Thursday, January 29, 2009

all of the sudden

After I woke up earlier, parang gulat na gulat ako. Siguro talaga, I had another dream. A weird dream but anyway, akin na lang yun. hehe Parang ginugutom ako lagi these past days. The reason? As I said, all of the sudden, magSMB na daw kami starting next week. hehe Hay, patay ako kay Mommy Maia, inaasar ko kasi nung una na magSMB siya. Yun pala, ako din sa huli. hehe Pero I hope she is fine pala. By the way, nothing's changed except for the trainings that we are getting all of the sudden after the announcement of getting to SMB. Kakabato pero masaya naman kahit papano. Training eh. hehe Well, changes do happen, and sometimes, we do not have a choice.

Ok, let's move forward to Thursday. Wala naman bago, I ate BK Fish, but it was good. I ate kaninang umaga kasi sa sobrang gutom na inabot ko sa shift na to. Parang lahat na bawal kainin, kinain ko na this week. For example, Kare-kare, hmmm Tinola, tapos may patis, hehe Lahat ng bawal sa mataas na uric acid, kinain ko na. Siguro nga because of the changes. Well, I don't expect na ganun na lang because next week, back to usual diet.

Next 3 months will be critical for me, because of some plans and some commitments that will be over. hehe Pero I don't know if they will happen. But I never lose hope. Definitely, if there will be a chance to make it happen. Why not?

Mukhang malabo na ata ako sa Saturday because something came up. I will just text Raims about it. hehe I am sorry. Even I want to, but I can't. Bad trip, this condition of mine won't end.

Hay.. Whatever happens, I hope everything will be fine. Parang feeling ko, mabilis tong 3 months na to. hehe I thought I can post yesterday, pero eto nasa training kaya mahirap. Ok lang, wala naman ako masyado maisusulat. hehe

All of a sudden, some plans are made. All of a sudden, feelings coming back. All of a sudden, time flies fast.

All of a sudden, that's it.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

weekend events

Like I promised, of course, naka VL ako ng Friday then of course, done some bills and other things as well. Medyo late na ko nagising but I was able to do some stuff. Of course, after I woke up, may pinuntahan ako. Di naman traffic, except sa Quiapo of course. So ok naman sa pinuntahan ko and I thought na I should visit someone, special. So I went to this place, waited, and then, she showed up. Kinda late, but that's fine. hahahaha

So, we went out, ate and that's it, nice car indeed. Happy as well. hehe So, I was able to go home naman maaga, forgot to watch the PBA games that time, but oh well, nalaman ko naman nung Sunday ang nangyari. Siyempre, di ako nakabili ng regalo for my inaanak. Nakatulog na me na lang. After a very good sleep, I woke early, Saturday morning and to fix the clothes I need for the baptism. Siyempre, maaga na din kasi alam ko, na maliligaw ako sa kakahanap nung simbahan. Around 9:30am, I was able to dress up and went straight to Greenhills East. At first, I don't have a clue where the heck is that village. I only know one at Wilson St., but that's not Greenhills East.

No choice but I have to ride a cab, lalo na sa mga EMP, MGE, pero nakasakay ako sa R&E. At least, parang alam naman nila all the places here at the Metro. Medyo tumama ang hula ko, the village is located near gate 5, gate 5 is the entrance to greenhills from edsa, between petron and caltex. Pero di pa nagtatapos dun ang paghahanap. The cab driver ended up sa ortigas avenue so I need to walk back to the first entrance of the village, grabe. Medyo malayo ha. Pero ok lang, excercise ng kaunti. hehe After kinda long minutes of strenous walk, I arrived at the village entrance, the usual leave your ID stuff. Then the walk never ended there, but it did not take a long time to arrive at the church. When I arrived there, I saw some people pero siyempre wala naman ako kilala, and it's around 10:15am na, malapit sa 10:30am call time. Siyempre, nagalangan ako at kala ko nagstart na. After sometime, Kriska arrived, one of my college friends and classmates. She was surprised that I was invited, I was too. hehe The word surprise, would not stop here.

Kriska brought her BF and of course, talked some chism and gossip about other classmates, the usual anong nangyari, si ganyan, si ganito, talagang chismax lang ang hanap. hehe So, of course, again, she was surprised about the invite, so that's kinda weird. Weird set up. Anyway, I am waiting for Leonid, ehem, cum laude of our batch and 2nd honor to ADMU law, was usual, late!!! Then I texted pala si Jack kung nasan sila, sabi sa text, wala pa pala sila. hehehe Anak ng tokwa, pero ok lang at least, tama naman yun pinuntahan ko. hehe

So after like 11am, Jack and Walter arrived sa church and some of the relatives, ninongs and ninangs and well, other people as well to witness the baptism of Chloe Elise. I thought this will take long, but surprise, I did not take long. Don't worry, Leonid arrived, just in time after we made the sign of the cross. Parang dating gawi. hehe

Well, it was a simple ceremony and kala ko may mass, pero wala pala. Parang mas matagal pa yun hinintay ko sa Baptism ha. hehe Pero ok lang, everybody is happy and well, some people besides us got surprised, I know who are they but oh well, life is full of surprises. hehe So it did not take long to went right away to the reception. Siyempre nakasabay na ko kay Leonid, another nice car indeed. hehe Oh by the way, another surprise, Leonid's girl ha. Hmmmmm Iba talaga si Leonid. Grabe. Pero yun nga lang, ingat at baka masemento. hehe

We went to Kamayan Edsa, buffet stuff and I don't have a choice but to eat the food that I should avoid, in short, sira ang diet. By the way, malaki si Chloe Elise and very healthy ha. Very cute indeed. Mana ata kay nanay. hehe Siyempre, before we dig in to the food buffet, we waited for the others and of course sina Walter. hehe Nung nagbigay na ng signal si Walter, ayun, si Leonid nauna, sa maling buffet pa pumunta, sumunod naman ang iyong lingkod. haha

We went to the right table and get the food, halos lahat nga bawal eh, like crabs, kare kare, even lechon and the sauce. Sira na ang uric acid ko that day. hehe Tapos pa naman ako sa allopurinol intake. Well, ika nga ni Leonid, bihira naman ang may binyag. Edi go! hehe While eating, of course, the stories did not end there, continue ang chismax at siyempre kinausap naman namin yun mga kasama ni Kriska and Leonid, lalo na si Sitas (I hope I got it right. hehe ) Di namin malaglag si Leonid, kakahiya. hehehe

And of course, they were all surprised. Lalo na si Leonid, di niya alam na may anak na sila Jack. hehe Sobrang busy kasi sa Law, oo nga pala good luck dude!!! Sana pumasa kayo, pag si Al ang top 1, naku ibang usapan na yan. hahaha I was surprised na April pa daw ang results. Siguro, marami talaga kumuha ng bar. And the method of checking, naku, sobrang old school. Kaya nagdadalawa isip ako maglaw, panget ang sulat ko eh. hehe

After the handaan, and some chat with other batchmates, eh isa isa na umuwi, etong Leonid, naghahanap ng cone for their frizz bee game (ows?) ayun umalis na. Si Kriska, understandable naman, galing pa kaya Pampanga sila. Naku, edi yun umuwi na din. At congrats to them, tuloy na ata ang pagiisang dibdib nila. (Why so many people getting married this year?) Well, we will just wait for some updates. Ah, nakarating pa pala si Ivan at ayun kami na lang sumabay umuwi. Actually, pumunta pa kaming greenhills and Quiapo to find some magic cards, pero alas, wala din.

After that, I was able to go home and played, what else? Streets of Rage. At last, after so many attempts, natapos ko na si Axel in the hardest mode. Hay, kakapagod, but worth it. hehe

I went to sleep after some time at 10pm, I was able to watch some crappy shows but oh well, I value rest than watching those crap.

I woke up on Sunday Morning, went to church and went to SM to buy some stuff. Ate a weird fried noodles which I really think, it's the worst. hehe Then, oh well, watched the PBA games and ended up sleeping again, accidentally.

To sum it up, even I got less rest, pero ok naman because I met my college friends, gone out and done some things na talagang kailangan ayusin. Then ayun, ok na ko from sickness and now, changes does happen, SMB na ko after this week. What the heck. I have no choice eh. hehe

Not only that happened this past weekend, surprises came, and well, I already planned what will I do in this coming year. Di ko alam kung mangyayari ito, pero at least, I will try. That will be a surprise. hehe

Dapat siguro, surprise surprise ang title ng blog for today.

Oh, Kudos to the team that I joined for just 2 months, but it was worthwhile. Sayang lang at kailangan mangyari to. Pero wala naman choice di ba?

And yes, sa wakas, William posted a comment, at english pa ha!!! Maarte. hehe check it out, sa www.raceto2012.blogspot.com. Ang tagal nga ng turn ko eh, I can't wait!!!!



Monday, January 26, 2009

paper management


Well, I will just do the post tomorrow for the events happenend this last weekend. hehe Let's move forward to yesterday. Monday was a simple day, I thought makakapanood ko pa yun ALA vs. SLR, pero sumubra ata tulog ko, 12 am na ko nagising, so malamang tapos na yun laban. hehe So I slept again and checked the results yesterday. I was able to watch the TNT vs. SMB and it was a thrilling match, iba na talaga si Cardona, may ipagyayabang talaga. hehe

So after I woke up on Monday, first and foremost, read some passages then done the cleaning stuff tapos eto na. Siyempre, yun mga binders ko puno ng bills, papers, trash so I need to decide that time if I still need to keep them. After piling up some papers, at mukhang di nasolve ang problem ng binders ko, so I decided na tapon na yun mga papel na yun. Kumuha ako ng maraming plastic bag then throw those papers away. It took me a long time actually. hehe Before that pala, the long stalled fixing of my clothes and other things, natapos na and ayun, naayos ko din yun and well, I log in sa house sandali. Wala naman ako nakita, besides the NBA scores, tapos late naman yun game pinalabas sa channel 9, di ko na pinanood. I went to meet Joanne instead at lunch.

We ate sa BBB, (Big Better Burgers) I am not sure kung tama, but that is located sa victoria towers at Timog. Hmmm the condo with a semi crappy mall, crappy kasi katatapos lang ibuild, meaning amoy pintura pa dun. hehe So we went upstairs and ate at the said restaurant/fast food. Masarap yun inorder ko, hahalapeƱo burger. The spelling is correct. hehe Spicy yet yummy naman siya. Check it out sa bigbetterburgers.com. Gusto ko nga itry yun iba, pero saka na. Nagmamadali si Joanne. hehe Anyway, we talked about lives and some people, and the events happened this past weekend and some other info and chismax. hehe After that, we went sa Starbucks (it should be Coffee Bean but no choice) so I did not order something liquid, I ate the cinnamon roll and tuloy ang kwentuhan.

After that, I was able to went home fast and get some rest. Then all of the sudden, my other friend texted me. Of course, sa una medyo simple na, pero after a couple of hours later, aba serious na. hehe I won't divulge into details, but I hope she's ok, and I hope my plans will push through. hehe So ayun, natapos din, nakatulog ako before work, and she, kakatapos ng work. Kakainggit. hehe

Well, natayo na pala ang race to 2012 site, so I will post there later. Talagang detailed ha. hehe Patalo na kaya ako, meaning di ako magaasawa or anak. hahaha. Letcheng race kasi.

Sometimes, decisions are really hard to swallow, because when the time comes that you might think, you will regret doing it, then you will hope that if you can turn back time. Pero wala eh, kaya habang alam mo na pwede na, gawin na! hehe Labo noh, pero ganun talaga. Masaya lang yun usapan namin ng friend ko kanina and Joanne of course.

Well, that's all for today I guess. I will continue tomorrow. I am going to read the details for the race to 2012 blog first, loko loko talaga kayo!!!! hehe

Oo nga pala, nacheck ko yun horoscope for the Chinese New Year sa Yahoo. I hope, it will come true, even for some of them.

I wish..

Thursday, January 22, 2009

wala naman

Yes, napaaga ako ng gising kasi payday, so we got our payslip first para wala ng hulaan. hehe Ok naman, pero as usual, ubos. hehe First time for quite some time I posted for 3 days straight. Well, eto na ata ang hinihintay na petiks. hehe I have nothing to say much because I haven't done something great, or let's just say different. Sana napanood ko yun Cleveland na nanalo sa Portland. Malakas naman ang Portland, pero mas malakas si Lebron James. hehehe

Well, itong si Ian, may nakita sa East Ave, at in fairness to Rheg, leave her alone na daw. Naks, mukhang, tapos na ang playa days nitong si Rheg. Tinamaan ng lintik. hehe Well, love really come later, especially when you realize it, it is true love. Hay, sarap ng VL. Sakto, after the payday, pahinga naman ako. Well, sigurado naman ako sa Sabado, I don't know sa Sunday. Gusto ko sana pumunta sa Big Fish event Friday night, but well, I will just rest that off. I will go to that event, once my job is normal. hehe

Before I left for work, I was able to watch some crappy shows, then ate dinner as well. Kahit papano, busog ako coming to work, unlike the usual routine. I searched for some news, ayun, lay offs are starting to sink in to some companies, lalo na sa Intel. Meaning, sarado na yun plant nila dito. Sabagay, no one is safe of being downsized, cut off, laid off or simply, terminated due to profit losses. Every company will do that, I hope here at Dell, not. hehe

Let's just hope for the best.

Now, nakasama na pala ako sa Race to 2012 blog, I am now a contributor, so I will just wait for the others, to contribute first. Alphabetical order daw eh, malamang, huli pa ko. hehe Parang HS ba to. By the way, the Oscars already rolled out it's nominees. Malamang ang sure win, si Heath Ledger, sayang lang si Robert Downey Jr. for tropic thunder. hehe Sa iba, I don't know, nagulat lang kasi ako sa dami ng Noms ng Benjamin Button. hehe I can't tell, or even predict who will win the awards. Pero ang bet ko, Mickey Rourke for best actor. hehe

4 hours na lang, off na!!! Yahoo! Para makapahinga naman ako. I need to recharge or have a good rest siguro for the rest of the week. Tomorrow pala, I can watch the games, at least, sino unang uuwi, well, SMB or SLR. Feeling ko, baka may game 5 pa. Pero kung talagang gusto tapusin ng Alaska or TNT yun series, they can do it tomorrow. Besides, isang bet ko na Alaska, pasok naman eh. hehe

Or what can I do is to read some books. Books that I bought and not opened yet. Ayoko ko naman mabulok lang sila sa isang sulok so I will just read them kahit papano.

Well, what else to say, I am clueless what to do this VACA. I may not read books, I may play Streets of Rage again. hehehe I may do this, or that, or whatever. See, how clueless I am? Maybe I need to use those emoticons.

Maybe, I should be more careful on my health, or whatever it is need to be careful these days. Maybe, I just need to be confident. I don't know. Maybe I am just worried about what's happening around me. hehe I don't know, but oh well, sa pagkatapos ng lahat na ito, wala na siguro ako iisipin.

Well, I am thinking. Again. What about, I will be travelling alone? hahahaha I have one place in mind, but I just want to try. I want to go to a place that I can leave these freaking situations for a while and be myself, alone and relax then go somewhere else. Oh, di yun "find myself" thing, basta gusto ko lang magisa. For a while. That's a great idea. hehe

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Lost Files

Hay, pagpasok ko ng office, well, kahapon pa nga problem ito, ended up creating a new personal folder in my outlook. Bad trip. hehe Siyempre, nandun lahat ng files ko, especially tools to solve customer's issues. All of the sudden, error na. Meaning, I am going to start again, all the updates, info, even my payslips from scratch. Huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu.

Bwisit talaga, lalo na ang tagal irepair yun inbox ko tapos wala din pala. Bad trip, buti na lang, yun ibang update, nasave ko or either may hard copy. Papatulong na lang ako sa dati kong coach. hehe Kakahiya at bad trip. Well, sometimes, these kind of things happens. I will and I shall manage my inbox na lang sa MS outlook to avoid this happening in the future.

Talo na ang SLR ko, at malamang magbabakasyon na sila sa Biyernes. Yun SMB, kahit ano ata gawin nila, talo sila sa TNT. Good job naman. So parang Alaska vs. TNT sa finals, philippine cup version. hehe Si Pacman, maarte, umayaw na sa laban nila with Hatton due to pay splits. Eh kung ako naman sa kanya, kalabanin niya yun champion sa division niya, yun may belt. Ewan ko kung laging pera na lang ang trip niya. Maglaro na lang siya sa team niya sa liga pilipinas. hehe

Well, ano pa ba. Wala naman ako bago, nakapahinga naman ako mabuti kanina. Hmmmm nothing new to me. Darating na pala si Walter. hehe Congrats to Walter and Jack. At last, makikita na namin si Walter, if he is really free whatever this weekend. I read the inaugural address of Obama, kinda poetic, honest, ironic and optimistic. I hope, he will do all those things once he is seated starting today. We just hope for the best.

What else, mukhang di pa nagpost si William sa aming race to 2012 site, eto pala ang URL, http://www.raceto2012.blogspot.com/. Magpost kayo, kahit wala pa kami. hehehe

Hay, sana ganito everyday, balanced life, well without worries, just work hard, do something you'll enjoy and rest of course.

Payday na sa Friday!!! Malamang, ubos agad. hehe

That's all I guess for today. I just need to finish or simply, kill some time until log out.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

frail

As Rheg replied sa YM ko kaninang after shift, "Ano na ba nangyayari sayo?", I replied, "Di ko alam bro." Well, how you will answer such question that up to this moment, I do not know what is happening to my health. Well, even you're in a diet and so forth, avoiding this and that, still you get sick. Life is pretty kinda ironic it seems. hehe Wala naman ako magagawa kundi tanggapin na lang and move on, do the right things to recover and well, stay happy and healthy. How I wish. hehe

I missed the inauguration day of Barack Obama, well because I am here, at work. Pero dapat talaga panoorin yun kasi it maybe the first and the last colored US president we can see. hahaha Good luck to Villa, who all of a sudden flew to Dubai, without any notice. hehe But many wishes to her and good luck! Tagal naman ilagay sa blogger and "Race to 2012" site. hehe Bilisan mo kaya Ivan. She changed her pic pala, bakit kaya? Maganda naman yun hat niya. hehehe About the visit to St. Luke's yesterday, well it's bad but not worse. Bad kasi parang dumami ata sakit ko, pero the most hate part there is medicines, sana kung mura noh, pero 3 months meds is kinda costly. Kakabad trip, dahil dun, napalaro ako ng Streets of Rage paguwi, ayun di umabot sa last stage. hahaha Damn, keeping healthy is really hard. Even though, you know that you already done it.

Now, hmmmm marami pala maganda sa Conflux, pero overall, panget na naman. Because mahina ang Red, palakas na naman ang Blue and White, tama lang yun Green, yun Black, tama lang din, but puro creatures na naman ang pinalakas nila. Ganun na lang ba sa Type 2? Wala nang metagame? hehe No other ways to finish your opponent, unless you have more/or big creatures? Oh well, para balance daw. I don't think so. Let's just wait until Feb 1.

Eto, kaYM ko si Ivan at mukhang up na ang site for 2012, bwisit. hehe I have plans over the weekend and maybe, I need to fix my plans for this year. Di ko nagawa last week due to the hospital visits. Sana magawa ko this week. At sana, matapos ko na yun Street of Rage with Axel. hehe Kakabad trip na kasi. Well, old skul fun kasi.

I have so many things to think of, but oh well, I just set them aside, if I can, store it somewhere dark, like an old library or storage room and get them later or parang server. But mukhang di posible yun. hehehe My mind is like a computer, sort of. hehe it just saves then runs, play, and do the things you want. Whether small, nonsense things or important things, it comes to my mind. Pano kaya if you can delete those things you don't want to know? I hope that's possible. hehe

I am not smart though, I am just used to remember things. Special things as well, even they say I am smart. Oh, well, if I am smart, some other things won't happen, but di naman lahat ng bagay, napagiisipan. May mga bagay na pwede planuhan or maiwasan, especially if you have a strong will power. Pero some things, just happen, without notice, without any signs, which is bad. However, that's life, God has a way to do things, or you to do such things, but in the end, you can change it, you can alter or recover, as long you learned from it. It is your choice as well, if you want to do it again.

I am saying nonsense again.. hehehe Dala siguro to ng petiks at having my balance between work and life.

I hope Obama will bring change, as he promised, or a direction that will change the minds of the people. Like all things can be arranged in a peaceful manner, not into war. Or control capitalism, make the earth a peaceful and healthy one. I hope he will be a leader of hope and well, change for a better world. Naks, too political. But seriously, if no political power or control, like giving or helping the society, the crisis we are getting now, will be longer and worse. Sana, yun nandito naman sa tin, tapusin na yun or palitan na yun mga bulok na politiko. Tapusin na sila!!!! Tapusin, tapusin. hehe Magkakaroon kaya tayo ng leader dito, willing to serve the people first, before themselves. hehe

Medyo dumami ata yun post ko this month, way better than December. Eh pano naman, maya maya ang calls at siyempre, mahirap pa ang maraming cases. hehe

Pero, mukhang maraming ata alam na chismax si Rheg, habang wala ako, may nasasagap na balita from around our batches and friends. Magkita na kaya kami ng mga bro ko. Wala na rin ako balita sa mga "friends" ko. hehe Busy kasi sa work. Or whatever.

Oh well, ano pa ba. I just hope, everything will not be frail anymore after these events. I want to be normal. I want to succeed, and before that, I want to finish these obstacles.

Mag add na nga lang ako sa multiply ng friendly friends or basta may maadd lang. hehe

race to 2012

Naks, di naman ako tatakbo sa election or what! hehe Well, last week, I always visited to the hospital for some check ups and for this week, I think, I believe I will need to visit it again. I don't know what is happening to my body but I hope, it's not worse. God, sana ok naman ang health ko. Last week, I am a very busy man, on top of having many cases then eto, punta ng punta sa St. Luke's for my health concerns.

However, after that well, tiring experience, ayos naman ang off ko. I was able to get a long rest on last Saturday. Then on Sunday, eto naman sina William, Ivan and Raims eh nagyaya magkita sa Trinoma and ayun nagkita at nagkulitan at nanood ng Metropolis and Bowling for Columbine sa CBTL. Sarap, kasi sa parang comfy seats pa kami nanood. hehe Thanks to CBTL, kaya mas trip ko talaga sila kaysa sa other shops. hehehe

It was a tiring Sunday pero ayun nakauwi naman agad ako. Wala naman bago at ako pa rin ang dehado. hehe Pero ayun lang, di ko alam kung bakit ako nagkakasakit, siguro sa panahon, sobrang lamig pero may iba pa ko nararamdaman. Mukhang isang linggo ulit ako sa St. Luke's, pacheck up na naman, gamit na gamit ang Medicard. hehe Wish me luck and nothing bad, or even worse.

So nung nanood kami ng couple of interesting films, Raims won't like to go home yet, so ayun, nayaya sa Mister Kabab. hehe Si William, di pa nakakakain before, pinaorder ko ng special chelo Kabab. hehe Tapos si Ivan, ox brain, which di ko try. hehe Si Raims, something sizzling then ako, Keema with eggplant, with a career low of 2 breads, tapos watermelon shake. Nagsumo meal kasi ako, ako magisa. Kaya yun lang inorder ko. hehehe

Ok, the 2012 thing came in because of a discussion made about one of our classmates, friends in college, siyempre chism na naman ito pero because of that, there was a bet made. For more details, may blog kami dedicated for that, hehehe I will tell where to find it later. Inaayos ata ni Ivan ang site na yun. Crap that race. hehe Race to hell!!!

Medyo nafrufrustrate na ko sa Streets of Rage ha, etong axel na to, sobrang hirap tapusin sa Hardest difficulty. Peste na. Kaya babawi na lang ako next week. Crap. hehe Sa sobrang busy last week, I was not able to text my friends, kahit kahapon nga hindi din kasi sa lakad, hay marami ata ko babawian. Nanalo pala yun SLR kahit papano, one game. Yun TnT, grabe, 2-1, kahit umiskor si Dondon ng 39 points. hehe Dinaan na lang siguro sa advantage nila, which are their guards.

About the movies we watched, of course, given na yun Bowline for Columbine, my favorite Michael Moore movie because siguro on how he made it and yun topic as well. Maganda din yun 9/11, pero sobrang dreary ang setting. At least, eto, may fun part. hehe

Ang nakakagulat eh yun Metropolis. Remember, the silent movie used sa Radio Gaga video ng Queen. It was directed by Fritz Lang, I can say the great Fritz Lang, kahit parang un lang ang alam kong ginawa niyang movie. hehe Why great? Remember, the movie was created in 1928 and the topic is kinda complicated, like a epic and the visuals itself, already a masterpiece, an evolution in cinema. That's why it was so hailed as one of the great movies in history. From sets that are complicated, and remember, no great CGI used, yet it looks like it was used. The shots about the city and some imagination scenes are fantastic. Yun topic, iba, parang sobrang na visionary yun film na yun. Kaya pala nainspire yung mga great directors and even liked by Hitler because of the innovation of the movie. Kaya di ako nagulat, according to imdb.com, it took 2 years to make with that all hard work. Kahit manual lahat ng effects like the crowd walking, yun factory, yun climax scenes, it was done through good camera effect and mismong actors. hehe Like what Ivan said, Metropolis is way better than our TV shows today. hehe

That's all what I can say for today. I hate the stupid race. hehehe.

Patalo na lang kaya ako?




Thursday, January 15, 2009

Well at Dell

Yes, well yesterday (01/14/09, natapos ko lang siya today due to work) was a stage in my career that 1 year was so fast and just realized, I am still here. hehe Many things changed when I started working here at Dell. I did not even think at first that I will stay here at Dell even with the pressures I got from home and then here. But I am still grateful that this company is really good. Like Nick says, "Ok sa Dell" then he left, after 2 years staying in the company. hehe

Pero ano kaya, simulan na natin, like flashbacks on what happened here at my 1 year stay. Wag na magtaka kung maraming comparison sa HSBC or ePLDT ha. hehe First, hiring process. Well, after I resigned in ePLDT, actually I already applied in Dell, sa RCBC tower pa sila, and I don't know why they did not follow up my application even I passed the online test. That's the reason why I ended up in HSBC. hehe After a 1 year stint in HSBC UK-CTS, because of some payroll and HR concerns tapos may nangyari pa sa house, I left them. Dissappointed. Pagkatapos magapply for some jobs and did not get any reply, like for a normal day job, I ended up applying again at Dell, this time, sa QC. So, I got hired around October pero start daw kami sa January 14, 2008 because of the 30 day allowance for resigning the post, which tapos na, bum na ko that time, ehehe and processing the other papers. Natapos naman at ayun, January 14, 2008 was our first day at Dell. By the way, bago pala kami magstart, may pakain and bowling pa sila, care of NiƱo ng hiring team sa eastwood, wala atang call center na ganun. hehe First time ko magbowl but it was fun, dahil dun, nagreunion ang 2cpm, ayun sibak sila sa bowling. hehe

At that time, I did not expect something great, I just thought of working hard for paying bills and buy some things naman so I was focused to just survive here. After 7 weeks of training and taking calls in our batch, we were dispatched to our regular teams. Training was very good and fun, siyempre magaling ang trainers and of course, makulit ang mga batch mates. hehe

Second, Production. Of course, training is not forever, depende kung magresign ka at lumipat ulit sa ibang call center. hehe You will need to do work, serious work. But here at Dell, they make sure that people has a balance between work and fun. Some queues malabo yun, pero may queue naman sa sobrang posible, like mas maraming fun kaysa sa work. hehe Nung training call period naman, of course may TM na ko dun and I ended up the same TM and same batchmates as team mates once we are in the production team. At first, siyempre, hirap kami kasi we are now in a regular basis of taking calls and taking care any customers, even they are good or bad, or irate or worse. Name it. hehe or sometimes, stupid or lost. hehe

So, of course, I believe I've done my best in this Tier 1 role, well I got some awards, even before I got transferred here sa Tier 2. Masaya naman ang account, like I can compare it sa UK account. I mean here naman eh kahit mahirap yun account eh ok naman yun company(maraming events and benefits), unlike sa HSBC, di makisama yun company, pero sobrang dali naman ng account, so patas in terms sa account na hinandle ko. In ePLDT? eCare lang ang masaya. hehe The account itself? The worst, the hardest. hahaha Balita ko, 10thou na lang ang agent, anak ng tokwa, anu yun, NGO ka ba nagwowork? hehe

Speaking of money, let's go to the Third factor, Payroll. Well, let's go to memory lane. If it serves me right, ePLDT payroll is good. Even the pay was pretty low, come on, they give the salary on time. 15-30 sila pero minsan napapaaga, at maganda, walang dispute, sa base rate lang. hehe Saka tax mababa saka ok naman. Once lang ako nagkaproblema sa kanila sa pay even mababa. Sa HSBC, naku, simula pa lang ha. 1st payroll pa lang sa training, pain in the arse na sila, at di na natapos, actually hanggang sa pagresign ko, problema pa rin. Kulang sa OT, night diff, and even taxes, narealize ko lang na medyo magulo ang tax computation. hehe Pero grabe, marami ata kaming OTY nun, lalo na nung nag 4x11 (4 days a week, 11 hours a day shift) tapos sa days off, OT pa, edi san ka pa? hehe Patayo sila ng malaking site sa QC, marami naman umaalis na agent. Sayang sila. Sayang yun mga account nila. Lalo na sa UK account. hehe Lastly, Dell, every 2 weeks ang sweldo, so may 2 months na 3 times kami sweldo. Kahit halos parehas lang ang pay sa HSBC, pero feeling ko, mas malaki pa rin sinahod ko dito. (Di ko lang mafeel kasi sa daming binabayaran.hehehe) Tapos, pag may award pa, edi katching na naman, tax free. Medyo malaki ang tax, pero ganun pa din, mas malaki ang sinahod ko dito, that's why I am happy here. Di lang every 2 weeks, may exact time pa. hehe Saka yun mga payroll days na dapat yun ang sked, pinaaga nila like bonuses, or whatever bonus. hehe For disputes, mabilis dito kaya sobrang ok ang payroll.

Fourth Factor, HR. HR all we know is a very important part in a business or org. So any problems more than the TM or Manager can handle eh dun ang bagsak. ePLDT, I mean has a good payroll and HR naman. Kahit panget ang pay, effective naman ang payroll naman, especially if need the benefits, like papers, updates or anything (un medical insurance nila di ko nagamit! bad trip) hehe Processing documents as well, so ayun sayang din sila. Mahirap hiring nila ha, compare it to the other two. hehe Pero overall naman, good kahit wala masyado promotion. hehe Sa HSBC, anak ng tokwa, the worst. May mga kabatch ko na galing din dun at may wanted na AM sa HSBC, VP na pala siya ngayon. hehe Grabe. Since outsource na nga yun payroll, ganun pa ang kapalpakan. Like after a very tiring day, pupunta ka pa ba Ask HR nila para magdispute tapos wala din nangyayari. hahahaha Ang saya. Siyempre, about promotion, magulo, I tried applying for a different position, pero ayun may requirement, or what which nakakairita. In fairness, maraming VL na nagamit ko talaga. hehe Pero kahit ganun, kahit maraming extra pay like hazard pay, allowance whatever, magulo at di mo din makukuha, lalo na ngayon na financial crisis, I doubt, maraming pagtitipid ang ginagawa ng ungas. hehehe

In Dell, of course, if you have a sound payroll system, kahit third party pa, do you think ang HR nila eh olats? Siyempre, hindi. hehe Sa dami ng programs nila besides like usual HR stuff, masaya dito! From events, then pakain tapos meal card, then promos, it's never ending. May updates pa like health, IT stuff whatever and of course, multiply, friendster and other sites na pwede naman. NBA kahit gmanews.tv, pwede. hehe They keep the people motivated and wanted to stay here. Sa promotions naman, mayroon kaso ayoko yun mga position, usually night shift. May mga day shift kaso, na action plan pa ko. hehe So I am going to check that. What good thing sa HR is they are just an email away, leave an email to any HR rep tapos tutulungan ka nila like SSS, Philhealth and Medicard, and other things you need. (Yun iba, GE Loan, pero siyempre, di ako pwede) hehe So basta, masaya ang HR dito. Oo nga pala, sayang, di ako nanalo ng raffle nung xmas party na sobrang dami pinamigay. Bad trip. hehe Even in this financial crisis, they are really doing anything to keep us. Kahit may pagbabago, explain naman sila agad and we understand naman.

Lastly, Overall, or the Company itself. In ePLDT, masaya ako kasi nakawork ako ng backoffice and never been absent at that work, pero siyempre sa inbound, panay absent ako until a good TM handled our team. hehe Pero balita ko ngayon, pasaway na rin, ewan ko ba, sabi ko sa kanya, lumipat na ng company. hehe Ok lang sa ePLDT, kasi without the experience I got from them, wala ako napuntahan ngayon. hehe In HSBC, HDPP. Bad trip, siguro, masaya ako in the sense I worked and met great team mates there, and worked in an easy account, pero di naman ako sobrang happy. Tama lang, mas masaya lang compare it to ePLDT due to the offer, team mates and account, no regrets leaving them after 1 year.

At Dell, I am really happy at this company. Not only they saved me but also recognizing my efforts, doing feedback and huddles and great support from management. Malapit pa sa bahay. hehe Pag naiwan ko to, I am happy to be part of them, I am proud being part of Dell, kung mababalik ko lang ang time, kung available na sila since 2005, dito na sana ako nagwork kahit agent lang at di na ko lilipat sa ibang call center, except kung sumobra na ang hirap ng account nila. hehe Pero everything is great. I just hope lang that I will grow or at least, get a position which in a day shift naman. Un lang and I will be staying here for quite some time. If there will be a opportunity to work in a position, with a different work and in a dayshift or regular day job, (same pay?) hehe I will go there of course, pero siyempre, mahirap iwan ang Dell and some regrets. But that will be fine, and besides, it's part of a plan...

I will be forever grateful to Dell. Parang sobrang positive ata ng feedback sa kanila. hehe Well, try to apply here and work. Kaso freeze hiring eh. Sorry. hehe

Oh yes, I saw her profile, hmmm kinda cute hat.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

overfasting

Since I need to have a blood chemistry again last Saturday, I was able to do it, but unfortunately, when yun Med tech na kukuha sa kin ng dugo asked kailan ako huling kumain, I honestly told her, "3pm po nung Friday." Ayun, biglang sinabi niya na, "Sir, di po pwede po kayo kuhanan ng dugo kasi overfasting kayo, di magiging acurate yung test natin" I asked, pwede bumalik ako ng Monday?" She answered, yes, so that's what I did. hehe

How stupid I am, na 8-12 hours lang pala pwede ako magfasting before blood chemistry. Actually, di ko alam na di pwede pala yun di talaga ako kakain. hehe Well, let's go back on Friday! Last minute VA AM application was approved just on time on Friday shift. So ayun, nagpapapicture for my passport then got a very good rest. Nakalaro pa nga ko ng Streets of Rage then nanood sandali ng PBA, natulog na ko ng mahimbing, but hindi ako nakakain ng dinner, so puro tulog lang ginawa ko at nagpahinga. Sorry to my bro kung hindi na ko nakareply. hehehe Sobrang antok at pagod lang siguro ako that week.

Anyway, it is a good thing that my first VL for the year was approve at the last minute. hehe Thanks to my beloved TM and of course, our dedicated coach. Naks. hehe

Ayun, di rin ako nakapanood ng the Spirit, baka kasi di sulit ayun sa reviews. I want to watch Transporter 3, pero may DVD na ata sa bahay, and pinahiram pala ako ni Kuya ng dvd player. hehe Pero well, because of the dvd player, napanood ko ang mga films na namiss ko, number 1 Rambo 4. Action and old school fun, and very violent. hehe Pwede na ata gumawa si Stallone ng war movie. Then yun Resident Evil Degeneration na CG movie, karugtong ng RE4, which di ko nalaro sa PS2. hehe Maganda yun Resident Evil, it's just bitin saka talagang side story, wala man lang balita sa ibang characters. hehe Then, there is Hancock, which is Will Smith's answer to superhero movies. Hmmm not good, but not bad. Ok lang, pero buti na lang sa DVD ko napanood. hehe So parang bad movie na rin. hehe

Well, parang ang ginawa ko this weekend is more playing the Street of Rage, checking online stuff, tapos sinamahan ko si Gerro then finding some magic cards. Parang Friday lang ako nagpahinga. hehe

That's all I did for the past days, and now back to chaos. hehe Good thing our team got a good CE, except for the tier 2 part. hehe Sana makabawi kami next week. I hope the results of the blood chem will be good. Sana may improvement kahit papano sa Uric Acid count ko.

By the way, congrats sa batch 5 ng ATG at Dell!!! One year na kami!!! hehe Kanya-kanyang resign na to!! hahahahahaha Yun iba, kanyang kanya loan sa GE naman. hehe

I will post that 1 year experience here later. I will be staying of course here, for now..

Thursday, January 8, 2009

kakaantok

Siyempre, while at shift, medyo petiks mode so eto, walang magawa. Minsan, inaantok hehe Loko talaga si Rheg, nilagay pa naman ako "gummy bear". Panay ganun niya, pero baka sa huli, siya din ang bumigay. hehe Mga ungasis talaga. Wala naman bago, pero of course, payday came out and malaki ha. Nung una, I felt, parang kulang, pero come to think of it, hmmm for the last 2 weeks of December, 4 and a half days lang kami pumasok. Malaki ang sweldo, hehe Marami lang kasi ako bills. But it's good, you get the rest and still get the pay.

Pero most of the time, di na ko inaantok, siguro bago pasok, pero once I arrived at the office, ayun deretcho na until it reaches the end of the shift. Sanay na siguro ako, sa tatlong taon ba naman sa ganitong work, veteran na ata yun body ko for this. hehe That's why, I hope, it should end this year, medyo nakakasama na ata sa health ko and other aspects in my life. hehe

It will be a long post if I going to discuss those things why this kind of job affected my life. hehe I don't want to discuss that either. Pero luckily naman, here at Dell, masaya naman ako, even there are some drastic changes, I am very happy staying here because of what they done. Financially and career wise. I owe them a lot. hehe One year will be next week, working here at Dell!!!

May nabasa ako sa net, if you were a old WWF fan, check this out, http://www.empireonline.com/features//wwf-wrestling-legends-where-are-they-now/. Di lahat ng wrestlers nandito pero most of them, lalo na yun iba, dami na pala namatay. hehe God bless them. Pero WWF fan kasi ako dati, lalo na yun mga ulitmate warrior days. hehe Empireonline has a good stuff for movies and updates as well. I check it sometimes, other than, IMDB.

Now, hmmm. Ayun, bukas, kawawa ang RoS bukas sa Sta. Lucia, walang Norwood, tapos kung malasin naman ang SLR, aabot ng game 3, wala naman si Mercado. Anak ng tokwa. hehe Kung kailan umabot sa ganito yun Rain or Shine, dun pa sila masisilat. hahaha Pero, ok naman sila, lalo na pagnakakuha ng malakas na big man. Grabe, masyado malakas ang RoS in the future. Yun Ginebra, kahit sobrang ganun ang line up, akalain mong mananalo pa sa SMB, pero sobrang lakas ng SMB, di na ko magugulat kung talo Ginebra bukas. Magagalit si Al nito. haha

What else. Nothing more. Nothing Less. Absolutely speechless now, maybe, I will just keep quiet.

Medyo inaantok na ko, kahit marami pang cases.



Wednesday, January 7, 2009

another disturbing sleep

As Ivan confessed and well, I already forgive him. It's my fault as well not informing my number but anyway. Past is past. hehe Well, akala ko tapos na pero nangyari na naman kanina. After some time last night, may pumasok na naman sa kwarto ko at kung ano ano ang ginawa. Ayun, nadisturb ang sleep ko and I was late coming to work today for 4 mins. hehe Good job! Late na nga last month eh. Kakahiya kay TM. hehe Don't worry, I have a plan, I will have my door locked when I am sleeping!!!! Nangyari pala ay pinalitan yun TV ko, malamang nabad trip si Kuya sa TV, matagal kasi lumabas yun screen. hehe

If Betch was able to come up plans for this year. Or even each one of us has already plans for this year, for me, nothing new. I don't want to set up plans for the year because it may be broken. hehe Crap. But seriously, I will just stick to my plans, try to reach them, especially for a day normal regular job for this year. Haba no? hehe At least, with this job, I can have a normal life again. Sana same company pa din. I love staying here, but if there will be an opportunity to work to a regular life, why not? It's a very long time that I haven't work in a regular day. hehe Once I recovered as well from my crisis, I think everything will fall into place, I am not sure if this will happen this year.

Love life? Hmmmmm. I am not into or want to have a relationship this year. Not into my targets this year. hehe Maybe because I want to have a normal day job first, maybe I can go into one. But of course, wala naman ako prospect, kahit kinukulit na ko nila Rheg and friends, eh wag muna siguro. Kakapagod siguro, especially when the relationship that I came from, was kinda complicated. hahaha

Oh well. What else. Yun lang siguro for now, about plans for this year. I need to pick up my scores as well. Letcheng survey, marami ako nakuha. hehehe Oh, one thing for sure that I will do this year. Be optimistic. As long I still have my family, friends and God on my side, things will end in a good way. I hope for this year. Last year was a good one, I hope this year will be a better one. Kahit single lang ako this year, ok lang basta almost lahat ng problema tapos. Or even reach my goals at least.

I checked the movies coming out this year. Thanks to empireonline and yahoo. hehe Well, given na ang Watchmen, Transformers 2, at GI Joe. hehe Pero yun iba mayrun din like sequel ng Twilight, New Moon. Seth Rogen and Adam Sandler in 1 movie! hehe Dragonball! hehe Anak ng tokwa, Dragonball, let's see, kung ano adaptation ng kano dito. Pero feeling ko, olats. hehehe Wolverine din, iniba na naman ang story, sobrang iba. Mukhang bad trip to. Harry Potter? It was a letdown yun last movie, but I believe, this coming one, mukhang maganda kasi yun plot, story nun whatever villain. I am not a Potter fan kasi kaya di ko alam ang name nun. hehe

Music, hmmmm I don't know what will be a good music this year, pero isang punta lang yan sa tower quiapo. hehe Or how about the internet as well. Medyo behind na ata ako sa sounds. Eh pano naman, all the sounds I hear, it's either, so crappy or so good. It depends in my mood. hehe

Well computers, sana makakuha ako ng bagong desktop, and a new cellphone pero di ko na iniisip muna yun. hehe And other things, I just keep it to myself.

So, I hope, I will not get more any short sleeps, or maybe, I should just the other way around, do everything after work then go to sleep and be awake before work. Mahirap yun gigising ka tapos kakain tapos may mangugulo tapos tutulog na naman. Medyo bad trip pala yun. hehe

Hoping is not enough to reach certain goals, it's time to work harder. I think, it's time to give my best shot.

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

disturbing visitor

at last, I am feeling avail today. hehe After a very hectic Monday, now it is the time for the petiks mode. hehe There was a visitor yesterday that made my day so bad. Natutulog ako ng mahimbing at bigla na lang siya susulpot. Anak ng tokwa, bitin ang tulog ko, actually di na ko nakatulog tapos pagpasok ko pa eh queuing pa! Approaching at the end of my shift, may call pa kong napakahirap, 40 mins ako inabot sa kakasalita sa customer. What a bad day. hehehe Itong taong to, mukhang namumuro na ha. hahaha Sa susunod kasi, magtext or inform me ahead before pupunta, lalo na pagtulog na ko, wala na ko paki sa visitors. Well, tapos na yun, he got the CD anyways.

Nothing new from me, but congrats to Betch for her new endeavor as a FA ha. Mukhang yun ang pangarap niya, congrats to her!!! Buti pa siya nakuha niya na ang pangarap niya. hehe Kailan kaya ako? Well, I missed posting here ha. Kahit walang nagbabasa. hehe Namiss ko magpost, to release the tensions in life I guess. Medyo naaddict ako last weekend sa emulator, especially sa game na Streets of Rage, Sega game ha. I miss the old days. At to my surprise, medyo namaster ko na siya ha, unlike nung HS ako na sobrang hirap ako, hanggang normal level nga lang ako. Pero nung tumatanda ako, hardest level na kaya, at natapos ko pa! hehe Master ko na yun game. I am into old school gaming nga. hehe Pero naisip ko din na ang diff ng dating games to new games. Like, in old games, it won't take you half a day to finish a game, unlike sa bago na araw binibilang, lalo kung di mo alam ang laro. Pero sa new games naman, di nakakasawa, kahit alam mo na pasikot sikot, minsan, todas ka pa rin. hehe But computer games, is still computer games, I still like playing computer games whether it's old school or new skul. hehe

What else? Hmmm, sana today, makauwi na ko ng maaga, tama na ang OT. haha Medyo nadrain na ko sa work na to ha. Pero malapit na, ilang buwan na lang at malalaman ko, if I will stay here or not. hehe

Sana naman masaya ang CE namin, para at least, bawas stress. No more hope if I can still have a VL this coming payday. Parang wala na talaga eh, depende kung may gawin milagro si TM. hehe

Well, I don't know what else to say, but I will just try to add my contacts in this account I guess, taking advantage of this avail.

Very long avail.

Saturday, January 3, 2009

blackswordsmann

Ok, I thought that the last post was for 09, but it was not according to my blogger account. hehe Anyway, that's fine, this will be my first post for 09 to keep my blogger updated, at least. Good thing na half day kami nung Friday shift, kasi naman, puro outbound, eh 2am pa lang tapos na ko. Partida, nagloloko pa yun IDD ko, kaya medyo natagalan pa ko sa cases. Pero ok lang, importante eh nakauwi pa rin ako at ayun nakatulog ng semi normal. hehe After that half day shift, I went right away kay Ron Marc. Nangamusta at laro ng magic of course, mukhang kaunti na lang at pwede na to. Nagkamali ata ako sa sideboard eh. hehe Pero ok lang, nakabawi naman ako sa isang deck ko. 

After that, of course I went home, pero dumaan muna ako sandali sa Trinoma, maraming tao pero madali naman ako nakauwi kasi di pa lahat ng tao nasa Manila na due to the long holiday. I got home and all of the sudden, Miles and Igz texted me, for another food trip. Do I have a choice? hehe Sira na naman ang diet ko, so I said sure, habang nakabihis ako. Si Ian di nakasama due to duty and Rheg was able to sneek out even what happened to them. Condolence bro... 

So natuloy kami and went to Tempura, here at Banawe. Talked some things and ayun, bugbog na naman ako sa kanilang dalawa. Lagi na lang. hehe Nilaglag lagi ako kahat di naman totoo. hehe That's fine. So after eating a very delighted meal, punta daw kaming Starbucks. Of course, we went to the Banawe branch and it's jam packed. We went to Tomas Morato, then what do you expect in a Saturday night? Full and SRO only. hehe After Morato, we went to West Ave. and luckily, vacant yun sa taas, so kahit magwala kami dun, ok lang. hehe Anyway, so nagkwentuhan kami and everything went well. At least, walang drowing sessions. hehe Pero ok naman, at masaya, tapos etong Rheg na to, nagyaya pa ng Mister Kabab kahit sobrang busog na ko sa kinain namin sa Tempura. Pero do I have a choice? 

So we went to Mister Kabab, ordered the same Keema with Eggplant and a career low of 2 breads. Then no shake kasi sa ininom namin in Starbucks, and I was very full as well. Maybe my diet is working a bit. hehe So, ayun di pa rin natapos ang laglagan then we went home safe and sound, pero siyempre, etong Rheg, gusto makakita ng tarpaulin ni Joy Belmonte. hahaha Kasi naman, may kamukha kasi yun Joy na yun somebody Rheg really fallen for. hahaha So there, di siya nakabingwit ng Tarpaulin pero masaya ang ungasis. 

The End of an eventful Saturday.

Then here comes Sunday, simple, quiet and dull day. But it is a good time to rest I believe. I haven't eat any apples for quite some time now until this moment. hehe 

The title of the blog is the blackswordsmann. Actually, it should be blackswordsman only due to the name of my fave character at an anime called Berserk. Pero siyempre, pag yun ang user name for sites, eh laging taken, I just added N at the end para blackswordsmann. Ayun, ako lang ang mayrun. hehe Ang totoo niyan, kahit counterstrike days, yun na ang gamit ko user name. Pero may story behind that. hehehe The "mann" is a person which Rheg gave me as a referral. Di to guy, hehehe one of the "failed" referrals of Rheg, wayback college. haha First year college to be exact. Siyempre, after failing to ADMU and UP and not taking the entrance in DLSU, I ended up in UST, luckily in Commerce. Anyway, that time, I was so shy and very unsocial. But good thing, etong si Rheg eh DLSU na, at mukhang maraming friends dun na chicks. hehe Eh siyempre, ang kapal ng mukha ko, nagpareto ako sa kanya. Eh mukhang ladies man na to si Rheg, so bigay agad ng isa. Ang bilis sabi ko, so sige naman, text text, tawag sa haws. Well, she was very nice, yet kinda radical, maybe because of what happened to her, or whatever. Basta, medyo kinda like her that time, because na rin sa ugali and Gemini kami pareho. hahaha 3 days lang ang pagitan ng birthday namin. 

So ayun na, then one day, she will be going to UST daw for some convention something. So ako naman, todo prepared. hehe Buti naman, parang 2 subject lang kami that day which kinda normal kasi teachers where not there all the time, days in a week, because of our sked. Talagang PM sked lang kami, at ayun puro lakwatsa. hehe Alam na nung mga 2cpm gals ang buhay PM. hehe So ayun, I went right away to Tinoko Park, ahead of the agreed meeting time. hehe

I waited, and waited, then waited, and nobody showed up. She did not reply either. It was painful that time, because I almost waited hours, sana man lang nagtext na di na dadaan noh. hehe Pero ayun, sa sobrang bad trip that time, same week din, nagyaya ng inuman sila 2pel and ayun, tinext ko si Rheg na umiinom na ko dahil di ako mineet, Red Horse ang ininom ko. hahaha Di ko nga alam na tinext ko si Rheg, si Rheg pa nagsabi sa kin. Which until now, I don't remember doing that. Pero, well tapos na yun at wala na. Di na kami nagmeet or text or any communication from her. 

I thought I won't meet her, even once. Just a glimpse of her, but until Rheg big birthday came around 2-3 years ago. Of course, punta ako dun since parang kapatid na turing ko kay Rheg, kahit lagi niya ako binubully. hahaha, Well, di ko matandaan ko sila pa ni TJ noon. hehehe Anyway, nagyaya siya, inuman, kahit may interview pa ko next day. Fresh Grad pa ko nun eh. hehe Maramin siya niyaya, from HS friends, best friends and college friends. Of course, I won't expect to meet somebody that time, from the past. hehe But all of the sudden, Rheg told me, pupunta daw si Mann sa party. Siyempre ako naman nagulat! Well, she did come, hmmmm di naman stunning beautiful, pero pwedeng pwede. hehe Ika nga ni Rheg, pasado sa standards ko. hahaha 

We did not talk, at eto naman si Borreo, pinakilala sa kin, nahiya ako kasi malamang di na kilala nun. hahaha What a move! Pero anyway, ayun lang, ok na ko at nakita ko siya, even just a glimpse of her. At that time, well I am not lucky to a girl under a name of Maria. hehe After "Mann" someone followed and followed, well it is a long story of love, hope and despair before getting into a relationship which it was ended as well. Malas ata ako sa love, but life goes on, I think I will just enjoy being single for a while. Ika nga sa billboard ni Karylle, "Single is sexy."

That's why, memories are just memories, even it's happy or sad, its worth to keep. You learn from it, sometimes you use it. hehe

Yun lang, I will just play muna yun emulator, bringing back the old days. haha Sega and NES. 

Good Sunday!