nasaan ka na

hay kakapagod ngayong araw.. hehe di naman buong araw pero itong umpisa ng shift.. sa pagkatapos ng shift ko, nagkita kami ni Joanne, best friend ko nun college, pumunta kami sa puntod ni Prong.. well, mahabang lakaran nangyari kasi pinuntahan di namin un friend niya namatay din na halos katulad ng araw kay Prong.. un friend ni Joanne pumanaw ng Sept. 4, 2007, samantala si Prong, Sept. 5, 2008.. napakasaklap ng kapalaran.. pero ganun talaga ang buhay.. kailangan tuloy ang buhay.. pagkatapos noon.. dumerecho kami sa gateway ulit, at kumain.. masarap pala ang teryaki boy at siyempre, matagal na ko di nakakatikim ng coffee bean, kaya nangyari na noong sabado.. hehe maraming salamat Joanne.. di bale, babawi ako sayo.. at un, nakauwi na ko ng mga 3pm at nanood sandali ng NCAA.. hehe malakas ang San Beda.. 3 peat na to.. sayang un Mapua.. wala na naman silang malaki.. maraming tao sa Araneta noong sabado dahil opening ng NCAA, pero nanood na lang ako sa TV.. isa pang team na bilib ako, Letran.. wala na silang malaki ha.. pero nanalo pa rin sila sa JRU.. iba kasi ang batak na players ng Letran.. pero ang problema, pag San Beda ang kalaban, sure na talo sila.. hehe kawawa naman.. next week naman, UAAP na.. go uste!!

tapos, Linggo na.. siyempre, Paquiao day.. bad news, wala ako net.. naputulan.. yan ang nangyayari pag broke ang isang tao.. hehe pero ganun talaga ang buhay.. eto na.. puro warcraft at NBA Live na lang ang ginawa ko.. pero ang plano ko dapat, tignan sa net kung sino nanalo, kaso ung nga.. putol.. bad trip.. mga 12pm na nagstart un laban.. Round one.. ok pa naman si Diaz, pero nun pagdating ng ibang round, na punching bag ni Pacman.. durog.. hehe pero mantakin mo, Round 9 bumagsak si Diaz ha.. ang tibay pala talaga, pero di pwede kay Pacman yan.. galing!! dapat sumunod kay Pacman eh si Valero, or si Campbell para marami belt niya.. or si Hatton, pero para sa record din at pera.. hehe pero, tama si Freddie Roach, dapat magretire si Pacman by next year kasi sa mga laban na naharap niya.. di biro ha.. lahat legend at hall of famer.. buti nga, di niya lalabanan si Cotto eh.. tapos noon.. natulog na ata ako.. ah, nanood pala ako ng TV, PBA pero ok lang.. nakatulog ako.. hehe

tapos ng Linggo, siyempre, Lunes.. at naglinis ako ng kwarto, nagayos ng mga magic decks at mga gamit ako.. anu pa ba.. yun, nagayos ng mga kalat din.. bale, napaaga pala ako gumising.. napapanood ako ng unang hirit at umagang kay ganda.. hehe saka myx pala sa studio 23.. voltes V din saka pokemon.. napatagal ata ang nood ko, di ko napansin, pero ok lang, wala naman kasi akong internet.. para sa ngayon.. ang napansin ko lang na kakaiba eh project 1 na kanta.. ung ang sarap dito.. ok ha.. all star cast pala sila.. hehe sandwich, imaga, saka may isa pa, pero di ko kilala un name ng banda.. tapos, ang malupit, ung bagong kanta ng pedicab na ang video eh hinaharass ng mga Japanese Girls!!! mga hayop kayo!! ang buenas ang mga letche.. ang title ng kanta, ang pusa mo.. maiksi pero astig nun kanta, video din.. pero overall, wala lang sila magawa.. nanggugulo lang.. haha pero astig talaga nung video.. one of the best of the year.. nakakatawa.. saka sino un mga chikas dun.. hehe pero pagnaayos ko na un internet ko, ilalagay ko un mga pamatay na OPM video.. hehe sa mga bumabasa, baka magtaka, kung bakit nasaan ka na ang pamagat ng aking blog para sa araw na ito.. tuwing pakikinggan ko ung kanta ni nyoy volante, parang napakalungkot ko.. siguro.. talagang napakahirap, lalo na pagnatatandaan mo un mga panahong masaya kayo.. sa isa't isa, sa hirap o ginhawa.. kaso talagang ganun eh.. mahirap ang pag ibig lalo na pag may bahagi na bawal.. hay, napakahirap.. magmahal siguro ulit.. talagang siguro, ganito muna ako.. magdusa at maging mapagisa siguro.. mukhang di na siya babalik..

hay naku.. ganito na siguro ang buhay para sa kin, para sa taong na to, gulo, away at lahat na.. hehe pero malamang, kailangan bumawi talaga ng matindi.. hehe sige, eto na lang muna sa ngayon.. magandang araw, pagpalain tayo ng Diyos at.. salamat sa lahat..

last day of the workweek 2

yes.. and always.. been.. boring I guess.. hehe whoa, 60pesos a liter of gas!! starting today.. good job.. what the heck is happening in our country.. this is madness!! hehe lucky for me, I don't have a car.. I believe it's better not to have a car for these days.. seriously.. anyway, like I said yesterday, after just an hour, my pay gone away.. hehe just like that.. you won't believe me but that is my situation.. broke.. this is so boring and tiring, I just slept for 6 hours and here, I came to work, and here, after my lunch I feel so lazy.. I just can't wait to go home.. by the way, Joanne and I will visit Loyola park after my shift to check Prong's grave.. so it will be a long walk in the park.. anyway, I do know now what to do in my days off.. since, Im broke, no where to go or whatsoever, I will just stay in one place, which is my house, specifically in my freaking room.. oh life.. it's so gloomy.. most of the time..hehe when where will a time that I will end up really happy? like a very happy ending..

I know some people got lucky, but I am not envious about it.. maybe I'm just a bit of low morale, not motivated of sort of.. I don't know.. maybe this is indeed signs of being broke.. hehe and got broke from love.. what a life.. I am not sure what to do tomorrow, but one thing is for sure.. I will search for help.. hehe help!!! but next week, it will be magic weekends off because I completed some of my decks, but it's type 2, so I may play outside other than Nick, or the Ron brothers.. other than that, oh nobody seems to be interested in my zune.. damn, I need to sell it ASAP.. I need the cash proceeds of the sale.. hehe

hmmm, tomorrow will be a good one, Pacman will be against a strong opponent.. Diaz.. when I saw him fight before.. I believe in the Pacman-Barera match, I knew that he is a strong fighter.. I know he is kind of slow but rugged and good puncher.. it's like, mukhang mapapalaban si Pacman talaga dito.. hehe anyway, the NBA draft is done.. first pick was Rose and I believe that is a good pick for the Bulls since they are going nowhere.. and the other picks are great as well.. but the good one are the trades happened.. Jermaine will be a good back up for Chris Bosh.. TJ Ford as well.. or how about Jefferson to the bucks.. with that, the Bucks have a stable 5 players.. hehe and other teams as well.. so let's see and let the season begins.. but wait there's more.. the USA team, let's see if they can bring the glory back to US.. this olympics is their good chance to do that since Manu got busted ankles.. and Pau is not in a mood to play for Spain, the US team need to take advantage of these scenarios.. hehe if not, change Mike K.. forget it, he is not a good coach.. they can get Phil Jackson, or just Scott Skiles or Avery Johnson.. so I don't know.. but I wish they will win.. oh I am really sad for what happen in the Perwisyo Lines.. and the new update is bad, some hazardous chemicals are stored in the liner, so it means, there is spillage.. so it's not safe to do the rescue or retrieval operation.. let's hope for the best..

God bless to all.. take care , good luck and good day?!

dark places

when I woke up last night, before I got to work.. I am just staring in my dark room.. so much darkness.. hoping there will be light in my room all the time.. hehe but I was like lying there lifeless, or feeling so much empty and alone.. whatever it is.. it's not good.. but that's fine.. I am trying to be happy in midst of these problems.. anyway, today is payday.. and it's kinda low, of course with all the freaking deductions that the government made in our pay.. but I will just make some plans to have this pay go through.. hehe I have no money left.. huhu what a broke lad I am.. I don't know if I will make it until next payday.. by the way.. what else.. I will outside for this lunch because I want to save the load left in my meal card.. hehe

I am checking the new expansion of magic the gathering, Eventide, and I was able to get some spoilers, or cards that maybe interesting.. and I have some of them.. good thing is, it will be added in my existing decks, type 2 decks.. hehe by the way, after my shift, I will pay some important bills, you see, I need to pay bills, especially in my house so oh well, I end up nothing, broke!! hehe oh well, I guess, I need to until September for the bonus and loan from SSS.. why will I get a loan from SSS? one, I need money.. two, for security purposes, I know, SSS has some kind of scam which you might end up, you already got the loan and other people received it.. like fraud.. so I want to get my money first before they do that.. hehe in my days off, I do not know what to do, but for sure, I will visit Prong.. I haven't visited him for this month.. and Joanne may come with me because she wants to his place in Loyola.. hmmm other than that.. I don't know.. what my plans.. are.. maybe I will just clean my stuff in my room and fix whatever that I need to fix to.. I wish I could watch some movies this week, and a couple of them gets my attention.. first is Hulk, which I got some good reviews and second is Wanted which is directed by the russian who directed day watch trilogy.. which for those who hasn't watch those movies, it's really cool.. so I am interested in watching those movies, if I have money.. haha kind of tired, but in the end of the day, I will just slack.. so that's all I can say for today.. good day, take care, God bless to all and good luck!

almost late

yes, I almost came to work late.. hehe after the very cold weekend, here came a very hot weekdays.. oh crap.. I am not getting straight sleeps like last week.. nothing changed.. I believe that I am getting frustrated for these past days.. maybe because of the problems I am facing now.. hehe but that's fine.. the problems I am facing is like the brand like Gatsu has in Berserk.. it's a curse.. sometimes, I can't sleep because of it.. hehe but I am not depressed or sort of.. I don't know.. maybe I am feeling just in a floating state of disorder I guess.. speaking of Berserk.. I haven't read the following books.. I haven't got much free time to read it because of the new queues we have.. hehe for short, no more petiks.. hehe but that's fine, I will read it sometime.. because the chapters are getting interesting as I read more.. because of the hot afternoon yesterday, I changed the place of my bed.. I really can't sleep at that place of my room.. especially with the rising sun.. anyway.. after I fixed my room, I tried to watch TV.. I tried to watch PBA at that new place and the reception of that channel is so bad, that ended giving up and sleep.. hehe but good thing, the teams I want to win today, just for today, won.. Red Bull won as they trumpled Welcoat.. and Air 21 won after a furious comeback by Magnolia.. so those are my teams.. hehe for this coming conference, but I still count Sta.Lucia but sorry, they don't have a good record that I can cheer for..

what else, hmmm while I am walking here at work.. there are some moments or events that I am looking back.. memories.. happy and sad memories.. but maybe I'm just feeling sleepy.. hehe I am kind of contemplating if some of my decisions in my life are wrong or correct or what.. but in the end, life is like water, flows and flows endlessly.. wherever you go, you will end up in a place which you will be useful.. like a stream or fountain or whatever.. purpose.. life is full of learning as well, learning from your mistakes.. mistakes which sometimes stupid or some of them, honest mistakes.. I mean, risk moves which fall into a mistake.. hehe anyhow, I will just need to move on, plan something for the weekend.. and maybe more rest and do something productive.. that's all I can say for today.. I hope, payday is good.. hehe good luck, God bless to all, take care and good day!

came early..

yes, I came early due to some backlogs in the office that I need to finish.. although I just finished it just now.. hmmm payday is coming!! yes!! hehe yesterday, finally I used my TV.. but not that long I guess.. just for 30 mins.. and I was able to watch voltes V.. hehe and then, what else.. I ate tinola which I missed it last Monday night for my lunch.. and do some chores.. and sleep.. good job.. hehe what a boring day.. however, while sleeping of course.. I had a dream.. a weird one, like I met this person.. I won't tell the person's name because for privacy purposes.. hehe but it's like a rewind in the past.. whoa.. and I got up at the middle of the afternoon because of the heat.. damn.. then in the end, the dream did not continue.. anyway, moving on... what else, by the way, before I got to work, I ate corned beef for dinner and some pinakbet.. and after that.. I don't know what else to say.. everyone seems to be quiet, maybe because, they have their own lives.. whatever you do my friends.. take care.. good luck, good day and God bless to all.. I have nothing else to say for today.. it's just, I had a boring and simple day.. hehe

new sked..

it's like from a saying I read while riding a jeep yesterday, "hope in the Lord and use it as your strength like an eagle", I am not sure if I got it correct but it's kinda inspiring.. I hope I can do that every single moment in my life, right now.. hehe so, for the last 2 days, I was silent because of the storm came in Metro Manila.. his name is Frank.. I thought that the storm will like the Milenyo type which really wrecked Manila but it wasn't.. it has strong winds but it has poured more rains than ever.. since what, last year.. so it was good time to rest but unfortunately, it generated floods some time.. kind of frustrating at first, but oh well, I got a very good sleep.. hehe all my desktop themes are Metal Gear Solid topics, because of the metal gear solid 4 release.. I am really want to buy PS3 for just one game.. hehe I saw one at SM Fairview and I am eagerly want to buy it, it just, I don't have a PS3.. damn.. by the way, before I buy a PS3, you will need to buy a HDTV for better performance, which correct.. how much a HDTV cost? around 100,000.. no way today.. not yet.. what channels are in HD format in this country.. nada.. forget it.. hehe

tungkol dun sa bagyo.. nakakaawa naman un nangyari sa barko na lumubog noong linggo.. halos 900 pala sumakay dun tapos un buhay, mga wala pang 100 ang nakabalik, subalit 250 na halos un namatay.. grabe pala.. nakakalungkot lang.. ang tanong lang naman, bakit sila lumayag kahit alam naman nila dapat na may bagyong parating.. kahit sabihin nila ang tantya eh di naman tatama sa pilipinas, eh may chance pa rin eh, dapat di na sila tumuloy.. pero wala, nangyari na.. grabe.. pagpalain sana sila ng Diyos..

wala naman bago kasi natulog ako linggo hanggang kahapon ng umaga.. dumaan pala un kaibigan ko at may pinatulong siya sa kin.. so iyon.. tapos nakakain na ko ng adobo kina aling Lourdes pagkatapos ng ilang buwan na pagpipigil.. hehe kasi alam niyo naman, kahit noong high school pa, adobosilog lang lagi iniorder ko sa aling Lourdes.. sa pagmamadali, dahil gutom na ko, un na naorder ko.. pero masarap naman halos lahat ng ibang pagkain eh, kagaya ng burgersilog.. porkchopsilog, tapasilog, tocisilog, russiansilog.. hmmm super hotdogsilog, footlongsilog.. pero ang di ko natitikman eh longsilog, chickensilog na sabi ni Reggie ok daw, tapos un na ata.. pero mukhang un ang isusunod ko.. hehe malamang ang gagawin ko mamaya eh matulog ng mahimbing para makabawi ako sa kulang na isang araw na off.. mahirap na magkasakit.. hehe mas maigi nga siguro ito.. patuloy pa rin ang buhay, kahit mahirap, minsan masarap, pero sa bawat sandali, nakakasakit sa ulo, siguro sa mga problema kinakaharap ko.. pero sana, pagkatapos nitong mga problema.. puro ligaya ang kinahaharap.. hehe hirap pala magtagalog.. grabe.. eto lang muna ang isusulat ko ngayon.. good luck, maligayang araw at ingat kayong lahat.. God bless..

happy birthdays..

yesterday was full of food I can say.. and I slept late like 12pm.. so I got some lack of sleep.. damn..hehe anyway, what else.. hmmmm oh Len, one of my team mates also celebrated her birthday yesterday.. hehe and I believe nobody will be celebrating birthdays after the 21st of June.. today is the last day of our work week, yet we will only get 1 day off due to the schedule change.. I need to use all that time to sleep I guess.. what a hectic 2 weeks.. hehe good thing that today is on avail, at least, we need to rest our voices.. you see, we are having high volume of calls since the new queues showed up.. but at least, it's manageable.. unlike my first call center which everyday, is a hectic day.. hehe even weekends.. goodness gracious.. anyhow.. what else.. when I am reading the magicthegathering.com, I was surprised, that there is a woman playing magic the gathering.. I thought of that females playing the game and indeed, it happened.. according to the interview, she said that the number of females playing the game are growing so that's great.. I thought they are banned playing the game.. why great? because at least the game doesn't look like a man's game.. hehe because in the first place.. it's not.. it's an intellectual game.. so everybody can place.. even kids, the youngest champion in Magic was only 15 years old.. hehe so that's it.. it can also serve as a meeting place for lonely hearts I guess..

today is Sunday.. I believe minutes later.. hehe so by the way, I will meet my friend and discuss some matters.. business matters.. hehe what else.. hmmm I have no other plans for the remaining days before I go to work because of the short time, so I will just sleep to recharge for work.. hehe so that's all for today.. God bless to all.. good day, good luck and take care!!