Tuesday, August 30, 2011

The Routine

7am-8am: Wake up a bit, tingin sa relo kung maaga pa. At kung masipag, I wake up early than those times. Kung kaya na, ahon na at pray... Pray for whatever going to happen in the day..

8:30am: bihis, check kung ano kailangan ng shop tapos labas na papuntang suki.

9am: After galing ng suki, baka ako na din pumunta sa welcome, check some things and baka pumunta din ng quiapo for cards or others. hehe At that time, I was thinking, may magagawa pa ba ko later? Or move those tasks again..

11am: Siyempre after some briefing sa welcome, and finish some tasks, uwi na agad, para makahabol, at sana magawa ko yun mga kailangan gawin for the day.

11:30am: Got home tired, then load yun mga nagpapaload sa kin since around always before 7am, which of course, tulog pa ko. Ang matindi yun iba now na!!! Kala naman nila 24 hours ako gising. hehe Peste talaga.. Thinking who will be collected and which building first, pero malamang insular muna..

12pm: If there is something to eat, I'll eat, if none, or before I go home, kain na ko sa labas. Malamang this time, dapat tapos na mga gusto ko at kailangan gawin, kundi ayun bukas na lang.

12:45pm-1pm: Dapat nakaalis na ko bahay, para iwas traffic sa Espa�a or ayun katamaran. hehe Saka pupunta pa ko LRT para mabilis papuntang Buendia. At para makapunta na din sa mga buildings.. Geez..

before 2pm onwards: Dapat nasa Insular na ko, collect the payments from well, nagpaload o yun iba sa sweldo at yun iba magtatanong ng cellphone. Which later bibili, yun iba, la lang. hehe

Magpapateepee na din baka minsan kasi pang log in ko na lang sa MJ para sa RAM work.

Kung buenas, dadaan pa ko RCBC to collect at kung talagang buenas ako, punta pa ko 19th floor for some payments. At kung talagang buenas ako, ayun it does happen. I need to do it every day. Whew.. What an excercise routine. Tiring indeed.. Parang ako bumbay nga, pero kailangan eh.

3pm: Start of RAM work, sometimes it has delay kung ano batch 1 pero usually after 30 mins of prep time and something, yun na, work, work and work.. With atmospheric sounds at my background. =)

5PM: Sometimes, lampas ng kaunti pero malamang 1st break na, medyo kailangan ng laman ng tiyan lalo kung marami pang gagawin. hehe At wala pang batch 2, so kailangan bago dumating yun, sobrang bawas na ang batch 1.

7pm: Text sa tindahan, check kong ano na, ano ne.. Kung may kita ba for today, or bawi na lang tomorrow. hehe At lunch naman sa RAM. Malamang tinatsantsa ko na yun work ko after lunch lalo kung maraming batch 2. Or worse, batch 3! hehe Looking forward kung may pahinga later.

8pm: Or sometimes, before that, tapos na ng lunch, sarado na ang tindahan kahit yun iba nagtetext pa din.. At ayun, relo work na agad para humabol before 10pm, kasi nagloloko yun system pag 10pm na dito. Nagrereset due to Aussie time, 12am.

10pm: Possibly, tapos na lahat, at kung hindi, siguro mabibilang sa kamay na lang yun mga gagawin ko. hehe At pagnatapos, petiks na!

12am: Mahabang petiks, thinking some things for the next day, ah medyo lutang na utak ko at higit sa lahat.. Want to sleep na.. Pero mangungulit pa din to some people. And yes, you won't believe, may nagpapaload pa mga tao.. Great..

12:30-1:00am: Home sweet home, lying at my bed, if I'm not sleepy, pray and sleep.. Check sa net at minsan, download pa. hehe

What a day I have, tried to change kaso well, I can't. this is what I do everyday, except sa off at VL. hehe

I tried to squeeze in some stuff pero mukhang hindi pa eh. Lalo na sa collecting stuff. I can't assign somebody to do collection for me, mahirap na. No friends when in terms of money. Baka magkasalisi pa. hehe

I am thinking, can I do this for years? Well, I hope, siguro.. Not everyday na lang.

That will be a good routine!

di planado 27

Ngayon oras na to, medyo nagmamadali na ko kasi papasok na ko sa trabaho at ako'y pupunta pa sa Insular Building para sa baon ko. hehe

At di ko pa natitikman yun lumpia.. Ok lang malugi ako sa pangalawang laban, may pagasa naman pumasok sa Huling Apat na eskwela sa UAAP. =)

Salamat at naabot ko yun tinakda ko para sa buwan na to, huling hirit bago mag Sept, nakalimutan ko yun buong spelling sa tagalog. hehe

Pero nakakalungkot lang nitong Agosto kasi may mga nangyaring di ko inaasahan at sa ibang tao din. Pero di naman grabe kagaya nung Enero. Sa susunod na buwan sana maging maayos ang lahat, may pagasa at saya. Medyo kakapressure lang kasi siyempre may mga hinahabol ako sa trabaho at sa shop. Sana maging maayos ang lahat.

Kagaya ng sinulat ko dati, sa medyo nababawasan na din yun mga ginagawa ko, di nga lang dun sa kolekta. hehe Pero yun ibang bagay, medyo natapos ko na. At sa buwan na to, mukhang makakapaghinga na ko ng matino at sana, medyo mahaba at walang istorbo. May iba nga lang, ganun talaga. hehe

Ah, oo nga pala, dapat magtula na ko dito kaso, kulang na talaga sa oras.. Pangako ko, sa susunod na buwan, may tula ulit, pampalipas oras lang at para makita ko kung talanga may talent pa ko sa Tula. =)

Dapatwa't sa aking maliit na oras, sana'y sa darating na buwan.. Ayun maraming oras para sa kin sarili, mga gusto gawin at sana pumasok ang UST! Kahit talo na sila sa laban pang kampeonato. hehe

At sana lang, matapos lang ang mga ulan ha.. Grabe, di pa ko nakalaba ng sapatos. At may lisensya na ko! Kaso di pa din ako marunong magmaneho. Grabe... Wala naman ako kotse.

O siya, tama na to, may isang oras at labing limang minuto pa ko bago magtrabaho.

Sa wakas, umabot ako!! Oo nga pala, sa CRAP, salamat nung linggo kahit sobrang wasak na ko at lahat, masaya na ko. Yun nga lang, medyo mababawas na ko, di niyo muna makikita ang rekord pansamantala.

Iiwas muna ako sa pesteng at magaling na Chic-boy. hehe

Agosto ay buwan ng ating magaling na wika.

Monday, August 22, 2011

realizations (part 23)

371. Damn, there is a better massage, yun nga lang kahit mura, wala naman pera. hehe

372. Since I love cold weather, I am fond of eating cold foods, great example, ice cream!

373. Wow, I am going to love RAM, for a long time! hehe

374. In business, sometimes, it's not only pure skill or strategy, or mindset, it also involves blessings from him.. And sheer luck.

375. I became sad na hindi na matutuloy ang plan at the end of the year, due to some important things. Or some circumstances, I can just make up for that next year. =)

376. She is quite clever, very clever.. Hmmmm

377. I like the rest, kahit broke pero wala masyado ginagawa pero yun katawan ko ha, may mga parts damn.. Pain, pero kailangan ata nasanay may ginagawa lagi. hehe

378. UST has a good team, dapat next year sobra dapat ang improve, pero ADMU, well... Champion pa din sila next year. hehe

379. I just don't know with DLSU. =)

380. I am, honestly, poor in doing art. Siguro writing, but drawing, handycrafts, anything to do, even handwriting. Talagang may pinagmanahan since HS, bagsak! At di ko na gagawan malamang ng paraan. hehe

381. I am already 28, that fast. Geez. Yikes...

382. That singles talk, as pagtagal, parang tama lahat ha! Nagawa ko lahat, kaso yun lang, may alat ata ako. Saka may mali. hehe Dapat may deadline pala! Damn stupid.

383. yes, parang compare lang yun 22 then iadd ko dito, parang katamad. hehe

384. UST looks great for now, unlike in my time, or how about my Sister's and Dad's time.. Geez, swerte yun mga thomasians now. =)

385. Funny, maybe because of my blog. I don't write one liners or shootouts anymore in FB. I'll try sometime siguro. hehe

386. Happy Birthday to one of my closest friends, almost my brother, the bravest in all CRAP.. Doc Ian, I wish all the best, success na unti unti mo na nakukuha, at lalo't na sa lovelife, naks, kaw na!!!!!!!! I just realize when I look back before for all those problems then what's happening now to you Doc, you're blessed all the way! =) Good job at yun lang.. God bless...

387. Damn, great way to avoid somebody.. Very clever. hehe

388. I'm moving on. =)


Sunday, August 21, 2011

Finishing the Losing Events

Everything has an end, but for other things, it is a cycle. hehe

After sleepless night and pigang piga sa kakaisip, yes, natapos naman.

Sa sims, mukhang walang choice to get a new smart sim, which unfortunately expensive.. Kaya pagiipunan ko pa yun, at sayang naman yun mga customer ko din na mukhang dadami pa! Anak ng tinapa. hehe Good timing talaga yun pagkawala ng mga sim.. Siguro pag gamit ko ng bagong globe sim, yun na.. Kailangan ko na ibalik yun smart. Sun, mayrun na, same result, mahina sa sun. hehe

The reason why I can't just replace the sim right away kasi ayun, may mga nagpadelay at may gusto pa! Patay na. hehe Ikot na naman hanggang next payday.. Pero may nangyaring kakabad trip.. Nabawasan ang sweldo ko at good timing then, kailangan ko talaga.. =(

Equals now, yeah, I hope benta lahat sa shop. hehe Naipit at ayun, survival mode. Thank God, I'm still blessed na nakakaraos pa din everyday, yun nga lang, no extra. Bawi na lang sometime.. =)

About the project, natapos ko siya, kaso without some photoshop skills and relying so much to the MS publisher, di polished ang gawa ko, sobrang parang Powerpoint/paint style lang. Basic lang. hehe Ano pa ba magagawa ko, I did my best, kaysa gumastos pa sa pagawa sa iba..

I submitted it at nagustuhan naman niya.. Kaso baka magbago isip na eh or di matuloy. First I felt, drained, siyempre ang effort di ba, time and some factors or sana iba ginawa ko, pero ok lang, ano ba magagawa ko di ba? =) Second, natuwa ako kasi kahit ganun lang, parang tuwang tuwa siya na ginawa ko yun agad despite in my situation and problems na din, may time pa ko to do that. I need to, it's for the business naman.

But it not always in your side. Kahit binigay mo lahat and every effort you can share, it's not always you'll get it.. Sometimes, it won't go to your favor. =( Sad but in business, that really happens, its true.

These events, I know first time ko lang nashare to in a short form but this how it happens to me, mabuti not all the time, pero sometime na kahit nawalan na ko at kahit gusto ko muna to stop and think, rest or plan.. Ang ginagawa ko, move on, do it and well, finish it. Nandyan na yan, kalimutan na lang o kung pwede, ayusin na lang. Kaysa naman magmukmok at umiyak, or ask for help. hehe

Like one of the talks of Bro. Bo, after expanding the opportunites, move mountains, finish strong! Indeed, turn negative to positive.. For those events, kahit nega talaga, naging positive naman ako na makakayanan ko tapusin ang kailangan tapusin.. At higit sa lahat, yun nasa taas, hindi hindi ka niya pababayaan.. =) Sabi nga daw, and I heard it before talaga, di ka daw niya bibigyan ng pasubok na di mo kaya..

Sa kin lang, sabi ko, ayaw ko na... Tama na!

But well, good news is, due to faith, hope and the greatest thing is love..

I'm here, sharing this...

I'm here, finishing these whatever bad..

I'm here, to enjoy life, good things within it..

I'm here, to forget other events or simply moving on..

I'm here, not to lose.. Any further..

Kailangan naman manalo paminsan-minsan. hehe

Even di pa tapos ang lahat, importante every week, nababawasan sila at, ayun.. Nakakayanan ko pa. =)

Besides, all things will end. Like stress, natapos ang mga stress ng weekend..

Nakahinga na kahit papano.. Kahit sandali.



Working within the Losing Events

Siyempre, di ka naman pwede tumanganga na lang sa mga nakikita mo o nafeel mo about those events. It's pathetic that let them flow and react what will happen next.

What I working with is, ayun make some solutions and do the jobs, and yeah, plan for the future.

Di madali ang mga yun, lalo na yun pesteng Globe na naisip ko, wala na ko choice kundi kunin ang free sim then have all the free text ubusin at malamang yun ang magiging bago ko globe number na naman in the future. I'm preparing myself to that crap. hehe Tanggap ko na..

Collections, well, ayun, since may mga talagang di nagbayad sa kin, pero mabuti maliit at manageable pero in the future it might help. hehe

Hay, even threats won't help but I'll change a bit, but I hope, like I explained before, they understand. Di naman ako charity or corporation di ba? Naman.. =)

But yeah, one of the solutions and which is very tiring is, yes, aggressive collections, especially, in paydays!

As much possible, wag lahat payday, dahil may days, kakastress, the cash, medyo delay. Medyo nakakaaffect sa ibang aspect ng biz but, well, that's biz.. Need to manage those yeah, things..

About yun huli, ayun.. Damn, I should really study not only SAP but photoshop na nga, nagdownload na ko, tinamad na ko, kasi sa computer kong bago. hehe

Whew, it's hard to think what to put, like ano words malagay, o signs, symbols, letter style, font, lalo na yun kulay. Alam niyo naman, di ako magaling gumawa ng art. I appreciate art but not doing it, please. hehe

Well, that's what I learned in business, one of the things, na talagang marami ako natutunan. Pag di alam, alamin mo magisa and try it! hehe Ayun, medyo natagalan ako sa ibang request at medyo nachallenge ako sa ibang design ko, para naman mayrun. hehe At last, patapos na at ayun, iprint na lang, sana magustuhan.. =) Thank you will be enough, saka expense din noh, mahal pa print. hehe

All things has an end, and great thing, yeah, after some adversities and trials at kapalpakan.. Medyo..

Aahon na.. Yehey!!!!

After some short hours of sleep, and some markdowns na din sa QA, at bloody sweat na din...

Series of Losing Events

Well, great part of the year that I lost some things.

Di ko alam, maybe it's clumsiness or stupidity, or simply got tired on those past days.

Yes, nawala ko yun phone which now, ang pinaka important pala na sim eh yun smart, since sobrang mahal ang bentahan ngayon na pesteng sim na yun. Grabe, pagiipunan ko na lang. Hay..

Ah, nadisable yun autoload max ko sa current number, meaning I need to get another retailer sim na pang load. How inconvenient it is.. Damn..

Ah it doesn't stop there. Mabuti ok naman yun shop, but the collections, well, of course not perfect pero siyempre yun may mga missed payments, ok lang kung maliit eh, pero ayun. Malaki din, need to wait some time.. Geez.

Some stuff need to finish then for the shop, kahit wala akong talent for designing stuff, but I'll do my best, I losing time to rest and some other works, but let's see if I'll make it. Indeed, may effort eto.

Is it stressful at those days?

Let's see..


Monday, August 15, 2011

Not Showing: Che Part 1

"Homeland or Death!"

Patria o Muerte.. If I'm right for what I heard in spanish..

Actually it should be a different movie that I should watch but when I'm start scanning this movie, I started watching it and finished it!

I never heard that this movie was shown here, but anyway, I anticipated this way back because I was surprised that Benicio Del Toro started as the iconic guerilla hero, Che Guevarra...

The movie was directed by Steven Soderbergh which I remember, this is the first film I watched made by him. He is indeed a good director.

This film of course, not only Benicio Del Toro's performance but the feel of the movie. It's Cuba, the 1960's which they are threats of wars everywhere, but in this small country, there is a revolution going on to topple a regime which is not helping Cuba at that time.

It shows how they live at those times, how poor they are and how the revolution really started and worked. It's funny because it only started around 80 men, then at the original pack, only 10 men left who saw how successful the guerilla was. Even Che was surprised as well. But very sad when not all his original comrades got alive.

The settings are great, even the costumes are not that detailed but the setting of it and how it was presented, it was good. But not detailed and fantastic.

Music, very spanish, but I liked it since it is in latin america and very solemn as well, for the film. Just right for the film..

Editing and pacing is great! Even it's 2 hours, it's like you want more as the story goes by and how Che will move on in the story. Cuts on how they recruited, fight until the finish and Che works as well, very compassionate and wants to serve the people as much as he can.

Even I have some requests or looking for more details like how they get more funding, or how harsh was Batista leading Cuba and how US is a threat governing Cuba, it's not there as much I want. They say it but not showing it and they tell it in snippets so at the back of your head, how was really it at those times in Cuba.

There are two things I like in this film. Rarely a film which so much dialogue than action and thriller since this is a sort of war film or guerilla film, it never got me bored. I was excited everytime about the dialogue, great thing there is subtitles.. But how they speak and relay that to the viewer, real and somewhat, accurate.. Especially Che's speeches which are very detailed and fantastically done by Benicio.. When I researched in you tube on how Che speaks, Benicio really almost got the mannerisms or you know the accent of Che. Very well done, and most of the characters as well, like Fidel Castro, or the wacky yet brave commanders of Che. Excellent parts, it's just great.

Lastly, the actors, and yes, I was surprised, Benicio just won Cannes for this, but other than that, no noms for golden globe or Oscars. I forgot who was the best actor in 2008, but it says Daniel Day Lewis for There will be blood. Hmmmmm, but anyway, Benicio should at least be nominated. Then all actors done their parts, like Catalina Moreno, the xerxes dude Rodrigo Santoro, he is Xerxes? Julia Ormond, great part for her.. The Fidel Castro actor, which I really like even of course as we know, he is also iconic, but the film shows even he is the real leader, he was shown as a supporting role for this movie. Great casting and plan for that one. I loved how they speak spanish! Bravo!!!!

Bonus one, hmmmmm that's why Cuba today even they doesn't look rich but well, they have great amatuer boxers or in the arts as well, and free hospital, and medicines! Che is the pioneer that even in socialism, it should be equal for all to get free education, learn to fight and mostly of all, help all those in need. That's why for now, they are sleeping superpower because they just keep and not harm other countries unless they are provoke. Like what China is doing, or even Russia which was former soviet superpower. They just stand still. Maybe that what communist for, not used for corruption or power over the people, but help all the people and be equal. Unfortunately, not all of the countries have that thinking of communism, some just wants to see the world burn and using this as a perfect tool for it.

I was surprised, Che is from Argentina, and a bit crazy because he wants to liberate the whole Latin America from US intervention and ideals of imperialism..

Let's see if that works in Part 2!

I almost watched it but well, it's already 2am. =)