broken lines (collection 13)

lines and words from the past

"Hello there my sweet angel!!!!"

"Thank you also for you're advices."

"Sorry kung minsan ay inaasar kita, naming lahat. Study hard!"

"Thankx for being a nice friend"

"I love you and don't forget to eal Alpo"

"Salamat sa calculator ha. Sa uulitin! =) Ang daya nyo!! Ang ganda ng ID next school. Aral kaya ulit ako? yeah right!"

"Stay cool lagi ! aaaaaaaaaaaaaa....."

"Kamusta na. The man who is also known as the "Bully", have a nice retreat."

"Dogie, Thanx 4 being a good frien to me and to the whole class"

"Pasensya na sa asar idol sige pakabait ka"

"Be nice, huwag kang magbago good luck"

"Cool"

"ang bait mo talaga! Stay cool, Take Care!"

"Tol thankx for giving me company. You gave me inspirations dahil sa mga sharings mo"

"friendly"

"thanks for everything"

"pasensyoso #1 ka!"

"actions are clear reflection of what life we are going through, many may be called friends but few are real. They will one by one drift away especially in the lovely moments of our life."

"A moody and timid guy from whom I treasure the moments of laughters especially when "koolits" roamed the land"

"I wish our friendship will last 4ever! Always belive that we will reach over goal! That's all, God Bless!"

"I know I strong son like you will help me and be a responsible man, study more harded so that your ambition will come true, and always prays and promise to God that you'll be good all the time of your life."

"such a good sport. you're my best friend specially in kalokohan. forgive me 4 teasing you."

"thanx for being a goood friend!"

"I found it amazing that my daughter learned to say your name first among nay others. Maybe becaus you have been there to help me always."

"Let's just shift topic, so what happen with your girlS? I put an S, coz you have lots of girl (hehehe...) But seriously, just don't be in a hurry of looking for one. I'm sure someday (in the right time) you'll have one. Don't look for love coz love will look for you. K?"

"Hello my friend!!! Kamusta kana at ang iyong bukol sa ulo (joke only)."

"Hi! Good evening to you. May you're in the very best of everything while browing on this... Thanks for being nice to me, you're gift of friendship to me. We may be physically miles apart but the special bond of friendship have linked the gap between us."

"Saka I feel that you care for me that much and I appreciate it and don't you worry I care for you also."

"Grabe! 4 years na pala tayong classmates! Bilis ng panahon no?! I know we're not that close.. pero lamo, I believe na you're such a wonderful person & I believe I am lukcy to have you as my friend."

"talino! quiz person! hehe tama ba?"

"friendly friend! saya mo kasama - sobrang maaasahan!"

"Sobrang ayos kasama, mabait pero medyo indot. Pareho kaming matalino.. hehe.. Maski na ilang beses ko siya asarin, ndi nagagalit.. Friendly kaya besfren ko tong mokong na to nung 3BA1, hanggang ngayon.. ungas.. =)"

"kind... intelligent.. thoughtful.."

"you are a member of the intelligent society of the world. gwapo na matalino pa!!"

"genius! inquester! pero balanse talaga tong taong to! nakakagmik pa.. hehehe!!!!"

"unang impression ko sa kanya. tahimik pero makulit din pla mabait at smart."

"ang bait bait mo rin. responsable at matalino"

"matalino - congrats nga pala sa mga contest na nanalo ka. matiyaga at masipag especially paginutusan sa corpo."

"kala mo tahimik per pang humirit ka2iba, magu2lat ka talaga di mo akalaing si Alfred 'yon!"

"ang cool mo! ROCK ON!"

"the word to best describe yun-- courageous."

"grabe stock knowledge mo!!! basta pare masaya kang kaibigan at kabarkada. Walang kalimutan tol ha."

"super nice an intellectual pasensyoso! responsible groupmate and helpful =)"

"tol, salamat sa pagpapaligaya mo sa'min! Iba ka rin kasama, masaya. Advice lang: ligawan mo na yung mahal mo, baka mawala pa. Godbless!"

"di ko sya masyadong nakakamausap maliban na lang kung maniningil ako ng para sa class fund. Pero nakikitang mabait siya at masipag mag-aral."

"ok din humor mo, funny pero mabait."

"matalino, masipag, kalog, dependable, responsable"

"tatahi-tahimik pero very intellectual."

"dependable & feeling ok magmahal =)"

"you aver very smart, fun to be with, always on go, responsible & funny."

"tropa, matalino, maaasahan, masarap kausap, mapagmahal, madiskarte."

"always remember, greater heights, greener pastures. Lav Yah!"

"shaider,, ilagay mo ito sa wallet mo ha!!! kundi aawayin kita!!!"

"congrats & happy graduation!! good luck & God bless in everything, ha!! Ingat lagi!"

"d ko lam kun aware ka dun, pero sorry na ren. Good luck and God bless. Salamat sa lahat."

"sana magkita-kita pa, lalo na sa ATC! =) goodluck sa lahat & ingat lagi!"

"Thanks for being a part of my life! I will miss you pare!"

"tawag ka lang pag may problem hwag lang money ok. INGAT PARATI."

"I may not give you everythin' you want.. but I promise to stay hir... whenever you need me.. you can lean on me.. you can depend on me... "

"I'm still not sure kung bket sobrang baet.. sobrang caring mo sken.. d nman sa ayaw pro db? npkaswerte ko!!!" di ko nga alam kng anong mron ako... "

"I also have one word for you.. the best!"

"I can't stand it when you are not close near me; it feels as if the most important piece of me is missng."

"Destined to be, thats what we are

Distance can never be too far

Hearts together, bound as one

Souls united, a lifetime begun"

"I've said this before, but it's worth saying again... You are my life..."

words, lines, verses, stanzas that are worth keeping.. making me, going on and on.. might say these to others hehe, but oh well..

thanks for all of them! =)

"You're there when I need you and act interested at times when I must be boring the socks off you."

realizations (part 18)

273. =( nah, I did not see that person

274. It was indeed 2 long freaking weeks.

275. Why everybody getting things lost? Damn this month..

276. It was a long VL, and I was not even got any rest.

277. Good timing talaga, grabe!!!!! kung kailan naman ako libre, problema pa dumating. Grrrrgh.. Mabuti mapalitan na nga.

278. I really miss my blue ruin. =(

279. I really miss my lovely computer, broke down and all that is left for now, is the HDD.. =((

280. Great thing, nagburn ako ng mga DVD's.. at least may backup data. hehe

281. Siyempre!!!! Sino ba ang number one team sa VOC? ayus!!!! November is the team building month! =) Congrats team Jo-anne!

282. Well, why you can't have all the good things or happenings in one week..

283. that I can't really wait Scott Pilgrim here sa pinas, I'll get it in my way! hehe

284. one year is indeed fast. Kala ko may surprise na naman 2 days ago eh.

285. how's her trip kaya? I hope she enjoyed going to the hills or seeing small monkeys..

286. it will be not easy for the big 3 to jell.. It may take sometime.. But indeed that team is created to destroy other teams. Especially the purple and gold one. Scary..

287. I missed some important events ha.. Sobra na ata ang bad trip. hehe Hay.. You can't really do it all.

288. I need a new backpack. Pag tingin ko last time, grabe, may inflation na nga! hehe

289. I do need more new bags, kahit yun di na branded.. Since mahal na, malamang isang astig na bag yun iba, surplus or SM dept store na lang! hehe Or wait for the company to give bags as giveaways! hehe

290. I kinda like my new name, as they call me, pnoy! Oh crap.. =)

291. Yes, break na kami ni shalani! hehe

292. Am I dating somebody? I'll announce that to my media team, yun isang spokesperson for the other girl status, yun isa, other girl din para di malito ang media. hehe

293. I feel, I'm like 711 in cellphone load. =) In the purpose of the safety of my customers who doesn't want to go out of their houses.. hehe

294. almost let it out with my real sis, but thanks to her.. at least somebody knows.

295. Damn, I crave for that fish and chips in gumbo but in a regular platter and the clam chowder!!!

296. Indeed, many beautiful things can be seen in the south side of this city. hehe

297. Or south part of this country. =)

298. geez, what happening to solar tv? no sounds? and maury? no more reruns?

299. Maybe make bawi sa rest in the next 2 and a half days. hehe

300. I know when this realizations will end...

I listen to... (last disk)

Of course, since medyo tinatamad ako to go on with this post, kasi madaming ako sounds. hehehe Besides, yun mga gusto ko na sounds, nalista ko na dito. And wala nang cd's ata ngayon. DVD na and mp 3 format. hehe

Well, I'll miss posting my type of songs... From happy to sad, weird to somewhat ear catching songs.. Nah, those songs somewhat as well, represents me.. Yes, even it's hip hop or chillout. =)

1. You (Kazami) - from samurai champloo soundtrack, love this song, what a way to end a series and siyempre, sweet voices. Lovely voices.

2. track 14 from OST Macross (Lynn Minmay) - I'm tired of looking for it's english title. hehe Anyway, speaking of end songs, eto na! Galing talaga ng timing saka great voice of Lynn Minmay, pop song yet medyo love song style din. Lovely gal as well.

3. What a wonderful world (Louis Armstrong) - If you watched 12 monkeys, and ending of it, kahit malungkot pero it was a clever feeling na pagkatapos all those chaos in the movie, eto na ang kanta. Very clever and quite uplifting. =)

4. Wildflower (Skylark) - Kung napakinggan mo to, malamang, alam mo kung nasan ka ng panahon na yun. hehehe

5. Karma police (Radiohead) - Pagmedyo in the middle of nowhere in thinking or boredom, yun mood ng song bagay.. slow yet aggressive..

6. Lovefool (The cardigans) - Fool me, fool me..

7. Flowerz (Armand Van Helden) - Nadiscover ko lang later, dance music with a touch of love. Naks. =)

8. You make me wanna (Usher) - Simply R&B lang, pero si Usher yun eh, iba na. hehe

9. Kailangan Kita (Orange and Lemons) - "Di kumpleto ang buhay ko pag nawalay ka, sa piling ko.."

10. Tonight I Celebrate My Love (Peabo Bryson and Roberta Flack) - I kinda like this song because... Sometime before..

Yun lang, tama na to! hehehe I know it will be missed but due to some changes, we need to scrap this out. =( But one thing is for sure, I really love listening to good music.. Definitely, it's soothes my mind and soul.

trapped in an idiot boX

A reality series featuring celebrities trapped in an island, fighting out for a million pesos or somewhat revive their careers.

An afternoon series starring an actress who has a very good muscle control and has a pair of good leading men. Story about typical lady got pregnant due to young love and then got betrayed by the lover. Well, good waste of time.

How about a series about a so called korean girl who doesn't speak korean! Good supporting actors and actresses but not so good lead actress and actor.. Or actors.. Definitely, I hope it will end one month and definitely, waste of time..

In the morning.. We are fond of talent shows, so there is a talent show which all the contestants can do is to dance. I can see sometimes, some of them can sing, but most of the contestants, they can just do is dance. Geez..

Well, the rival show is a talk show done by a lovely couple is more entertaining than watching a show hosted by a lovely lady but guesting no so interesting stars or talking about not that entertaining topics.. Which lead her show's demise.

Good ol' pinoy movies in the afternoon which at least entertain our memories..

Ah my favorites show of course, timeless fun and laughs.. Oh how about the revival of a controversial host at primetime, fighting news shows? Quite entertaining though, even his prizes are now so low. But well, give him a chance, I don't know with his former network.

Some channels are hard to watch in my small tv, so it's not clear..

A kid left in a box and it was DOA later in East Ave Hospital.. Bunch of students got posessed because of the movement of a statue which they believed where the spirit came from..

Or how about, after almost more than a month of guessing where is the damn gas leak, it was found just right in front of a condo..

Those were the sad news I saw.. There are some good news! But I still got the same feeling when I saw the sad news.

Well, I liked watching Jerry Springer reruns at solar tv. It's fun and chaotic.. Damn, even it's scripted.. What a big difference..

Or how about the twilight spinoff which the lead actress said, she can be proud of because of the effort, the story and how it was done.. Well, I think she just done it before and do it again here.. It's good but well, I thought, it's like watching underworld in PG rating and it's everyday! But it's not that good like in underworld and besides, storywise, underworld is confusing. Geez, everybody is buying vampires vs. werewolves these days! =)

Ah yes, I wouldn't forget the self proclaimed idol! Grand first episode, glee like or HS musical performances then after some weeks, I saw, it is already in the final week! Yehey, good job.. Sorry to see a great actor doing that series.

The show just ended about what they called fashion serye, actually, it's a good show especially the actors and yeah, the lead actress, she doesn't look 40.. Yeah!

And yeah, of course the rival station won't allow this, they do launch their own version.. It's about beauty pageants, and yes, they are trying to match that just ended show. hehe Damn at those 3 actresses, I can say, only one of them, has a figure of a beauty queen.. The other two? Soft porn flick. =)

Ah should I forget about a show about history? Fun history in the 80's, and it's a quiz show or about a show about poking somebody at stage, laglagan pa!

I thought the only good show is at lunch time.

Or how about what I'm watching right now, my team is winning but they can't show it due to tech difficulties! Damn.. I really wait for this pinoy bball even some doesn't really watch it anymore. It's fun actually, I hope one day, I could watch it live.

Those are some of the shows I scanned in my small TV, especially if I have little time to spare, kill some time and see these shows. I just hope, that it will improve especially in how shows should be presented to the general viewing public. To the 2 big stations, well, just make original stories or shows that will really entertain us, not dragging us just to watch that show. To the 3rd station who wants to join the race, come on, make your signal work. I mean you own the biggest telecommunications company, use it to increase the signal.. You have the stars, equipment whatever, but if the signal is crap, then how you will gain market share?

To other stations, just stay the same, especially to those 2 subsidiary stations.

Well, I can say, even some of them is a really a waste of time and definitely a waste of money to have cable here, I'll just stick watching local tv. Besides.. it does generate some fun watching these shows.. Even it's not fulfilling. =)

Should I return of those boxes back in my room with these shows available?

Kung Ako'y Isang...

(Soldier)

Naku, gusto to ni doc! hehe Anyway, I watched Rambo, or Commando, or even Predator one kasi sundalo naman si Arnold dun. hehe Better actor for being soldier? Sly siyempre, in all the Rambo movies, talagang epitomy siya ng isang sundalo. hehe Bruce Willis? Nah, cop siguro. I just watched Die Hard yesterday, the best siya dun. And everything else about being a cop, Sin City perhaps?

Si Doc kapitan na so saludo na lang ako sa kanya. hehehe

Anyway, who my ideal soldier? Forrest Gump? hehe

Nah, definitely, it will be Snake from Metal Gear Solid!

Solid or Naked Snake, it doesn't matter, besides they are the same. Clone pa si Solid Snake so ayun. Astig! Yeah, may Snake Plissken, pero mas astig pa din si Solid snake. Well, both of them are multi skilled pero wala pa din sa talino at tapang si Solid Snake. Dave pala ang name niya. =)

I first saw that dude sa PS 1 game na Metal Gear Solid, naastig ako sa dating niya lalo may pagkaspy ang moves niya. Camouflage saka yun voice niya, barako! hehe

Yun tapang niya siyempre and ideals about his job and missions, ang nagpaangat sa kanya. Di biro yun ginagawa niya ha, kahit di totoo yun, parang di lang one man killing machine ginagawa niya kundi save the world from nukes!

Sa chicks, medyo mahina siya eh. Dun naman ako bad trip sa kanya. Unlike spies, they get the chicks but soldiers, they seems to forget. hehe

Well, kahit yun simpleng sundalo na lang sa tin, aba mas maasahan naman yun kaysa sa pulis no. I mean, di lang si Doc, kundi yun mga lumalaban sa south. They're doing their job even they don't have all the resources to finish their duties.

Di naman lahat ng pulis eh di ko gusto, siyempre may ilan din na maasahan kagaya ng isa diyan na kilala ko. hehe Pero mas marami kasi sundalo yun handang maglingkod sa bayan. Kahit nga yun nagkudeta, maiintindihan mo sila. Yun nga lang, sobra naman sa chicks! hahaha

Saka astig din sa kanila siyempre yun gamit nila. From pistols, rifles, bazooka, machine guns or even swords (from deepthroat cyberninja). Yun dating nila katakot! hehe Kung naging ganun ako, siguro mayrun ako bunker sa bahay na puno ng baril. hehe

Kaso siyempre, since yes I'm not healthy baka sa morning excercises or kabog sessions eh mag quit na ko. hehe Saka parang di ko kaya not only those excercises but yun missions nila, or even round the clock call, sana kung wala kang ginagawa lagi pero sorry, wars always happen all the time. There are wars between other forces or worst, nature wars as well.

Pero naisip ko, since maganda naman ang benefits even delayed sweldo and equipment, may fulfillment naman of being defenders of the public and our constitution. We need more of them, especially these days.

Kaya dapat respect natin sila, help them as well. Kakatawa nga, in HS, boyscout ako kasi ayoko mag CAT, due to excercises saka yun corps commander namin kaklase ko, baka todo pahirapan ako sa CAT! hehe

Ah siyempre, dahil na din sa counterstrike, parang gusto ko maging counter terrorist, pero mas gusto ko yun Terror, may AK47 eh. hehe

Anyway, pag dating sa get up, siyempre solid snake ang suot dapat, black bandana tapos grey uniform tapos pistol with supressor lang ang dala saka knife. Siyempre may ration. =) Gusto ko sana yun kagaya kay frank jaegar pero wala pa ata nagagawang metal exoskeleton sa totoong buhay tapos yun high frequency spada niya. hehe

Ah yun dating ni Rambo din ayos, lalo na yun sa 4, kahit matanda na, killing machine pa din.

I don't know what motto they have, pero malamang, dapat, sabi ni Ninoy..

The Filipino is worth dying for..

As we, even we are not soldiers, we should be at least, protect what we have, care, or even love with all our strengths.. To do the best we can and never surrender until the situation says so..

In the end, we'll get all our marbles..

For me? Bakasyon na lang. hehe

Long Week

Nakakapagtataka talaga.. Pagkatapos ng hirap, ayun, hirap pa din. hehe Pero mas masaya naman ako last week even I ended up in low blood early this morning. Yes, I was surprised as well, 100/90 ba naman ako, ayun, nahihilo ako, pero gumaling naman ako after taking a tablet of Serc then take calls after that..

I ended up here, typing my piece.. My post in an old computer..

Geez, I can't imagine my computer, my lovely computer broke down and good thing ayos pa yun hard disk, but not the motherboard.. Mukhang mapapaaga ang deadline ng new computer ko ha!

Eto tiis muna sa lumang computer ni kuya Allan na walang blower. hehe

Yes, I was upset last week kasi siyempre, pressure sa work na sana maabot ko pa yun target. Problems sa shop kasi may di pumapasok. Good job! =( At well, others are still the same.

Great thing, weekend approached at ayun nakapagpahinga naman kahit papano. Nameet ko na si Tito Bonjoc! Parang tumanda na siya, pero gwapito ha! hehe The place in Pasay I thought a new building eh Terminal 3 na pala. Hmmmmm ok na sana, kaso walang TV sa labas, di mo malalaman kung lumapag na yun eroplano sa Airport, unlike sa Domestic Airport. hehe

It was a short time, pero magkikita pa naman kami this new week.

Sunday was a good one, refreshing and fun. I met the 2012 gals, except for Ivan na nasa ITA na naman! Pasalubong tol! hehe We ate at Gumbo then, ayun parang na highblood ako. Pero sulit at great food! Especially the fish and chips!!! Bloody great! =) Well, we'll go back there for the clam chowder!

Ah yes, we ate some seafoods especially clams.. hehe

Then, sandali lang kami punta na ng dangwa for Raims purchase of some leaves for the holiday ng Nov. 1 and 2.

I woke up so much dizzy, I was not able to do what I need to do, kasi naman marami ako gagawin today, so rush na ang lahat to work! hehe

Ah yes, nalungkot din ako kahapon, may sinumpa na ko kainan, dapat ng master siomai ako or Hero sandwich na marami, mas matuwa siguro ako. hehe

For this coming week, definitely it will be a lighter one.. I was so busy for the past weeks, no time for myself, definitely. But nakabawi naman at lalo na this week, I'm sure, I can contemplate and reflect na din.. Looking back this year and next year as well.

Dapat nga I'll be going somewhere kaso surprise!! Wag na. hehe

Besides, I'm broke. =)

From worst, to bad na lang. hehe Hay, my computer.. May hope pa ba maayos ka? =(

Anyway, naserve naman ang purpose niya, pero sana maayos pa.. Wala pa ko funds for a new one..

Siguro, tiyaga muna sa computer shop? hehe

Pati yun pirate, VL muna. hehe

I can say, for this week.. Just go with the flow and most importantly, more time to look at myself and relax.. Chill and well, special days coming ahead.

That date is always surprising... Last year, wow. I'm not sure what's in store this year..

I don't know why that date is special? Maybe well, they can be together in one day? =)

Worst Week

As I look to myself this morning, I hoped, and hoped that this will be a great start.. Overcoming what happened this last week.. Well, everything has a bad start..

For me, it was worst... Oh crap. =(

I woke up late, kasi sa mga ginagawa ko kagabi. Well, ayun nagmadali ako pumasok. Cab na. Tapos ayun, nakarating naman sa work. Kaso ayun, maraming nakaabang na work. Crap.

Then, as usual, may palpak pa ko nagawa sa shop. So ayun sabon at plano ulit. Crap.

And well, I thought of going to check chick boy for my lunch. Ayun, pagdating sa makati ave, trapik!! Kailangan tumakbo na! Oh crap..

Siyempre, I ordered my usual meal, di pa kaya magexperiment kasi I'm running out of time for lunch tapos may problema na naman! Grabe... Arrgh... =(

I rushed back to work and it was a high queue.. I'm running out of breath.. Crap.. I just want to end this freaking bad day..

Naghanap ako na kahit papano magpapasaya sa kin for a moment. Well, mayrun naman pero hanggang dun lang yun. Looking through it but nothing will happen..

I thought watching after work pero naisip ko, parang after watching the review and my feeling ngayon araw parang tinatamad na ko.. Bukas na lang siguro.

Pero napakaswerter ko talaga, paguwi, wow ang lakas ng ulan. Mukhang tumama ata yun pagasa ha. Parang ondoyna ulan from Juan. Oh crap... Buti na lang, naku pagdating sa Quezon Ave station ng MRT, maayos na. Wala naman baha or whatever, biglang tigil yun ulan.

I ate again because bitin naman ako sa kinain ko sa chick boy. Gusto ko sana bumalik pero dahil sa lintik na ulan yun, next time na lang siguro..

I went home, frustrated, unsatisfied, tired, exhausted and alone.. Geez, I never thought na at the start of the week, for my shop calendar or my last day of the workweek, kasi nakipagswap pa ko.. Eh ganito pa ang simula. Nakaswerte ko naman!

Mabuti na lang I haven't done my early ritual, which is to pray and read. Kasi I do that everyday, except for Sunday.. Eh kanina, di na ko aabot kasi baka malate ako. I know everything is possible with him, pero kanina sabi ko, bawi na lang ako pag uwi ko..

I did, at least easy my disappointment for the day, but the bad vibes just getting in my nerves until now.

While I'm writing, while I'm doing download order.. While I'm looking at my pathetic self..

Sa totoo lang, ayoko talaga gumawa for today, pero mabuti talaga may blog, at least, I have an avenue for self pity or whatever you call it. Quite lucky as well, I still have control to myself.. Damn, sana, ang streak na malas, or bad trip or other factors that make my dear life sad further, please.. Put an end of it.. I may not take it anymore.. Absent na ko from everything for days. hehe

Pero di na siguro, I'll just do my job, and daan na lang sa smile. =) Prayer and some silence even I'm already damn silent..

I'm so drained when I realized that my stylus for the shockwave is gone.. Geez, well it's better to have my shockwave for now than what happened last week..

Gone, my blue ruin.. I thought, baka maphase out na yun.. Kaso di bale na.. Sana maglabas na lang sila na ganun ulit.. Mura at maasahan.. Masaya pa. =)

Will I write next week?

We'll see if it will be the same ol' crap here again..

Of course, marami naman ako worst week, but this is worse in my recent memory.. Great!