unplanned 31

Let's end the year with a big bang!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehe

Well, sad naman, retire na si Brock pero ano pa magagawa natin. hehe NBA is back!!!!!!!!! Yeah boy, go MAVS!!! Bulls!!! Heat!!! OKC! honorable mention, Memphis. hahaha

Yes, unfortunately, after everything goes well within this year, pagdating sa holidays, medyo olats. Birthday and Christmas, what a way to celebrate it. I am more down this year kaysa last year kasi naman madidisolve yun team namin. Nanahimik kami biglang ayun.. Balik FS.. =(

But like Bro Bo says, every leaf in a tree that falls, there is a new one growing again. At parang nangyayari nga, I have plans in place at lahat may option! Akalain mo, parang kakaiba, di kagaya dati, no choice. hehe

Although it's hard to accept but great things last in a lifetime. Grateful naman ako this year, walang sakit masyado or worse problems. Kahit may naging problema pero in the end nalampasan ko din... At kahit medyo broke eh I can sense prosperity next year!

Even it's sad that RAM has to go, pero ok lang.. Tuloy ang buhay at may mga nakaabang na. hehe

I'm thankful this Christmas at naging maayos naman ang lahat, my plans or actions for next year mukhang magstart na, as long tuloy tuloy na to. I know I'll be losing a lot but parang ok lang sa kin. Ika ko nga, pag masakit na sa ulo ko, tanggalin na kaysa magtagal pa. hehe

It was hard to let go, but this is better than well, keeping it up.

I thought January is quite unlucky pero sa next year, himala hindi. Kaya sana, tuloy na talaga to. What is it? You'll gotta find out next month.

Definitely... I just hope, I know, Jesus has better plans for me.. I hope I can follow that way, or path.. Maybe God has also a better way.. Guides me to whatever leads me.. Success and happiness.

Before January comes and all passes by.. I want to thank Him for everything this year as I discovered the true meaning of myself.. Although di ko pa masisimulan pero mukhang matutuloy na, the real and right thing to do.. Showing me the way to the right path.

Happy new year, thank you to my Family, Friends, all of us.. Looking forward for a better year!!!!!!!!! I thank hmmmmmmm yes, RAM, sa 24/7 at sa shop ko na kahit di ko masyado nababantayan, eh malaki pa din natulong sa kin not only financially but my attitude and yes, some important skills.. Maybe for future business endeavors. hehe

Ah, what else, sa mga new friends, CG, happy new year!!!!!!!!!!! Sa mga di ko pa nakikita, even I have communication with, happy new year, makikita ko kayo next year. Alam na kung sino kayo. hahahaha

More faith, love and hope.. Health na din, and yes, for next year.. May theme na. Total Reset. =)

Ah... Yun lang siguro, at sa FS.. thanks sa mga customers ko diyan, it helped me financially even small.. Pero yun iba diyan, magbayad na!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehe

At yes, yun ibang di pa nagbayad na di taga FS.. Please naman ha.... hehe

Prelude for next year.. Yes, giving up meaning, opening space for better things ahead.

Giving up something for the better at this time, talagang tama! =)

R.A.M

The first time it was said to me, that I'll be transferred to a new LOB, I was sad. I'm sad because I'm doing my best at that time, and I have a company of friends which I built upon, I mean in my team only. It was sad.. Very sad..

The time it was discussed to us that this LOB will be dissolved due to some decisions, even we have high scores and comfortable environment.. I was shocked.. Quite depressed. More sad.. =(

Relocation and Accounts Management is the name of our LOB and yes, we are only one team.. 15 members and what we do, eh mag relocations. hehe

At first, since medyo kapa at kakatapos lang ng nakakaantok na training eh medyo mahirap lalo na pag on net. Kaso, after a month and a half.. At kasama pa ang relaxed environment, ayun na.. Nung tumagal, sabi ko, mukhang tatagal ako dito at matutuloy na mga plano ko with this job. =)

We relocating ULL services, I mean the competitor's lines.. HFC services, which is our line and wireless which is like the mobile thing.. The best part of all, walang calls. I never touched that freaking avaya for speaking a customer... hehe Although I use the phone pero for IT purposes, lalo na pag nalock yun pesteng CMBS ko. =)

Nagtagal at ayun, mas masaya kasi siyempre, not only I can listen to my sounds when I work, pero siyempre ang mas masaya, pag natapos ang work.. Literally... Petiks. Pahinga, matulog, mag internet, chismax o ayun maglaro.. Pusoy, monopoly na parang isang beses lang namin ginawa.. Charade, at lately pinoy henyo. Basta ang sure, may at least 1 hour kang petiks. Mas mahaba kung kaunti lang referrals, lalo kung holiday.. Kagaya kahapon, unang break pa lang, tapos na.. Ano na gagawin na mahigit 5 hours of killing time? =)

I felt bad when good things won't last.. Ika nga nila, parang nagbakasyon lang ako from FS.. Tapos itatapon na naman ako diyan, naman oh. hehe

But for me, this is the ideal job for me.. I am more productive in this kind of set up. Damn.. =) Yes, better than ecare. Kasi dito, may mga kasabay kang petiks, unlike sa ecare, parang ako lang ang laging petiks. hahahaha

I love this LOB, kasi naman, di masyado nagmamadali. I mean, pag log in, pahinga muna, tapos set up. Pag di mo pa type magwork, edi pahinga pa ulit. hahahaha

Of course, better workplace doesn't came with the job alone. I'm going to miss the group of people I worked with. From the playful group ng pusoy and other games, sila She, Deng, Ted, Marge, Yet, Alecks, and yours Truly. =) At yun mga gustong tahimik ang buhay, di naglalaro pero ayun, simple lang ang gusto, pumetiks. Mami Mainah, Mabs, at naku ang tahimik na si Apple. hahaha Mami Dines din pala, pero ngayon sumasama na sa laro. hahaha At may group din na iba ang trip pero malaki tulong sa team, Ge, na aking SME at magaling magturo sa CMBS.. Panalo to! Lau na matalino, at siyempre kapwa FS na si Ren. At siyempre ang isa pang cool na SME, si Tan.. Siya pala gumawa ng vector ng CRAP. Talented din.. hehe

At di dapat makalimutan, although minsan medyo nakakalimutan ang process ng relo. hahaha Pero magaling at madaling pakisamahan, TL Bonn.. =)

Even my stint only lasted well 7 months, naku sulit.. From getting easier scores sa GRIDD, I mean yun 5 ko dito icompare ko sa 5 ng FS, di ko pa nagagamit ang lahat ng strength ko. I mean naburn out ako, pero di dahil sa RAM. Actually in all 3 jobs I do everyday, this one is my resting period, kahit 20 pataas pa ang relo ko. hahahaha Sa huli, may petiks pa din!!!

Meaning, once you get the process, it's all in heaven already. =)

Ah, no cancelling of VL's dito.. Grabe minsan, oh umuwi na ang gusto umuwi, basta VTO. Ako, bili naman ako. hahaha

I know, our time is quite short, time left is fading away but definitely, 3rd best team I worked in this time. Easily, sayang lang, naging short ang stay ko. Kahit walang var pay dito, ok lang, the work and extra time we have here, the stress free life is enough.

Although we have plans na, lalo na si TL.. Kanya kanya na.. Alam na. hehe But definitely, I enjoyed my stay, and I wish the best sa lahat ng team mates ko, at sana magkita pa din kahit wala na ang RAM. I'll definitely miss you all. Always. =) thanks for the time and damn, best times of work.

Mamiss ko yun sigaw namin pang badet. Ayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. hehehe Pag may mga balita sa ganyan, at wag ka, kami ang unang nakakaalam ng chismax sa 24/7.. Pati yun pagkawala namin, nalaman agad before we were told. Ganun kami kaadvance sa chismax. I'm going to miss that. hehe

RAM, log out! Kita kita sa The Fort, Mckinley! Bwahahahahahahaha

Eye of the Beholder

I saw this good looking mom with her lovely children, the boy pointing her mom to go the right way. The nice daughter, well quite busy with her phone.

- Damn that nice daughter, looks matured but well I gave a second look, I felt she's in high school. Nice family though, where's the dad?

This dude flaunting his iphone while waiting for his shoes. He looks so happy with his iphone, and quite serious about it.

- Well, as I am thinking, I don't like iphone because one it's damn expensive, due to it's branding. Another, the iOS or simply itunes, really dragging my computer. Although it looks nice but, design with it's freaking price? No way! Maybe if it's free.. I'll give it a try.

"Same familar town, something distinctly brand new"

As I stroll these halls looking the same message with different figures, I'm wondering when will these shops open? Everybody is also wondering as they pass these closed/renovating shops.

- I hope they opened in xmas day, so the business can start running! I'm glad that they started not only fixing this place, but expanding the place. Making it more cozy and elegant in a simplistic way. What is the meaning of that? Meaning, better than before. Going to this place makes me feel quite rich even I don't have money. I come here for the crowd perhaps.. I haven't come here for a long time.

The family is quite irritated in waiting, especially we are eating our hearts out in this great chinese restaurant.

- I am thinking, we're quite lucky to get a seat right away. We were thinking to say longer, to get them irritated. Nah, just joking. I love maybe making people suffer, for fun. But not all the time. I suffered that before. That's bad for my personality. The old man looks hungry and angry. Let's drink for coffee, nah, I think let's just get out of here.

I am looking to this lady, very simple but has great looks. White skin, yet healthy hair, a nice smile. The usual innocent look.. Prim and proper, I can see.. Well qualified for me. =)

- Damn, I mean I have different standards, this lady is great. She looks quite serious but that smile and fun, very enticing. I hope she's my other half. hehe However, I saw that ring, well time to move on. Look for someone else.. Geez, I'm quite unlucky at these searching the right one.

These are some things that I see and feel. Although my eyes can only see so much, my mind and heart speaks a lot. I see it in a different way.

You cannot really see what I can do, or think.

Deep inside, it's different..

It is my perspective that counts..

Glossary of Terms

Some of the words in my blog, although it may not cover all of it. But here are some to reveal. hehe


Gummybear- Di po si Rheg yun, pero alam namin kung sino. Hehe Parang si PJ, gwapo, idol pero iba pala ang gusto!!!! Kabatch namin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Chef - Igz

Doc - Ian

Sir - Rheg

Ungas - Rheg =)

Indot - Kapitan Al =)

CRAP - Cristian, Reggie, Alfred, Patrick

Crap - a form of expression of having a bad day, action, result or event

Like ( whatever ) - I just like comparisons, metaphor

Him - God, Jesus, even sometimes Holy Spirit

Liguak - tapos, tanggal na. hehe

Her - someone I know, a girl or lady.. Rein, and the other 7. hehe

Anak ng Tokwa - actually, namana ko lang to kay Kuya Dong, expression imbes magmura, kaso yun lang. Di ko alam ang ibig sabihin.

Journey - hmmmm my life is a long winding road, walking through it.

blackswordsmann - ah nasa blogspot naman yun. hehe Blackswordsman is the name of Guts in my fave anime BERSERK. the additional N, wala lang. username. hehe pero yun last name, alam na. hahaha

Ironic - wiki na lang.

Sora - sky in japanese. Oh!

Aoi - Blue in japanese. hehe

Peste - ako. hehe

LSQC - Lourdes School of QC

4BA1 - the best class in BA batch 2004 sa UST. hehe

cpm- the best precom class sa UST dati. hehe

CG - caring group!

number 8 - Doctor na ata siya, kilala ni Rheg. =) At yes, malapit sa birthday ko.

number 7 - nasa states na siya, happy and may kakila din siya, at dun ko siya nakilala =) she has a very long name, bubbly as well. Hot. hehe

number 6 - I'm not sure kung dentist na siya or what. Pero ang sure, my type of lady. Standard. Can compete in beauty pageants if she did before. Especially her sis. hehe

number 5 - Banker but I'm not sure for now, I met in college as you see. Look a like, gaya ng sabi ng iba.. Maricel Laxa. hehe

number 4 - Lyn Ching na payat, morena, makulit at masayang kasama.. Matagal na kaming magkakilala. May hiniram na di pa nasauli. hehe

number 3 - Ana Roces daw kamukha niya. Siya nagsabi. hehe Parang ang layo, pero wag ka, pag starstruck ang dating until now. Seatmate, close friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

number 2 - Chinita, my second ate, uste at mahilig sa games, yun na!

number 1 - Well, siya na. =)

number 0 or 9 - wala pa.. Di na number for her.. hehe

The Feast - catholic charismatic event every Sunday, na dahilan kung bakit parang ROTC pa din ako ng Sunday, pero blessing naman. naks.

broken lines - a collection of poems, or random words, or something I want to speak out. Shoot out.

realizations - I just realize that.....

unplanned - spontaneous post, the topic is what I feel at that time writing this post.

preview - a glimpse of what's going to happen this coming month

review - looking back what happened on the past month.

not showing - films that well, di naman pinalalabas dito, more on indie and documentaries. Art films.. Films that I want to see pero sa iba ko napanood.


eto na muna siguro. Next time, more words to reveal. =)

Not Showing: Legend of the Fist: The return of Chen Zhen

I took the sneak peak of Wu Xia, I missed it here at Cinemanila but it's great! A great film.. Like a history of violence with CSI touch in kung fu style. 2 Ip Man films are great as well. Damn.. I hope there should be part 3 where Bruce Lee kicks in.

Or how about Iron Monkey? After being a foe in Once Upon a China part 2, he became Wong Fei Hong's Dad. Geez. hehe All of them, were acted by Donnie Yen and yes, he's getting all the attention when he got older and making his prescence felt starring the lead in these films I mentioned.

My Favorites is the long title above.. Damn.. It was damn great!!!!!!!!! I hope he was the one casted in the Green Hornet. The new one which I fell asleep. Maybe if this dude was Kato there, the film, will be good.

About the story, well, you can find it in wikipedia. Sad to say, I did not focus so much about the story.. Quite confusing about the story, and how the pace went through. I got tired of following the film, story wise... I hope they quite arranged the story.

Hell with the story! If it's an action flick, forget the story. Let's fight!!!!!!!!! hehe

The film is damn great. I don't care about what others will say, or the fight or kung fu film fans.. This one is epic. From the starting scene which Chen killed all the soldiers without bringing something with him. I like how he dodged the bullets and went to the enemy's place in no time..

Then, of course, going back to Shanghai, the 40's look with the Japanese Government handling them, great production sets until the crowd looks, well extravagant in the year of world wars. Of course, there is a sad side of Shanghai, poor people, oppressed as well.. By the way Chen Zhen is not what he is when he returned to China, he somewhat changed his name, to avoid the Japs.

One night, he witnessed a fight and killed a man with a gun, Chen Zhen don a suit, the Kato suit and unleashed hell. hehe Wow, that is a fight. Of course, there is an underground group led by a newspaper dude who wants freedom of Shanghai, but unfortunately due to great spies of the Japs, the army stormed the said office but Chen Zhen came and fought off the goons. But the freedom fighter is dead. Chen promised revenge to the leader of the Japs troops and find a way to fight him. Although the leader somewhat a friend to Chen Zhen not the masked crusader, discovered he is the masked crusader. Tortured and killed some of his friends, in the end, the leader invited Chen to a fight, of course, Chen did not back out fighting first a 100 fighters then lead to the leader.

The general, I mean the leader gained upper hand in the first half of the fight but in the end, Chen prevailed, killed the bastard and won! Of course, Shanghai is not free yet, although Japs are quite diminished in power for a while, the masked crusader is just looking from above.

The problem of this film is really the screenplay, I mean, they have great in every aspect of the film, from sounds, editing, production and everything except for the story. There is no intro for Chen Zhen and the pace is quite slow especially for the parts of dialogue. Although the stars are great, from the mob bosses, Japs, even the lovely Shu Qi, or how about Donnie as well, the script and screenplay is not really in place. Especially in the first parts...

That's all the problem lies. Others are great!!!!!!!!!!

I thought this is US produced, but nah, it's homeland produced and it's well budgeted. Like I said the stars are great, I like how it go through and of course.

The best are the action scenes! I like even the scene that the general used his karate fist to kill off one chinese soldier in one punch. Yikes. hehe The introduction part, damn, how Chen killed off those german dudes. Ah, the first scene with his kato suit, damn, it's fast, accurate and fantastic. The office scene, wow, how he done that? hehe Especially how he killed the goon, style MMA.

And yes, the last battle scene, the Bruce Lee incarnation. Although he did not shout all through out, maybe a show of respect to his great master, damn.. It looked realistic on how he defeated the 100 men, and his white suit really fits him.. The final match of course, great! The karate master is damn good but well, in the end, the ripped up Donnie Yen really overmatched the dude. I hope next time, there will be a different martial arts style to fight him, I thought, it's always Karate. Ah, I was suprised, I don't know how old is Donnie Yen, but dude, that ripped up body of his, how he did that? hehe

He doesn't look like well, old.

Anyway, damn.. Although, I definitely like WuXia because of it's dramatic pace and CSI theme parts and the history of Violence topic, still I go for this movie. The best Donnie Yen film. Ever. But there will be new films and at least contemporary type, but for now. This is the best film, not only because he fights very well, but how he acted on both characters and of course, the film itself. WuXia is very close, but I like more of the fast pace action mayhem in this one. Donnie Yen has the right to become the next Bruce Lee because of this movie. Although he doesn't have the face or the exact frame, but on what he did? Damn. No debates needed.

Definitely, I hope, you'll watch this movie, especially to those hard core action fans!!!!!!!!!

"Will the masked hero defeat me?" The Jap General asked.

"Sure, he will.." Chen Zhen as the mob guy answered.

Final Realizations

471. In this journey, I thought I was alone, I have Him by my side. Always.

472. Despite what happened to me, or the faults or wrong decisions I've made, blaming did not help me. Instead what helped me, is moving on to become better.

473. I still love my family, although not an ideal one.. I still do whatever it takes to care or share love, in this Family. =) Without remorse, always forgiven with all my heart and soul.

474. Love is the one who puts a smile on my face, all the time..

475. I just found happiness and contentment, through listening to my heart. =)

476. How Ironic my job is. I'm a collector yet in my life, I'm haunted and running from them, especially the big ones. Silly me! hehe

477. It was not easy to forgive at first. But due to teachings of Him, time and other factors.. I learned not only to forgive, but also to love which is forgiving. =)

478. Quite surprised, I have many, a lot of close firends.. Best friends. =)

479. Sometimes, I go to my friends first then family for help. hehe =)

480. Friends are like stars at night.
In your darkest moments, they shine.
In your brightest moments they hide yet prepared.

481. Di ko alam paano dumami mga kaibigan ko! hehe

482. To find the right one, or ideal one, be the right one. Naks.

483. Siguro, let the right one in na lang. Kahit iba sa standards, wag lang vampire. hehe

484. I admit it was hard to move on, pero important is nakamove on. hahahaha

485. I'm a big dude, so I should use my big voice! =)

486. I can learn everything, except in drawing for art, wala talagang talent. hehe

487. still afraid to riding bikes.

488. I should wear medium sized shirts or clothes.

489. I should get fit and healthy.. Get buffed. Perhaps.

490. I love blogging more after these years. My longest tenure job/work/hobby na consistent. Yun lang, no pay! =) At di nagpapatanggal ng trabaho. hehe

491. How much I love my family. I never lose hope, faith and love to them until one day, will be together not physically, but in one peaceful heart.

492. I'm grateful to have great friends I can lean on sharing laughter, sadness and joy. Definitely, the love and care they always show in most of problems, or struggles. I owe them. A lot.

493. This year, although I haven't got rich or the things I want. The important is, I discovered things that are priceless. Things that can't be measured. To value things which matters most, love, faith, humility, contentment, peace, service, forgiveness and a lot more. Things that can't be taken away from me. Thanks for the year!

494. I pushed myself so much that I forgot myself. Now, I should take care of myself.

495. My words are like the Dragon Slayer, looks dull and bulky. But when it cuts, it's like the finest swords.

496. My mind is invincible..

497. My heeart is indestructible..

498. Jesus, my savior, my shepherd and my redeemer.

499. Although it's pathetic and ironic.. Life is fantastic.

500. THE END.

some one liners, questions and answers

"Bakit di ka pa naka-motor?"

-ayoko ko pa mamatay


"The more, the many-er!"

-ows, may pinagkopyahan, wrong grammar din. hehe


"Lumapit kay Lord, Wag sa Druglord"

-tama si SK chairman. hehe

"Open Happiness"

- I don't drink coke. Sorry, but I'm happy!

Kuya, cash ko kunin pero pwede ko kunin bukas at next week ang bayad?

- cash purchase na pala tawag dun.

No Backup. No Plan. No Choice.

- edi tapos na! hehehe Imposible na talaga yun!

Paload po (amount), now na, asap! (with the exclamation point ha..)

- para naman bayad agad, pagkolekta bukas pa, or worse sweldo pa! hehe

"I'm Psychology!"

- pag ganyan ang GF mo, naku.. magdala lagi ng masking tape!!! O kaya kaw na lang ang spokesperson niya. hehe

"May mga bagay na di ko na kayang lunukin"

- hay, if you knew in the first place parehas kayo, sana di mo na try.. A cat is a cat.. Never a cat is a dog. geez.

"We're the good guys!"

- meaning other real estate companies are bad? Scammers? Fraud? Meaning others are bad guys pala! hehe

"We're open for applications"

- galing naman ng palusot. Oo nga naman, why pirate if you can post openings naman. They got everyone na, from Megastar to King of Comedy, saka na daw yun Star of all seasons. hehe Magkakapatid na lahat!!!!!!!! =)

"change is inevitable, we need to adapt for change"

- Sakto, from a seminar, for our team na masisibak! Ano pa ba magagawa namin? =(

"A leader knows how to influence, that's it"

- tama nga naman, sa dami ng definition ng leader, ito na ang simple and straight!

She has congitis, some sickness from her stomach..

- Abangan ang susunod niyang sakit! =)

"Don't lay all eggs in one basket, lay it everywhere!"

- topic from about personal change, ang hirap nito! hehe

Subukan niyo kami!

- Yoko nga! Ala naman kayo silbi! hehehe

"Convergys is you"

- F*@k you! hehe

"Daang matuwid.."

-Sana lagyan naman niya ng ilaw ang daan no.