unplanned 5

This time of the year, everybody is excited about holidays.. Me? Nah. hehehe

I treat the holidays as same as ever. Except for the food part. hehe Siyempre may mga araw dun na talagang di maiiwasan malungkot. Ano pa ba magagawa ko? Eh dun nangyari lahat.

Bad, happy, fun memories, especially, ehem, that day. When all things broke. Hehe Pero, advance happy holidays! Kaya yun tarpaulin namin, ayun happy holidays agad.

This day sayang walang unit. Bad trip. Sana bukas makabawi. Ah, this Saturday will be busy, because may birthday at may nagbalik pinas, so drained na naman ako. hehe Good job dude.

Ah, what else. Well, I tried to get a good rest yesterday pero napunta lang sa pagaayos ng gamit. At pagpost.

Hmmmmmm, mukhang di na naman siya natuloy.

Ahhhhhhh, wala pang tourney na pang legacy, medyo nabubulok na cards ko dito. hehe

No news yet from gummybear.

Ah dumaan si gummybear kanina para lang sabihin na oyyy, ang sweet naman niya. hehe

Getting new movies, and of course, old movies.

RoS is now 0-6. Wow. hehe Kaya nasa twitter lagi si Norwood.

Lastly, at last, maybe I'll spend my free time lying at my simple and cozy bed. Good night alright.

sapphire vault

Nah, it's not a card in Magic the gathering, or any deck. hehe

Of course, naisip ko lang kung ano ipapangalan ko sa 6300 ko. I should give it a name isn't it? It's like, an honor to it. Kasi marami na siya pinagdaanan. I'm proud to say that after all the things happened in my life, it is still here. Turned off and resting. Kasi may china phone na ko. Give it a rest will ya? hehe

That phone came well, more than 2 years ago. I saw a commercial that time a phone which has 2 megapixel and very slim. So I wish I could have one. Befor this phone, N93 pa ako. Kaso kahit sobrang ganda ng camera eh, sakit naman sa ulo. Nawawala yun mga sinave ko sa memory card tapos nagloloko yun program, then it's damn slow, so that's N series for you. hehe

Good thing, since dealer ng cellphone si Kuya that time, nagkaroon siya ng 6300 first version. He gave me a good deal and that's it. I got my 6300, in exchange for draft picks este cash and my injured N93.

At first medyo ilang pa ako kasi bago saka ang liit pero pagtagal, the most reliable phone I have in my life, for now. hehe Maraming features siya talagang napagtripan ko like easy shortcuts, the music player which fantastic, tough casing, kahit mabagsak ko ilan beses, good Lord, ayos pa. hehe

Messaging management, like may folders siya. Tapos yun calender na ngayon ko lang nautilize. Tapos pictures, kahit 2 mpeg lang, pwede na.

Napunta siya sa Dad ko coz I needed cash. Hehe Then when I had a cash like almost a year later, I bought it from him and he bought a different phone. I pawned it already, seriously just to pay the rent then I got it back then up to now, it's still here. I decided na bigyan naman siya na pahinga. Medyo nagshow na ng signs na medyo may topak na. Wala nang calculator. hehe

Or di kaya sa dami nasave kong text dito.

The first color was the silver and black then pure black, then blue and lastly, sapphire na. Naks, parang iba na kaso sa loob, it is still my reliable 6300.

I called it sapphire vault because one the color and two, kaya ayoko ibenta kasi marami na ko nasave dito, especially important messages. Inspirational messages and quotes of course.

Like I said before, since wala naman ako computer sa shop, dito ko muna ginagawa yun blog ko then I type it sa word pad later.

That's how useful for me the 6300. I'll keep it for keeps. Alam ko may mga china phone na lumabas niyan. Simple lang naman paano malaman kung china lang yun 6300, edi compare it to mine. hehe

That's why I won't sell it na. That's the sign the phone is kinda loyal to me, I tried to get rid of it but as time goes by, it keeps coming back. That's fine, I just love the phone.

I know, may lumabas na mas maganda na sa 6300 kaso mahal pa, pero di ko na itrade to. hehe I will save for that new phone. Besides, many secrets are locked in here. It's hard to copy and paste. hehehe I'm sorry, it's impossible to copy and paste. Mauubos lang load ko saka yun phonebook, it will take hours or a day to copy it sa new phone.

Basta hassle lang.

I'll just keep my lovely and shiny sapphire vault.

i listen to.. (disk 2)

Before the Pacquiao vs. Cotto fight next week, many things did happen this week. Works to finish, chores which are hard to get done and of course handling my shop. That's why, I posted this blog late. Good job. Cramming. hehehe

However, thanks to music, medyo nasa pagiisip pa naman ako. Let's see my playlist. Common playlist.

1. Hard to explain (The Strokes) - The best song of the strokes, for me. Simply fast yet pop and rock at the same time, which may bitin pa sa huli pero ganun na sila. Kaya nga hard to explain.

2. Say Yeah acoustic mix (Izit) - A song from the chillout project acid jazz compilation, sa tagal ng nakastore lang sa computer ko, ngayon ko lang siya nagustuhan. I don't know, maybe the rhythm of it and easy listening as well lalo na in the morning. Or even at the afternoon, anytime. hehe

3. Promised you a miracle (Simple Minds) - Nadiscover ko sa new wave cd bigay ni Kuya Dong. Yun na ang fave ko sa Simple Minds. If I need something good to happen, eto muna pinakikinggan ko. hehe

4. Waterfalls (The Din Pedals) Something rock ballad na bagay sa soundtrack ng I know what you did last summer. Yun lang. hehe I just listen to this song.

5. Baby come to me (Patti Austin) - If I'm in loveless mood. Parang all the time ata.

6. Atmosphere (Joy Division) Suicidal mood, depressed or whatever. Good thing I am not seeing here Ian Curtis when I'm listening to this good song.

7. This charming man (the smiths) - feel good song.

8. Cross my heart (EBTG) - Love is sometimes cruel. Naman. hehe

9. Age of Consent (New Order) ah I'm listening to this one, pag gusto ko lang. Hehe The best New Order song.

10. Ultraviolence (New Order) Kasunod na track ng number 9, wala lang. Nadiscover ko din when I got the remasters. Galing.

11. Unloveable (the smiths) Pagdepressed and bad trip. No need for further explanation. hehe

12. Voices (Yoko Kanno, Macross Plus soundtrack) Well, feel good song saka yun vibe niya iba. Sweet love song kahit hapon, japanese. hehe Saka sa movie/OVA mismo, bagay talaga siya sa last scene. Timing is perfect, ganun din kaya sa real life?

13. Poison Arrow (ABC) Pagnaiisip ko yun mga past heart breaks, this is the song fit for it. Bwahaha Straight forward..

rush of sugar

Of course, in a boring Tuesday afternoon which honestly I fell asleep during shop hours. hehe I woke up tapos lakad lakad sa shop, then may customers. They come and go and I fell tired again.

Kapagod pag walang customer talaga. Oh life. I just hope the day will end great. Before that, I thought of eating something will keep me going. Pampagising kung baga. What did I eat? Hmmmm buy pepsi max, 500ml, even talagang di ako umiinom ng softdrinks, and some 2 choco mucho bar (infairness, nakakaaddict.) Ayun, parang nadilat ako. hehehe Parang ginanahan ako and good thing, the day did end well.

I am not saying I need to do that everyday just to jack me up but a weird awakening. hehe Siguro nga, sa sobrang pagod. Kala ko nga makakapahinga ako per hindi pala, especially when your shop closed in one day.

Kailangan makabawi talaga ng matindi for this week. Hoping for the best.

Pero parang makakabawi kasi two days na ko medyo ok ang sales. I want to rest but mukhang I will get that until Sunday. hehe

As days goes by, duties keep piling up but nothing to fear, as you do the right thing, all of them are done. I guess. hehehe

Maybe, it's time to watch some movies noh.. Actually I tried that, masaya naman, kaso I still fell asleep, and that's what happened, ate some sweets..

"Be the ball Danny, be the ball!" - great quote from Tie while teaching a dude playing golf blind folded.

Well, comedy and chocolate kept me going..

a year after fainting

I am lucky, I never thought na ang isang taon eh parang lumingon lang ako sandali. hehe Hyperventilation is the cause of my damn faint at well, thanks to the diet some meds and motivation to avoid that happening, I am here. Still posting.

Kala ko nga I won't see better days after that incident. It's like, I am going to be stuck to be a vampire agent. Hehe Oh well, I had plans, God has plans and here I am living a normal broke dude. hehe

Marami nangyari after that, in a year? Marami talaga. Well, being healthy, parang di ko pa nagagawa. hehe Pero I am avoiding those foods na talagang magpapataas ng uric acid. hehe Or other factors will affect my liver. Hmmmm, still in broke state but slowly and surely, I am getting funded naman. hehe At least, I can buy the important things slowly.

I am getting a good sleep na din. No more sleepless nights and weird dreams. Or even insomnia. But I do miss the free food, and the Dell environment. Kinda miss it.

Well, ano pa. Insights in life, medyo ok naman, nagkakalinaw na din even some of them are not good, and some of them gave me hope.

I know, I have a long way to go fixing my life, I just wish that it won't take longer than it is.Yun lang, don't want to waste my youth solving problems. Mine and well, others. hehehehe

Lastly, never thought seeing her again, even after 2 years.

Whew, in a weird way. hehe

I still wonder, I never thought na kakargahin ako palabas ng simbahan. hehehe

Grabe, at that time, come to think of it, I still don't know why that happen. I know siguro na it's a sign, but maybe there's a deeper meaning of that.

Anyways, I won't think of it na lang. It's just funny. But if that happens to me again, that joke isn't funny anymore.

unplanned 4

It's a lonely Wednesday night. I am planning to sleep already because I'm tired of thinking those bad things again. hehehe

Suddenly, something came up..

Someone...

She texted and asking for help. So I offered help, and indeed, history repeats itself. Nah, not the whole thing, but just for the bedspace part. hehe

I never thought, I will see her again this early and this fast. hehehe

She came and had a little chit chat, talk to mom and I went straight back to my room.

Day 1. Done.

Day 2, well, she went to her cousins and watch Jackson's this is it. And let me tell you that was it. hehehe

Day 3. Came back, get her things and that's it. Very short stint.

Good job.. hehe

That's why my reaction was kinda lame, kinda miss it a lot. However, that's life, moves fast and you indeed miss some things.

Damn, I hope she stayed for a long time I guess..

That was it.

By the way, I did not watch it but it has good reviews, so kudos to Michael Jackson. Great legacy.

However, up to this moment. I was still in limbo because yeah, we missed a lot of things. Oh boy.

Back to normal mode.

I was thinking the title should be very unplanned.

6. Lady of Standard

Only two people saw her besides me. Hehe One is Alvin which luckily saw her younger sister as well, and Rheg, but those where years ago...

A long long time ago, after first year or I think second year college, and that was the showing of Star Wars Episode II I think, I am waiting patiently at Mcdo, SM North Edsa. For whom? Dad, who has a grand daughter, (if I got it right, called pamangkin kasi siya Ninong eh) not really related, gave a cell number to me and asked me to like be friends with her and ask her out.

I did, and I am waiting at that spot. Dad did not give me some like qualifications, or description of how she looks like. He told me that she looks like some artist but oh well, at that time, I am not expecting much.

Until, a tall, light skinned, long hair, beautiful face lady came to me and asked are you Alfred?

I answered, yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bwahahaha

It's worth the damn wait for 30 mins. hehe

So there, we went straight to the Cinema and watch Star Wars for the second time (for me, because I already watched before at RP).

Actually, I didn't care the Star Wars, I cared for that Lady. hehe At that time, I am in a trance and can't believe that I am with a gorgeous one. A real headturner. Damn.

I am thanking my Dad at that time. For that time only. hehehe

Then, we started to getting to know each other, talking at the phone, went out again and this time, with Alvin, my great dudes from college, and with her younger sister. Unfortunately, you can't choose two chicks at the same time. hehehe

Well, it's just unfortunately again that we lost communication, not that everytime it's just we rarely talk after the last time I saw her was like hmmmmm 2 years ago? hehe or maybe 3 years..

Did I court her? Nope, because when I stepped at 3rd year, I was so busy and I thought, that kind of lady has already a BF. How do I know? I asked her and I was not surprised. hehe I tried to really get close as a friend, but communications seems not the word for us.

Even her house is so near, just a jeep away, sometimes, nobody is at their house. Hehe

What I know for now, is she's taking Dentistry and I hope she'll be successful at her chosen course. Actually that's her 3rd college course, so I hope she will stay put this time. Hehe Kudos to her.

I can't believe this, while talking about her, good thing I found her sister profile here at FB. What a coincidence. hehehehe

Well, like I wrote to my grad pic for her, the lady I want, or that will really get me interested, is should be at her standard. Tall, pretty, simple yet educated. That's why like Rheg says, I don't get girls because of this "standard". Bwahaha

Unfortunately, when I found the one, it was better, way above the standard.

After that, I'm single again today and let's see if I can still a lady will pass my standard. I am not giving up, unless, when my heart says that is it. This is it. Not the Jackson movie or the album of the Strokes.

Standards... Wow, I think I do have high standards.

That's why I'm still single. hehe

Very high...