locked up

Oh well, you won't believe this. hehe I was able to go home early and done somethings, watched Daimos and Conan. Tried to sleep but I ate lunch first, then fell asleep. hehe And then, I tried to wake up around 4pm, but alas, I did not work. So I woke up at around 8:50pm and take a bath to our 2nd floor bathroom. Dad referred it and Kuya advised me to use it, so I did, since I am in a hurry. After a cool and good bath with no worries of dripping water below, in the clean kitchen to be exact, hehe. This happened before and it causes some problems in the ceiling of clean kitchen below. Good thing, Kuya Allan was able to hire a carpenter to fix some ceilings, wirings as well and other fixtures.

Edi yun na, nakaligo na ko at nang palabas na ko, ayaw bumukas! Bad trip pinilit ko ikutin yun knob at banggain yun pinto pero ayaw talaga. Siyempre, sumigaw na ko sa banyo at buti naman narinig ni Kuya Allan at sinimulan sirain ang pinto. hehe At that time, I was nervous because of course, I can't be absent or late for work. Damn, I was really kind of thinking, what time is it or Am I late or what. After 30 mins, nabukas ang pinto, wasak siyempre. hehe Pero pwede pa naman lagyan ng bagong door knob. Kaya mukhang sa susunod sa baba na lang ako maliligo, malas ata ako sa banyo na yun. hehe

Oh well, that's the story last night. I am lucky to go to work on time. Nothings changed, except for my glasses which it has a part missing, so later after shift, I need to have it fixed by the doctor who gave me this glasses. I post it later. hehe So payday today and well, I already thought were will the funds going to. hehe That's it. Nothing else. The bailout of the US gov't is not really the solution to their financial crisis. Oh, I'm sorry, our financial crisis. As you see, it's a domino effect that soon, will affect our economy due to the investment done by banks, big companies, even exports and imports as well. The bailout plan by the US gov't, is I think a short term solution, but how about the long term effects? What if banks was not able to hold these bad mortgages or credits? What if the people can't pay these debts in the long run, like me? hahaha What if the government run out of money to hold on these debts? Especially the US, which is the largest lender of the world, yet they have the largest reserves as well. One analyst said, that the "Casino Strategy" or mentality of most US financial institutions paid the price to arrive this kind of effect. I believe, most of us, will have a good Christmas this coming December.

Anyway, that is how money works, especially if you can't really use it wisely. hehe It affects not only you, but the whole economy. I read some lines in a book, about hiding or letting out your feelings. Hmmm, it struck me because maybe I am in that situation. Maybe I need psych help like last year. hehe For me, it helped me a lot, but it was cut short because I left HSBC. I don't what kind of feelings what I have now, that "I don't know" phrase really bothers me, but not that much. I am just curious. The feelings I have, mixed feelings like happiness, love, hate, boredom, sadness and whatever, hehe But I hope I can just think straight and hope for the very best. End all misery..

Now the plans for this coming week, hmmmm I just hope for the best, for all of us, my family, friends, special friends and team. hehe That's all, lets what's coming today.