Wow, I can't believe that I have survived six months of anxiety and confusion. Still looking this plain ID. I don't know what will happen to me after this.. Green lace looks good but now looks rusty. Almost dirty it seems.. The ID I bought from office warehourse surprisingly sturdy. Although it has dust on it, it can look clean in seconds if I want to.
I'm now also feeling nostalgic.. 10 years in the industry and I felt just right. Not satisfied but I feel peace. I mean as other contemporaries I know, they are now successful. I'm such a sore loser. Hahaha But as I prepare myself to a different path this coming year, although I'm nervous but I feel at ease. I don't know why, but I feel I will nail it this time.
Besides, I look at my side and it seems I have no choice but to try. Enough of this pathetic ID, I'm now watching another pathetic jdrama, which I'll discuss later. I can't believe I'm surviving watching this one. hehe
Watching japanese dramas or series, kinda soothes me.. Even I gave up listening to my music library. I'm looking at this computer table, and I hope I can change this soon. Although it has many fun and interesting things and computers supported this table.. It served enough and time to make a change. I'm not looking for a very glassy table or shiny leather ones.. I think I just need a productive table.. I can't believe my computer is running so smooth that it's like a new computer again. I just hope that my old HDD still works even as a storage. Besides, I need a lot of storage especially 5 TB of data is running out. Surprisingly, I stopped getting files at that rate!
Now.. I only staring this letters at the pointer. Thinking of not to write anymore as it will overlap my final blog of the year.
I'll just focus staring Kurashina Kana. =)
After sabihin ni TL na due to my consistent stats and some crap, eh eto, first time after a long time.. Naregular ako sa Stellar, at may bonus pa, pang umaga! hahahaha At yun pinangarap kong sked pa, 6am-3pm. Hay... At siyempre, still.. Backoffice. Although pay is kinda one of the lowest, actually second to the lowest, well, I'm satisfied. =)
After leaving 24/7, eh it took me 3 whole months to search for a job. Siyempre namili pa ko na gusto ko kaso naudlot. Bagsak ko eh Telstra sa Teletech Magallanes, kahit pay is good, same as FS pero damn.. Logistically and effort, napakahirap! 5 month, at dahil sa medyo delikado ang place, ayun alis na ko. I can't do this for a long time. Bakit kasi di ako buenas sa Mckinley! hehe
Althought dapat sa Jetstar or IP relay ako magaapply, anak ng tokwa napakahirap naman magapply. Kailangan may accent and perfect english, even in that smallest diction detail. Jeez, kahit malaki sweldo nila, mataas naman ang attrition rate! Mabuti na lang pala, thank you Lord! hehehe I tried ANZ, but well that time, hard core collections hinahanap nila. Sayang.
At first, of course skeptic ako kasi di agad sweldo makukuha mo, allowances lang, para ang total eh kalahati ng tunay na sahod. Tapos after training eh, siyempre pakikisama sa mga team mates mo, pero siyempre ako naman, introvert so I don't really mingle agad. At may problema pa sa team, alam na nila yun. hehe From 5pm-2am, then 4pm-1am tapos in the end 3pm-12am. At nakakagulat, medyo nalalate ako!!! Grabe ang Eastwood pag hapon, napakatraffic, sa dami kasi dumadaan dun pashort cut going Pasig, Makati, Taguig and of course SLEX. Lintek yun, dati di naman siya ganun! hehehe
Lalo na pagdating ng gabi, grabe na. Although naging maganda ang Eastwood unlike those DELL days, pero grabe pa din. Hay.. Mabuti talaga nalipat na kami ng sked. Masarap nga pumasok ng Sabado, walang rush, sana ganun araw araw.
With the people I'm working with now, I can say I might stay here a little longer, due to some plans and enjoying my time here. First time, although di naman kasi sa ePLDT nag calls kasi ng 1st 2 hours bago email support, pero sarap ng sked, 7am-4pm. Eto first time na umaga, no calls and I haven't heard an aussie voice for quite sometime. Quite suprising for me, mate.
Pero kung RAM at eto? Naku mas madali ang RAM, kahit walang updates, di ka magkakamali! hahaha Dito kasi lagi may update, kahit major process binabago. Pero ok lang, manageable. hehe Lalo na pag may bonus or what we call overprofit incentive, walang yamot. hehe
I just want to thank siyempre wave 12 at si TL Raffy na nakaabot kami sa ganito at medyo madami pa din kami. Sayang yun mga umalis, di nagtiis na makarating mag pangumaga. hahahaha Ah, sa mga support like TL Kay, TL Yo, SME's alam niyo na kung sino yun na di nagsasaw tumulong lagi! At siyempre sa upper management like OM and SOM na for the longest time, eto yun upper management na talagang inaalagaan ang agents, pero kahit di perfect pero understanding at kumikilos.
With the new team at TL na masasabi ko maasahan, I'm looking forward going one year here with no frills! Alam ko itatapon kami sa mga queue na weird at challenging, pero as long nandiyan lang ang support. Walang problema.
For now, just savoring the moment, maybe I should try to climb some steps up.
Besides, it's been a long time I've always well, performing agent. Why not try other position?
