Prayer for Family

I pray for my Family, for my loving parents. For my Mom and Dad who are quite sick. For Dad, less stress and please give him a good health always. Check out to him especially in his condition. To Mom, please help her always. Please let her know to enjoy life despite in this situation. For both of them, I hope and pray that one day, even they are not together, they will forgive each other and have peace for the rest of their lives.

To all the siblings, to continue help and look of each other despite the problems or struggles we face. To Kuya Allan, help him to be productive and provide for his son. To Ate Aila, please help her in her financial difficulties and take care of her as well and her family. To Kuya Alpro, help him to move on on what happened, bless him with more opportunities to move up and make up. Please help his family as well and bless them. To Algerro, I continue to pray for wisdom that he can be as happy and peaceful everyday. If you can help him to live normally, that will be great. For me, you know what I always pray for.  To all members of the family, I continue to pray for blessings and forgiveness. May we serve you always oh God and we live 
through your love and grace. 

Please bless us as always. 

broken lines (collection 43)

Thy life pure of mysteries, whether it's for better or worse..
Cannot easily comprehend such events after it happened.
I wonder, why God let it happen? 
Despite such obedience and surrender to his will, events come and go.

Sometimes, I even challenged him to make things great or worst. 
But the greater mystery of his will, is God moves things to make everything in place.
Even I have reservations, or whirlwind of feelings going through..
In the end, what matters most is God's will.

Will of love, to nourish us  in times of trouble and despair!
Will of hope, to strengthen us after great failure!
Will of faith, to believe that God will make things brand new!
These are gifts that sometimes we don't cherish.

Gifts that were given at the start of our lives.
It is our duty to make them understand as we get older or enlighthen in this life. 
Events, decisions and circumstances will unravel this will, thy great will..
Sometimes, we feel unworthy, or ashamed due to our weaknesses. 

However, thy God still loves us by sending his fullness of love, his son, Jesus.
With the fullness of the Spirit, he delivered what has been planned long before..
God's will to be felt to all of us, and Jesus sacrificed his life to redeem us from damnation.

I truly now understand after all these things happened and revealed.
It is only the matter of choice between how we make things better or worse..
Thy goals can't be done alone, or with a help from each other..
We start, by getting inspiration, a source of strength from the highest above.

With a promise of eternal great salvation to all!

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Going into holy week eh naisip ko, ang bilis naman ng 3 months ng taon. 

At di pa ko nakakakilos. Naman. hehe

This month naman, well, I think and believe, time to move. 

Move into somewhere better.

Move my arse to become healthy. hehe

Move on to a good place. 

Ah, this month, it's a month of survival. From sa work na pwede mas humarap due to some well, mga nagpaparamdam. hehe 

House naman, adjustment sa ibang bagay.

My life, eto nga, masimulan na nga. Napagiwanan na bigla. At isama pa ang mainit na panahon.. Pero this month, at last, makakapahinga na din after months  of doing all the stuff and making ends meet. I'm quite tired. Not quite pala, kinda soft word. 

Very tired pala..

Pero sa ngayon, isipin ko na lang na at mamotivate na lang na tuloy ang dapat gawin and better to spend the holy week, with Him. Just to clear things and focus on the good things.

Instead of frowning or just daydreaming of something. 

It is time to move my arse. =)

Can't believe na medyo maiiksi na mga post ko ha. Wala na kasi masyado makwento. hehe

End of 1st Quarter

January - ano ba, maganda pasok ng taon. hehe Ok ang stats ko pero di sa team. hehe Sorry. Dapat makapag excercise na ko kaso may nangyari. Bad trip. Nadelay na naman. Mahirap mag alaga. hahaha Tapos, wala naman kakapanibago pero biglang may invitation to do something about the company's paper. Wow. I don't know what to do. First time eh. hehe Nothing notable or great thing, wala naman masama nangyari until...

February - Hay, ewan ko kung ano nangyari sa kin. Work, bahay, even my internet! Malas, di buenas, lahat na! Anak ng tinapa. Of course, isama mo pa yun medyo hectic schedule. Well, di ko alam kung ano dapat gawin pero mabuti eh buhay pa. hahaha Kinda hate this month and need to move on. Well hope for the best. 

March - Kinda suprising month, hectic sa work, OT crap and study time. Speaking of study time, ayun nasubsob na ko. Parang college lang at mas mahirap pa. Bwisit na accounting! Kailangan pag aralan ulit at ang mahirap na mga modules ulit. Ano pa ba? Hmmm nakabawi sa stats, kaunti lang. Tapos kinda decided to make drastic changes.. Well, due to outside factors, well need to move. Mabuti na lang mabait si TL. hehe Of course, may inaalagaan pa din at eto.. Searching.. Well, tapos na din ang iron Maiden at complete na. Wala nang patayan to. hahaha

Despite delay sa excercise, ay may maganda naman nangyari this first quarter. Next quarter will be kinda serious. 

I need to.. =)

Movie Lib 2

Almost 900++ movies.. and counting..

Almost around 10000++ songs..

Ah may mga apps pa and some stuff around a hundred.

6 months of managing such storage.

Countless years and huge hours of waiting,,

1TB is not enough. hahahaha

Grabe, ngayon namomoproblema ako san ko na ilalagay yun iba. 

It's not done yet!

I can say, 50% na mga gusto ko makuha na flicks nakuha ko na. Dumami lang kasi sa kakavisit sa mga trusted movie sites. hehehe Imdb.com addict. hahaha

Siyempre wag kalimutan ang mga reliable sites. Ehem alam na.

Still 10-15%  pa din ang number kung sa lahat na nakuha ko eh napanood ko na. Wala pang sa one third. Lalo ngayon busy sa ibang bahay and errands. Nadelay na din ang mga film fest ko. 

Pero, pag nabawas bawas na ang mga pest.. Kailangan makita na yun mga flicks. hehe 

Toshiba na yun target ko na external HDD, 500gb muna. Tight budget. Pero pagtagal, malamang kukuhan ako backup na HDD, 3TB na para matapos na yun backup sa DVD. hehe Mahirap kasi magayos ng mga DVD na files. Marami at magulo. 

WD is kinda good, as reviewed pero one news came out na Toshiba HDD na ang most reliable and stable due to the report na less instance na magcrash na HDD. WD eh nasa gitna at mabuti di na ko Seagate fan. hahaha

Well, I'll keep getting the films I want to watch, more classics, indies, world or art or indie flicks around the globe, pinoy flicks which are always hard, controversial ones which kinda gives you a thrill. hehe Memorable siyempre at ngayon, Anime siyempre, classic series, OVA and movies! Japan flicks, kinda drawn to it which I'll explain later. =)

My library is still one file, thanks sa excel, naayos yun problem ko sa classifying. hehe

Para pag may humingi, pili na lang ha. 

I want to thank.. Hmmm my bizarre internet connection plus those best source sites. Alam na nila kung sino sila. At sana di sila mawala! hahahaha

Next time, how big this library will be? Bigger than the Lourdes Library? 

Yeah right. 

Kung Ako'y Isang..

(DOTA hero)

Kakalaro ko lang ng DOTA, apatan na to. hahaha 

Naisip ko, well sa mga di alam ang DOTA. Defense of the Ancients. Isang mod sa warcraft 3 na puro hero lang. Actually nakakaadik kasi sa daming hero at siyempre team play. Dinaig pa ang counter, battle realms, kahit Ragna. Kahit ngayon ata, may mga MMORPG, at diablo III or kahit ano pa, eto na ang panalo. 
Naisip ko paano kung nasa DOTA talaga ako? Sinong hero ako! hahaha Or pwedeng gumawa ng isa.
Sa dami ng gusto kong hero, or yun nagamit ko na, kulang ang isang post na to. 
Deretcho na nga, siyempre ang pinakagusto ko na gagamitin.. Although mas marami pang malakas dito, eh nasanay na ko at kampante na ko eh.

Terrorblade! Bulag kasi siya, parang ako. hahaha

Hindi dun, gusto ko kasi sa abilities niya. May zeal na self healing at higit sa lahat since gusto ko nagmamadali, increased attack speed din.. Tapos metamorphosis, kasi kala mo mahina, pagnatransform eh lintek napakalakas! Kahit sandali. Deceptive kung baga. One of my hmmmm personalities. hehe Refraction, parang may pampagulo lagi na mga shadows. Ako hmmmm pampagulo lang naman ako lagi. hahaha 

At higit sa lahat, pinakamadaya na level 6, sunder, pagmatetegi na, lapit sa kalaban, palit tayo life! hehe Siya ang talo, ako buhay na buhay. Sa real life, hmmmm parang kabaligtaran. hehe Nanghihina ako eh.

Siyempre sugod ako lagi as usual tapos pag medyo alanganin, edi siya din mabilis tumakbo, minsan medya medya din. hahaha Minsan pwede din maduwag. Takbo, palakas, sugod ulit at may mga items na pampalakas. Kung pwede Sange and Yasha, tapos basher na agad, at ang fave ko, manta style! Para kahit 3 pang kalaban sumugod, kaya ko. 5 shadow ako eh. hehe No match! Bad trip, peste kasi ang liit ng buhay kaya sa una, medyo suntok sabay takbo muna! hahaha

Saka gusto ko yun mga dialogue niya, isa dun eh "No challenge" "How Dare to face me?" Kung tama rinig ko. hehe

Gusto ko din yun sa pagkabilis niya, nakakahabol din. Parang ako, gusto ko habulin yun mga gusto ko. Kaso minsan nakatakas pa ang kalaban. hahaha

Sa daming hero na gusto ko gamitin. 

Dito na sa favorite ko. Astig pa naman yun dating niya, long wings tapos weird dangerous blades.

Pero mas gusto ko pag nag metamorphosis pa. Black, dark, deadly!

"I'm blind not deaf.."

almost gone: Typewriter

Wala na yun isang tindahan dito ng typewriter... At ang nagiisang lugar na nakakita ko may typewriter eh yun sa office ng Dad ko. hehe Manual at electric typewriter! 

It's not only almost gone, goner na talaga ang typewriter. I won't be surprised kung wala na sa schools ito unlike my days. Old days.. Tuwing iniisip ko yun mga typing class dati, sobrang natatawa ako sa excercises. Nakatakip yun typewriter ng folder. We were trained to type without looking sa typewriter. Kaya ganun, sobrang sakit sa una, lalo nung HS na kasamang nakaabang na pamalo ng titser. hehe Di naman pinapalo, pampagulat kung baga.

Pero dahil sa excercises and typing classes, at matindi ang effect sa batch ko ha, marami sa min mabilis magtype without looking at the keyboard/typewriter. Lalo naman sa kin, for example etong blog na to, di ko tinitignan kahit backspace, alam ko mag edit. At yun words per minute, from 45, 55 tapos ang last test, eh 65wpm na. Ewan ko kung accurate yun typing test pero yun ang lumalabas. hahaha 

Laking tulong yun excercise sa pagiging CSR ko, sa AHT and stuff, kung di ako marunong magtype, ang taas siguro ng AHT. Sa blogging, kung di ako marunong magtype, aba, napaka kaunti siguro nagawa ko posts or worst, di na ko magblog. Wala na kayong mababasa ngayon. 

Marami naman reason kung bakit nagdown ang typewriter pero ang pinakamatindi sa lahat.. Technology. With tablets, desktop computers, or kahit laptop, dun palang parang nawala na silbi ang typewriter. Siyempre sino ba naman ungas ang magdadala ng malaki at mabigat ng typewriter sa coffee shop para magtype ng paper at magdadala ng eraser or worse yun nagkakalat na pambura na tawag eh liquid paper!  hehe 

Unlike sa computers or lalo na laptop, na di lang pangtype, kung hindi maglaro, manood and magsurf! Less maintenance pa, di nagstuck ang computer unless hardware or software na sira.

Pero kahit ganun ang sinapit ng typewriter, the best pa din siya pangtrain sa typing, kasi sa computer comfort na eh. Di mo mararanasan na magdiin ng pindot kasi kung hindi, di lalabas yun sulat. Sa computer kahit di madiin lalabas na sinusulat mo. Saka yun pagbilis ng type, yun lipat ng daliri from one letter to another in the most fastest way, mas natuto ako sa typewriter. Sa DOTA, kaya walang hot keys dito. Memorize ang short keys. hehe Saka may silbi pa din ito sa mga notaryo sa tabi tabi. hehe At if no electricity, aba lahat balik typewriter na lang kung mangyayari yun! hahaha

Well, I just hope kahit pang museum na lang, typewriter still exist. 

Besides, this was one of the things that skill wise sa typing and writing stuff.. 

Made me better, this thing that I'm very grateful having in life. =)