she lost control

well, it was a hectic different day, yesterday.. oh well, nothing's changed except for some errands I have done, and I will continue it later after my shift.. I'm lucky that I was not late before my shift!! yes!! hehe anyway, yesterday, I can say was a good one.. not because of what happened, like sleep, eat, watch some crap shows, but Mom took a medical check up and some tests.. so good thing she is following her health advice, a routinary check up.. other than that.. hmmmm nothing else I can say.. I slept twice because when I got home, I done something important after my shift and after that, I got tired and accidentally slept.. I woke up around 1:30pm and like I said, I watched some crappy shows.. hehe but one show that I got my attention to, which is the film Full Metal Jacket.. it was shown in C/S channel 9 and I was surprised they shown it at the middle of the afternoon.. of course, it's censored.. hehe but since I am a Stanley Kubrick fan so I told myself, this is great.. hehe at least, I can watch another great film.. the film is great, except the ending, because I want more action in that film and the narration itself, but it is short.. so you can't do anything about it.. hehe after that, I took a long bath and slept again.. I woke up, at around, good job, 9pm!! so I took a cab and got here at the right time!! whoa.. hehe good news, we will be watching the Dark Knight for free.. Dell is really great.. hehe that includes foods and drinks.. hehe since I'm kinda short of budget, and stressed, this event is a good timing for me.. haha

writing in this notepad gives me, simplicity I guess.. but I will try next time to write my blog directly to my multiply screen, the only problem is due to the idle state, if I post this, it goes blank.. so I will try it next time.. but not now.. ok, let's go to the topic for today, one of my fave songs from JD.. 4th one I believe... yesterday was the fifth one.. this is She Lost Control.. when I watched the film 24 hour party people, there was a scene that they recorded this song under Martin Harnett and I was laughing hard because of how recorded the song.. it's like, when Barney, he's really out of tune.. Ian Curtis just sitting down and stare blank and drinking some booze.. Hookie was uncontrollable and he was so good, Martin got mad at him.. the unfortunate, Stephen the drummer, which he ends drumming all night, at the rooftop.. hehe the end result? great song, not because of the lyrics, but the song itself, remember, this is Circa 1978-79 and it sounds modern and Ian Curtis performed at it's best.. anyway, I hope I can get a good sleep this day.. nothing else matters.. good day lad! here's the lyrics..

Confusion in her eyes that says it all.
She's lost control.
And she's clinging to the nearest passer by,
She's lost control.
And she gave away the secrets of her past,
And said I've lost control again,
And a voice that told her when and where to act,
She said I've lost control again.

And she turned around and took me by the hand and said,
I've lost control again.
And how I'll never know just why or understand,
She said I've lost control again.
And she screamed out kicking on her side and said,
I've lost control again.
And seized up on the floor, I thought she'd die.
She said I've lost control.
She's lost control again.
She's lost control.
She's lost control again.
She's lost control.

Well I had to 'phone her friend to state my case,
And say she's lost control again.
And she showed up all the errors and mistakes,
And said I've lost control again.
But she expressed herself in many different ways,
Until she lost control again.
And walked upon the edge of no escape,
And laughed I've lost control.
She's lost control again.
She's lost control.
She's lost control again.
She's lost control.

did she really lost control?