Eye of the Beholder

A little sigh, watching some advertising spots in that big wide LCD. I thought it will be more useful if they show the queue rather than company commercials, or other promotional ads. Although some of them is fun, but others, such a waste. A big company like this, very big, giving away bags to elementary kids. Or build houses for a community. Hmmmm, other smaller companies can do better than that. 

This wide yet small floor of ours, well looks vibrant because of the fixtures here. Very quiet operations floor compare to other centers. I'm looking at my other sides,  nothing really interest me except well, that big window at the other side. I've never had a chance to stay at that side. However, I can see how busy EDSA is and I'm lucky staying here. Although, geez, just making the ends meet, work seems a bit light at some parts in a day.

When I look straight, there is an ongoing ops meeting with TL's and erghhh, that OM and that SOM passed by. Slave drivers.. Some day, they'll meet their dooms. Geez, I can't imagine how those TL's stay with these bosses. Anyway, I'm looking some emails and I can sense, I'll pass this month. Not only that, bond is damn over.. Hmmmm what to do next? Oh, others, just making veteran moves, delaying and using ACW wisely.

For now, I don't know yet what will interests me after staying here. Although in my mind, I have plans running and all I need to do is choose. My eyes are kinda bored looking at those monitor and my hands are not following what I type in to these keys. 

Those eyes what to see goals achieved right in front of it. I'm not pretty sure how the beholder can achieve those goals. I look to my left and right hands, grasping for answers! 

I'll know those answers soon. 

For the mean time, enough of the hold time and get back to this pesky customer.  

3N Bakery

Kala ko 3M yun pangalang kaso makakasuhan sila nun. hahaha Grabe tong bakery na to, may time sa isang araw, maraming nakatayo sa shop nila. Paano, sulit ang siopao nila! hehe Makadalawang toasted siopao lang, ok na! hehe 

Akalain mo galing Bicol ang bakery na yun biglang nagisip maglagay dito sa Manila. Ayun, kahit di naman original, eh patok na patok! May mga ayaw din ako tinapay nila. Yun tuna bread, malaking tinapay di na naman masarap. haha Yun crinkles, kahit isa din siya sa mga favorite ko, umay na pag dalawa kainin mo. Di kasi sobrang chocolate saka ang laki masyado. Yun cheese bread nila, parang mas prefer ko sa Julie's. hehe Saka ang pinakadisulit sa lahat, yun peanut bread nila. Grabe kasi, di matamis yun peanut bread. Parang mas sulit pa yun palaman namin sa bahay tapos bili na lang ako pandesal. Kahit mas mahal sa limang piso, mas matutuwa pa ko. hehe

Siyempre, may mga favorite din. Una naman sa lahat, malamang ang toasted siopao na kahit walang sauce, malaman at masarap! Kahit isang box ata mabili ko, sa kin lang yun. hehe Grabe, lalo pag yun bagong luto lang, ay naku! Sulit!!! Tapos yun ensaymada na matamis, kalihim na lagi nauubos. hehe Saka yun choco german nila, spanish bread na sulit sa laman at laki! At may special bread sila, yun butterscotch na kahit 10 piso, aba, lasang mahal. Sulit na sulit sa 10 piso. hehe 

Pero, kung compare ko siya sa Julie's patas lang sila. Kasi may ibang bread dun na mas trip ko saka mas maraming branch sila. Saka na lang natin idiscuss si Julie's. In terms naman kung tatagal sila, one time ko lang nakita na nagsara ang branch pero lumipat lang pala ng lugar. Tatagal ito kasi una, yun mga bread na ginagawa nila patok, saka grabe yun toasted siopao, para walang katapat. hahaha Kaya sana tumagal sila at ayun same services. Mabilis. 

Kala ko 3M eh, masarap, mura at malaki! hehe Hirap isipin bakit 3N ang pangalan. Walang N na magandang panghalip. 

Nadale nila yun panglasa natin eh. hehe

Bald Man with Many Faces

I don't know but these days, they calling me Patrick. The name of their ex boss. Good job! hehe Anak ng tinapa, ewan ko ba kung kailan nagsimula na tinatawag ako na ibang pangalan. Dahil kasi may kamukha ako. First days they called me other names, it was hard to accept but as days, or years go by.. I kinda moved on and get used to it.

Surprisingly, I was called Tito Boy at one point, especially with the black glasses I always wear before. Sana pala naghost ako ng the Buzz! hehehe Tapos may portion na mahiwagang salamin, at paano mag tanong. That will be weird look for me. I just can't imagine I can be like that.

Oh paano naman, yun nga, ex OM. Kung ako ang OM, pro agent ako. hahaha Di ako slave driver gaya ng iba diyan ha. Saka di ko masyado pressure ang mga TL. Steady lang ang environment. Basta nakakatawa talaga na tinatawag ako na ganun, napapailing na lang ako.

Well, the most famous look alike I have is our current president! Great thing I am not smoking or making those interrupted coughs. hehehe Kahit iba kami ng pananaw, dalawang bagay yun parehas kami. Magpatawa at mamili ng koreana. Yun nga lang, Grace Lee siya. Kung ako sa kanya, Jinri! hehe Ewan ko ba, yun dating trabaho ko, 90% of the time, Pnoy ang tawag. Nakakahiya lalo na pag malayo pa lang ako, tinatawag na Pnoy ako! Grabe eh. hehe Bwisit talaga, kahit yun mga issues ng bayan, kailangan may sagot ako or kahit fun opinion lang. Si tanga naman ako sumasagot. hahaha

Di lang yun mga kamukha ko, Dad ko daw, which parang nafeel ko nga kamukha ko. Naks. hahaha Or malamang yun isang tito ko din.. Grabe, marami pa ko magiging kamukha pagtagal. Lalo na pagtanda ko..

Kahit gusto ko na magkabuhok, parang kalbo muna ako sa ngayon..

Pwede pala ako mag catch me if you can! Scam na to! =)

PreView

"Kayo na bahala diyan..." Very encouraging words. hehe Ewan ko ba this month, eh to start off, ok naman. I'm still here and reaching ehem, end of something.. Muntikan na ko, pero ayun, thank God medyo buenas. haha Nakahanap na ko ng way para maiwas magloko ang computer ko. Kaso kailangan talaga ng orig na OS. hehe After self fixing and trial and error, salamat at naayos!

After hearing those words, I can't help but look at my left side. I don't know what to do and thinking endlessly.. Not only my career but what to do next. Kakatawa, mukhang one of my options well, go freelance for a while due to this responsibility. Malapit na ang NBA season!!!! This month na pala. Ang bilis na panahon at tapos na ang reign ng GSW. hehe

Anak ng tinapa UST na ito.. Akalain mo isa lang ang talo! hahaha Grabe, kala ko this year maaga magsembreak pero mukhang makakatsamba pa!!! hehe Pag nagchampion sila this year, iinom ako! hahaha

Saka this month, mukhang magsisimula na ko to do some important things like designing my site. Unfortunately, wala ako katulong. hehehe Aalis kasi yun tutulong sa kin. I don't want to pay as I have no funds. Pero sisimulan ko na, another self training and trial and error. Tapos, another thing well, start reading my learning books. Nihonggo desu. hehe Ano pa.. Basta may mga bagay na inaayos ko na ngayon pa lang. Ipon ipon lalo parating na pasko. 

Siyempre, ayoko muna sabihin, hintayin na lang ang ReView this month. Matagal tagal ko na di nagagawa yun ha.

Bilis naman matapos ang 10 months! Kailan lang, di ako makapagisip ng ganito. hehehe

Jdorama: Dragonzakura

May lawyer na hinahanap na skul, tapos ayun, parang liquidation lawyer para siya. Nananakot na ipapasara yun skul pag walang nagbago! Paano naman magbabago yun skul, puro tapunan ng mga magugulo, pasaway na estudyante! 

Well not all hope lost naman, nagsuggest si lawyer na pagnakapasa na student sa Todai (parang UP sa japan) malamang di daw mapapasara ang skul! Dun na nagsimula ang story.. At paano niya sisimulan kung walang gusto na estudyante sumali sa special remidial class niya. hehe

Siyempre, di naman ako mahilig sa jdrama high school shows. Eh, ang alam ko lang GTO and Gokusen. Other shows eh para naman puro pacute and like the other formats ng korean or chinese.. Kakaumay pero nagiba yun nung napanood ko to.

 Una nagustuhan ko dito, eh unlike other high school shows, na puro cute or love story... Eto may love story pero hanggang date lang. hehe I mean mas focus sila sa life lesson and goal setting. Kaya yun GTO and Gakusen maganda kasi iba focus eh. More about enjoying skul with sensei.. Eto naman, kahit pariwara ang buhay mo, basta may goal ka, aayos din yun ang buhay high school. Galing na motivation ginamit dito ni Kenji sensei, kahit harsh at sarcastic eh tumino yun mga nasa review class niya!

Second, maganda yun mga episodes, lahat ng episodes may saysay. Bihira lang yun series na lahat ng episodes maayos. Usually, in a series, may 1 or 2 episodes parang sayang lang. Iba na siyempre pag lahat ng episodes sa series walang kwenta. Wag mo na lang panoorin di ba? hehe Dito, from one to 11, ok yun episodes, walang dull moment or episode at balanced yun drama at masaya. Kahit imposible yun goal, aba pinakita kung paano pwede mangyari. Nakakatawa yun development nung storya saka paano yung  methods para gumaling yun mga estudyante. Hanggang sa last episode, may suspense saka galing nung ending! Well, kahit di masyado masaya, tama lang at panalo!

Saka yun huling favorite ko part.. Grabe ang cast! Parang all star cast.. hehe Well, kahit di star yun mga guests, pero grabe naman yun main cast.. Abe Hiroshi, tapos Gakky, at siyempre ang pinaka favorite ko, Nagasawa Masami! Hay, minsan, basta may scene si Masami san, focused ako. haha Edi lalo na this series.. Panay rewind ko basta scene ni Masami san! Ah, don't forget si Yamashita Tomohisa, Saeko (ex ni Darvish Yu) at Hasegawa Kyoko, another, ehem.. Beauty!

Abe Hiroshi, grabe galing niya dito, nakakabwisit siyang lead character pero sa huli, mapapabilib ka niya. Sakto talaga sa kanya yun character. Yun dating niya perfect para kay Kenji. 

Sa sobrang panalo ng cast, pag pinanood mo sila today, parang kaya pa din nila yun role na yun. Paano ba naman, eh mukhang di naman sila tumanda eh! After what, 9 years? hahaha Kahit si Gakky ata, kaya para rin yun role niya dito. Saka special mention yun filipina bar part. hahaha Nagtatagalog talaga di ba. Well, di naman  nakakaoffend pero at least, sikat tayo. hehe

Ah, the only flaw lang, sana naisingit nila yun love story ni Yusuke at Naomi, (Tomohisa at Masami).. Kahit ayoko, pero parang mas gaganda yun series kung napasok yun kaunti love story. Kaso wala eh, bitin.. Ganda sana yun love team na yun. Kahit may mga hints na gusto nila isa't isa, sana naman tinuloy na sa series. Kaso ganun talaga, kulang ang 11 episodes. haha
Ah bakit Dragonzakura? Astig ng title noh? 

Pangalan ng sakura tree tinanim nila sa labas ng campus. Yun lang. Pero malaking bagay yun sa kanila, symbol kung baga. haha 

Better watch it na lang! 

Di ko pinapansin si Masami dati, pero dito na ata nagstart... Parang siya yun 

Dragonzakura!

broken lines (collection 57)

Future!
As I finished my lunch, I'm now seeing the future..
Two persons that I might need to look after.
Two persons I'll spend my days staring..
A very optimistic role!

Future?
I realized such event, my spirit sat down and sigh..
I felt this will be difficult and insurmountable high..
I ended up staring in the middle space of these people.
A situation that has all the odds. 

Future.
I'm sort of lost as I plan or look ahead of this,
I don't know where to start or how can I live from here..
My stare became bigger and pulls me back in my chair!
A bleak one ahead.

Future..
I thought of giving up now and not looking forward.
I see that it's not worth to do it.
But on the second stare, I felt love from these two people..
A dark road with a light at the end of it. 

unplanned 66

Hay, sana may replay yun Amachan pag weekend. Para makita nga kung may effort yun pagdub nila. Parang di naman nila tinutupad yun usapan ng TV5 sa NHK, na dapat may replay everyday! hehe Tuloy, tiyaga na lang ako sa stock ko.

Matagal na ko di nagmamadali ng sulat. Yun feel the rush kung baga! hahaha Parang college ba, pag may project na kailangan tapusin, yun tipong next day na ang submission! hehe Pero ayun, di ko na nararanasan yun. Wala na kasi pesteng prof!

Ayos, walang topak ang computer ko! For the past days, di na nagloloko at nakuha ko na din yun mga programs na di magpapaloko ng computer. Kaso siyempre, iba din ang orig.

Sayang talaga yun Gilas! Letche China to, gusto lahat na sa kanila! Kala nila madali olympics, gusto ko makita tambak ng 50 sa isang game niyan. hahaha Ok na si Tab, gusto kun style niya. Dapat bigyan siya ng magandang lineup! Di gaya nung ibang coach diyan. hahaha

UST!! Second round na, well, pagbigyan nga yun DLSU bukas! hehe Anak ng tinapa, malapit na yun NBA! Napanood ko kanina yun preview ng Clippers, letche napakalakas na team. Pinaka wild card na magchampion sila, lalo pag ok ang chemistry nila.. Pag hindi, naku walang kwenta!

Hay, tapos na ang medyo panget na season for jdrama. Ayos, mukhang maganda ang mga shows for this coming season, lalo na may Prison School live action!!! Mamouru Asana!!!! Nyak!!! hahaha Perfect role!!!!

Bad trip, dami ko namiss na lakad last week.. Iba talaga pag nagaayos ng computer ng matagal. First time to, grabe... Dahil walang pera at other tutor or help, self fix na lang!!! hahaha Trial and error at kaunti dasal, eto na.. Ok na ang computer ko. hehe Kaya I'm very optimistic about purchasing orig.
Work? Hmmmm basta masasabi ko, mabuti na lang at malapit, not bad to start over, pero di din magtatagal, lalo pag bad tripan na... Alam na. Honestly, it was hard to do all in a flash. Sacrifices, sadness or even despair. Well, for this year, as they said about that those who born in the year of the boar have the best luck. Or better year than other chinese zodiac.

After fruitless months and felt I'm still here..

That prophecy is becoming true... I'm kinda lucky!