At 28, I should be married but unfortunately.. Eto I'm 30 and single. hehe
30 years. Can you imagine na napakabilis ng panahon... Dati eh palabas labas, inom or gimik, now.. Looking forward for other plans in life to be steady and successful.
A long way, very long way I can say na successful na ko. After all what happened in my life, I ended up now, contented and happy but not satisfied. As reality speaks to me, I'm quite behind.
However, mabuti after all that eh di naman failure or sobrang sama ng state ang buhay ko, I feel still blessed, loved and happy. Thanks for my family that always there for me, kahit ano ang situation eh mahal naman ako. hehe Thanks to my friends, CRAP, close friends, CG, ah mga naging at current team mates, hmmm new somewhat friends. hehe Thanks to my community LOJ for such a spiritual growth in me. Sana maging ok ang paiging servant ko in the future. hahaha
Siyempre kay God that always provides, Jesus for the love and forgiveness always, accepts who I am, even healing and guidance everyday. Holy Spirit for guidance in this so called journey. =)
Now, marami pa ko mga gusto gawin but medyo hinay hinay ata due to age. hehe Anyhow, I am determined to step foward through change but still keep, the same me. =) I know of course, life is not that long in this earth.. But it won't stop you enjoying it in the right way, in a most hollistic way..
I just hope that when another year comes to me..
I am a better person, bit by bit.
Well, di ko pa rin ialarm sa fb yun birthday ko!
=( di ko kasi alam, ang hirap hanapin. hehe
Thanks for those, who remember..
For me, three decades, is it the new 20 perhaps?
"The greatest, hardest story that I'll always write is thy myself."
I can't believe tapos na silang lahat. My turn perhaps...
Why my story is the greatest? Coz I write and decide by myself to make it great.
Why is the hardest? Coz, well.. Some things shouldn't be included that will make the story sucks or somewhat interesting.
Me? Masasabi ko na my thinking.. I owe to my Dad but not all of it. hehe Yun akin pagiging maayos or malinis or kung baga dapat maayos ang lahat in my eyes, I owe it to my Mom.
Values? Hmmmm Parents, siblings.. Friends, special friends.. hehe Then recently Him. At wag kalimutan ang School unless kung pasaway ka. Di naman ako pasaway sa skul, pala absent lang. hehe Except nung College. It's hard to imagine na what I am now, although I'm happy kasi wala naman ako kaaway or sakit but of course a lot problems. But most of them, doesn't involve me. hehe
Now at 29, I can say I'm rejuvenated and ready to take some small steps to become better, and successful!
I've already said too much in this blog. Not everything. hehe But at least 60% of my life, nandito na. Some names, but not all of them, siyempre to protect them. hehe But I'm proud of my Family, Friends especially to those close ones, and things that I've done, even the mistakes.. Lastly Him, guiding me at this time of crossroads and patience.
I have a long way to go, I have know dreams that I want to achive, not only for me, but for them. I know it will be far fetched, kung baga suntok sa buwan ito! hehe
Pero if I take it slowly or really be patient and control emotions on some things, eh I'll be ok. With a lot of inspiration and love I got and what I feel, this time although late, I won't make any big mistakes. Siyempre may bumps or some lapses, but not major mistakes unlike before.
Ngayon, the journey is not yet finished.. I have a long walk to go through. A lot roads to choose, and a lot of monsters along the way. Geez, I should have my dragonslayer upgraded perhaps. hehe I can also say that it might be the beginning of a new journey.
I'm quite prepared for that, soon, all those distractions, obstacles, problems o kahit malas... Matatapos din yan.
I've discovered myself better than ever. Like I just realized, I'm so introvert, at akala nila cool lang lagi.. Mukhang cool, walang problema. hehe
Indeed, blackswordsmann will never give up in this battle called life!
Of course, Alfred will always be Alfred.. That tall guy who is kind, sad or serious looking dude who is not sad.. hehe Religious, and a very methodical thinker.
As a good loving son.. (I'm not sure with my parents. hehe)
As a dependable team mate.. (Ask my former co office mates. =)
As a passionate friend.. (running out of words. hehe)
As a devout Catholic and try to serve as best I can for the Glory of God. (Still long way though.)
As a very addictive movie and music fan, or kinda art fan.. I don't know. hehe (Which is kinda doing at spare time.=)
As a unpredictable writer which writes a lot. (You can see that..)
As a simple yet happy man. (I can definitely say that..)
Those are the roles I'm trying to be, even I got all.. I'll always be like that.
Great thing is, I have a cool name. Alfred! Not Pnoy, not Fred, definitely not Al, or Wanbol, The second, lalo naman ang Junior! hahaha Or other nicknames.
There are a lot quotes or verses that inspire me in this life, but one of them.. I like this a lot, from the Art of War.
"So it is said that if you know your enemies and know yourself, you can win a hundred battles without a single loss."
Battles will come, then at the end, one will fall.. I should be victorious! =)
I am Alfred. Alfred means elf or magical counsel, normally names for a King, like those Old English royalties. So that's why I'm not into new things or ideas. I somewhat prefer..
Old yet tested virtues in life. And yes, I like being a counsel as they say..
Thanks for having a such royal name...
Alfredo. It's latin of course according to Google, I thought it was spanish.. hehe
A song written by me, the rhythm should be jazz type of sound with piano, sax and jazzy voice of course. =)
Just trying...
So Much Love
The night is young so dearly
The table is set so lovely
But this night is yours,
that I can surrender.
Your hair, black as night.
It seems to be alright.
Your eyes sparkle, like a candle lights through.
Oh, baby I can stare all time at you.
There is so much love.
So much love for you.
So much love that can't handle only by me,
it's so much love that for us..
Your smile lights up between us..
I kinda melt away.
I can't help but smile all night to you,
coz I can't live without you!
We make this night special,
by holding this together!
Through sweet talking, singing, and some dancing.
Eating our hearts out, and pure loving.
There is so much love.
So much love for you.
So much love that can't handle only by me,
it's so much love that for us..
(some solo piano and sax)
So much love for you and me,
please, oh baby..
So much love for you.
So much love from me.
So much love...
So much love for you and me!!
