Thursday, July 17, 2008

love will tear us apart

When routine bites hard
And ambitions are low
And resentment rides high
But emotions won't grow
And we're changing our ways, taking different roads
Then love, love will tears us apart again
Love, love will tears us apart again
Why is the bedroom so cold
You've turned away on your side
Is my timing that flawed?
Our respect run so dry
Yet there's still this appeal that we've kept through our lives
But love, love will tears us apart again
Love, love will tear us apart again
You cry out in your sleep
All my failings exposed
And there's a taste in my mouth
As desperation takes hold
Just that something so good just can't function no more
But love, love will tear us apart again
Love, love will tear us apart again (3)

well, this is the song for today.. I forgot again to load the songs of Joy Division in my profile, but I will surely do that in my days off.. good thing yesterday, no more raining hard.. so I was able to go home good and safe.. and not tired as well.. hehe I went home and done some things.. and ended up sleeping.. I set the alarm at 3:30pm.. by the way, this is the second best song from Joy Division.. why this song? the main reason is the topic itself.. love sometimes will tear us apart.. again.. I can tell that I faced hardships before I got into a relationship.. a really serious one.. my first relationship became a serious one even it has complicated factors.. but anyway, I won't discuss what happened.. hehe

anyway, that's correct, before I got into a relationship, I experienced hardships of knowing the right girl.. my friends are witnesses to that.. even those situations are kinda sad, I really laugh at it and telling myself that I really done that but it did not work.. most specifically in college.. hehe sometimes, the true love, honesty, faithfulness, and understanding are not enough to make a relationship work.. maybe we were too hasty or risky.. but I believe, it is better to split.. and that's what I felt cold.. like the song states.. when I first heard this in high school, like I said, I was loveless that time.. I felt so empty and Ian Curtis is right.. just can't function no more.. the whole song is itself if you will hear it, is kind of dark.. and gloomy.. yet fast paced.. anyway.. that's I can say about this song.. I wish when I fall in love again, it won't end this way..

I watched the UAAP matches yesterday.. of course, UP lost by a big margin by FEU.. around 20 points.. but I am not that impressed with FEU.. let's see, if they can win this time to UST!! hehe but for the main event.. it was like a finals game.. DLSU vs. UST.. DLSU had some luck in the end, but I can see UST is a more dominating game, with a hobbled Jervy Cruz.. so, they are a stronger team.. but that can be said if they face ADMU.. let's see if there big and athletic line up can match up the ADMU's complete line up.. go tiger, go USTE!! tomorrow, I will watch the Dark Knight for free.. hahaha

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