better day

yes, at least I had a regular, non-stressed day.. after a hard day worked yesterday.. I was able to get a good rest, a good meal and well, relaxing sleep.. I watched TV but, it's only Voltes V.. hehe hmmm nothing changed, since I only slept for about 8 hours, no interruptions.. by the way.. I saw another set of powerful cards in the new expansion.. so eventide really saved the best for last.. I still don't have internet at the house since I am still waiting for the payday.. hehe oh well.. what's running in my mind? hmmm... nothing as well, maybe I am just tired today because of the shift I guess.. on my way to work earlier, I saw DJ Mo Twister with his dog in Eastwood, he also carries a dairy queen dessert.. so I believe he just came from work since Magic 89.1 has a second station in Eastwood.. that's it.. nothing special about that.. hehe I am looking forward for these coming days off.. because of the team building and having a good rest day on Sunday.. I am not sure what will I do on that day.. but one thing is for sure, I will keep blogging.. hehe and another thing, I will clean my gadgets for sure..

what else, oh, at this moment, I only have 7 calls.. hehe good thing that the additional team come up and help us.. I love this day, and onwards as well.. hehe my future plans are still intact and it depends if all fall into place.. I will pursue my plans.. I hope they will work.. by the way, I was able to watch the trailer of Quantum of Solace, the new 007 film on Nov. 7.. I saw it and I think it will be a good one.. the new 007 films shifted to a serious note so it will be a good one.. with the same elements like the suit, the chicks and action.. hehe speaking of ladies.. I have no, or zero plans of courting or having a serious date because of my situation, I want to recover first, financially I guess.. hehe and some factors as well.. so I don't want to get into trouble.. again.. what else.. I believe nothing.. as of the moment.. next week, my blog will be different.. different in topics yet same substance.. you will know it by Monday for sure.. it will be in dark proportions.. hehe since I am in this bleak situation, let's compare my life in some songs that I usually listen to..

improvements need to take in place so life will be easier.. good day!?

got slacked

hmmm speaking of getting slacked and regularized by next week.. I do not know what first to say.. I had a weird dreams for last 3 days.. I will not tell what are those dreams.. but it's weird because I felt happy and sad.. I don't know.. hehe anyway, what happen on Sunday? we visited Iggie, of course 4 of us are complete.. and he prepared a good meal to us.. and overflowing of beer.. 50 liters of pale pilesen!!! what the heck.. the last time I drank a pale pilesen was on Dennis birthday like 3 years ago.. hehe and I puked on that time.. but last night.. after I ate few food because of the beer.. I fell asleep.. hehe actually I slept.. while they are singing.. we did not talked that much because what I feel and sorry to Iggie about it.. hehe maybe I am not strong in pale pilesen.. damn that beer.. I don't know how will Iggie get rid of the 40 liters left of beer.. hehe good job!!! but I really like the food he cooked, some clams and pasta.. hehe he's really a good cook.. by the way, he also done some good gelatin desserts.. hehe it was a good night.. it's just that I really fell asleep because of the beer I guess.. after that fun night.. I fell asleep that fast and I woke around 9am.. after that..

I have nothing to do.. unless, I have my internet back.. I don't expect that dramatic change in my freaking life.. I thought some time, of giving up or do some stupid decisions.. but oh well.. as long I still keep on going and pray for the best.. regularization is coming up so I hope I will make it.. it's for the record.. hehe and our team building is coming up as well.. it will be a fun week ahead for me.. at least.. hehe what else to say.. I know it is very hard to be at this situation.. as you in my previous blogs.. it is an ongoing issue.. but like I said before, it's like a curse.. you can't get away from it that easy.. life is really, really, tricky.. I have compared life in so many metaphors, but it will not end I guess.. by the way, good job for ADMU, they won against the archers.. so they indeed have a strong line up and coach Norman Black should do right roster moves next time.. damn.. hehe my mission this week, I need to have my internet back in the house.. hehe that's all for today.. take care!!!!!!

peste

hay, pagkatapos na kapetiks na trabaho noong biyernes.. tapos ng 18 tawag na natanggap ko.. nagpahinga muna ko sandali sa opisina kasi hinihintay ko un kaibigan ko na dadaan daw sa eastwood.. pero pagkatapos ng isang oras, di siya sumipot, ang rason, un, nakatulog.. hehe magaling na trabaho.. hehe pero ok lang, sinabihan ko na sa susunod na lang.. or pwede naman siya dumaan sa bahay para kunin un report.. pero, napakasarap humiga sa pahingahan na kwarto sa Dell.. hehe kahit puro comforter lang ang mayroon dun.. pinagtyagaan ko na lang.. pero sarap talaga, sayang di ako nakatulog dun, pero sa susunod, subukan ko nga.. hehe pagkatapos ko maghintay eh dumeretcho na ko kina Ron Marc, natuloy naman ako, kahit wala si Nick.. sabi Nick kasi, may parang bibili ng kanyang gintong computer chasis, kaya di siya natuloy pumunta kay Ron Marc.. nakarating naman ako kay Ron Marc, pero ang unang nakita ko si Rick.. un kapatid niya na mas bata, ng isang taon lang ata.. or dalawa.. un, siyempre, kamustahan muna at kwentuhan ng tungkol sa pera ha.. hehe para naman mayroon ako nun.. pero tungkol sa negosyo at computer naman.. tapos ng mahabang usapan, natuloy na kami sa paglaro ng magic.. siyempre importante un kasi makikita ko na kung ok un nabuo kong deck.. at habang naglalaro kami, ayun, kain sa kanila at laro at kain ulit.. nagulat ako na malaman ko na anniversary pala ng parents nila at birthday na ni Rachel, un bunsong kapatid nila na babae.. hehe so buenas ko pala, sorry Nick, di ka nakakain ng fondue.. hehe diabetes ata ako kahapon.. sa pagkatapos ng laro, un, kakapagod din ha... nabugbog ako masyado na dahil hindi sa talo, kundi sa gising na ko ng matagal at siyempre Magic un, so panay isip ng diskarte.. medyo nakukuha ko na ang diskarte ng mga deck ko at kahit medyo talo, pero may potential talaga, kasi natatalo sila eh at hirap ha.. kailangan lang talaga makumpleto un mga deck ko.. hehe

pagkatapos ng hapunan eh umalis na ko kina Ron Marc, bale nakilaro din si Ron Marc.. so iyon.. ok naman paguwi ko, hilata agad sa kama ko at nakatulog na agad.. sobrang pagod ako ng araw na yun, halos 24 oras akong gising.. hehe eto na ang linggo, gising at nagsimba naman agad ako.. si Mommy pala nakauwi na din galing sa subic.. sinamahan niya si Mommy P, un balae niya.. hehe sabi ko nga, bakit di siya naguwi ng chocolate.. hehe pagkatapos noon.. iyon, inayos ko na un letter na pinagawa niya sa kin noong biyernes.. kaunting ayos lang naman.. kaya pala mababa ako sa business writing.. hehe pero di naman lahat mali noh, un umpisa ng letter lang saka un huli, pero un importante, tama ako.. bakit peste ang title ng blog ko? eh akalain mo naman sermunan pa ko ni Mommy.. ganda na sana ng araw ko, bigla naman ako nabuwisit.. hehe pero ano naman magagawa ko, alam naman niya problema ko, at may punto naman siya.. eh na bad trip naman ako kasi ayoko masyado isipin un mga problema ko kasi parang nawawalan ako gana sa buhay.. pero ayun, tumugil si Mommy.. pagpasensya na lang sana niya ako.. alam ko naman na marami na ko ginawang mali, gusto ko lang itama un lahat ngayong taon.. pero di ko pinagsisihan yan, kasi natuto naman ako at masaya naman ako sa mga nangyari kahit un ibang parte eh, medyo masakit pa rin.. ganun ang buhay.. ipaubaya ko na lang sa taas siguro.. Diyos ko.. sayo na alang sana lahat ng problema ko.. hahaha hay.. sige, tapusin ko na un pinapagawa ni Mommy at makapunta na kina Iggie, happy birthday bro!!! sana, malampasan mo lahat at maraming kainan pa pahanda mo.. hehe mapapainom ako nito.. kami pala nina Rheg at Ian.. oo nga pala, talo UST, kahit naglaro pa si Cruz at Ababou, kaso pilay naman kasi sila.. sana makabawi sila sa susunod na game.. dapat lang.. ngayon naman, ang tantsa ko, sibak ang La Salle.. hehe sorry Rheg.. ang UP? sana makakuha naman sila ng panalo ngayong season.. hahaha ang pag ibig.. wala na siguro.. pero sana, bumalik ulit.. kasi masarap talaga magmahal ng tapat at walang pagaalinganan.. lalim naman na tagalog un.. sige.. tama na to.. bukas na lang ulit!?

almost late 2!! check the blackswordsmann2.blogspot.com

very long title huh.. hehe anyway, yes, I almost got to work late but thanks to Mom and EMP taxi, I got it here earlier and able to eat dinner.. whoa.. that was close.. anyway, what I did yesterday.. nothing much, but I rarely, rarely do this.. I watched some TV shows, some of them in channel 9, at first, it's all home TV shopping shows.. the products I saw were ultimate mixer, hehe one touch can opener, and the one that caught my attention was the 9 minute marinator.. hehe I do marinade like porkchops or beef and it takes at least 8 hours to have a good marinated meat, but with that machine, it does so fast.. and it made sense too.. I have money, I can buy that so Mom or other people who cook in the house will do easy to marinade meat.. and after that, hmmm I glanced Pacman's arrival in Sis in gma 7.. and the one show made me sleep at 2pm was the movie Boiler Room.. when it was streamed through studio 23, I always catch up the ending of the movie.. so this was the best time to watch it the full movie.. I watched the full movie because I got interested with the money plot.. hehe and I realized, this is how PFEC works.. the PFEC was a company that I applied before and I got a tip from my high school friend that it's like a hedging company which they sell shares from so called big companies in small numbers but the truth is, the shares are under it's directors, so that's illegal trading.. so, because of that careful tip, it save time, money or even my dignity.. that's was too close.. even with my friend William, becuase we were interviewed in that same day.. hehe about the actors? hmmm not a fantastic, artistic movie, but just an intelligent one.. especially Vin Diesel, so I believe, he should go to serious ones.. unlike the movies he have done recently..

Ribisi also shown a good performance.. as a lead character in the movie with his father in the movie, the team leader in Alias, I forgot his name.. but it was a great movie.. I was surprised with Ben Affleck, he always go to a scene and just yell and rant, and says bad words.. good script.. hehe but it was a good one.. after watching that movie, I never realized that it was already 2pm.. so I need to slepp, however, I checked the game in the NCAA, Letran vs. Benilde.. Benilde almost put an upset but in the end, the experienced and great scorer Jazul salvaged Letran.. coach Louie is correct, if he did not score 37 points, Letran will be defeated by a rookie team, which is bad.. Benilde almost got it but well, good experience to them.. I think, from what I saw, they will make it in the final four.. hehe and after that, well, I got to sleep.. I hope for the best in my day.. but I was so tired, after my shift.. I got 68 calls.. very good job..

by the way, please visit my blogspot site stated above.. and please, any comments, will be greatly appreciated.. if you are looking for the first book, I am sorry, I accidentally deleted it, it was posted in my first blog in the book 2.. if there's anyone reading this.. hehe that's all.. happy US independence day.. good day to all.. I am going to eat the free pancit.. haha

before the freedom day

it's freaking queuing.. right now, the queue is about 35 calls waiting.. so good job to us.. hehe tomorrow, will be the US independence day.. we hope there are less calls.. we need to rest.. hehe it is very hard for today.. about yesterday.. nothing changed, until Mom told me to do some letters.. and unfortunately, we need to rewrite it again.. urghh.. damn.. hehe anyway, my plans in my days off for sure, is going to Ron and on Sunday, we are going to Iggie's birthday.. hehe I don't know what else to do next.. hmmm I am kind of hungry.. and a bit tired.. by the way, nothing else done yesterday except doing the letter for my Mom and got a good sleep actually.. because it's rainy season and it's quiet so it's great.. hehe hmmm... the new expansion is now releasing some interesting cards, I knew it, since this is the last expansion for the lorwyn block, they save the best for last.. hehe while I am printing Mom's letter, hmm I was able to watch again and again the Pedicab's ang pusa mo MTV.. I know what they are imitating into.. hehe japan has live TV shows which shows S and M.. hehe so of course, since it's for general viewing, they copy it in a funny and wacky manner.. those chicks are hot.. hehe

oh, there is also another discovery I've done yesterday.. the brewrats, the wackiest and sickest show from 99.5RT, made a radio program.. which, I can't believe it passed the radio censors.. hahaha the title is iputok mo sa labas.. what a title.. if they make that in a movie.. I will be surprised, first to see it.. hahaha and the plot is like the usual crappy pinoy movies.. with a funny, crappy dialogue, what do you expect? a good script from those 3 bozos? hehe not a chance but it's a laugh trip.. honestly.. great job.. other than that, I went home and gave the letter to Mom and gone to a deep slumber sleep.. hmmm freedom day.. what does it feel to be free, not only from problems, or whatever, but also the things you really want to do.. when will that day come to me? anyway, that's all I can say today!!! time has come for me, to just slack at the remaining time of my lunch.. bwahahahaha!!! good day, good luck, take care and God bless to all..

struggle

hmmm.. yes, I can say that.. for the time being.. I am so poor in everything.. hehe oh well, that's life.. for the past days, I feel like left in a mud.. or like floating in an oblivion.. in a dark place.. actually, I shouldn't go to work today, but I don't want to be a burden for my team.. so that made me woke up and rush here at work without eating something yesterday.. hehe I had that kind of sickness before, but I believe I overcame it because of Dell.. and some problems to solve I guess.. hehe what a weird kind of motivation.. by the way, Nick already resigned, damn, that's the second time ha.. but he has a reason to move on.. it's not easy but sometimes, you will need to make a choice, an important choice.. so kudos to him and good luck, and we still play magic.. hehe I won't follow yet his footsteps, unless a good opportunity comes in.. I will try that this month, but other than that, I will stay here for a while.. Nick also sent a farewell email.. what a weird one but it's a sweet one as well.. oh well.. by the way, Igz birthday is coming up.. and he told me that on Sunday, party starts at 11am? so this is a whole day event huh.. for the first time, this is a long celebration.. hehe so I hope, he will serve the best food and of course, the beer.. hehe

but on my days off, I hope I can shrug off these fears by going to Ron Marc on Saturday and on Sunday, going to Iggie.. I also hope I can go to Dad as well.. and UST has a match set up on Saturday, against UE.. I hope they will win and they have a strong line up.. so they should able to crush the warriors.. hehe anyway, no other big news posted other than St. Benilde won it's first 2 games and Jamison will be staying in the Wizards.. one concerning news is Baron Davis, will be at the LA Clippers? good job.. hehe that's not final yet but I believe it will go through.. one another news is one of my bets in the PBA won, Air 21.. they are the first team to go auto semifinals.. hehe but Sta.Lucia, they will go into the wildcard phase.. hehe what happen to those guys..

our regularization is nearing and I hope, there is an increase, because I need it.. hehe nothing changed, I still don't have internet at the house, or a dramatic change, but other than that.. no other change happened.. it's the same ol' me.. oh crap..

later, I hope I get a good lunch and hope to proceed further for the coming days, especially friday which is the independence day of the US.. so I hope we get less calls.. please, for a change.. hehe I think that's all I can say for today.. take care, good day and good luck! God bless to all..

haggard

I received 60 calls yesterday.. holy crap.. hehe so when I got home and have a good rest, but I ended up, sleeping.. hehe thank God, I got an almost good sleep.. why almost? hmmm because when I got hungry, I woke up and eat a little.. hehe ate my lunch to be exact.. so there, I woke up and got here at work.. it's my TM's birthday, so happy birthday to our beloved TM Joan.. Wish you best of luck and for our team as well.. thanks for guiding our team very much.. hehe anyway, before I pause writing the blog today.. I just came from the quiz bee in our company.. I can say it's a sloppy one because in the elims round, we need to raise flags to give our answers to the quiz master and it only needs 2 points to advance to the finals.. however, at one point, we were scolded not to touch the flag first before we answer, unfortunately, we lost.. hehe but that's fine, after the aggraviation.. I let it go.. besides, they look unprepared as well.. hehe we will get them back next time.. with my 2 other team mates? hmmm they're pretty good, I can say we can win the grand prize of 5000GC's.. hehe damn.. I hope they have part 2 of that this same year.. we want revenge!! hehe you know, in all the quiz bees I joined in college, they should use the wihiteboard method, because since they don't have buzzers, it will be hard to tell who raise the flag first.. so, they should change the rules and that's it.. I thought the questions are so hard, well, some math word problems are hard, but most of them, we can answer it fast.. no problem with it, as long it's a fair game..

anyway, there is a feast for our team since it's TM birthday.. hehe eat all you can.. I believe.. so I will be full today.. full of food.. hehe later after work, I will check what can I do to get some funds.. the money I have, won't even reach the next payday, so I really need some help.. hehe let's see.. hmmm what else.. I don't know.. oh Gilbert Arenas is coming here.. I was suprised because, well he will come here all of the sudden.. hehe I hope his knee is doing fine.. but he is known taking big shots.. he's a good player, it's just he needs a different type of team.. not your usual team.. you know what I mean.. hehe anyway.. ahh.. what else I can say.. I don't know what more to say.. oh, while I am sleeping.. I have so much in my freaking mind.. some unpleasant events coming back I guess.. hehe but I feel like blank or worthless I guess.. maybe I am thinking to much of these problems.. this is bad.. hehe that's why what I am going to do is to have fun in my life what I have, what I already have left.. I believe that's all I need to do with this situation.. I look sad, but within, it's just I am just clueless.. I can't say I am depressed because I won't be working now.. or these days.. but I don't know.. maybe you have the answer.. please tell me dude.. I need it now.. hehe

anyway, I just need to shrug off these fears or worries, God is there for all of us.. good day, good luck, and take care.. great lunch by TM.. hehe I am full..