Wow, Friday na. hehe Just watching the NBA draft at parang nakakagulat yun Okafor na napunta pa sa Philly? Kidding me right? hehe Anyway...
Next week will be a different week for me. Maybe it's time for the start of change.. Changes pala.. Actually I recently had a start na. It's kinda weird pero well, let's see. Panalo na Alaska mamaya. hahaha Hay, grabe, sayang ang CLE pero mabuti naka 2 panalo pa. Sobrang partida. Paano kung kumpleto line up nila? Patay na GSW? hehe Pero di ko naman hate ang GSW, I like them kaso kung nasan si Lebron, doon ako!
Hmmmm if everything went well starting Monday, ah I might sound weird in my next post. Baka thinking din, kasi I'm studying something. So, yun lang. Self study. Darn, it will be a self study months for me. Grabe, I need a lot of guides for these lessons.
Ah, indeed, rainy season na. Kahit di na ko magdilig ng halaman namin sa umaga, eh ok lang. Paano, umuulan ng sandali lagi sa umaga. Pero sana wag naman malakas yun mga ulan. Grabe, sa sobrang adik sa jdorama, aba.. Halos lahat ng shows this season, talagang monitor ko. Well, may mga panget, may iba, ayos! It's better than last season. Sure yun!
What else.. Ah, tagal naman ng bagong film, terminator ang tagal! Naisip ko parang di sulit siya. Hehe I'm thinking well, mas maganda kung panoorin ko siya ng libre. Paano kaya?
Hay, mukhang nakakalimutan ko na manood sa movie library ko because of jdorama. Pero mukhang mangyayari na, due to some, normal routine. Parang pwede na.
Damn, I already old. Like, thinking na a decade na ko natratrabaho, going here and there.. Got in a relationship once, a complicated one. Found a fun and very unique skill which I did not know before.. Having this and that at marami pa, so parang time to be steady na lang. Make things right this time and besides, time to give my best. Parang feeling ko di lagi best pero ok lang. Now, ok seems not good, so I'll see what I can do in my remaining years. Sounds gloomy or it's like last days na ba for me?
Not really, it's just when you get old, maybe time not only to get serious or goal getter person..
Its just you need to live life to the full. Despite very very little, limited or even difficult position.
Actually, di ko alam kung paano gagawin pero..
Sabi nga ni Nike.. "Just Do It."
Hmmmm siyempre di naman lahat napapanood ko eh maganda. There were some, let's say just watchable. hahaha Story was simple, Tokyo Metro Police was kinda hurt about a comment that their office has no female top official and they need a good PR for the upcoming Tokyo Olympics.
They created a new team, NS department, pagkakatanda ko New Service ata ibig sabihin nun, headed by a veteran detective Izumi and assembled her team leading by An (their somewhat called muse pero ok na detective din) with others. So, ayun na, solving crimes kahit natatapakan nila ang first division and there, in the end capturing the real criminal.
9 episodes of somewhat fun and action episodes. Wala naman sobrang galing dito except siguro yun last episode saka yun episode na about sa fast food employee na napatay. Yun lang natripan ko and others just ok or not good enough. Pero it's not all bad because the cast made their presence felt kahit yun chief na nagbuo ng team, ok yun role niya even his episode. Two characters stand out, one was Munesuke (played by Namase Katsuhisa, damn great supporting actor, mapa principal sa gokusen hanggang ngayon sa Doctor's affairs, galing! Veteran actor great!) at siyempre, may one of the new, ehem crushes An (played by Mizukawa Asami). I think first time niya magplay ng detective in a jdorama. I don't know. hehe Kahit di naman sobrang stand out yun acting niya, eh ok naman siya as lead and maganda talaga siya. Yun lang. hahaha Nag back track kasi ako ng mga series na naglead siya, at nakataon isa to at marami pang iba.
Well, sana naimprove nila yun mga cases dito, kung sana simple cases pero dapat matindi yun mga criminal pero parang hindi naman. Lalo na yun episode na manga writer na gusto lumipat ng city, weird story and bad ending. Geez. Kung fun story pala, sana medyo todo comedy na lang, not half comedy/fun then less action. One example na todo comedy, Kid's police! Bad trip, first episode pa lang nakita ko at nahanap, nakakatawa na! Kahit well, deadly yun mga criminal.
Sana ganun na lang ang route pero well, they did not do it. Tama lang na 6.8% ang rating niya, not suprising, pero nakakagulat eh after episode 9, aba tapos na! hehe Abrupt ending. Siguro low ratings and tight budget, tinigil na agad.
Anyway, still I'm gushed over Asami! Dating niya parang Red Scarlet, I don't know, just a beauty to watch. Ah bakit pala tokyo scarlet, hmmm nasa first episode. Nothing important kung bakit ganun ang title.
Not good. Almost a waste of time. Pero if fan ni Asami, not bad. =)
(a great singer)
Of all the professions na naisip ko pwede matrain, this one eh mukhang babagsak ako. hehe After hearing a lot of singers or watching them in my lifetime, I wonder, paano kaya kung ganun ako? Kahit mahilig ako sa music but the truth is, I'm the worst singer. Kaya pag may karaoke party whatever, I sing the safe songs. hahaha I'm thinking ako ay tone deaf or maybe my choice of music are kinda let's say not popular.
Siguro kaya naman ako di natrain like that was I'm shy in my childhood days or kahit ngayon, parang lahat ok lang wag lang kumanta! Pero naisip ko, ano kaya style ko pag natrain ako kumanta. I can say I have more into bass voice, so parang pang opera or classic sounds ata ako malalagay. Parang di naman ako pwede pang pop. hehe I don't even think I'll be famous like those in TV or concerts or even as an artist. Lalo naman dito na kahit magaling ka singer, unless you have a hit song, sikat ka.
If I'm one a great singer, kahit di sikat, siguro doing professional acts is fine, like backup sa concerts or singing into events basta parang ganun lang ok na. Or paano sa mga bars around the metro, I mean di naman masaya singing at those joints. Then also, sali sali na lang sa mga singing contest like everybody those. Hope and pray you will win. hehe
Important in singing, kung ako tatanungin is really how you mesmerize the crowd. Whether the song is pop or rock eh lahat nakikinig sayo at siyempre natutuwa. I can say may mga singer na talagang masasabi mo singer, or artist talaga. Distinctive voice and prescence kung baka sa stage. Unlike yun ibang singer ang ginawa lang eh kumanta at magpatawa or kumanta na catchy song, they are called singer na. Great. hehe I won't name those ones pero you'll see them. I don't like them anyway.
Actually, this is beyond my wildest dreams. To sing in front to a lot of people. Natrauma na ko, lalo na yun kumanta ako kina Rheg, nahulog talaga ako sa upuan. Bwisit. hahaha Siguro pag band, malamang papayag ako kakanta, kasi may kasama ako mapapahiya. hahaha
I kinda love that song "Easy". =)
Ah no, not another sickness or stuff.. It's just the sudden change of heart. One simple night, I was not feeling well. I feel quite dizzy and tired even I haven't start my shift. I took the rest and slept.. It started for a day or two then it became weeks, and that's it.. The end.
I end up well, out of work. I suddenly left.. That time I didn't know the reason why the hell I left! But as weeks passed, then a month went by... I thought I was just dead tired. Not the work, but simply the shift I'm working to.. I can't go on working at night. How stupid I am believing I can do it, or able to cope up the shift but as months passed.. I felt I'm fooling myself and of course, I am forgetting the other important chores that I need to do. Geez, I can't imagine I forgot my responsibilities not only at home but also to myself. I always catching up sleep or rest and ending up well, going to work again on a Monday night. It means, the rest days are not enough for such days off.
I know it sounds crazy but yes, I was crazy that I left. I know I sounded happy in my previous post about this new job of mine but there were signals shown to me. I felt tired for most of the time. Although I'm enjoying the work but it seems as more work coming in, I became more sleepy at work. I almost got fired by sleeping at work, well.. I'm sleeping besides my operations manager to make things work but I promised I won't do it again. I was able to do it but I'm not eating lunch.
Yes, at least 4 times a week, my lunch time was sleeping time. That was the only time I can catch up sleep which I can't do in the morning or afternoon. I did say the truth that one of the causes of not getting enough sleep was working doing besides at my room. The chinese temple building! Every single day, it was really erring and unpleasant to me, then you add the hot summer time, how in the world I can sleep! Well, it took months before I can cope up but it was too late. I just made a decision to sleep at my lunch hour.
That month, I was working diligently but pressure mounting left and right. Left was my work, and the right was at my home. Workload increased although not the pressure, it just I need to adjust but the one at home really gave me the hardest pressure. I should make some sacrifices to satisfy such forces but in the end, I can't satisfy them both. As for me, I just want to get out for a while and think again. I thought doing that at work but I may end up sleeping again for the whole time. I'm demotivated and tired so well, how about just stay at home.. Running to my head at that point and I must say, I sudden made that change. Why not stop working and get out and think or start again. But first, I want to breathe a morning fresh air.
However, before I can do that, I did have sleepless nights as my body still accustomed working at night.. Trembling in fear about what will happen to my status and at the same time, what I need to do next! All of those thoughts running in my head starting that week. The following week that I decided..
That Sudden Move.
Oh baka sabi niyo puro bago lang napanood ko.. Let's go a bit old, 2010 naman. hehe Actually, di ito yun buong title nito, check niyo na lang sa google. Paano siya naging part 2? Isa lang ang naging connection niya, yun section chief dito eh siya din yun chief sa part one. The part one was really old, 1999 pa! Watabe Atsuro saka Nakatani Miki pa ang partners. I checked kahit isang episode nun, grabe, di mo akalain sila yun. Anyway...
Fast forward 10 years later, eh eto na sila. Saya and Takeru are now the new members ng special division who solves well, unsolved cases o kung baga weird cases.. Takeru was just assigned dito dahil sa previous mission went wrong na nabaril yun team mate niya kahit di naman siya bumaril. Weird but dun na umiikot yun story niya. Saya eh may matinding IQ kaso very unsociable, kahit boss inaaway niya at grabe, poor hygiene dahil sa kakakain ng gyoza with garlic and other weird combination of foods. Weird tandem pero they solved cases, until they meet their ultimate match. SPEC means for special abilities persons. Lahat kasi nahuhuli nila or yun kaso nila involves persons na may SPEC.
Una nagustuhan ko dito, ah yun ending song! Cool song for a suspense/action series. It's unlikely kasi saka yun visuals ng ending song, galing.. Weird pero maganda, basta bagay sa series. Second thing I liked in the series, I mean, action packed, lalo na pagtagal ng series, nagiging action na.. Kahit di pulido yun action sets, pero bakbakan agad. Unang scene pa lang, ayos na. hehe Hanggang sa huling episode, may thrill saka blood.
Third factor I liked sa series, eh the mixture of fun and serious dialogue. Kahit yun story talagang may holes and magulo, yun dialogue between the characters eh maayos lalo na between Saya and Takeru. Speaking of dialogue, malamang the next thing I loved eh the cast. From the main cast hanggang guest, galing yun naisip nilang casting at yes, chemistry ni Kase Ryo at Toda Erika really works, even no romance involved I guess.. Kahit puro away ang ginagawa nila but in the end, their team up prevails. Erika is fit as Saya, sobrang di mo akalain wala siyang makeup and natural yun acting niya dun. Wag na siya mag make up, parang mas maganda ata siya na ganun! haha That's what I see. Kase Ryo naman, this dude should do more TV roles! Well, I hope he'll do more in the future saka pwede pala siya sa action ha. Yun chief nila is one of my favorite supporting cast, I mean kahit manyak sa bata, I mean mas bata sa kanya, pero mabibilib ka din sa mga sinasabi niya lalo na in serious situations. Overall cast, galing kahit yun mga kalaban.. Grabe, parang halos all star cast. One funny scene dun, di ko makalimutan, I don't know if Erika ate the melon with mayo! Yuck!!! hahaha Japanese mayo has a weird kick, tapos halo sa melon.. Yada! Saka gusto ko yun sequence pag nagiisip na si Saya, nakakatuwa lang siya tignan.
There were big flaws sa series, una sa lahat! Storyline.. I mean, ok yun suspense and thrill factor kasi yun mga hula mo, magkakamali sa huli. Hehe Pero medyo magulo lalo na may isa silang kalaban na can predict the future. Sorry for the spoil. Saka may isa pang kalaban o I mean dalawa nag papagulo pa, makikita niyo yun sa mga last episodes. Mapapaisip ka nga, paano pa nila tatalunin yun saka bakit nangyari.. Geez, daming pampagulo. Tapos yun may internal affairs na kalaban.. Basta marami nanggugulo. hehe
Isa pa, I can't believe, well.. Nasurvive nila yun mga malalakas na kalaban na yun. hahaha Basta watch the episodes and mabuti talaga, mataas ang IQ ni Saya. hehe Pero kahit ako, di ko maiisip agad. Di lang spec yun, parang mutant na mga kalaban nila. Grabe talaga.. At ang huli, I mean kung may malaking problem dapat involve na yun highest management ng police like yun commissioner or other departments, eh parang wala. Sila sila lang. hehe Weird right? Although makikita yun sa movies pero basta, parang di na lumaki yun police dept dun.
Ah speaking of the movies, yes, you need to watch the 2 films because dun pakikita yun ending nito pero I'll tell you upfront, watch the SP (tv movies) tapos yun 2 movies at sakit ng ulo. More plot problems. hahaha Lalo na yun final movie, I don't know, bakit ganun. Weird talaga, pero nandun sila lahat plus more, kinda God like SPEC enemies. hehe
Kaya after, I'll watch yun first series muna kahit luma.. O mabuti tumigil muna ko sa panood ng detective/police jdrama.. Sumakit ulo ko. hahaha Pero I still recommend it kasi kaunti lang naman na jdrama yun action talaga from start to finish saka this great team up, pwede na.
SPEC talaga sila.
Minsan pag nabubugnot ako or need some accurate info, or gusto ko matawa, eh magbasa basa din ng mga comments! I hope I have many sa blog ko. Pero kaunti lang eh. Sobra. hehe Dadami din yan in the future pag naayos na.
Better yet eh magbasa na lang sa mga website na pinupuntahan ko. Siyempre di naman lahat eh legit. May mga trolls na tinatawag, na wala ginawa kung hindi magbasag ng trip. hehe Or minsan, illogical ang comment. Parang maling article ang binasa or talagang nanggugulo lang.
Usually, gusto ko yun mga comment sa mga sports sites at tech sites kasi di lang informative kung hindi laugh out trip! Gaya na lang sa spin.ph na basta PBA at ginebra article, grabe, banggaan ng mga fans ito! Lalo na yun Ginebra na lagi na lang nilait lait from management hanggang players, siyempre isama mo pa yun coach. Saka natatawa ako may mga die hard fans ang bawat team, except siguro sa blackwater and kia at mga "farm teams". hahaha
Kulang na lang eh magsuntukan na lang sila sa labas. Saka kung makacomment yun iba, kampante na pero pag natalo panay palusot! O lalo na nung past NBA finals, grabe lahat ayaw kay LBJ. Di ko alam kung bakit. Well, it's a long story pero ako naman fan niya at sa isang post na lang ako magexplain.
Balik tayo dun, sa bleachers report lahat eh sobrang anti LBJ, paano kaya kung Cavs nanalo? Ano kaya mangyayari sa haters? hahaha
Marami din nagagawa ng comments sa kin. New vocabulary that's first. Second, kung gusto mo matawa talaga, read comments lalo na yun mga nagaaway. Third, simply curious about human behavior. I mean, how us readers think in a certain news, or article. Paano sila magreact or ano say, maganda din magbasa. Fourth, some of the comments may sharing. For me, eto eh very helpful lalo na sa techsites. Grabe, marami ako nakuha info dahil lang may isang user nag share ng experience niya. Laking tulong minsan. Kaya ok magbasa ng mga comments kahit maganda, masama, or minsan very very offensive.
I hope na well, sana yun mga nagcocomment eh civil magcomment. Mabuti may admin na nagdedelete ng comment na inappropriate or offensive di ba. Dapat tuloy lang yun ganun. At sa mga nanggugulo, eh ok lang sila magcomment basta walang bastos. Yun basag trip lang.
I hope that companies or even the organization reads them, I mean for marketing or strategy purposes di ba. Kahit small sample size lang ito, aba malaking tulong din ito kasi direct responses ito from the consumer or fan themselves. Sa films naman, well, feedback from comments helps for the future. Oo nga pala, speaking about the films, minsan bago ako manood, titingin ako di lang sa report, but lalo sa comments, kung 60% ng comments eh more favorable sa kin, manonood pa din ako kahit panget ang initial review/critic. Siyempre, film yun, iba ang approach. hehe Kung baga may preference rather than being a critic some time.
Yun lang about comments. Minsan naisip ko, sali kaya ako kaso, kakaadik saka, kailangan all the time online. hehe
Mahaba kaya ako magcomment!
Sa sobrang nagising ako sa homily kanina, eh di na ko nakapunta sa first session. hehe My bad. Natouch naman ako sa sinabi ng priest. Hmmmm Ang bilis naman ng isang taon lumipas.. Parang nung isang buwan lang. Ano ba, well, marami na ko nadownload pero dapat bagalan muna kasi wala pa yun backup ko. hehe
For now, I'm just preparing, I hope, well new work. Also, some things to finish at ibang bagay na dapat simulan. Sayang, di ko mapapanood yun Game 5 bukas!!! Yun pa naman ang importante game sa series.. Kung sino manalo, kakabahan na yun kabila. Well my hearts says Cleveland pero in reality, dapat GSW na yan, habang may buenas pa sila!
Etong PBA naman, grabe, tuwing napapanood ako, nabwisit ako sa mga Refs, di ko alam kung talagang pwede silang referee ng PBA o barangay. Anyway, mabuti naman yun Alaska eh number 2 na! Partida natambakan pa ng 22 kahapon ng Barako, kaso siyempre ayaw magpatalo. hehe ROS eh mukhang serious na. Yun ibang team, lalo na yun BGK at PF, mukhang nabubuo na ang bora cup! hahaha
Wala naman bago sa birthday ko, talagang sobra nabusog ako sa niluto ni Mommy. Hanggang ngayon nga eh parang ayoko masyado kumain ng marami. hehe Honestly, I'll scrap the ones I wrote, I mean my plans because of sudden change. It will be more realistic and attainable. Short term plans lang. Yun mid term plans at long ones eh same pa din pero babawasan na. Bad trip, ilan taon na lang, eh 35 na, so kailangan magserious na sa career. Although di naman ako nawawalan ng pag asa kaso di ba in the job market, 35 years is kinda the age limit for most positions. Meaning I have 3 years to make some serious decision or what not. Learning as well, do this and that at siyempre moving forward to a better future.
Maybe it's time to give it all for these next years and para masabi naman I gave my best, and God will do the rest. Great thing mukhang tapos na ang summer, and the rainy season comes.. No more sweaty afternoons at hot nights.. I just hope wala naman sobrang lakas na ulan in these coming months. Kakaayos lang ng bahay Lord ha. hahaha Please lang, just rains na lang, wag na yun malakas na hangin.
Sa ngayon, eto lang masasabi ko, nothing much until the middle of the month. Actually dapat mabawasan na din manood ng jdrama kasi kakaadik. hahaha Dapat mga tipong sa off ko lang manonood.
Indeed, time to get serious starting.. Hmmmmmm. Now?
