rolling!!!

I hope we did. hehe Good luck in the risk I took this week, sana umikot. At sana pumasa kaming lahat ng training and to start a normal life. hehe Yes, di ko pa napapanood yun Hurt Locker kahit ilan beses ko nagsulyap, scanning, review, pero watching it, nope. Preoccupied I guess.. Ah yes, I watched the new movies I got before the Hurt Locker. hehe I seem to forget.. Anyway...

What I can say, hmmmm marami na ko napapanood old movies, not so old, and well Ninja Assassin. Sana maganda yun copy. hehe Legion? Forget it..

Wala naman bago today except ayun pa din. hehe Pagod, whatever, happy, sad, I don't know. I just hope siguro to rest..

Pacman I hope he will win, not easily but just go for the win. I can see na si Clottey medyo bato, pero tignan natin yan sa Linggo. hehe

I believe I can catch up sa mga post ko. Not everybody but definitely more than last month. Especially this coming week, oh boy... Reminiscing. hehe Approaching number 1 and her birthday as well. I am thinking where the hell is she..

With this new schedule of mine, I hope I can do more things or rest as well.. I need to manage this and there, my blog, magic decks, movies and songs collection and programs as well... I haven't created a backup. hehe I just hope that my computer won't damn crash..

Twilight fans rejoice because there is a trailer for Eclipse. Do I care? I don't know. hehe Maybe the chicks will do. They scream not only for Edward but also the macho Jacob. Crap..

For now, that's all I can say.. For the moment.. I'll take myself a good sleep because 10 hours later, I'll go back to work..

One more push, tapos na ang midshift. Sa wakas...

At least, lessens my burden perhaps!!!

Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps..

Don't be surprise at the next post, it's all about heroines..

Kawaii!!!!

500

Thanks for reaching this mark.

Everybody got to learn sometime

Ah, di ko pa napapanood yun Hurt Locker kahit nasa zune ko na for how many months. hehe

Well, me? I need to learn as well sometime. hehe It's a title of a song from the movie Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. Peste ka Raims, bakit mo nirefer sa kin tong movie. hehe It's just so... Me..

Even Kate Winslet did not win an oscar for this magnificent role, eh nakabawi naman siya last year. Pero sayang, she is damn great here. Jim Carrey as well, great.

Speaking of oscars, well, panalo lahat ng hula ko. Even Sandra Bullock win which for me, dahil siguro pinagbigyan na yun, pero mukhang ok naman siya sa The blind side, even critics gave good reviews. She deserves it.

Sa dami ng ginagawa ko, nakakalimutan ko yun mga nakaplan na. hehe Pero ok lang, next week, it will be a different game. By the way, maybe I'll stick with the shop for a while. hehe

Nakalimutan ko nga iburn yun mga films na nakuha. Mahirap na, baka magcrash tong computer ko. hehe I was able to watch well More than a game, grabe si Lebron, kaya pala ayaw magpatalo, bata pa lang siya with childhood friends, competitive na sila. Except yun part na may hummer na siya ng HS. hehe Pero magaling si Lebron, but it's not all bout him, pati yun team mates niya, may story talaga. Very touching.

Scarface!!!! Well, kaya pala hip hop artist mantra film, genre film, because it's a gangsta life. Hehe I'll park my review for that. It's a great movie. Kaso nakakaasar lang na di siya nagiisip talaga, ayun todas siya. hehe

Well, sana pumasa kaming lahat sa batch namin. Especially these are the days na important to learn, good luck to us.

What I can say for the past month was... Tired. However, I can't believe I was able to do it. Gising ng maaga para sa shop then sa afternoon, ayun pasok na. Paguwi, tulog lang ang pahinga. Grabe, there were days na kala ko aabsent ako or magkakasakit, but looking forward, I am still here. Only came in late once.. I can say, may buenas at the same time, may dasal din. Thank Lord!

Thank Lord as well, I won't do this for a long time.

I think I should learn more of it sometime.. Learning deeper, further about so called life..

My fave line from the song, na kahit dalawa lang ang lines niya..

"I need your lovin', like a sunshine"

I really need some lovin I guess..

discovery of arts

At last, after those days that I'm hungry of watching movies, I finally watch not all of them, but there's progress. At least. hehe

Not only movies, but also getting the music I just thought of getting and I listened to it, it was great. Like David Bowie or the soundtrack of Eternal Sunshine perhaps.

Of course, not the art of painting or drawing, I am a poor artist of that. hehe Even my Dad or Brother are good draftsmen or Architect, I was not given of a gift of drawing. Oh how about Kuya Allan who can draw anime all day. They're lucky.. They have the talent in drawing.

Anyway, I just focus myself watching movies and listening to unknown good music.

For movies, I don't know how I become addicted watching it, maybe I should blame imdb.com and movie sites. Hehe What I get watching movies? First, being imaginative. I mean, I wish I could be a director doing movies and create movies that not only to inspire but to show ideas, whether it's light or dark. It gives you ideas or shows situations that you don't really experience. Whether it's a love story, action and even horror. Second, it's entertaining whether the film is critcially panned or crtically acclaimed. Box office hit or first day last day. hehe Watching it forgets problems, stress and a journey as well in the human emotion.

Movies is not only visual but also an experience of something I did not feel before. There are many examples of that experience I felt in watching them, it will be endless to list them here. hehe

Music? Do I need to explain that again? hehe Just a outlet as well. However, getting all the Smiths albums, Bowie and great soundtracks gave me added appreciation of music which is deep yet clever. I know most of them are rock music, but in a different form. Better listening even at times of lost or boredom. Listening at times of happiness and victory. Listening at times of travelling and tired working. Those music makes me going on and on....

Well, I'll just reserve the films or music that I loved these days. New or old.

Later, I'll just watch the best picture in the Oscars, Hurt Locker!!!!

"Oh boy" (After pulling up around 6 mortars around him)

Great movie.

Wasak 'to

Anak ng tokwa. hehe Masyado naman serious, kaya eto balik sa serious ulit. Ah light I mean. Siyempre, seryoso naman yun mga nangyayari sa buhay, lalo na pag marami ka ginagawa everyday. You tend to forget things, example? Posting here..

Marso na pala. Kabilis ng panahon. A year earlier, I thought well, searching mode. A year after, searching pa din. hehe Nah, I did search naman what I want to do, it just takes time na mangyari yun. Pumayat naman ako ng sobra. hehe Kasi sa work and the biz. Busy indeed.

Marso ay kahit gusto ko ilaktaw eh di naman magagawa. hehe Di naman dahil sa sobrang bad trip ang buwan na to, pero may mga dates kasi na unforgettable. Happy dates and sad days. It's not a bad month I guess, pero siguro special month for me. Yun na lang, neutral feeling. Pero ang intensyon ko eh laktawan noh? Labo ko. Sobrang kakaisip. hehe

Well, may isang linggo na lang before bumalik sa normal na buhay. Grabe, kapagod ang 3-12 sked. Parang HSBC nun sa Ortigas, pero at least sa Makati, medyo madali umuwi. Unlike sa Ortigas na pag gabi na, patay na, madaming lakad ang gagawin at mahirap umuwi galing dun. Tapos na yun, matagal na. hehe

Let's just enjoy the evening shifts. Pumasa lang ako training, ok na yun..

Still, di ko pa napapanood yun gusto ko panoorin sa Zune ko, pero dapat mapanood ko na. That film, damn lovely.

Oh not Alice in Wonderland, especially with the reviews, mukhang kamote. hehe

I can't jog pala this weekend, sorry mga brothers. I need some rest. hehe

I can't believe na approaching number 1 eh wala pa nagrereact sa kanila. Siguro di matiyaga magbasa. hehe Pero ok lang, important is, I wrote those persons na talagang special sa kin, I don't know how to describe it, but they just became special.

Lovely friends indeed. Ah siyempre, iba pa din yun ibang friends, lalo na yun mga brothers kuno. hehehe Pero iba yun brothers, mahal ko sila.

Siguro after this crap writing, ngayon ko na panoorin, kaso tinatamad pa ko, sobrang pagod. Great. Malakas na bata!!!

Ano pa ba.. Tama ang prediction ko, kung aayusin lang ni Coach Ryan ang rotation at line up, ayun, champion ang Purefoods, at sweep pa ha. Kinawawa naman masyado yun Alaska. hehe Pero ganun talaga, pag maganda rotation mo saka depensa, kahit anong triangle gawin ng Alaska, talo. May tatalo pa pala sa Alaska. hehe

Bakit pala wasak ang title? Eh eto, laging wasak pag uwi. Daig pa pag lasing. hehe Di naman, sobrang pagod at sobrang lost. Di naman halata kasi I just stare to a blank space... Very stationary.. Then ayun, ok na ko, tuloy ang buhay!

Ah damn, medyo nagloloko yun connection ko, nasira ata sa kakatorrent. hehe

Pero sana naman wag wasak...

Mukhang maayos naman ata ang DSL. Pambayad na lang. hehe

broken lines (collection 8)

Let's go back to the usual lines..

Like

I believe..

Bwisit. hehe

Becky ka bro! (Pag si Rheg ang kausap)

I apoligize, I'm sorry to hear that... (Even it's not my fault. Usual markdown, like kanina. hehe)

I know I'm unloveable..

Musta benta?

Hay buhay..

Here we go again..

(Pag may sumisigaw sa umaga) Tulog muna ko, peste. hehe

Wow, panalo!!!

Ayos!

Waaaah!!!

Well..

Kabad trip. hehe

Hot!!

Yun lang muna for today.. hehe Nawala na yun ibang sasabihin ko, peste kasing mga phones yan. Ang gaganda, parang kailangan na ata din magpalit na ako ng bagong phone..

What's next in line?

travelling through dark lights

As I rode jeep going home just minutes and hours ago, I can't imagine how I was able to these things.. At the same time.

6 hours later, I will wake up and do the usual store thing. After 2 hours, try to get some rest and go to the other side of me, as a hard working employee. I guess..

Around 9 hours later, I'll wait for a jeepney in Makati, then go down at LRT Buendia station, waiting for a jeep going to Quiapo then, the last ride, going to Quezon Ave. If my schedule ends early than 12:30am, better! I can go home easily...

Then the cycle repeats until Saturday morning..

As I travel along the way every night, which I can say it's very dark, well, I'm happy. Happy because the day finished good. Not great yet enough for me to feel, ah it's done, at last... Even I'm not lucky in my business or team Romy always losses, the fulfillment of finishing all the task for today relieves me.

Besides, I'm having fun returning to work and at the same time, doing business.

However, there will be a time, I need to focus to just one...

It's kinda scary travelling at night, I know anything can happen at night. Good thing, he's up there anytime.. Good Lord..

Those dim lights at some parts in Taft ave.

How about the dark streets of Quiapo, damn scary.

The checkpoints which I don't think important, but I forgot, yes, election time. We need those cops checking empty cars or jeeps that might relate to election violence... I guess...

Crap... They just earn big because it's nightshift and do nothing...

Every commuter going home looks tired. Well, who can't be tired going home at around 1am.. Even me..

All of us can be tired going home at that time..

After the last jeep, unfortunately there are fags waiting at the side of the damn street. Good thing, they don't call names now, unlike those days. They got bigger as well. That's scary..

When I looked back those days that I am in that situation, going home late or even going to work late, I feel lucky.. Lucky that in the passage of time, I don't need to be vampire just to work hard.

If I pass after these 2 weeks, I'll be working normal. At last.. That is what keeps me going.. I hope as well, we all pass!!! I'm talking about my batch as well.

Let me say, it's been fun going into training then working with new team mates, and the competition, well, I don't know why they give so much effort!!! It's just a game, but it's fun..

I just get into that fun ride. Besides, as the days go by, it helps knowing each other better. What if we may end up in the same team in operations? That will be easier..

As those dark lights passes by, I really never mind it..

At first, but as the days goes by, it kinda become a sense to me that these lights show me the past.

Those past events, involving happiness..

Sorrows..

Breakdowns..

Restlessness..

Peace..

I know it's a weird comparison, yet well that's how I feel..

That's one of the reasons I love black. The dark vibe around me. Not morbid, just plain curious thought. Some of us thought black is really bad. However, for me, black is a good symbol of me. Simple yet if you stare at it for a long time, it's sophisticated..

No bad feelings or mood..

Maybe I thought, instead of working so hard at night, it's time to switch into having some fun at night..

Or my favorite past time, rest..

At the end...

I am going to miss this and look to a brighter side..

I shall be travelling through bright lights..