very long 3 days...

Well, I did not reach 20 posts last November. hehe Anyway, of course, all the people close to me known what happenned. Mom got into hospital because of a stone in her left kidney. Ok na siya ngayon because of the stent sa ureter or whatever. Di pa tapos yung procedure kasi ishockwave pa yun bato around this week or next week. Saturday, after accompanying mom from Capitol, nakadaan ako sa booth ni Raims sa QC sports complex, at mukhang nakabenta ng marami si Raims. Congrats dude!! Sa La Vista na lang ulit. 

Thanks to all my friends who gave support last week. Im happy, that Mom looked better after what happened last Wednesday. Sunday naman, well, usual stuff naman since nakauwi na si Mommy, pero dahil makulit si Rheg, napanood kami ng Twilight. 

I will tell my thoughts about that, but what can I say, is it's a good movie but it's better when you have somebody special watching it. hahaha It's a real date movie of the year. 

That's all for now, pest kasi daming nakapila dito sa computer, how can I say no? 

Chopsuey

Of course, after na sabaw na training, umuwi na ko sa bahay. Kala ko uulan pero buti na lang hindi umulan kasi wala akong payong. I arrived, do the usual stuff and slept. Di na ko nanood ng Doraemon. hehe I woke up at around 1pm, took a bath, at alas, the same food I ate at lunch from work, then at home, Chopsuey without the beans of course. Oh well, this uric acid diet is unavoidable. I need to do this for my health of course. No choice.

Well, I found a new place to hang out around Pangasinan, thanks to Efem, Solomon's Paradise. Kinda great place, I will refer ko nga to sa mga bro ko para sa susunod na hang out. 6 hours trip lang daw, so not very far, parang nag Clark lang kami. hehe Ok to!!!

Wala naman bago, unless, our CE is good. Sana ok naman at makabawi from the last week's performance. Di ko alam kung sino na magiging new Team ko sa tier 2. Whoever it is, I will just do my best to reach our goals. hehe

Oh, everybody now is waiting for Twilight. Well, it will be shown tomorrow. Letcheng MCR ito, matutulog na lang ako. hehe

Rheg, pasalubong from retreat ha! hehe

one faithful day 2...

Nasa kotse na ko with Kuya Alpro and Ate Jenny, I am so powerless, groggy, lost and wasted. Di ko pa rin alam kung anong nangyari that time. However, I was able to say, "Kuya, sa St. Luke's ha, may medicard ako.." So, he followed and used his initial D skills to get there, parang nasa drag race ako that time. Every moment, I thought this is it. I can't avoid thinking it maybe the end of the road for me, I still can't feeling anything, I thought I can lay forever. Nagiisip na din ako that time, if it's goodbye for me, pano na? My family, friends and some people important for me. Many thoughts coming at that time, yet I can't move or speak that long. Parang nastunned talaga ako. Crap. Of course, Kuya Alpro and Ate Jenny, keeps talking to me since I am kinda lifeless. Naku, nakuha pa nga magbiro ni Kuya Alpro, para lang magising lang ako. hehe

Once Kuya Alpro told me na malapit na kami sa St. Luke's, I pulled out my wallet, and alas, no medicard. Napamura tuloy ako, pero sabi nila, sila bahala later. Kuya Alpro arrived sa St. Luke's ER so ayun, nilipat agad ako sa bed and brought me to the ER. I am staring with so many lights, people with me left and right, then I was placed in a secluded part in the ER. Siyempre, interrogated ako ng doctor kung uminom ba ko last night, what time ako natulog, or any related illness, grabe, kinakabahan na nga ko, mahina na nga, ganun pa tatanong sa kin! hehe Oh well, I answered them naman truthfully. Of course, they need to check my vital signs and all of them naman, normal. Except they need to get blood sample saka ECG to check what happen. After those signs, nilagay mo na ko sa isang part of ER, groggy pa rin, clueless and powerless. Medyo may life na ko that time since I am talking a bit with Kuya Alpro and Ate Jen. Pero inadvice naman ako to rest and get some energy. Of course, iniisip ko na din na since buhay naman ako, I thanked God first and hoping na makapahinga, pa admit na rin since nasa ospital na ko! hehe

Passed some minutes, then some nurse took some blood from me to check what happened, maybe to check if we can find something in my blood. After minutes passed again, some Med Tech dude prepared me for ECG. Kala ko may kuryente ang ECG pero wala pala, wag lang didikit sa rail ng bed. hehe Normal naman kaso ang kati lang kasi sa tape nakadikit sa body ko for that freaking test. hehe Bad trip, parang sobrang nanghina ako and planning na nga what to say to my family, friends. Sabi ko nga kay kuya, wag sabihin sa parents ko, kasi baka magworry, pero pasaway pa rin. hehe

After like an hour, the doctor advised sina Kuya na normal naman lahat, and sabi lang na hyperventillation syndrome nangyari sa kin, parang kinapos sa hangin. Di na daw ako maaadmit, pwede na daw ako umuwi after some checks. Kala ko maadmit ako, para makapahinga saka magamit ko yun ATA ko, kaso wala eh, pinauwi na ko. hehe While waiting for the doctor pala, of course, kaunting sermon from Kuya and motivation, nagpray din kami. Sabi nila wag na daw ako pumasok, pero I replied no way, sarap kaya dito sa Dell. hehe Magexercise daw ako, siya na daw bahala sa gastos, and marami pang iba, well, tinawagan niya din sila Ate Aila and others. That time, kahit ganun, I thanked God that I am still here and I am still alive, siguro may reason behind that. I can think many reasons, but well, important is I am still here, given a chance to like straighten things out of my life. From money, family, friends and other issues, even love, my health, myself, so I just need to focus what should I do to make things right with the guidance above. Naks. haha

Kuya Allan was able to get my Medicard from home then ayun ginamit na to discharge me from ER. The doctor only gave me an advice to drink more water/gatorade and eat fruits, especially, banana. hehe Everything went well after 2-3 hours in the ER, what an unforgettable experience in my life. Kala ko, gagamitin ko na yung Sunlife plan ko eh. hahaha

I did not tell this to my friends right away because I am still traumatized and I need to recover. Sorry to them, I kept this from them. Nasabi ko lang this Sunday kasi ok na ko, at I moved on na and enjoy my life as it is. If it's my time, then so be it, I just leave it to God.

However, what I learned from that experience, is to really live your life to the fullest. Death is really just around the corner. What if I did not come with Kuya going to church? No one will look at me when I became numb and powerless state. Walang talaga tutulong sa kin unless may pumansin agad na nahimatay na lang ako. That's why I always pray, and thanking everything I received whether it's good or bad. hehe I just move on, back myself on track and take care of myself to avoid that happening again. It's not a guarantee but I know, God will guide me and knows what's best for me.

I want to thank again the people who helped me, I am sorry if I did not thank them that time. Especially yung mga guards ng Lourdes Church. hehe St. Luke's as well, good service and prompt response. Hmmm, of course, I owe my life to my Kuya Alpro and Ate Jenny, to my family as well, who at least gave me advice or options, I will think about them later, especially early next year. My friends who were helpful, cheerful. haha Thanks for you motivation and everything. Sana si God na lang magbigay sa inyo ng biyaya sa pagtulong niyo sa akin. hehe I want to thank KFC as well, kasi after ng St. Luke's ayun ang libre ni Kuya Alpro, kaso yun na huling kain ko dun kasi bawal na sa kin after my blood chem results came out. hehe

If that happens again, I have no choice, let God decide my fate. However, gusto ko muna siya makita before I go. You know who I am referring to. hehe Kung hindi, oh well, I will just look from heaven I guess.

Oh, after that, I am always situated there every Sunday, almost the same spot. Praying and staring up there.

one faithful day...

After watching a NBA game in a simple Saturday afternoon, I slept right away without eating lunch. hehe I was so tired after that dreaded week, but with a good sleep, I was able to get some energy. Anyway, I just slept and woke up around 10pm then do some scanning especially with the virus scans I have. I slept again at 1am and like a normal day for me at Saturday night. Now coming on Sunday, I woke up early since it is Nov. 2 and I advised Kuya Alpro to come with them visiting Loyola after the Sunday Mass. I took a bath very early and prepared as well. At that time, I feel normal, no worries or whatever, hehe

After waiting for Kuya Alpro and Ate Jenny, we went straight away in Lourdes Church, then we parked easily since it's just 9am, no traffic or trouble. hehe When we entered the church, we chose the seat at the middle, like near the entrance of the church. We seated and I am silent because I don't know, hehe Maybe nothing to talk to them at that time. The Mass hasn't started yet because the previous mass ended early. I am still feeling normal or no worries that time, praying as usual for help and thanking God as well for blessings. For all of us. hehe Then, the 9am Sunday Mass started! It is presided by one of my fave priest there, so we were singing, and I am singing my hearts out, even my voice is kinda bad like they say. hehe The Mass started and went smooth at the first part. Well, it does happen that my mind wander a bit, hehe but most of the time in the mass, I listen to the mass and realizing what has been last week, I mean I had a hard time that time because of the schedule and the stress of the action plan and sort off. But I am thankful, the week was over and got some rest.

After the Liturgy, we sang for the Gospel of the week and the reading was good. All I can remember, the reading was about as Jesus is the way, the truth and the life. hehe Which is true. Now, the Homily started, I listened attentively and was laughing because of how the priest delivers it, we were laughing actually. hehe We were able to finish it and you know that we need to stand up.

All of the sudden, I felt numb. I felt dizzy, then my legs are numb, I can't feel them at that time. I noticed that my hands are numb as well, I can't even raise them up. My eyes, got blurry even with glasses. Nakaupo lang ako, nakatungo na lang ako. Sobrang nanghina ako, I can't even call Kuya Alpro for help kasi I thought that I can still make it after the mass. However, I felt that I can't make it, I tried to stand up, but I am powerless. I just looked up through the altar, praying that please Lord, help me, then I was silent. Kuya Alpro stood up and singing then he saw me situation. Siyempre, nilapitan niya ko at inakbayan, sabi niya, "ok ka lang bro?" Di na ko nakasagot tapos ayun hinihismasan at ginigising ako, sabi niya "alfred, hoy, ok ka lang?" Tapos, hmmm pinakuha niya ng tubig si Ate Jenny, tapos parang pinahiga niya ako. Naku, nagkakagulo na habang nagmimisa, lalo na sa part namin. Yung nasa likod nga, buti nagbigay ng white flower oil ata tapos pinapaamoy sa kin. Si Kuya Alpro, very nervous at tanong ng tanong kung anong gagawin sa kin, kasi, iba na kulay daw ng mukha ko. (I've only known that nung nasa ER na ko).

The monitoring guards at the church came in and asked what's happening, of course they were able to do the right thing, giving first aid to me. Pinaamoy sa kin yun ammonia para magising at kinukurot yun daliri ko sa left hand (which I don't feel at that time), then tinatanong kung may sasakyan si Kuya Alpro, of course sabi niya oo at mukhang dadalhin na ko sa hospital. At that time, nakakarinig ako but I can't speak, I just ask for water. Ayun na, si Kuya Alpro, umalis na and the guards offered to check me first while getting the reliable car. While waiting, medyo nakikita ko na dumadami na tao sa lugar na yun, mga usisero malamang, pero yun iba, willing to help. The guards advised Kuya pala na emergency room na ko because of my helpless state. But the other people are giving me help like white flower, may nagbigay pa nga ng Padre Pio paper sa kin tapos mayrun pa sa chest ko. Ah yes, medyo kumikirot na din yun chest ko, parang di ako makahinga ng normal. After the first aid, medyo may malay ako ng kaunti pero mahina pa rin but good thing, dumating na si Kuya Alpro with the car.

The guards prepared to lift me from the chair up to the car, well, the mass still goes on. 5 people were able to lift me up to the car and I was laid at the passenger's side, beside my Kuya Alpro, then Ate Jenny was at the back...

Well, tomorrow will be next.. hehehe

Sunday was a simple day, after mass, checked some stuff, watched some online stuff again like I said yesterday, It's just it was almost a friendly date with Tin and Rheg set up. hehe Di natuloy, so kami na lang ni Rheg ang nagdate. hahaha We met at Le Ching Banawe na dapat sa iba na ko sumakay kasi walang jeep sa letcheng Banawe. Then after a long talk with Rheg's colleagues, si Rheg nagsimba, ako di na kasi tapos na ko and we agreed that we will meet again sa haws ko.

Nakapanood ako ng PBA, talo ang Rain or Shine kasi ginulang ng Coke. hehe Tapos I took a bath and prepare some things, then saved the files for Igz. Siyempre, naki login na din si Rheg tapos may kachismax kami. hahaha After that, nagpunta na kami kina Igz, bumili muna ng ulam bque, saka isaw na bawal sa kin. hehe

After the eat, wala pa daw balikan nangyayari, ah ganun? hehe Tapos etong Rheg, eh mukhang may naloko, este may napaibig. hehe Tapos ako, kinuwento ang nangyari sa kin, despite eating isaw and bque. hehe It was a fun night capped by playing games of the generals, even I am so sleepy, at least, I won a game. That's it for now and damn, others don't have work on Thanksgiving while us, are going here for training. Good job!

Sorry for the long post..

blue screen of death!

bad trip, I am typing an important event here then that blue screen of death showed up. Bad trip, di ko pa nasave. hehe Well, I will just post that tomorrow. Wala naman ako ginawa last night, or Saturday, medyo tinamad ako. hehe Natulog ako ah, before that, naglaro ako sa PS2 ng KOF with a broken controller. Then natulog nako na natulog. After that, I woke up early today, then do the usual stuff. Watched how Suns torched the Blazers, also how the Hitman won today, na no match with the Magic Man. Ewan ko kung bakit Magic Man tawag sa kanya, wala nagawa yun magic niya to win the fight. hahaha

Medyo naging busy lang ako with that post talaga kasi it contains why I got sick and being careful with my health these days. Naku, pano ako magiingat sa Xmas! hehe I was able to talk with some friends and ayun my friends ko na girls waiting for Twilight. It got poor reviews, but mukhang kumikita. hehe For me? Pang date, manonood ako, pero as a movie fan, nope, sa trailer pa lang, mukhang pop candy movie siya. Teen movie. hehe I don't want to spend so much on that. Anyway, ayun dapat pupunta ako kay Dad, pero parang inatake ako ng katamaran. hehe 

Oo nga pala, I was able to watch the trailers of Harry Potter which I think more action and darker that the previous one then nanood ako ng Star Trek as well, mukhang sobrang action naman at parang di siya prequel ha. hehe Well you can't avoid doing films that should be a prequel with a better equipments, parang minsan naisip ko, bakit di na nila iremake lahat, one example? Star Wars. hehe 

So, what else. I don't know, parang wala na ko masabi. Bwisit talaga, pagkatapos ko magtype at magisip na sasabihin ko kanina, tinamad na ko isulat ulit.

But tomorrow, I will.. hehe 

Cab again!

I hope this will be first and the last time that in one week, I rode a cab again going to work! hehe Naubos ang baon ko for this week, so buti na lang, next week, may sweldo na! hehe Oh, good luck to Efem kasi for the toothache, sana gumaling na siya or nabunot na yun ngipin na sumasagabal sa kanya. Now, after I went home, hmm I planned to sleep right away but Mom kinda bothered me to open my computer to talk to Tita Nonette in the US. But since Tita is idle, I watched some trailers, mostly the movie "The Reader", starring Kate Winslet and Ralph Fiennes. I hope, they will be getting some awards this time. hehe Anyway, I watched Watchmen trailer as well, and I read their posts of awesomeness, rants and disappointments. For me? I will just watch the movie first and let's see if it will past my taste. It is like V for Vendetta, one of Alan Moore's great works as well, the movie is so good but others says, it's not good due to the writer's block or not faithful to the source. Films are designed maybe to the people who did not read the sources, like me. I liked the film and I got interested buying the material in the future time, because of funds. hehe Let's just wait until 03/06/09.

What else? hmmm I guess, nothing else.. Approaching the end of the first week of training and nauubos na kami ha, 10 na nga lang, naging single digit pa. hehe That's a corporate life, someone goes in and out.

Now what, hmmm I decided to go to Dad on Sunday since I did not bring my things with me while at work, I need to get a rest and slack at least for a day in my room. Siyempre, get some chismax from friends. hehe

Anak ng tokwa, si Nick, mukhang buenas ata. Hay, punta na kaya din ako sa Singapore after all of these mess ups I had. Crap. hehe Pero dun lang, other than that, no way. Just a thought. Switching to other companies will be not a good idea, especially in the first quarter of 09, due to freeze hiring, the effects of economic slowdown. Now what else. Wala na ako masabi I guess.

Let's see what will happen for today, if there is any changes, or any. Miracles.

Ah yes, may naamoy balikan na ata ika nga ni Rheg. Bwahahahaha

Ah, nope, not me.

akala late..

Bad trip kasi yun mga nasakyan kong mga Jeep, ang bagal tapos traffic pa. Buti na lang, di ako late, kala ko nung una but di pala. hehe I really ran thinking I will be late, but well, I am here, no trouble. I arrived 9:46pm, way before the 10pm call time for the training. hehe Good job! After shift yesterday, I did not do something different. I just ate a very early lunch so I can have a straight sleep, and I did. That's why I don't really like 10pm log in because of the traffic in Cubao. Naku, lalo na sa bandang Gateway, dami kasi stranded na pasahero. Damn so jeepneys having a hard time going through.

Anyway, other things? I don't know what else. Training is going smooth but kinda stressed because of the info we're getting. Minsan, kakaantok lang talaga. hehe At ngaragan na to. Crap. hehe Hmmm, I think some of us are really feeling down in these hard times for whatever reasons. It maybe because of love (naks!), work (lagi), money (lahat naman ata tayo) hehe. Ivan said the same thing in his blog, so I assume, some of us feel the same way. Me? Always for this year. hehe Let's just think positive and hope for the best.

Ayun, may STS (Save The Sale) module kami today, at ayun kakatuwa naman. I don't know what else to say, oh for this weekend, I don't know what to do yet because I need to check with Ron if he is free, or else, I will just visit Dad and Algerro. Boring noh? hehe Oo nga pala, siguro I can talk with some friends. Talk lang ha, kasi kung labas, malabo, short ang funds! hehe Makikikwento na lang ako.

Well, parang short lang ang post today because I really did not do something much, just eat, sleep and work.

A boring yesterday, but I hope not everyday.

back to back

I came to work again by cab. hehe Naku, after shift at medyo ingat na ko umuwi kasi sa mga balitang holdup malapit dito. Please guide us God naman. hehe May trauma na ko sa ganyan but bahala na si God diyan. Magiingat na lang ako. After shift, I went home right away, do the usual stuff, and natulog na agad ako. I woke up at around lunch, I ate then I tried to sleep. I really tried, but with so many things coming to my mind, I was not able to sleep. Bad trip. hehe I checked the first game for Wednesday in the PBA, Alaska vs. Rain or Shine. 1st quarter lang pinanood ko kasi 5pm na at di pa ko nakatulog agad ulit. Balita ko nasibak ang Alaska, ang SMB din, nasibak kahit depleted ang SLR! hehe Pero -nakatulog naman ako, at pag gising ko ng 8pm, inatake na naman ako ng katams. Katamaran. hehe But I got up at 9pm, and went straight to work.

Now, I am now in the middle of my training and draining my brains out. hehe Kakaantok, pero at least gising kasi important info na to. Pipilitin ko na lang pumasok ito sa utak ko. hehe Oh, I contacted Ron and asked if he is free on Saturday. Pero baka pumunta daw sila sa Virramall, I hope wag muna, para matest ko na yun deck ko. hehe Kung hindi, kay Daddy ang bagsak ko. hehe

Nothing new today, by the way, sibak ang POR ko. Pero si King Lebron, nakabanat naman. Kawawang NJ, masyadong kinawawa ni Lebron, ginawang HS game. hehe What else, the thoughts getting in my mind, same thoughts of course, kaya di me nakatulog agad. Peste. hehe Ah, nauubusan na kami sa batch ha, di na maganda to, sana naman may natira sa min by next year. hehe Well, whatever decisions they have, good luck to them. Sayang lang at malapit na kami mag anniversary here at Dell. hehe

Now, what else, wala naman bago. Nothing drastic.

Life has been simple these days. I hope, it will stay like this, for a long time..

Indeed, back to back simple days.

one u

Yung ang huli kong napanood sa TV kanina before I went to work. hehe It's a show from C/S 9 about teams in the university level. Lalo na ngayon, malapit na yun champions league sweet 16 tournament and other info about college teams. It's a good show, lalo na yun part na may game silang navideo tapos nag-rumble! haha Ang kulit saka nakakatawa, sa Cagayan de Oro ata yun game. Basta, grabe, nagrumble talaga sila, loko loko kasi yun coach, sinapak yun coach ng kabilang team kahit inaawat ng player, kaya ayun, lahat hanggang waterboy nakisama na. haha After that, I slept. Nakagising ako ng 8pm but di ko alam, bakit ako inatake ng katamaran, nagising na ko ng 9:10pm na! I have no choice but to take a cab. I was not late. Good job!

Wala naman bago after shift, it's just I was able to watch, Doraemon. Bago yun Doraemon pinapalabas, malalaman naman sa cel or animation na pinapalabas eh, di na old school. Makulit pa rin ang Doraemon, walang pinagbago, kaya hanggang ngayon palabas pa rin sa Japan at pinapanood ko pa rin kahit replay ha. hehe Makulit kasi yun story at yun boses din nung mga nagdub bagay. haha After watching it, I watched Flame of Recca then at 10am, I slept. I tried to go up at lunch, pero katams na naman. hehe Around 5pm na lang ako nakatayo. Tapos dinner ng maaga, took a bath and there, I slept, overslept!

The training I am now taking is kinda good, relaxed yet confused because of the new things we are learning for being tier 2. Di pa naman wasak na wasak. hehe Malamang pag nasa floor na, ayun, wasak na malamang ang ulo ko! hahaha We just found out na mahaba ang aming holiday break, once in a lifetime sa work to, lalo na sa call center, so pwede na rin. Pero sayang talaga kasi double pay for the whole week sana yun. Bad trip! Pero ok lang din, kaysa naman maliguak! haha Since naghahanap ako ng VL, sakto at sa xmas holiday pa natapat, so ok lang.

Naaddict na daw ako sa blog sabi ni Efem, mukha nga. hehe Well, pangtanggal antok and hmmm I don't know, I just want to post. Ano pa ba, wala naman bago. Ok naman CE ng previous team ko, kaya na nila without the Vets like me. hehe

I don't know what else to say. Maybe I can just enjoy this week in training and see what will I learn, and if I can apply that to real calls. Oh, my Suns lost to Jazz yesterday, but I hope Cavs will able to win against NJ tomorrow. Maganda talaga yun pick up ng Cavs for Mo Williams, pwede talaga, di naman sobrang fit, pero malaki na nagagawa in Mo sa Cavs.

Life has been simple these days. I hope, it will stay like this, for a long time..

crampy

Well, wala naman ako ginawang milagro nun weekend. As you see, nakapunta si Gerro sa bahay and have fun. I arrived home at 2pm on Saturday and then nakatulog na ko. Di naman ako nakakain ng dinner kasi sa sobrang pagod na siguro. Letche. hehe Actually, at this moment, I am in training for tier 2. Well, I just finished my lunch and I got more gossip from trainers!! hehe Marami na ata akong utang sa post dito, talagang medyo tinatamad ako these past weekends siguro for the rest I need and tinatamad ako bumaba from my room to our sala. I am now starting my diet for less foods with uric acid. Medyo nakakakaya ko. hehe Di pa ko sanay, pero kailangan masanay na. This week, mukhang may tatakbuhan ata ako. hahaha On Saturday night, I was able to watched "Catch me if you can" movie of Leo and Tom Hanks. I can say, it is a good movie! Thriller, fun and dramatic movie. Good movie again from Steven Spielberg. The only letdown of the movie was, the lack of story after Leo's character participated in FBI. The cases he was able to solve as the post script says. Medyo dun ako nabitin. hehe

Sunday, I was able to woke up that time, early. Since it is early, I was able to go at church early and then I ate at Jollibee. Spag and Pancake meals ang kinain ko kasi sa situation ko. I can't eat Lourdes Snack, or even Pares. Damn diet. hehe After that, I went sa palengke and do some stuff tapos I went home. The usual cleaning room and fixing things part and I surfed the net. Unfortunately, up to now, di ko nainstall yun NBA 2k9, sayang yun pera ko tuloy, dapat di muna ako bumili. hehe Buwisit.

Dapat magpost na ko by Sunday but the problem was Algerro wants to use the computer/internet kasi pinagbawal pala ni Dad sa Fairview. Nyek. So gamit naman si Algerro. I watched yun Milwaukee vs. Boston, talo na dapat yun Boston kaso nasibak si Ridnour ng OT! Ayun, tapos ang pangarap ng Bucks. hehe

Oh well, after scanning at fixing yun computer ko, niyaya ko si Gerro umalis. Bago pala nun, nanood muna ako ng all star UAAP vs. NCAA games. Walang kwenta, lalo na yun slam dunk, di hamak naman na maganda yun dunk ng import ng San Beda kaysa kay Espiritu ng UE. In fairness, may consolation ang UST, panalo sa 3 point shoot out. Di ko alam kung sino nanalo sa All star game Senior's division. After watching the game, ayun niyaya ko na si Algerro lumabas. Sabi niya SM North, so sinama ko siya dun. Simple lang naman ang trip ni Algerro unlike me. hehe So hanap kamin ng gusto niya, played some arcade games and in the end, bumili siya ng comics ng The Punisher, na pinakagusto niyang superhero. I treated him in BK and luckily we watched Iron Man there, but after we ate, we went home right away.

Nung nakainom ako ng gamot, yes, maysakit na naman ako, ayun nakatulog! hehe Coming Monday, and I accompanied Algerro to Dad at lunch. Late na rin ako nakatulog kasi sa init, peste pero pag gising ko, ok na ko. Di naman ako ngarag. I feel crampy maybe because of so much thinking and anticipated training in Tier 2. Ayoko pa naman mag tier 2! Pero wala naman akong chance. hehe It will be a challenge.

People do come and go, people decide what is better for them. For me? I don't want to leave yet. Ah uh.. not yet. I will make sure, that I will finish these obstacles. I'll just leave it to God. Naks. hehe

Well, wala na ko masabi.. Medyo ngarag siguro ako this week, pero I hope, every moment of this life, will be kind of great at least. Not crampy, or crappy. hehe

I am not a Chris Brown or Rihanna fan, so you won't hear about what happen last night, besides, I don't have money to buy tickets. Tapos si Algerro, naku naman di manood yun. haha Baka magwala!

oñin

Naku, habang nagmamadali ako pumunta sa mini stop in Eastwood and looking for a gift for my monito/monita, eh accidentally, nakita ko ang team mate ko. hehe Tapos, while looking for a "fluffy" gift, there was a tall guy entered sa Mini Stop, anak ng tokwa, si Canaleta lang pala. Akala ko kung ano bibilhin, kasi hanap ng hanap. So for me, I found the gift that at least fluffy, hehe and went to the queue right away. Pero mahaba yun pila, luckily, the other guy opened up another queue sa cashier. Siyempre, si Canaleta, ayun bumili ng 2 bote ng tequila. Anak ng tokwa, parang walang laro bukas ha. The transaction went fast and there, I did not mind him. I paid my due for the gift and went here at the last day of being tier 1. hehe

Ah, yun tequila binili niya, hindi el hombre, pero weird yun pangalan, parang bagong low brand tequila, naalala ko lang, weird yun cap niya. The cap looks like the mexican hat. hehe I went here at work and discovered, Air 21 has a game tomorrow, first game against Coke. Alam ko na kung sino ang di maayos ang laro. hehe Good job na condition yan, drink hard before a big game!

Nothing changed after shift yesterday, no more payday. No more funds. haha Then, yup, this will be the last day of being tier 1, I will cherish every moment of getting a lot calls, transferring them to IVR or escalating to tier 2. Next time, I will be getting those angry calls, for short tier 2. hehe Promotion? Nope, it's like a career path, or additional work in somewhat. Anyway, it will be a great challenge for me. Let's see, how long will I last!

By the way, I woke early after a short sleep. I've done some errands so that's why I only slept shortly on Friday. I woke around 8pm and watched a PBA game and fortunately, one of my favorite movies, Robocop. hehe It was shown at TV5, and when I saw it, the nostalgic memories of my childhood came back. Way way back, watching that film in betamax! hehe Sneaking to my brother's room and watching those movies. Hmmmmm, of course, I was a bit late because I started with the scene that the Officer Murphy got ambushed by thugs and supposed to be dead. To some point, I don't know how the hospital found that Murphy is really dead. Well, I guess for what happened to him, he should be dead.

Pero ayun, di pala. hehe Maraming scenes dun are really unforgetable like first sequence niya, yung baril niya, the gun fights, how he got his mind and life back, and the final sequences. Parang nga nakalimutan ko yun final sequences, pero nung napanood ko na, naalala ko na. hehe Nalaman ko kasi, yun part na nalusaw yun isang kontrabida, cut sa TV5. hehe While watching Robocop, ayun, ang Sta. Lucia, nanalo kahit walang Kelly, and Ryan. Partida. hehe

And I was able to finish those shows, good thing, there will be Robocop 3 tomorrow. I was surprised that there was one, so I need to check that out. Kahit olats, pagtiyagaan. haha May PBA din bigla bukas pero malamang gabi na naman yun, delayed telecast parang last week. hehe

Nothing changed, at sana next week medyo maayos naman ang mga problema ko. Not in work, but some other things. Tuloy ang plan for these days off and baka may gawin pa ko, pero wala naman masyado, as you see, I need to have an ample rest and diet. Si Gerro, bumisita na naman sa haws, so this coming Sunday, malamang kasabay ko siya papunta kina Dad. What a fast paced day! Kamusta kaya yun fair nila Raims. Sa end of November pala, sumali na ulit sa bazaar, sa QC sports club lang, at Nov. 28 and 29, so pwede ako makapunta dun and check their booth.

That's all I can say for now. I love those Red Lips. hehe What is the good news that Rheg have for me? Kinda mysterious.

8/13

I got a word from my beloved TM that I will be transferred to Tier 2 this coming Monday. I will go through training first. hehe Anyway, I have no choice, and besides, time won't last in one work to another. Para may challenge naman. hehe Pero talagang challenge ito kasi puro irate customers, pero di naman lahat, at may mga gagawin ako dito na talagang di ko alam, so this will be a great challenge to me career wise and health wise. Malamang baka puro OT gawin ko dito. hehe Mamiss ko ang dating team, siyempre, dito ako nanggaling and I just wish them the best of luck after I leave the team on Monday. Sana lang, makayanan ko ang mga challenges and get to the top. hehe

Oh well, for sure naman, Saturday Sunday off na naman so this is the only call center I worked na di nagiba ang off ko. Buenas ko naman. haha Payday? Don't ask. hehe Sayang talaga, parang isang araw lang yung fair sa Rockwell, di ko man lang mabibisita sila Raims. hehe Kung sa Saturday mayrun sila, pupunta ako, pero pag this Friday lang, malabo. Now what. Hmmm, I am feeling better than yesterday because of the sneezy effect, yet I am having a hard time of the diet plan. I discovered that there are so many foods that I need to avoid. Damn. Nadiscover ko na pwede Tofu instead of meat, kaso bawal lang ang mushroom which kasama lagi sa tofu chinese stir fry. hehe Oh well, basta limit ang meat and more fruits and some vegggies. Di kasi lahat ng veggies pwede sa kin. hehe

Plans for the days off, number one, I shall rest in this coming Saturday and number two, visit Dad and Algerro this coming Sunday. That's it. Ayun, kay Mang Ed pa pala. hehe Pero other than that, wala na. Wala naman bago for me, kaso natulog na lang ako after I took lunch, siguro sa pagod and sipon at ubo.

I guess, I just need to spend my final days in Tier 1. Transferring calls, dealing with irate customers then transferring them to tier 2 and of course, invoice request. hehe For the next coming weeks, I will be in the other side, this time, I will decide what's best for the customers. Naks, sipsip. haha

I have some great memories for this team, I just hope they can continue what we started and achieved so far. I want to thank this team Love a lot for everything I learned and received. Siyempre, magaling ang TM and Coach namin eh. haha Well, that's all I can say for today. I want to end this day good.

8th post pa lang for November? Grabe. Di bale ok lang, siguro sobrang sakitin ko lang this month. A sick dude.

sneezy

Yes, I have some coughs and colds today. I don't know where I got it, but I am still here, at work. hehe Medyo queuing tonight but anyhow, right this moment, mukhang wala na ang mga peste, pagpahingahin naman kami. We had some team meeting about the what will be our future here. Despite the current economic crisis, we are still upbeat that we can reach our stats and keep my job here. hehe Now, xmas is coming fast, and I don't know what will I expect. I just want to move forward next year and hope any of my plans will work. hehe Oh, may bazaar pala yun friends ko namely Claire and Raims, sa Friday at the Rockwell Mall, kaso di ata ko makakapunta kasi sa sakit ko this week saka dami ko gagawin on Friday like paying bills and etc. crap. hehe Pero let's see, it may change.

Speaking of my health, I got the results of my blood chemistry and the doctor advised me to stay away from foods with uric acid, meaning I have a bit high uric acid. Oh well, it leaves me no choice but to follow the doctor's advice. hehe Titignan ko na nga kung ano pa yun mga bawal sa kin, pero sa pagkakaalam ko, halos yun mga trip ko kainin eh bawal, lalo na ang mani. hahaha Di ko nga alam bakit ako biglang sinipon and drowsy today, siguro dahil na rin sa pagod at ayun may diet ako kailangan sundin. Letche, kakain ko lang ng lunch, bawal pala sa kin ang nilagang baka! hehe Hay, what will I eat, especially all my groceries, di na pwede sa kin. Anak ng tokwa. Parang saging na lang ata pwede sa kin. hehe

Malapit na ang sweldo, malamang, ubos ang sweldo. hehe What else? Hmmm nothing else, so for the next 2 months, I need to control my diet. Goodbye corned beef, luncheon meat, choconut, kahit galunggong bawal, sardines, or even pork and beans. Goodbye foods that I crave. Damn. This is the last day I am going to eat beef ata, depende sa xmas! hehe

The work is near, so that's it, kinda tired and I want to rest, 2 days left for days off.

I feel sneezy, oh by the way, I thought Bipolar will be available this month in stores. Maganda na daw sabi ni Raims, so from alanganin to maganda, pwede na. hehe

get go!

That's the shop I always see when I drop by in Eastwood. hehe Always in the get go! It's a 7-11 type store with bakery store, nothing special. I just thought this as a title for today's blog. We have a exchange gift setup in our office, and I haven't thought what will be my nickname. hehe Yesterday, after shift, nothing changed. Meron pala, dumaan si Ate Aila sa bahay at ayun namili pala sa Divisoria, buti na lang, maaga siya nagshopping, November pa lang. Way back college days, especially the class corpo days, nagshopping kami at the hype of the xmas rush, ayun, naglakad kami pauwi hanggang UST. Bad trip. Buti na lang tapos na ang mga araw na yun. hehe

Besides that, hmmm nothing really happened. I got some weird dreams again, I don't know why. hehe My health is kinda good, better than before but not that great. Some old me. Hmmm, what else? Ah, NBA news, panalo na naman ang POR and PHX ko! hehe Tapos, sa PBA news, gusto ireplay yun Air 21 ang laro nila against SMB, which in my stand point, dapat lang. Napanood ko yun TnT vs. Ginebra dati na imiskor si Alapag ng 40 plus points, pati si Eric Menk ng 45 ata, tapos ayun, dahil sa tip in na dapat counted eh hindi, umabot sa 3 OT. Kahit one point lang yun mali at nag OT, mali yun, dapat replay na lang para patas sa both teams. Since pareho naman sila napagod sa larong yun, eh dapat ireplay na lang nila. Lugi naman ang San Miguel na pagkatapos ng 3 oras na laro, eh forfeited na yun laro dahil mali. Pwede yun kung tinama agad ng referee at game time, but oh well, that's basketball. hehe Ewan ko ba sa referees, minsan parang pang barangay ata sila. hehe Grabe.

Oh yes, later after shift will be the release of the result of my blood chemistry. I hope it will show good results. Damn. I really should monitor my health carefully. I don't know what will the doctor say to me. hehe Medyo nagkakasipon pa naman ako. hehe Anyway, what the hell Hollywood is doing these years! Almost all the studios are doing remakes of classic films. Are they running out of ideas? Whatever.. Almost all remakes are not that good, or adaptations to be exact. At nabasa ko lang this moment, pati Karate Kid iremake. hehe Grabe, wala na ba sila maisip na pelikula. Mag film director kaya ako. hehe

Anyway, we hope that we have good scores tonight and I just need to sleep after my check up. Whatever the doctor says, I understand, I need to really take care of my health.

Get the hell out of here! hehe

panibagong linggo

Oo nga, wala naman sobrang bago. hehe Medyo ok na ko from what happened last week. Now the agony is back. hehe Oh well, I hope the new year will come fast. Saturday? After my shift, I was able to go home early and got a good rest naman. Nakapanood ako ng NBA game but di naman maganda yun laro. Nakalimutan ko nga eh. hehe After that, I slept then I woke up around dinner to eat and rest again. Nanood ako ng mga palabas sa TV, some crappy shows and at midnight, I was able to watch a PBA game, Welcoat vs. Air 21. I thought Air 21 will be defeated again in a close fight but for this one, they won because of their experience. However, Welcoat is very good, they just need a potent front line. After that, I got my sleep again.

Sunday. It was a simple day, I was able to go to church alone. hehe No more worries at least, and then I went to Quiapo to buy some stuff. Bad trip lang, yun trip ni Algerro na laro, mayrun na pala siya, sayang lang tuloy yun pera. hehe But he kept the game. Wala pa kasi yun trip niyang PS2 na laro. I bought NBA 2K9 in PC yet, yun unang bili ko sira ang unang disc, so after lunch, I went back to Quiapo and asked for an exchange, unfortunately, they run out to exchange it, so I need to come back next day. After that, I slept kahit sandali and I tried to download the game itself but the problem is, it's too big, 5 gb. hehe So I thought, I should give the exchange copy a try. After dinner, I was able to watch PBA again, but the second game itself, a blow out to Purefoods by Alaska. hehehe Tapos na ata ang buenas ng Purefoods. After that, luckily, I found the Matrix Revolutions shown at GMA.

I remember that day when I watched this film at SM North Edsa. Same movie, same effect, it's still a crap. I wished na sana, sa TV ko na lang siya napanood. hehe Well, dapat kasi sa Matrix 2 and 3, pinagsama na lang kahit medyo olats yun huli. In fairness to that movie, I still watched it till the end. I wasted my time. hehe At the same time, I was able to watch the fight of Calzaghe vs. Jones, and I admit Calzaghe was too good for Jones. Jones was badly beaten up, way too far the Jones I known like 8-10 years ago. Age does matter in boxing especially, if you can't keep up the opponent. Kaya pa naman ni Jones, kaso hirap siya talaga kay Calzaghe. But, for those 2 boxers, they deserved 2 spots in Hall of Fame. hehe

Now, yesterday, Monday. I did not eat because of my scheduled blood chemistry at St. Luke's. I cleaned my room and fixed some things na rin, na di ko ginawa for more than a week. hehe After that, at 9am, I went right away to St. Luke's, ayun mas matagal pa yun biniyahe ko sa pagkuha ng blood sa kin. Meaning, wala masyadong tao. hehe After that, I went home, watched the NBA game between Lakers vs. Houston, kala ko dikit, but it turned out na natambakan pala yun Houston. hehe After lunch, naglaro ako ng KOF sa PS2, at ayun bumalik sa Quiapo to get my NBA 2K9, I haven't tried it again fully, pero gumagana na ata. hehe

To wrap it up, my weekend was a simple one, oh by the way Algerro slept in our house this weekend pala, at ok naman siya, Masaya naman at good thing di nanggulo. hehe I decided na next weekend na lang ako pupunta kina Dad and Algerro. My weekend was a simple one, less stressful than last week. Sana lang, there is so much hope this coming week. Nothing new naman coming this week, unless there is another hurdle to pass. hehe

Well, I hope that I can finish this week strong and full of energy. I don't want to complicate things and do what I need to do. I know, I am still here, I am not dead yet. Thanks to him..

By the way, as the doctor advised, I need to drink more electrolytes or potassium. Gatorade is kinda expensive, so I will just eat more banana. hehe I hope my result for the blood chemistry will be good this coming Wednesday.

That's it for me, only for today..

approaching day off

Parang wala ako maisip ilagay for today. hehe Kasi naman, after work, I went home, eat and get the rest I need. I watched some shows, pero sandali lang. 4 and a half hours left before my days off. Everything is planned for these days off. So I hope, I will get the rest and energy I need for the coming weeks.

Kaya siguro wala na ko masulat, tinatamad na ko for today. I am eagerly waiting for the last minute of the day. hehe

I will just finish my work today strong and slack later. hehe

Very short for today.

another way to die

The theme song for Quantum of Solace, sang by Jack White and Alicia Keys. A weird song, not recommendable. The movie? Hmmmmm All I can say, it's a let down. Better watch Casino Royale. hehe Yun mga utang ko dito eh saka ko na ilalagay once na ok na ko. Malapit na ko bumalik sa dati, nakakarecover na ko. hehe Good thing, the Action Plan is freaking over. Galing talaga ni TM, she is now the best TM I have in this career. hehe

Well, after that lost moments and getting my energy back, these coming months will be critical for me. My health of course, and then my career. Pero sa tingin ko, ipagdadasal ko na lang ito. hehe Kung ano ibigay ni God sa kin, edi yun na. At kung natupad ang mga plano ko, edi good din. I hope that everything just fall into places good. Ang bilis ng araw, isang araw na lang, Sabado na. hehe At pahinga lang siguro gagawin ko and punta kay Dad on Sunday.

Now, since the action plan is over, it's time for payback to my stats. hehe Actually, wala na ko maisip masabi now but I am surprised that ang PHX ko umaariba, ang CLE medyo ok na. Lakers, mukhang mahirap masibak, hehe at ang DET, grabe, nakuha nila si Iverson. Sayang medyo late na nakuha niya yun line up na kailangan niya pero kaya pa ni Iverson ito. hehe Atlanta, wala pang talo? Totoo ba to? hehe Lastly, ang Sixers, puro talo, parang walang effect si Elton Brand. hehe

Gusto ko makita yun Air 21 vs. SMB double OT game na protest ng Air 21 na dapat panalo sila. Kaso walang replay eh, bad trip. hehe Grabe, bihira ang Double OT sa PBA. Sa NBA, kahapon, dalawang OT games ang nangyari, isa na dun ang SA vs. MIN na umiskor si Parker ng 55 points. Yikes. hehe No choice eh, wala pang panalo ang Spurs, kawawang team.

Mapanood nga ulit yun Casino Royale kasi halos lahat ng cast sa Quantum eh nandun eh. First bond movie that is really a sequel. hehehe Sa tingin ko, eto na lang muna isusulat ko. Wala na ko maisip. hehe

Good morning!

some other quotes from bob

Well, Obama won for the US presidency. Let's see kung kaya niya maglead ng US. At least, once in my lifetime, I see a different president from US. From a different race I believe. I hope, he will live up with his "Change" platform. First result of his winning the post? Stocks in the US dropped. hehe Anyway, oo nga pala, para mawala naman ang lungkot ko, may mga quotes ako nareceive from the office, galing sa kateam mate ko dati. Makulit na kasabihan galing kay Bob Ong.

Ako naman ay Ok, medyo malakas na ko, medyo wala na rin ang kaba. hehe Pero gusto ko talaga ng at least pahinga, so this coming weekend, I will just rest and relax. Sa Sunday, malamang punta ako kay Dad and Algerro. I still thanking God that I am still, here..

Cut the crap and simulan na. Yun iba dito, malamang mayrun na kay Villa hehe Kaya pala yung ibang text na narereceive ko, dito lang pala galing. Mga ungas talaga. hehe

Bob ong's philosophy on love Ü

1. "Kung hindi mo mahal ang isang tao, wag ka nang magpakita ng motibo para mahalin ka nya.."

2. "Huwag mong bitawan ang bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hawak ng iba."

3. "Huwag mong hawakan kung alam mong bibitawan mo lang."

4. "Huwag na huwag ka hahawak kapag alam mong may hawak ka na."

5. "Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan ung sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo. Eh meron naman hagdan, ayaw mo lang pansinin."

6. "Kung maghihintay ka nang lalandi sayo, walang mangyayari sa buhay mo.. Dapat lumandi ka din."

7. "Pag may mahal ka at ayaw sayo, hayaan mo. Malay mo sa mga susunod na araw ayaw mo na din sa kanya, naunahan ka lang."

8. "Hiwalayan na kung di ka na masaya. Walang gamot sa tanga kundi pagkukusa."

9. "Pag hindi ka mahal ng mahal mo wag ka magreklamo. Kasi may mga tao rin na di mo mahal pero mahal ka.. Kaya quits lang."

10. "Kung dalawa ang mahal mo, piliin mo yung pangalawa. Kasi hindi ka naman magmamahal ng iba kung mahal mo talaga yung una."

11. "Hindi porke't madalas mong ka-chat, kausap sa telepono, kasama sa mga lakad o ka-text ng wantusawa eh may gusto sayo at magkakatuluyan kayo. Meron lang talagang mga taong sadyang friendly, sweet, flirt, malandi, pa-fall o paasa."

12. "Huwag magmadali sa babae o lalaki. Tatlo, lima, sampung taon, mag-iiba ang pamantayan mo at maiisip mong hindi pala tamang pumili ng kapareha dahil lang maganda o nakakalibog ito. Totong mas mahalaga ang kalooban ng tao higit sa anuman. Sa paglipas ng panahon, maging ang mga crush ng bayan nagmumukha ding pandesal, maniwala ka."

13. "Minsan kahit ikaw ang nakaschedule, kailangan mo pa rin maghintay, kasi hindi ikaw ang priority."

14. "Mahirap pumapel sa buhay ng tao. Lalo na kung hindi ikaw yung bida sa script na pinili nya."

15. "Alam mo ba kung gaano kalayo ang pagitan ng dalawang tao pag nagtalikuran na sila? Kailangan mong libutin ang buong mundo para lang makaharap ulit ang taong tinalikuran mo."

16. “Mas mabuting mabigo sa paggawa ng isang bagay kesa magtagumpay sa paggawa ng wala”

17. “Hindi lahat ng kaya mong intindihin ay katotohan, at hindi lahat ng hindi mo kayang intindihin ay kasinungalingan”

18. "Kung nagmahal ka ng taong di dapat at nasaktan ka, wag mong sisihin ang puso mo. Tumitibok lng yan para mag-supply ng dugo sa katawan mo. Ngayon, kung magaling ka sa anatomy at ang sisisihin mo naman ay ang hypothalamus mo na kumokontrol ng emotions mo, mali ka pa rin! Bakit? Utang na loob! Wag mong isisi sa body organs mo ang mga sama ng loob mo sa buhay! Tandaan mo: magiging masaya ka lang kung matututo kang tanggapin na hindi ang puso, utak, atay o bituka mo ang may kasalanan sa lahat ng nangyari sayo, kundi IKAW mismo!"

19. "Ang pag-ibig parang imburnal...nakakatakot mahulog...at kapag nahulog ka, it's either by accident or talagang tanga ka..
20. "Don't search for love, let love finds you.." Sinabi ko kay Rheg last week about looking for a new GF. hehe which is true naman.

With all these crazy and fun quotes, is there any solace with it?

come what may

After record breaking posts last October, I am now behind 4 days for this coming November. I will make this short for today because I am still dazed, confused and powerless for what happen these days, especially last Sunday, one of the days that I won't forget in my life. Why? It's almost a life and death situation. I will tell that someday this month, I just need to recover first, and up to this moment, I haven't recovered yet. 

Pero kung ano man mangyayari sa kin sa mga susunod na araw, bahala na ang Diyos. hehe Sabagay, masaya ako at nandito pa rin ako. Kala ko, di na ko aabot ng Dec. 30. for the first anniv. hehe Well, my plans changed but not that drastic change, it's a change that will at least remove their worries. I just hope and pray, that won't happen again, or at least, I am still here if that happens again. Sometimes, luck doesn't come that often, prayers will save you in a moment which you are really helpless. First, I want to thank Almighty God for saving me, and his Son, Lord Jesus Christ, and of course, the Holy Spirit. The Holy Trinity for the healing and miracle. hehe Salamat po din sa mga tao tumulong sa kin lalo na kina Kuya Alpro and Ate Jen. Kung wala kayo, baka sa loyola na ko pupulutin or di ako aabot sa hospital. hehe You might be puzzled what really happened, well I will tell it sometime. Kahit sandali lang yun, pero parang ang dami nangyari. And it was really, really unexpected. Hanggang ngayon nga, di ko pa rin maisip kung bakit nangyari sa kin ito.  

Well, I just rely to God, my family and other people around me, whatever coming to me, I hope I could overcome this. Maybe, I really need a good rest for a long time, but I can't do that this time. Sometime next year, hopefully. 

Come what may. By the, what a way to start a bright November.