Worst Week

As I look to myself this morning, I hoped, and hoped that this will be a great start.. Overcoming what happened this last week.. Well, everything has a bad start..

For me, it was worst... Oh crap. =(

I woke up late, kasi sa mga ginagawa ko kagabi. Well, ayun nagmadali ako pumasok. Cab na. Tapos ayun, nakarating naman sa work. Kaso ayun, maraming nakaabang na work. Crap.

Then, as usual, may palpak pa ko nagawa sa shop. So ayun sabon at plano ulit. Crap.

And well, I thought of going to check chick boy for my lunch. Ayun, pagdating sa makati ave, trapik!! Kailangan tumakbo na! Oh crap..

Siyempre, I ordered my usual meal, di pa kaya magexperiment kasi I'm running out of time for lunch tapos may problema na naman! Grabe... Arrgh... =(

I rushed back to work and it was a high queue.. I'm running out of breath.. Crap.. I just want to end this freaking bad day..

Naghanap ako na kahit papano magpapasaya sa kin for a moment. Well, mayrun naman pero hanggang dun lang yun. Looking through it but nothing will happen..

I thought watching after work pero naisip ko, parang after watching the review and my feeling ngayon araw parang tinatamad na ko.. Bukas na lang siguro.

Pero napakaswerter ko talaga, paguwi, wow ang lakas ng ulan. Mukhang tumama ata yun pagasa ha. Parang ondoyna ulan from Juan. Oh crap... Buti na lang, naku pagdating sa Quezon Ave station ng MRT, maayos na. Wala naman baha or whatever, biglang tigil yun ulan.

I ate again because bitin naman ako sa kinain ko sa chick boy. Gusto ko sana bumalik pero dahil sa lintik na ulan yun, next time na lang siguro..

I went home, frustrated, unsatisfied, tired, exhausted and alone.. Geez, I never thought na at the start of the week, for my shop calendar or my last day of the workweek, kasi nakipagswap pa ko.. Eh ganito pa ang simula. Nakaswerte ko naman!

Mabuti na lang I haven't done my early ritual, which is to pray and read. Kasi I do that everyday, except for Sunday.. Eh kanina, di na ko aabot kasi baka malate ako. I know everything is possible with him, pero kanina sabi ko, bawi na lang ako pag uwi ko..

I did, at least easy my disappointment for the day, but the bad vibes just getting in my nerves until now.

While I'm writing, while I'm doing download order.. While I'm looking at my pathetic self..

Sa totoo lang, ayoko talaga gumawa for today, pero mabuti talaga may blog, at least, I have an avenue for self pity or whatever you call it. Quite lucky as well, I still have control to myself.. Damn, sana, ang streak na malas, or bad trip or other factors that make my dear life sad further, please.. Put an end of it.. I may not take it anymore.. Absent na ko from everything for days. hehe

Pero di na siguro, I'll just do my job, and daan na lang sa smile. =) Prayer and some silence even I'm already damn silent..

I'm so drained when I realized that my stylus for the shockwave is gone.. Geez, well it's better to have my shockwave for now than what happened last week..

Gone, my blue ruin.. I thought, baka maphase out na yun.. Kaso di bale na.. Sana maglabas na lang sila na ganun ulit.. Mura at maasahan.. Masaya pa. =)

Will I write next week?

We'll see if it will be the same ol' crap here again..

Of course, marami naman ako worst week, but this is worse in my recent memory.. Great!