Transition Epek

Eh, fast forward na tayo.. Checking an effect in my new cellphone says transition effects on..Well, olats!! I turned it off anyway..

After a week of healing and still working about life ayos naman.. Lalo na nung Friday na puno ng saya!!

Pero bago ang saya.. There was sadness.. Madness.. Darkness.. Siguro sa sobrang stress nung linggo na yun at di maalis sa isip ko yun nangyari.

Ano pa ba magagawa ko? Nangyari na, at ngayon di ko pa alam ang gagawin ko sa kanya. I hope for the very best of him.

It's hard to address of finishing the problem so I just leave it first. Diyan ka lang. hehe

Then, one day I decided to change my phone. I mean give my sapphire vault a rest. I'll just leave it shut down.. Many thanks!!!!

Kuha ako ng 5130 kasi music phone at mura. hehe Grabe, nagustuhan ko agad. Ganda ng sounds, ok gamitin at efficient OS, meaning parang di siya naglog like 6300.

Gusto ko din yun one touch button for music. Minsan nga ginawa ko lang walkman eh.. Dun ko narealize, xpress music phone is for me! Saka na yun X6. hehe Ah panalo ang headset din pala.. Ayos.. Kaso yun size lang. Mas trip ko pa din ang 6300 pag dating sa size.

Ah yes.. Thanks ulit to the people who kinda uplift me. Wala lang .hehe

Imagine my life last week was a bit off, awkward..

Pero nakakagulat parang yun transition ko today, while typing for this post parang.. Wow, I'm still here. There's a grin in my face. hehe

Recipe? Hmmm you know it naman..

Speaking of Friday, damn, kung wala lang ako lakad nun at may kasama naman kahit papano sa party ng company, wow, malamang wasak ako nun. Free flowing of beer, great music, damn drinks, chic everywhere and of course, venue was damn great. Dun pala ang mga Party.. I mean clubbing. hehe

However, the second event was more fun and fruitful. Ang dakilang Rheg eh napromote na tapos tumanda pa. hahaha

Nah, pero panalo talaga, muntikan na ko wasak dun. Buti na lang nagyaya na umuwi yun dalawa. Igz and Doc. hehehe

Kahit sandali lang, nakompleto naman ang apat. Apat dapat!! hehe Bwisit lang si becky, nilalaglag na naman ako. hahaha

Pero Rheg, congrats talaga, sana tuloy tuloy na yan at maging masaya ka na lagi. Wag na lang maging becky. hahaha

Pero masaya, nung araw na yun. Tapos ang lungkot.

Kahit sobrang hirap ng mga panahon na yun at parang mahirap biglang ok na like I used to do. That time, it wasn't easy to move on.

Thanks to all factors that made me survive on that horrible week. Thanks to everyone.

Even this week was kinda bad, pero mas ok naman to kaysa last week. hehe

Transition for a better mood.

Change is inevitable I guess.. Moving on..

Going forward.

suntok sa puso

Pagsakay ko sa jeep pauwi, medyo nararamdaman ko pa yun hapdi sa pisngi ko.. Pero pag naiisip ko yun nangyari sa kin nung linggo, lalo ako napapagod..

Nanghihina..

Nawawala..

Ewan ko, dahil na din sa marami ko ginawa nung isang linggo at natapos pa ng ganun, sino naman ang di mabad trip.. Ayos. hehe Pinipilit ko na lang kalimutan o ngitian ang nangyari. Kaso mukhang mahihirapan ako makaderetcho na o tawag na move on.. hehe Peste ni hindi nga ako makangiti..

Nung sumakay ako sa jeep.. Tulala ako, kumbaga parang nasan ba ko? Ano na nangyari? Parang sobrang nafreeze na lang ako na teka bad trip naman.. Gusto ko kumain, kaso nawalan naman ako ng gana.. Gusto uminom or gumimik kagaya kahapon kaso, tinatamad na ko..

Parang lahat ng masamang vibe eh pumasok sa kin sa mga oras na yun.. Ang bigat sa puso. Di ko na alam ang gagawin ko.. Kung pwede lang mag lacuna yun mga nangyari, burado na. hehe

Siyempre, sa puso naman di naman din mawawala yun.. Lalo na kung masakit.

Di ko na ikwento dito kung ano nangyari.. Pero salamat sa brothers na may resbak agad... hehe Salamat sa mga magandang tanawin araw araw.. Mabuti dayshift. Sa mga ibang friends ko nandiyan, salamat at kahit papano tanggal ang bad trip.. Ah yes, for her, salamat sa biglang imbita at masaya na ko.. Kahit papano di lang bad trip ang natanggal kundi yun basta.. Masaya ako nakita kita. Kahit malayo na ko galing pauwi. hehe

Muntikan ko na kalimutan, ang aking mga musika.. Salamat at gising ako lagi kahit iba iniisip. hehe

Salamat talaga, lalo na sa Kanya.. Matatag pa din ako.. Kahit ganito, sige lang.. Basta patulong na lang..

Alam ko, may masama din ako nasabi pero gusto ko siya tulungan..

Yun nga lang.. Ok lang naman na ayaw niya, kaso kung saktan naman ako.. Wag na lang ok..

Pero sabagay, kailangan ng pasensya..

Di na lang ako susuko na gumaling siya o bumuti yun kalagayan niya..

Sana, maintindihan niya na kailangan niya ng tulong..

Tama nga naman sa Biblia nabasa ko, kahit gusto mo tumulong minsan ayaw nila, babatuhin ka nila tapos pagbibintangan ka pa. Kawawa naman..

Kawawa naman ako. hehe

Ang hinahangad ko na lang.. mawala lahat ng masama sa loob ko sa linggo to at tapos na ang bad trip..

Ok lang na nasaktan yun pisngi ko at ulo, gagaling din yan..

Kaso yun puso ko, medyo matagal maghilom.. Parang kasing bagal ko..

Pero pag ayos na, wala na sa kin yun.. Bagong simula!

Magpatawad na lang sa isa't isa..

Whew, hirap magtagalog. hehe

Shi. Priss (bubblegum crisis)

Nahirapan ako sa number 4. hehe Hmmmm Fujiko Mine ng lupin, o si Princess Mononoke, o kahit is Iria, kaso ang problem eh nung binalikan ko itong character kanina, sabi ko eto na lang. hehe

Naalala ko well, as usual VHS days.. Parang last episode ata yun OVA, siya na lang yun lumalaban sa Boomer, kahit talo na, di sumuko ang chick. hehe Saka pano naman siya sikat sa Knight sabers, siya yun maganda, rocker tapos matapang pa.. Ano pa hahanapin ko? hehe Eventhough she is not the leader, but she acts like one..

I don't like her hair na orig. Saka medyo becky. hehe Pagka tibo kung baga. Sayang naman siya. Paano ko nasabi? Eh yun lapit ng lapit sa kanya si Leon, kaso wala lang sa kanya.. Ayos di ba..

Bagay sa kanya yun yellow na wig.. Especially pag kumakanta na siya as Priss and the Replicants.

I love her knight saber suit, kulay blue tama sa dating niya.. And when she rides that damn motorbike na kahit di ako sumasakay. hehe

Well another attitude I like is she never gives up.. Just to finish the job, even there is little chance to finish it, just overcome it and doesn't care what happen.. Kinda similar like me..

Tough chick indeed.. Kinda short lang for her.. Wala na ko masabi, yun Priss sa 2040 version, di Priss yun.. Very flop.. hehe

Bakit sobrang taas niya? Siguro balanced kasi yun attitude other than heroine, like Revy in Black Lagoon, sobrang tapang naman niya. Baril lang ng baril. hehe O kahit si Fujiko, well balance siya kaso lagi naman ganun ginagawa, niloloko si Lupin. hehe

But anyway, may mas mataas pa naman sa kanya, at sure na yun. I save the best chicks for last. hehe

Ah yes, sorry sobrang old school to, so you tube na lang ha o kaya wiki..

Another thing, di naman fan ng Blade Runner yun creator ng series. hehe

Kick Ass

Maybe you're wondering what the hell happened to me, saying those 2 harsh words. hehe Anyhow, before I watched the trailer online for this movie and I knew from the start that this will definitely kick ass!!!

According to the trailer first, a story about a geek dude who wants to be a superhero in the real life, even with no powers.. hehe Then he became superhero and he has followers and do they job saving the day. There is action, then laughs and damn more actions.. hehe

I want to write the plot or synopsis but this time, I just want to make it simple. Go straight with the review.. hehe Besides, it always make my post for movies long.. And no more spoilers I guess.. Better watch it guys and gals.. Ladies will love Hit Girl. hehe Guys I don't know, Red Mist? hahaha

I just realized it will make my work easy for the upcoming movie reviews, except if the movie is worth writing that long. However, I thought.. Nah, I just put my review straight up.. So the last review with everything on will be Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.. Lucky movie, but that's fine..

Let's go back at kick ass!!! Story about a geek who wants to be a real life superhero, then many who followed him, well 3 of them and that's it. Nah, how they use their superhero antics not only to save lives but also themselves..

The movie is damn great. Actually, it is worth writing with everything on it but I changed my mind, especially what happened today. Getting beat up crap.. hehe

One of the best movies of the year.. It is like Zombieland with a better setup and chemistry, and of course, ultraviolent... hehe Oh yes, don't bring your kids watching this movie, especially high school girls.. hehe

The story is fantastic, realistic in a sense.. The part where kick ass is putting his costume then doing all his effort just to become a superhero.. That one really kinda touch my heart. hehe Naks.. The Big Daddy and Hit Girl tandem!!! Of course, cool and damn good.. Especially Hit Girl! hehe Red Mist, not that great but interesting as well, even Mark Strong, damn, how he delivered being that hot headed mob boss? Good as well. They all fit together.. Ah yes, include the 2 best friends which are not.. hehe And yup, even the girlfriend of Kick Ass.. Nice ass. hehe

The technical side? Superb.. Action scenes especially the final action scenes were great.. Even how kick ass was ass kicked. hehe Or even that scene where they were tortured, very depressing.. Costumes? Even they looked like funny or like one dude says in the film, green condom.. hehe But nice costumes, especially for Big Daddy.. Editing great and yes, $30 million budget? Wow.. Talking about efficient. hehe I can say it is like Zombieland yet more style, better chemistry and lots of gore. hehe

By the way, yes, Nicholas Cage was good here.. At last!!!

Speaking of acting, well, I thought he was an unknown US actor, but the kick ass dude is British.. Damn, he sounds like an US geek.. hehe I still don't know if he is famous.. Nicholas Cage, Mark Strong, Mclovin and most especially Hit Girl.. If Battle Royale will have a remake (which is impossible for US), she is my number one in my list. She can slice and dice and done hard boiled stunts (john woo's great action movie, two guns and chow yun fat) and good actress as well. If you saw 500 days of Summer,even in a small role, she did great. She's the little sister of Joseph Gordon Lewitt in the film.. Forgot the character's name. hehe Because of that, their chemistry was great..

The pace, not that fast, just right.. Especially the final scenes which you need to fasten up.. The first parts were just right, slow yet entertaining.

Then, what else? Ah special mention of our butterfly knife. hehe

The movie just kick ass!!!

Sobrang bad trip na ko nun gabi yun, grabe.. Buti na lang, after watching it, ayun, ayos.. At least, di masyado bad trip. hehe

Definitely, if I have time this weekend, I'll watch it again.. Then siguro Shutter Island or Clash.. Pero yun iba, sa DVD na lang, or as usual download na lang. haha

But this movie worth watching it again in cinema..

Parang Sin City, nun unang pinanood ko, sabi ko mapanood ulit to sa DVD, parang comics talaga ang dating eh. hehe

I'll definitely wait for this in DVD..

No power comes with no responsibility..

stucked

"Sorry may lakad ako"

"Di ako pwede"

-No reply-

At that time, I'm waiting in Buendia, taft ave.. Looking for some fun or try to go somewhere which I want to kill some good time.. Or visit some good friends..

Unfortunately, I was stucked in Buendia with a whole bunch of people, wanting to go home.. It was really a place you don't want to be in when going home. Damn.. Place very jam packed, even the LRT station? The line comes down up to the FX terminal.. That's how crowded it is..

Of course, as always, there are plans B, C or whatever. hehe Plan B? No reply, Plan C, well, let's go home!! Bad plan, the FX terminal has a long wait.. Jeepney? Fully booked. hehe Nevertheless, one more way to go home is dropping by the ayala terminal.

Damn, I even planned to drop at MOA but the orange and blue mini cabs were not there.. It was indeed a day after salary fever. hehe That goes as well for the dreaded traffic waiting for me. Oh crap..

I decided to go back at Makati and just walk somewhere Glorietta and ride the FX going at suki..

I rode a bus, then went down at Insular or PBCOM I guess.. I forgot because I am just frustrated. hehe So, I walked from Ayala ave to Glorietta and strolled around the busy lanes of Glorietta..

As I walk, well, I thought, indeed this is a bad day.. Nowhere to go and I am stuck in a rut..

Suddenly came to my mind that I should watch a movie instead.. I planned going to trinoma to watch a movie but since it is very hectic, I thought of watching here at Glorietta..

Besides, I haven't watch here for a very long time.. Indeed.. I try to play at Timezone first but changed my mind and go straight to the cinema ticket booths..

"Clash of the Titans"

"Date Night"

"Sam and Anne movie"

"Shutter Island"

"Kick Ass"

Wait, kick ass?! I thought it will be shown sometime later but it's already here..

1 ticket for Kick Ass!!

ang C.R.A.P mug

ang C.R.A.P mug

bow. hehe Ah, bihira ko gamitin yun mga binibigay sa kin. Like yun letters, nasa box lang, or the swiss knife, the starbucks mug, or how about yun souvenir sa kasal? hehe Nakatago lang dito sa cabinet ko..

Pero siyempre, special naman yun mga gift na yun.. Bihira lang naman mag bigay sa kin ng gift kahit sometimes, I'm the one who is usually giving gifts.. Yeah..

Although one thing na sa wakas eh nagamit ko na, a gift that I really use it..

It's up there!

Nakuha ko siya as a xmas gift ni doc.. Ang special di ba? Para sa aming apat. hehe Ang maganda kasi may mga pics siya kaming apat, di naman lahat pero ok yun pics. Lalo na yun, ehem, sa 9 waves, tapos yun sa bahay, then siyempre yun Batangas..

I knew I'll just keep it and never use it kasi sentimental for us apat yun mga events na yun.. We're indeed brothers..

However, in times of need, you will use it. Like this past week! hehe

Paano naman kasi, yun mug na binigay ng company eh 2nd day pa lang sira na, tapos ang liit pa.. Nun training tiyaga ako sa gatorade bottles dito sa bahay, I bring it everyday tapos ayun tapon. hehe

Nun nasa floor na eh I thought of using a mug na, at tamang tama eto na. hehe

Everytime I look at that damn mug, napapatawa ako, kasi yun mga pictures dun, talagang nakakainspire lang kasi marami na kaming pinagdaanan tapos saan saan kami napunta tapos ayun over the years we've grown.. Even we are not really seeing each other, eh alam namin na nandiyan lang ang CRAP. Except yun isa becky na makulit. hehe Peace!!! At least nagbabayad ng pinaload. hahahaha

Kahit bad trip na araw ko sa work or the day itself, isa sa mga nagpapatanggal ng bad trip eh yun mug. Seriously.. Reminiscing those fun, wild, happy days.

Sana tumagal yun mug kasing tagal yun pagiging close, very close friends. Brothers.. Best friends.. Forever. Kung nasira yun mug, pagawa ulit. Bakal naman tapos nakaengrave yun mga mukha nun apat. hehe

Salamat...

Oh C.R.A.P!

w,w and w

work.. Oh yes, never ending. hehe Siyempre when black Saturday started, workload never ends. Nakapagpahinga nga ng Easter Monday, but sandali lang. Good grief.. hehe Matatalo na ang record for the days work, straight.. If this reaches friday, I am now working for 14 straight days.. And that's two jobs. Wow.. More than 8 days I worked before sa parlance.. Thanks to him..

worn out.. I'm human, of course.. Napapagod din. Ewan ko nga kung kaya ko pumasok ng walang absent. Pero ganito talaga, kailangan tira ng tira ng pagkakakitaan ika nga ni Kuya. Maybe, I love working hard.. I didn't do that before, but now, I'm thinking, why stop? hehe Although I can still do the roles, I feel, sometime now, I'll be definitely worn out. Sana kung makaVL na ko, kaso ang plot ko na sa June 25 pa. Katagal naman. hehe Well, I just need to reach that date without trouble I guess.. Stay focused, healthy I wish and don't lose hope! Hope to finish everything. hehe I just need a rest..

whining, ah sorry, winning... For now, di ko masabi.. hehe Kasi sa dami ng iniisip ko di ko alam kung tama na ginagawa ko sa work and sa shop.. I just follow my instincts and reflexes. hehe However, I can say may nararating naman ang ginagawa ko. Not that big improvement but it's going on and it's good. Not in the downward direction but just right. Of course, may goal na mabawasan ang problema or work, pero di pa ngayon, matatagalan pa. Not too soon or too late. Magugulat ka na lang na tapos na. hehe

I forgot the another w.. Will.. My force of will.

Will to live every moment..

Ah mayroon pa pala..

Wala na.