hay sarap ng off..

sorry, ngayon lang ako nagpost.. dapat kagabi kasi eh.. kaso naging busy ako sa kakabasa ng manga ng berserk at kakapanood ng 3 macross series.. un zero, na pagdating sa dulo, pangit.. hehe un episode 10 ng macross frontier na naging dahilan kaya pinanood ko un zero, at un huli, ang macross plus.. ang pangalawang magandang macross series.. siyempre ang una, un DYRL? macross.. hehe un lang.. di ko napansin, na 3am na ko.. kaya un, sulit naman kahit papano.. eto, nanonood ako ng finals game 2 ng Celtics at Lakers, kaso un, sina Kobe, nasobra ata ng kain ng kangkong.. hehe tambak.. grabe.. anu ba yan, Leon Powe lang ang katapat nila.. hehe medyo kakahiya ata un.. kagabi, di kami natuloy kasi di kami kumpleto ng CRAP.. wala si Christian eh.. hehe siguro sa susunod na lang, or dapat sa Linggo kasi baka dun ko gawin ang handaan.. dalawang araw na lang, 25 na pala ako.. bad trip.. hehe pero ok lang, naramdaman ko naman na itong taon na to, mukhang taon ng pagbabago at pagbangon.. naks, malalim ata un.. hehe

mahirap talaga tong taon, pero kailangan lumaban at magdasal para sa ikakabuti ng buhay natin.. nang pamilya ko.. at siyempre mga barkada ko at malapit na tao sa buhay ko.. habang nanonood ako ng macross plus, talagang naalala ko nung high school.. VHS pa un panahon na yun.. hehe pero talagang masarap balikan lalo na kung maganda un pinapanood mo.. nahambing ko un OVA saka un movie ng macross plus.. pareho silang maganda, di naman nakakalito kahit marami na iba.. kaso ganun pa rin un storya.. pareho.. mas maganda sa kin un movie kasi deretcho.. walang putol.. un lang.. mukhang nakabalik ang Lakers, 4 na lang ang lamang eh.. kamote ata ang Celtics.. hehe basta, ano ba gagawin ko ngayon araw? siguro tulog or labas sandali tapos.. mamayang gabi post ulit siguro ako.. hehe hay buhay.. sana maging simple na lang.. sige, ingat sa tin lahat, magandang araw.. Pagpalain tayo ng Diyos..

last day of the work week

long title.. anyway, nothing changed yesterday up to this moment.. hehe but this is the the last day of our new schedule.. and it's kind of avail.. hehe.. maybe I like this schedule more than before.. I get straight sleep.. I go home a bit early than before.. and that's all I guess. hehe anyway, I am now interested watching Macross Frontier.. kinda good especially the fight scenes.. they lived up the hype, except for the music and love story part.. but other factors of the series that I like like the battle sequences.. hmm the new fleet, new valkyries.. so the mechs are fantastic.. hehe so one of the best anime's of the year.. by the way, I found a site which also shows or streams series of anime.. animemangafun.com.. great site, not only you can watch your fave anime but also, see the manga that you are looking for, like of course, berserk.. hehe it's a long series and up to this moment, it's still running.. I want to know what really happen after the anime on VHS? hehe that was almost a decade ago.. while typing, I am reading the manga at the same time.. there were some parts that were not included in the anime.. I was kind of suprised!! if the anime is the best, then the manga is great.. hehe that's what I am seeing right now.. anyhow, it seems to be saturday is a good day to work.. hehe so freedom.. I really like this schedule.. so I will rest my fingers for today.. I am seriously reading the manga of BerserK online.. so take care, good day, good luck and God bless to all!!

first OT

yes, after almost 5 months of working here, and because of the outgoing strike in India, we need to render OT.. actually it's voluntary, but we volunteered to do OT since well, big bucks.. hehe I just volunteered for one hour.. so there.. nothing changed today..or even yesterday.. the Lakers lost yesterday.. they have a lead on halftime but for the second half.. it's Celtics pride came in.. they won.. easily I guess.. even Pierce seems to shake off his knee injury.. good for them.. hehe the next game will be on Monday morning here in the Philippines.. so I need to wait, we all need to wait.. good job.. so the real work starts this month.. with the arrival of the new queues.. good luck to us.. hehe but that's fine, as long there is avail time or break of course.. hmmm tomorrow will be our last day of the work week.. time flies so fast with the added load.. hehe and my birthday is coming as well.. I don't know what to wish for.. maybe just for a better life.. better future.. more guidance.. and help from God.. that's all I guess.. hehe I always hope for the best of my life.. life seems to be gleam these days.. but we should never give up.. not yet.. Love? not yet.. I am interested to meet somebody but going into relationship this time.. in my situation? not yet.. forget it.. hehe maybe when I am recovered, that will be the best time.. recovered from everything.. haha now, what else to do.. I do not know what else to say.. maybe I am so busy now.. but that's fine.. I can take it I guess.. this pressure or whatever.. what are my plans in my new days off? on Sunday, the CRAP will watch kung fu Panda.. it has great or positive reviews.. and it will be my first time to watch an animated film feature since.. I don't know when was the last time.. hehe so it will be a fun first day off.. and on Monday.. I don't know yet what to do.. maybe slack and get some rest.. that's all.. some planning again..hehe what will I do next.. by the way, next week will be our performance review and we hope that we all get regularize.. hehe it will be a good start if that happens in my career here in Dell..

I hope that everything will be in place in the next half of the year.. all my major plans will be executed.. or some of my problems will be solved.. so that's it.. I hope also a better future of the people around me, like my family, friends, team mates.. I just hope that everybody is happy.. God bless us all.. hehe anyway, that's all I can say for today.. I just need to focus to finish my job today.. I am kinda sleepy as well.. good day, take care, good luck.. God bless to all..

chaotic day

really.. as of the moment.. what can I do? our system is doing some "updating".. oh well.. that's life.. and the queue is high because the other site, in India, is having a transport strike.. good job.. this is really chaotic.. damn.. but good thing was I got a long sleep yesterday.. so that's fine.. I will do it again later after this chaotic shift.. this is the day that is easy to forget.. damn.. crap.. anyway, what else I have done yesterday.. hmmm I ate the same food, lunch and dinner.. hehe purefoods corned beef and luncheon meat.. of course, some ampalaya as well.. what a day.. oh well, by the way, tomorrow, the first game of the Finals.. sorry.. I thought it was yesterday.. it's June 5 in the US, so it will be tomorrow in the Philippines.. or later I mean.. so I am going to watch or if not, well sleep, I will just check the scores and story when I woke up.. by the way, because of the ruckus in India.. I will do preshift OT later.. I will come to work, an hour earlier before the real shift starts.. what a life.. hehe anyway, what else to do.. my bet by the way in the finals is the Celtics.. give them some love.. hehe I feel so wasted.. anyway, the problem was now resolved as of the moment and back to work.. again.. but what I feel with this new schedule and work.. the faster of the work week ends.. I was surprised that today is the 3rd day of work.. very fast.. so that's fine.. I have nothing to add more for today.. so I need to go back to work.. nothing changed, even no bad news nor good news.. God bless to all.. good day.. good luck and take care!!

in a hurry.. hehe

yes, today is a hectic day.. after months and months of petiks.. time to get some work.. hehe unfortunately for our team.. we did not get a high CE.. we got washed up yesterday.. very bad day.. so I still hope that we can catch up for the coming month.. we should never give up.. never.. hehe anyway, I tried the other route getting to work.. kinda dangerous route.. but it's shorter.. and cheaper as well.. so I will try and see it by tomorrow.. again.. anyway, what else.. nothing new.. tito Boy visited the house again to upload songs to his Ipod classic..well, I got so tired after that dreadful day and after uploading the songs.. hehe I was not able to call back Dad.. what a tiring day.. and more to come.. but what I plan.. since I was busy for the past weeks and I feel so weak, I need to get more sleep I guess.. I was not even read the art of war book.. damn.. but I will rest first.. I will get more sleep.. hmmm.. nothing new to me.. I want to thank Rheg about what he said.. at least somebody, left a comment.. even in tagalog.. hehe thanks bro.. but one thing I like the schedule, the new schedule is I get long straight sleeps, not like long but interval sleeps.. I used to get that sleep before but I started to sleep in the afternoon which is very very hot.. by the way, tomorrow will be the first game of the Finals.. old school rivalry with new blood, Celtics vs. Lakers.. who will win? I don't know but it will be interesting.. the Celtics was able to defeat Lakers in the regular season twice, but thas was a lineup without Gasol.. so it will be a different matchup right now since Gasol is so effective in the triangle offense.. the only problem poses with the lakers is their defense down low.. Gasol may not match up with Garnett.. and for the Celtics.. they have also a problem, Kobe.. if they can't stop Lebron, which scores in a selective position, how about Kobe.. he will score at will.. so James Posey and Pierce are not enough to stop Kobe.. so it's a great matchup.. hehe let's see who will get the first win.. at this moment, I already got 10 wins before the first break.. kinda new eh.. hehe so, I will rest my hands for now and finish this day great.. God bless to all.. take care, good luck and good day!!

2 years..

well, it's queuing today.. good job.. hehe so the real work starts today.. by the way, I came from the wake of Nina's mom.. it was sad thing for her.. losing a mother is really hard to accept, I can see it to her eyes.. even she is telling us that she's ok.. but still, you can deny that she is having a hard time coping the loss.. I hope that she will overcome it and just pray that her family will cope up what happened.. hmmm, before I went to the wake.. of course, I fell asleep on Monday night.. and woke up early around 6am.. I talked to Joanne and planned how to go to Nina's house.. so, at 9am.. I left the house and proceed right away to LP.. I went to RFC but the Magic shop there, unfortunately, was already closed.. no notes left on where they transferred or what happen.. anyway, I went right away to my sister's house but well, they are not there.. the only person I met was the carpenter.. he told me that my sis asked him to do some paint and cabinet jobs.. hehe so I left and went straight to Festival Mall in Alabang.. Joanne was late, we met like 1:30pm at National bookstore due to some errands.. but that's fine.. and then we went to Nina's house, which is kinda far.. hehe but I was able to remember it because we went there last 6-7 years ago because of her debut party! hehe it was a very long time ago.. so, we ate, talked a lot about our batchmates and our lives as well, then we went home around 5pm.. it took me 2 hours to go home from Alabang.. hehe so good thing for me.. I was not late.. hehe time for redemption... that's all.. good job..

but that's not the main topic for this blog.. hehe sorry.. this is the time.. why 2 years.. to tell you the truth.. everytime I am alone, or travelling around.. I am reminiscing the events happened last year.. as you see, I was in love with a person.. a very speciall person.. we should be celebrating our 2 years of intimate relationship, but unfortunately.. due to some difficulties.. some wrong decisions.. some troubles.. I don't know.. we did not reach on January this year.. at first, there is denial stage.. it is very hard to accept.. that it's over.. everything between the two of you, was over.. so much hurt.. so deep.. so I don't know feeling.. hehe just plain bad.. that's life.. very unfortunate.. that's love.. as well, very sweet when it's working.. very bland when it's gone.. and yeah.. after a while.. I was to accept such fact.. such feeling everyday.. however, like I said to Reggie.. memories are hard to remove.. especially fond memories with the someone you used to love every moment of the day.. and everytime that happens, I just stare at a blank state.. and back to normal.. yet, it's keep coming back for a while.. but after that kind of blank state.. I just give a smile on my face and move on.. but nonetheless, it is a hard process.. very hard, because I want to have that feeling back, but I cannot.. despite all of these, what can I say.. I will get that feeling back in a different time, maybe spending this feeling in a different lady.. I believe that love moves in mysterious ways.. naks.. hehe but yes.. I do.. love just comes that you least expected.. or some times, a surprise.. like what happened at that same night.. two years ago.. it's really a funny yet solemn feeling.. love.. there are so many definitions of love.. if I will state each of one of them.. it may take forever.. hehe but for me, love is heaven and earth.. simply as that.. why? when you're in love, it's like you're in heaven.. but when both of you are fighting, it's like earth.. it's chaotic.. yet manageable.. hehe I like earth as a better metaphor than hell.. in love.. heaven and earth.. if you see it, it's like one place yet a big place interconnected to each other.. like what happened to me.. we defied some laws I guess.. but despite what happened, what was the outcome.. I never regretted what happen.. even I know she is still bitter what happen.. I can't blame her.. but whatever it is.. If she is reading, which I believe it's impossible.. I apologize for what happened.. I know, you won't reply or whatever.. I hope you'll forgive.. me.. for anything that I did to hurt you.. I know you will not tell me.. but that's fine, I will be waiting just for that.. take care, good luck to your future endeavors.. if you have time, you can just drop by at our house.. hehe and pray as well for your health and success.. never give up ok.. so that's all I can say.. for you.. do I miss her? yes.. do I still love her? it's almost gone.. time is a one big factor, for healing.. the feeling I have for her, now, hmmm I don't know.. in between I guess.. hehe so.. that's all.. I hope, I can still send some flowers for you.. again.. anyway, what else did I do yesterday, I saw a magic shop at Festival, a bit expensive yet I got the cards I needed.. hehe so that's fine.. I wasn't able to sleep before I got to work.. damn.. hehe so I will make up for it.. later when I gone home from work..

anyway, I just need to focus now at work because we have only few avail.. hehe so take care.. good day, good luck and God bless to all! I hope, yesterday was indeed 2 years..

a green day..

yes, I woke up at 4:30am and dressed up so fast and went to Dell office.. for what? for our community service day.. we went to La Mesa Dam.. what did I expect? I don't know.. at first.. we were just talking about what we will do and are we getting some freebies.. hehe things like that.. not high expectations.. just to volunteer for this save the forest program.. our goal in our regeneration program.. and that's it.. we left the office around what.. hmmm 6am.. and then we reached great fairview.. we got lost.. after 30 mins.. we found the village which leads to the Dam.. hehe I only saw that Dam in TV especially it's a project of ABSCBN foundation.. so it's like their advertisement for forest awareness.. so there.. after we reached the park. we gone down.. by the way, on the way to the park, we ate some crackers and of course.. free shirt again!!! haha it's the 3rd shirt I got from Dell.. love it.. hehe everytime there is an event.. I know, there will be some freebies in store for the participants.. so I knew it..

let's go back to the park whatever scenario.. so we gone down from the bus and proceed right away to the pavillion.. the place was great.. really, honestly.. I will tell you why later.. so there.. and the program started with the introduction of the park and some kind words from our team.. after that brief introduction.. hmmm we watched some video about the park, like history.. and it's purpose in our lives.. one interesting fact that I can share from the park is, the ecopark is the only forest situated in the Urban metro manila.. which also includes the largest water supply in the city as well, unfortunately, it is only one.. one Dam.. but having a forest in the middle of the chaotic Manila.. is really great.. so we really need to take care of this only forest.. so the first activity we did was putting the soil through the plastic.. it was a fun activity because well, we are like gardeners.. hehe then the second one is putting the small plant to the soil with plastic that we made.. I think, I did not get some pictures while doing those activities.. hehe and then our Managers, done the tree planting ceremony for Dell.. so many activities with such small time.. by the way.. we did not have so much volunteers.. so I think only 60-70 people joined the said program for today.. after those nursery and planting ceremonies.. we were given a talk about vermicomposting.. well, organic farming as well.. if you ask what it is, it's farming without the use of a pesticide, machines, we only use the nature and biodegradable materials to farm.. vermi is well worm for short.. we need to use a lot of worms for organic farming.. it was a long talk and everybody was screaming their hearts out when they demonstrate the procedure, with live worms!!! hehe it is a long procedure.. I was not able to get all of it, but I definitely interested with that because with organic farming, rest assured, all your crops, or even spices, are 100% organic.. meaning they are more nutritious than those we buy in the market or supermarket.. those crops are made from the conventional farming method.. even the organic method is kinda tedious, long.. but in the end, you are not only making healthy and delicious crops but also you save the environment at the same time..

so if I have some spare land in the future for farming.. I will use that method.. hehe I will learn that method.. anyway, after that very long yet interesting talk... we gone to the important part of our activity.. strolling around the park.. I love the park.. well, it's an eco park.. so we have a guide.. quite smart I say about her, even she did not tell her name.. hehe but she explained every part of the park.. we gone looking at each tree.. then we looked some places, including the paintball place.. the swimming pool.. the LaMesa Dam itself.. some places there as well.. it is a really a great place.. to come back.. I will refer it to my friends.. why? you can do a lot of things there, even you can't stay there overnight.. but, which park you can do like swimming, playing paintball, nature trekking.. almost everything.. so it's worth to comeback and help the forest I guess.. hehe news just got in, hmm Nina's mom, whose been in the hospital last week, just passed away.. I need to confirm it but it's sad.. it's very hard.. so I hope Nina will able to overcome this and pray to God that her Mom will be in a better place.. in heaven.. rest in peace for her.. so well, I will pray for her.. and if I can squeeze my schedule tomorrow, I will visit to her with Joanne.. by the way, what we ate a very good lunch.. I ate twice because of the excess food.. hehe and drank so much softdrinks.. I love the event.. free food, free.. whatever.. hehe ok, I will add some pics.. and I can't explain the great scenary in that park.. so feast your eyes.. that's all for today.. take care, God bless to all.. good day and good luck!!