2nd month

Akalain mo, dalawang buwan na ko sa shop! Ang bilis ng panahon. Hehe I gonna love this. Anyway, I hope my internet is up and running which is it is. hehe My mafia sa mafia wars, well mababa level pero madaming pera. Yung isa diyan level 62 na counting! Ang secret? Addiction. hehe Bago pumasok ng work, check muna at paguwi, ayun level up ng level up. Magtrabaho ka naman. hehe�

For the past 2 months, I am getting my "normal" life back. I am meeting my best and good friends. I get to see my family often, unlike before that I only see them at night and they already sleeping. Hehe Even I am working at extended hours, it doesn't mean I am working all the time, pawalang customer edi petiks, yun nga lang, pati kita petiks din, maliit. Kagaya last week. Hehe Peste naman, but that's fine, part of the business cycle.

Oh same problems but well, I'll pay them later. Hehe I also feel the challenge I'm looking for. This will improve me a lot and I hope I'll survive. Pag nandito pa ko ng isang taon, malaya ko na magagawa ang gusto ko. Malay mo saan ako mapunta. Hehe

For the 2 months I'm working at the shop, managing it, well damn bloody hard. Lalo na ngayon, kahit 3 shop na magkakalapit, mahirap magpatakbo. Peste. Hehe

I thought if it's hard to run 3 to 4 shops, how about a corporation? Well, I won't think it by now, but maybe I start with this stage. Small and more interactive to the market.�

At these times, I encountered the best, worst, dumb customers. Naku, kala ko sa US lang ang kuripot, pati pala dito sa atin. Hehe Lalo na yun customer kanina, gusto ba naman ibalik yun text 150 ng sun kasi di daw yun binili niya nun Sunday!? Talagang nanginit yun ulo ko? Magtataka ka nga na nagiging ganun ako, pero compose pa rin. Customer yun eh, however, jerkweed. It's his fault that he did not check what he bought. Ok lang kung nung sunday niya binalikan, kaso anong petsa niya!!! Kapal, nanakot pa, edi fine, go find another supplier. It's his loss.�

Not mine. Not ours I believe. hehe

Anyway, 10 months to go and I hope I can reach that one year. That time, we have a new president. Don't ask who I will vote. hehe That time, money problems, will disappear at least. That time, I am in shape like my Kuya Al. Not that buff I guess. hehe�

That time, peaceful life within my family, which I guess I am day dreaming. hehe That time, my friends are all here, successful and doing what they like.�

That time, I have many business ventures to really attain what I am going for, my fave quote from Art of War. You know what it is.

That time, love? I don't know, maybe I found one, maybe a different lady. Or maybe...

Her.

Why am I talking again about her? Like I said, I really tried to forget it, but at this time of the year, it keeps coming back. Memories. Especially next month.

10 months. What will I post at that time?�

Is it happiness? Sadness? Confused? Weird thoughts, let's say did I reach something?�

I will bookmark this post and let's see what will happen, same day. Same time I guess if I can still remember.

That's all for tonight, I will open again 3 shops at the same time. However, that's fine, come what destiny gives me.

Whatever it is.�

But, I need to defy it sometimes, I won't let fate destroy it again...�

low sales

yup, for short, I am really short. hehe Peste kasi yun tindera ko, tinamad, ayun ako ang nadali. Anyway, pero nakabawi naman siya at the end of the week, pero short pa rin. Hay, peste. Pero ok lang, bawi na lang this week, kaso nagtratrain ako ng tindera bago. Dale na naman ako noon. Ano ba yan. hahaha

Anyway, wala naman bago, except bukas na ang starbucks malapit sa Lourdes!!! Yey, manlilibre si Rheg!!! hahaha And eto naman si Joanne, gusto magreunion sa Friday with 2cpm. Tignan ko kung may funds ako. hehe Oo nga pala, belated happy birthday kay JP dela Torre, na mukhang nagsusurvive ang pigmata.com, congrats and more birthdays to come, sana sa Friday or poker night. hehe Don Dennis, este Dennis pala ng 2cpm hanggang ngayon, ungas pa rin. Hehe Pero congrats at sana magpainom ka na at tuloy tuloy na hanggang makasal ka na pare this year, congrats!!!�

Well, I don't what else to right, mabagal ang facebook, or di kaya sa connection ko, di pa kasi nakakabayad. hehe Pero tomorrow, bayad na to, but siyempre, mabagal kasi kailangan ko maglevel up sa mafia wars!!!�

I found something new, I mean may sherlock holmes na movie, starring the Iron Man itself, Robert Downey Jr. as the title role. Kaso mabagal!! Do I need to get DSL in the future? hehe�

I will think about that later. I really hate this time of the year, memories coming back. It's like a curse. Damn. hehe

Before we go further, let's watch some new trailer shall we? Next time, it won't be movie trailers. hehe

Enough the Hayden scandal stuff. Geez. All of them are just plain stupid.

angels and demons?!

You called that good if the movie itself is really an adaptation of the novel, itself. However, due a more controversial plot and some facts that might shock viewers, they cut the hell crap of it!!!! Sabi nga ng isang friend ko, mukhang trend na ata ang ganun. Bad trip naman ang trend na yun, at mukhang makikita ulit yan sa G.I. Joe. hehe Well, I guess that's how studios and the writers of the materials works these days.�

Pero, kaya naman ako nanood ng movie because I am anticipating how they will put that in the film? Lalo na yun plot, the assassin, Vittoria chick. hehe Hmmm how the cardinals got killed, the CERN lab which well, isang scene lang siya lumabas then the most important element, is the action part of the novel. Like Robert fighting the assassin then, he jumps from the helicopter, which almost all of them, edited oh sorry, cut!!!!!!�

Kaya pala, yun Catholic church was not oppossing it, toned down version kasi yun movie. Toned down and it was rushed due to the writer's strike last year. Pero kung talagang kinopya ni Ron Howard all of it to the screen? It will be very very controversial, siguro, banned ang film. hehe

Well, for those who haven't read the book, it's like this. If you invite a friend, or a date to watch that movie, pwede na, as long di niyo binasa. But for those people, like in a date, then both of you watched the movie because you're fans, I bet you, in the end, you will end up fighting.�

At the middle of the movie, I told my friend, sana Star Trek na lang pinanood ko. At ayun, sabi nga ng isang friend ko, malupit daw. I replied, I am going to watch that, pambawi!!!

I will just wait for Terminator Salvation. G.I. Joe mukhang olats. hehe Pero pagtiyagaan ko na, childhood toy eh. hehe�

I won't discuss how the movie went, because well, I simply read the book first, as you see in my profile, one of my fave books yet well, it was bad. Pero I am happy when I watched the movie, I am with my special friends. hehe At least, dun, sulit na.�

Yun lang for today, I just want to release not only my rant but also my stress today. Mahirap magmanage ng 4 na shop. Buti na lang yun dalawa, half day. hehe

I guess, I will just read the book again and again. Forget what I saw.

past and present..

At last, may day off na ko. hehe Pag naging regular na ganito eh I believe may balance na ko sa business ko. hehe Meaning, I can make a routine na. Ewan ko lang yun kita ko. hehe

What I did after a day in the shop? Hmmmmm. Wala naman. However, mukhang bati na ata kami ni Doc. hehe Well, what I did at the first thing of the morning? Waking up late then eto mafia wars agad!!!! hehe I will fix some things later. I've finished my Saturday computer routine and well, the most interesting part of the day? Nakausap ko yun mga friends ko from the past. Thanks to facebook. hehe

Yun isa after years, well nakausap ko, kahit na offline agad!!! Bitin. hehe Oh well, bakit di ko daw siya kinausap nung reunion, nagdahilan naman ako. Ang ungas ko naman, pero bawi na lang ako sa susunod. hehe

The other one, I was surprised, nagtatagalog pa pala siya. hehe Mahirap daw buhay sa US now, which I was not surprised. However, natuwa naman ako at naalala pa niya ako. We talked about angels and demons which I will post my rant later, the movie. Upcoming movies, and most of all bashing GI Joe. Ngayon ko lang naalala na si Baroness eh dapat may russian accent, kaso sa movie, sa sobrang hot niya eh nakalimutan ko na. hahaha

Masarap ang rest na to. Kaya ayon, nakatulog ako nung hapon then now, I'm right here. Magsisimba sana ako, pero masarap magsimba ng Sunday. I'm preparing myself for tomorrow, a whole day of work and boredom.�

What I can say for today is really, just fun and happy. No pressure whatever and talking to some interesting people, who at least made my college days fun or let's say changed my view to women at that time. Until now. I am happy that they are A-OK and fine.�

Naku, don't ask if I check her profile again. Siyempre naman. hahaha Kailan kaya ang araw na maghaharap kami, at matapos na to? Parang kasi, di pa tapos.�

May bagong talent search na naman while posting this sa GMA. Do we have enough stars in this country? I don't think so..�

Everybody wants to be a star, whether singing, dancing, acting or just want to be famous.

Me? I will just stay as a simple guy. hehe I will post whatever I want.�

Mafia Wars!!!!!

Oh yes, well, after DOTA and NBA live, here comes, Mafia Wars. Sana nga totoo yun pera at magamit sa totoong buhay. hehe I don't how I became addicted to it. Niyaya lang naman kasi ako ng friend ko na addict then, so I have no choice but to join. It's free naman eh. hehe

Anyway, I thought I will just like be lazy around and not get serious with it. However, as time goes by and getting the experience points or whatever, I enjoyed playing it. Besides, it's just a matter of right decisions and doing the hits, killing the mobs and earning money without doing something. What a business is that? Bad news, that's not really applicable in my life. I mean, the Mafia thing. hehe

New updates? hmmm ayun, medyo tagilid this week at mukhang wala ata ako sasahurin. hehe However, we are making plans na rin with the scheduling kasi naburnout na lahat ng tao. Marketing as well, since medyo kailangan na ng push!!! I haven't been in this situation I guess. Lastly? Ayun, di ko pa rin alam kung kailangan ko pa bumili ng PCD tickets. hehe Naisip ko, tipid din kung di na ko bibili, besides, she hasn't replied yet. Yet for now. I'll be waiting I guess.

Anyway, last year of course, I am with Dell, and it was summer outing day. However, time has changed, wala ng summer outing. Bad trip yun!! May mga balita na din ako na wala na pala yun mga kasama ko dati. Mahirap na kasi sa Dell QC ngayon, lalo na may KANA pa, kala ko 1 month KANA pero ayon sa chismax na nasagap ko. Naks. hehe Eh inbound na, may KANA pa!!! Kinana na ang agent. Kakapagod na yun, and since ganun, ano pa gagawin ng agent? Siyempre, magplan na maghanap ng iba. Ayun, pero nanghihinayang lang ako sa Dell. Not that I left early, but what happened? Due to the global financial crap, we'll be given additional work and mind you, OTY. Aysus.

Well, kung nandyan pa ko, siguro, sa June, aalis din ako, kasi wala ng Dell Pasay, tapos ganyan pa, eh kailangan magisip na. hehe�

Anyway, eto, gusto ko na maupgrade yun character, buti na lang, marami ako lupain. hehe Kaya kahit di ako araw araw nandito, eh may pera. Ayos. hehe Villa, wants me to set up a reunion on or before the 17th. Ehem, well, how can I do that? I think, next time na lang. Marami pa ko aayusin. hehe Besides, FA naman siya, so there will be a time, she will be here and there.�

I hope that my friend who got suspended due to other's gossip crap get well. I told my friend to get rest and forget what happened. Sometimes that happens. Like NBA says, where the amazing happens. hehe Oh, speaking of NBA, sibak na ang Dallas, at well, pasok na ang Cleveland. Naghihintay na lang si Lebron ng match. Yun medyo papagurin siya ha. Tama talaga na siya ang MVP. Simply great, lalo na pag nagchampion. hehe�

What else? I already know what I will write in these following days. I know, well, I hope she will read it. hehe�

I get flashes of my future these days, maybe this is the benefit of having a normal life. Very normal life. However, I want to recover, somehow for what happened. I am not asking for what a miracle, just to get back what I started, or a new me because of what is happening right now.�

I am kinda lost yet still moving forward.

Moving at a slower pace, yet full of hope, and faith. I guess, I just ask for any help...

Up there.�

Naku naman, very sorrow ata ito, but well, makapag mafia wars na nga, malevel up na to!!! Kung sa Dell pa ko, dapat nilaro ko na to, para level 100 na ko!!! Bwahahahahaha...

I don't know what rewards are waiting playing this stupid, fun game. hehe

Let's whack!!!!

Oi, Angels and Demons na. Feeling ko, di siya kagaya sa book.�

Hollywood is just really a money machine these days...

Dapat remake nila yun Fido Dida. hehe

Exhaustion

Buti na lang tapos na ang sakit. Hehe However, tiring days are yet to come. Some days, I'm in welcome branch, some days, I'm here in the dreaded main branch sa suki. Sa sobrang pagod ko kahapon, nakalimutan ko maligo. Hehe Nakaligo this morning lang. Kung alam niyo pano imanage itong main, parang 60 cases na SMB sa Dell. Hehe sakit sa ulo, marami customer tapos at the end of the day, sabi ni kuya, oh bakit ang baba? What!? He is referring to sales and cash out. Crap. Hehe

Well, I believe, I will put the things I learned in college later. Parang yun mga natutunan ko sa college di ko magamit here. Hehe Magagamit ko siguro yun sa ibang business plans ko in the future.�

Sibak na ang Atlanta, sorry ayaw magpatalo si Lebron. Hehe Yun Dallas, nakatsamba pa. Bwisit naman. hehe Bukas, ano na kaya? Sana matalo ang Boston saka ang Lakers. hehe

Well, about the business naman, may improvement naman sa bagong branch, kahit maliit lang, pero nagiimprove. Sana mareach man lang yun objective dun. Or at least, for the first month, may pambayad upa. hehe

Anyway, nothing new to me, even the ehem date, but nothing unusual. I need to rest for now. I need to like light up a bit in my life right now. In may come in a form, of well, rest, playing computer games, watching Angels and Demons this Friday even it got crappy reviews, or be with my brothers or friends.

By the way, hmmmm blast at the past this June 3. Naks. hehe Good night!!!!!

realizations (part 3)

If Ivan realized so many things, I continue to realize some things as well.

34. Happy Mother's day. hehe I love my mom. That's all.�

35. As we all know, I rarely get mad, however, there are times, that I can really get angry. One is when I am playing a game in the computer, do not disturb me. hehe I get angry. Another thing, pag pagod ako at may nangungulit sa kin, naku, tumataas ang boses ko, meaning bad trip na ko. Mga peste. hehe�

36. Hmmmm, I am very sentimental person, I still keep the letters, whatever thing that reminds me of something. Especially the events that changed me.�

37. My favorite song from New Order is not Leave Me Alone, it's Age of Consent.�

38. I really fell in love to a song of Norah Jones, Come away with me.�

39. Di ako marunong magluto, saing lang. Di rin ako marunong magdrive, or kahit magbisikleta. hehe Natrauma kasi ako sa bisikleta.

40. Hay, marami ako di alam. hehe Pero marami akong alam na dark secrets. hehe Di ko nga alam bakit ko nalalaman yun.�

41. Life is ironic, tiring, hopeful, whatever, too long to describe about life. However, as long there is hope in every moment, a chance to repent or change, life is the best thing here on earth.�

42. If life is the best thing on earth because of friends, family and events that really made my life meaningful. Love gave me another life. When it will that be?�

43. Naku, sobrang, ungas ko minsan. Sometimes, I do things the hard way which it should be easy. I don't ask kasi. hehe

44. I should ask sometimes to do things right.

45. That blogging keeps me away from stress. What a stress reliever. hehe It's my mirror to myself, I feel true to myself.�

46. Someone told me, I have very nice eyes. I miss that person.�

That's all for now. More realizations to come!!!! Later I guess.�