor change. I woke up today and I forgot that I need to bring something to Algerro and Dad when I visit them this weekend. It will be Sunday definitely, I can't go later after shift because there are some errands I need to do, and of course, Kuya Allan will give me the things I need to bring to Algerro and Dad. It means, I should have done that earlier by texting Kuya and bring those things home. hehe I am so stupid, but that's fine, hehe I will just go on Sunday I guess. So no games today, and the final four will start on Sunday for UAAP. The Rumble at NCAA will start on Monday, for the final 3 slots. Nothing changed, I did not do something drastic yesterday. I just do some scanning for bugs, the usual computer scan for every week. hehe 

Some corrections, the tax exemption will not only increase by 5000, but for almost 30,000php for single status!! But that will be adjusted once the BIR mess is finished. hehe They are just disputing when will they will start the adjustments, the lawmakers wants to start January this year, but for BIR/DBM, they want to start the adjustment, around August because the President signed that law last month. Oh holy crap, they are all such pain in the arse!!!! 

Well, the good thing is the tax exemption will go higher, at least to ease the burden of our pockets. hehe So, by the way, I was able to watch pursuit of happyness of Will Smith, but not the usual speed, I am skipping some parts. hehe But at the end, it's really a touching movie, I am going to watch it again in a comfortable way, I hate watching movies in my computer, except for animes. hehe When I watch movies, I want to be in a slacking position, like watching the movie from my bed and some snacks or no snacks. Oh well, I don't have the DVD player anymore. hehe Today is the last day of the workweek!

Oo nga pala, bakit "Every First Second" ang title ng blog ko ngayong araw. Kasi sa wakas, ngayong ko lang nakuha un bagong kanta ng Up Dharma Down, which is the same title. Their new upcoming album will be entitled Bipolar, parang sabi ko, may sakit ba sila? I said that because in Psychology, that's a somewhat mental condition, which I will know it of course to my beloved Psychologist, Rheg. If it's wrong, someone else. hehe And I discovered, that some of our known genuises are having this kind of mental condition. I found this in the internet of course.

Nakuha ko yun kanta by converting the video sa youtube into a MP3 file. So, ok naman ang tunog, pero overall, ok yun kanta, lalo akong nasasabik sa bagong album nila. Siyempre lahat ng fans! hehe I am expecting that next week, they will sing this song at the Terno Inferno! hehe Am I ready later? I don't know. hehe Let's see. 

Ano pa ba. 

Oh, is love really this elusive? hehe But I am not in a rush, I am just thinking, random thoughts. Flashes of past and present, every first second. 

wet places

Indeed, since it's still raining but not that much. hehe I was able to sleep straight and it was a good day, yesterday. I believe that's the day I wanted, but no floods please. hehe Rainy, simple day. No scourching heat. hehe Oh, so DLSU became number 2 and the battle for the finals starts on Saturday I think. Now, coach Franz spoke up about the sudden exit he made when the RP youth team is at Iran. He explained at last, and the reason is well, he need to help his friend because his friend's dad is in critical condition, unfortunately, the person passed away. I know that death is really hard to accept, especially if you're close to that person. I experienced that before. But, remember if you're in the middle of a big responsibility or a mission, even you did not reach that goal, you should finish that task. Look at Django, I remember why he became runner up in one world pool finals before. The reason? His daughter died apparently, but still he was able to finish the finals in first runner up. If I am in that kind of situation, I will finish it as well, even I am in the losing end. Why I did not do that in HSBC? hehe but for me, it's a different scenario, I need to be there with my brother due to some factors. hehe

But well, as all the criticss said on what Franz did to the RP youth team, is simply unacceptable. Well, his reason may somewhat acceptable, but like Noli Eala says and my say, is you cannot leave the team, a very young team. Remember, those dudes playing are under 18 years old and they need a stable leader, which is their coach. Even they lost for the medal round, they shouldn't give up until the end, for experience of course, and they need guidance, from the coach itself. Unfortunately, the coach left them at the middle of a very competitive league. So, what can I advice to Franz, I saw him by the way in BOC wayback 2004 and in QC city hall hmm about a 2 years ago, hehe I just tell him, that you can focus to DLSU if you don't have that commitment to the RP team. That's all. By the way, SBP should get, a foreign coach for both Philippine team and the youth team, it will be a big help for the development of our basketball system. By that way, his filipino assistants can learn and can lead our teams well in the future. That's my take. hehe

Cut the crap, so DLSU is a win away to the finals, ADMU should win against UE!! Finals in UAAP? Blue vs. Green, 2-0. hehe Sorry Rheg, ganun talaga!! hehe Depende kung di magbebenta ang isang player na naman. hehe Oo nga pala, di na pala tuloy ang team building next week, sa October na lang for some reasons. Tapos, eto mukhang sabon na ko dito, hehe mukhang kailangan galingan ko na sa work. Malapit na ang Sabado, kailangan pag handaan. hehe Habang sinusulat ko ito eh galing akong lunch at medyo yun nga, action plan. Pero ok lang, para naman kung may kailangan pa ko iimprove sa performance ko, edi go! hehe Para naman sa team ko to. Wala naman bago, kasi puro tulog lang ginawa ko, mahabang tulog. At ayun, kasi naman, ulan ng ulan, kaya lahat ng kalsada, basa. 

This is where I stop, for a while. Maybe doing some streching while writing this post, I am kinda stiff. 

9/11

7 years ago, 2 commercial planes crashed in the US by a bunch of Hijackers launched by Bin Laden. Well, the rest is history. Bush sent an all out war to Iraq, which it doesn't make any sense and made our world living in fear as these terrorists continue to scare other countries. Like us, here in the Philippines. What a lesson in history for today. We just hope that one day, all of us will live in peace and harmony. No wars need to happen. No protracted wars need to execute. No dignity will be crushed. No lives will be wasted anymore. I know, we can't live in such a perfect world, but if we all just set aside differences, belief or whatever hinders us to live in such peace and order, we should and definitely work hard to achieve peace on earth. One day, I hope that will happen.

Ok, cut the history lesson and let's get back to me. hehehe What a weird intro. So, ano nga ba bago? Parang wala naman. Masarap lang tulog ko kahapon kasi deretcho. Malakas ang ulan at mukhang tatagal ito hanggang matapos ang linggo. hehe May mga inayos lang ako, pero sobrang sarap un tulog ko kahit kulang. 8 hours lang kasi un tulog ko, na kala ko kahit 9 hours. Kinapos eh.. hehe Natalo pala un Letran, sa Friday malamang ang Royal Rumble sa last 3 slots ng Final Four. hehe Pero nabasa ko sa internet na Monday na pala. hehe 

Although, I have something come up this coming Saturday but I will go to Dad at the end of the day. hehe I need to prepare for this. Hmmm, what else, ano pa nga ba? hehe Wala pa yun bonus namin, baka next week pa. Isabay sa sweldo, so mukhang tuloy na tuloy na ang Terno Inferno. hehe At malamang, ngarag ako ng araw na yun. Peste. Siyempre, walang tulog, galing pa Tagaytay. hehe Pero depende, parang kakatamad nga pero ok lang, team building naman yun. Mantakin mo, 3 beses na ko nag team building dito, at libre ha. hehe Sa ePLDT, isa na pilit, hehe Sa HSBC, wala, pero may kainan naman kami ng team pero kanya kanyang bayad. Masaya kahit papano lalo na pag-amplaya. haha Naalala ko nung, nagteam building kami, pero di ako sumama kasi tinamad ako saka di libre, ang team building ay sa Pot of Gold sa Marikina. hahaha GB pala ang trip, buti na lang at di na ko sumama. Natatawa ako nung kinuwento sa kin. hahaha Nagskandalo kung baga. Pero tapos na yun. hehe Magaling na TM. hehe

Parang wala na ko masabi. Hintayin na lang kung anong mangyayari. 

Oh, 7 years ago at this time, well I am still in school, 2nd year college I think. Buhay wasak! haha kasi, our sked is 3pm-7pm, tapos if there's is no prof, inuman na. haha or malamang, ang namiss kong computer game, counterstrike! Those days. Innocent days. 

a year later

Hay naku, mga di nagbabasa ng blog. Akala ata nagresign na ko. hehe Pero hindi pa ko magreresign, unless nga makahanap ako ng pang umaga. Eh hanggang ngayon, wala pa naman, saka masaya naman ako dito, di pa ko aalis. Dami ko pa din babayaran. hehe Pero kung dumating ang araw na yun, napakasaya ko naman. Normal na buhay. 

Wala naman bago, pero may nagbabadya ng pagbabago, so kailangan pag aralan. hehe Ano pa ba, wala naman bago. Si Rheg pala ay galing ng Mt. Banahaw, di man lang nagsasabi, pero kahit sabihin pa niya, eh di naman kami sasama. haha Mahirap talaga sa mga panahon ito, lalo na kung ikaw nasasabon, medyo kailangan ko na umayos sa trabaho ko. Medyo pabaya ata ako. Kailangan magsipag sipag na. Wala naman bago, binago ko lang ang aking daily routine. Pagdating sa bahay, basa, pahinga, tapos tulog, gising sa hapon, kain ng tanghalian (mga 2pm) tapos tulog ulit. Pasok na ulit. Medyo nahirapan ako pero ok din, at least di ako masyado naghihirap magutom kasi sa sobrang pagod. Usually kasi, pagnakatulog na ko, di na ko nakakain ng lunch. 

Changes need to take in action to improve myself I guess. Exactly one year ago, this was the day I resigned from HSBC as my COE states. hehe Why I am so disgruntled with them anyway? hehe As you look my previous posts, you will know the reason why I left them, besides what happen to my nephew. Actually, let's go back to that time. The real time that I want to resign from HSBC was June of 2007. However, I was transferred to a new team at that time and my new Team Leader is my former team mate. So she talked to me and of course, my Ops Manager, so they win me back. I was able to stay for a while, so at least 3 more months. I contributed and my team that time reached the top in our department. But you cannot deny that saturation comes and some factors like a HR dept which doesn't really work properly, so I resigned and I got out. Did I feel guilty? Nope, I feel fine except for the long period of being a bum. hehe 

The only thing I miss from HSBC, is the people I work with, my 3 teams that I worked with. The Team Leaders, Team mates and Ops Manager, I miss them all. I just feel sad that they're still there. hehe If you only know what kind of company they are. I wasn't even suprised why many people leave that company. hehe Kudos to them. To my former team mates. hehe Oh, there is one more thing, Amplaya sa Festival!!! bwahahaha wasak!! 

Bukas pala ay laban ng San Beda at Letran, pero pagkatapos nung, Royal Rumble na sa Final Four kasi maraming tablang record. Grabe naman, magulo talaga lalo na pag natalo ang Letran bukas. First time ata mangyari eto sa NCAA. Sa UAAP naman, may isang laban pa ang DLSU at FEU para malaman kung sino number 2. Malamang mukhang talo ang DLSU kasi, di pa natatalo ang FEU ng dalawang sunod. Rheg, kangkong na kakainin ng DLSU sa Thursday. hehe Kung hindi, baka FEU naman ang kakain ng kangkong. haha 

Lunch is fast approaching. Do I have other things to say? hmmmm I guess not. Nothing else matters anyway. 

a post from my friendster blog..

"almost 6 months later, i never thought that my life will be like this.. i just resigned my job last week coz getting tired of taking calls which are from good customers.. maybe taking calls from a company which well not giving you the right salary and if i try to apply for a better work, you don’t get your feedback.. what a waste of time.. but the hardest thing was my beloved nephew just passed away, unexpectedly.. im so sad because the kid is good, smiling and bright, it just happen so fast.. so hard to swallow, and i finally understand that God knows best, because my nephew was struck by an infection which he cannot withstand and he told us that he will go to heaven.. i also realize that life more important than money, or wealth..

life is full of hardships, pain, despair, but in the end, the happiness, joy, hope, faith with God and especially love will overcome those troubles.. that’s what is important right now.. the life that I’m going through is a bit of confusion, tireness or void.. because of what happen.. i got sick as well.. physically.. but thank God, i still have my family, my baby pudit and friends cheering me up, except for UST, losers this year ( go uste for next year!!) hehe

i just want to have a bright start for these coming days or weeks, looking for the job that i love and will support my family, my pudit as well, hehe and of course to have a better rest..

to those who supported me for what happened, tnx very much for that.. i really really appreciated it.. for my family, it’s really hard for the times like this, but don’t forget to God, the holy trinity to guide, bless and forgive us and i know someday, we will be happy and together again.. with dad of course.. lastly, to my lovely pudit.. I love you very much.. so much.. i cant add more words because you know it.. hehe but you gave me life and love that i don’t want to lose.. tnx for everything and i know we will overcome these problems we currently face.. you are my life and only pudit.. hehe hmwmwmwmwmwmwmwah!" - 09/24/2007 from my friendster blog. hehe 

a year later.. 

I end up single.. hahahahahaha I should put this on that exact date for this month. Well, hell yeah! haha Love that I don't want to lose? Maybe that is the thing I am looking for. But it is hard to find such love. Nothing's perfect, except if you're a perfect pair, hehe but I mean, there is no perfect love or person to get a relationship work. It takes commitment, effort, honesty, understanding, everything you can say about how to get it work. Indeed, it's a lot work. 

Nothing changed until today, well, UST lost to UP again. So Kudos to UP for the cheerdance competition! Back to back champs! hehe When I saw their first steps, I know they will win. Unlike UST's routine, it's really for a runner-ups show. Damn!! UST has a bright future, being losers again!!! Like in my college days! hahaha After watching that cheerdance, I went to SM to pay some bills. I got home right away because there is so many people there. I don't want to waste time roaming around I believe. hehe For the first time, I did not even go to Trinoma after going to SM North. hehe So I went home, gone online again for a bit and that's it for me on Sunday. Yesterday was almost the same thing. Except, after I slept for 4 hours, Ivan just knocked on my room and woke me up. Unfortunately, I was not able to sleep again. Tnx Ivan for the big help. hehe So I came to the office, earlier than I expected and here, I am writing this blog. Good job for me!

Good thing as well, I did not resign from this job this year. hahaha you may ask, who's Pudit? Pudit ang tawagan namin wayback those romantic days. hehe Oh well, those days. These days.

Oh, I was able to chat to Igz and he seems to be fine right now. Good thing he has now better plans for his future, other than living in total wreck. hehe Good job bro! I was able to think as well, the final deck that I am going to build in Magic. I thought of this because of these times and I can't really spend much time and money to Magic. Of course, I will be updated and I might build some type 2 decks and get cards to improve my present decks (because wizards tends to do that) but devoting so much time and effort, will be too much hassle for me. I may build one more, but that's it. hehe 

Everybody seems going to the right career path or their hard work is now bearing fruit, or being successful in their own field. But for me, and some of friends are not yet. Way to far being successful. When it will come for us? hehe "Please, please, please let me let me, get what I want this time" 

Oh by the way. I have already laid my plans for this month! Let's see if I can follow it. hehe For this week, I will be visiting my Dad and Algerro again, for a change I guess. Next week, my 3rd team building within a year happens, in Tagaytay!! After that, Terno Inferno at Saguijo, so I will be awake more than 24 hours. Damn. hehe 

There will be no theme for this week however, I may one next week. Let's see if I can put it here. Oh well, life goes on. By the way, I have important things to do next month. I won't tell what it is unless, it happened. hehe 

Time to work!

Sunday!

It is indeed Sunday. Nothing changed, like a dramatic change I can say. Unfortunately for DLSU, they lost. They were beaten so much by ADMU. I already told Reggie that he doesn't need to go at Araneta and watch how his school beaten up bad!! haha Despite UST already out of the final four. Good job UST and DLSU!! hehe We'll see what will UST can do to win the cheerdance competition later. I hope they will win, at least for this one as a consolation prize. I was able to get some important cards yesterday and luckily, they are somewhat cheap. I was able to finish one of the decks, hehe but the problem is the sideboard cards, they don't come cheap. 

This day was a normal day, I felt that I was able to use my last VL well, I am happy and now, the rest I am looking for should work out. Finish this year in a good note, no absences. hehe But of course, good performance for my team. Christmas is fast approaching. Last year, it was a hard time for me. I don't know what's in store for me this year. But I hope, it will be a good one, either I am single yet less worries, or I am in a relationship again with less complications. 

Speaking of complications, my friends who took law should be taking their exams today!! Good luck to Leonid, JP Dino and AL!!! Don't give up, at least. Try to pass all the tests, you will make it!! hehe While writing this blog for today, of course, it's Macross Frontier today, so let's see what will happen next. Hay.. The priest once told to me, it's not courage nor strength shall help you when life is so hard, it will be your faith, the faith in God helping you the rest of the way. 

Of course, those are not the exact words said to me, I am kinda forgetting sometimes. hehe 

1st death anniversary

kahapon, pagkatapos ng shift ko at ayun deretcho sa Loyola Marikina, naghintay ng isang oras lang at dumating na din sila Kuya Alpro at iba pa. Nagdasal para kay Prong-Prong ng matagal, may Lay Minister naman nag guide sa min. Isama daw natin si Prong sa panalangin namin para ipagdasal niya kami para sa min. Di lang kami nandun, pati mga kaibigan ni Kuya Alpro sa kamag anak ni Ate Jenny. Pero ang maganda naman ay di kami malungkot at panay tawanan nga kami dun, siyempre, mga kuwento tungkol kay Prong at iba pa. Sisimple sana ako ng tulog, pero di rin, puro pagkain kaya kain ng kain tapos ulan ng ulan kaya di ako makadiskarte ng pahinga. hehe Pagkatapos ng mahabang kainan at kwentuhan, umalis na kami sa Loyola. Of course, I need to pay some bills, hehe I got back in Gateway and came home at round 3pm. I thought I could sleep, but I can't because I have something somewhat important to do at around 4pm. What happen was I just laid to my bed and make some rest and took a bath, straight away to the important meet. hehe Well, I end up meeting somebody and had a great time. We watched again a b movie which I think it was good, rather than watching Richard and KC. hahaha It was a good time and well we enjoyed and I went home around 9pm. Good job! Almost 24 hours awake. hehe It was really a fast paced day spending my final VL of the year. hehe but I think, this won't be the last, the very last VL I can use for this year. I woke just today, barely after 8 hours only, I cleaned some things and here!! I am waiting for my internet connection which seems having problems, I hope this will be fixed now!! I can't wait to surf!! hehe My computer is useless without the internet. hehe Later, it will be the second time DLSU and ADMU match again, ADMU can lose, but DLSU can't. hehe Reggie, DLSU sibak ngayong araw!!! hahaha Yung first game, UST at UP, pampagana! hehe Anyway, nakita ko na un Solid State Drive demo, yung ipapalit sa traditional na Hard Drive ng computer. Grabe, ang ganda ng Solid State Drive, kung magload ng windows, parang flash drive lang! Di na pala kasi CD un gamit ng SSD, parang 12 chips ata at sobrang fast. Ridiculously fast!! It won't hang unlike what happens to HDD sometimes. Sana nga malabas na siya for Desktop use, kasi ang SSD ngayon, ang pinakamalaki eh 60GB tapos pang laptop pa. Damn. I can't wait to have that kind of hard drive in my computer. hehe Ano pa ba? Oh yes, nakita ko yun Saguijo website, bad trip!! Bad trip kasi nagkaroon sila ng gig in tribute for Joy Division/New Order tapos the Smiths din! Bwisit talaga!! That's why I want to work at a day shift. hehe I shouldn't miss those kind of gigs. I hope they will release it again. Sinabihan ko nga si Raims, kasi may Terno Inferno sa Sept 20, so malamang wala na naman ako tulog!! haha Galing ako sa Tagaytay ng araw na yun tapos deretcho Makati para sa Saguijo Terno Inferno!! hehe Well, my internet connection is back and ready. See you later!

Kroma

hay, daming calls before I start posting here. hehe anyway, puro tapon naman sa ibang department. Pero grabe, mukhang ayaw akong pagpahingahin ngayong araw ha, bago mag VL. hehe Ang ungas ng FEU, pwede na sila mag final four, yan tuloy, baka mag number 3 pa sila pag nanalo DLSU sa sabado. Ungas talaga. UST? see you next season, magsembreak muna kayo. hahaha Wala naman bago ngayon kasi puro tulog lang talaga ginawa ko kahapon, talagang nagpahinga ako ng todo. Suweldo nga pala mamaya, kaso ubos na naman ito!! Si Nick, masarap ang buhay, nagbabakasyon sa Singapore at medyo petiks kasi di pa nagtratrabaho. Hay, kakainggit pero ok lang, pasalubong na lang at paguwi mo, dapat medyo bumawi ka na sa magic ha. hehe

What else? Oh why is the title of my blog today is Kroma. Actually, there is no tagalog word for Chrome, I tried to find one, but I am lazy to find one. I actually downloaded the new Google Chrome internet browser just yesterday. I can say to this new browser is great. Why? It combines the functionality of Opera browser, which I don't need to type the address again, just click and click. The browing history prowess of Mozilla, which since Chrome can't set the tabs of the most visited sites you want like Opera, Chrome has an ability to import the browsing history from Mozilla. You know how fast can the browing history of Mozilla works. The address bar in Google Chrome, I just discovered it today, that it also works as a google search, meaning, you don't need to pull up another tab and type google.com. I haven't tried using youtube or any video streaming at my home computer, but I will definitely try it and see!! The look itself is simple yet sleek and one thing I like is, the browser is so fast, it beats the hell out from Mozilla. hehe 

However, nothing is perfect, this Google Chrome browser is on a beta version, you can see that the interface itself is simple. No plug-ins yet which I don't really use, you can't even customize the browser unlike Opera. The browser as well hangs itself sometimes and need to relaunch again. Unlike Mozilla which it can adjust the screen of the website you're going to even you minimize the Mozilla browser, compare that in Chrome, it won't work. If you minimize Chrome and the website you are going has a big interface, you will end up enlarging the browser. Doesn't make sense? hehe One more thing I like, the browser automatically save the password and only takes 3 clicks to access your multiply or friendster account. Without typing. hehe but I haven't tested it yet when you have multiple user names like my yahoo mail or gmail. I will test that in my days off. I believe, google will do some necessary change or upgrades, but at the first release, Chrome has a bright future. great job to them. 

New Order will release their remastered versions of their best albums, not all of their albums since all of them are great. hehe but the albums they released in the 80's. This news came from their official website, and the date they will release these albums is on Sept 28th. I just realized what album will I buy? The New Order album I'll buy is definitely, Power, Corruption and Lies. I hope, that remastered version will show up here in the Philippines. hehe Warner Music should release those albums here! Malamang alam na dapat ni Kuya Dong to. hehe 

I was able to check the new expansion coming in Magic the Gathering, Shards of Alara. I was surprised that there are already cards shown there. hmmmm most of them, are not good cards. But some of them are quite good creature cards. So I will just wait for what other cards will be released within this month. 

Later, of course, I will be going to Loyola, and visit Prong. God bless him, always.. hehe after that, I will just slack, sleep or something else. hehe 

Hay, ano pa nga ba. Tagal ng lunch, queuing pa, peste!! hehe Sino nga ba mga chikas dito sa opisina.  Mayroon naman, kaso wala na dito eh. hehe Bad trip. 

Kailan kaya yung eheads reunion, dapat talaga matuloy yun ulit noh, dahil siyempre nabitin yung mga fans. Dapat magtour nga sila eh, buong Pilipinas. Pero kawawa naman si Ely nun kung mangyari. hehe

Sarap ng Rufo's. hehe Kakalunch ko lang. Sige magpepetiks muna ko using Google Chroma!! bwahahahahahahahaha!!!

Baliw ata.   

adaptability

well, I almost got a good sleep yesterday but the bad thing is I was not able to sleep long. At around 2pm yesterday, there was a brownout, power outage for like 30 mins to 1 hour and it was so hot. freaking hot.. I was able to sleep but unfortunately it was disrupted again, by watching the NCAA games yesterday!! Good thing Mapua won, so they have one more chance to go at the final four on Friday. I was able to watch as well the main game, it was a good game between San Beda and Baste, but Baste doesn't have Ekwe, so Beda won sparingly.. After that, I ate my dinner, for the first time before going to work, and slept for 2 hours, sparingly again.

hmmmm ano pa nga ba? wala naman bago, siyempre, malapit na ang biyernes. hehe wala pa naman akong plano, malamang magpapahinga muna ako, pag di muna ako magbuhay wasak. hehe buti naman di kami nasabon masyado, ok naman ang stats ng team kaya sana this coming month matuloy ang momentum namin at manatiling nasa tuktok ng tagumpay!! medyo naisip ko lang, magdate kaya ako, pero sino? hehe tignan ko nga kung libre sila, pero kung hindi, ako na lang magisa, or kasama yung mga ungas! ano kaya ginagawa nun mga future lawyers natin? malapit na bar exams!! sa linggo na!! hehe kung ako naglaw, siguro kabado ako ng sobra, pero siyempre, di ako magpapatalo noh. Isa sa mga plano ko sa future eh maglaw, lalo na pag may pundo na ko for taking this very very very challenging course. Mahilig naman ako magbasa and I am interested in the facets of it, so why can't I take it? For now, I will just leave that plan in keeps.

what else? musta na kaya siya? hehe hay naku, mahirap talaga pag inlove ka sa taong alam mong mali, kasi di ka naman sasagutin. Sa isip, alam ko, pero sa puso, parang sinasabi "wag kang susuko, pwede pa yan" what? pero siguro, isang tanong na lang, at talagang malalaman ko na kung tama. Kailangan ba ko saktan para marealize ko ito? wag naman, please. hehe Pero, ok lang kung masaktan, makakaya ko naman kaysa naman itago ko pa ito. Pag mahal mo naman ang isang tao, ibibigay mo naman ang gusto niya di ba? it hurts.. huhuhu Since pinaguusapan ang puso, anong na nangyari kay Pido sa 3p's niya? sa kangkungan pinulot ang UST! Gamitin na lang niya ito sa cheerdance this coming Sunday! hahaha

ito ay galing sa isang email na about sa horoscope, siyempre, Gemini ako so ang aking eh, hoy, di ko gawa to ha!

"Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great
listeners Very Good in the you know
where... Lover not a fighter, but will
still knock you out.
Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud.
Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING.
Loves to make out. Has a beautiful
smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST
IRRESISTIBLE."

Ok, let's analyze. Nice? Correct. Love is a one of a kind? On how I view love I mean, check. Great Listener Very Good in the you know where.. ? What? hehe anyway, wrong grammar but well I am a good listener indeed. Lover not a fighter but will still knock you out? Yes. hehe Trustworthy? I can say that. Always happy? They're telling me that I always look down or a person looks troubled. I am indeed troubled, but I feel happy. That's true, I feel happy, and I believe I don't need to show it because I am a private person. hehe naks. Loud? hmmm, I am a silent type. Talkative? On the phone, or in a conversation, but I am not an attention getter who really talks a lot. Outgoing? Yes, especially if I have the funds! VERY FORGIVING? Why all caps? It's 100% true. Love to make out? Sometimes. Has a beautiful smile? Whaaaaaat?! I know some person told me that I have a beautiful eyes, but not the smile. Edi sana, maraming na ko nadali!! hehe di naman. Generous? YES. Strong? Some aspects of my personality, very indeed but not physically. hehe "THE MOST
IRRESISTIBLE." I don't know.

Almost all the traits of a Gemini really matches me, I think.

mga mali

hehe noong tinitignan ko ang mga dating kong blog ay medyo natatawa ako kasi may mga mali na type or grammar at mayrun din sa spelling. siguro, gawa ng pagmamadali ko sa pagtytype at wala ng QA eto, bahala na yun nagbabasa ang magcomment. kahapon ay napakasaya, sobrang avail at puro pang surf lang naman ang ginawa namin buong araw. hehe kaya walang naman bago kahapon, kaya lang, nagising ako ng hapon kasi sobrang lakas ng ulan, akala ko may bagyo!! grabe, naramdaman ko lang nung parang may bumasa sa mukha ko, tapos yun, nakita ko na parang bumabagyo. grabe.. hehe pero ayun, natulog ako ng napakahaba! kaya medyo presko ako pag pasok ngayong araw.. hehe

tapos, 3 araw na lang para sa huling VL ko para sa taong ito. hehe wala pa ko plano para sa 3 araw na petiks.. hmmm pero tignan natin, malay mo, may magandang mangyari.. hanggang ngayon, walang matinding pagbabago.. kawawa naman si Ely Buendia, 3 angioplasty na siya, so pag nangyari ulit sa kanya ito, hmmm malamang ibypass na siya ng ganun kabata.. mukhang bawal na sa kanya ang rock and roll lifestyle.. mahihirapan siya pag tinuloy pa niya.. kahit masakit sa Eheads fans, pero kung health na niya pinaguusapan, intindihin na lang natin siya.

what else? hmmmm nothing else I believe.. by the way, I am just thinking of something, something that will motivate. I don't know what it is, but I am thinking for all these times.. well, except sa mga financial problem, na mukhang matagal ko masolve.. siguro, sa ibang bagay, like career, my family and love?! hehe iniisip ko nga lagi na sana, isang araw, tapos lahat ng problema ko. pero mukhang di mangyayari yun. hehe sabi nga, sa mundo, kailangan dumanas tayo ng paghihirap bago maranasan natin ang kaligayahan, habang nanalig tayo sa maykapal.. at totoo yun.. kahit naging ganito ako, wala naman ako magagawa kundi tumuloy at siyempre magisip kung ano makakabuti para sa lahat ng taong nakapaligid sa kin.. naks, napakalalim naman!! hehe pero totoo yun.. siguro itong pananalig na lang ang natitira sa kin sa pagmamahal sa mga taong nasa paligid ko ang magiging sandigan ko.. hehe

kalimutan na nga yan!! ibang topic na lang. ano pa nga ba? well, how about Magic? nakita ko na yung zoo deck at mukhang malakas ha. pero mahal bumuo nun.. ano pa, kakatamad!! hehe pero ok lang, malapit naman ang VL ko eh, makakapahinga naman ako kahit papano. sana naman, tumawag na un inaplayan ko, pero kung hindi, malamang, next year na lang ulit.. hehe ano pa pala, whatever it is, ahhhh this person, I can't forget her face.. hehe damn, I can't just leave this feeling behind, damn. I don't know why. It's not my ex, by the way, Hi to her.. hahaha this month, is the month of her peace and tranquility. the person I am referring to, is well, secret. hehe Hi as well to her! The feeling of loving and taking care of a person you really want to be with is really really motivating for me. Maybe I miss that feeling, I used to do that not long ago. I hope she is ok and fine.

Ah, those days! Those unforgettable days.. Unfortunately, some factors can't really seem to be controlled. Factors that will haunt your relationship while it's there. It's like a curse, I guess our love for each other, is somewhat forbidden to some extent. hahaha I believe it's really forbidden, without any extent, ibig kong sabihin, talagang di kami pwede. hehe kailangan tuloy ang buhay, separation is really hard to swallow. I accepted it and well, here I am, alone.

pero ok lang yun, hay, bakit ba ganito ang pag-ibig, minsan talagang mapaglaro. ganun talaga, whatever!! hehe mukhang maganda un bagong PSP ha, hihintayin ko na lang yun bago, tapos bili agad ng Metal Gear!! hehe ano pa pala. Sana, mataas un CE namin this week, ayoko ko na masabon, lahat kami sa team. hehe Pero feeling ko ha, parang pasok kami this week, sana nga. Malapit na mabenta un zune ko, mamiss ko tuloy ang hayop na MP3 player na yun. It's way better than Ipod I can say because of the sounds, it's functionality, the urban theme and well, the stuff in it, especially if you have some horny stuff!! hahaha I think, Taglish is better in my blog. Don't you think?

13 minutes left before lunch and I am done. I finished my lunch. hehe

still waiting for the results for our CE..

well, we barely passed. not actually passed, but it was higher than last week.