shadowplay

ano nga ba.. hmm mabilis ang mga pangyayari nitong nakaraan linggo.. grabe.. hehe siyempre, kaya ngayon lang ako nakapaglog eh sa dami ng ginawa nung sabado at nung linggo naman, tinamad ako.. hehe tinamad ako dahil kailangan ko magpahinga at mag muni muni.. simulan natin noong Sabado.. siyempre, pumunta kami ng team sa enchanted kingdom.. first time ako nakapunta dun kaso di ko naeenjoy.. kasi wala kaming tulog at napakainit.. at ang sad part, di na pala ganun kaganda dun.. dapat magrenovate sila or magparami ng rides.. hehe sorry wala akong pictures ng team building kasi sobrang ngarag na ata ako at well, masaya naman kahit papano kasi kasama ko team ko.. yun naman importante kaysa sa enchanted kingdom.. hehe di ako sumakay ng ride, kahit un carousel kasi un nga.. inaantok ako.. so nagkuwentuhan na lang kami ng team mate ko at un driver, lalo na tungkol sa kotse.. hehe napaisip tuloy ako, mukhang masarap pumunta talaga ng europe.. eurotrip na to!! kaso kung may moolah.. hehe kung wala, hanggang net na lang siguro.. hehe ano pa ba.. bale masaya un pagbiyahe namin kasi makukulit ang mga team mates mo.. kahit pilit kong matulog, di ako nakatulog kasi makukulit talaga sila, hanggang enchanted.. grabe.. laughtrip talaga.. un mga team mates ko na ride all you can ticket, di naman sinakyan lahat, dahil nahilo eh.. hehe saka napagod na din..malamang sa sobrang init.. kakabuwisit na init.. tapos ng enchanted, un jollibee sa SLEX tapos un kulitan na naman.. nakaidlip naman ako pabalik ng libis pero masaya naman.. ok na din un team building namin.. wag na lang sa EK susunod.. hehe

nakabalik na ko sa Libis at medyo nagshopping.. pero ng magic.. hehe may nakuha naman ako kahit papano.. mga 9pm na ko nakauwi.. mantakin mo.. 24 hours ako gising from Friday, to Saturday.. magaling magaling magaling na bata.. hehe linggo na tayo.. gumising ako ng maaga, pero natulog ulit, nagayos ng kaunting gamit.. tapos pumunta na ko sa simbahan.. maganda nga un misa eh.. medyo inaantok nga lang ako.. pero ok lang.. tapos nun, kumain sa Jonas.. pero grabe ang tinaas ng kanilang mami and pares ha.. 100 na halos un price.. ano pa ba magagawa ko? lahat naman nagtataasan pero ang sweldo.. never.. hehe depende kung maging super agent ako.. ano pa pala.. un, tapos, naglinis ako ng computer tapos nagbalik na ang internet ko.. dapat maglolog nga ko kaso, dami ko pa ginawa sa computer ko.. like updating un virus scan saka spyware.. tapos siyempre, naghabol ako sa macross frontier.. gumaganda na un story, kaso giyera na agad.. hehe tapos nun, nanood ako ng ADMU and UE.. sabi ko na nga ba.. di na masyado malakas ang UE, dahil walang post presence.. eh un, si Rabah lang ang katapat nila.. haha kawawa naman.. pero sana, manalo ang UST sa DLSU ngayong huwebes.. magandang laban to!!! hehehe nakita ko na pala un buong listahan ng eventide kahit di ako pumunta sa pre release.. maraming pala talagang malakas na card.. pero kaunti lang kukunin ko.. hehe pero pwede un expansion na yun.. panalo.. bahala na si Mang Ed dun.. hehe

of course, Monday come in.. which was yesterday.. oh well, I woke and it's kind of gloomy because of the LPA coming in the Philippines.. but important things were, I was able to clean my room.. fix some papers.. and other errands.. I visited Dad and Algerro.. and got the usual sermon.. same sermon every time I visit there.. oh well.. that's my Dad.. nothing's changed to Algerro and Dad.. they are seems to be fine and well.. other than that.. nothing happened so great.. hehe anyhow, life is so simple.. Daddy is always talking about the same thing about plans, life, mistakes and whatever topic that we are involved to.. but I already know that.. it's just I can't apply it because I am in a middle of a mess.. in my family.. and I think, that's it.. hehe I won't discuss that further.. oh sorry, for the repetition of the title, in a rush because at that time, system got problems so it got complicated.. but well, as of the moment, it is now working..

by the way, the week starts with one of my fave Joy Division songs.. oh, this week is Joy Division song's week.. everyday, the title of my blogs are coming from my favorite band.. why Joy Division? you may ask, who are they.. you can search it by using Google.. hehe or a bit history of them.. they are 4 lads from macclesfield, UK.. (I hope I got the spelling right) they are Stephen Morris (the sick and best drummer for me), Peter Hook(the bass God.. hehe), Bernard Sumner (best songwriter and well, good vocals for new order) and of course, legendary Ian Curtis (sorry kurt, he's better)hehe so they formed Joy Division.. as the band's name came from.. as history books or from 24 hour party people film or control the film, it's a Nazi Death camp which they imprisoned women for the pleasure of the Nazi officer.. correct me if I'm wrong.. I don't want to search that further because I don't care.. but the name suits fine in the band's mood and hype.. so let's go further.. or if you want proof.. this is an excerpt from neworderonline.com. "They chose Joy Division, the name coming from a lurid novel of sado-masochism in German concentration camps entitled The House of Dolls. The book also contributed a (somewhat censored) verse for the song "No Love Lost". The "joy divisions" were those which housed prostitutes and women kept alive for the pleasure of the officers of the camps. The irony, if not the political implication, was obvious." there is it lad.. hehe

let's go back.. hehe so how did I discover them? since I am an 80's kid, like use to listen the new wave bands but as I grow older, I use to listen to the good sounds of 80's, great bands.. some US bands but just a handful of them I listen to frequently.. I discovered Joy Division in the middle of 4th year high school and I am so addicted to their song, "Love will tear us apart".. why I am listening to that song? maybe, I am so loveless at that time.. hehe that was high school days and loser I guess.. that's was the cassette era.. hehe so when I searched, I bought their the best of CD.. and I found out that they are freaking great.. from the ecstatic drums, gloomy vocals, basic lead guitar and a godlike lead bass rhythm.. damn.. so at that day onwards, I really searched this band further and well, now, they are at the top of my list.. when I'm in epldt, wayback in 2005, I got lucky that I met Mondo, former DJ in nu107.. we have the same genre of soundtrip.. hehe from echo and the bunneymen, british bands old and new and of course, new order.. and if you're a fan of new order, you will be a fan of Joy Division.. hehe so we talked about it and his DJ days in Nu.. at the end, I was able to get a copy of heart and soul CD, the best of Joy Division which consists of 4 CD's of greatness.. I love that collection.. I am lucky because you can't find it here in Manila.. I was able to find it in ATC but unfortunately, it was gone before I got the copy from Mondo.. so even Epldt ventus sucks up to this time.. at least, trainer Mondo made my stay there memorable.. hehe I hope, he is still a trainer but in a different company.. get out of there Mondo!! I bought other CD's of Joy Division from music one.. why I listen to them? because the darkness of their songs, whether fast or slow, really remove my sadness, despair and stress.. it helped me a lot.. especially college years and until now.. it really removes my worries in a different aspect.. of course, I include reading the Bible, but if I am really like depressed or lost.. I just listen to Joy Division.. no doubt.. hehe so that's it.. thanks to the films, 24 hour party people, control.. and the book, touching from a distance..

To the centre of the city where all roads meet, waiting for you,
To the depths of the ocean where all hopes sank, searching for you,
I was moving through the silence without motion, waiting for you,
In a room without window in the corner I found truth.

In the shadowplay, acting out your own death, knowing no more,
As the assassins all grouped in four lines, dancing on the floor,
And with cold streel, odour on their bodies mad a move to connect,
But I could only stare in disbelief as the crowds all left.

I did everything, everything I wanted to,
I let them use you for their own ends,
To the centre of the city in the night, waiting for you.
To the centre of the city in the night, waiting for you.

I will load this song in my profile this week.. hehe maybe what can I compare this song to I don't know where in my life.. hehe but I like both versions from Joy Division and the Killers.. if you want the original, go with JD, but if modern, go with the Killers.. we have a new schedule, 10pm to 7am.. I still like the Sunday and Monday off.. hehe anyhow, we have new team mates so I hope they will contribute to our team.. more JD for this week.. and I really like my new seating arrangement.. everyday Dei is a good day.. hehe I don't know why she left.. I hope she's fine.. what else.. I hope for the best for this coming week and lot of hope, love, faith, hate, despair or whatever.. hehe I feel like lazy right now.. good day ahead.. by the way, it's is a great feeling to be regular!!!