broken lines (collection 6)

Sometimes you feel lucky..

Sometimes you feel cursed..

Sometimes you're happy..

Sometimes you're sad..

Sometimes you want to give up..

Sometimes you never give up on something..

Sometimes you get what you want..

Sometimes you don't like what you want..

Sometimes you're not tired..

Sometimes you're exhausted..

Sometimes life is damn great..

Sometimes life is cruel..

Sometimes life is just ironic..

Sometimes you wish everything is normal and simple..

Sometimes you wish you have everything..

Sometimes you're in a void..

Sometimes you're in heaven..

Sometimes you're in love..

Sometimes you're unloveable..

Sometimes you want to slack..

Sometimes you want to move all the time..

Sometimes you're there..

Sometimes you're here..

Sometimes, confused..

Sometimes, enlightened..

Sometimes, 10 years was fast.

Sometimes, a day is so slow..

Sometimes, regretting for doing it..

Sometimes, no regrets for doing it..

Sometimes, you think you're lost..

Sometimes, you believe you've found it.

Sometimes I thought, each of them happen some in my lifetime...

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nothing to write....

nothing to say...

just for fun, I can't just write anything...

You may write I guess for today.. That will be wonderful!

Anything and whatever..

Thanks!!!

struggle

hmmm.. yes, I can say that.. for the time being.. I am so poor in everything.. hehe oh well, that's life.. for the past days, I feel like left in a mud.. or like floating in an oblivion.. in a dark place.. actually, I shouldn't go to work today, but I don't want to be a burden for my team.. so that made me woke up and rush here at work without eating something yesterday.. hehe I had that kind of sickness before, but I believe I overcame it because of Dell.. and some problems to solve I guess.. hehe what a weird kind of motivation.. by the way, Nick already resigned, damn, that's the second time ha.. but he has a reason to move on.. it's not easy but sometimes, you will need to make a choice, an important choice.. so kudos to him and good luck, and we still play magic.. hehe I won't follow yet his footsteps, unless a good opportunity comes in.. I will try that this month, but other than that, I will stay here for a while.. Nick also sent a farewell email.. what a weird one but it's a sweet one as well.. oh well.. by the way, Igz birthday is coming up.. and he told me that on Sunday, party starts at 11am? so this is a whole day event huh.. for the first time, this is a long celebration.. hehe so I hope, he will serve the best food and of course, the beer.. hehe

but on my days off, I hope I can shrug off these fears by going to Ron Marc on Saturday and on Sunday, going to Iggie.. I also hope I can go to Dad as well.. and UST has a match set up on Saturday, against UE.. I hope they will win and they have a strong line up.. so they should able to crush the warriors.. hehe anyway, no other big news posted other than St. Benilde won it's first 2 games and Jamison will be staying in the Wizards.. one concerning news is Baron Davis, will be at the LA Clippers? good job.. hehe that's not final yet but I believe it will go through.. one another news is one of my bets in the PBA won, Air 21.. they are the first team to go auto semifinals.. hehe but Sta.Lucia, they will go into the wildcard phase.. hehe what happen to those guys..

our regularization is nearing and I hope, there is an increase, because I need it.. hehe nothing changed, I still don't have internet at the house, or a dramatic change, but other than that.. no other change happened.. it's the same ol' me.. oh crap..

later, I hope I get a good lunch and hope to proceed further for the coming days, especially friday which is the independence day of the US.. so I hope we get less calls.. please, for a change.. hehe I think that's all I can say for today.. take care, good day and good luck! God bless to all..

haggard

I received 60 calls yesterday.. holy crap.. hehe so when I got home and have a good rest, but I ended up, sleeping.. hehe thank God, I got an almost good sleep.. why almost? hmmm because when I got hungry, I woke up and eat a little.. hehe ate my lunch to be exact.. so there, I woke up and got here at work.. it's my TM's birthday, so happy birthday to our beloved TM Joan.. Wish you best of luck and for our team as well.. thanks for guiding our team very much.. hehe anyway, before I pause writing the blog today.. I just came from the quiz bee in our company.. I can say it's a sloppy one because in the elims round, we need to raise flags to give our answers to the quiz master and it only needs 2 points to advance to the finals.. however, at one point, we were scolded not to touch the flag first before we answer, unfortunately, we lost.. hehe but that's fine, after the aggraviation.. I let it go.. besides, they look unprepared as well.. hehe we will get them back next time.. with my 2 other team mates? hmmm they're pretty good, I can say we can win the grand prize of 5000GC's.. hehe damn.. I hope they have part 2 of that this same year.. we want revenge!! hehe you know, in all the quiz bees I joined in college, they should use the wihiteboard method, because since they don't have buzzers, it will be hard to tell who raise the flag first.. so, they should change the rules and that's it.. I thought the questions are so hard, well, some math word problems are hard, but most of them, we can answer it fast.. no problem with it, as long it's a fair game..

anyway, there is a feast for our team since it's TM birthday.. hehe eat all you can.. I believe.. so I will be full today.. full of food.. hehe later after work, I will check what can I do to get some funds.. the money I have, won't even reach the next payday, so I really need some help.. hehe let's see.. hmmm what else.. I don't know.. oh Gilbert Arenas is coming here.. I was suprised because, well he will come here all of the sudden.. hehe I hope his knee is doing fine.. but he is known taking big shots.. he's a good player, it's just he needs a different type of team.. not your usual team.. you know what I mean.. hehe anyway.. ahh.. what else I can say.. I don't know what more to say.. oh, while I am sleeping.. I have so much in my freaking mind.. some unpleasant events coming back I guess.. hehe but I feel like blank or worthless I guess.. maybe I am thinking to much of these problems.. this is bad.. hehe that's why what I am going to do is to have fun in my life what I have, what I already have left.. I believe that's all I need to do with this situation.. I look sad, but within, it's just I am just clueless.. I can't say I am depressed because I won't be working now.. or these days.. but I don't know.. maybe you have the answer.. please tell me dude.. I need it now.. hehe

anyway, I just need to shrug off these fears or worries, God is there for all of us.. good day, good luck, and take care.. great lunch by TM.. hehe I am full..

last day of the workweek 2

yes.. and always.. been.. boring I guess.. hehe whoa, 60pesos a liter of gas!! starting today.. good job.. what the heck is happening in our country.. this is madness!! hehe lucky for me, I don't have a car.. I believe it's better not to have a car for these days.. seriously.. anyway, like I said yesterday, after just an hour, my pay gone away.. hehe just like that.. you won't believe me but that is my situation.. broke.. this is so boring and tiring, I just slept for 6 hours and here, I came to work, and here, after my lunch I feel so lazy.. I just can't wait to go home.. by the way, Joanne and I will visit Loyola park after my shift to check Prong's grave.. so it will be a long walk in the park.. anyway, I do know now what to do in my days off.. since, Im broke, no where to go or whatsoever, I will just stay in one place, which is my house, specifically in my freaking room.. oh life.. it's so gloomy.. most of the time..hehe when where will a time that I will end up really happy? like a very happy ending..

I know some people got lucky, but I am not envious about it.. maybe I'm just a bit of low morale, not motivated of sort of.. I don't know.. maybe this is indeed signs of being broke.. hehe and got broke from love.. what a life.. I am not sure what to do tomorrow, but one thing is for sure.. I will search for help.. hehe help!!! but next week, it will be magic weekends off because I completed some of my decks, but it's type 2, so I may play outside other than Nick, or the Ron brothers.. other than that, oh nobody seems to be interested in my zune.. damn, I need to sell it ASAP.. I need the cash proceeds of the sale.. hehe

hmmm, tomorrow will be a good one, Pacman will be against a strong opponent.. Diaz.. when I saw him fight before.. I believe in the Pacman-Barera match, I knew that he is a strong fighter.. I know he is kind of slow but rugged and good puncher.. it's like, mukhang mapapalaban si Pacman talaga dito.. hehe anyway, the NBA draft is done.. first pick was Rose and I believe that is a good pick for the Bulls since they are going nowhere.. and the other picks are great as well.. but the good one are the trades happened.. Jermaine will be a good back up for Chris Bosh.. TJ Ford as well.. or how about Jefferson to the bucks.. with that, the Bucks have a stable 5 players.. hehe and other teams as well.. so let's see and let the season begins.. but wait there's more.. the USA team, let's see if they can bring the glory back to US.. this olympics is their good chance to do that since Manu got busted ankles.. and Pau is not in a mood to play for Spain, the US team need to take advantage of these scenarios.. hehe if not, change Mike K.. forget it, he is not a good coach.. they can get Phil Jackson, or just Scott Skiles or Avery Johnson.. so I don't know.. but I wish they will win.. oh I am really sad for what happen in the Perwisyo Lines.. and the new update is bad, some hazardous chemicals are stored in the liner, so it means, there is spillage.. so it's not safe to do the rescue or retrieval operation.. let's hope for the best..

God bless to all.. take care , good luck and good day?!