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Nung isang araw, napaisip ko na ________, at _________. Natanto ko yun mga bagay na yun kasi medyo _________ na ko at napapagod na din..

_________, naramdaman ko na mukhang kailangan gawin ko na ang nararapat. Bagamat, sa dami ko ginagawa, ako'y ______ pa din sa mga gagawin ko... Mula sa tindahan, sa bahay at isama mo pa ang trabaho, ayun ________ na ko! hehe Parang may mga bagay na gusto ko gawin or kailangan pero di ko magawa dahil sa mga _______ na kailangan ko gampanan.

Pero, mukhang nakahanap na ko ng paraan para _______ ang lahat, at yun mangyayari pagdating ng ________. Sa tingin yun ang tamang oras para maiayos na. Peste kasi yun VL ko dati, di ko nagawa ang mga ito.. =( Medyo iibahin natin kasi may dumating na pagkakataon para maiba ang gagawin ko sa _______ ko.

Sana nga matuloy na ang ______. hehe

Sa kabilang dako naman ng buhay ko, marami pa din ______ at ________. Kinakaya ko naman dahil sinisubukan ko maging ________ at _______ lagi, kasi kung lagi ko iisipin yun, naku ewan ko na! hehe Wala naman ___________ sa ngayon, ganun pa din pero sa darating na linggo, medyo maiibsan ang problema sa _____ kasi yun na! Papalapit na kasi ang pasko! hehe

Sana din, yun gusto ko makuha ngayon pasko ay mangyari na. Di naman malaki, basta ang mga ______ na gusto ko kahit papano...

May mga plano na ko sa susunod na taon, at mukhang kailangan ko _________ at siguraduhin di ko malimutan. hehe Sana matuloy na to para matuwid na din ang buhay ko na tuloy tuloy.. Ika nga ni Pnoy, sa tuwid na daan, nasaan kaya? hehe

Sa ngayon, ang importante ay maayos ko muna ang ________ ko para naman may masimulan ko na.. At oo nga pala, yun mga _________ sa kin, sa tingin medyo tatanggi muna ako kasi ang dami na nila. hehe Lalo na sa mga susunod na linggo, marami ako gagawin at pupuntahan. Tiangge season na eh! hehe

Sa _____ ______ ko eh habang sinusulat ko eto, naisip ko na sa buhay maraming blangko na dapat punuan..

Para makita ang buong sarili o pagkatao..

Subukan lagay ng ibang salita o bagay, at tignan mo kung tamang tignan o pakiramdam.. Kung di maganda, malamang palitan! hehe

Sa kaso ko, ganun ang nangyari sa kin.. At ang hirap lagyan ng mga tamang desisyon at gawa.. Kahit salita siguro o pagiisip..

Sa huli, ilalagay ko na lang yun gusto ko at alam ko tama..

_________ ang lalim naman nun. hehe Wala lang, _________ ko ang ginagawa ko siguro.. Ewan ko lang, kung may _________ din kaya sa kin. =)

__________ at ________ _________.

______ ____ siya..

No answer key. =) Sorry..

Kung Ako'y Isang...

(Lespu)

I hope I'm John Mcclaine in Die Hard, always in the wrong place at the wrong time. hehe Or how about FPJ sa I forgot the title of the film, basta sinabihan niya si Eddie Garcia na "Major, ang bigas di kinakain, sinasaing muna." Ayos, ayun todas sa huli si Major! hehe

Paano naman si Dirty Harry, as he says, "Go ahead, make my day punk!" Keanu Reeves sa Point Break, Officer Utah, cool cop indeed! hehe Then, Tequila sa Hard boiled, the best cop with the 2 handguns! At mayrun pa, si Nishi by Takeshi Kitano in Fireworks.. Silent but deadly cop. Simple yet dedicated to finish his duty and responsiblity. And many more cops to count, which only movies can show. =)

All of them are simply cops.. I can't believe that they are cops or pulis! Wala pa ko nakikita na pulis sa totoong buhay na binanggit ko sa taas. Well, may kilala ako pero di naman sobrang tapang. Pero at least nagseserve. hehe

I don't know if I can be a cop even it's standards are at least attainable unlike sa sundalo. Basta gusto ko yun may baril lagi, pwede na, tapos susugod na lang.. Or even sa recent hostage taking, mali lang kasi yun swat natin eh. Pero kung ako, dirty harry lang katapat nun hostage taker. hehe

Before, I am not dreaming to be a cop, and besides what I see, ayun sa trapik then nanghuhuli tapos ayun may iba, naghihingi lang ng pang merienda. hehe Grabe.. Then yes, unfortunately, lalo na sa hostage situations, they are not equipped. Geez, protectors of the city without the said protection we need.

But kahit papano, may mga pulis na mabait naman at matulungin despite sa kakulangan, like soldiers we know di ba.. Saka gusto ko sa pulis natin eh pag kilala ka na, madali na kausap yan, minsan maloko at maasahan din. hehe

Siguro pag naging pulis ako, ayoko sa traffic.. Siguro swat or homicide, or admin.. =) Basta may barilan, like in those cop action flicks. Or how about undercover di ba? Kaso dito, entrapment lang eh.. Ok lang yun basta ang operation sa may illegal patay sindi o spa! hahahaha Pwede din sa drugs buy bust kaso di ako sa ganun. Di ako addict. hehe

At siyempre, ang mobile car dapat kagaya dun sa San Juan, medyo astig ha.. Well, yun iba, bulok pa din, at ang masama, abono ka sa maintenance. Grabe!!! =(

Pero yun to serve and to protect creed, ayos yun, dapat talaga they should live and die for it.. Nakakaawa nga yun ganun pulis na they are just doing their job tapos nasasawi lang.. Dapat talaga sa mga criminal, death penalty by firing squad pag nakatodas ng pulis!

Well, that's my somewhat hoping before, be a cop siguro with all those cop shows or movies, astig kasi ang dating pero sa totoong buhay, di ganun. hehe

For now, I'll be just a productive citizen who serves this lowly country.. hehe And give salute di lang sa mga sundalo natin but also to our hard working cops.

Good job Tsip!

Team Building, Club Manila East

Yes, as you see in my FB profile, may mga pics kami ng Team Jo-anne and Co. galing kami ng Club Manila East!! hehe

Of course, last May, it's unfortunate di ako nakapunta kasi nagkasakit ako pero mabuti na lang may palibre kahit papano si Boss EJ. Thanks boss!

Even though free entrance lang, pero may funds naman, sulit.. Pictures can show it naman.

From jump shots, posing ng hot chicks and wacky shots na din, we did have a fun filled day sa resort. Kahit medyo na aberya pa bago makapasok dun kasi mahigpit yun guard! Peste yun. hehe

Pero surprising that sa loob ng village or subdivision what you call it, whatever.. Eh nandun yun city hall ng taytay ata, dapat free entrance ng any vehicle! They should check on that..

The place is quite huge and better than 9 waves in San Mateo.. 2 pools with waves which are damn big, lampas sa kin yun waves pero masaya! Kala ko nasa dagat ka na binabagyo! hehe Tapos may kayaking pa and others.. Yun slide ayos din, kaso head first. hehe Then the part that I was kinda afraid is the free fall pool, ok lang tumalon eh, kaso yun babagsakan mo 14 ft ang lalim so for short baka di na ko makaahon. Lord, mabuti kahit wala ako takot, may takot naman ako. hehe

We were able to have sometime naman, siyempre usap usap saka bonding na din as a team. Sayang wala yun iba, pero ok lang, parang di nga team building, parang outing na nga eh, kasi may iba na sumama. hehe Ok lang yun, the more the merrier!

We went back sa MJ plaza then ayun pagod lahat and for me, I was drained sa biyahe kasi medyo trapik, parang mas mahirap yun pauwi kaysa yun papunta dun..

I went to eat sa chickboy! Busog and sulit. Afterwards, ayun nagyaya ang CRAP, I passed. hehe Sorry mga bro..

TL says, it's wet and wild event.. Thanks TL!

It was!

Footnote: Check the pics na lang in FB, nandun na lahat, tinatamad ako mag detail ng nangyari.. Sorry.. I'm not sure kung na tag ako. hehe

Kasalan sa Manggahan

Naglalakad ako sa isang daan papunta sa reception, sabi ko, ang ganda naman sa lugar na to.. Sana, at pwede naisip ko dito din ikasal. hehe Sa dami ng kasal napuntahan ko, mukhang ito ang ideal for me in the future, kung meron. hehe

As I walk in that place, quite solemn, and serene, not that quiet or loud.. It's a simple nostalgic place...

3 hours earlier.

Sinabon na naman ako ni Mommy about advising her na to get a taxi. Paano ba naman yun kasama ko dapat, na high blood! hehe It's already 3pm and I can see the high traffic at Quezon Ave. Bad trip, my cab won't make it on time.. I was thinking na di pumunta na, kaso I already said yes to the couple.. No backing out. I'm a mam of my word.. Geez, kahit wala ako regalo sa kanila.. Kakahiya.

To kill some wait time, Me and Mom are watching Startalk and yes getting some chismax or if there is any useful information. hehe We are talking as well, where I'm going and other topics as well..

After some hours of waiting, ayun dumating ang reliable EMP cab ko. hehe Walang paki kung sa Antipolo ang biyahe, but the problem is, can we make it? It was already 3:30pm at that time.

Naisip ko na mukhang di ko na aabutan yun wedding proper.. I'll be late for sure.. Niyek, di naman ako makakateleport from QC to Antipolo! hehe

I just hope na kahit sa reception na lang ok lang.. I was asked by Rheg bakit pa ko pupunta diyan, o tumuloy? I replied ata naka oo na ko eh. But seriously, that person is important to me, one of my closest friends and like a said, Big Sister.. Ate nga. hehe But yeah, I don't want to miss the day she will be happy.. With someone forever..

Siyempre, kwentuhan kay Michael the cab driver about his experiences lalo na sa dating cab na trabaho niya na mukhang worse.. Maganda silang tignan pero di pala sa management. hehe Nakakatawa nga yun kwento niya about his current cab, pero kakatakot din kaso iba nagagawa ng galit.. Kaya advice ko sa mga may ari ng cabs na yan.. Treat your drivers fairly!

Let's go back going to Mango Farm.. Yes the place is named Mango Farm in Antipolo. At her invitation, siyempre nakaindicate na yun map, so medyo madali namin nasearch yun place. Even there is so much traffic papunta dun, lalo na sa masinag. Tagal ko na di nakakapunta dun, I still remember, the last time ata ako nakapunta dun, wayback HS days sinasamahan ko pa si Kuya Allan to deliver payroll sa isang construction project dun. hehe

Napadaan na ko but that was almost 3 years ago, due to some swimming event of CRAP. hehe

Anyway, lintek na Kingswood yan, kala naman yun sa gitna pero iba pala, ang layo yun may farm.

Good thing, we able to find the village pero getting mismo sa venue, naisip ko ang swerte ko may cab ako nacontrata, kung hindi, napakalayo ng lalakarin ko in a formal dress.. Buti hindi ako nakaamericana and I thought in the future, I should drive na ata. hehe

We arrived around 5pm and at first, I thought I'm lost kasi picture na, tapos may pakain in some like hut.. So I searched the place, not that big nor so small.. Baka kasi yun nakita ko kinasal eh di pala siya. Naku, naramdaman ko na baka tapos na and tapos na din yun reception. Deep sh*t. I thought, bugbog ako sa kanya. hehe As I walk towards some grasses and to the big Mango tree, there is someone walking in a wide glamorous smile..

Wearing an radiant white wedding dress, here comes my lovely friend for almost a decade.. Well, wala pa nga ata pero malapit na. hehe

She looks magnificient and seems to be perfectly happy and of course with his Groom na simply handsome, at they are a perfect match.. As I saw her posing for their post wedding event, those memories came back and I can't believe na first, she did not look old, parang HS pa din like the first time I saw her at the Old building. hehe A beautiful lady with an aura of happiness..

Second, I can't believe, na damn, she pull it off and of course, with them together.. I thought, if I had a courage for what they have done, maybe I could do it as well.. But oh well, licking those time wounds won't help. hehe I am just happy they are now together and happy.. Natutuwa nga ko sa picture taking..

Their smiles, laughter, asaran and sweetness definitely worth watching for.. A perfect match.

After the picture taking and sort of.. Ayun punta na ko sa reception venue. As usual, no one I know and ayun kaunti pa pumunta so I am quite alone I guess. hehe

Pero mabuti nandun yun isang friend niya na kilala ko, paano siya yun advisor ko sa insurance.. Lately lang ako tumabi kasi nahiya naman ako. Good job talaga! hehe

Then as I check yun handa, looks good and mukhang taste good din at nakita ko naman yun elar's lechon.. Akalain mo, nakakaabot sila dun. hehe

Program started around 6:30pm and yes, some wedding program rituals and they look indeed sweet and full of love!

Some greetings and yes, bago kumain, picture muna with the couple. And this time, siyempre since kaunti, ayun nakakuha agad ng pagkain! =)

Anyway, gusto ko bumawi kaso nagyaya yun CRAP to have a meet later pag uwi, so ayun, isang plato lang. Naman oh! Kung kailan ako feeling makakarami, nabitin pa. Pero ayun after nun wedding, sa meeting bumawi ng maraming kain! Bwahaha

Full range of Fondue and diabetic foods and yes, ang pinaka waste talaga na di ko natry eh is the open bar. That flaming hot drink, looks deadly kasi umaapoy at mukhang hot shot talaga. With the person's reactions of the drink siyempre, nakita ko eh..

Ok na sana, kung malapit lang ako nakatira kaso ayun, hindi eh. hehe

It is one of the weddings I liked kasi with the simple yet elegant set up, knowing how they really set that up in the first place. hehe Ang galing and effective ha..

I love the multimedia presentation of their wedding. As usual, kasama sa package yun flash or like video presentation of their begginngs, how they grow up and of course, together as well. May candid shots and nafeel ko talagang bagay sila together.. It took years for them to be in that situation ha, not that long or so short, tama lang. =)

I was laughing as well, di ako makapaniwala na may acting din pala ang friend ko. hehe

It is a fun filled evening and siyempre, as usual, nasama na naman ako sa singles game. Peste talaga, every wedding ha, talagang participant ba ko dito? hehe

Luckily, no embarrassing dancing or moments, talo talaga ako. hehehe Eh, wala naman ako lusot since few guest lang sa event.. Geez, but ayun good nga, di ako umabot ng final round. Time to be in a relationship na nga siguro. hehe

3 hours later..

Yes, I said goodbye to her na since ayun na booze out sessions with her new family which I regretfully not participating, damn.. hehe Niyaya pa naman ako nun groom. hehe

I gave her a tight hug and says congratulations, good luck and good night. Thanks daw sa pag punta, sabi ko naman, wala yun, siyempre, important day mo to and I want to you happy in this day.

I said goodbye na din sa husband niya, at sabi ko sayang pre, pero sobrang thanks daw sa pagpunta, same reply to him... Pero at least, di naman ako takot sa kanya.. Unlike dati. hehe Cool nga siya, ang sabi ko, alagaan niya..

Then I'm off with Michael the cab driver back, paid with tip and good thing, mabilis ako nakauwi, around 30 mins..

While going home, I also thought of having that simple yet solemn wedding.. I am lucky to have an idea of what a wedding for me.. Not that extravagant nor so simple.. Tama lang, lalo na depende kung ilan darating na guest.. Yihee! =) Damn, I do have the answers to the questions running in my heart and mind before.. But it's too late.. It's done.

As for me, I went home, kept the souvenir they gave and the moments I saw for a couple that stood against odds. I hope they will be indeed together..

Holding tight..

Standing in front of a big Mango tree.

A vacation to ruins

As October 26th approaches, at the end of my shift, well, even my plans of going out of town or whatever did not go through.. I still looked forward na makapagpahinga or whatever will free me.. Free from stress, problems o for short mga bwisit. hehe Pambad trip ng araw at pangdissappoint ng day.. Basta not bothering my inner peace kung baga. =)

However, after that day and I woke full of hope and peace was indeed ruined.. Nah, it is simply because ayun, di pumasok ang tindera ko! =(( Ok na eh, planado na lahat ng gagawin ko for the rest of the week kahit may pasok ako ng Sat of October 30 kaso ayun.. Yehey, naisip ko, mukhang magbabakasyon ako sa shop ko. =(

Well, good thing nandiyan si Kuya Allan and Alpro for support.. =) Pero of course, mas gusto ko yun nakapahinga ako pero naisip ko, mahaba naman VL ko eh. hehe

A day passed and full of hope and sana gumaling si Carla tapos balik sa shop.. But alas, lost hope, and despair came as for the second time she did not go to work.. Medyo napuno na ko, imagine that, never happened before.. Then the usual feedback o sabon ginawa ko sa kanya but oh well, nothing you can do for a sick person..

Then like the Tuesday, open the shop then kaunting tulong kay Kuya Allan.. Ayun, doing all the things in my shop.. Oh boy.. Bored, tired and hoping na I can still go through my rest..

After a tiring Wednesday, then yes still hoping na bukas, babalik na si Carla at kahit 2 days na lang pahinga, makakabawi pa.

Ah yes, di nangyari.. =) Thursday all over again, I fired her and well, start making calls to find a new one.. Or for the mean time, si Kuya Allan.. Which I can say done a good job! hehe

Bad timing for me, walang pahinga.. But great thing Ate called and needs help, so sabi ko sige diyan na lang ako pupunta. I can't believe that they will be moving from that place, it's quite small but like I said in my previous post lalo na in the past, that place made my living in the south simple and fun. =)

If I have the money, no problem, I'll buy that pero I think I need to win the jackpot prize. hehe

Anyway, ayun went to LP at no time on Thursday tapos helped her to fix some things at ayos naman.. Quite a lot of things moving then went to the all time tambayan, Southmall with pamangkins siyempre. hehe

Kahit papano yun frustration ko nawala even my arms kinda stressed out at ako na fatigue kasi sa dami binubuhat at siyempre ayos ng gamot pero nasulit naman yun with ate. I was kinda open to her especially on those past events pero I'm happy, it is indeed time well spent. =)

Maybe we should go back dun sa pancake house. hehe

Friday came and yes, I need to go back at the shop and dahil may gagawin si Kuya Allan, ayun bantay sarado ako. Well good thing, nagamit ko yun zune ko. hehe Watch some ol good action movie, one of my favorites, Die Hard!

Saturday came, at siyempre, stressed na pagpasok pero ok lang! Panalo naman kami sa contest so may free team building na, at may fontana daw kami!! Yehey! hehe

Well, yes I can say, it was a bad VL, definitely.. No action or event that I want to do did happen pero wala ako magagawa, tapos na, moving on and siguro makabawi na lang after that.. Geez besides, I was very tired of thinking of it at that time..

Even after 3 days from Saturday, another set of days rest..

I was able to rest yes nun Nov. 1 and 2.. I was able to get one saleslady pero after a week, I decided to get her back then now I added a new one pero may experience. hehe

Kuya Allan is still there pero di na lagi kasi sa dami niya side jobs, especially for fixing my computer. Same goes with Kuya Alpro and co.

For me, well, I am hoping and another shot for a vacation and this time, it should go through at sana makaalis naman ako! =) Just for sometime.. Maybe somewhere in North or down South or how about very down south.. hehe

For now, ayun back to normal at may added work na.. Important is I forgive her, make the shop running smoothly and in the future?

A vacation to something great and peaceful pa din.

Nobyembre

Ah etong buwan na to ay napakasimple pero masaya naman. Sa ngayon, eto naayos na yun computer at medyo nagloloko pero kahit papano, nagagamit ko na ng maayos. Salamat kay Kuya Allan. hehe

Eto nga, biglang tapos na yun LAT training at malamang kamote kami sa pagsusulit bukas. hehe At lalo na sa pagsasanay! Naman, imbes na pasulong ang pag gamit ng teknolohiya eh parang paurong ata dito. Wala ako magagawa, ganun ang gusto ng kompanya eh. hehe

May pagsasama kami ng aking team, ngayon Sabado kaya sana di lang maayos kundi importante sa lahat, lahat kami ay sama sama at masaya! Wag lang umulan. =) Kasi mahirap umuwi at Antipolo yun noh! hehe

Sa mga gagawin ko din para sa tindahan ko, dahil medyo ayos ayos na ang computer ko, makakagawa na ko ng trapan para sa Pasko. =) Sana lang matapos ko na para wala na ko masyado gagawin.

Siyempre, sana malakas ang shop ng mga buwan na to lalo na sa Disyembre, at tuloy tuloy na ang operasyon. Dalawa na kasi tindera ko, at sana maayos ang kanila samahan. =)

Pero, kahit gustuhin ko man, di na mangyayari, na bakasyon.. =( Nasira na eh, pero sana makabawi sa darating na taon..

Makatapos na din sa pagaaral, medyo mauusog kasi nangyari sa computer ko lalo na sa trabaho, dahil sa training eh.

Sa trabaho naman, ayun makapasa lang ngayon buwan pwede na! hehe

Wala naman may espesyal na kaarawan ngayon buwan, pero sana lang siguro, may magbago.. Di ko alam kung ano pagbabago yun pero sana lang, kung may pagbabago lang, sana para sa ikakabuti. At ano pa? May mga plano ko sa susunod na taon, aayusin ko na lang siguro sa buwan na to. =) At sana masunod ko. hehe

Etong buwan pala na to, parang eto yun wala masyado espesyal na nangyari sa kin, kahit sa mga nakaraan na to.. Kaya wala naman ako maalala na masaya, magulo o malungkot sa buwan na to.. Importante, nandito pa ko! =)

Marami pang pagkikita ng CRAP at naisip ko na din bumili ng mug, makukupas na kasi yun CRAP mug. hehe

Wala na, yun lang siguro.. Ah baka makabawi na ko sa Magic ngayon buwan at susubukan na ang bagong deck. hehe Sana naman magbago ang aking tala ng panalo at talo.. Sara na ang isang phone headset ko na may kontrol! =(

Pero ok lang, marami pa ko orig headset na nokia, kahit wala na yun control na yun. hehe

Yun lang muna.. May libre?

Notes

Siyempre, kala ko dati pang lista lang ng magic or blog tong notes ko sa phone, pero ngayon... Ayun, pang lista na din ng mga may utang sa kin. hehe O how about my task in due na din in the next days.

Well, it help me lot talaga, lalo na pag may gusto ako isulat kaso nakalimutan ko or how about the things that I need to buy o to do, type na agad sa notes ko in my cel.

I know there is to do list sa calendar or whatever, pero mas convenient sa kin yun notes.. Besides, na bluetooth pa.

Paano nga ba ako magsimula nito, gumamit ng notes sa phone? Hmmmmm simple lang, kasi dati sobrang bored ako sa shop and I thought, since nagblog blog ako, eh itype ko na sa notes in my cell yun isulat ko dito. I think na lagay ko na dati yun style na yun.. So hanggang sa ilan instance na medyo nakakalimutan ko yun ibang nagtatanong sa kin, or even events at ngayon palista ng utang.. hehe

Now my notes is more useful.. I'll try in the future to use in other purpose or more organize of using to do notes in the calendar pero ayun medyo busy kaya eto lang muna.

Definitely, well I do love using this tool and helped me a lot. It helped me to remember as well..

Mabuti na lang mahaba yun kaya ng notes in these new phones, saka madali magtype, unlike sa 6300. Hehe Pero kahit ganun yun 6300, sobrang gamit na gamit ang notes. Sometimes I'm carried away of typing there, even I should only do this much.. =)

Ah for now, di na masyado sa pagtype ng blog gamit ko yun notes, but listahan ng mga blog for this month. It's better kasi just remind the subjects of my blog for this month then spontaneous na lang dito. hehe

If notes is a person, I'll thank him or her? hehe At least may secretary ako to remind me some things.. Alerts or whatever.. What needs to be done and finish some task. And who to collect! hehe

Thanks!